I had hoped that you would discover love and sex slowly, in real experiences. That you would notice a girl's smile, the flash of her eyes. That your heart would beat faster when she took your hand. That you would discover the unique smell of her neck, taste the different textures of her skin, marvel at the sounds of caresses and sighs. Just as she would discover the same about you, each step taken with eyes open, with delight, excitement and full consent.
Sexuality is more than body parts rubbing against each other.
It is not about having sex with images. It's about using you body to give and receive with a real person. Fucking is easy. After a few times, you get the hang of it. Fucking is empty.