That's the story of life. I am not an energetic preacher, but I do take it seriously. If you want entertainment, go to a movie. B. Serving, with God's strength. Enough for everyone to have something to do.
Every little bit helps.
You are forcing other members of the Body to carry your load. You are dead weight on the Body, dysfunctional limbs. You are out of touch with the Spirit of God. Goal is that God be praised in everything. To him be glory.