I would wake up at 4 a.m. automatically. Some girls were really mean. I overheard people saying that I looked disgusting. That must have hurt. Yeah, it did.
People can be mean.
This is a problem like someone has with drugs or alcohol and some people just don't understand. But my friends, family and people from the cast of The Sopranos were all great. They were really supportive. What really helped was that the producers told me I needed to gain weight. They said, 'You know, we really want you on the show, but we need you to put on some weight.