This is important. I feel now that I will always live in this state, but there must be a return. Odysseus ever returning. I will return to my identity, I merely want to learn this state before I do. I know what madness is.
Time is so strange and accelerates and decelerates.
I can't keep a hold of what I'm doing from second to second. Could be falsehoods as easily. Yes, I am easily influenced. This is day 2 of separation or night 3. I feel like a terrified young girl.