I mean, it's not like she was built or anything. Joy was a beanpole. Maybe I wouldn't have been so suicidal if I had lost it to her. A reason to live and all that shit. I mean after I finally lost it at the age of 25, I can honestly say I've never seriously thought about suicide.
Sex is too damn good.
B ut I had a stronger reason to not kill myself before I lost it. And Joy was indirectly the cause for it, even if we never did actually have sexual intercourse. S he hung out for a long time, though. Even though I was a downer. And she put up with me when I got into my suicidal moods, which was quite often.