Now this realization brings with it new limitless levels of awareness. The previous encounters that you have had with emotion has been contrary to their perfect expression. There is no great burst of energy this time, instead what you feel is similar to a lit firecracker that never explodes. A sense of loss washes over you, pushing you to your knees. While your body loses its will to stand, you rest your head in your hands in a slouched over posture.
Moments pass by without notice.
Then you timidly lift your head to once again take into your mind the scene before you. Looking up you see a heavy-looking, but incredibly high ceiling which seems to goon without end in all directions. The surface of this ceiling glows an eerie shade of yellowish-grey, reflected from the amazing display of florescent and neon lights. Everywhere that you look you see bright lights. Some light are flashing on and off, other lights glow in tantalizing and hypnotic shades of blue, red, green, and yellow in unimaginable shapes and sizes.