For me, the spontaneous form is that I am a bubble of consciousness. I do not claim that I am a God. He who claims himself as Brahma is not a practical man. He may be intelligent and well-read. If someone is really Brahma, let him do some good to the suffering humanity, or at least save himself from sorrows and pain.
None can do it.
All harvest the fruit of deeds. I am not a hypocrite. I have done my duty as an honest disciple. But I understand, you cannot avoid the fruit of your previous deeds.