You're not ever going to get it done. Could you meditate, line up your energy, make your lists, make your thought and feeling match your desire. Could you get so good at that, that the universe would deliver to you a perfect finished creation. No, no, nothing will ever stand still. As soon as you create the perfect one, you will get another idea.
Nothing stands still, it's a constant act of realignment.
It's a constant state of finding your balance where you are. It's a constant state of standing where I am doing whatever I can do, listening to music, listening to a tape, meditate, go to a happy movie, watch the ducks swimming in the pond, pet the kitten. It's a constant state doing whatever you can do to connect with your source energy and then looking around an eternally changing landscape for new things to find as your object of attention. Ahhh, we cannot think of anything more wonderful than a long long stream of lovers. Unless it's one lover that you have a long long stream of experience.