But to take the issues of life and death in our own hands is in direct violation of the Word of God. The call of Jesus is to follow Him and not to take the path of lesser resistance.
Suicide is a sin.
No matter what the pain, discouragement, depression or other issues we may have encountered and endured. Taking our own lives is not God's highest plans for any of us. Retreat to the fortress of God's love and promises for you. Also, seek counsel from your local Pastor or Christian counselor.