Yet, many times I got angry with mom, and countless times I was stubborn in fulfilling her daily wishes. There are difficult times that I have encountered, but within all those times, I have a mother on my side who supports and guides me to the right path in life. Despite what I have faced, the worst time is when I am lonely without mom. I fear my weaknesses, and I fear my future lying ahead. Without mom by me, I do not trust myself because I am too young and inexperienced to lead my own life.
Tonight is as empty as a vacuum, like a day without sunshine, and a soul without a spirit.
No longer do I feel mom's warm breath and her steady walk to my room everyday to check if I sleep well. It is the longest night I have ever had. The fear and anxiety for my mother's health keeps haunting me throughout. My mother has entered eternity. I felt so sleepy that I never want to wake up facing the reality, ever again.