Ms. Watson was shocked beyond words. I assume you are now going through a divorce. You see, it is elementary again, dear Watson, you are wearing your wedding band on your right hand suggesting that you have recently separated or divorced but are not yet ready to accept the situation. Very natural reaction, feeling grief and loss over this divorce, and probably a big source of your anger I would guess. The rest is mere statistics.
Most people have a gone through at least one divorce in their lives, sad as it is.
And having a problem with anger, at least of the venting kind, tends to destroy relationships with family and coworkers. I might say that your anger has served you well in life, helping you get to the top, struggling against your male counterparts, making you tough and all that. But that has alienated you from your loved ones and your staff. People follow you because they fear you, not really respect you as you would like to think. That is until they finally leave.