God was not a judgmental, uncompasionate God. He taught an inner harmony, an inner awareness that I had missed in religion. I was a true Christian. I attended a protestant church and the interim pastor touched my spirit in many ways that I never knew was possible. He was also too liberal for my congregation and was soon replaced, but his insight into the teachings was profound for me.
Many people feel threatened by an enlightened spirit.
I began to pray, to talk to the spirit and to listen with my heart. I spoke from my real person. I begged forgiveness for not being able to conform. I was a part of God, and He a part of me. We had always been one, even as we were separate.