crcb/emo_is huggingface dataset:
When I dream of anything terrifying I used to have fear for the  
rest of the day that the dream might come true e.g., being beaten  
(or eaten ?) by a snake.
When I was looking for a job I felt a lot of fear but the fear  
was greater when I found it.
There is a girl at my work that doesn't take care much of her  
hygiene she comes always with her hair oiled, a not very agreable  
smell, and a bad appearance. Beside this she tries to be nice.
I was riding with a friend in his car. At a speed of 120 km/h on  
the snow-covered motorway I would have liked to get out.
My teacher asked me a question which I failed to answer and I was  
told to stay behind after the class and give the answer after  
studying it from a book.
Once a friend had pushed me and I had fallen on to a window which  
then broke.  I was taken to tthe principal's office and he  
accused me of having broken the window.
When I saw a girl in my economics discussion section smiling and  
asking stupid questions to the TA. just to get attention. She was  
obviously ass-kissing. It happens in every Econ. discussion held  
weekly.
The way my husband and his family treated me - unfairly, cruelly,  
and unjustly.
When I finally managed to get a specific sound from my guitar,  
after baving tried for a long time.
One day in a crossroad somebody crashed my car. I got out and  
this person laughed at me. I felt such a great anger that I got  
in my car and went away.
I had promised to visit my girlfriend but for different reasons  
could not make it.  I rang up later to tell her that I could not  
come.
[ Cycling in the spring sunshine gives me such delight.   
Happiness is to be healthy, my wonderful finance.  Simply being  
here on earth.]
When I laughed at a lame man walking down the road, it looked  
funny at the time but later I felt lousy.  It was the same day  
that I had stolen some coins from my mother in the shop.
I was on a concert-tour and therefor seperated from my  
boy-friend. But I needed warmth which was given by a male member  
of the orchestra. My feelings towards him were not very deep, but  
his feelings were. I felt guilty when he said "I am not a  
radiator".
When I tell someone no. In other words when I refuse to do  
something although I could have helped him.
When I was small, I would always fight with my younger sister and  
one time I hit her and knocked the wind out of her. I felt real  
bad about it.
When the result of a project work was treated nonchalantly  
intead of being criticized by the teacher.
A girl dropped some stuff from her bag and when I tried to help  
her I realized that she had used me and I was made to look like a  
fool.
When my room-mate was making noise deliberately, by playing a  
flute early in the morning while I was trying to study.
I slept in a tent at the Barracks which caught fire at night and  
my best possessions got burnt in there.
I feel fear when I only imagine I could lose confidence in my own  
abilities and powers. A similar feeling I feel sometimes before  
an exam.
When I let my girlfriend use my essay to help her to write hers  
and the tutor found them alike.
I am a teacher in arts and crafts (boys from 15-16 years). for  
them it is obligatory and they dislike it. They tease me. When one of  
them cut up some material I flared up.
The time I drove my uncle's car, without having asked for his  
permission.  It was the first time that I was driving a car.
1976, Soweto uprising in South Africa and the racist Gout's  
reaction to the students demands concerning the educational  
system.
I had a quarrel with a friend who lived with me in the same flat.  
He moved out. Before he went he invited me and some friends for a  
drink. At last he was totally drunk and smelled disgusting.  
Besides, he told lies about us and behaved as if he was to be  
pitied.
My mother kicked my surrogate father out and he in turn did not  
care for the dog, Afthur, he bought for the family. His lack of  
concern lead tho Arthur's death on the freeway. I loved Arthur  
like a brother. He was easy to talk to.
With a woman who had walked into my place of employment and  
urinated on the floor in front of everyone.
When a relative, who had come to our place, created untidyness  
and dirtyness.
I invited two friends. We should go out together. Those two girls  
kept talking about boys, chatting up etc. I bacame sick of it.
When I was finally able to return to a job that I enjoyed doing  
after several months absence (I was not needed during this time).
My friends promised me that they would definitely call me to tell  
me if they were visiting me or not.
I felt guilty when I said bad things to my sister, I had not  
intended to do so.  She cried a lot and later she fell ill and I  
felt responsible for her illness.
