Developing your inner world gives you a sense of balance and a place to go that is safe. There will be things you don't want to do. Learning how to deal with them is part of the game of life. If you did everything perfectly, you would never learn anything. Mistakes remind you of your humanity and allow you to grow.
School is a reality.
How you deal with that reality affects your future. Adolescence Is the Tunnel to Your Future Tunnels can be long, dark, and scary. The good news is that there is always light at the end of them.