I once had 2 suicides in a month where people threw themselves in front of trains. I have seen what suicide does to families. It shreds them. It batters them. It explodes them sometimes.
Suicide leaves behind a thousand unanswered questions.
Questions that can only be answered by the person that is gone. Suicide leaves behind gargantuan guilt, weighted most heavily on those closest to the victim. Suicide stirs great anger in its wake. Anger that gets deeply suppressed because how can you be angry at a person who is dead- and yet, you are. Families that experience a suicide often get little support from their community.