I can't sleep at night and my body feels worn out. I would be very happy if God would take me so that I could be out of my misery. Five years ago, I was an active, happy woman, when shingles and, later, PHN, struck. Today, I am a recluse. I cannot stand clothes to touch my back and side where the nerves are destroyed.
Nothing relieves the constant discomfort.
I would not be surprised if I have this condition until death relieves me. The pain is unbearable and comes on unexpectedly. I've learned to avoid sun, cold, wind, air conditioning, fatigue, hunger, etc. The pain just takes hold and won't go away. I am in great pain all the time.