In fact, I want 20-30 a day, every day. I want them all.
Social smokers can take it or leave it.
Yet once I do, I won't be doing well anymore. Look how long it took me to stop this time. It will only get me back to smoking. I'l rather be an ex-smoker with an occasional desire to smoke, than a smoker with a constant desire to stop doing it. I never have to have a cigarette.