I desperately want to break out of my own patterns, but I have no idea how to do so. That's what's scaring me. I have no idea what to do to make things better. I have vague ideas, of course. If I just get organized, everything will fall into place.
Organization is the key to everything.
With the right list, or the right chart or 30-day plan, I'll be on the road to something better. Or else it's discipline I lack. Everything comes from self-discipline. I just have to force myself into a routine, and I'll find my problems falling away. Maybe it's just a positive attitude I'm lacking.