Obviously then, the closest your conceptual self-identity mind can get to creative thought must be the notion of statistical possibility or chance. Eternal creation admits to no antecedental causation. It is, and has always been, only eternally extending because eternal extension is what it is. So, your human temporal consciousness must finally arrive at the inevitable, though perhaps not acceptable, conclusion that the whole universe is random. And indeed, from any objective referential point of view whatsoever, it is.
Statistical possibility has no real chance against immediate inevitability.
Your eventual loss is guaranteed because you play the game. Your death is assured by the possibility of it. You play the game of death and suffer the loss of your own meager nothingness. But in truth, loss of any kind is impossible. There is no such thing as loss.