Every thought of fear is released into a thought for tomorrow, leaving time to play now. You fight within trying to win but reality is always on the other side never leaving enough time to enjoy yourself freely. This is when the two dimensions keep overlapping and your afraid to expose your mind. This only generates more damage to your health, feelings of depression, acute anxiety disorder, panic attacks and even ulcers are just a few of the problems that can persist from living in a world you can t live in. It s amazing that we are taught from society how to live and how to accept at an early age.
Verbal expression starts the process for learning especially when the mind is young.
At this stage of existence, we are surrounded by the teaching of society which leads outside the home. So it s easy for confusion to slip in and finally push you back and lock solitude into the mind. I doubt it, so some where down the path of your life, you were discovering who you are and evidently society looked you in the eyes and that conflicted paranoia right at that moment. You took that feeling and your image and created a world in your mind and when nobodies around, you are free without reality prejudging. Every person living on this planet has something to deal with whether it be from the past or the present.