I now know it is not. If not - I am sure that there has been something that you have worked hard at to recieve. That is like prayer. It is so important to not stop communicating with our Lord. He is our Provider.
Prayer is simple.
At times I don't know what to say or pray about. He knows that. What counts is the effort I made to get closer to Him. He sees that. I don't know what it is that you wish to pray for.