This process will continue until the day that I will be saved when He takes me home to heaven, and I receive my glorified body. For me, there's an incredible freedom in knowing that I don't have to be perfect now. I can grow in being like Him, but when I mess up, there is mercy. That is the kindness of God. One of the wonderful things about dramatic change is that it shakes everything up.
Nothing is left unshaken.
Schedules, expectations, finances, relationships, and even our walk with the Lords goes through a shaking. It can be hard, if we've grown dependent on such regularity. I've had to come face to face, over the last ten months, with who I really am. I'm not at all who I thought I was. I do too, some of the time.