I think . I can't be everything to everyone anymore. I can't do it all. For crying out loud, I'm not . . . No, I'm not God, and I am not supposed to be everything to everyone.
Some people call it drive or determination, but there is another word for it, too.
Charging forward without consulting God. Pride is sin, and I had it in shovelfuls. It reminds me of a sheep farm nearby or maybe it's a sheep ranch. Either way, this guy owns a lot of sheep. Come shearing time, ranch hands lock the woolly buggers into contraptions and shave them down until the resemble large, ugly dogs.