A Fish Looking For God because the exploration of Earth's emotions went then into the ocean. July 98 Emily Stands Alone because now their experience on this planet began to acquire memories, and take on a personality through which they could experiment. All of which was always recorded carefully in sound. But they always found that noise and disturbing sounds were required to make the music seem accurate. Life is not clean and polished.
Life is considerably grittier, then, when it's life in an alien grindcore band.
Aug. 98 Tussin drugs and sickness and mental disarray, these things too, are inspiring. You Fucking Disrespected Her because they were told this planet was a woman, and they observed the way that she had been put into some nightmare bondage fantasy, thoroughly humiliated, abused. This and all the blood that has soaked into her. Every new layer of skin is born from blood and mistreatment. Jan. 99 Song because there is no other place to turn.