I fear I'm not smart enough. I fear that I'm not smart enough to understand what the story is supposed to be about. I fear that I will miss the point, that I've chosen the wrong people to interview, that they will lie to me and I won't catch it, that I haven't done enough research, that someone will get the story before me, that the alarm will NOT go off and I'll be late, that the guest won't show up, that the host will show up early, grumpy, hating the story and the guest to be interviewed. I fear that the script will contain an error that will cause me humiliation and bring shame to the organization. Thank God hosts know no shame.
Sounds float like silver petals.
No one can hear them. I fear I will lose the tapes or the discs. I fear that what I create won't be understood by the audience. I fear that what I do will cause the listener to leave the radio in the kitchen and take a shower. A chambered, mask-like cage is attached to his head and if the little door is opened, two rats will attack his face.