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One day my boyfriend put my hand on his penis and I felt well,  
but after I felt a guilty conscience because I hadn't thought  
about the consequences that this could have brought if I had gone  
farther.
I felt something akin to shame after a heavy night of drinking,  
along with waking up with a woman I had just met whose husband  
was an epileptic. I was later to know that she knew my mother.
At the railway station, while waiting for the last train at night  
I noticed that a drunk young man was appraching me in a  
purposeful mannner.
We had gone to our native village and I went to visit a tribal  
group which believes in Goddess Kali.  As it was a festival day they  
had to offer a hen to the Goddess so they cut the head off a hen  
right in front of my eyes.  I felt disgusted and evenb gave up  
eating meat after this incident.
We had fixed time for practice as we had to participate in the  
inter-department song contest.  I arrived and found that there  
was nobody there.  When I went to the canteen I found them eating  
lunch.  I was so angry that I aired my greviances to one of them  
and then left.
When I met a good friend after a long time. We had had a quarrel  
but after two weeks I was really glad to see him again.
On the last day of my school life I was very sad, specially on  
the farewell party day.  I felt sad to leave behind my beloved  
teachers and friends.
I was on the Inter Rail in Naples alone. After an evening in a  
restaurant I was going back to the hotel when a prostitute  
approached me to sell herself. I refused but as I carried on  
walking I felt that I was being followed by someone.
When my best friend got a boyfriend. Because of this a  
relationship of ten years was finished abruptely.
At an exam in pharmacology I tried to prompt a coleague (she  
asked me something) and the assistant professor made me a sharp  
remark.
When I received the letter informing that I had been accepted to  
be a Chinese university student, I was excited as I had longed  
for it.
I experienced this feeling when the doctors found a nodule in one  
of my mother's breasts. It turned out to be an occlusion  
resulting from continious sucking but for a few days I was not in my  
reason.
When I forgot to cook something that my mother had told me to,  
and at supper time the food that I was supposed to have prepared  
was not there.
I cannot remember a situation in which I felt ashamed. I was  
eating with some people and a little boy I took care of. I warned  
him often not to knock down his glass of mild. When I took  
out his chair I knocked down my own glass.
When I was a child it was found out that I had taken off my  
clothes outdoors.  It was summer and my friend and I were out  
in the woods.  It had felt exciting at that time.  My parents  
discovered that my trousers were back to front and I felt  
ashamed.
Last night - finding that someone in the house had eaten an  
entire packet of almonds I had bought for a family treat.
I ride my motorbike in my village and everyone stares at me as if  
I was a rare specimen.
Last week a friend of mine called on me and said I was moody and  
difficult to persuade. With this I got angry with her.
I was furious when the teacher pointed out in class that I  
was the quietest girl in class.
When I saw that I had passed the university entrance exam.  It  
made me forget all my problems.
On my way to a concert I went with a man who tried to molest me.  
At that moment I did not care much but now the impression fills  
me with disgust.
I told evil lies about a close friend of mine.  I was evil in  
order to sound jolly, to charm a person whom I wanted to impress.  
 I sold my friend, I was despicable.
I lived in a student-house, where you shared the lavatory and  
shower with a fellow student. the shower cubicle formed the  
connection between both appartments. My neighbour very often was  
drunk and aggressive. One night, I was afraid that he would enter  
my room.
Losing my girlfriend who made an end to our relationship. By this  
I lost an important source of support, certainty and joyful  
moments. I cried very intensly when that happened.
After my graduation exams I was waiting to get admitted to a post  
graduation course, however the situation was not very favourable  
for me and I was upset.  Suddenly, Bombay university offered me a  
seat and I landed up in Bombay for my post graduation studies.   
This happened last year and was very pleasant for me.
I didn't tell my parents that I was going to Sofia. I told them  
that I was going to a seminar. My mother knew that I was lying but  
she didn't stop me.
I had a friend who was very kind to me.  I tried my best to like  
him and understand him but when I was with him I could not help  
rejecting, criticizing and blaming him.  I wanted to get away  
from him as soon as possible.
