Treated her badly and wondered why she found someone else. Things have turned around for us and now I am at the crossroads of just calling it quits. Reading your post took me back 9 months ago. Your feelings are normal for the situation that you are currently in. Not much you can do to supress them now.
Time does help.
It takes the hurt away. Well, maybe not away but lessens it to a tolerable degree. Take care my friend. There are many here going through exactly the same thoughs and feelings that you are. Wishing us all the Best.