You should not let you pains overwhelm you, please try and get control of your life. There is so much to this beautiful and sacred world, it really has a lot to offer. Please try and seek help, go to a compassionate school counselor who will relate to your pain and help you. Life is really sacred and should never be thrown away. You have so much to offer.
People commit suicide because they are suffering from an illness called depression.
Depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain that is an actual illness just like diabetes or cancer. The only thing that will help is medication and therapy. Usually people don't ask for help when they need it the most because they are aren't being themselves and are not thinking clearly or acting normally. If you know of somebody suffering from this illness, please see that they receive the help they need. To her, her pain is just as real, just as devastating as anyone else's, and to say, 'Tut tut, come now, there are kids out there starving to death' sure does dismiss what it is she is feeling.