You will become stronger inside. You will be able to disentangle yourself from his interactional style and become more able to look upon his behaviour objectively. If you find it difficult to separate from your child in this way, ask yourself whether you need him more than he needs you. The answer to this question could be at the root of your problem. Dont suffer until you have a breakdown.
Many parents struggle with their difficult child to the point where they have a nervous breakdown.
They believe that they are responsible for his behaviour and that if only they can get things right for him he will change. Often they live with the false hope that he is merely passing through a funny stage and that he will grow out of it. Accordingly they fail to seek help, and as a result both they and their child suffer. Unable to stay on task, the child begins to fail in his schoolwork and his behaviour deteriorates. Because he is unable to inhibit his impulses he is rejected by his peers.