I seem to float inside and outside my body at random, I have trouble staying centered, even when not on drugs. Maybe that is why I have to take drugs. Or perhaps I am just permanently damaged from so much drugging. I have a theory about why different people like one drug and others prefer another. I know this to be true.
Some people love stimulants and some love psychedelics.
I prefer narcotics and alcohol. One drug will mimic the action of one neuro-component, another drug substitutes for another. As a child, I used to be amazed that adults confused one drug with another. I had a teacher who thought that acid and hash and smack were all the same thing. I was aware, from limited experience and extensive research, of the subtle differences-the way a wine connoisseur favors the personality of similar but not identical vintages.