crcb/emo_is huggingface dataset:
I was once raped (one year ago) by a man who was a lot older than  
me and whom I just met. Maybe it wasn't rape but the man wanted  
more than I wanted to give him since there were other people in  
vicinity.
I had always been first in my class and in the preliminary board  
exams I scored the highest marks.  Then the exams were  
postponed and I neglected my studies as I was confident.  However  
when the final results came out I felt ashamed as I had scored  
less than 60% marks and my rank in the class was fifth or sixth.
Recently my younger brother disappeared for two days without  
leaving a trace. Usually he tells me when he wants to do  
something like that, therefore I was afraid that something had  
happened to him.
I didn't give back in time some money that I had borrowed. My  
friend relied on them.
I insulted a couple of good friends of mine and even tried to hit  
them when I was drunk.  The next day, I was ashamed of course.
I gave tutorial to a student and I found that he was lazy, he did  
not pay attention to what I taught.  He did some easy questions  
wrong deliberately.
A few years ago my mother suffered from canccer and died within  
two years.  We had not finished our studies then and could not  
bear our responsibilities as her children.  My mother had tried  
her best to take care of us but she lived in pain these two  
years.  Neither the doctor nor we could do anything for her as  
cancer is incurable.  I was very eager to replace her in  
suffernig , even die instead of her.
While at school I had to write an essay for doing something wrong  
that I didn't do. I wrote the essay about how I was mistreated and  
got Saturday morning detention along with a few other kids, but  
they didn't show up.
When I entered the dissection room for the first time and was  
exposed to preserved dead human bodies.
I had got a bad cold. My father said I must be crazy to go by  
motorbike at those temperatures. When I answered him that I did  
not care about a cold, he said that if I did not care for  
anything I could leave him (it was for the second time he said  
something like that).
When my father's car got stolen from me. (A 1966 Ford Mustang -  
very hard to replace).
When I went to visit a friend in the hospital. She had to undergo  
an operation for rupture. I was glad to hear that the operation  
succeeded and that she was relieved of her pain.
My boyfriend's mother, whom I had not met earlier, made an  
unexpected visit.  I was lying lazily on the bed, reading a  
newspaper and my boyfriend was studying.
Unexpectedly I met some persons who I like very much.  
Spontaneously they invited me and integrated me within their  
group, although it was late in the evening.
When we were playing, I hurt my little sister, but towards my  
mother I did not admit that it was my fault.
I could have passed the last exam of the public competition, but  
I failed as I had not studied.
I had to meet a girlfriend to go out for a drink and she arrived  
with her aunt, to whom I was introduced.  Then the aunt left.
My best friend started moving out with my boyfriend. When I heard  
this my heart sank because I didn't expect that my own good  
friend could do such a thing, so I got angry.
When given responsibility to grade papers in elementary school, I  
cheated a little and graded my own higher.
After an exhausting day I came home and wanted to take a bath to  
relax. My father wanted to take a bath first and when he had  
finished after an hour, there was no hot water left for me.
When a so-called friend let me down, when she promised to tell me  
when a certain concert was occurring, and that she'd get me  
tickets. I was really looking forward to it. She did nothing,  
just told me out of the blue one day what a fantastic concert it  
was going to be.
I was alone at home, in bed reading a womens' magazine in which  
there were storiees of paranormal experiences.  My leg was  
itching and I stretched my hand to scratch and I felt another  
strange hand. (later I realized that it was the corner of the  
blanket)
When it was discovered that I had done the assignment at my work  
place, this caused a lot of embarrassment for me.
Recently I saw a young girl fawning on a man. And what for -  
money and things. I was ashamed to be a woman.
My girlfriend one day went out and promised to be back at 6.00 pm  
however she first arrived at 10.00 pm, without a message (we had  
to go out that evening).
When I ate my sister's food and then she found out that it was  
me.  I felt very ashamed but still refused to admit that it was  
me.
At noon one Sunday I received a phone call telling me that my  
mother had been knocked down by a car at the street crossing and  
that her husband should go and see her.  I could not believe this  
as my father and my mother had gone out together to buy lunch  
boxes.  However I immediately ran to the scene of the accident.
