I had to tell him, because I'm involved in a civil suit against Milt. Mom and Dad have both been really understanding. Now they have an explanation for my behavior over the last couple of years. Dad has a really warped sense of humor. Mom got together different eight-millimeter films from my childhood for me to watch and got records of all my hospital visits.
None have anything to do with sexual abuse.
I can't really explain those journals. Maybe Milt gave me some kind of post-hypnotic suggestion. A lot of times-in my safe spot, I don't really remember what he said, but I know he was talking. Oh, I functioned, took care of my children. I had a high-functioning alter, that's how Milt put it.