So looking from that perspective, this move is the best. If you were to choose him over myself, well what can I say. Hurt I will, but I won't make such a big fuss over it. I won't be bitter about it. You have chosen, so be it.
Life goes on.
But I will never ever forgive myself for not meeting you earlier. My life is so quiet. And believe it or not, my phone beeped twice earlier tonight, and I was really happy thinking that the messages were from you. It turned out to be from Celcom. I feel that I have so much time on my own.