I was dizzy and very nauseous. I just kept praying to God to take these awful symptoms away. I swore I would eat right and take care of myself. This was my wake up call. It made me see that I have come to college to learn.
Tuition is too expensive to come and get sick.
Since then I am eating much better. I work out whenever I have a chance. I remind myself of how I felt at the hospital after my fainting incident and realize that it is not worth it. I know I am making it sound like recovering from this obsession is easy. It is not.