I lost my innocence to my real Dad that chose to use me for his own self-fulfilling needs. The things he did to me happened while he watched pornography. I go through times of depression, confusion, anorexia and guilt. My Mom says that it was not my fault, but still I wonder wasn't I good enough or perfect enough. I am finding that there are many others like me.
People say there is no harm to pornography.
I say they are wrong. It is subtle and has a latency period, not always an immediate impact, on the individual. I was arrested for attempted rape. The attack was my responsibility, but there is no doubt that pornography was the fuel, the drug I used to prepare for my crime. I do not think the crime would ever have occurred without it.