Oh, help me to die, never to experience this dark cloud again, never to be lonely again. Advisers August to September. I get worse and worse and still stubbornly refuse to consider taking medication. My nights are a horror of sleeplessness. My days are plunged into darkness.
People are kind in offering advice on what to do.
Some urge me to take antidepressants. Others warn me never to take antidepressants under any circumstances. I hear horror stories of what these medications will do to my brain and other internal organs. My resolve to resist medication increases. Others tell me that they would never take drugs.