She shot the drug recreationally one to three times a week from the time that she was 23 until 28 years old. She overdosed five times. I was becomming addicted. I stopped cold turkey because one of my best friends died using it recreationally. I shouldn't be alive.
Nobody overdoses five times.
It's like a big set of sissors cutting the world away. It makes you feel self-contained, whole. You don't feel needy or vulnerable. It's the ultimate emotional pain killer. The body builds up a tolerace for herion.