We need to live by God s word. Measure yourself by Jesus alone and that will tell you what direction you are going. The Bible does NOT say you are saved or lost by others deeds. I have no feeling telling me to do it. Life isn t run by feelings.
People do most of their worthy acts contrary to feeling.
If you are waiting for the Holy Spirit to push you forward might I suggest that day will never come. I m just not old enough to make that choice. You are at the right age if you sense Christ s approach to your heart. It is a cowardly thing to deny Jesus. With that in mind stand up and fear no man.