It was never God s intention to let go of you. It is not even in the realm of possibility. Separation from Source is illusion because it can change at any moment. What changes is your perception of separation. It will change and always does change in the course of personal evolution.
Spiritual evolution assures that inseparability grows.
With spiritual evolution comes the death of the Illusion of Separation and its offspring, fear. Therefore, Beloved Ones, as you move deeper and deeper through your awakening process and become living Christs you begin to shed the garment of separation that you have worn for eons. It no longer fits. Even you begin to feel that it is feeling tight and constricted around you. Your yearning for unity and oneness literally shreds that garment and pokes holes in it.