Feeling is not everything of reality. It is placed and caused by God. There is no absolute free will. The whole Gospel point to this truth. Freewill apart from God is lawlessness, is sin, is sinning.
Freewill advocates are really proud people, expressing they are saved by their decision.
They are self-righteous people, blaming the lost souls for deciding not to accept Christ. He knew not the whole truth to preach Christ then. God chose you. God keeps you. God partially hardened the hearts of Israel so that the Gospel and salvation may be preached to the gentiles.