Man needs to master his feelings. Wake up within yourself the spirit of Truth. He will guide you in all conditions and circumstances of life. Prayer is not prayer, if it is inspired by fear. Prayer is linking the soul with the Oversoul.
Prayer is communion with the Eternal principle that is within everyone.
It is always good to grow in the spirit of forgiveness. But we must also learn to forget. Whatever you do, do it in the best way you can. The unwise find fault with others, the partially wise find fault in themselves, the wise ones find fault in no one, neither themselves nor others. Goodness has no limits, You may be the best person in your circle.