But we NEED a Savior and Deliverer and Comforter and Healer and He works through people, and we must not forget that when we are in the House of God, it is His ministry that should be taking place, not our own. God loves us, but we must respect Him and be grateful for His ways. We must pray to be all He wants us to be. Rather we should be participants in His glory. Just as the eagerness is there in a youth to get out on his own, it's also the place where serious mistakes can be made with long term consequences.
Maturity is a good place and a hard place.
Respect the House of God and its order, even if you think or know you can do it better. In being a servant, as it says in Proverbs, your gift will make room for you if you know how to deliver it in order. Jesus often had to depart from the crowds and even His disciples to get alone with the Father to recieve His ministry. It's hard for ministers to hear God when others are talking non-stop, giving you their opinions. Learn to appreciate silence and break off the fear of paranoia.