crcb/emo_is huggingface dataset:
When I bribed the person who caught me doing something I was not  
supposed to have done.  I was very ashamed of what I had done.
I realized that a fellow member had grown spiritually.  I was the  
leader of a spiritual group and had prayed for him.  He did not  
want to burn the incense but his mother forced him to do it.   
Finally his mother told him that he could discontinue if he got  
good results at school.
When Dad went to a Sports Day and was the only parent there, and  
he was cheering for us.
When I stood first in the B.A exams.  Earlier I had heard of  
these boys and girls who were toppers, but when I first heard of  
me having topped I could not believe it.
Talking about a person's unattractiveness, not realizing that the  
person was listening.
I entered the hostel this year.  My mother was ill and could not  
move and needed people to look after her.  Every week I left home  
to go back to school, I felt guilty.
A friend told me that a boy wanted to get to know me.  At that  
time I felt disgusted and thought that it was a nonsense thing.
Your prejudice against psychology students and education students  
(not allowing us to go to the medical university lectures).
A friend whom I had gone out of my way to do something for did  
not bother to acknowledge my efforts, and treated me badly  
thereafter.
I was really disgusted when I saw one of my friends soiling on  
his clothes. I thought he was mad.
I felt disgust when I kissed a guy that I know. I was on the outs  
with my boyfriend and this person appeared but he has nothing to  
do with me.
I was rock-climbing and absailing & felt OK, but suddenly as I  
was going over the cliff I was hit by fear - I couldn't go on  
absailing down the cliff and had to be actually hauled back up  
it.
My first real experience with a boy. We were alone. I was quite  
young and pretty naive and he was pretty crude and real, sort of,  
macho. It was dark, at night during the summer and we were  
talking.
When my ex-girlfriend and I discovered that there was a certain risk  
of her being pregnant.
After the first of May, I detested my fiance's friends, who had  
piled on to our party and spoilt it completely.
At one point in a relationship, my boyfriend was seeing an old  
flame more than me. At our confrontation tears were shed.
When I was young I got lost on the street and the police found me  
after a day.
I was disappointed and angry at the bad quality of a documentay  
program on TV.  In my opinion, the topic was important and the  
program should have been made with seriousness and consideration.
When I was not selected to go to the University of Malawi I felt  
very sad.
When I was 4-5 years old my mother gave me some parts of a  
chocolate bar and ordered me to bring it to my father working  
outside. On my way I could not resist the temptation and ate it  
myself.
When I found out that the girl, with whom I was in love, loved me  
too.
I went to visit a friend in hospital.  He was going to be  
operated the next day.  I was afraid that they would not let me  
in and I did not know what his reaction would be on seeing me.
When I knew that there were, at last, no problems in making a  
journey that I had been wanting to make for a long time.
I felt disgusted about a teacher who had rejected all that was  
human in her. She refused to accept the flowers we gave her for  
the eighth of March and asked for a foreign parfume instead.
In September 1984 I got two girls pregnant and the families of  
both the girls confronted me .  The fact was that my parents were  
around and I felt guilty answering some of the questions.
When I was in primary 6, my father died.  I was very young then  
and did not know what had happened.  The weeping of my relatives  
and my tears made me sad.
Being harrassed for being gay; suggestions of being physically  
beaten - acting as informal bouncer in a gay bar.
I am going steady with a boy, but I had sexual intercourse with  
another one, and I felt guilty about it afterwards.
One Saturday afternoon, I deliberately dressed up nicely (I had  
been in a bad mood of late).  I hoped to go for a walk in the  
soft sunlight to try and uplift my spirits.  When I was having  
lunch in the canteen, two of my male classmates asked me as to  
why I was dressed so nicely (they had seldom joked with me  
before).  One of them said that he had a lounge suit and we would  
look very nice if we wore them together.
When my grandmother died. I had a very deep relation to her (I  
lived with her for several years).
The transport to pick us up for lunch was always late and the  
driver made the same excuse every day.
When I visited a creche. The conditions weren't too precarious  
but the children were in conditions of physical and emotional  
penury.
