As many as 4 million people in this country suffer some kind of violence at the hands of their spouse or domestic partner each year. Victims of domestic violence come from ALL walks of life, all cultures, all income groups, all ages, all religions, and all orientations. They share feelings of helplessness, isolation, guilt, fear, and shame. Talk to someone. Part of the abuser's power comes from secrecy.
Victims are often ashamed to let anyone know about intimate family problems.
Go to a friend or neighbor, or call a domestic violence hotline to talk to a counselor. Plan ahead and know what you will do if you are attacked again. Learn to think independently. Try to plan for the future and set goals for yourself. Call the sheriff or police.