Only one side of the body was reacting strangely, as one would imagine a radiation exposure would manifest, red and warm, burnt on a particular side of the body being exposed to a radionuclides source. I feel sick from a deep set memory that returns to haunt me. I did not ask for this, I want to be left alone. Those memories should go away. Five days go by.
Old fears come back like an army showing their helmeted heads in an attack mode.
It is all related, I am sure, and for all these years I had been negating it. I want answers, I cannot stand it anymore, the mystery, the doubt, the question mark of what all that I remember means. He is sorry and apologizes for not returning my calls earlier. He has been busy. I beg to see me and to grant me an interview, not the otherway around as I first planned to ingratiate him and find an entry into a mystery.