You know that I am a tamburitzan, but there is more to life than tamburitzans. I have had my share of disappointments and letdowns,whether it be academically or athletically, just like everyone else. It is called life. I'm sorry, but don't use anyone else as an excuse to not tryout for the group. It's called competition.
Nothing is for sure in life.
I encourage you to audition because it is a worthy experience, and I hope you realize that if you don't go out and take chances in life, you will only be left with unresolved issues. I have also seen the audience on their feet applauding after every show, so we must be doing something right. Your other comments are valid, but try to avoid the slander. It only reflects poorly upon yourself. Maybe in years past it was competitive, but for now, the people in charge take who they want.