When I just took a shower with a girl down the hall. I felt that  
I had let my devotion to God go out the window. Although nothig  
happened I felt ashamed.
It was during the beginning of the term. I had K100 and kept it  
in my handbag. I left the handbag in the wardrobe but didn't  
lock it. Next time I found that K30 were stolen.
I was spending a few days at my aunt's place.  One night I got  
home very late, I had told them I was going to a party but I went  
to another place.  They were very worried.
When I became angry at my boyfriend without any reason. I know he  
cannot bear me being angry at him and that he can't study anymore  
then.
I was 4-5 years old when I hid the bicycle keys of a not very  
good friend.  After a few hours I pretended that I had found  
it.
When I was young, one day in the car we fell sick and ended up  
vomitting on each other.
When it became clear that a man had used many people sexually  
and psychologically, despite the fact that many people looked up  
to him.  I understood that one could not trust him and I was  
forced to hide this for a while.
I felt ashamed when a friend, I had always respected, insulted me  
in public.  He was drunk.
One evening when a boy who was drunk made a pass at me by trying  
to kiss me.
The day my fiancee told me that it was bad that I could not write  
my mother tongue.
I once saw an old man up the road, fossicking through the rubbish  
bins and the gutter. I was really disgusted at first but I've  
seen him a few times since then and now I feel really sorry for  
him and I often give him cigarettes when I see him, because he  
mainly goes after cigarette butts and it is revolting.
A bus drove over my right leg.  The event itself was not very  
frightening but when I had to wait in the emergency ward for  
three hours and then my leg began to swell, I was frightened.
I vividly remember having feelings of disgust toward some of my  
jr. high classmates who didn't work at all on their schoolwork  
and who would coplain and take my tax money when I was older and  
more successful than they were. At the time I pictured some  
adults like this that I knew in the complaining situation.
When the result of the certificate exam was announced.  I was  
surprised and happy as the result was better than I had  
expected.
When I was in P3 I was always punished as I would forget to do my  
homework.  The first time that I was punished and not allowed to  
leave school, I slipped out of school.
When my friend needed my help very much and I, at that moment, made  
an end to our relationship.
When I heard that I had been selected fot the first year at the  
university of Zambia.  This was after my form five at Chikola  
secondary school.
I lost a conference because I hadn't got in touch with a certain  
person to inform her that I would go with her. I thought she knew  
what I wanted.
I was talking to my mom on the phone and she told me that she had  
just gotten an award that day in front of all these people and  
she asked me if I wanted her to send me the article in the temple  
newsletter to me. I said no very quickly and felt guilty for not  
being more interested and hurting her feelings.
I received the results of the test paper of my major subject and  
I found that my result was not as good as a classmate who had  
recently changed his major subject.    I felt very ashamed.
I was most angry when India lost the Triangular Cricket trophy  
held in Australia.  I was so angry that I fought (orally) with my  
friend.
When I applied for a job which I thought I had a good chance of  
getting, I was not even granted an interview and did not get the  
job.
An ex-colleague asked me if I was interested in working in their  
accounts bureau.  They needed "clever people" and he had  
"immediately thought of me."
As a child I suffered of nightmares. Even since than, I have  
never been so anxious and fearful.
I came home from a discotheque at half past four in the morning,  
although I had promised my parents to come home at midnight. From  
3 a.m. I felt guilty towards my parents.
I borrowed my classmate's notebook one week before the  
examination and I promised to give it back to her in two days  
time.  I was very busy at that time and forgot many things; as I  
was not very often at home she could not contact me.  When I  
started my revision I realized that her notebook had been on my  
desk for five days.  I contacted her immediately and gave it back  
to her.  Though she did not say anything I felt very guilty.
I watched a football match with my old friend.  The performance  
of the team was very good and the team members were full of  
spirit.  The match was excellent and every time a goal was scored  
I felt excited.
I am disgusted with a nieghbour who is looking for all sorts of  
quarrel with my parents and me. He feels we are hampering his  
living close to us. This has been going on for quite a long time.
I remember that my form 2 teacher was very fierce and dogmatic.   
