I experienced my own wall being broken down a little more also. I am feeling Jesus' healing power at work within me now. When I first started on my road of recovery, I wasn't sure if I'd make it. I only had faith to cling to. It was hard to see or feel the support and love that surrounds me.
Recovery is a long, difficult, and frightening process.
But it is a process. Healing takes time. Even though I began my process nearly ten years ago, I am still healing. I become afraid for no apparent reason. I get angry and don't know why.