crcb/emo_is huggingface dataset:
When I had to lie to my boyfriend so that he wouldn't suspect I'd  
bought him a xmas present as expensive as I had.
I was sleeping in my room but woke in the middle of the night to  
think I could hear noises and see shadows moving. I felt that  
someone was in the house.
I felt angry when I heard that my sister had failed the  
Examinations which we hoped she was going to pass with  
distinctions.
When two female classmates and I were having lunch, we chatted and   
cracked jokes, I was very happy.  However, I felt that I may have   
said something inappropriate which might cause them to have a bad   
impression of me.
Traveling as the only female in a railway carriage in the middle  
of the night in Italy.
When I lied last week. I lied to someone to get info. for a  
paper I was writing. I told her that the info. was for a  
newspaper article. I was afraid if I told the truth she wouldn't  
help me.
I beat up a female friend after I heard the defamatory stories that  
she had been telling.  I was later called to explain my  
behaviour.
This sounds really predictable and usual but it was absolutely  
heart-rending at the time. My first lover (I was 15) just rang up  
one day and announced that he had found another woman. I never  
saw him again and it hurt because I was positive that it was  
"TRUE LOVE" !!
When I lose on my bets on anything - baseball, football,  
basketball, track, craps, poker, or arcade - whether its 5  
dollars or 200 I feel that I should never have done it in the  
first place.
When I saw a T.V programme on animals in the film world  
(mistreated and used).
When we got lost in Florence and the coach did not turn up until  
midnight.  I had no place to go to and there were strange reports  
at the police station.
When the guy I was in love with told me that he had met someone  
else and that we would not meet again for a year.  Although we  
did not have a steady relatioship, we were having an affair.
While travelling in a bus, there were three people sitting behind  
me (two men and a woman).  They were drunk and the conversation  
was unbelievable (about fucking, fellatio, etc...).  They tried  
to get others to take part in the conversation.  I loathed it and  
felt like crying.
Car accident nearly occurred between us and drunk driver coming  
in opposite direction it missed us by approx 1 m and collided  
(after rolling twice midair) into nearby scrub.
I was annoyed this particular day as it seemad that the odds were  
not in my favour.  My grandfather added fuel to the fire, when I   
had an important appointment so I unleashed my anger on him.
I was disgusted from a quarrel between two married people, in  
which the children were involved as accusers of one of the  
parents.
When my grandmother passed away.  We had been waiting for it as  
she had been sick for years, but when it happened I found it hard  
to accept.
My brother wanted me to buy a flute with him but I didn't accept  
afterwards I regretted it because he became sad.
I was angry when I watched a ski-race. All the Austrian skiers  
dropped out.
During the week-end at home, my mother fries greasy and unhealthy  
meat dishes which make me feel sick.
When I wet my head (or bed ?) one day my sister discovered it and reported  
it to the other siblings. So my mother had to scold me.
A tiresome person held me up all day long.  I was very busy then  
(I can not remember what the problem was).  He continously tried  
to make me talk to him and disturbed me.
When I didn't bring my girlfriend home one night. Later she told  
me that a cardriver solicited her.
When I was a Sr. in HS. one of the class counselors died of  
hepatitis. She was very sensitive. She knew my shyness and drew  
me out to improve myself image. I missed her funeral - so I could  
not publically grieve. My parents didn't understand.
When they phoned me from Great-Britain to tell me that I could go  
there, if I wished, in Summer.
In a sexual experience with an unknown woman where after the  
sexual act I only could go away without looking backwards.
It was when I failed standard 8 exams while all my friends  
passed and went to secondary school. In class I was always  
getting more marks than they did.
One day, I was home and there was a phone call informing me that  
some of my relatives had died in an accident.
We were discussing a subject ( I knew very little about it) and I  
was holding my ground.  They showed me that I was wrong.
When a close friend entrusted me with a secret and I let the cat  
out of the bag.
After having finished my B.Sc, I was struggling hard to continue  
my studies and had taken the M.SC exam.  I was not sure that I  
would be selected in the written exam.  When I saw my name in the  
selected candidates list I was overjoyed.