My feet would tremble whenever I saw her but I had to face the fact that  
I had to go for her class.
When I was starting in romance with my husband, we went out to  
curt, and we stayed in the car "making love". At the time I was  
seventeen and I was very immature until a day I lost my  
virginity.
I was angry when my sister began to talk nonsense and to laugh at  
the way I swept the room.  My anger grew (I tried to control  
myself).  After telling her to leave me alone, I vented my anger  
on her as she did not obey me.
I had to leave Den Helder and all friends and acquaintences,  
after having spend two weeks there with my friends.
I was waiting behind a car which was going to leave the parking  
place, because I wanted to park my car there. Because of uncoming  
traffic I had to wait for a short time - another driver placed  
his car on the place.
Our tutorial group was soon to be divided, and we got a list of  
names of freshmen, out of which five were to be in my group.  We  
read the names and then each group went its own way to a seminar  
room.  I wondered how I would cope with the new situation and if  
I would succeed as a group leader.
One day I went to the cinema to see a film in which I was  
interested.  On arriving there I saw a long queue (which I had  
not expected) and went back home without seeing the film.
In an examination ,which other students found easy I could hardly  
think and did not know what to answer.
I work for a journal. Once the lay-out came to nothing, due to  
thoughtlessness of some colleagues.
When my mother found me in her bedroom "stealing" sugar in her  
bedroom.  According to our customs there comes a stage when a  
child stops using the parents bedroom and I was well past that  
age.
When I think about my family (parents, brothers, sisters) guilt  
is a part of my feelings.
One evening I went out with some friends of mine, although I was  
supposed to stay at home with my little sister who is 11.
When I blurted out an answer in class without having been asked  
to do so.  The teacher told me that it was bad manners to do so.
My girlfriend who had been very far away from me came to my  
place. She saw me and ran after me. I didn't know that she had  
come. I couldn't see her. She held my shoulders standing behind  
me.
When during Winter the water pipes froze and we did not have any  
water for two days.
A friend of mine played a joke on another friend over the  
telephone.  This friend, crying, called me and I got very angry  
and made the other person apologize.
When I wanted to go into a house, there was suddenly a big dog  
standing beside me. It was hardly moving, but I did not know how  
it would react later on.
I woke up at the house of someone I knew, not remembering very  
much about what had been said or done during the party on the  
previous night.
I think I have hardly had a situation where I felt disgusted.  
Perhaps once, when I saw a big spider.
I was disgusted with my girlfriend's behaviour. She was going out  
with other boys who were also my friends.
When a man who had a knife grabbed me and threatened me with it,    
during my holidays in Monze.
The time I lost a badminton match, that I should have won at the  
Zambia closed badminton championships.
The way this particular girl spoke, behaved, and reacted the  
first time I was introduced to her, I felt certain that something  
between us would materialize.
The first time that I caressed a girl, I was about thirteen and  
she was eighteen.  I noticed that it did not affect her at all.
When I was a child, I thought that I had to be ashamed when  
asking and doing certain forbidden things.
The night before my wife had given birth to our twins. I felt  
fear in the hospital yard, I feared if everything was going to be  
in order.
My sweetheart left me, or rather we decided to break it off by  
mutual consent.  The consequences were - unrestrained weeping,  
feelings of loneliness, hopelessness and disconsolation.  I felt  
that I should find a friend, to talk to joyfully and to forget.
One day I was busy day dreaming along the road and suddenly I  
heard the sound of jamming car braked behind me. I woke up from  
my dreams and it was about to crash me.
Skiing down a very icy slope, very fast in white-out conditions.  
Out of control with no idea of what I was doing or where I was  
heading.
I was caught doing something I was not supposed to do.  I did  
something with the person who caught me (bribe) and even though  
he promised not to report me, I am still frightened.
When I am not able to fulfill any request of my son - can't take  
him out to ride his byke, because I am tired.
Standing in a crowed shop or in a closed room with too much  
people in it. This gives me a fearful experience.
I went singing with a group of young people on January 6th (The  
three Magi), a local custom called "star singing". One of the girls, my  
girlfriend, broke the star. Being the accompanying person, I felt very  
angry thinking of the consequences.
