If I find them elsewhere on the Internet, I will consider pursuing legal charges against the site owner. Beading can be a very rewarding hobby craft and even an art form. It can also be very frustrating if you don't have the temperament for it. You can't stand hand-sewing. You have vision problems that cannot be sufficiently corrected by glasses, contact lenses, magnifying craft viewers, etc.
Seed beads are very small.
You are easily annoyed by small fiddly things that don't always behave exactly as you want them to. You hate to practise things, and need to rush right into doing complicated stuff. You aren't willing to spend a moderate amount of money on different coloured beads, thread, wire and other supplies. Don't expect to buy a single mixed bag and produce really neat patterns. Your lifestyle never allows you quiet, uninterrupted time.