Thank you for the words of encouragement. I agree, I am far too blessed to mope. But Christianity is all about paradox. We need to drop the guilt which we associate with the longing to be married. We live in a sin-filled world until the day we die.
Lets get back to reality.
I get very frustrated when people try to make my desire for a husband sound like either a lack of trust in God or of not allowing God to meet all my needs. I have noticed that most kids are pretty self-centered in their definition of fairness. They are easily frustrated by my decisions when they do not understand the rationale behind them. What's more, it never was my life since I used to be in slavery to sin. Beer Lahai Roi', the well of the Living One who sees me.