One day my colleague misbehaved with me.  I felt disgusted and  
thought to myself that he could only do this because I was a  
woman.
A few days back I had a tutorial class and the teacher randomly  
assigned one person in each group to make a presentation.  The  
discussion in our group had been confused and the presentation  
was not very well prepared.  Unfortunately I was selected to  
present and I could not keep calm, was confused and result was  
very poor.  I really felt ashamed.
When a friend of mine died in a hiking accident.  I was not  
present there and only got the news later.
After being depressed because of a very bad relationship, my  
first love called me and told me that he would always care for me  
no matter what I did.
Watching a football game. This remindes me of the time when my  
father was still alive and when we watched football games on TV  
together.
Some time ago I was disgusted with the "cleanness" of the  
refectory of our institute.
When I was travelling home by bus and suddenly the bus hit and  
the bus leaned against a wall.
Yesterday, when the final whistle blew at the final match between  
OIS and IFK and it was certain that OIS had won the Swedish  
title.
I was double crossing Mercy and Maria. They one day came to know  
each other. I was found by Mercy red-haded when I was with Maria.
After mischieviously ringing on the chemist's trade-entrance  
doorbell and getting caught by him.
While shopping, a person close to us created an uncomfortable  
situation for those who were with her.
My room-mate was drunk, he vomited on the floor and fell face  
down on the vomit nearly choking himself to death.  Then he  
fainted and so I called the first aid.
My girlfriend disliked it when I played majong (a game of gambling).   
I expressed my regrets and when I went to see her she neglected my  
existance.  I was very angry and left in displeasure.
I felt it when playing I pushed my brother and he fell down  
cutting himself in pieces of tile.
Many years ago I saw the film "Psycho" by Hitchcock for the first  
time. When I saw the film I was alone and afterwards I hardly  
dared to go to bed and hardly was able to sleep.
When I heard on the radio that the football match in Belgium had  
ended in a catastrophe, and several people had died.  I could not  
 understand how normal people could behave in such a way.
When I began to date a boy with whom I am till now. This was 16  
months ago.
For a few days I felt very miserable, distressed and listless,  
with crying fits. When this was over I felt very happy, although  
there was no special reason.
My ex-boyfriend began to date my best friend. After they had been  
seeing each other, I found out that he had been sleeping with  
another girl, without my friend knowing, I told my friend what he  
had been doing behind her back.
Someone in my family (my brother I suspected) ate a bun which I  
had made for myself. It was during a long telephone call after I  
had just made it and put it in the oven warming drawer.
When I almost drowned myself in the municipal swimming pool that  
I use to go almost not excaping.
During labour when the foetal sounds became faint and there was a  
big alert for a forceps delivery.
Can't remember specific event - besides just being moderately  
happy until a year or so ago.
I went to eat at my aunt's house and she served macaroni with a  
horrible appearence. I felt the sensation above. The worst was  
that I was practically obliged to eat.
I was supposed to fetch some friends at the bus stop, but I did  
not do it because my father was in a bad mood and I was afraid  
that he would grumble.
I was amongst a group of people talking about how the Maori  
people were stirrers and causing trouble in our country. I felt  
shame to be a pakeha when other pakehas had such narrow  
conservative views.
I wanted to see a friend, I had been looking forward to it and  
had certain expectations, but he did not pay any attention to me,  
played cards with other people.
I can not think of any incident when I have felt very ashamed.   
There are small incidents that I am ashamed of, for instance,  
not sending money to the children in Ethiopia.
Last Summer I went camping with some C.U students.  As I was  
working then, I had to leave the second night (some of them had  
joined us the first night).  Next morning, 6 o'clock, a female  
classmate knocked on our door and tried to wake us up.  I was not  
fully conscious and I said something which I should not have.  I  
realized the trouble I had made and wanted to hide.  Later I  
said sorry to her and the matter came to an end.
When I was ringing up a guy who was my teen idol, and was in  
Auckland. I was really scared, I didn't know what to say or do.
