Context: He was a part of me in a way I would never know while living . And here , in the distorted heaven projected around me , I finally could . And damn if the words did n't make tears sting in my eyes . I would have been embarrassed , but I think I was past all that .

Question: What will the narrator do related to the subject ?
Options:
0. The narrator will explode on the subject .
1. The narrator will grieve .
2. The narrator will yell at the subject .
3. The narrator will ignore the subject .
Answer: 1