My mom says boys are like that - they get what they can and then move on. I feel hopeless about my future, feel like everyone knows what happened and no boy will ever like me again. I wish I could take it all back. I cry all the time and wake up thinking it is just another poopy day. The things that used to make my happy don't now and I am struggling in school.
Some months are better that others.
You should speak to your mother and doctor about possibly changing to another brand - that could help. However the best advice I could give you is to hold your head high and learn from your mistake. I did the same thing and became pregnant at 15 and place my baby for adoption. Know that you are a wonderful and precious person and giving that gift of yourself away, especially to someone who can't and won't appreciate and truly love you for it is not worth it. Just remeber next time that you want to do it again, consider if it is something you really want.