If you'd just lose the weight you'd be gorgeous. Beauty is a taught concept and the cultural standards for beauty change frequently. The time and money we waste trying to meet cultural standards is a shame. I learned the difference in cultural beauty standards in a wonderful way. There are women who look like swimsuit models here.
Meat is for the man.
Fat discrimination exists in more ways than I can cover here. Notice and question your thoughts and behaviors toward fat people. Count the number of times you see, read or hear something that insults or discriminates against fat people. Think of all the people you know who are fat. Then investigate some resources to lead you to more information on size acceptance.