My heart began to pound, and the guilt rose in my heart, and I could feel my old patterns begin to resurface. I no longer need to punish myself with guilt, nor feel unworthy of love. I am loved by all that is. I released my guilt and fear, and sent her a prayer of love, thanking her for the opportunity she gave me to practice my new beliefs. Unlike our original birth, rebirth occurs gradually.
New beliefs take awareness and practice.
I feel more grounded in my body now, and when I meditate, my higher self has relocated. Overtime it has shifted from being somewhere above me, to my third chakra, and now I feel the essence of my higher self inside my body. I think that the releasing of core beliefs from my body is allowing my higher self a space in which to make a home.