About time they got down to business. Like before, I'll be polite and be 2nd in line. Everyone is kind of just milling around and seeming to be real sociable. I want to be part of this easygoing atmosphere and have a little fun too. But, it seems like I just don't have any positive or fun feelings left in me any more.
Nothing is funny any more, but then, nothing is sad either.
I remember when things used to be funny or sad, I even remember when I cared about other people and I even remember crying about things. But that was a long time ago, and right now I have more important things to worry about than emotions or people. It looks like the meeting is going to get under way again. If Mad Dog weren t here I'd be out of here like a bolt of lightning and grab a drink. My heart is racing and I have to sit on my hands to keep my arm from shooting up like a rocket.