Most of the time I was more aligned with the source or life force. There were also times that I was a total wreck. I learned to understand all these emotional ups and downs were normal. The writing process is a commitment that many would find excuses t do for themselves. Many caregivers of parents, in particular these days, are single parent moms, also known as sandwich caregivers, who may take care of one, two or more children.
Some adult children are busy corporate executives.
I too, could have created many excuses, but something inside compelled me to commit to the undertaking of the writing. I was very clear that I was doing this for me. It was going to help me. What ever the case may be, it was an enormous healing for me to create time in my busy life to work with this process. Until I made the commitment to experience the healing, I had been denying myself an extraordinary, precious gift.