I then joined the Marine Corps in order to learn about leadership. I left there to join Xerox where I learnt to sell. Take the long term approach. Find employment where you can learn these skills, even if it means taking a second job. There are five main obstacles.
Nobody likes loosing money.
However if you can't handle your fear about it you won't be able to make any. One of the most common reasons for lack of financial success is that people play it too safe. One thing you can try and do is to think like a Texan. They live their life big. They either win big or they loose big.