Context: I opened my heart up to feel and experienced some of the most horrifying , awful feelings I had ever encountered . But God was so close , so present through all of it . What I knew about God at that time was certain .

Question: What may be the reason for me to open up my heart ?
Options:
0. I knew God would close my heart .
1. I wanted to feel awful feelings .
2. I knew God wanted me to feel horrible .
3. I was in a bad situation .
Answer: 3