crcb/emo_is huggingface dataset:
If they force me to eat something I don't like. For example, my  
parents always twaddle and whine, when I don't eat all the food.
When I was little and didn't own up to placing a lolly on the  
varnish, this pulled it all off and I didn't admit my guilt.
My older sister used to pick on my brothers and sisters all of  
whom were younger than her. On one occasion my brother did  
something my sister didn't like. A full-scale battle began.
I felt this feeling when one day my landlord's cat had crept  
under my bed and I couldn't cope with it during an hour and a  
half.
When my grandfather died. When I heard about his death, I had a  
bad feeling in my stomach and I felt as if I had lost something  
very precious.
I am a school teacher. At a teacher-parent meeting I received a  
good deal of positive feed-back on my work both from the parents  
and through them from the pupils.
At my father, when he yelled and accused my sister's friend (over  
the phone) of doing something he didn't do, or know anything  
about.
We were driving on a very dusty road at night and the driver  
tried to overtake a very big truck only to find another big truck  
parked right in front.
I bought a new bed for my apt. and it squeaks when you move on  
it. I tried to fix it but could not.
When ,due to hunger and tiredness, I became generally irritated  
with my fiancee and made cutting remarks which really hurt him.   
Later I realized that my unfounded irritation had hurt the person  
I love most on earth.
For about one year I had a rather bad relation with my father.  
Last Christmas Eve he invited me to stay withhim and I was very  
glad about it. It was a fine evening.
At the age of 16 I had gone to see a film in a nearby village,  
about 8 kms  from my home.  I started walking as there was no  
bus.  I had to cross hills and as it was dark I could not  
identify the path.  Half way through it started raining and as  
there was no shelter I ran four kms to reach home.
At a school dance when my supposed "best friend" kept walking  
away from me whenever I came near her.
Without the employer's knowledge and even without any  
communication their bank accounts were changed and their personal  
accounts closed.
A young visitor to the house stole money from an elderly  
visitor's purse. It wasn't noticed for some hours.
I was living in rooms in a very lonely, quiet neigbourhood.  
During the night it was very silent and this frightened me. The  
fact of being alone in that house frightened me.
I was rushing home from school because there was a 49er game that  
night. I got into a non-injury accident, which was all my fault,  
but destroyed the front of my car. The truck I hit was undamaged.
When I worked as an "au-pair-girl" in London, I received a call  
from a good friend who told me that she was in London too and  
wanted to see me. I was very glad - after that call and  
especially when I saw her.
I was complaining about calling people whom I didn't know. I  
forgot that the purpose is to invite people for dinner and get to  
know them.
There is one thing which makes me feel shameful,  when I see  
friends of my age group working and earning a lot, when I am  
still studying.  A friend I met a week ago after a period of 5  
years is earning more than Rs 3000/ month.
Getting back my math midterm, I received a lower grade than I  
thought I would get. After going through the questions I felt  
that the grader had graded harshly and I had made only a few ?  
errors.
Being subject to unfair treatment in a working group, someone  
"bending the rules" was protected by the boss. This resulted in  
more work for the others.
In the evening, while I was watching TV, my little brother came  
in and started eating food he had brought from the kitchen while  
I was trying to concentrate on the program.
I was ashamed at myself when I saw that the other boys and girls    
of my age earn a lot of money by doing very good and hard work.
When I dated a close girlfriend's boyfriend a few times. He told  
me that it was over between them and I accepted it.  When she  
found out she finished our friendship.
When I had promised to do some washing for my mother and I did  
not do it.  She did it herself despite her being ill.  I felt  
very guilty.
Once a person in authority (school teacher) was telling blatant  
lies about me and the headmistress would not let me defend  
myself. She was also telling lies about other members of my  
family.
I was walking alone in the street late at night (2.30 am). It was  
very quiet. Then a man approached me and said "Hello".
And she said absurd things, false things that filled my ears and  
inflated my head which seemed to be caught in a carcass where the  
heart wanted to explode and where the arm wanted to knock down  
the world.
