What I remembered most was the scourging of Jesus Christ before His death on the cross. I cried when I understood what Jesus had suffered for me. I felt so unworthy and became convicted of my inability to stand before God. I asked a Christian friend. Her answer came from the Bible.
Salvation is a gift .
But you don't know what I'm like. I can't even drive down the street without swearing at people. I could not be a Christian on my own. That's why Jesus Christ had to die for us. Call on Jesus to save you.