I got a euphoric and almost peaceful feeling after a while. I asked for a pen and paper and jotted down my goodbyes to friends and family. The nurses made me eat a small meal and told me to lay down and get some rest. Later, I was strapped down and taken over to the inpatient ward at our local mental health facility in an ambulance. I found out after I recovered a little more that I experienced a major panic attack.
Panic attacks are anxiety pent up until it explodes.
I've never been so scared or felt so horrible as I did that afternoon. Please make sure you see a doctor if you ever feel anxiety building up in your system. That experience is something I would not wish on anyone. I thank God that He was with me through that awful day. Be safe, everyone.