If you have questions, admit them to yourself. Don't be afraid to explore the possible answers. To suppress your questions or hide from them only sets you up for even greater disillusionment and grief later. Don't be afraid to seek the truth. Truth may hurt, but it is the best medicine for healthy living.
Truth stands up to examination.
There is no need to fear it. If your belief is false, it is far better to face it and change it than to cling to it. The temporary pain of facing the truth is well worth the joy of freedom it brings. Author and speaker John Dawson has said that only we Christians have the freedom to be honest about our true situations. It is only when things are uncovered that the blood of Christ can be applied.