My parents make me feel angry and hurt and worthless all at once, all the time. I feel guilty. Time creeps and rushes at always the wrong places. It is always too hot and too bright and too busy and I am always too tired and too late and too far away from everyone. The world is going crazy.
People are insane.
I don't want a war. I don't want hate and stupidity and this entire nightmare. I want to stop feeling so ridiculous for being so weak. I can't write. There are no words inside of me, nothing to say here or anywhere.