It is a stock exchange that is going on. It's the highest, holiest stock there is, but it is still on the level of business. It doesn't depend on anything. Sometimes you meet little people who really know there is one G-d. They know everything exactly, but G-d never revealed Himself to them.
Wants are just a manifestation of self.
There is something bevond wanting. Being in the covenant with G-d is beyond will, beyond wanting, beyond everything. The Talmud says it was the third day after circumcision and Abraham, being an old man already, was a little bit sick. G-d came to visit the sick. People came to visit me when I was sick.