My mom says boys are like that - they get what they can and then move on. I feel hopeless about my future, feel like everyone knows what happened and no boy will ever like me again. I wish I could take it all back. I cry all the time and wake up thinking it is just another poopy day. The things that used to make my happy don't now and I am struggling in school.
Some months are better that others.
You should speak to your mother and doctor about possibly changing to another brand - that could help. However the best advice I could give you is to hold your head high and learn from your mistake. I did the same thing and became pregnant at 15 and place my baby for adoption. Know that you are a wonderful and precious person and giving that gift of yourself away, especially to someone who can't and won't appreciate and truly love you for it is not worth it.