It seems like there's a glass wall between you and the rest of the world. You're forgetful, and it's very difficult to concentrate on anything. You're anxious and worried a lot. Everything seems hopeless. You feel like you can't do anything right.
Suicide seems like a welcome relief.
You have a feeling of impending doom - you think something bad is going to happen, although you may not be sure what. In your perception of the world around you, it's always cloudy. Even on sunny days, it seems cloudy and gray. You feel as though you're drowning or suffocating. You're agitated, jumpy and and anxious much of the time.