I want to be able to do the things that I long, play with my kids, Sing them a song. I want to make love to my husband and friend. To hold him close like we used to before. I never dreamed this would be taken away, like dancing in the rain, and not singing again. I never imagined I wouldn't be able to make love to my wonderful husband, my best friend and love.
People take for granted all they can do, like walking and talking is all nothing new.
I never asked to be dealt with this hand. I don't take for granted even the fact that I can stand. To ask someone to really understand is next to impossible unless they have been dealt the same hand. I want to be able to function without pain, get ride of these feelings. Even one little grain.