All right, there are those pangs of jealousy whenever you see someone else moving in on your former territory. The kiwi still makes you a little depressed. But your ex you re ok with saying that now has lost the claim to your heart. It s your own again. Despite the occasional regressions, you know you ve moved on.
More time passes.
You can rationalize the hurt a little better now. You summon up all your faith to your aid and teach yourself all over again that this is in the Almighty s hands. God s will be done, and if in the long run that means someone else for you, so be it. You marvel a little at a world where love is rejected and goes to waste. You wonder if it ll ever be redeemed.