This would have had a two fold effect. He might have been able to change the document because of the new issue. B. It would have left a public document that would have shown Kurt's fears. Kurt may not have intended to kill himself when he load the shot gun. The suicide my have been a impulse.
Many people always leave fully loaded weapons around the house.
Mentioning the death of Kristen Pfaff a former hole band member serves nothing. I am sure at least one can be made up. Kristen Pfaff, was found dead in her bath tub holding a bag of suspected drug paraphernalia. They said this wasn't unusual. Sites repeatedly engage in arm chair psychiatry trying to diagnose MS Love with several mental illness.