I'd like to quit my job, leave everything behind, move somewhere different, and start all over again where people didn't know me and some things about me. Then I could live for Christ much easier. I think just about everyone has at some point in time.
Truth is they are absolutely right.
You are no better than anyone else. God is transforming you this very moment. If you've read any of my other devotions you might have noticed that I mention our goal as Christians is to strive to be more like Christ. It's all on God's timing, just remember that he knows what is best for you. Stand strong, resist temptings and the dirt that satan may throw at you.