This is why it is so important for you to connect, as soon as possible, with staff in the Career Center at your college or university who have the expertise and sensitivity to work with students who are experiencing the kind of internal conflicts that you describe. Your inner self is begging you to stop and take time to discover who you are, what you want to do to experience a fuller life. This advice is hard to accept because it requires a leap of faith. It may require you to stop what you ve been doing, and follow you heart. You are not really sure what s in your future, you just know if you don t do something about these conflicts, you won t be able to live with yourself.
Some people ignore their calling and spend a large portion of their middle years regretting it.
You are living in the most wonderful period of life right now. You are succeeding at college, have family and others who love you and you have options. At this time, you are more equipped to handle change and chance than you might believe, and your conscience is trying to tell you to unearth your true feelings and take control of your life. In addition to connecting with a career counselor, maybe you need to travel a little. See what the world has to offer you and where your place is in it.