When for the first and the last time I tried to crib and the  
teacher was with her back to me but right when I was taking the  
materials out she turned round and saw me.
One evening, when I had gone fishing with my friends, we heard  
the roar of a lion near by and had to run for our lives.
When one individual takes advantage of and/or injures another  
relatively defenseless individual, consciously. I feel disgust  
mingled with anger. A person on my dorm floor verbally assaulted  
another person for having a certain religious belief.
A friend of mine was drunk and having an argument on the street  
with a woman, appparently his girlfriend.  I was walking on the  
other side of the street and thought that I was not supposed to  
interfere.  Later I heard that he had shot himself that evening.
I felt happy when my mother borrowed me the car in order to let  
me go out alone for the first time.
When some housemen told me a young girl like you should not be  
allowed to lecture to consultants, I was too shy to argue against  
them.
Not being able to convince my class leader that my friend is  
better than me to go to the English lectures.
[ I feel shame when I do not arrive on time and others have to  
wait for me for a long time.]
When I heard my name being announced on the radio that I had been  
successful in an interview for admittance for a medical Assistant  
training course. I was really happy and I enjoyed myself by  
dancing to music from the Radio cassette.
When a close friend, residing in the hostel, lost his father I  
really pittied him and the situation made me feel sad.
When I read a newspaper article on a young girl who had been  
raped and assaulted one night by several men when she was unconscious.
I always feel ashamed when I do not succeed in accomplishing  
something in which I had put in all my efforts.
Being involved in a car accident and having my thumb caught in  
the glove compartment. My sister and I had a Fear of finally  
telling my parents, since my sister was the driver.
When I had not prepared my contribution to the group as  
thoroughly as the other members, with the result that the  
overall result was poor.
Departure of a very close friend - for a long stay overseas,  
sharing in the sorrow of her parents who were left behind.
I went shopping with my parents - my father payed everything for  
me, I was very glad.
When my mother decided to clean out my room and throw out what  
she thought was junk, without my knowing about it, so I returned  
home to find half my stuff gone.
Sitting on the bus seats supposed for disabled people, children  
and old people (by mistake)
Football was a very big deal at my high school, so I was joyous  
when my school's team won the conference championship last year.
I felt shame when I didn't study enough for my exams and as a  
result I failed. I then invented idle stories to talk it good for  
myself and the others.
It was when I read a newspaper article on the future and they  
foresaw that we would be eating frog-burgers by the year 2000.   
An illustration showed a frog between two pieces of bread.
I experienced this when my maternal grandmother passed away.  She  
was the last of my grand parents to pass away.
When I dived among sharks and the brightly coloured fish on the  
outer reef of Tvavni, Fidgi.
I was in the house at night and I heard a hyena crying outside.  
It cried for almost an hour and I feared it might break the  
window and enter inside the house.
I received a wedding invitation from an ex-flatmate, enclosed was  
a small note that overcame a lot of the differences that had  
arisen between us due to the circumstances in which she left the  
flat.
I was sitting on the bus coming back from school. A man from  
nearly forty years sat beside me. After a while I looked at him  
and saw that he was looking at me with opened throusers and  
holding his penis.
I was very sad when I heard about the death of my teacher who  
taught me in Standard 8.
Losing a boyfriend for the second time to my friend. He fell in  
love with her. The same thing happened a few months earlier with  
another boyfriend.
A children's film in which I played a clown, with spotlights,  
cameras and the director who demanded jumps and guffaws.
When I stared to much at a pastry that a woman was eating and at  
the same instant the pastry felt on the floor.
When I entered the wound intensive care at the Central Hospital  
in Blantyre which was stinking.
One night going downstairs, and hearing a strong stirring of  
brances, which was not the wind.
When I was taking the 11th standard exam, my friend who was sitting  
behind me asked me for some answers.  The teacher looked at us  
just then and scolded both of us.  Everyone started looking at us  
and I felt very guilty.
I insulted two of my friends because I thought that had been  
gossiping about me right under my nose, however I later found out  
that they were not doing so.
