So, why don't you join some good library. If your deepest regret has been not having learnt to play, say, the guitar. Well, don't continue being frustrated over it. Be it any of the stringed instruments or keyboard instruments, go for it. Yes, even at your age, you can do it, and you'll be surprised at the progress you make.
Nobody is too old to enroll for a course in, say, history or literature.
In fact, you could find it great fun, especially since now you'd be studying just for the sheer joy of acquiring knowledge and not pass examinations. Yes, Pamper Yourself You deserve it, after all the sacrifices you've made in your life. Now is the time to indulge a little and pamper yourself. Tell yourself how much you love your body by, maybe, taking a stroll or undergoing aromatherapy massages. Write your autobiography and leave it behind as a family legacy.