Okay, enough about my lack of a love life hahahaha. I am going to try and make a list of my feelings at the moment simply because I realise if I never bother to try, I never will discover how to feel. Enough for now huh. Figure out for yourself how I can feel all these at once. I have to dig right down there in my insides to pull these feelings up.
Parents are out for wedding dinner.
My mother today wanted to know if her children really thought she should dump her husband, and of course I said yes. I am afraid John is growing up without a father figure and this is hard for me to see going on because I know how much that affects him. The dear boy is growing up surrounded by oestrogen and follicle stimulating hormone with minimal testosterone and his friends at school call him The Lone Ranger because he simply doesn't fit. I could teach him, of course, but he doesn't want to learn. Obviously, he doesn't have my genes.