You can find examples of my art, photography, and music on my web site. I work as a Macintosh programmer - you can see a list of programs I have written. I studied physics and astronomy at CalTech and UC Santa Cruz, and have co-authored a few scientific papers. While I can look back at my drawing books and the bookshelves full of software that I have written, my own experience of my life is that it usually going at an interminable crawl. When I get depressed, I get bored.
Nothing is fun.
I would enjoy doing. Nothing ever seems to be happening. I struggle to keep myself occupied. Then from time to time I look back and see all the things I have done and am quite surprised. There is a difference, though, between feeling creative and actually being creative.