Out on a weekend with a group of people, everybody felt irritated  
because at night the music didn't stop in time. And at breakfast  
my boyfriend ran away because we didn't agree with him. I felt  
angry.
When I began school at UC. The pre-enrollment the classes, and  
the question of success really scared me.
Once at a camp a classmate criticized me in front of others.  Now  
I find that this classmate is very disgusting.
When I got the scholarship I was very happy as the finacial  
burden of the family was reduced.
The same fact about the girl (22 years, married - guilt -  
disgust), the fear was the main factor in our relationship.
Equivocal situation when filling a security questionnaire on  
entering a government building with several people there.
When I was 12 years old I frequently was pursued by others and  
got sound thrashes.
Asking someone to give me back the money I once lend him because  
I needed it myself.
I was travelling from Delhi to Bombay.  I had booked a seat one  
month back and I had also got a telegram confirming this.   
However, in the train my name had been omitted from the  
reservation sheet, and the one seat that was still vacant was  
alloted to another person who paid for it despite my requests for the  
seat.  I was allowed to stay in the reserved compartment when I  
paid money.
Last Summer I was walking along the beach in a bikini and an  
awful man came cycling after me.  He was shouting and I ran as  
fast as my legs could carry me.
I was reading in the paper the feature on Henry Lucas who claims  
to have killed 380 people. He was a recreational killer and a  
necrophiliac and zoophiliac. He has raped and beaten many women  
and killed men too.
My mother had just been teaching me how to crochet, which is  
thought highly improper for a boy in a town.  Just when we  
finished, a neighbour walked in.
I was walking home from a place on southside and I live on  
Northside and I was followed. I headed my most direct route.
I had a girlfriend which I used to call regularly. Then I didn't  
phone her for a while. At a certain moment I felt a little  
tension which became worse.
Saying goodbye at the airport to my boyfriend who has to go to  
school back East. We are very close and have been together 4  
years.
I was angry the other day because the teacher told me to sweep  
some orange peels. It was my friends who were supposed to sweep,  
but the teacher told me to do it.
After the accident which I described in SHAME. I came to myself  
and saw how terrible everything looked like. I disgusted myself  
and everything I saw.
In May 18th, 1984 my boyfriend went to the U.S.A. In December I  
was told he passed away. He had cancer of the Oesophagus.
In the compartment of a public transport railway, I did not give  
my seat to an old man who was standing near me.  It was another  
teenager who did so.
When I was accepted for my third year (G-10) at my former  
secondary school.
In the last year of the high school we had a huge fight between  
my group and the graduation commission (two students of my  
classroom) because they accused us unjustly of a gossip about  
them.
Once, when I was ten, I could not remember why my mother was so  
angry.  She fainted suddenly and I was very scared as I did not  
know what to do .
When I forgot to take out money for my mother. She asked me what  
she would do, because I had messed up her program for the  
following day.
I blew up at someone for being confused and because of his  
irresponsibility and afterwards I felt guilty and that I had no  
right.
I had a summer job in Sweden, and my boyfriend came to meet me on  
my birthday.
Two little children (5/6 years old) begging for money, and noone  
gave them money.
My friend came to the concert for my sake as it was me who had  
organized it and the concert was unsuccessful.
I wanted to get rid of a bad habit and it seemed that I had  
succeeded.  However a year later I got the bad habit again.  I felt   
useless as I always found excuses to explain my behaviour.  As a result I  
felt guilty.
When I was little - Mum caught me telling a lie about who broke  
the cup.
Achievement of a task by a friend who had begun a new job. She  
wasn't confident of handling the situation so was thinking  of  
leaving the job only after 2 days employment.
I was sitting on an electric swing, suddenly the machine went  
out of order while I was still in the upward position.
I went home late one evening and saw that the security lights  
were off.  I got inside the gate and just then I realized that  
the dogs may be outside.
It was my birthday and all the members of the group made me a  
surprise in a public place at 10 p.m. giving me flowers and suvenirs.
My mother and I had an argument over buying some clothes for me.   