I was overwhelmed with joy when I received the acceptance letter  
to UNZA.  This happened again when I passed all my first year  
courses.
At about midnight I had to go by bike through Graz alone. On the  
whole it was a distance of several kilometers. A car followed me  
through the streets. Only when I went into a one-way street the  
car disappeared. The rest of my way home I was very afraid.
Alone in the house (late 8pm) I heard noises. Sounded like someone  
was trying to get in our back door.
Iqam chosen for your lecture and my best friend is not. Now he is  
angry with me and I cannot help him.
I am a school teacher.  One of the classes does not obey me at all,  
keeps on talking, does no work.  One afternoon, everything went  
wrong, and I got exceedingly angry.
During a discussion I reacted very aggressively and so I made it  
impossible to continue discussing.
I had a driver licence but I didn't drive for a long time, than I  
started to drive again, and had to get into hard transit and  
highways.
One time I set up my journey at night going to a certain bar. On  
the way I met my friends and they told me that two people had  
died because of heavy fighting. I proceeded on but with fear.
It was necessary to organise a competition in connection with a  
celebration. Everyone was to be present at that event. It turned  
out that there was no audience at all because everyone had  
pretended to be very intelligent and no one had come. I got  
furious.
When my boyfriend last told me he loved me after I gave him an  
impulsive kiss.
I felt very sad when I had to give up something that by right was  
mine and although I didn't get it, a kind of suvenir that people  
don't give you the right to have.
It was when I injured a friend accidentally with a stone. It made  
a cut on the cheeks which resulted in suturing.
A boyfriend with whom I split up with came over to a friend's  
house where I was visiting with a male friend. In a confrontation  
in another room he tried to find out if I was aroused by my  
friend by feeling my parts.
While studying chemistry with a friend we became angry with  
eachother because we were both fed up.
When I succeeded in achieving a scholarship for which I had  
strived hard during a period of financial, personal and physical  
stress.
At the funeral of a friend about 20 years old, who was killed in  
a hit-and-run motorcycle accident.
I felt this situation when a certain woman from a close village  
shouted at my mother because she didn't get what she wanted, she  
wanted some salt to put in her relish.
I feel unbelievably happy about the relationship between my  
boyfriend and me, it is a reoccurring feeling.
I didn't like my former fob and felt joy when I received a  
telegram offering me a new one that I though better and for which  
I had been waiting.
When I was at school, no one thought I could pass my MCE so at  
the end of the year my name was announced on the radio that I had  
passed. I was the happiest person.
I was so excited once that I told my classmate that she was old,  
this hurt her and I felt guilty.
When I saw a male engineer one year and came back to find he was  
now a female (I don't know it/them personally).
A shop-assistant behaved rather roughly with me though she hadn't  
the slightest grounds for it.
When the car I was driving skidded on an icy road and landed in    
a ditch with one side against a rock.
My grandmother was about to die, and it had the effect that at  
night, after having read a book, and once in bed, in perfect  
darkness, the fear arose that I too may suddenly die.
A few months a close relative of mine died.  I had never expected  
this to happen and was sad for a few months.
Our only elder sister got married and started having pains in her  
abdomen and she was told that she could not have children. To our  
suprise she had a baby 2 months back.
I think that the only time I really felt shame was when I was  
very young and I had to defecate on the street.  I was very  
worried in case someone should see me.
One day I went for a bath. I took off my clothes and as soon as I  
had finished my brother came in. I felt sad and I found no reason  
why he came in.
I had written a "love-letter" to a class-mate of mine, this was  
meant to be a joke.  Unfortunately it fell in the wrong hands   
and I had to face the consequences.
About the car (sadness) I felt anger the way I acted after  
negotiating it.
My father stayed abroad for one year. He does not like to write  
letters because he makes ortographic mistakes. I never had a good  
relation to him. He wrote me a letter in which he said that he  
loved me.
