Your years are numbered. To many this is the last year they shall ever see in this world. Many will celebrate their next new year in glory. In a little while you will be laying quietly there. The believer should learn from this to sit loose to all things under the sun.
Marriage is honourable in all.
Still it must not be idolatry. Honour thy father and thy mother, that they days may be long upon the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee. They are only a loan from the Lord. Be not surprised if he take his own. Lean as entirely on Christ as if you had never seen or heard a minister.