Jesus tells us that there are only two paths to choose from. Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it. Turning your life around may not be easy, but Jesus Christ has paved the way for you. He paid the price for your sin by dying on the cross. Then God raised him to life so that you would have eternal life.
Sin brings punishment and death.
God's kindness save you, and you have life with Christ. Christ sets you free from sin, and your sins are forgiven. Make way for God's Spirit to make you into a new person. Christ carries the burden of your sin. Accept the new start he offers you.