Then it works. I feel like my meditation has become really sloppy, and I'm not sure why. I want to see what I'm doing wrong. No, no, Nothing is wrong. What you call a good meditation is actually a good operation.
Some storm comes up, the pus of the wound starts to come out.
When this happens, you will feel as if your meditation has become weak. But this storm has to arise. If it continues to lie deep inside, you will not be relieved of it. When at sea, if there's a big storm you stop sailing, you put down your anchor and wait until the storm is over. Here, your anchor is Anapana.