Never, never say anything is sinful or wrong in a cosmic sense. Never pass on the lunacey, the Emotional Plague, that has come down to us from ages of superstition and barbarism. A world without morals. It is not anarchy. It is what every person with an ounce of sanity knows.
Nobody is to blame for anything.
We are all in the mess together because our ancestors were mad and a mad society has passed on their repression from generation to generation. You enjoyed feeling Evil because it made you seem heroic. The humiliating truth, Marquis, is that you were merely ill. That is the horror of the situation. We all know it by now, but we cannot remember.