I was working at Wired , and we ended up living with Jonathan Steuer . My work was more important than it ever had been, fantastic things were happening to me. She was not interested in sharing them, she was rather alienated by the entire Wired experience. She lead a distinctly non-wired life, and found the tech talk stifling, the work politics tiring. I had found her boundaries, begun to discover her depression.
Most people vacillate between happiness and sadness.
Chandra was accelerated, extreme. She was the most sensitive person I had ever been around. She was constantly absorbing group energy, interpriting it, and wincing under its weight. My fearlessness became insensitivity. Chandra loved the Velvet Underground with a passion.