Expect to move on as soon as they do. There's a thin line that separates unconditional love from codependency. Your relationship situation is clouded because you can't see your partner clearly. If you can bring your self to do it give your self more time and space this week. To continue to cater to people out of fear that they'll leave or go ballistic isn't good for your health.
Weird characters are about to show up.
They will get you to stretch your limits and expand your mind. Don't snub anyone just because they appear strange. The real impact of everything that's happened hasn't hit you yet. You're using every logical defense mechanism in the book to protect you from the truth. It's time to pierce the veil and begin to understand at least some of what you don't want to see.