crcb/emo_is huggingface dataset:
I had a quarrel with near persons. I said many ill-considered  
things and I regretted it when it was to late.
My father had bought too many goods for his shop, there was not  
enough space to store them.
Once after falling in love, I imagined that particular girl to be  
perfect and completely overshadowing my girlfriend. Afterwards I  
realized that this image was not objective. I felt guilty against  
both girls.
When my grandfather whom I had met only once for 3 weeks, died  
after several months. I was really sad because he was a lovely  
person and I did not have the means for his company.
During an informal talk with a friend when we talk about the life  
of another person, a common friend, that is in a situation of not  
being able to assume certain problems that he decided to solve,  
that is, she herself suggested the problems and decided to solve  
them but didn't get it until the moment.
A friend suggested in a round-about way that the reason we were  
late for something was because of me, and that I'm often late. I  
know this was partly true, but felt it unjustified that  
particular time and I felt I couldn't do  anything about it  
anyway (i.e. being late).
I felt it when on duty in the hospital I understood that I was  
not afraid to face death, that I also helped a little to relieve  
the pains of a patient.
Once, when I was very young, my mother left me alone in the  
house and came back very late.
When I passed the university entrance exam.  I had thus finished  
with a difficult period of my life and I was about to begin one  
which I had desired a lot.
When I was pressing figures on the curtain cloth. I had bought  
the cloth after months of hindrances.
Quite recently I realized that I had had some erroneous views  
about life. For instance, I had always lived for other people,  
had forgotten my own person and suppressed my own feelings. I was  
ashamed because I had not been concious of that until I had a  
conversation about it with a person.
The repression of rioting and non-rioting "Blacks" in South  
Africa by the police of that "Democracy".
I was trying to have sex with my best friend's girl but she did  
not agree to it.
I had a singing-lesson, but I was not very good. The last  
exercise was singing scales. I did that very well and my teacher  
seemed satisfied.
Just before I started my study I had to move, I was very afraid  
to be left alone and that I could not manage it.
Once while walking along a hill; I fell down out of carelessness  
and I broke my left arm.
I was at home and I heard a loud sound of spitting outside the  
door.  I thought that one of my family members would step on the spit  
and bring the germs in the house.
When I was a kid, I always opened the door to greet my father  
when he came back from work.  One day it so happened that his  
hair was scattered due to over-crowding in the train, and when I  
opened the door as usual I saw something else.  I was so scared  
that I could not talk.
Upon returning from a journey of about two weeks duration, I  
found that a collection of pornographic literature had been  
removed from my room I had previously thought that no one was  
aware of the existence of this material.
At a party where the boys were telling revolting stories about  
the girls they'd been with.
The disease and subsequent death of a close acquaintance. Sadness  
was accompanied with feelings of powerlessness (I also  
experienced sadness in the situation described under guilt).
While watching TV (a war movie), I felt a strong fear of death,  
threat and fear of loosing people close to me.
My mother was very angry with my little sister and told her to  
put her hands on the table in order to beat her hands up. She  
forced by means of her power.
When criticizing something about a person and then realizing that  
the person whom one is talking to is similar.
When my brother ran away from home and I thought it was because  
of my continously scolding him.
I was to prepare relish for the family. I overcooked it and no  
one liked the meal that day.
I was diving below the ice, in a cave, at a depth of 26 metres.   
Visibility was almost zero and the oxygen level decreased  
threateningly.  There were three of us divers on one safety rope.
During an informal discussion I contributed a lot even though I  
had not spent much time studying.  Whenever someone said that  
someone was not paying attention, or that he had too many other  
things to do, or that the persoon was not trying his best, I  
would feel ashamed.
My girlfriend left the house in which we lived together a few  
months ago. This made me very sad.
In a sociology class I felt very angry towards some members of  
society for exploiting the Polynesian people, dawn raids by  
Police (Martin Luther King, Blacks in S.A.). But this was just a  
reflection of my own shortcomings.
I did not do as well as I expected on a chemistry exam. I  
received a score below the average and I thought I had done very  
well.
