DeWayne, The part that wants to move on with my life is seriously stuck in self-pity mode. The thing is, in order to look like the good parent during the divorce, I have to be really careful about what I do. I can't do anything that might jeopardize losing my kids. But I guess sitting on my butt all the time isn't what I need to be doing. He has hurt me so much already.
Physical pain goes away.
My anger has simply turned to hurt again. As you can see, I'm pretty pathetic at this moment. Hey Woozy, I wanted to say something about the marriage builders convention. The dark circles under our eyes. You are sure right in the comparison with this stuff and physical pain.