I m forced to take positions I feel are unfair because my superiors tell me to. They feel that political pressure to be tough on crime. I feel the pressure to keep my job. The gray is numbing. Real life eschews poles.
Morality is a continuum.
You re on your way to healing. Remember, the first step is admitting that you have the problem in the first place. You ve made a big stride toward recovery by attending this meeting. The new Adventism. This ain t your parents religion.