In that case, it would be interesting to hear how the experience was for you. I hope the resources here, including the links, will be helpful. But an experience is different from reading about it, and the important thing is to come into it with an open heart, and live into the experience. If you have a phone number for the Meeting you plan to attend, you may be able to chat with someone from the Meeting beforehand. This may give you something of a sense of the particular Meeting.
Meetings vary enormously.
If there is more than one Meeting close to you, you might try visiting more than one. One may speak to your condition more than another. All rights reserved. Used under License.