My thinking is confused between my own thoughts and those coming out of the foreign language. Here the flesh-factor is calling. My thinking is incorporated in my language. Language is a social-biological tool. To transform my thinking into English is somehow like looking for life on another planet.
Translation is a difficult and time-consuming enterprise.
I have to think in German if I want to elaborate thoughts in serious depth. Everybody has linked and framed his primary feelings with his mother- tongue. Thoughts are guided by feelings. Bestandteil der uns umgebenden Natur geworden. Just install a translation machine-service and let us see what happens.