Perhaps, your pain is more in your thinking than in your blouse. Implants are only one option. In addition to padded bras, external enhancements are also available which can give you the look and feel of a larger bust without the cost and risk. Whatever your decision, be aware of the risks. You're dealing with surgery and you're putting something foreign inside your body.
Some woman swear by implants, others insist they're unsafe.
She hates that she hates her best friend Dear Harlan, I think I hate my best friend. We've gone to school together for three years and have been friends since freshman year. This summer, though, I've been spending a lot of time with her, and I realize, I just don't like her very much. We've had lots of good times, but she's hurt me on many, many occasions. Sometimes, I think I'm the only one giving in this friendship.