Plant the tree of Ascension in your garden, water it well, tend it and see if it matures into the tree of life for you. The One is the Ascendant. There is no difference. You mean the root of everything that is.
Most people know somewhere inside that it is wholly benevolent.
The truth of this is felt in our hearts. When your heart is locked solidly into silence, into beingness, and floats there uncomplicatedly, all the meaning you ever searched for is found there. Once upon a time, a man received an invitation from his king to come to dinner. Something in him was excited as never before by the invitation. Something was afraid as well.