On one level, you may feel like you haven't the slightest idea what's really motivating you. Perhaps you're mildly aware of the furious subconscious forces that reach you in your sleep, or in moments when thought lapses. But you may also feel the plain and simple urge to build and to create. What you may not quite be getting is that both processes are directly linked. Rare mixtures of psychic chemicals and physical forces are enabling you to bring elements of Self into your creative work that for so long seemed utterly impossible, out of reach or the domain of masters.
Miracles are in the cards.
Nobody had a perfect past. Parents impart both their good attributes and their less savory ones to children, conveying both limits and virtues. The struggles put just the right limits on you, your advantages pushed you forward in just the right direction, and the two worked together to form a person who is, at this point, at just the right place and the right time to take full advantage of knowing that you are safe and productive in a highly chaotic world. You are in a rare position to take the contents of your mind, and the values you live by on a daily basis, and shape them into visions of a life, or of a life's work, that will only serve to benefit both you and the culture in which you live. In actual fact, the more different, the better.