We have a great relationship consisting of love, tons of trust, loyalty and commitment, we are very supportive of each other and there isn't a thing i feel i couldn't tell him. I don't want to through something like this away but at the same time I dont know if this is a sign to move on. He feels the same way and he says that he is perfectly happy with our relationship and doesn't see his not coming home for the summer a problem. I worry about everything too much. I want to stay with him more than i want to leave him.
Young love is so hard and all the decisions seem so vital.
You are thinking of dumping what you describe as a really good relationship because the idea of being apart for the summer hurts too much. That does not make sense. You are trading the possible pain you might feel in a few months for immediate pain. Not a good trade. One of the dangers and the fears about long distance love is that if we are not close we might fall out of love.