Before going to school I usually take something to eat right at  
school and this time I took Father's money without him knowing  
it. I felt guilty and I returned the money.
When on Christmas day my grandmother died. I received the  
news when I was coming back from a party on the 24th at 5 am.
As I could not be home before midnight I called home at 11.30 and  
asked them to leave the door open so that I could get in.  I  
actually woke up the whole family by calling them so late.  My  
mother could not go back to sleep, besides she had a conference    
the next day and really needed to sleep.
At a carneval-party I smooched with a man - some days later I was  
rather ashamed for that.
After some friends had come to see me. They had stayed for  
several days and we had got on very well. When they had left, I  
had a feeling of emptyness.
At my native place I was riding my cycle, which did not have  
lights, at night and so a police man caught me.  I requested him  
to let me go but he would not so after a few minutes I just  
escaped.
My 2 year old daughter disappeared in a moment of inattention; I  
was responsible for her.
I was really shameful when my mother beat me in the presence of  
my friends because I didn't cook lunch up until 2 o'clock.
I felt ashamed of myself the first time I drank as nobody in the  
family drinks.  I felt that I had let down my parents and my  
friends.
In the bus I was sitting next to a colleage who was drunk and  
behaved in keeping with his state.
I have high expectations for my future but if I pursue the  
subject in this manner I will not attain this.
I ate 12 biscuits one night after tea while watching TV - I don't  
know why.
During lunch with some classmates, a priest was also there.  He  
was eating desperately as if someone was going to take his plate  
away.  He did it with gluttony.  He wiped his hands on his suit  
several times and it was full of crumbs.
We had friends to dinner and one of them threw a beer bottle in  
the air, and it bounced on an expensive table and damaged the  
table .The person did not apologise.
When I came very late one night (or morning !) and my parents  
were waiting, not so much angrgy as disappointed.
A very good friend of mine had been away for three months. When  
we met again, we ran up to each other and embraced.
In a film there was a scene in which a rat was sliding on a bed,  
leaving a trace of blood behind, finally it entered the mouth of  
one of the actors.
The teacher of one course gave me 10 questions with sub-questions  
going from a to e for each question.  She asked me to do all this  
in one and a half hours.  It involved a lot of describing and  
explaining and even though I knew all the answers, I could not  
finish the work.
I was moving in the graveyard at 6.00 pm one day and was griped  
by fear because I was told that ghosts detain people moving there  
at night.
I broke a window of a neighbouring house and I feared my mother's  
judgement and action on what I had done.
When I heard that a close relative of mine had given birth at a  
very young age, in a very remote area and had had very few problems.
My girlfriend mentioned a certain girl's name who was my girl  
some time back and she is no longer mine that she said she was  
still mine.
While having a discussion with a colleague of mine, I realized that her  
conception of man and work were similar to mine.
When I was little I lost control of my bike and started to go  
into a buay intersection but my neighbor stopped me just in time.
After confronting the person who stood me up, I blew up and said  
all the wrong things.
When I did poorly on a test and I knew that there wasn't an  
excuse for not doing better. Made mistakes I could not believe I  
made.
As a ten-year-old I was at the funeral of my grand-father.  It was more  
the ceremonies held in the church and not really the death of my  
grand-father which made me sad.
My dog had been run over and died near the house.  We had to pick  
him up, cold and glassy eyed, to get rid of the corpse.
After I said something that my boyfriend disagreed with, he  
walked away from me without discussing what bothered him. I  
became very angry with him for treating me this way. Yesterday,  
November 14.
Inter-national sports events won by my favourite national team or  
player brings me joy, e.g when India won the World cup cricket  
match.
When I think about the short time that we live and relate it to  
the periods of my life when I think that I did not use this  
short time.
I phoned two friends and was not able to arrange a meeting with  
either of them, so I had to change my plans.
When I got a first class in the twelveth standard exams, I was very  
surprised and happy and I had a very good time with my friends.
