When we think we do everything for ourselves ,we have more confidence in our own abilities than God's. We need change. First bone deep repentance. Ask forgiveness. and change. You can be sorry when you ask forgiveness but never change.
True repentance is change.
You change and there will be a change from the Lord. . If I gave you a million Dollars today because you are in dire need and there is no change, It would be gone in a short time. Staying in the Word and getting understanding , because you want to be able to tap into the laws that keep God's blessings coming. We need to get out of the habit of depending on flesh and depend wholly on God. We don't want to have to expect a miracle everytime we need a meal.