Denial of loss of control. This important factor involves a lack of acceptance of the disease precept at a personal, experience level. I just don't have it that bad. So I can drink again as long as I am careful. Denial involves failure to make a personal connection between abusing mood-altering chemicals and the problems which follow.
People continue with the same behavior while expecting different results.
As a defense mechanism, the denial pattern seen in people addicted to alcohol or other drugs is more global than the pattern seen in neurotics. The dynamics of denial, while a mosaic of chemical and emotional factors, are derived from excruciating physical and emotional pain, coupled with a paralyzing fear of loss of control. Abstinence from mood-altering chemicals for any length of time leaves a void which is biochemical, psychological, and spiritual in nature. Dishonesty usually taking the form of reality distortion and emotional concealment. This type of dishonesty may include extensive rationalizations and extramarital affairs and is likely to contribute to relapse, since it occurs in the area of relationships which are so problematic for most alcoholics.