This first mesoscope experiment took place eighteen months ago and I can simply say that it was a cataclysmic event. Since that day my spiritual practice, my teaching, in short my whole life has completely changed in a profound way, but that is another story. To be at one with the world as I had tried unsuccessfully for years is simply to be nothing at all. To love is to disappear in favour of another person. It was really a very powerful and dangerous bomb.
Nothing remains here to deny the world.