I am glad to finally be rid of the guilt of slowly killing myself with this poison as well as endangering the health of everyone around me, because of second hand smoke. Smoking had enabled me to continue other bad habits as well, such as procrastination and giving into instant gratification. Now being free from the addiction of smoking allows me to handle stress in a much more positive way, without using a crutch. I know it must feel good now because this is the first time I can finally experience adulthood without smoking. I know this wasn't easy for you.
Smoking is a very physical and mental addiction.
It was harder to accomplish then when you controlled your drinking problem. I think part of the reason why that is, is because cigarettes are all around us. They are legal, sold at all hours, and you can' t go very far without seeing someone smoking or an advertisement for cigarettes. I admire you for overcoming the obstacles you faced. You managed to build up your self confidence, you were able to make some lifestyle and attitude changes and you were able to withstand the temptations and kept your will power strong.