Teachers expect a lot more from us, and I suddenly feel like school is serious business. Lots of the girls came back from summer camp with boobs, too, and I can feel myself getting very nervous around them all the time. Gosh, I just feel a real cornucopia of new feelings surging through my body. I guess it's normal, though. I can't wait for my growth spurt, either.
School is so intense.
We have a big dance coming up, and I just can't get up the nerve to ask my secret crush. I am finding it harder and harder to deal with all of these changes in me. I miss the good old days when my voice didn't crack every time I got called on in class. Going to school every morning is like pulling out my hair, one by one. . . . Some jocks made fun of me in the hall today.