The relationships that I was involved in always seemed so promising at the start but they soon got boring and I had to find somebody new. I became hopelessly unsatisfied with life. The Bible says that hope deferred leaves a heart sick, and that is what happened to me. I got sick of life because I was not able to get happiness. So I partied harder and drank more and smoked more and had more immoral relationships and my life got worse.
Sin is fun for a season but when that season runs out it is a long day.
I almost choked as those words came out of my mouth. It was as if someone else had spoken through me. I quickly told her to forget what I had just said for fear that if such a statement got to the public my cool reputation might be ruined. As I walked back home I could not believe what I had said. It was so clear what I was supposed to do.