Not long ago I found myself in a joyless crumbing marriage, a very shaky financial state and beginning to lose myself in alcohol and soon again, I'm sure drugs. This was a big difference from what had been over 12 years previous-chemical free life.
Thoughts are the seeds of sin.
At one time I had victory in Christ, excited about my prayer life and fellowship and all the beautiful miracles of drawing close too God. He is very real. He is a destroyer of good and he works his way into a weak area. My marriage was beginning to show positive signs. I was now without any protection from full demonic oppression.