Forget the supernatural until you are fully aware of what is natural around you. Learn what is real first. Utilize your energy to seek out righteousness and truth. Try not to be so shallow. Find reality and stick to it.
Perseverance is a trait that has served many well.
Seldom does something reveal itself instantly to you. The best things in life come from dedication and commitment. If you make up your mind and establish a goal, with reasonable steps to get there, you will make it. Aptitude is not necessarily more important than attitude. What you're capable of learning can be less relevant to your success than what you do with it.