I'm so proud of myself. And maintained a weight of 172. Well, I have eaten breakfast every day this week so far. I'm so bummed about this weight thing. Nothing I do matter.
Nothing makes any kind of a difference.
I'm going to be fat for the rest of my life. I just don't understand how I can work out for a year and never see any gains. Well, starting tomorrow, I guess I'm going to start walking for an hour a day instead of trying to run. Maybe after I do that for a while, maybe I'll get my fitness level back. At this point, though, I don't think anything will get this weight off ever.