I didn't know. I always was indifferent to death of god. Neither god nor ontology interest me. I was young and decide remain free man and die as absolutely free human being. But all the same I should try to die.
Somebody dies, somebody starts.
I can't die. My death always belongs to Nature, God or communists. And if we believe only in ourselves, all of us are suicides without such skillful murders. All the more that, truly speaking, natural death for me is the death without man who really dies. I can die only when I die with my own earth efforts, with my own hands.