The feeling of joy when again I had confessed my sin and  
experienced God's forgiving grace and cleansing power - total  
enlightenment and freedome - bliss.
My best frieend left school recently.  The next day the weather  
turned bad suddenly and the male class-mates turned off the  
lights.  I remained on the table and was scared.
I had been guilty of gossiping and blaming others, and one of my  
superiors at the workplace made a formal reprimand.
It was last week on Sunday that I was walking with my girlfriend  
along Kawale road going to town so I tried to stop a car for a  
lift and the driver didn't stop and I felt shame because people  
were looking at us.
I had to prepare a report but I couldn't write it. I read from a  
book off-hand, I was quite uneasy and I felt I didn't manage.
When I saw Russian roulette on TV. (obviously the movie "Deer  
hunter")
I feel disgusted when people do not understand me in the right  
way, i.e they misunderstand me.
After having slept for a short time I woke up - I had the feeling  
of someone standing beside me and was very frightened. I had to  
turn on the light turn on the light for several minutes before I  
was able to get to sleep again.
I read about a monk who had been murdered and put into a barrel  
which was filled with blood of pigs.
Spending the nitht with close friends, after being away (out of  
Nijmegen) for a while.
This happened when I went to visit my friend in Chelston and  
found him screwing my girlfriend.
I was in the living room at home with an ex-boyfriend, it was  
nearly a year that we had separated, during the talk he began to  
remember our courting and gave me a long kiss.
This was what I felt when my boyfriend went to Bourgas to study  
there. I had the feeling I would lose him. Anyway the distance  
Plovdiv-Bourgas seemed to me so great.
When I got to know that I had passed the university entrance  
exam.  I thought that I had done one of the exams badly.
I was with a friend in a stationed car when, suddenly a man  
appeared on my side and an other with a gun on his side the  
hold-up lasted a few minutes but it was terrible. I had never  
seen a gun so close.
I saved up money for a good purpose. As I also have to organise a  
party I am afraid there will rest only a little money for the  
good purpose I feel guilty about this.
When my little brother passed away mysteriously, at least from  
what I was told about it.
When a member of the family complains about the food that is  
served, it disgusts me.
Before getting back the results of a test in school, when I had  
worked very hard and was worried about not succeeding.
Once when I was studying for my examination, I was asked to do  
some work which was unavoidable.
I felt fear when one night my aunt and Uncle left me alone at  
their house to look after the baby when they went to a party.
I don't remember about a situation when I have experienced this  
feeling. Maybe it was when I saw a drunkard in the street.
I had quarelled with a friend of mine and I later realized that  
it was also my fault.
I detested my father who was a drunkard.  He would rave,  
threaten and blame my mother and me.  He finally drove us away  
from home.
A railways officer, when asked by the ticket checker to produce  
his tickets, got very aggressive and started abusing and using  
his authority in a very wrong way.
When a cousin of mine took my bottle of T.B tablets, put water in  
it and threw it in the dust-bin.
When I slept with a guy because my best friend wanted me to.   
He had never had intercourse with anyone and had a terrible  
complex about it.
The behaviour of a fellow towards me and some others in the army  
was really mean.  I detested this.
I share my small flat with my friend. On her birthday we could  
not see each other until evening because we had to stay at the  
University all day. In the evening I left a lecture before it  
finished to be able to buy flowers for her. When I was at home  
she called me to tell me that she would stay the night with her  
boyfriend.
When I took the B.A exams,I was expecting a 1st class even though  
I had not done very well. When the results came out I felt sad as  
I had missed the 1st class by 12 marks.
While doing some calculation exercises, I neglected a part of it,  
though I had marked it as done.  By chance, I was asked to  
demonstrate this very part on the blackboard.
Losing a pet chick. Our family had just put the chick outside a  
few days before and then one morning it was gone.
Dad had just married his second wife (my step-mother) and I did  
not like her so I went to the wardrobe and set fire to her  
dresses.  Eveyone suspected my brother and he had to bear the  
consequences.  Nobody ever got to know that it was me who had  
done it.
