All intuitive illumination, all immediate knowledge comes from this part of your being which is closely connected with the Soul. If you only would understand the tremendousness of your goal - you would acquire true patience which will bring with it true humility. Just pray and wait. Oh my Lord, Thou art Light. I know, I see, I live in this Light.
Skepticism vanishes with the first experience of That.
Great Saints are sad only for others. In themselves they are full of special Joy. Yes, so, but only then miserable when it is mistaken for reality. Never miserable when THAT is realized behind the screen, as well as in the midst of the whole show. No more questions, Only the subtlest silent discrimination.