You are very careful to be courteous to your fellowman, but instead of receiving the gift of eternal life from the hands of a merciful God, you insult Him by trying to pay, with your good deeds, for the salvation He so graciously offers. I'm afraid that my bad deeds have outweighed my good deeds. That startled him. He looked at me in utter amazement. He thought if his good deeds outweighed his bad deeds, all would be well.
Multiplied thousands believe the same thing.
He thought he could earn, or buy, or merit eternal life by his goodness. After I showed him that salvation is a gift, he bowed his head and received the Lord Jesus Christ. He that hath not the Son of God hath not life. You can settle this most important matter now by receiving the Lord Jesus Christ. Tell Him you trust Him now.