I think of our children. We were engaged to be married, but I was the one who kept feeling cold feet. I was the one who did not feel ready. I was the one who was unsure. I still wonder.
Words only heal to a certain degree.
Learning to let oneself heal is the biggest challenge for anyone going through grief. I wish the world to know of what a loss this was not only to me, but to everybody. Jem, I love you forever.