I want to see his face on TV with the word rapist across the top of the picture. Though it has been over 9 years since I was raped, and I am healing, it is still a continuous process. My husband tries to be understanding, but doesn t always understand. But I know he loves me and accepts me as I am. I m actually more demanding of myself than he ever is.
Sex is still very difficult.
I have just because of my first experience with sex. Maybe someday I will truly believe my husband doesn t want me to have sex just because he wants to. If I m not in the mood, he says he doesn t want to have sex. Well, that isn t as easy to believe when you ve been through what I have been through. I know there are other survivors who are also happily married and also still have difficulty with sexual desire.