Please don't let this dist urb you. After all, the Apostles spent three years learning to be disciples. You'll read the scripture text for the week out of your own Bible. I recommend that you use the New International Version , since that's what I use. But any good Bible translation will work fine.
Most public libraries have several Bible translations for loan or in-library use.
Your local Church can also help you find or borrow a Bible. I'll be sharing the lessons I see in the passage. Though many people will use this in their devotions, my exposition will actually discuss the teaching, background, key words used, etc. in the passage. Key Verse . Here's a verse from the lesson you can meditate on.