Get depressed and complain. That won't help you at all.
Every ending is a new beginning.
In time you will see that it was meant to be and you are having many new and exciting experiences in your new situation that you needed for your soul to grow. Many men and women and especially our youth are plagued by anorexia and bulimia. I believe it is not how you look on the outside that matters, but it is how you feel you look. Let me explain. If you are constantly thinking and believing that you are fat and ugly, when people look at you, they are going to see you as fat and ugly.