Nervous enough to go through every item of clothing I own to find just the right thing to wear. Something that needs to be stated right away, before there are words and sentences to get in the way. Everything I put on says something about my life. My suit for work, my tee shirts with a message. Too hard, too cold, too .
Nothing feels old enough.
Nothing that is from that time before with Her. Time to go. On the way to the meeting, I will stop by her house and drop off the toys I have saved up for her young daughter. It s easy. It s on the way.