When things are hectic, it is best to accentuate safety. Now it is best to take things just one step at a time. Consider establishing a routine to improve your health. Whatever arrangements you make are apt to be final. You are about to be recognized.
Politeness costs nothing and gains everything.
To get what you want you must commit yourself to something. Keep your plans secret for now. You can solve your problem if you exert yourself. All is well. Your happiness is intertwined with your outlook on life.