When I realized that I was directing the feelings of discontent  
with myself at my partner and this way was trying to put the blame  
on him instead of sorting out my own feeliings.
In the traffic with a car, I nearly got crushed between a bus and  
a tram.  The attention of other drivers saved me at the last moment.
I was looking after a dying patient at work one night, a young  
woman, my colleague was talking to her relatives and .... to  
offer them any support emotionally, physically and then sent them  
down to the coffee shop to have a dinner rather than offering the  
facilities available for their use cause it involved her having  
to do some work. Seeing them again I felt disgusted at her  
attitude.
I visited a place in Morocco where they worked the leather.  I  
saw the skins emerged in a liquid which ressembled putrification.
When I did not succeed in finding a job after having finished a  
nonacademic degree.
When high level results were declared, I found my candidature  
number.  I was very happy as I had not expected it.  As I had been   
injured before the examination and I had performed poorly.
I wanted to get in contact with a girl I loved, but I was afraid  
she would refuse me.
I felt very sad when I saw the first list from the names of the  
people who entered at the University and my name wasn't there.
When a very close friend of mine went into hospital for a major  
operation and I couldn't see her for a while as I was not a  
relative she had no relatives in N.Z.
I felt it when I saw a colleague of mine eating like a beast. At  
the same time he was making gestures, speaking and making the  
hell of a noise.
I asked my friend to come with me to a disco because I wanted to  
be with a person I know well. But when I amused myself with  
others I let my friend sit alone, although I had asked her to  
come.
One day a fierce looking man came to our house  and said that my  
father should apologize to him, however I was alone at home.
When I was dreaming that I was being chased, in the upmost of  
horror the door of the closed felt down synchronicaly with the  
dream scare.
In our flat the bath-tub is in the kitchen. At the beginning I  
had very intensive feelings of shame when I had a bath and people  
were in the kitchen.
In a discussion the leader wanted to stop because she was of the  
opinion that we were not involved and she misjudged our reactions  
as negative. We however only posed several questions which she  
couldn't answer.
I was in the library of medical psychology and walked into the  
wrong direction. A man who came out of a room threated me very  
denigrating and I became very angry in a resisting manner.
I had a cousin whom I loved so much. Unfortunately she passed  
away suddenly and one time I had a dream in which I was talking  
to her yet she is dead.
When a boy tried to fool me so he would be OK trying to show me  
that he is a gook boy.
I was walking quite quickly and unthinking through a children's  
playground, when a toddler ran in front of me I knocked him over  
and he hit his head quite hard and began crying.
I went to fetch my girl-friend at the station. When the train  
arrived and I saw her descending and running up to me, I felt  
glad.
I borrowed a gold bracelet without the girl's knowledge. I had it  
for so long I had to keep it. To this day I feel ashamed at  
myself for having it. I never wear the thing anymore.
When you betray the trust you have been given. This is connected  
with copying at a class-work at school.
I should have given a test lesson to get a job. I had no courage.  
I didn't make the test.
I was sleeping when I heard the neighbours screaming, I peeped  
through the window and saw a thief  trying to enter my  
neighbour's house.
On boat trip - saw mother giving young child (aprox 6-7 years)  
cigarettes.
I saw in an ice-cream kiosque a cockroach walking through a  
cornet.
My brother had bowel obstruction, having heard that he was going  
for surgery, I was afraid he might not come back to life after  
hearing of the General Anaesthesia.
When I felt I had let my parents down, especially my mother, by  
having sexual intercourse for the first time, and a few times  
after that. Also, when I went on the Pill.
I had been watching a triller a dark night in the country and I  
had to go the outside toilet on my own.
My sister, whom I like very much, asked me for a favour which I  
refused her for some flimsy reason. Some time later I felt sorry  
for that and something like sadness.
It was at the time of my M.Sc exam, when I was not in a position  
to take the exam after having studied seriously.
When I was six years old we were on holiday in France. There was  
very heavy weather then.
This happened when I was selected to go to Secondary school to  
start Form I in October 1980.
When I had sufficient amount of money, I brought more clothes for  
myself than for the children - I  felt bad about it.