I bought a Christmas present for my girl-friend. On my way home I  
was really glad about having found such a suitable thing.
When the paramilitary was sent to the UNZA and it started using  
tear gas and started intimidating the students without any  
provocation.
A friend called me and told me that she wanted to come and see  
me. She lived in a village at 50 km distance fom my home town.  
Next morning I expected her but she didn't arrive. As I got  
impatient I called her but her parents told me that she had gone  
skiing. I was very angry because I had cancelled an appointment  
to be able to see her.
At a party, on New Year's Eve, I met on old friend whom I had not  
seen for some time
When I noticed that my parents were not in such a prosperity as  
most people in my surroundings.
During the PY 102 film session on Tuesday, one of the films shown   
was of an experiment on a live cat involving strapping it into a  
machine for possibly days, and doing things to its brain.
Once I bought my sister a pair of sports shoes as she was going  
to join an athletic meet.  However the shoes were a little big  
and had a few flaws.  She muttered all the way and blamed me for  
having wasted her money anf I felt guilty.
Political and military trnsgressions around the world, generally  
speaking. This cannot be described through this questionaire.
I've always defended my sister when needed, at the expense of my  
brother. This has led to feelings of guilt towards him.
When after 10 months of national service I was "downgraded" and  
did not have to do the remaining 5 months.
Father said: If you are pregnant, you will have to procure  
abortion. I was filled with disgust against my father.
Sleeping alone in a tent, while hearing several noises such as  
rustling etc, I am afraid that there are people who are up to no  
good.
When I got 1/2 out of 15 in Abnormal Psychology I felt ashamed.
When I received a letter from my girlfriend telling me that she  
was engaged to an another man.
Finding out I am chosen to collect norms for Chinese aphasia (I  
will contribute to China's catching up with the West in  
neuropsychology).
When I complained about a colleague to the manager and he told  
her that someone had complained; this colleague came to me  
believing that I liked her.
We had made an appointment to complete together a piece of work.  
It appeared that I was the only one who hadn't prepared anything.
I had misbehaved at a party and did not wish to meet the person  
in question later.
My grandfather was seriously ill, he had only a few days left to  
live. I had always loved him, but never told him. When I saw him  
for the last time, I had the feeling that I had omitted so many  
things I could not do again. - There was a fly sitting on his  
forehead and he was too weak to drive it away. I was very sad  
when I saw that.
I detest any kind of constraint and hate the attempts of elder  
people to force me to a norm of behavior without having legal or  
moral rights to do it. I felt this emotion when a neighbour of  
mine made me kick out my guests because they had talked very  
loudly and threatened that with "connections" she will expel me  
from the inst.
When I learnt that my brother-in-law had been poisoned by his  
friends and that he was dead.
I stayed alone in the dark at night in the mountain, waiting for  
my uncle.  I remember that I took a big stone and it calmed me.
Attempted rape by 5 guys - held my arms behind my back and  
molested me, constantly threatening to beat me. Penetration did  
not occur as the driver of the car stopped that.
I got up late and I could not go to my lessons on time.  When I  
entered the class room the stare of the teacher and my classmates  
made me feel guilty.
My child, unexpectedly started acting in a restless and  
disturbing way at school.  In addition his performance at school  
weakened.
I received a letter from my grandmother. She has obviusly  
suffered a lot from my grandfather's suffering health. She  
mentioned things she had gotten him and he would never use.
When I was about 17 years old and I stole some pens from a  
stationery store because I didn't have enough money.
Sometime ago I felt very angry when my mother wrote me telling me  
that my elder sister was messing up things at home by her  
internalised aggressive attitude towards parents and her husband.
My parents are divorced, father pays alimony for me. Two years  
ago my sister who lives with father, suddenly asked mother for  
money. As she considered the amount of money my mother offered  
her too small, she brought an action against mother. I was  
terribly angry with my sister.
I was very happy when my scholarship to continue studying at UNZA  
was approved after it had been cancelled.
My mother died of cancer after a 4 year illness - I think the  
most pregnant moment of sadness was the next morning, just as the  
sun rose.
