Your web page is getting two hits a day - you and your brother. You're not affected by financial reversals. You're already broke. You had to let your maid go because your husband wouldn't. As a child, both your parents helped you run away from homes.
Some people take great exception to the idea of anyone looking forward to the rapture.
From my observation, the opposite appears to be true. I can't find a single scripture in the New Testament where Jesus or any other author warned us not to get too worked up over Christ's return. Watch ye therefore, and pray always, that ye may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that shall come to pass, and to stand before the Son of man. Jesus, which delivered us from the wrath to come. For many Christians, the cares of this life are all that matters.