At present I attend a reform synagogue on the high holidays. I can read Torah or meditate as seems appropriate. It's kind of restful. My wife's brother is active Reform, after being brought up Lutheran, and marrying into Judaism. It seems to me that, without in the least intending it, this church allows you to retain a valued relationship with an extremely important part of your past.
Religion is an economy of the heart, and that organ remains mysterious.
And I want that spiritual resource to continue to be available to me, so I work on it.