It amazes me how when I am about 10 days off dope, I can glean so much of the intrinsic beauty inherent in the ordinary. That is enough time to get out of the intense nausea, and start to really FEEL again. Then I run out of happy molecules in me brain, and feel dysphoric for the rest of the day. But each day clean gives me a about 15 minutes more a day of pink bliss. It is cool.
Sex is amazing.
I am the dust-mote in God's eye. I am the flecks of sunlight surround around this city-room. Grantchester medows got nothin' on me, babe. I am the dinosaurs in the picture-book I had at age 8, the day of my sister's graduation. I flashed back to it so hard that this shower that I am taking exists in time forever all at once and eternal.