The two younger ones are very lovable to us. I know we have three children. We are no longer childless. We got what we asked for. Parenthood is always the luck of the draw.
Parenthood comes with no manual and all children are different.
If we had been counseled correctly, we might still have made the same choice. But we could have received better help, hope, and training. We should have been made to do two trips. The children's and family welfare should have been the number one concern of these agencies. My little problems in the world and my feelings.