Without that plan the pieces wouldn't serve the purpose of making a quilt. Each of our lives is like the pieces of a quilt. It could be that right now the pieces aren't making much sense at all. You miss that and you've missed the point of your whole life. And so far, none of the things, none of the people you thought would make it make sense have done it.
Life still seems to be a pile of disconnected pieces.
I hope you'll be encouraged by what it says in the Word of God. According to the Bible, you're a unique creation of God - just look at your fingerprints if you don't believe He made you one of a kind. And He has plans for you -great plans. Like Mrs. Gabriel, who created my quilt, God has the plan in His hand. But if you're away from the One who has the plan, there's no way to put the pieces together right.