Though I still had much to learn over the years, it never left my heart that she had always been there for me. But when I had feelings like this I shared them with no one for it would be years before the Goddess movement began, and I feared folks would think I was loosing my mind. I must explain I am hearing impaired. I can hear, but to understand what is said a person must be facing me, or if they are not. The room has to be silent of all other noises or I only hear a jumble of sounds.
Distant hearing is almost impossible.
Two years ago I was working here in the den. I had been searching for my birth mother for over 20 years at that time. I had found her through a third party and she declined contact. I was so hurt. So on this night I was writing my feelings down using the computer.