What she found in her very scholarly research was that it WAS True. It changed her life for the better and gave her an inner strength many only long for but seek to find in the opinions of others. Read her book The Woman With The Alabaster Jar. I was not raised a Christian either aside from a year or two at church here and there. The inconsistencies and lack of practicality in the Bible and it s teachings left me flat.
Men have fewer problems with the Bible since it is skewed towards their benefit.
I have never doubted the wisdom of one of the bravest men this Earth has ever known however. Jesus was a Prince and the rightful inheritor of the Crown of Israel. As such he raised an army and did everything he could within his power as the leader of his people to rid the Romans of his land. He had great wisdom as well and also taught peace and love. Anyone who studies the works of the Essenes is familiar with his message.