I was very uncomfortable in all three situations. I'm looking for a decent human being whom I can treat with dignity and respect and who will reciprocate. I'm not looking for a man young enough to be my son. No No, since I already have HIV, the decision is made for me. I always disclose my status, and consequently haven't had sex in over two years.
Guys walk away so fast, they leave a draft.
I wasn't out to my doctor then. Now I know better in both respects. My remaining goal is to practice what I preach. No Society will never learn to care about us like we want, if we can't care enough about ourselves to protect our futures. To me, personally.