God forgives, but people don't. I worry that God will have to judge me if the Bible is true. It seems like there are two people inside me - a good one and a bad one. I am afraid the bad person in me will overpower the good person and God will have to give up on me. They are victims, defeated and humiliated by unseen enemies that threaten to destroy them.
Sin always brings on the enemies.
Lust conceives, then it brings on sin, and sin brings on the enemy to destroy. In The Old Testament David had enemies. They were the Philistines, the Amorites, the Syrians and other enemies arrayed against Israel. When David was right with the Lord and in good fellowship, none of his enemies could stand before him. He slew them by the tens of thousands and his name was feared in every enemy camp.