Then, you may see her rarely or never, but you'll always hold her in your heart. Besides, I can choose to keep in touch, regardless. Read Sustenance, the magazine of conscious spirituality. I don't live with the children, nor did I lead them to believe that our relationship is long-term. Have the courage to live the consequences of answered prayers.
Temptation always follows answered prayers.
Europe and career advancement are blindingly seductive. With reflection, you may discover that you are acting in ways you once abhorred. And yes, these children are yours. You desired them. When I resist temptation and retain my original commitment, I receive extravagant blessings that include a clean version of whatever I was tempted toward.