Of course, then it's important to do what you know he is leading you to do. Also, you may want to consult with a trained Christian counselor. A counselor can help you find the caused for your depression and work through your feelings. He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out from the bog and the mire, and set my feet on a hard, firm path and steadied me as I walked along. He has given me a new song to sing, of praised to our God.
War can bring out the best and the worst in people.
Thousands of men sacrificially gave themselves for their comrades, falling on grenades or taking bullets to save the lives of others. And some did the opposite. But in any war, soldiers must do things that they never imagined they could or would. That's why many veterans never talk about their combat experiences. Burying their memories and guilt, they try to put the war behind them.