God this sucks. I don't think I'm allowed to explain why yet, NDAs and such, but it really sucks. So I'm left with no extra source of income. The whole situation sucks rocks through a straw. All I'm left with is a box of business cards and a Netizen Tshirt that doesn't fit properly.
Life is so unfair.
Oh, and to top off a stupendously shitty day, I had another car accident. Luckily this time no damage was done, I just barely bumped the guy in front of me and didn't even dent his bumperbar, but I scared myself half to death. I was trying to turn right at a set of lights, and the road to the right was blocked off by roadworks, so I started easing back into the straight-through lane not realizing there were roadworks there too and all the cars were stopping. Braked not quite in time. I feel like I'm not safe driving now.