If you don't feel the same way, I have the phone number of a good ophthalmologist. She carries the dead into the next world. Her heads are fire, pain and rebirth, and she is strong but full of mercy and can be gentle in her timing. She serves as release, and brings an end to suffering, destroying the vessel in order to turn our spirit into divine fuel. Almost all employ is an exercise in sadism and masochism, so to be aware of powers over and under ourselves makes the game easier.
Service is a sacred masochism and even sexual prostitution can be in the sacred realm.
But then again, some jobs are truly disgusting and some are made disgusting by the lack of respect paid by the bosses. Almost any act can be full of love and support, or full of cruelty and degradation.