I don't know where things are headed, or even where I want them to go right now. Lee has been a constant in my life for 12 years. Our relationship is so tangled together that extracting my life from hers is difficult, at best. It's almost like a marriage. But marriages go through troubled times.
Marriages fail, too.
Hearing what Lee had to say about me yesterday made me look at myself in a different light. This is mostly pain still talking. After work, I didn't feel like going home and moping, so I went to Mom's house and moped. I poached a couple of eggs and had them with some dry toast, and they didn't upset my stomach too much. NYPD Blue was an odd experience.