I guess that's why I've always tried to stop things when I feel my life is heading out of control. Sometimes I wonder how much I matter to certain people. If they think of me at all, or if they care about me, and if they do, in what way. But I don't think they ever think the same about me. I keep watching out for them anyway.
Someone has to.
I got my wisdom teeth out today. It wasn't too bad, I was frozen and got to keep the teeth. I'm not really in pain even. Yay for me. I want to chew real food.