You seem to have toned down a lot. I have realised that it is best to keep a low profile. Publicity and popularity can harm you too. Human beings are basically selfish, and one person can't digest another person's success. He doesn't realise that a lot of hard work and sweat has gone behind that success.
People grudge other people's fame.
Success and the pronouncement of success gave me only pain. Now I'd prefer that my work speaks for me. It has taught me that in life you have very few friends, and Almighty God is your only true friend. I am fortunate to have a career in music, because I strongly feel that music has the power to heal. Even as I was going through hell, and attending sessions in court, music was by my side.