One night I had a sexual intercourse with another man.  My sexual  
desire and my curiosity had made me jump into bed with him.  I am  
ashamed of myself now.
One of my best friends was found lying flat on the road because  
he was drunk and was taken by the police and put in a cell. I  
went to see him the following morning, the place was really a  
mess and was smelling badly. I didn't like it.
I had not told my parents about my bad marks in school. One day,  
my father wanted to speak to the teachers. Fortunately I could  
influence my parents to take it easy.
I got a good reaction from my tutor and tutorial group for a  
presentation I'd given that I was very worried about.
This happened when one of my uncles died just whan I was  
planning to go and visit him during the next holidays.
I had spent the weekend visiting relatives and friends and didn't  
study for Anatomy class on Monday.
I once saw a programme on TV describing how certain wild life  
films were made and was disgusted by the treatment of certain  
animals in this particular programme of the polar bear.
Waiting for a bus not coming for a long time, and the bus drivers  
were having a long lunch.
One day I went to see a movie without my parents permission.  It  
was an adult movie and I was scared that my parents would not  
allow me to see the movie.  However after coming home I felt very  
guilty at what I had done.
I passed an exam which I was not sure at all to pass.  I rejoyced  
at the result because the possibility of continuing my studies  
depended on it.
When a very near person got into an awkward situation but showed  
only helplessness and indecision.
I tried my level best to care for my client, I took an  
appointment with a doctor and before meeting the doctor he  
expired - a poor small boy from Uttar Pradesh.
When a boy who was drunk came into my room and misbehaved in the  
presence of my boyfriend.
When I travelled all the way to my former school to collect my  
certificate, only to be told that I owed them some money, I knew  
nothing about this.
When we could not land our plane and we knew that the fuel was  
running out.  Bad weather had already frightened us.
Friend (male) hinted that my talking to other men at a pub was  
immoral. He implied that I should remain only with my boyfriend  
the entire evening.
When in a car accident where car was total wipe off (wipe out, or  
write off).
My brother wanted money but I refused to give it to him, two days  
later he stole it from my father.
Climbing a mountain to see a view, towards the top we suddenly  
came across a ledge with a nearly sheer drop on either side,  
which I had to cross.
When I lied at home.   I told them that I was going to a  
Christian meeting and I went to see my boyfriend instead.
I saw a cripple in rags with small children in Italy.  He was  
probably an imposter.
When my father managed to begin a "new life" after the divorce  
from my mother; resulting in a new little sister for me.
When I was pointed out as a problem child in primary school and  
my mother took the teacher's point of view.
When my brother had an epileptic attack and I was scared as to  
what would happen to him.
New Year's Eve party in the country, I hardly knew a person; my  
partner spent most of the time at the bar. I had little  
opportunity to get to know people because our table was separated  
and my boyfriend's parents were present.
My brother came to tell me about some problems we had in the   
family.  I felt sad because I thought that if my mother had not  
gone away when this brother was younger, things would have been  
different.
When a classmate of ours knocked on our door at 2 o'clock in the  
morning.  I was disgusted at his behaviour.
After waiting impatiently for the results of the form 5  
examinations for almost a year, at last I received a letter of  
acceptance from the Senate of the university of Zambia telling  
me that I had made it to the first year course at UNZA.
I was in a camp and went out for a walk at night on my own.  I lost   
my way and spent several hours looking for the camp.
A fellow student who seemed very nice later on proved to be a  
slimy fellow towards a professor.
One day I was going through the street door of my house, when a  
man asked me for a doctor.  He then showed me his genitals and  
asked me to cure him myself.
A friend of mine suggested that I become a film extra.  The idea  
seemed very funny to me and my reaction seemed rather outlandish  
to the others.
When my girlfriend left me to go out with another guy, even  
though she knew that she was wrong.
I was visiting my parents in law when the house was invaded by  
three strange men, and they committed an armed assault.
When I failed the entrance exam of the medical school and was  
studying biochemistry which has no job prospects in Zambia.
