He is our Father. And we will be with our Father forever. We cannot go on in animosity. It is too big a lie about God. Third, keep in mind that Christian love is not an all or nothing thing, but a growing thing.
Love is a growing thing.
So you may have some of it and be a real Christian and not have enough of it. You may feel some affection toward a fellow believer, but also wrestle with other negative emotions. That does not mean you are not a Christian, or that God is not pleased with you. There is another level of love to move on to. Let the word of my imperfect servant, Pastor John, move you, as I am moving him, to go on to more affection for more of your brothers and sisters.