An Inconsolable Loss I can't always pull myself together. My nerves are in such disorder that sometimes I can't hold Tamar. Unfortunately, she must look for her father's warmth in me. I am awfully sorry for her and for my husband. I am alive only because my child needs me.
Time passes, but the pain is inconsolable.
I am still young, but feel myself old and tired. I live in a one-room flat in a block of flats. I am a teacher of the high category. Still, I can't get wages because of my country's poor economical condition. I'm sick and I have no money to take care of my poor health.