Bilqis, I have to admit I enjoyed it although now we both feel very remorseful and dirty. We didn't tell anyone about it. Dear M, Islam is a complete way of life for those who call themselves Muslim. Islam is a choice to follow certain basic tenets which are divinely ordained. Same sex behaviour is unlawful, forbidden, haram.
Sexual activity is based in marriage for the purposes of mutual love and procreation.
This is a benefit to many of us here while at the same time opening the doors to many harmful and sinful alternatives. You need to make the choice. Homosexuality is not compatible with Islam. Associating with other practicing Muslims, getting involved in Islamic activities all would make being a Muslim easier for you -while at the same time avoiding those things inconsistent with an Islamic lifestyle. I wish you the best and hope that Islam and virtue is your choice.