I cry all the time and wake up thinking it is just another poopy day. The things that used to make my happy don't now and I am struggling in school. It will counterreact the pill. Don't worry about the guy. You are going to make a lot of mistakes in your life.
Guilt is a useless emotion.
Just live and learn. Guys are like that. Out of my 33 ex flings or boyfriends or whatever you want to call them. I only talk to one now. Thats only because I'm married to him.