I don't want to lead a profligate life before them. Surely it would drag them down and that would be the cause of great misery for them. And there are others watching. That is a disparaging term applied by those who love darkness because their deeds are evil and goodness exposes them. Choose righteousness, Steve.
Worldly pleasures offer nothing but death and disgrace.
It's a pigpen out there and it eats up your inheritance. Embrace the cross. Die to self now, and the second death will have no terror for you. Be believing and enjoy eonian life. There's a race to run and a crown to win.