But it's a hell of a struggle. Living in Paris triggered me the most. It was my birth. I cannot live here. There's something very physical in Paris.
Noise feels like an intrusion, an attack.
She wanted me to be a little white girl. I did Primal Therapy briefly but incorrectly. I didn't do the three weeks, just a few private sessions and groups. Groups were particularly helpful. At the time my defenses were still very tight, and I had trouble accessing feelings.