It was heralded as an example of the company's committment to our client - it was applauded. They gave their time to someone who couldn't care less about them. I'm a wall. The cannonballs never stop - sometimes they miss sometimes they hit their mark and loose a few stones. I am a wall.
Smoke is still strong in the air from the cannon-fire.
Still I stand, disconcerted but always on guard. I'm feeling rather unmotivated at my job. Even when I was on a project, I was ok for a while, but then couldn't drag myself out of bed, couldn't stand staying late if everyone else was. I'm forced to be a tentmaker. I don't know what to do about my lack of motivation.