Thank you so much God for blessing us with such an irreplaceable and devoted man and for bestowing in him the gift to make us laugh. We have been to so many places and have done so many things that you'd think there was nothing different about us. There are so many questions that we have all pondered on over the past five years. There are things that cannot be changed. Things that are meant to bless a family and not burden them.
Pity is a very powerful emotion.
It can drag you down and make you feel invisible. You go through life believing in God and you have even had God answer your prayers along the way. It just didn't make sense at the time to have a child with such a disadvantage be placed in your life. Not when you thought you had earned the right to a flawless life. It isn't impossible to think of this experience as a curse.