It was suddenly there. The same thing happens with human transformation. You can never pinpoint the exact moment when it occurs. You might remember what happened before or after it, but never the moment of transformation itself. Or an event happens, that for years used to create fear and anxiety within, and suddenly you realize, you' re almost not bothered with it.
Transformation happens in an instant.
It is not a process. As it happens in the NOW we can never track it down. Therefore it is magic. Like the tree letting go of the dry leaf or the fruit ripening without struggle. Transformation doesn't take anything from you.