The thing is, I love him soooo much when he is good. But this time, my denial gear is faulty. I haven't dropped the whole ball on the counselor yet. I let H talk all last session, to get him comfortable. Yes, I did bring up the gun, and the Counselor did tell H that wasn't cool, but I haven't gone into the cycle of violence yet.
Tomorrow is the next appointment.
H won't be happy when we're done. God help me. I'm praying for you, Mourning. Please take very good care. Hate to have you make headlines or the evening news.