There was a definite switch in my response that I feel startled my father. Starting with the 7th grade I went to Adventist schools. I was shy, first had sex at 20. I grew up in a sexually repressed environment. I currently want it around and would like to think it is part of normal life, but I don't feel obsessed with it.
Sensuality can open our creativity and let our life flow.
I respect the balance of life and am slowly building, observing and experiencing. I used to wonder if addictions were part of the human experience. I don't think that is a path I need to explore. I have seen so many casualties. The path of growth brings us in contact with many teachers.