Lots of guys will love you and commit to you. But until he has that break he'll always wonder and you don't want a wandering boyfriend. If there are things about your appearance that make you uncomfortable, do whatever it takes to be more comfortable and feel better about you. The things you can't change are the things you'll have to learn to love. When you feel good inside, it's electric.
People can feel it and they want to be close to it.
In any case, once we broke-up, I kept my mouth shut and chose not to share my personal business with anyone else. My ex-girlfriend and I continue to have a strong friendship, which I am thankful for, but one of my friends is currently trying to get in the way. This friend has been close to me for a few years now, and is a possible roommate for next year. I went around bragging about the break-up. My ex told me she didn't want to get in the middle of my friendship with my male friend, but she thought I should know.