As long as we remain rational, 'it' remains rational. The primordial field has all known properties. We understand its force nature through experiments with charged capacitors, magnets, and gravity. In every case, a distortion of the primordial field results in an unbalanced force. Apparently the primordial field has certain mechanical characterizations which allow for the propagation of 'waves'.
Mechanical characteristics mandate the possibilities of discrete 'particles'.
Both characteristics exist simultaneously. The measuring instrument asks the question, the Universe provides the answer. Consequently, in the Universe of the primordial field the Nature or origin of the field is unknown being beyond the conception of the minds which are examining it. The human mind or body is a materialization of an implied tendency in the body of space. Consequently man can never know his source because only in the downstream of time is the material manifestation formed.