But that's only going to last so long. I just have no clue how I'm going to be able to face anyone. I have an extremely supportive husband who is in no rush to push me out the door. I used to model and am so used to being looked at in a positive manner, that I can't imagine the humiliation of being looked at as a freak, once I do start interacting with the 'outside' world again. I know this must sound extremely shallow, but if I could change how I feel, I would in a heartbeat.
Nobody wants to spend their life hiding from the world.
Maybe this is God's way of telling me that there are more things to life than what people think about my looks. Actually, I've never really liked the attention, because I have a good head on my shoulders and love to be appreciated for that. Maybe this will help that. I don't know what other positive thing I can take from this. I am just so utterly devastated.