This information is everywhere, it is infinite and disposable. What you find beautiful and harmonic is the fashion and style they created for you. They also created your taste, your preferences, your desires and your dreams. Show subversive behaviour . They gave you subversive behaviour, they control it.
Subversive behaviour is harmless creativity.
It gives you pleasure. If you feel feelings which you learned are pleasurable it makes it easier for you accept whatever they want you to accept. To be happy is giving consent. You will have the same middle class values as your neighbours. You'll become like your neighbour and everybody who lives like you and likes what you like.