I love him, after all. I really do. I always vowed that if I ever married, it would only be under the circumstances of purely intoxicating love, the kind of love that engulfs you. I promised myself that I would mate for life. But now, as I stand here, waiting to walk down that aisle, I know such promises are foolish.
Life is full of so many uncertainties.
I have no way of knowing what lies ahead of me. This is so much more than a ceremony, but oddly, it's the ceremony that most people get caught up in. There is a certain mania that goes with planning something of this size and elegance. Too many plans. I hated making all of those stupid decisions.