I've let the little things go that used to bother me. I used to be real anal about things and a friend in Cleveland used to call me fastidious Karen. I always had to have things done a certain way and everything had to be clean and organized and just perfect all the time. It's not important if your hair doesn't get washed everyday or you don't put makeup on. You know, it's more important to spend time with your friends and family and saving your energy for fun things, not cleaning the house and washing walls.
Some people die in a car accident and they never get to do certain things.
If I want to go someplace, I go. I don't stay home and say I'll do it later. I try to do all those things that I've wanted to do and didn't. We've talked to the bishop about it too because I don't want the traditional, boring, sad funeral that, you know, everybody's like, how long's this thing going to last, and where they're all crying so hard that you can't even think straight. I just want it to be people getting up there and telling little stories about me.