I was very sorry. There was wrong being done to my people. Many of my friends, relatives and many of my people were being killed illegally. In such a bad situation I couldn't have been expected to be in a good morale. I still live through the bad experience of those days.
War is something really bad.
It tortures the individual in every way. My feelings never caused me any problems. The only thing that caused me a problem was the war and the things it brought with it. These things were the main reason why I am so down. At the conclusion my feelings became like this.