We got to hold him and take pictures. He looks as if he were sleeping. The nurse put his hand and foot prints in my baby book for me. They also made us a memory box with his blanket and hat he had on. It has been four months now.
Some days are good, some are bad.
I think of how much I came to love him in such a short period. I miss him so much. We do hope to have more children. My husband is leaving the decision of when up to me. At first I thought maybe around Thanksgiving, but now I think I may want to wait a little while.