I hate computers. Ahh, the inevitable first post after the Event. Everyone has their own ways to deal with loss. Some people drink. Some people do service.
Some people get sorrowful and grieve.
This delays a lot of stuff, but it's easier to deal with pain one small bit over a long time, than all at once. Emotional levelness has always been something I consider a virtue, so it suits me. Just one quick note. I was preparing the lab for teaching. The result of my negligence broke the million dollar UV exposure system, which thankfully was rapidly repaired.