My experience tells me that there is always something good in what I may perceive as bad. I am learning to not stay stuck in anxiety and self-doubt. I have discovered that anxiety is my friend. I often wonder what life will be like when I reach my new objectives. . Then I get to choose all over again.
Problems are problems.
I've tasted success, albeit in small bites. You don't have to have a big bite of something that good to know that you want more. I will never, never quit. It's a stand I would die for. It helps me feel younger, like a kid again.