I wanted to share my story for those who are trapped in delusions and can't seem to get out.
Psychosis is addictive.
I was hospitalized in 1992 and recovered, only to be hospitalized again in 1994 for the same sort of delusions, which for me were religious in nature. I believed people around me were really God trying to communicate with me. This thought was pleasurable because I felt I was getting a lot of special attention from God. I recovered briefly in spring of 1994 and fell back into psychosis in the fall. This time the doctor put me on Risperdal, which was very effective.