I soon began to feel again. It would be just a few moments at a time. I grew past feeling guilty for enjoying things because my child was gone. It was okay to smile and enjoy the normal things in life. It made me look at life differently.
Life is precious and in a blink of a eye it can all change.
I learned to love deeply again and give of myself. I think the most important thing is I realized is that we cannot ask why things happen to us in life. They just are. There is no explanation for death, it is just a part of life that happens in everyone's life. It is something that we all have no control over, and it changes our lives.