Change your mind about sin and the hopelessness we sometimes feel and turn to the Lord Jesus Christ. He will receive you. Just being sorry is not what salvation is about. We are to bring forth much fruit, that is works of righteousness. Patience as enduring, or patient waiting.
Patience here means steadfastness, endurance, perseverance.
God works in us that we learn not to be turned from faith during the troubles characteristic of life, as our patience grows in trials. The testing of your faith produces endurance . We should count it all joy when we see ourselves enduring. When we are hurt we might make a bad noise. God will not mock for this but tells us quiet ourselves.