I'm struggling a LOT with my life right now. I can't even begin to explain the pain Kelly is putting me through. I've sent 5 e-mails to her now, all with automatic read receipts and none with a reply. I've called twice since returning from Haiti and have been hung up on both times. Most recently this morning and then last Wednesday too.
Tomorrow is our anniversary.
My struggle is intense. We married under the pretense of sin. Our marriage could not be blessed by God, but he saved me while married to her. So then, I know I'm forgiven and have the heart to separate myself from the things of the world. I feel a close fellowship with Him.