So, so far haven't N dipped, but from fear not strength. A response of polite indifference is just too unbearable to contemplate. At the very end of the healing process everythingh becomes dark and depressed. More so than the earlier parts. There is a rush of bad news from within side.
Nothing looks good or promising.
This last ditch attempt is doomed to failure and you will change some of your inner thinking and move on. Then you will see a bright side to life for the first time in a long time. Hang in there for the rewards are like a horn of plenty. In time, and I know it's hard to believe right now, your self-esteem and inner happiness will come back and you'll be surprised that you won't even care who he's with or what he's doing with his new sources of supply. You'll feel free.