I've found I can't generate joy and explain at the same time. We physicals are creatures of habit, and one of our worst is to rely on words, not feelings. Society teaches us to mask, control, hide and suppress feelings. No wonder most of us are emotionally stunted, uncomfortable with expressing strong feeling. That's why it's so easy to backslide into reliance on words.
Words can be a trap.
They're only useful as sources of needed good feeling. When I learned by trial and error that good feeling is essential, my life took off. The miracles started coming when I put my energy into expectancy and feeling good. And it's brought me great success, including lots of money, which I'll write about in a future column. It's far easier and more productive, I've found to dodge negativity than it is to create such slippery and elusive concepts as freedom, love, joy and growth.