Arriving home from work after a long and tiring day to find no  
dinner prepared as I had expected.
Being sexually assaulted (not rape, but passionate kissing) by a  
friend's father - he stopped when he was driving me home. I  
hadn't wanted the lift, had refused 3 times, and then felt it'd  
be rude to refuse again. Was really afraid of what he might do.
I had to call someone and make an appointment for a conversation.  
I was very afraid to fail.
A teacher at my former secondary school forced my darling to  
marry him.  The girl tried to refuse but her parents would not  
leave her alone.
I feel guilty when I should have done something at any rate but I  
haven't done it.
When I cheated my father about the book allowance at university.   
He discovered that we were given K150 per year for books.
Losing my job that I had for 4 summers. I took it personally and  
cried for 6 hours off and on. I wanted to hide away and did for a  
few days.
When the grandmother of my friend died in a hospital. My friend  
was crying and I was sad, too.
I was sad when I heard that my cousin died because of being  
bewitched by her husband's second wife.
When I was young my mother told the neighbour that I had wet the  
bed.  I felt ashamed thinking that the neighbour's children would  
get to know about it.
When I received my results and found out that I could not go to a  
school of my choice.
When I was at S.Y.Bajaj I wanted to get admission in another  
college and this was not easy and I felt angry.
I had an intimate relation with my boyfriend, but unfortunately  
we had sexual problems; therefore I deceived him, but I was  
ashamed when I told my friend about it.
When I was young I felt ashamed when our relatives visited us and  
I hid myself.
When the girl whom I have lusted after expressed reciprocal  
feelings and then days later changed her mind.
When I was confronted by a policeman one night around 11 o'clock.  
 I was afraid when they threatened to take me and my girl to the  
gallows.
My cousin and I were at the farm and at night we drunk like fools  
and made a lot of noise.  We had drunk two much of wine.
Very often I take care for my little sister and oversee her  
duties. Most of the time everything went fine, but sometimes she  
absolutely didn't want to obey; then I hit her (we frequently  
were hit by our father).
Arriving in New Zealand as a teenager - first overseas trip -  
something "exhilarating" about the change of scenery etc.
I had told a person unpleasant things in a bad manner. He was  
very depressed and caused an accident.
When my boyfriend was away, I flirted with his best friend; I  
felt guilty the next day.
I had met someone and we became good friends. Our relationship  
grew closer and now he is my boyfriend. I felt joy when I found  
out how he felt about me.
In a playground I was playing at the seesaw with a little niece.  
I wanted to stop but nobody came to help me. When I got off, all  
alone the seesaw fell down with a big smash. My niece got hurt  
above her eye. Now there is a scar.
"Boy, you have been admitted to the medicine school and your  
uncle is coming back fron Canada next week," my father told me  
and it was a happy moment.
The girl with whom I was going around had been forbidden to be  
alone with me in the house.  We paid no attention to this  
prohibition but one day her parents appeared and I jumped out of  
the window.  They saw me.
Returning home in the late afternoon I saw an indecent act made  
by a man with the purpose that I saw it.
Was threatened with a knife ... in the military by soldiers form  
another unit. The reason was girls.
I felt disgusted at the environment while getting back to my  
student lodging. I did not see anything in the suburb which had  
been planned by taking people's comfort into account.
In an exam I answered the questions rather carelessly and  
afterwards I thought that the exam would have been better had I  
answered more carefully.
I went to practice in Sweden during summer, and I was afraid that  
I would not do well.
My brother came to see me and found me with a boy friend.  When  
my boyfriend greeted him, he did not answer and instead started  
shouting at me and scolding me in the prescence of my boyfriend.
There was a scene of shooting in front of my house, I was very  
afraid. Two armed men confronting. I didn't discover the reason  
of the incident.
I read a book about the sexual phantasies of women; I read about  
a woman having sexual intercourse with a dog.
When my friend ended up pregnant by a gentleman whom I considered  
to be good and faithful but he ended up neglecting her and not  
bothering about her.
English papers are due on Friday. They are returned on Tuesday.  
This Tuesday I was afraid to go to class and get my paper because  
I knew it was bad.