You might think that celibacy is not needed to be a priest in today's society. This is something that has been done for a lng time and I do not that it is going to change. Father Sam talks to April about what the Pope might tell her if she were able to have a meeting with him. He would tell you that the church has a means to help you. You were created good in the likeness of God.
People are by nature good, but can act bad.
We all fail at times, look at Adam and Eve. The Church can help through reconciliation. The first step is to acknowledge you have done wrong. After that you can resolve not to do it again and try to make up for the wrong act somehow and ask forgiveness. You might not be ready to do that now.