If you don't believe me, try any of those popular books relating patients' near death experiences. They tell a common story - and all describe a very beautiful, positive experience that many found themselves not wanted to return from. Certainly nothing to fear in terms of dying into non-existence. Ok, that makes some sense. But, as an optimist, I tend to believe that that continuation as my spiritual self will be better than today.
Today is that beautiful gift.
What we do with that gift is up to us. Fear and worry, while a natural part of that human experience, really doesn't help extend that life time experience. So I choose not to do it. My recovery today is because of you. It is my way of thanking you who helped in so many ways.