A man is a fool if he does not understand that the things that happen to him are signs, and makes no attempt to read them. Of course, one can give a proof of a proof, or a proof of a proof of a proof but the validity of the outermost system always remains an unproven assumption, accepted on faith. History wrought to its uttermost becomes myth. Of all the weaknesses little men rail against, there is none that they are more apt to ridicule than the tendency to believe. And of all the signs of a corrupt heart and a feeble head, the tendency of incredulity is the surest.
Real philosophy seeks rather to solve than to deny.
My consciousness, my concepts of the universe have turned me off because I know that the higher consciousness state is a state of unity. For each terror, there is a corresponding liberation. Terror is a negative desire. The terror of seeing yourself is the negative aspect of the ecstasy of really seeing yourself. The wavelength of the selfish mind and that of God naturally reject each other.