I actually begged him to take me back, but he wants to give this new girl a whirl and see what happens. I recognize the fact that he is not ready for a relationship now, and luckily things don't usually work out on a rebound that happens so soon. I know he's desperate and needy, but I want him to need ME again, not someone else. Please answer, I am driving myself over the edge with guilt and regret. Thanks a bunch.
Some relationships deserve to be killed.
You can't get engaged. You can't acept his drug use and you don't communicate very well. Sounds like a prescription for a disaster relationship. Good thing you killed it before it destroyed you. Now, of course you want him back.