Take an excursion into the woods. Sit on a hill and work it out in your heart and mind. Talk to someone you respect. Write about it in your scrap book. Make a collage.
Nobody can become perfect by merely ceasing to act.
In fact, nobody can rest from activity even for a moment. . . Do your duty always, but without attachment. One of the messages in Offer Me a Flower suggests that states of mental confusion and emotional distress like Luce's can be critical launching pads for spiritual awakening. Through your different stages of life, your life purpose evolves. When you're little it can be about playing, later it's about learning English and Mathematics, then it's about deciding what to study in college, and so on.