Hear me right, please. I am not asking if you giggle or laugh a lot. I have seen some deeply-hurt people use laughter as a cover. I am not asking if you are enjoying pleasure .
Pleasure is a fool's-gold look alike of joy.
Not that there is anything wrong with pleasure - or laughter for that matter. Pleasure is a real, and often a good experience. But it doesn't last. Pleasure and laughter fade. It IS possible to have, you know.