You are learning that even a born artist can hardly bear the labor of living art. You see art as prophecy, sacred icons, and revolutionary images. Art demands all that you can be. You change your signature several times, but freedom seems to come only within art itself. You see so many living lies in the world.
Societal rationalizations continue to discount the arts.
Yet, you have a spark in your heart that will not be extinguished. The Native versus Christian conflict contained a hidden blessing. Security remains illusion and seems not so important in the light of fellow travelers now at home and far away. Your genius shines in new depths. Who Walks In The Lead.