Anti-semitism is alive and well. To become a Jew is to put yourself and your children in jeopardy. You must be convinced beyond doubt that what you gain is worth far more than you give up. Many of us have reached that conclusion. It is like a part of us was at Sinai, and we become obsessed with returning.
Nothing is more important.
Nothing else will satisfy our souls. We need to know again what Hashem wants from us, and we need to make ourselves available to do it. You may well feel that way, too. That is the time to seriously approach conversion. Then you will study more, learn to observe the mitzvot, and begin to take on the resposibilities that you will have as a Jew.