I know it's silly, but my everyday life is so unglamorous. It might surprise you to know that people typically spend at least 30 percent of their waking hours concocting fantasies large and small. And for most, daydreams are a healthy exercise. They can function as mini-vacations, helping to break up the day as well as defuse anger and head off depression.
Fantasies can also reveal a lot about our true selves, our desires and needs.
You sound bored and a little lonely. Performing is a wonderful way to meet people and boost your self-confidence. If you aren't cast in a production the first time, don't be discouraged. It may take a few auditions to get a part. Offer your services as stage-crew member, costumer, set designer, or publicist.