It is repentance that God requires. Repentance is a change of mind. To love and yet quit it is not the same as hating it and quitting it. Your supposed victory over a sin may be simple displacement. This may look spiritual, but there is nothing of God in it.
Natural men do it every day.
Seek the face of God above all. Sin is dropped, society is cleansed, families are mended, because people have encountered God. The disinterestedness we seek is found in the revelation of God. Other uses require written permission. Write for additional materials.