When care is pressing you down a bit. Life is queer with it's twists and turns, as everyone of us sometimes learns. And many a failure turns about. When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow - you may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out - the silver tint of the cloud of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are. It may be near when it seems so far. God cares for you. What a promise. Stand and see the promises of God fulfilled in your life.