That's a step in the right direction. You did a stupid thing that almost cost you your marriage. But, you're on track now, and you've got to get on with life or you WILL lose your marriage. As I said before, Maya, you can do it. I know you can.
Petunia is one blessed woman.
Now you're gonna make me cry. You guys're too cute. Maya, I remember this sooo well. Yep, it's irrevocable. I understood for the first time that I had broken a sacred circle, that I could never 'undo' it.