I thought recovery was about gaining weight. I feared it like it was my worst enemy. I now know that I was wrong.
Recovery can on a physical level be about gaining the weight the body needs to do it's job.
It can be about learning to eat more and eat more often. But I found out that recovery is about learning to live, instead of just existing as a body. I learned that recovery is about finding a life that works for me, a life based on my talents, my dreams and my limits. It's about learning to live my life, not the life others have prepared for me. It's about accepting that I am not perfect and I will never be perfect.