Express your faith, but express your grief as well. Some questions have answers. Some do not. Actually, the healing occurs in the opportunity to pose the questions, not necessarily in answering them. Find a supportive friend who will listen responsively as you search for meaning.
Memories are one of the best legacies that exist after someone loved dies.
Share them with your family and friends. Recognize that your memories may make you laugh or cry. In either case, they are a lasting part of the relationship that you had with a very special person in your life. Move toward your grief and heal The capacity to love requires the necessity to grieve when someone you loved dies. You can't heal unless you openly express your grief.