The unseen enemy takes years to grasp our hearts and clutch the bleeding thing, squeezing the life out of it. The Enemy leaves behind a barely-functioning muscle in its wake. Desperation, anxiety and pain fill the void The Enemy s power, infiltrates this broken bleeding mass and causes the pain to subside, for a moment. But the relief is only fleeting. Rainbows and flowers cease to become magical instruments of transformation to happiness.
Small children become an annoyance rather than a pleasure.
The outlook of one who has been attacked by The Enemy becomes narrower and ceases to be in color. Shades of black and white, toil and tiredness, uselessness and profound despair paint the internal consciousness of those attacked by The Enemy. When I speak of heart I speak metaphorically, as the heart being the center of perceived emotion as well as bravery, stalwartness and honor all the while, in reality it functions as a muscle. Yet, we have attributed these qualities to the heart, as the heart is the center Chakra as well as being the center Cabbalistic-ly as well as in Christianity. The human heart is noted as the center of our being, due to it s importance in mankind s spiritual evolution.