I knew it because I was honouring my own process as a beginner. I wasn t as phased when Mr. X was verbally abusing his wife because I would watch his shoulders relax as his technique improved and he became kind to her again. I would adjust my teaching of skills depending on whether the listener was visual or auditory. I d learned but making it my own. Of course, this progress is not always consistent.
Transformation is dynamic.
Whether I m improving hard or soft skills as a kayak guide, I am always reaching new levels of understanding and often digressing into older patterns when I m not in the present moment. What makes good guides, regardless of training or experience is when we remain aware of fearful beginnings and not grow complacent in our knowledge. The beginners I met everyday were my reflections in the water, all of us getting to know the measure of that magic elixir that transforms fear. Tracy Robinson is a freelance writer and kayak guide.