He had it all, personality, looks, a great body, sweet caring. He made me feel wanted. Sometimes time can be a dangerous instrument.
Time builds one up.
It makes feelings you have built up for people seem so strong that you are willing to do anything just for some of that love to be returned. I learnt that the hard way. I did something I know that was totally wrong and totally senseless, yet at that point in time I wanted it with my whole body soul and mind. Now I know that it can only make you hurt more. Sometimes I have to ask myself how can life be so happy at one point in time and then plummet to the deepest depths of despair.