Do yourself a favor to expedite your development. Create belief systems that you can comfortably live within that enhance your experience and not limit it. You may create and develop whatever belief system you like. We are merely saying to utilize the tools that are innately yours to flower and grow. The knowledge that is being fed to you is not just the words we have been speaking.
Information travels on thought beams, it travels on light beams.
Thought and light are greatly intertwined. They are one. Light is more intellectual for you. But that will be changing. The society that you are moving toward is one of learning and power through thought.