This is frustrating, and can lead someone to give up. But our hero, the role model of integrity, never gives up. This is only the beginning. Life makes things much harder, and provides very nasty obstacles. People threating your kids, conflicting goals, and fuzzy complicated issues.
Some judges have to face such a terrible life every day.
Some even do their jobs with integrity. You really have to value the things you believe in, in order to stand the pressure. To some people, it is a sense of duty. Others, really value truth. This should not imply that I think only males have integrity.