You have the ability to learn. You have the ability to take in more knowledge. And you have yet to learn how to surrender to the things that could really make you happy. This is all within your own power to do so. This is what Alana would say is one of the most wonderful times in a person's soul growth, is when they get to a place where they have to simplify.
Simplification has a lot to do with letting go of old beliefs.
As you begin to recognize the love that is within you, and as you begin to see your world in a new way, this is going to become a wonderful attribute within you. It will draw partnerships to you. Someone will be attracted to you from the fact that you have not given up. And that you have had courage to go into yourself and find out who your soul really is. Your soul is not about material things.