We become jealous and envious, but that just jams up our own flow of prosperity. Celebrating the success of others takes you one step further to being able to truly celebrate your own successes, versus hiding from them or fearing failure. Wishing for success tricks us into thinking we are not afraid of failure or success. Consistent action taken toward your goal will eventually get you there. Give up perfectionism.
Perfectionism goes hand in hand with fear of success and failure.
We feel in order to succeed we must be perfect. Perfection only exists where fault does not. So then we must constantly be in search for our faults. Identify what the payoff is when you choose to sabotage your success. Everything we do has a payoff, or a benefit.