I learned to detach emotionally at a very young age from my parents. I love them though and talk to my mother every day. She cries all the time now and is always begging me for forgiveness even though I've assured her it's done. But it wasn't until I came here that I found out why these patterns have kept repeating themselves throughout my life. I've gone on long enough but I will write to you.
Recovery is a team effort imo.
Thanks again Kris. Your words of kindness mean a lot to me. I echo Kris's sentiment. Have a good vacation Nicky. I'll miss you too.