Finally, it came to a head in 1998 and I started therapy to work out these issues. I have a wonderful therapist who is very supportive and caring. She understands that what I went through is not the norm and is outside most normal psychological phenomenon. I have made good progress but I have more to go. After all, it is as if I have 15 or so years of pain to unleash.
Some days are better than others.
But I no longer feel that I was being punished, and that I had no answers for why I was born the way I was. WHY they happened that matters. The use of the material on this page is strictly prohibited without permission. If interested, please email us.