If you want to know the truth about God, you are what the Bible calls a seeker. That's a great thing to be, because according to Jesus, seekers find what they're looking for.
Seekers come in all shapes and sizes.
They have a variety of backgrounds. What all seekers have in common is the fact that they've stopped pretending they have it all together. They're open to the possibility God may exist, and more importantly, that He may want a place in their lives. They know they DON'T know-but they WANT to know. Maintain an open mind - decide that as you begin your search you are going to keep an open mind.