Sounds seem louder, and the world is much too stimulating. Most of the time my single greatest wish is to curl into a ball someplace dark. I'm a physically healthy teenager, if that makes any difference. I feel like I'm floating in space, and nothing is real.
Reality is a brightly colored picture pasted over a void.
However, what you describe is not a normal way to feel, and definitely seems to be affecting your life for the worse. If you haven't already done so, please make an appointment with a psychiatrist or psychologist who can properly diagnose you and offer you treatment to ease your sensitivities and pain. Can you tell me what depakote is prescribed for other than as an antiepilectic medication. I know it is prescribed widely for psychiatric patients who have no history of seizures. Talk to a pharmacist or psychiatrist for more information.