My mother told me that the enveloppes that I had been tearing (I  
had torn the stamps away) in good faith had been the first-day  
enveloppes which my father had collected as a young man.
I am disgusted at the number of second year students who are  
pregnant illegitimately.
When I went to town in a double dekker bus.  The bus was about to  
fall on the way when the driver controlled it.  It had almost  
fallen.
I could have died when I was caught cheating on a test in high  
school. That was my first and last time.
When I was 4, we spent our holidays at the seaside. My sister and  
her friend wanted to go to a bay on an undangerous way. I wanted  
to arrive before them and went on a shorter, but more dangerous  
way. When I arrived, I found nobody there. I waited for a long  
time, but nobody came. On my way back I met my mother who had  
been searching for me desperatly. She did not scold me, but I saw  
how much she had worried (herself).
I felt disgusted when my cousin decided that she would stop  
going to school saying she wanted to get married. She was only 14  
years by then and she didn't understand what she was thinking.
When I received the mark well above requirements for the course I  
wanted to enter, yet I was not accepted - anger at the injustice  
of it, because I didn't receive early release of H.S.C. marks.
As I usually do not start learning until a short time before an  
examination,, I once made up my mind to try to work for a longer  
time. But once again I did not do it - and got a bad mark.
When I was misleaded by a person who assured that something would  
not occur, that I had no reason to prepccupy myself, and suddenly  
I saw myself implicated by the fact, because of the incompetence,  
and irresponsibility of that person.
I felt guilty at not having practised the piano.  I waste my  
teacher's time and guidance.
Sitting alone in a quiet room concentrating on things happening  
around me which pleases me.
When I was a child, one day, I was going home late at night and I  
did not notice an uncovered man hole and fell in it.  I was in there for  
several minutes.
I was saying bad things about a man I had never seen.  I was  
with a friend and did not know that she was related to this man.   
My friend did not tell me about it and I discovered this myself.
I was a passenger in a vehicle when suddenly another vehicle came  
from behind to overtake us.  However another one was coming right  
in front so the other vehicle changed course and blocked our way  
and so we crashed against the side of the road.
When I was still a child I was told off in face of other persons  
for having touched an object that didn't belong to me.
During military service I heard the story of someone who tried to  
commit suicide and as a result of this got a week custody.
I was walking down a road and suddenly a few dogs appeared at a fence  
and started barking angrily.  They were jumping and it seemed  
that they would come for me any time.
When I was in the army, we got a certain dish for dinner that I  
do not like at all. We were not obliged to eat, but I was very  
hungry.
I felt guilty after getting really angry with a friend and having  
an argument. I was being stubborn and proud, and selfish, because  
my friend let me down, through no fault of her own.
My brother lost his temper and started smashing things in the  
house.  I was quite scared, that something terrible might happen,  
till the situation was brought under control.
My sisters asked me to fetch them at a discotheque which is 5 km  
off. There was a thick fog and snowfall. There was not enough  
room in the car for all of them and they asked me to go there  
once again. When I did not do that they had a way to make me feel  
guilty.
As a child - stepping on a rusty nail - being told that I might  
get tetanus.
My paternal grandmother had died. We weren't close but she was  
blood. I didn't cry but I was sad, partly due to her death and  
partly I think, due to the fact that I couldn't/didn't cry.
A gigantic spider climbed over my face and what is more - in my  
own flat.
In our class we had a test on Nursing, so a friend from the Army  
was caught peeping, by using a paper which had already answers  
which was written by him. So all of us from the Army got ashamed.
Yesterday my boyfriend and I wanted to play billiards. However  
there were boys playing (5 times). My boyfriend then is fed up  
and chagrined. In such case I think it is my fault.
My nephew's mother just left one day (my brother and she were  
not married). My nephew, Anthony, was shaken. I was sad for him  
because a similar situation happened to me.
When I watched a report about El Salvador on TV, I saw people who  
had been murdered by terrible methods.
A very close friend from Victoria visited me over the holidays.  
