I feel like I'm living a double life or something. I am hoping that these feelings are going to go away if I just meet the right girl. I don't think you should reveal this to anyone on the football team because it could cause major conflict between you and your teammates. First off, be straight with yourself. There is a possibility you could be gay.
Nothing is wrong with that.
You need to talk to someone who is a role model in your life and tell that person how you feel. These feelings might go away, but if they don't you need to prepare yourself for the next steps you will be taking in the future. Don't just try to go out with any girl to see if they make you hot. If the attraction isn't there that person might end up getting hurt because of your experimentation. There are a number of books that discuss some of the feelings you are having.