You may sense a need for overwhelming change. You might be ready to jump at the first good suggestion. Get out and go sightseeing among the undiscovered places of your own town. You can learn a lot about associates and clients by the ways in which they react to your concerns. When a deal smells rotten, it might be better to leave it behind for something fresh.
Overreaction feels good.
Your extreme behavior suggests that you may be making up for lost time. Later on you might miss what you sacrifice today, but at the moment you're virtuous and in control. Volunteer work looks good on your resume, and it can only be a help to others as well as yourself. By removing money from the equation, you allow yourself new avenues of exploration and expression. You may need to dig yourself out of this avalanche of seriousness that has come to dominate your life.