Having enjoyed his company immensely over 10 short days, I was  
overwhelmed by sadness when he left to return to Victoria.
I don't use to lie to my parets about what I do, and the two  
times that I felt anger were when they doubted me I said that I  
was going to the club, and they didn't believe me because the day  
before they had met me at FLIPERAMA. I had the wish to kill them.
I talked to my boyfriend on the phone when I was in high spirits  
and had a lot to tell him.  I had been looking forward to this  
conversation and he did not listen to me to the extent that I  
had anticipated.
I feel disgusted since I am unable to cope with all the wordly  
affairs as I spend much precious time to pursue my hobby and  
to be admist the people I love and long to be with.
When I saw the certificate results, I did not feel very happy as I  
did not realize that I had got all the credits until my  
classmates pointed it out to me.  My parents and my relatives  
praised me and I realized that my results were good i.e 2A, 5B,  
2C.  I felt satisfied with the results and was happy.
I had an argument with my mother because I criticized the rules  
she imposes at home, which are too rigid and arbitrary for me.
Afraid I wouldn't catch the train when I was going to see my  
sweetheart.
I remember about an unpleasant event in relation to my mother. I  
felt guilty before her.
When I see that some people remain cold and egoistic with regard  
to close friends, even in situations that those friends need  
them.
We were in the country and I walked away from the others one  
night.  Suddenly something moved sharply in front of me and I was  
not able to see what it was.
I was alone at home and I could hear odd noises coming from above  
our bedroom.  I knew that nobody lived there since it was an  
office.  I got frightened (later I was given a "natural"  
explanation).
I behaved in a nasty manner towards a friend, I said things which  
I could have said in a more friendly way. After that I felt  
guilty.
In a dark street at 4 o'clock in the night and there was  
complete silence.
After a terrible quarrel with my family, I withdrew in my room. I  
felt guilty because I had caused this scene by my aggressive  
behavior.
I am chosen for the English lectures instead of my good friend  
and people told me that girls are more likely to be chosen.
I started a new branch of studies after having failed a former  
one.  When I got back my exam papers I was very happy to know  
that I almost had full marks.
I experience that feeling when I am unsulted without deserving  
it or when someone deceives me.
When I was in grade one, one day I felt like going to the toilet  
during class but I was very scared of the teacher so I urinated  
in the class.
When I was a child, my uncle came to see us. I spit at him and  
ran out - I do not know the reason for that. My father came after  
me and insisted on my apologizing.
After having told an authority figure a very large lie I was told  
she believed me, because she believed I had never lied to her.
I was very happy when I discovered that I had passed my first  
year examination and was among the thirty students who would  
major in economics.
I planned to travel a distance of 20 kilometres on my bike. I  
planned this when I was working in the hospital. When I went to  
the house I found that a friend had taken my bike without my  
consent.
My father died. I was away at the time and did not know until two  
days after.
We were at a party, this guy I liked and me.  I really loved him  
and gathered enough courage to ask him to kiss me.  He did not do  
it but instead asked me what I would like for my birthday.  I  
told him that I would like a kiss more than anything else but he  
excused himself and said that it was impossible.  I really felt  
embarassed.
When I was told that I could take a week off and go for a trip  
with my friends.
When I had been obviously unjustly treated and had no possibility  
of elucidating this.
When at school, I threw a duster at another child and hit him in  
the head. The blow caused a flesh wound and I was afraid of what  
would happen to me when the teacher found out the circumstances.
When we were on holidays my girl-friend had to leave me after 4  
weeks and I had to stay in Turkey for some more weeks because I  
had a job there.
Winning a tight tennis match. One set to play, and the team was  
behind by 3 games. We won the last set 6-2 and won the match by a  
game.
During the last academic year i.e 1983/1984 just before the  
closure, we were surrounded and threatened by the paramilitary  
forces.
Two summers ago my best friend and I drove into unknown mountains  
at midnight to pick up my broken car. We told one another  
horrifically scary ghost/murder stories and succeeded in scaring  
eachother pretty well - even though somewhere in our heads we  
knew the fears were unjustified.
