It is illegal to do and illegal to cover up. Your surgeons and others you consulted added insult to your injury by labeling you a psycho sex case. You're a live, walking, talking woman claiming to be dead. Your damage is emotional as well as physical and psychological. You feel dead in spirit as well as body.
Emotional deadness is called depression in medical language.
Your deadness affects your whole life, day and night, everything you do or are too drained to do. It affects your relationships with everyone. Yes, sensory deprivation causes permanent brain damage or dysfunction. Brain atrophy or dysfunction due to sensory deprivation is well documented by Nobel Prize winners D. H. Hubel and T. N. Wiesel. The brain receptors that represent your sex nerves atrophy or become dysfunctional from disuse.