You should read my journal. I have a fear that my site is an eternal project into which I will be sucked in and destroyed - all in the quest of bettering my life. What will actually better my life at the moment is making the artworks that will at some point be able to go onto my site. I'll just have to be content with adding more content to cyberspace. Plenty of ideas, just lack of solid time to fulfil those ideas.
Time is a very boring diary topic.
Try to capture another series of moments, worthwhile moments that will make the coming week bearable. Excited again, not frustrated. Now to 3 days of downtime by working for actual money. Iook at everything I have collected, tools have been repaired, refreshed ideals in place.