The truth is the God of the Universe, the God who created all this and is master of life and death, the truth is God standing before the tomb where his good friend has been buried, sobbing out his grief just like all of us have done. Don't try to explain it, you can't. But truth is in the tracks of those tears on the dust-stained face of God. I forgive you. That's the absolute truth.
Nothing can ever change that truth.
Don't try to explain it, cause you can't. If you try to explain it, you will confuse yourself. Just sit there, at the foot of the cross, in the presence of pure, absolute truth. The truth is a cross. There is an immense truth in the breaking of bread and the pouring of wine.