But I had no idea about that. To a person who received advanced education like me, I only knew that the earth is made of substance. I was truly an atheist and a advocate of materialism. Thus I closed myself against everything concerning God in the past. I considered that the success and talents of a man came from his own effort.
Men can control their own life.
My examination failure greatly hurt my self-esteem. I felt helpless and was very depressed. Just when I was wandering in a crossroad, God found me and gave me a direction. I listen to your broadcast every night in order to know more about God. I seek God frequently and learned His truth earnestly.