Then you start to talk like that. The next thing you know, you will start to wear the same clothes they wear. My little brother tries to dress like an American. He is only thirteen years of age, but our parents always tell us not to forget our roots. I know that you feel bad for what your mother thinks of you, but talk to her and make her understand the things that are surrounding you .You don't have to worry if you are not doing anything right.
Parents normally expect the best of their children.
Sometimes, I think you should sit and talk to your mother about some of your problems. In this case, she will build a lot of confidence in you. I hope that my advice helps you. Thanks for reading.