I don't think it's good for me. I write every day, except a third of the time, I don't write anything at all I intended. Actually, lackadaisical attributes, which many men's mothers consider character flaws, might be seen quite differently as the care of returning to the essence of our individual beings. If I were to look at myself from that spider's eyes, I would no doubt appear as a big black hulk wrapped in a sheet, with an occasional unconscious stirring evocative of grave danger. Letting the spider come in and dream with me, I see grand machinery spraying white foam over the tribulations of the day, preparing subtle ideas for tomorrow.
Trouble is kind of interesting, and usually has a devious solution.
I do what I do, and don't take shit from anyone. And the spider, sharing my everyday consciousness, makes me laugh when anyone uses the words, Nigger, Kike or Chink. I'm worse than all of that. I have a life.