After some time of work I was transferred to another place and in  
an other quite harder job.
My friend and I were to attend a very important meeting and he  
had promised to come and pick me up.  But he did not turn up and  
I felt very angry at him.
When I realized that I was in hospital after a car accident and  
that I had a scleral tear in my left eye.
I didn't tell my parents exacly what had made me so late in  
getting home one night. I left out some details and somehow, I  
felt I had lied to them.
I was alone walking in a deserted part of the city and I had some  
fear that some men would attack me and rob me.
When I was unable to respond to a welcome in my indigenous  
language of Maori at an important function where I was the only  
woman in the group and it was expected of me.
When I knew that my niece did a bad schoolar examination because  
I couldn't explain her the lesson.
I felt guilty after hearing that my girlfriend with whom I had  
spent most of my time was pregnant.
At the end of my senior yr. in high school I found out that a  
friend of mine I knew had cancer had been diagnosed as terminally  
ill.
I went to the prayer meeting at night and unfortunately the car  
broke down, so my other sister said I had to walk alone from  
Ndirande to Chirimba at around midnight. So we reached home at  
1 am. I was afraid of robbers and dardness.
I had been living in an overseas city and made the decision to  
leave the city and come home about 12 months before I met a whole  
new set of friends, leaving them at the airport was sad and  
traumatic as they had helped me in many ways and I knew I  
wouldn't see many of them again.
Getting a good mark for a subject I had worked hard at but  
expected only a moderate mark.
A kitten had wandered into our office, and I was told to take it  
back across the street. When I crossed back, the kitten followed  
me and was run over and killed by a car.
I thought that I was going to fail a subject and so I began to  
study for the final exam, then my friend told me that I had  
passed it.  That meant that I could go home, as I do not study in  
my hometown.
After having watched a crime show on the TV, I was about to take  
the dog for a walk. Then, suddenly, there was a man on the  
porch... (We live some distance away from other people).
When my rights to use a shared house had been usurped by  
co-owners out of pure selfishness.
Fear overwhelmed me when right against the car I was in I saw  
another one, as if out of control of the driver.
I had an implicit agreement with my sister about meeting her,  
however she had not understood the situation the same way so she  
did not turn up.
One day at school I had quarrelled with a school-mate, and  
ultimately I had hit him hard.  He, being physically weak had to  
visit his doctor and remain absent from school for two days.
I feared that I would not be able to hand in the book-report on  
time as I had started working very late.  The book was difficult  
to read and my teacher did not accept my work as it was handed in  
late.
I had been on friendship with a certain girl for sometime and the  
love was going on well, but it happened that I made the  
friendship come to an end suddenly without good reasons.
One day my friend told me that she had heard that I was moving  
about with her boyfriend. I was disgusted with the news.
I came home and discovered that someone had broken in. Then I  
realized that they probably were still there.
I broke my Uncle's Radio player accidentally and so I feared that  
he was going to cut me off from going to his house as well as  
playing it again.
When I got associated with a boy one year ago, I neglected my  
best friend. When the relation with this boy finished she behaved  
very easy-going towards me. I felt guilty then.
I was entrusted with an object and while using it I handled it  
carelessly and it broke.
When I was caught by the police and was kept with a group of  
delinquents, which added to my fear of being shut up.  I was  
afraid of the people near me and the future consequences.
I was at school and afterwards went to work. After work I went to  
see a friend and stayed out late. when I got home my mother was  
awake and I felt guilty.
I couldn't fulfill a request of a girlfriend of mine, though I  
categorically promised her and I believed there wouldn't be any  
hindrance. It was partly for objective reasons but also because  
I couldn't organize myself.
On the road there was a dead animal with its entrails showing and  
its skull crushed.
I met a girl some time ago and I cared very much about her but it  
happened so that we left each other. I felt some sort of sadness, I think  
I can call it so.
When India won the Prudential cup by beating West-Indies in the  
final match and became the world cricket champion.  West-Indies  
was the strongest of the eight countries which participated in  
the competition.