You blame others for your losing control. You think everyone owes you something, and if you don t get it, you re going to take it. Someone gets you mad and you can t handle it. You can dish it out just fine. You lash out when really it is you who needs a good lashing.
Responsibility is something other people have.
Respectful that isn t your cup of tea. It s a long way down. Whether you can pull yourself up that s up to you. And only you. The sad part is, other over-grown babies will look at you as some kind of idol, some kind of big shot.