I was very disgusted the first day I went to put a dead body in  
the Mortuary. There were many dead bodies and some were uncovered  
so we had to put on top of the other bodies.
I was angered by a classmate who poured soup on to my clothes. He  
was trying to use a short-cut method in getting his supper.  
Coming behind my back, he wasn't noticed by me and as I was  
retreating from a hungry congested people I knocked his plate  
with my head. He didn't accept being wrong but blamed me for  
pouring his soup.
When I had broken a piece of glass of the refrigerator by putting  
a hot pan in it.
I had this feeling when my parents distroyed a relationship with  
a boy because they thought he was bad and irresponsible.
The people on my floor last year were very close. This year 4 of  
our best friends live together in an apartment. My boyfriend and  
I dropped by on one of their birthdays and stayed for dinner. Two  
other people had already been invited and I felt uncomfortable  
and unwanted. Then I realized I was the one who always called  
them and they rarely call me.
I felt the greatest burst of joy when after being heavily ill for  
a long period, my father came back home.
When riding in a very fastly-driven car on a lose metal road at a  
very late hour - no other cars on road, and driver was taking  
corners very sharply. I felt afraid - because if an accident  
happened, the area was very isolated. Also, I feared for driver,  
after I was dropped off - would he make it home safely.
My grades. When my parents say, "How are you doing at school,  
getting good grades ?" I say, "Great, just fine !" Actually, I  
feel ashamed about myself.
Discovering a good friend had lied to me, resulting in a  
detrimental relationship with another person.
While walking in town I noticed how the police harrassed a man  
who was under the influence of alcohol.  They terrified him with  
the thought of arrest by driving close behind him on a pedestrian  
street.  My disgust was directed at the gestures and the facial  
expressions of the policemen; they seemed to be enjoying  
themselves.
When after an overwhelming anxiety and enquiry, I understood  
something about why I exist and what my task in life is.
When my older sister told us that she was thinking of joining the  
rest of the family for the winter sports holiday.
I was at home alone and my mother had asked me to heat the house.  
I put too much fuel into the stove. It began to glow and there  
was a noise in the whole house as if it was going to explode.
I had something wrong, saying wrong things and being impolite to  
someone, and this had embarrassed the this person.  And I  
still meet the person.
My mother along with some of my friends gave me a surprise  
birthday party - they invited a large number of my friends along  
too.
I felt very sad when I was in Form three to notice that my friend  
Barley Jumbe, had lost very expensive new sports short trousers.
I felt angry when my only pair of trousers was stolen and could  
not be able to find out who the thief was or anyone who knew  
about the story.
When I was attending an authorized demonstrationand the police  
rushed brutally at the demonstrators, without any warning.
A close relative was at odds with a very powerful firm.  All his  
things had been taken, His dad had died a little before this  
event.  He gathhered his children and vowed to give them a good  
life with a new start - the words were hollow, he bit back his  
tears .....I asked to be excused and then went and cried in the  
loo.
I did not do the homework that the teacher had asked us to do.  I  
was scolded immediately.
It was in 1983 September when MCE results were being announced on  
the radio. When I heard my name that I had done well I just kept  
quiet. I was so happy that I couldn't even talk.
I felt vvery happy when I was accepted at UNZA for my studies.   
I had not expected this as I had been ill during the exams.
It was a shameful moment when I heard that I had failed my  
Primary School leaving Certificate Exam in 1978. My girlfriend  
was there when the news was released.
An argument among several friends because of the irrational  
behavior of one of them who fell out with us for no reason and  
said that we were to blame.
One of my fellow students had bunked field work and in my attempt  
to cover up for him I myself was exposed, though not directly.   
We were to meet our field work suprevisor and we were afraid of  
the consequences.
When I asked a friend to return the money that I had loaned her  
and then remembered that she had repayed me in several ways.
When my friend (girl) promised to help me go to the hospital and be  
examined by good experts and she deceived me.
I had a girlfriend in the same class I was. I did not do well in  
my Exams, but she did satisfactorily well and was taken into  
another class leaving me behind.
