I promise I'll be better tomorrow. I won't eat so much tomorrow. I'll exercise tomorrow. I'll eat fruits and vegetables tomorrow. I'll be happy tomorrow.
Tomorrow never comes.
I eat so much that my stomach hurts. Usually, it's late at night when I'm relaxed and doing nothing. I'll usually go into the kitchen and get sweets, it's always sweets, go upstairs and eat while my husband is downstairs unknowing. I do my best eating when I'm alone. It becomes such a ceremony that I really look forward to when I can eat alone again.