She did not accept the fact that I did not like the same things  
as her, and we ended up shouting at each other.
This was when the girl I was in love with accepted my proposal  
and everything went smoothly, just as I had wanted it to.  It was  
contrary to my previous feelings of uncertainty about her  
response.
In Ward 1A was an epileptic patient who was burnt the whole body  
and was stinking very much such that the whole ward was affected.  
Few people could come near him.
I went out with my sister, her boyfriend and his friend. I did  
not like this young man. But suddenly he overcame me and kissed  
me. He was very strong so that I could not defend myself.
It was not long ago when I and two of friends of mine got quite drunk  
and one of them began to rave under the influence of the alcohol.  
I felt fear of what could have happened.
I feared that my dog's eye was infected too much. He had played  
around in the weeds and a foxtail had gotten under his eyelid. I  
took him to the vet and I feared that he may go blind because of  
the foxtail.
When I received my TE Score and my acceptance from University -  
it had been a goal since I left the bank a year earlier.
I assisted to a scene where the police attacked a person that  
didn't have his documents. The savagery was too much, and the  
attacked person bleeded to much.
A friend of mine could not make it back to Unza after having  
failed the exams.
When I saw the film "Johnny got his gun" which deals with the  
consequences of the Vietnam war.
I was once called in court in Zemba Traditional court to answer a  
charge of impregnanting a young lady, I felt guilty for she had  
some letters which I used to write her as an exhibit in court.
One day while we were strolling along the road one of my  
friends suggested that we go and watch a blue film.  I was  
curious so I went along but I felt quite guilty later.
My P.T. instructor also works as a masseur. He wanted to massage  
me, therefore I had to undress. For the first few times this was  
not easy for me; I got gradually used to it.
I played in a stage play. Suddenly, in front of 200 people, I  
could not remember the words I had to say.
Having to decide on a termination of a pregnancy, after  
discussing it with friends, family and the man involved.
I had a very short term romance during the summer vacations.  When  
we first met I felt excited but I wanted to avoid him after we had met  
a few times and so I proposed that we stay apart, I felt very  
sad then.
When I was convinced that someonne had broken into my flat and I  
woke up and heard sounds that frightened me.
In the army, an acquaintance of mine tended to use his position  
to advance his own interests.
I talk too much, cannot keep things secret. I promised a friend  
not to tell something to anybody. Neverthless, I did, and she got  
informed about it. I felt very ashamed.
Every time, in the last few days, when my girlfriend told me that  
she loves me.
I met my friend and he gave me a wonderful present as it was my  
birthday.  I enjoyed having that present.
Promising someone to do their job and then not being able to do  
it due to transport troubles.
A drummer who had borrowed my drums destroyed both the drumskin  
and the sticks.  He did not repair them nor did he tell me about  
it.
When my mother and father split up I was angry: I felt deprived  
and "different" from other children at school.
In a public swimming hall I saw a very aggressive man who  
practically attacked the children who got in his way when he was  
swimming.
After the interview for admission to the university and before  
the admission list was disclosed.  I was scared that I would not  
be admitted and my fear lasted for quite some time.  My fear  
disappeared only after the list was disclosed.
When I hadn't studied for an exam, so I pretended to be sick so I  
wouldn't have to go to school. I lied to my mother - she realized  
I had been lying when she got home from work and found that I had  
been over to a friend's place.
Teenage neighbours smashed my letterbox for the fifth time in a  
couple of months. It was a deliberate action of kids who had  
stayed in my home, had meals there yet took a dislike to my  
daughter.
I was keeping a friend's Library book which went overdue. My  
friend was charged for the delay in returning the book to the  
Library. I felt guilty when I realised I was responsible.
I went to a fair where a guy who was drunk kept bothering me and  
in the end I got really angry.
I stole 5c from my mother's purse for a choo-choo bar - I was 6.
At a party, I started talking to a guy I had seen in one of my  
classes. My boyfriend felt awkward and left to talk to a friend  
but kept on looking at me as I talked.
When a colleague was rude with me because she didn't understand  
the subject about which I was discussing.
