One day, we all will experience the pain and grief that accompanies the death of a loved one. It's normal to grieve. You must grieve before you go on with life. Never be afraid to cry or recognize your hurt. These feelings and emotions are normal.
Grief takes time.
You will not get over your pain instantly. The ache may be with you for a long time. Talk about it. As we share our sorrows, we at times receive strength and mutual support. Find comfort in the Bible.