To repeat, intellectual understanding of higher consciousness in no way assures that you will ever experience higher consciousness.
Myriad intellectuals lie in heaps along the roadside.
They have the ideas but have not used those ideas to create new tendencies. Even if your heart palpitates in sympathy with some great mission, your thoughts and emotions in no way assure that you will be able to accomplish that mission or even stay true to it for two days. Another thing must be understood about these all-important tendencies. A true tendency is a product of your whole being. Since every part of your life must work in harmony with the other parts, a tendency cannot be created without the cooperation of your thoughts and your feelings.