I don't know if it's possible to get it together by this point. In some ways, I wish I had some major problem, like drugs, or gambling. Something a lot more concrete than the fact that everything's just slightly off. There's a plan for folks who have major problems. You go to AA, you check into a clinic, you go to group therapy.
People understand that.
That's not all about money. When other people talk about salaries and the like, I couldn't care less. I just want enough to get by, and what I'm making should be more than enough for that. But I can't make it work. Getting more money wouldn't help that, it's all in the way I approach it.