Give up all thoughts of offence, revenge, of being injured, of self-justification, of needing to defend yourself against others' expectations, of the unfairness of life, of others getting some unearned advantage. Joy breeds joy and sorrow breeds sorrow. There is no reality in lack. Trust yourself consciously. The key to mastery is to acknowledge reality.
Reality is a simulation.
The future pours into the past thru the funnel of your thinking. Change what you are thinking now, and the future will take care of itself. Your life is in a dynamic balance, based on your present thinking. Of course that now-heavier side goes down, the other goes up, and the change is complete. Two percent of your waking, non-working life is ten minutes a day.