After years in jail, I'm lonely. I want sex. Sometimes I feel like I NEED sex. They are just sexually starved and they crave affection and interaction with others. But it's an unmanly weakness.
Masturbation is a weakness, too.
It try not to give-in to touching myself. It's more natural to have wet-dreams. You can't help having them, so that's not unmanly. The strongest and most masculine men can't help having wet-dreams. Pornography is bad, too.