A mother grieving over her aborted child that she now acknowledges to herself that she has murdered. In her mind she visualizes carrying her baby on her back for the rest of her life. The memory of the dead baby lasts her entire life. The artist is a woman who knows. More of this sad mother's art is seen elsewhere.
Women become mothers at the moment of conception.
Post abortive women commonly take many years before they begin to consider acknowledging that fact even to themselves. Though the acknowledgement of murder is repressed, the buried reality remains. A Daughter of Post Abortion Syndrome. Three of her siblings had been murdered. Danger on the Highways - The agony of post abortive woman who had been friends with multiple post abortive woman who committed suicide.