He seeks us out diligently and we cannot escape His love. Once we accept Christ as our personal Lord and Savior, we are dead to sin and alive only to the new life in Christ. There is nothing or no one that can really satisfy us, because we already know the Truth. Ask God for guidance. I am convinced He loves His children with AIDS very dearly.
Spiritual healing is much more important than physical healing.
Therefore we do not lose heart. We must be willing to allow God to have complete sovereignty in our lives. Sometimes the Lord requires us to wait on Him. And if that is the case, then all we can do is wait. There will be nothing gained by asking Him why we have to wait.