To see you as other people see you. And I hated what I saw. I needed to clean up my life. I could see how this was going to take its toll. I had never committed adultery, but I knew it was going to happen.
Pornography is one thing, but it only leads to a physical reality.
Crosse said it was the longest flight of his life. I know I was saved when I was 13, but most of the time I was on autopilot. I believed Christ. I believed the Bible 100 percent, but I didn't actively live it all the time. I had to confess a lot of fantasies.