The effort required to correct course increases geometrically with time. Do, or do not. All dreams spin out of the same web. Proverb 53.Testosterone bites. Retirement - Too Much Husband and not enough Money.
Yesterday is gone.
Tomorrow may never come. Today is what counts. So give thanks to God for it. The search for one's self is a never ending trek. One should instead place that energy into finding someone else to care about.