I was just thinking of killing myself from loneliness. I will fix strong green tea smelling of the Japan Sea. I push them back under the lid. Those guys just don't take us seriously. I can't conceal their words that crush my brain.
Life hits the bottom.
I will never forget them like nightmares after turning over on a stinking mattress. I almost lost my mind. My life is still damp. I saw my mother standing with a handkerchief over her eyes and my father trying to hide a hole in his heart-mind. Then my country blurred.