All my pain and anguish was renewed with a vengeance compounded with an equal measure of pure overwhelming primordial rage. Unbelievable though I still love her like nothing else I have ever known. I pray on my knees for God to deliver a miracle and help me deal with this pain. I went through all the conventional routes and still am. Counseling with the Chaplain, community Mental Health, my Sergeant Major.
Nothing really helps.
I trusted her with everything, literally. I had hardly signed a check in four years. She insisted on handling everything. She walked out with one days notice and took basically her personal possessions. She signed over everything to me.