And when love is not returned, sometimes the mind transfers that affection to someone else. For me, that was Marc Anthony. That was Febuary and early March. With time, I came to discover that there was much more to it than a transference mechanism. In this body and emmanation, I grew up without a family, without connection to others.
Meditation continues, of course, to understand more.
Only time will show. Though in the months since first constructing this site, I have come to understand much more. His use of standard Chinese instead of Cantonese makes him the biggest star in Asia. Although different dialects make the name spelled Chow or Zhao, the character actually is pronounced Zhou and is a very common surname in China. One of my second year Chinese instructor's was named Zhou Guo-yuan.