I know that even though I write what I mean, the words don't exactly say what I want them to.
Perceptions are a funny thing.
Case in point, Viz. I made a point of e-mailing it to her and was NOT surprised to see that she wasn't in a hurry to rebuild. I can't forgive her for selling out. And even though there has been pressure on me to repair this particular friendship, my feelings are still far too hurt to want it repaired. And I feel I made that clear.