And yes, I was quite nervous when we did have it. I told her I was just not ready for a relationship and broke up with her without really giving a good reason two days later. Honestly, I feel really bad about breaking up with her. But I couldn't get the nerve to admit that she has effectively castrated me with that question and with the comments about her old husband's size, I was not impressed. I doubt that I could ever have sex with her again because of all the pressure she has put on me about it.
Women often fail to realize that men have a LOT of anxiety about sex.
We are the star of the show and can't just do it when we don't feel like it. I assume that my potency will return, but I really fear that I am going to end up being one of those guys that is all hard and ready for action until the final moment and then goes limp. This is definitely scaring me. I am already dreading the next sexual encounter that I will have. I just really got paranoid that she would end up mentally castrating me because I am not really interested in having sex every day of the week.