If you have answered yes to these questions, you are in an active search for the meaning of your life.
Research indicates that the search for life meaning is one of the most basic of our human drives.
So the answer is that you won't be able to ignore it forever. Life meaning is too basic to our human make-up. One approach is Practical Spirituality. 1. Begin to trust that you have the answers to your own life pattern and meaning. Wait for the answer.