It was never good enough. I mean empty things. Some people are promiscuous, like on the guy side, they go into this 'conquest' mode. And then some will get eating disorders. That was never my route.
Some people do drugs.
I did that, but it was for a short stint. What really helped, she admits, was Scientology. My parents are Scientologists, but I never took it for myself. It was just something that was there. And it totally changed my life.