Much of what you feared did not come to pass. Healing does occur. But don't just settle for surviving and healing. Use this experience as a springboard for greater growth. Don't be surprised if you actually miss the process of mourning.
Some people mourn the loss of the mourning process.
Let go of the past. Look forward to the future. You will, of course, occasionally look over your shoulder, but, for the most part, focus on the future and keep moving ahead. Let yourself enjoy the excitement of uncertainty. I shall miss loving you.