Life is much better when you are present to live it. All you need is the strength to want to help yourself and you'll make it. I owe my recovery to my husband who literally went to Hell, grabbed me, and brought me back to life. If you put as much effort into recovery as you did into using, you will make it. I'm very grateful not to be a slave to pills anymore.
Sponsorship is the way to go.
Eleven years addiction to opiates with no childhood. Thanks Dr. R . Addiction doesn't discriminate. Free from Lortab for 7 months. Addicted to benzodiazapenes.