When I found out that a set task (i.e. 2 essays and a test), the  
thought of which had oppressed me, were not on the date I had  
thought.
When my aunt took her own life, I felt guity for not  
understanding that she needed support.
I made a very insulting remark against a person whom I care for  
very much. This event was caused by a third person who didn't  
like the person I insulted.
A drunk walked out in front of a car at night. Both lower legs  
were broken. His shoe was thrown about 50 yards after the  
accident.
It was in a group situation: suddenly it was my turn to say something, 
but I felt that I was not able to express myself very well - I felt  
ashamed and blushed.
I lived together with my boyfriend. One night he stayed away and  
next day he told me that he had chat up with another girl.
My mom told me not to gamble, but I did anyway. Sometimes I would  
even take some money from my parents and brother. She found out  
and yelled at me.
When I walked to church with my roommate, a bum told us to call  
the police and he started following us.
When my roommate's boyfriend assaulted me. He was threatening me,  
calling me names and pushing me around.
I did not like it when a little girl was crying for her dead  
mother and was calling her by her name.  I was sad.
Disgust with oneself after being intoxicated enough to go to bed  
with a stranger.
When I recently thought about the hard work it takes to study, and   
how one wants to try something else.  When I read a theoretical  
book in English that I did not understand.
I deliberately avoided a person who I wanted to hurt, and who  
wanted to talk to me.
One night a friend found out that I dumped one girl for another  
and he proceded to lecture me.
Before Christmas I got to know a girl but our relationshop could  
not consolidate before the holiday. Therefore it was a big  
surprise to get a carefully hand-made present from her. - Our  
relationship grew closer.
After having been ill, when I was coming back to the hostel, I  
felt very sad leaving home.
It was when my Instructor awoke me late at night to get prepared  
for the training at Military college when he was coming back from  
his personal social activities.
My teacher reminded us not to do a Summer job, however I did it  
for two months.  Yesterday I was chatting with my teacher and  
when we talked of the Summer job, I felt ashamed.
When I was told that my daughter, who is at a boarding school,  
was very ill and that they needed me there the same day.
I feel shame mixed with anger with the behavior of some  
incultivated people because my fiancT is a foreigner.
When friends found out that I had been lying about where I had  
been on a particular occasion.
I was at the University dining room, alone, and at a table next  
to mine thre were several professors.  One of them asked me to  
join them.  I refused but she insisted.  All the others started  
looking at me and I had to move to their table.
I wandered by mistake into the safety zone of a shooting range,  
and was shot at.
We owned a shop and I used to serve in it occasionally. We  
sometimes took lollies out of the stand and Dad caught me one  
day.
My friend took me to Civo Stadium to watch and listen to the  
music of the International singer Sam Mangwana. I had no hope of  
going there since I had no money so he gave me the money for  
admission.
When I had to move away from home to study, and I knew that I  
would not be coming back home for a long time.
When I was 17, I told Mum I came in at midnight, when really it  
was 3.30.
I omitted to do a favor to a friend, while he was very much in  
need for help.
I felt disgust with the alcohol, after I happened to see a young  
man, who was dead to the world and who wallowed on the pavement.  
This "sight" I watched from the bus.
I was walking to school and I passed by a red cross post where  
there were many soldiers.  They began to pass remarks at me.
When I was doing research a few months ago, I had asked the  
Institute to sponsor me for a computer course which was held in  
TISS.  However, because of the administrative officer I could not  
get the money.
When I passsed the M.S.C board exams with first class, which I  
had not expected.
I had an argument with a friend of mine.  She would not let me  
speak and then I began to shout at her.  She got angry and left,  
I did not try to prevent her from leaving.
When I realized that the person I was courting hadn't been really  
by my side for a long time already. He had deceived me and I let  
him deceive me.
One day I was in the countryside with several friends, and we  
began to eat figs, after we were all full we noticed that all the  
figs were full of worms.
My mother revealed personal details about me and the  
negative aspects of my character to other people when I was  
present but unable to defend myself.