I don't experience any fulfillment. When a friend calls and wants you to do something, off you go. You save your money for flashy clothes and adult toys. You anxiously await the next party, sports event, movie and concert. These activities offer momentary pleasure, which is usually only relief from boredom.
Fulfillment comes from the inner desire to create, learn and accomplish.
With this in mind we advise you to use the rest of your time in the altered state to meditate. You and Daniel lived near the Caspian Sea in the time of Alexander. Yours was a stormy relationship that ended badly. You are together again to heal old wounds, not extract revenge. You are tired of your relationship and tired of your life.