Esau, a man driven by his passions. Esau despised his heritage and his inheritance. No wonder he settled for soup. Now let's be as honest and sincere as we can. Money vs Service.
Money is imperative in our society, as no doubt it is in most societies.
Without it we can't very well cover the expenses of living in the present and preparing for the future. Even so, this imperative must yield to the principle of service. But I'll let you determine what the real choices are. On the other hand, your decision may not involve mission fields and cabbage fields. Pleasure vs Sacrifice.