It just got so bad that we could no longer hold onto eachother. Currently, I did finally remarry to a wonderful man whom I took to my doctor. I haven't worked in 5 years and am receiving disability. I have tried to work in the past but my body just will not allow it. I do still have many many symptoms as well as new ones, and damages caused to my system due to the illness and treatment.
Most days are a fight to get through.
I have been told that I have Chronic Lyme disease or Post Lyme disease, although blood tests are negative. So at this point all I can do is hold out hope for the future, that one day some doctor from somewhere will say that he's found a cure for myself and people like me.