You don't understand. God, if only someone understood. If only you understood, The feelings I have, The thoughts that run through my head, The secrets that I hide from the world. Yet it's wrong as wrong could ever be. The wrong you see is right for me.
Nobody gets it, the feeling is wrong.
You have no clue about the feelings. No clue of the thoughts, Thoughts of picking up that knife. If only you understood. To feel the pain. To end the thoughts of suicide once and for all.