I'd go for it. You've waited five years to see this man again. Either the two of you will close the book and move on, or you'll open a whole new chapter. I know how you feel. After many years, I reconnected with my college boyfriend.
Timing is everything.
However, by reconnecting, neither one of us had to live in a world of regret. Let me know what happens. In Love, S hari Dear Shari, I wish I could transpose your knowledge into my head. To hunt a Unicorn one must study the Unicorn. Know the Unicorn and ultimately be able to become the Unicorn.