Thus it functions first as an Opening, then a Meditation and then Death. The Death I speak of is the Death of Union, where all division merges back into itself. Complete orgasm is a Death. Complete orgasm is a Birth. Complete orgasm is Life.
Form is simply the playground of the silent beginnings.
The Essence can not be known. It is not part of the TimeSpace continuum. Pain is a result of a struggle, the belief that the form is the essence. Dr. Regardie used to say that when a student studies the Kabbalah he begins to believe in the validity of its categories. If he studies enough and studies well, all the categories collapse.