I won honorable mention in the Be Masters Awards at the May developer conference for it. Sometimes I look back on this, and think of all the chaos I have been through, and it just amazes me. It amazes me that I am even still alive, let alone as successful as I am. Here is something important that I learned in the process. It is something that you make.
Most people think that the things they experience are real.
They think the world just sort of happens. But they are wrong. There is an objective reality, the reality of the physical world, but it is too complex and too detailed to be really experienced. The physical world is also devoid of meaning and significance. Most of it lies outside of our ability to sense it - we see only a narrow spectrum of the possible wavelengths of light.