This was all very moving, the first time she had truly felt compassion for how confused that part of her had been. While I'm not a therapist, I have certainly had my share of consultations with this segment of the population. When I ask them what emotions they have about it, I almost always hear fear and anger. The sexual abusee rarely brings up guilt until I prod them about it as the session unfolds. Of course there's guilt.
Sexual abuse involves our pleasure zones.
Sex is nature's greatest feelie and it is very likely that at least part of the sexual abuse feels good to the abusee. This is not always the case, of course. I certainly recognize that. They don't even want to face the guilt. Fear and anger are directed outwardly.