If it's not, don't be surprised. You'll learn a lot about yourself. And, you'll learn a lot about the parts of yourself that aren't your self. As you move through life, observe it. Observe your reactions.
Observation is a primary tool of awareness.
The more you observe what you're now unaware of, the more aware you become. There is a saying that has found its way onto plaques, posters, buttons, bumper stickers, mugs, T-shirts, and balloons. Any idea with such universal appeal must have more than a modicum of truth. This saying does. God isn't finished with me yet.