We are taught to leave such dreams unresolved because they are selfish and guilty. They are the product of original sin. The definition of chaos is unresolved opportunity. It is the unnamed line, the road not yet taken. It is the cause for regret in the final breath that outweighs the guilt of original sin.
Survival is desire and desire is suffering.
That is, the knowledge that survival is not enough. We have to transcend survival to eliminate suffering. Opportunity is necessary to transcend survival, because it provides the path to prosperity. This is the basis for the perverted logic of those who absorb the fruits of exploited opportunity without risk, always in the name of righteous suffering. In the name of a greater good.