I just wasn't sure what it was. Now I know. My world is too chaotic, too random. Anything can happen, everything is a possibility.
Nobody is in control.
Finally, someone has given me a glimpse into my utopia. The glimpse is the new Jim Carrey film, The Truman Show. A tragic tale of a man who has everything laid out for him and he has to go and muck it up. Jim plays Truman Burbank, a man who has spent his entire life, from birth, as the unknowing star of his own television show. He has been raised in the world's largest sound stage and every moment of his life has been choreographed and filmed.