You phoned only two hours earlier that night to ask me if I could look after your 5 month old son, Marcus the following day, while you and your partner did the weekly shopping. We had made plans. I never imagined that these were to be your last words to me. All I now have of you are memories. Memories of my little brother who meant the world to me.
Some people say that things happen for a reason.
But I fail as yet to see the reason for the pain and suffering I have felt since your death. He was born on 31st August 1961 and died 29th July 1999.