A friend of mine was telling jokes which I felt to be very  
disgusting, especially because I was eating.
On Reberbahn, I was in a "restaurant" where drinks were  
overpriced.  I did not ask for the prices beforehand, and when  
the bill came I could not pay the bill.
One day I did not feel very well and I wanted to talk to  
somebody. A friend invited me for dinner and I was very glad.
When I was a child, one day while playing, I fell up to my waist  
in mud.
After watching the 49ers lose game after game, year after year, I  
was finally rewarded with a Super Bowl victory which made me  
extremely happy.
I got a very nasty electrical shock when I was tampering with  
some electrical applainces.
When I dined with my new friends, one of them kept reminding us  
that he was superior.
I get angry when someone imputes on me things I never can do,  
naturally negative. Servility, "connections", impudence, traits  
that get me mad.
I felt disgusted when I was not given money for lunch at school  
by my father as a punishment for beating my little brother.
I feel sad when I see things done against men and nothing could  
stop it - at least I think so.
I studied medicine for several semesters and at that time I  
developed a great fear of examinations. I was most afraid of my  
examination of anatomy. While other students were examined, I was  
dissecting. I was able to hear everything and was waiting with  
fear until it was my turn.
I feared that I was pregnant.  It was not planned and I would  
have been compelled to have an abortion, which I would not have  
liked at all.  Fortunately, after a week's anxiety, I got to know  
that I was not pregnant.
I was physically assaulted and sexually abused about a year ago.  
Just the feeling that I might not get away intact, or even alive,  
produced fear.
When I saw a friend of mine, whom I had not seen for a long time  
and I had lost his address and telephone number.
Yesterday when I received a B on a history midterm. I felt  
overjoyed after having received C's previously.
When I was admitted to a Language school. On the day when I was  
informed by a message and my parents congratulated me.
At using other people, because of sexual experience that was  
using another to the detriment of both. Anxiety that I may have  
affected another for the worst.
I found a cockroach crushed between two folders in my bedroom, I  
called my mother.
Felt ashamed when in a group conversation and could not  
understand words or comprehend the topic of discussion.
Decided at the last minute not to do something that I said I  
would do with a person.
When a pick-pocket robbed me of my money (K20) while I  was  
buying bathing soap.
I received a letter and a Christmas present from a person I had  
not seen for two years.
Last year when I worked during the Summer holidays and studied  
at the same time for an examination I had to repeat; my boyfriend  
went to Greece for a holiday for a month.
In 1960,  I was going to a school which was near my village and I  
met a lion on the way, which disappeared suddenly.
My friend had been telling me about a certain bird which when it  
cries at night it's the sign that someone will die. So one night I  
was alone in the house and I heard the cry of the bird and I was  
afraid.
A couple of years ago during the summer holiday, I was fishing at  
a lake with my husband.  Suddenly it started raining while the  
sun was still shining. I experienced a feeling of joy, happiness  
and fulfillment.  the whole nature was full of music.
I had not punched a ticket in the bus because I had a card. But  
when the ticket-collector came it turned out that I had forgotten  
it. The shame I felt was great though it was not done on purpose.
At school a classmate who was a very good pupil had to help  
another boy who performed less well. He told him on purpose the  
wrong things so that he had to repeat a year.
During my holidays I had a boyfriend who turned away from me  
outwardly. Therefore I danced with another man and raised certain  
hopes in him. After a while I had to explain to him the  
circumstances
When a friend, after being free of drugs for half a year, started  
using them again.
When I learned that my dad had cancer. I knew he was going to the  
hospital for some tests. My mom told me when she picked me up one  
weekend from CAL to take me home.
During my Highschool time I was chairman of the student's  
comitee. In this function I once had to make a speech to a large  
audience and I was very nervous. After three sentences I forgot  
my text.
When my parents behave very "witty" towards me, they make insipid  
jokes about which they laugh. Or my mother who treats me like a  
little child.
When I encountered not only with my father's lack of  
understanding but also with his unwillingness to understand me as  
a parent, as far as things for which I (not he) have proves to be  
right are concerned.
