As you sit in meditation, the first thing you will experience as you close your eyes is a voidness, a darkness. Look into your eyelids as if looking with your eyelids open.
Meditation is an activity.
Close your eyes and feel and see that place that is beyond name, form, and color. Close your eyes and experience meditation as an activity. It is a journey, a movement. From the dualistic to the nondualistic. No confusion, no form, no color.