I suffered some emotional degenerative diseases during my first three lovers, and you can't tell me any different. AIDS is everywhere. If you're not willing to get tested, you have no right to have sex. Everyone feels crazy sometimes, but girls have very few outlets besides emoting. Boys weren't taught this.
Masturbation is fun, easy and necessary.
Of friends I've had, those who had problems attaining orgasm were the ones who hadn't masturbated. It's difficult for your partner to give you an orgasm without your help. Plus, masturbation takes some of the pressure off being celibate. The rules are always changing. Be flexible, be true to yourself, and hold on to your center, because people - they will come and they will go.