I know I have it good. That's the hell of it. I have it so good, and I feel like shit because I can't seem to appreciate it. Because I can't seem to get myself together enough to do something with it. I'm going to be feeling ohsomuchbetter, and it'll seem ridiculous that I thought I felt so low.
Nobody gets that low.
But I'm there. And feel terrible that I come off as so inconsistent. And I want to stop it. I want it to stop. I'm tired of feeling like this.