Everyone writes garbage . Tons of it. A writer learns to love the garbage. It is full of unmined gems. One way to do this is to master technique.
Technique gives writers options, which allow creativity to flow and order to arise out of the chaos.
Or you can save the pages as .txt files and then go to your word processing program and answer them there. Telling can be the first step in opening up a story, but telling is not a good fiction-writing technique, for it gives too much control to an omniscient narrator, making it easy for the writer to sidestep emotion and action. Telling takes the story out of scene. Writing in scene is different from describing a scene. Writing in scene combines character and action and includes dialogue and your character's inner thought.