Her son can never be thrown into the deep end in this manner. Let him become a fully grown adult first. The typical successful Shona farmer usually encourages other farmers in his community to work harder. Tuku assumes the role of such a farmer and says he has played his part as best he can. It is now left to you to judge - and to emulate him.
Men sexually abuse innocent children.
This is beyond imagination too difficult for the mind to accept. You are living, yet you know you have a virus which will lead to death. You live with a baby in your womb which you know will die because of the virus. It is traumatic. We mourn quietly.