I became a person that did things, a person that got things done. And yes, I am still adapting to this new body of mine. I am still chair paranoid - any public place I go to, I still look to see the size of the chairs. It's human to fear the unknown, to chart new territories, and to start a new life. We all too many times run away from the unknown because of self-esteem, confidence, fear, or because mentally we are comfortable with our old habits.
Old habits are our comfort zone, good or bad.
Think about it from this viewpoint. From this moment on, you must control your life. You have the power to make the decisions to determine your future. The past is gone, never to return. Learn from the past to help you, do not make the past keep you a prisoner of your future.