There is a difference between believing that Christ is the Savior of humankind in general and coming to know Him as one's own Savior. Faith, understood as an interior awakening to the glory and meaning of the cross, is a gift of God. It is a work of the Holy Spirit within us. If we do not have this kind of faith, let us seek it. Let us pray for it as the Apostles did.
True faith is inseparable from the experience of divine holiness and divine love.
Yet those who have such experiences do not dwell on them. People of faith are not spiritual exhibitionists, but heralds and ambassadors of the Lord Jesus Christ. Living on a 'religious high' is not serving the glory of God and advancing his kingdom. Humility such as this is an indispensable mark of authentic piety. No one can be confronted by the Holy God without having a poignant sense of one's own creatureliness and sinfulness.