That I can laugh again and not feel guilty. That along with all the pain and despair, joy and happiness have found a place in my life again. People who have not lost a child can't possibly understand what I went through. That not only does one lose a child, but they can also lose their belief system, some family members and some friends in the process. Our society is deficient in death education and really doesn't know how to respond to the grieving person.
Strangers can give more than some relatives.
You don't always have until tomorrow. The world does not stop when your child dies. Being among nature helps to bring some softness to my heart and brings my daughter closer to me. That as unbelievable as it is to me, I have come to reconcile my daughter's death. You don't have to have money to be rich.