Also, you can search the web for sites that will give you numbers to call. And you can always call 911 in an emergency. Or go to your local hospital emergency room. Please remember this. Try to remember that everyone has problems.
Problems are part of the nature of life.
Perhaps you feel that others don't have the problems you have. And maybe they don't. Most of us do. In fact, having problems is a great deal of what life is about. Working to resolve those problems is the major challenge of life.