It was caused by too many entities having increased their space around me. I was just too courious to wait. Next time the needle was far more active. And she begins Free Solo before she has read it all. Your awareness is excellent.
Many entities are in a state of helplessness.
Being helpless and feeling helpless are two different things. That's the trick. Keep some self discipline and try to erase one thing at a time. If you get too many entities going at the same time you can come to feel too sick. Feeling sick to erasure is fine, being sick is not so good.