I have always wanted to travel outside of the U.S., but never really had the chance to do it. I have always had a dream to go to Italy. Someday, I will. I think that is sounds like you are going in the right direction with the job. Just give it a try, if it seems like too much cut it down or quit all together.
Jobs always seem to get in the way, but the money always helps.
And it sounds like you are going to need it in order to do all the traveling. Make sure that you keep me updated, I would love to know how things go. A nswer Talk to her and tell her how you feel about the situation. I think your shyness is getting in the way. Those are all good signs that she wants to keep something going with you.