I had a good relationship with two friends. Once without reason,  
they clearly showed that they thought I was naive, dull and  
unable to take care for myself, while I expostulated that I could  
manage things.
My elder sister whom I love very much was leaving for the           
West Indies for two years and I was staying behind.
It was the time when everybody spoke about and discussed  
Hainburg. I was also asked for my opinion. I was ashamed because  
I had no firm view of the whole thing and therefor was not able  
to join the conversation.
At school I was talking to a classmate about mathematics.  I had  
grown weary of it and said : "I would like to throw the book on  
the arse of Kuikka".  My classmate said : "Now, he is sitting  
there and waiting for the book" (Kuikka was one of the most quiet  
boys of the class).  I was ashamed of myself.
When I confessed to my girl-friend (now my wife) that I had  
betrayed her with another woman.
I felt guilty when I once went out with another boy and made love  
with him while I had a close boyfriend.
I was walking home late at night from lectures and someone  
deliberately started following me. It was dark and I was scared.
I felt much anger and perhaps I feel it till now, against my  
girlfriend's sister who incited her to betray me just when I  
needed her very much. She didn't think of anything, simply  
passed over everything.
At my Summer job, nobody looked after me in particular and I had  
to learn all on my own.
It was on St. Claus Day when I was five years old. St. Claus and  
his Devil Servant came to see me. St. Claus' Devil Servant  
rattled with his chain and bowled terribly. I was so frightened  
that my parents had to ask him to leave.
I used to pinch change from my father's mantlepiece (never my  
mother - she didn't get enough housekeeping) and then I'd feel  
when we went to church as a family I'd felt awkward cos I felt  
I'm expected to go to communion and I would but I was afraid and  
guilty 'cos I committed a mortal sin.
I get irritated with my son when he screams or is sick all over  
his clean clothes.
My dog, whom I had had for eleven years, died. I watched his  
soporification.
As a child, when I was at home alone, I felt in an indefinate  
manner afraid of the death of my father and mother.
China cannot let you give more lectures because you are needed in  
the specialist clinics. We are so backward in medicine.
I was alone in the bus when I tripped and fell, and dropped all  
my papers.
A young girl tried to put an end to her life because of lover's  
grief; not until she was in hospital I heard that I had been the  
reason for her action.
I was given a wristwatch by my first girl and after two days  
another girl of mine also gave me a wristwatch.
As a passenger in a vehicle travelling from the steep side of  
Arthur's Pass in the middle of a sleet-storm, icy roads, sheer  
chasms to one side, sheer face to the other.
My mother read a letter that a friend of mine had written to me  
telling me how she had got drunk the last time.
I was told that I had passed the statistics exam.  I had not  
expected this so I was very happy.
I was walking along the passage to my room (very near the anatomy  
laboratory) and I heard something and felt that there was some  
thing behind me.  I looked back and there was no one.  I started  
imagining that maybe it was a corpse.
When my niece was 3 years old she was in the living room while we  
were fixing the table for a birthday party and, as every child,  
she couldn't stay calm. She burst a balloon. When I told her to  
be quiet her father pinched her. I believe if I hadn't said anything  
this wouldn't have happened.
On embarking on University life. I came from a different city and  
did not know anybody at the Uni. I was frightened because my well  
known and loved friends, also all my security had been taken  
away.
When I passed the B.A exams with 1st class.  I was the first in  
the family to have got a 1st class, so all the family members  
were very happy and they gave me the opportunity to study  
further.
Someone had to do a lot of efforts to make something work. With  
my help he would have finished much sooner, but I wasn't in the  
mood to help him.
In the past I experienced this feeling almost all the time -  
wherever I went, in different sutuations. I was small and I had  
to be taken to kindergarten, but me the fool didn't dare to tell  
exactly where, finally as a result I was late.
When my aunt, whom I had loved very much, died. When I heard  
about her death, I was not as touched as at the funeral. I really  
became conscious of her death at that moment.
A workmate and I had been antagonistic with each other for some  
weeks - he had reacted violently to my criticisms of his work  
standards.
Going to a disco by myself to wait for some friends. We had  
separated and hadn't planned where to meet. I wasn't sure if they  
were even going to this place so I felt very conscious of being  
alone.
