I looked around my house for tokens of beauty and thought of who might like them. I gave my favorite icon to a friend for her prayer for me. I told two friends, in a joking way, to be sure there was a party in my house if I didn't return. Obviously I did come back from South Africa. Only a few people knew of my premonition, so I didn't have to be too embarrassed about returning.
Life is back to normal.
I don't so easily overlook hurts. I neglect people who are really important to me. I have much unfinished business that I wish I could take care of. I have strained relationships that I wish could be resolved. I am faced with brokenness in myself that I long to have healed.