About time they got down to business. Like before, I'll be polite and be 2nd in line. Everyone is kind of just milling around and seeming to be real sociable. I want to be part of this easy going atmosphere, and have a little fun too. But it seems like I just don't have any positive or fun feelings left in me.
Nothing is funny any more, nothing is sad either.
I remember when things used to be funny or sad, I even remember when I cared about other people and I even remember crying about things. But that was a long time ago, and right now I have more important things to worry about than emotions or people. It looks like the meeting is going to get under way again. If Mad Dog wasn't here I'd be out of here like a bolt of lightning and grab a drink. My heart is racing and I have to sit on my hands to keep my arm from shooting up like a rocket.