I was very happy when I passed and went to form I.  It was a  
great relief for me as I had been very worried considering the  
large number of pupils who fail.
I have a two-month old baby.  When I came here, to the  
university, to attend lectures, I had to leave the baby with his  
father.  I felt guilty.
4-letter words on a TV programme (Roche) while we were  
entertaining "conservative" relations who wanted to see the first  
episode.
When I heard that an acquaintance of mine was spreading rumours  
about my affair with a close friend.
I had enough time to do my assignment, and I did not do it well.   
When the lecturer scolded me, I had this feeling.
I experience a sense of guilt as my middle son cannot express  
himself like other children, neither verbally nor in writing.
My brother and I were driving to Brisbane when he drove back onto  
the road, perhaps cutting off another car but not noticeable -  
this driver did his best to drive us off the road for about 1/2  
an hour.
Death of a pet rabbit. We had to give it away because my brother  
became allergic to it. We gave it to a man who kept animals and  
lots of other animals for children to watch. We went to visit our  
rabbit. It was badly beaten by the other rabbits and eventually  
died.
I was taking place in an anti nuclear protest and was shouting  
protest loudly to some American sailors of the U.S. Texas  
submarine. A guy came up to me and said that's your brother  
screaming at, I felt shame and I realized screaming at another  
person isn't good protesting. Now I'm a silent protester.
When I finished a relation after four years, leading to much  
sorrow for the other one and myself ("although it was the best  
solution").
A very close friend of mine died. I read it in the newspaper. I  
didn't know what to do and thought about it the whole day.
My little niece, who is very talkative, suddenly became very  
naughty and began wetting her pants.  She did it one afternoon.
When going out in the weekend I have to bike 5 kilometers through  
lonely and dark polders, then I always have terrifying fantasies.
When I was at a boarding school at Lusaka, the Rhodesian  
soldiers came to bomb a house near our school and we saw the  
whole scene.
When I got caught in the pouring rain last Thursday and did not  
have a raincoat on me.
My friend had organized a birthday party for me secretly, I was  
very happy not so much for the presents but because they seemed  
to care for me.
The time when I cleaned the house and everything was tidy,  
then my cousin, who is 4 years old, came with a muddy pot and made  
a mess of the whole thing.
When I was emotionally unstable I said things which may have hurt  
others or made them feel unhappy.  When I calmed down I realized  
that I had been selfish and had not taken into consideration the  
feelings of others.  Then I felt ashamed as someone pointed out my  
behaviour to me.
When I heard that my father had passed away. I could not eat for  
a week and was only crying. I could not find the courage to go to  
bath.
At one of my close friends saying she didn't like the way I am  
nice to people I don't know, or who have been nasty to me.
A sense of guilt before my parents when I had to discountinue my  
studies in the first year because of unpassed exams.
Having agreed to share the taxi expenses, three people in the  
back of the car just ran off, leaving the person up front with  
the entire bill.
I was camping in an old broken hut which had no lights.  I had  
brought along a lamp which was not working very well.  The door  
made strange sounds and I was sure that strange things were  
happening.  The most terrifying bit was that there were many  
wardrobes in the hut and everytime that I looked in the glass of  
the wardrobe I felt that there were "objects" behind me.   The  
whole night was spent in fear and restlessness.
I was of the opinion that 12.00 pm was too early to be back at  
home after going out, so I stayed away longer, knowing that my  
mother would be worried.
Disgusted with boyfriend's mother - her overpowering,  
over-protecting and selfish attitudes.
When I got a stereo walkman from my father when he had finacial  
difficulties. I thought that although he promised to give me that  
present, he was not obliged to do so.
I was in a car accident on the way back from a weekend rowing  
regatta we'd won. 5 others were in the car. I thought I'd never  
be able to row again.
When I found out that a person I went to school with had died in  
a car accident.
A friend gave me a lift and we met a road-block.  He tried  to  
turn back when an officer shouted at us to stop.  My friend took a  
turn suddenly and the officer raised his gun but by the time we  
were gone.