My mother left my father for his best friend, and he moved to  
Papua New Guinea. Despite the fact that I am closer to my father  
than to anyone else in my family, I had to move in with my  
mother, and say good-bye to my father, not knowing when I would  
see him again.
When I had to walk over three kms through a field which had wild bulls,  
because my car had broken down.
My father resigned from work, and soon after this his elder brother  
died.  The next day my granny died (my mother's mother).  My dad  
remains the only living member of his family.
I felt ashamed when my lecturer said in class that I  
happened to be the dullest of all.
Seeing for the first time pictures about the so called  
"treatment" of Jewish people in Nazi-Germany during World War II.
When my mother threatened me with thrushing me of the stairs, when  
I once more should make a comment.
Such a feeling springs up in me sometimes when I have meals at a  
catering establishment. It is a result either of the look of the  
food or when watching the way some people eat.
I learnt from the newspaper that I had been accepted at the  
Chinese university of H.K.  It was 7 o'clock in the morning.   
Later I told my family and relatives about it and had tea with  
them very joyfully.
I took a math midterm and I knew I did really well and it was  
Friday so I felt great joy because the week was over and I did  
well on a test.
With a group of handicapped people we went to a party. When we  
wanted to leave we were not able to find one of these people. I  
had told his mother that we would leave at 4.30 p.m., actually it  
was planned for 3.30 p.m. Therefore there was a delay.
Not speaking to my sister-in-law due to lack of interest in a  
relationship on my side.
Hearing Norman Jones get hysterical in Parliament about law  
reform (on the radio - listening with 2 others).
My mother and my grandmother were talking about one of my  
grandmother's friends whom I hardly know. I gave some deprecatory  
comments on him whereupon my grandmother told me that the man had  
died recently.
When my mother found a leaf of my diary where I had written about  
my mother's lack of education, especially her poor arithmetical  
insight.
Recently I felt very sad without any reason. It lasted for a few  
days. There was nothing I liked in that period.
I received a message that my elder brother was involved in a car  
accident and was admitted in hospital.
When I went to visit a relative and saw how messy and dirty his  
place was, in the absence of his wife.
Grandfather lives in a home for the elderly. He always looks  
forward to visits. On his birthday (by coincidence it was on  
"Mummy's day") however, nobody went to see him. Is the own family  
more important than grandfather ?
Despite my being affectionate, sincere, and helpful to close   
relatives of mine; they turned around and accused me of being  
inconsiderate in my relationship with them.
When my family and I heard of the death of my grandfather.  We had  
 seen him a few weeks earlier and it seemed that he had just been  
waiting to see us.
My father is someone I disgust. So when he comes close to me  
a feeling of disgust overwhelms me. When I stay a week-end at my  
parent's place I will remember it for long time.
When I was young - 14, I pinched from a store and was caught.   
The store then contacted my parents.
When I was the target of a great many insults and completely  
unfair accusations of a large group of people.
Leaving home when my mother thought I had no reason to go and  
felt that I was rejecting her. She is a constantly depressed  
person (a bit of a worry-wort) and I felt guilty about having  
given her this additonal problem.
I have felt this feeling when a person whom I believe and respect,  
lied to me.
Once when I was walking alone at mid-night, I happened to put my  
foot on a frog, as it felt smooth I thought that it was a snake   
and I felt afraid.
Some time ago I slapped my son without trying to understand who  
the real culprit of a damage was. After that I felt guilty and  
bad but it was too late.
When I was in F4 I led my class to a riot.  However the form  
master said that my conduct was good and asked me to tell him the  
names of those who had taken part in it.   I replied that I did  
not know.
I was looking for an object when I came across a rotten corpse of  
a rat.
Occurs frequently. A recent experience: when going out with many  
friends, nice music, after the examinations, I felt so happy I  
could have embraced everybody.
When somebody broke into our home one night when my mother was  
out, and my sister and I had just gone to bed.
