You'd just better do something with it. I don't give a damn about protecting my reputation within the company or the name of the company itself anymore. I'm starting over, and I'm starting over at what I used to perceive as the bottom of the barrel, which is a pretty snotty way of looking at the world and at my fellow students. Turn off the system, let it cool down, and reboot the damn thing and get on with it. I'm starting over with my education.
Renewal is ripe in the air.
I think it's going to be fun. Hard work, doubtless, but fun.