When I see how people around me pass by certain unjustice because  
of indifference or cowardice.
My classmate used her personal relations to get a seat for a  
subject that I wanted also.  I had taken the pains to help him  
apply and I did not get selected.  I did not like this as he had  
not told me the facts earlier, he need not have lied to me.
A friend of mine that is abroad undertook recently an axam to  
enter on University in Dallas, and was approved.
When I beat up my brother in order to control him and make him  
obey my parents orders.
I call my mother at least once a week. However last week I  
completely forgot. This morning she called me, she thought I felt  
ill.
I separated with the one I liked most.  She refused all my dates  
and told me that she had dated another one.  My heart seemed to  
cease beating.  I was silent for some time and then I whispered  
goodbye and left without turning back.
On my birthday, an old friend of mine sent me a card. I had not  
met him for a year and I was very glad that he had thought of me.
Having failed to help with the 5th of March arrangements (Women's  
Day), although I had previously promised to take part in the  
work.
The computer at school had left out my name along with four  
others and I had no rights for one year.  So I was happy to find  
my name on the medical schhol list.
After taking a difficult midterm for one of my classes, I felt  
shame for not studying as much as I should have. I was ashamed of  
the results of the midterm.
At the beginning of the year I moved to a new city - I felt sad  
as I had to leave many friends and family members behind.
I was angry when someone stole a magazine which I had borrowed  
from another friend and locked it in a drawer.
I felt joy when I heard my name being called on the radio as one  
of the students who had passed the interview of Nursing and was  
selected to start Nursing.
I once was accused of falling in love with someone's girlfriend  
which was not true because the girl was just a friend of mine.
I had gone home for a week-end and when I came back I found that  
my clothes and my bedding had been stolen.
I was with a group of people and everybody told me to do or say  
something.  It was a confusing, strong and traumatic situation  
for me.
When bicycling along, a courier van started to tail me very close  
- I sped up and moved over and he just did the same. I reacted  
violently, much physical responding in the dangerous situation.
We always made a lot of noise during a certain lecture.  This may  
have been because we did not respect the lecturer. Finaly, the  
lecturer could not tolerate it and he scolded us angrily and  
pointed out our misbehaviour.
When I saw that I had passed an exam.  It was the last chance and  
there was a lot at stake.
I experienced joy at a friend's 22nd birthday party. We had good  
food, good liquid, good company, good music, and an overall warm  
atmosphere. The birthday girl and I communicate incredibly well.  
I felt very content, warm and inspired just talking with her  
giving her a neck massage.
Found out that my grandmother might have been misdiagnosed as a  
psychiatric patient because the doctor did not know about  
neurologism.
When I failed an exam last Summer.  I had worked very hard for it  
and I was very disappointed thinking that it was hopeless to  
continue at college.  I did overreact.
One evening a friend of mine was telling a fearful story, nobody  
took it seriously but I got frightened.
After one year of searching, my friend and I have found a flat we  
are able to pay for.
My father was very angry with me, and I locked me up in the  
shower. Then my father knocked his fist through the door, I was  
scared to death.
My mother was stuck by an apoplectic fit, was hemi-paralyzed and  
suffered an aphasia.
I was ashamed when I got the lowest result (mark) in class. All  
the same I didn't worry too much because I knew I would have got  
much better if I had read enough.
During an argument between friends, one of them accused me of  
taking advantage of some other friends who usually come to the  
university in my car, saying that I ask them too much money for  
the petrol.
When I realised that I had rejected a boy, who was fallen in love  
with me, rather bluntly four times.
I am ashamed of the way my father behaves with my mother and  
sister, and with me too.
When I realized that I was far behind the others in the language  
course and I could no longer catch up with the others.
Deliberately provoked by someone close. Angered by the  
deliberation not the provocation.
When my friend, as usual, forgot the tickets at home for a  
performance.  We missed it.
We were driving a car of a friend of mine when we turned in the  
wrong direction towards an unknown district, and nearly drove  
down a precipice.