I felt fear when I fell down and broke my leg into pieces and I  
could not feel it at all.
At what I was capable of of selfishly using others for sexual  
encounters, while I held a vision of having a deepening  
above-board (you know, "girl next door") devotion to a girl in my  
head. My drives and actions did not match this so consequently I  
felt disgusted at my failure.
I suffer form a disease of my muscles. However, I cannot talk  
about it and my feelings, the consequence with my parents. They  
try to repress it.
I was driving on to a busy freeway during rush hour and it was  
slightly raining. A diesel truck was coming very close behind me  
and I was close behind a pick-up. I changed lanes and barely hit  
the truck and ran a Honda of the road. I was scared to death to  
go back and see if I caused him to crash.
I felt it today when the bus driver shouted rather indecent words  
at a man without any reason whatsoever.
When I acted in a negative way at a certain moment by laziness  
to concede a moment of the time I thought to be my own.
When I was caught telling a white lie.  At that time, I was not  
allowed to stay outdoors after 8 p.m.  One day when I was late, I  
made up a story that our neighbour had invited me to his place,  
though I had actually forgotten about the time while playing with  
my pals.
When my mother asked me to do a job for her which does not  
require much effort on my part, yet I refused for selfish reasons  
and saw her have to do it.
Sitting in the dorm when the guys were verbally reading letters  
in Penthouse.
I had lunch with my ex-boyfriend and did not mention it to my  
fiancee.  I felt guilty despite the fact that I felt nothing for  
my ex-boyfriend.
At my summer job, I was responsible for making various orders.   
It was not me who had ordered some seasonal merchandise, but when  
much of it was left over and had to be thrown away in the Autumn,  
I felt partly responsible for the much too large order.
When an acquaintance of mine beat up another person for no just  
reason, and thus showed off his power.
When my parents-in-law scolded me, without any reason, in front of the  
other members of my family for the first time.  They had called  
me from my room where I had been studying for my exams.
When I was in the fifth class the rating was done in our  
mark-books. I hadn't been examined yet but I had heard from my  
classmates about the scolding they had got at home. My first  
mark was in geography - good 4. I judged I had known for more  
than that and I put down "very good" for fear of being scolded.  
Naturally my parents guessed all about it. They rebuked me for  
what I had done.
When someone does not listen to me after having asked me to  
repeat what I said. This happened more than one time with the  
same person.
When my boyfriend wouldn't dance with me on my graduation night  
because he thought I could dance with my friends who were  
friendly.
When someone pointed out that I was proud, yet I didn't dress up  
properly. This was when I and my friend went for a dnce one  
Saturday.
When I heard about the way a parent of a friend had mistreated  
him, and caused a great instability.
A boy I look after for the probation service deliberately  
offended to provoke a reaction from the police.
The day I got married was the happiest day of my life.  Both of  
us felt that we were right for each other in every way and we had  
no doubts about our compatibility right from the day we got  
engaged.
When my brother was born, everything went all right.  It had been  
very likely that he would have a deficiency (my sister suffers  
from Down's Syndrome) and that my mother would be in danger.
When a "friend" woke me up in the middle of a blessful sleep by  
knocking on the door.  Then he started calling me names and  
saying that he had heard that I had been talking behind his back, this  
was a lie and the guy was drunk to the core.
When I recently got a very positive answer from a clinic telling  
me that they would willingly assist and collect data for me for a  
clinical pilot study.
One day, when riding on a bicycle path, a car coming from the  
opposite direction forced me to get off my bike although I had  
the priority.
A colleague asked me for some advice and as he did not have  
enough confidence in me he asked a third person.
A certain boy came into my room and started telling me that I was  
not pretty, that I had no manners and that I should learn some.   
I had just come to campus and he was in fourth year.
I am left-handed. When I attended the first form, we learned to  
write with pens. I smeared everything I had written. All my  
friends had written well and wanted to know why the teacher was  
looking at my note-book. I was ashamed.
When a classmate wanted to sit down, I pulled his chair away, so  
that he was slightly injured.
