I knew what I had, I just never imagined that in the blink of an eye I would lose my precious daughter. There are no answers just more questions. God, I miss my baby. When you read in the paper that a child drowned you never think it could ever happen to you or in your neighborhood. That's what I thought.
Terrible things happen to all kinds of people.
Sometimes I think I must have been a bad person in a past life and that is why I have had to endure such tragedy. So, instead of dwelling on all the bad, I try to simply live my life one day at a time. It never gets better and the pain never goes away. When people are faced with tragedy they can either pick themselves up and go on with their lives or they can be consumed by sadness. These are the days I fight to survive.