Being absorbed in details, and often worry. Excessive mental activity. The Carol Channing response. The refusal to process information. I don't know how to do this.
Procrastination is a classic symptom.
In the end, this journey has taken me into learning how to live differently. With a background of years of meditation, I was a bit surprised when these deep patterns surfaced. But it's very much what some of the large healing patterns of this year may trigger. Essentially, what can surface this year are the ways we are holding back our own growth. It's easier to move out of adrenaline addiction if we have a consistent place where it's being pointed out to us.