Unless I recreate my current living arrangement and keep my home nursing care I will need to enter an institution or leave New Jersey. I will not enter a nursing home voluntarily. Doing so would destroy my personal freedom and catastrophically diminish my quality of care. After 30 days in an institution I will lose my home nursing care. As a writer I require autonomy and privacy.
Institutions provide neither.
My ability for independent living is highly developed. I had my own apartment for 15 months. I can make my own decisions. If I cannot recreate my present living situation in New Jersey I will be forced to leave here by May 4th, possibly sooner. I am determined to avoid this.