You are together again to heal old wounds, not extract revenge. You are tired of your relationship and tired of your life. There was no one to take care of your two small children and you experienced terrible anguish. The anguish filled your soul with a fear you continue to carry. It is time to understand the fear and release it.
Today is the beginning of a greater awareness.
In 1928, you died at the age of 30 of pneumonia. This was in western Nebraska. You were a female. In a snowstorm you helped your husband save the few cattle you owned, but you were so weakened and chilled you contracted the disease. Although your life was hard and you had no children, your marriage was good and you were happy.