The desire to do anything, in desperate tones, makes me wonder just how real the love is versus how strong the dependency not to disappoint or lose someone, especially someone that is more than willing to take care of her, if he chooses to be such a caretaker. I hope I am smarter than that. I would prefer someone beside me rather than under, over, or behind me. Have a good week. Please don't think I disdain your relationship because it quickly became sexual.
Sexual energy is a fine basis for generating a relationship, but it is double-edged.