It's devastating to go to you best friend's funeral. I don't think that anyone can imagine how painful this is. I've been trying to relieve my guilt by visiting his grave. I just don't know why I couldn't have done something sooner. It's so hard to go to school without you.
Nothing feels the same anymore.
There was a flash of lightning at that moment and rain started to pour. But I didn't care. I looked into the dark sky. I shrieked and shut my eyes. And then I heard the rain stop falling and the booming thunder cease, quite suddenly.