The housing council asked the city to cut 40 linden trees so that  
the inhabitants of the lower floors would have a view to the sea.
When I beat up my brother so badly, for not having gone to school,  
that we had to take him to hospital.
When on holiday in Greece I called my best friend, she told me  
she passed the examinations and that she had been admitted to the  
study for speech therapy.
We were at a football match and when we were leaving the stadium  
(the stadium was packed with people) and I lost my shoe in the  
crowd. Our attempts to find it didn't give any result and I had  
to go home without one shoe. In other words to cross the whole  
town !
A great friend of mine travelled with the intention to change his  
life. He didn't succeed and returned depressed. I had not power  
to support his frustration and his behavioral change.
When I bought new skis; I was ashamed to tell the assistant that  
I am not good at skiing and therefor bought racing skis.
It was when a friend took me to a place and gave me as a gift my  
astrologycal map with the explanations of a psychologist.
I came out of the house at 7:20 am Monday morning getting ready t  
go to school and fight for a parking when I saw my car had a flat  
tire.
I was alone in my room at the boarding house when at 12 o'clock  
someone knocked violently on the door.
I was disgusted at the university wanting some of us to travel  
from our homes to the lectures here every day.  The way the whole  
thing was handled disgusted me.
[ I sometimes quarrel with my mother because she blames me,  
though I have not in any way been connected to some events.]
Several good friends made me a surprise visit and this made me  
happy.  They are my closest friends and we had not seen each  
other for a long time.
I happened to see two boys fighting, one of them fell down and  
hurt his head.  The other one used this to spank the head of the 
boy on the ground.
One night I and my friends went to the cemetery. We stopped the  
car in front of the wall and suddenly the grave digger appeared  
over the wall looking like a ghost. I was already afraid and  
almost died.
When on a car journey a fellow student crossed our way with his  
own car and we had to bump into a roadside trunk.
This last August when my parents dropped me off and moved me into  
college I didn't know anybody here; I was 17 and Berkeley really  
scared me.
When my friend failed an exam by just one mark.  During this exam  
she had asked me to show her my answer sheet and I had not done  
it.  When the results came out, I thought that had I shown her my  
answer sheet she would have passed the exam.  I felt guilty as I  
had failed her.
I did not do well in one of the subjects last term.   I was  
afraid that I would fail.  My result was a grade D, though it was  
not good I still passed.  I felt more comfortable then.
My boy-friend had promised me to come an 10 a.m. - he was 3 hours  
late.
Once, when I arrived home very late, my parents had an argument  
because of this; my mother wanted to stand up for me.
I'm afraid of driving on the special seat of a mororcycle, mainly  
with certain colleagues who by exces of self-confidence drive  
beyond limits or measure in the traffic and the main victim is  
always the person who sits behind the driver.
When I tried to put up a tent some years ago, I was teased and  
hindered by my cousin.
I was selected to do a rest for a foreign ballet but I did not  
have the money to do it.
On the cliff by the sea, the silence and the sudden voice of a  
bird.(swans of the bay)
When, after a week at school, a teacher sent a note home saying  
that my son was inattentive and unable to do his lessons.
My life-partner, who was drinking more and more, spoke about  
kicking the cat.  He had never done anything of the kind, but I  
knew that he would do so one day, without thinking about it.
One day I went to town to get my grocery.  On my way back, I took  
a mini bus which was full of drunk students.  I felt very  
disgusted.
My girlfriend was away visiting another city and I brought  
another girl home. Next morning when I started getting sober I  
felt quite ashamed of myself.
It was the first time I met him (my boyfriend Mr.W).  It was  
during the first term Summer vacations.  We met each other while  
handing in our homework.  He invited me have a trip with him and  
we were together till 8 P.M.
I had a dream : I had a very close friend who had several stone  
houses in the New Territories (villages) but they did not have  
much furniture.  He took me to see his fields (I had never seen  
them before) and there were several inches of clear water on  
which the sunshine was reflected.  I wanted to sit among the  
short green plants in the fields but was afraid of treading the  
plants to death.  My friend said "They will not die" and I sat  
down happily and my trousers did not get wet.