I love people who suffer every time they think of a person who hurt them and they can t keep from bringing it up over and over again. Jesus wants to anoint your soul with pain killing, deep healing soul salve. But life without your scars is inconceivable. You can t imagine fresh joy where that ugly grudge has been for so long. You can t restore your own damaged flesh.
Forgiveness is soul salve, but it takes a miracle.
Only Jesus knows how much you owe and can set you free. Once you are free, only Jesus can keep you free.