When I lost my grandmother.  She had been my guardian after the  
death of my father.
When I saw a man who hadn't the lower .... in a car  
exhibition. He was passing a handkerchief from inside to outside  
of his mouth.
When I as a child of 9 or 10 I was playing doctor with the  
neighbours boys their mother caught us.
I was cold to my sister without meaning it, just because I was  
upset and frustated.
I had to go to the dentist's. When he touched my tooth with his  
drill, I was terribly aftaid of the pain I would feel any moment.
A much older man took advantage of me during my childhood (four  
to eight years of age).
Anger I felt when my boyfriend told me he didn't mind breaking it  
off with me, i.e. each of us to take his own road. Because until  
that moment, he deliberately restricted our dates. The motives  
were brought to my knowledge later.
When I succeed in writing something I felt and doing it I felt  
well and very happy for being able to express to myself something  
that was suffocating me.
Returning to school and rejoining my girlfriend after 3 months of  
separation from summer.
I felt guilty when I learnt that some of friends found the  
finished at the Cafeteria because I took food which was more than  
my share.
I had a date with my girlfriend, the time and place had not been  
fixed.  I asked her to phone me an hour later as it was midnight  
and I did not want to disturb her family.  I waited several hours  
for her call, she did not call me that night.
When I learned that a friend of mine had not been speaking to her  
boyfriend for a week after an argument because of unfounded  
jealousy.
When I was young I was playing football near my parent's house  
and while playing I fell on the ground. At first I thought I was  
not seen by anybody, but when my mother laughed I felt very  
ashamed.
After my girl and I talked things over our relationship changed  
and became positive.  A diificult time turned into pleasant one.
The day the results of the Chinese university was announced I  
should have been very happy; however my grandmother, because of   
her prejudice and misunderstanding, started a  quarrel with my  
mother.  She expected me to take her side and she deliberately  
talked of my mother's wrong doings.  I was very angry because -  
one my grandmother was not being reasonable and two because it  
should have been a happy day and three we had moved into a new  
house that day.
I had gone for a medical check-up at the U.T.H and failed to make  
it back on time for the C119 practical sessions at 1400 hours  
last academic year.
A friend of mine said in a group that she felt lonely and  
withdrawn from everyone because of mental deficiency.
When our government decided to withdraw student allowances as it  
was one of the conditions imposed by the IMF.
Guilt at often being unable to visit a close relative in hospital  
after her death I felt very guilty and wished I had done more.
My father has a chronic desease. In the autumn of 1983 he had a  
very strong fit or seizure.
My mother told me that I could not go to the mountains.  Despite  
my age, as long as I am in her house I must do what she says.
Upon reading a story on a serial killer by the name of Henry Lee  
Lucas who has been given the distinction of killing more people  
that any other man. I began to wonder if I should take more care  
for my safety.
A party with no worries (i.e. no tests homework etc.) many  
friends were present and good music.
I was together with my family one night, a few days after my  
father had died, during that conversation I expressed my  
displeasure because nobody understands me.
In a very important basket-ball match where a lot was at stake, I  
played very badly.
When I discovered that I and my friend would be licensed at the  
first call. This emotion was accompanied by a great relief. It  
was the coronation of a year of sacrifice and extrene discipline.
A few weeks ago I thought about an exam I had to take soon. I  
remembered this just before I had to go to sleep. I felt guilt  
because at the beginning of the year I planned to succeed.
My son drank four pills of diazepam every two hours instead of  
amidophen.
I was coming back home with my mother when the purse I was  
carrying got stolen.  It was done so swifty that I did not  
realize what had happened till much later.  A lot of money and the  
keys of the house were lost.  I was guilt ridden at my  
carelessness.  I felt terrible as I do not normally loose things  
and this was quite important, especially the keys.
Someone, who was sitting very close to me, was smoknig in the  
compartment of an air conditioned mini-bus.
Once I had dinner at an elegant restaurant and I did not have  
enough money to pay the bill. There were a lot of people there  
and I felt quite awkward.
Someone told me that I was chosen for English lectures because  
the class leader is going out with me (not true).