You never say what you're really thinking. Your conversations, life and living space are dull and boring, and your lawn is always manicured no matter what. So therefore you are willing to put expediency ahead of principles. You are out of touch with yourself, with the natural world, and with what is going on with other people. It has become too hard to face how others are being oppressed, so you choose a more comfortable path.
TV starts to look very, very good.
You learned in school that it's important to always pay attention to those in charge and not to trust your own thinking. You believe your own lies. You lost touch with the wildness in nature. You do not rebel against ecological destruction.