This is letting go. Step out of the shadows into the Light. Seeking the Truth about who you are and what you can become is letting go. Release always follows revelation. When we let go of our own preconceived ideas about what works, and are willing to be receptive to new and higher ideas, this new inquiry always invites new insight.
Spiritual awareness has no opposite.
It just is. It is the Truth. Letting go does not mean giving up. Letting go is granting yourself permission to dedicate the situation wholly to Truth, to turn it over to a Higher Power and allow the Truth of new ideas to guide you. Letting go is looking for, listening for and consistently being in search of a higher and better path to inner-peace.