Now, with her experience of God's love and salvation, and the love and caring support of so many friends and family members, her subconscious mind knows that it is safe. The little girl begins to remember some of the terrible things from the past. They are very disturbing and she doesn't believe they can be real, they must be nightmares or an overactive imagination. The little girl feels confused and frightened. She begins to discuss it with a psychologist.
More memories come, and it becomes painfully obvious that they are real memories.
The little girl's fantasies about how she came from a loving and caring family were being destroyed. She didn't want to remember anything more, but the bits and pieces of memories kept popping out. Sometimes in nightmares, then in flashbacks which occurred in the middle of the day. Soon it was impossible to escape them. It seemed like they haunted her almost constantly.