In the traffic I insulted a man who crossed my way. Afterwards I  
paired with him, and felt shame because of mine lack of pacience  
and ridiculous attitude.
When we were young, a friend of mine tried to dissect a frog while   
we were playing near his home.
That evening when I opened the songbook while I was singing the  
song "Those were the days" that guilt feeling became stronger.   
The lyrics described well - I was really wrong.  The wish that I  
had made was really bad. If she were with me I would really be  
happy and we would play happily together like the days in  
secondary school and she would not be disappointed and gloomy  
because of me.
My mother had not come home at midnight.  She had forgotten to  
tell me about it.  I was very young and all alone at home.
I have a very close friend who lives in another city and we have  
been writing to each other for a long time.  The last time I went  
to her city, just to see her, I was disappointed to see how great  
the distance between us was.
I went for a walk on the beach with a friend whom I had not seen  
for many months.  The weather was very pleasant, we had some  
ice-cream and lots of fun on the beach.
[ I missed my twin when I was on the verge of being thrown, which  
I disliked.]
When a close friend met me at the station in the middle of the  
night, when I came back from a long and tiring journey.
I felt disgust when I received visitors at an odd hour. I was  
seriously preparing for Examinations, so I did not appreciate  
their coming.
When I was walking down the street, some boys showed me a knife  
and stole all my money.
I had a quarrell with my boyfriend and decided to finish with him  
and and my Easter holidays.
Birds had made nests in our thatched roof and they were flying  
and flapping their wings in the bedroom at night.  It was very  
dark and I could not even see my nose.  I did not know that it  
was the birds till my mother told me so.
My son was registered to get admission in grade one of the          
primary school.  The chances of him getting a place there was 1/10.   
Two weeks later I was informed that he had been enrolled.
I was driving my car and it was very misty. It was in the night  
and I was alone in my car. I felt totally insecure, nervous and  
overstrained.
We got into a fight with some chaps in front of our family house.  
The value of the property destroyed was approximately 15 000 FIM.  
I felt ashamed when my parents came to know about this.
In a play (secret friend) during the time of the high school I  
had to give a present to a boy and I was very ridiculous because  
of this.
When I had lied to a friend/son about some things we had  
discussed and I had to be one better.
During my birthday party a friend drank too much alcohol. So much  
that he had to throw up. Worst of all was that he couldn't leave  
my friend alone and that he was molesting her.
When I realized the burden it was for my mother to look after all  
of us, all by herself.
When I was appointed to position of trust in a group set up to  
change the working environment.
Third highest grade in the class and the best answer given for  
one question (the question was graded by the professor and he  
indicated he liked my answer).
I was terrified during an axcursion in Italy. I was lost and left  
alone in this unfamiliar country.
When my father (physically handicapped) asks me to do something  
and I raise several objections. Often I can fix it in few  
moments.
A child told me she had been sexually abused by her step-father.  
I only knew the child and had not come into contact with either  
parent. I tried to do what was best for the child. The event and  
the stepfather disgusted me.
When I was reading a book.  It had nothing to do with the book  
itself but with the disagreable smell of the pages of the book.
When I heard that someone who is very close to me did very well  
in the exams despite having fooled around a lot.
Following heavy stirring / ridiculing a close friend who was  
very vulnerable to such attack - inspiring fierce, defensive  
counter-attack.
My fiancT's family was adopting a 5 years old boy. I felt  
myself close to him as I never felt before. After some time his  
mother demanded the care of the kid and we were obliged to send  
him back.
Fights that I see in the middle of the street, robberies, fear of  
darkness when going home.
When I was 17, I had a mystic vision. I melted into a dazzling  
light, which omitted perfect love. The physical experience became  
unimportant, I heard or saw the words "overcome egotism". The  
feeling of joy remained for month after that experience.
On a social occasion, I noticed that I reacted on the basis of my  
autonomous nerve system (I could not help it).
I felt guilty when I heard the results of my friend, who had  
failed.  I wished that I had helped him.
When I went to a halloween party and had to walk through a shopping  
center dressed like a witch.