I've tried writing this over and over since Wednesday. Tuesday, I was simply numb. I had numbed myself on purpose, separated myself from the non-stop images on television, the overwhelming sadness and unbearable tragedy that seemed to multiply on itself every second, every minute, every hour.
Realizations are slow in coming, and mostly proposed by someone else.
What this means now. What it means in the future. The kind of world we live in,and the unthinkable made real. Like many others, I kept thinking how much this all seemed like a Hollywood action film. How it was so real and so unreal at the same time.