Burn some candles and buy a lotto ticket. Life's worries swarm you like gnats on a hot summer day. After the gnats trust you kill them with swift blows with the palm of your hand. Use their strengths to fill in where you may have weaknesses. Spirit Critter is a bunny.
Many many people offer advice.
You have learned to ignore this advice, but sometimes listen to the good parts. We all grow tired of your indecision. You continue to be pretty happy, and I hate to be the bad news bear but remember Madam Zabet believes life is always a teeter-totter. All good things are holding the slimly sweaty hand of bad. But learning how to balance is what life is, I suppose.