They are also periodically posted to news.answers by the great mathew. The alt.angst calendar covers most of the subject of angst. But it's 250 kb. After the angst suggestion there will sometimes be a pointer to other angsts it might be rewarding to check also. There is no reason.
Unpleasant feelings are true and pleasant feelings are temporary and empty.
I was once young and screwed it up. I'm wasting my time. Loneliness, being insignificant. There is no escape, no hope. That spiritual purity trip.