Believe me, if you follow my instructions, this guy will want to see a lot more of you. I've heard from men that one woman in fifty knows how to give good head. The rest act like it's a big favor. Which is another point i should make. Maybe you'll like it more as you grow older.
Men say older women are much better at giving head.
But I should warn you, there are a lot of out here who love to give head and we're going to be stiff competition for you shy ones. I know women who can even have orgasms sucking cock. There's nothing more deadly than having a man push your head down there. If she's into it, she'll get around to it, sometimes not until the second time you make love. And if you give her time, she'll learn to like it.