Well, it finally comes down to this. You'll be offered a job working for the organization as a staff member. So really, in the end, there is only one conclusion to be drawn. There is something seriously flawed in the way Scientology is administered by the Church, when it creates these structures that prohibit the majority from attaining what they sought and were promised. At worst, it creates worn out working machines with great chunks of their lives missing.
People eventually give up.
If you're not a celebrity or a very rich businessman, you'll be in for a few surprises. The benefits of Scientology processing are still there to be had, at sensible prices and from experienced clearing practitioners, many of whom worked directly with LRH for years. You'll find them all around the globe, and they will help you achieve your goals, using both traditional techniques and new advances in technology. Welcome to the Free Zone. Now that assumes you don't run into any significant trouble along the way.