Context: I felt my KTB will be more cheerfull as well with guitar to sing praises , and will be helpful in the field . Talking about future , always made me gloomy . I felt like black clouds surround me , and then a monster came out ( hahaha ... so anime , just like monster from sailor moon ) .

Question: What is a likely reason that the speaker associates thoughts of the future with gloominess ?
Options:
0. None of the above choices .
1. They are going to lose their internet connection soon due to a service change and are anxious that they wo n't be able to blog
2. Their VISA will expire soon and they will have to return to their home country , which they are not looking forward to at all
3. They have had previous negative experiences , and as a result they expect this pattern to continue as they go into the future
Answer: 3