It doesn't make that relationship. Anyway, if you pray the following, write me as well, so I can encourage you. A ccepting Jesus Christ and becoming a Christian puts you back into a relationship with the Creator. When I write software, I design each piece for a specific purpose. More often than not, by the time the software gets to the external customer, it's purpose becomes lost.
People quickly forget to read the instructions.
But all is not lost, I usually get a support call later asking how the software is to be used. Nobody knows better than me, because I was the creator of that software. This is a lot like replugging back into God. You're life again has purpose. Studying His Word is like reading the instruction manual of life.