I had been drinking with a pal and I later (1 o' clock) had a date   
with my fiancee.  We were going to a Spanish lesson and I was  
afraid that she would smell that I had been drinking.
Because I am the Captain of a basketball team I usually organise  
a roster system so that everyone in the team can have a turn at  
doing either a duty or a ref. A lot of the time the girls can't  
be bothered or just forget - I usually have to fill in.
After an exam I was in a very bad mood as I had done it very        
badly.  At home, my mother took so long to ask me how things had   
gone that I lost my temper.  I overreacted and made my mother cry.  
She still prepared lunch for me and did not scold me .  Suddenly,  
I thought that it was my fault and I started crying.
A man in a car was following me when I went running early one  
morning in a fairly secluded area.
When I miss the train and I am late, and I have to wait half an  
hour for the next one.
I live outside Graz - so I have to go by bus. One day I went home  
from the bus stop alone. It was dark, I had to go through a  
forest and there was a dark figure behind me. I was very  
frightened.
I realised that someone was insidiously attempting to shit me off  
I was disgusted with him for doing so, because I afforded him  
with no excuse to do so.
With the girl whom I may be loved truly. When she refused to come  
with me to an occasion (she was from another town).
A friend of mine often had difficulties with her parents. Once  
she had a child she had a better relationship with them.
When I misled a person: I said that I would do her a  
favour and didn't.
When I went to a job interview, I met a person who was very nice,  
and his attitude made me glad.
When I was working in Delhi, I had gone alone to see the hostel  
where I would be residing.
When I am discussing something with a person and I realize that  
the other person is thinking over her own argumentations instead  
of listening, I become angry.
I had cared for a horse for 2 years. One day it was sold and I  
cried for several days because I was so sad.
I work at a day care centre, and one day when the children were  
outdoors a four-year old boy disappeared from the yard.  I was  
not looking after them then, but as the manager it was me who was  
responsible.
I felt happy at the settlement of our marriage, even though we  
are from different socio-linguistic backgrounds our parents  
agreed to the wedding without any conflict or discussion.  We had   
thought that they would object to the wedding but it did not happen.
A lonely, neurotic, shy girl lives nearby. She has expressed a  
wish to meet me, I have however avoided her (turned down an  
invitation) as the crisis my partner is going through uses up all  
my empathy.
A  group of youngsters dressed in fads talked foul language on a  
bus.  They also insulted the  pedestrians on the road and were  
impolite to the passengers of the bus.
On the train a drunk person touched my baby and I reacted very  
disapprovingly.  I felt ashamed later as the person had not been  
aggressive though he could have been.
I needed a recommendation for something. I decided that the best  
person to get one from was a professor who I had never talked to  
before. I felt a lot of fear going up after class to ask him to  
recommend me considering he had never heard my name before. But I  
did.
I called my little sister to make her pick up her toy from the  
floor. When she still refused after I had asked her for the  
fourth time, we began to quarrel. At last the whole family was  
involved in this quarrel and trouble was brewing.
Being in a Malaysian city with my girlfriend coming out of a  
picture theatre - seeing her rush up to a taxi that a very old  
sick man was trying to get to. Seeing her take over the taxi.
I felt so afraid when dad fell ill, he had never suffered from  
that disease since and I had never seen him as he was.
When I did not get admission in M.Sc after my B.Sc, I felt really  
bad.  When I started my journey to Bombay, after having accepted  
my uncle's offer to come to Bombay, I was afraid, wondering if I   
would succeed or not.
Sitting alone in a quiet room, concetrating on things happening  
around you. Thoughts come into my mind which make me afraid.
When at school I thought that I was going to get the best results  
in mathematics, but it was someone else who got the prize.
When I was very young, one day, I kicked my grandmother and  
caused her an injury which took a long time to heal.
During 7th grade our class mobbed a famale teacher so badly that  
she had a breackdown and was hospitalized.
When I broke a tea saucer. I felt ashamed. This was during the  
birthday of my girlfriend.
A class-mate answered (accidentally) the call of nature in the  
class during a tough mathematics examination.