Context: finding myself in the oddest of situations has led me tocrave self - destruction and self - inflicted problems . only knowing myself when i am down has turned me intoa miserable prick who craves disaster . i truly am myown worst critic , and i am aware of the damage i am imposing on those around me . i am not aware of whyi refuse to change , i am fully conscious my intake hascaused me to become anything but immune to illness , i have no doubt that i search for pain wherever i go .

Question: Why would this person be craving unhappy events in their life .
Options:
0. The narrator is experiencing happiness on a level they never previously felt before .
1. The narrator is experiencing self - loathing traits .
2. The narrator is experiencing a so - so point in their life .
3. None of the above choices .
Answer: 1

Question: Why would this person be craving unhappy events in their life .
Options:
0. The narrator is experiencing a dark period of their life .
1. The narrator is experiencing happiness on a level they never previously felt before .
2. The narrator is experiencing a so - so point in their life .
3. None of the above choices .
Answer: 0

Question: Why might I be so critical of the fact that I have so many problems ?
Options:
0. I might be because i search for pain wherever I go .
1. None of the above choices .
2. i might be because I impose damage on others .
3. I might be because I crave disaster .
Answer: 1