I presented the world and all those not associated to my family, with the portrait of an idealistic child, one who believes in good and the triumph of the spirit over any evil. But in reality I learned the true way of this society. I learned the true way of my family. From the earliest of ages I realized what the reality was. Corners were cut, margins were trimmed, scams and shakedowns were and are everywhere.
Nothing is as it seems . . . .
Contests aren't really winnable, prizes are predetermined. Everything can be bought or gotten to. Anyone can be reached or pressured or coerced or bought. People die for a few dollars. And the beauty of all this is that very little of it is personal, but rather it is all in the name of business.