God never rescued me from myself. He never told me Mormonism was true and he never told me to stop my search. In my search, I have moved back and forth between pain and exhilaration and hurt relationships, but the search has been worth it. The sense of integrity and wholeness that I now feel is worth any pain that I experienced. I will never again trade my intellectual freedom for anything.
Truth stands alone.
Search for it and seize it where you find it. Don't let anyone accuse you of evil for questioning and learning. Use it fearlessly. Don't become bitter about your experience in Mormonism. Learn from it.