I talked about it too. I shouldn't want, nor really want to take on and do all at the same time. I talked about how different everything would be after this long period of restraint in my life and how much more interesting it would really be if I wanted this whole thing in a month or maybe two. And the rest of it became more confusing as it escaped from my mouth and hit the air to become actual words and sentences I never knew I would say outload around someone else. And the more I began to question myself and the situations around me only to become more confused and more of everything.
Tea sounds really good right now.