She realized that she believed herself to be unloved by others. Her father and now her son, whom she was not able to comfort, brought out a very limiting belief to the surface that was inside her even before those two incidents. Jacki, because she was willing to ask why, exposed, explored and healed a very deep wound. Most importantly, know that you are not that limited being whom you thought you were. No, this is not usually easy.
Wounds can run deep.
It may take some time for them to completely surface and heal. On the other hand, know that they are able to heal instantly. Know also that they will heal to the degree that you have forgiven, released your blame and are able to choose differently. As you heal your deep wounds, you will find yourself becoming lighter and your body will allow more energy to come through, your mind will allow more choices to be presented to you and your soul will allow more divine inspiration to come through from your True Self . Simply put, you will embody the stronger , wiser and more loving You.