You will think sometimes you are going crazy because you have never had such a mixed bag of feelings before.
Shock can also kill a person who was apparently unharmed in an accident.
In an accident, the most important thing to treat initially is shock. You are concerned with emotional shock. You may have been so stunned by your divorce and subconsciously have not really admitted to yourself that it has really happened. There are stages you go through such as the initial denial. This didn't really happen.