Behavior cannot be separated from emotions. My emotions prevent me from controlling my behavior. I understand what behavior is appropriate and what behavior is inappropriate, but if an emotion attacks me, I am incapable of doing what I know is right. The openly awful loser behavior then upsets me, so an escalation cycle begins and I am lost in it. You might assume I am talking about anger, but in fact, it can be any emotion.
Laughter is thought to show happiness but it can sometimes be a curse.
Then the laughter really paints me as an idiot. Being scared is a common feeling for me. I am often afraid of losing control which then makes losing control happen. Fear always accompanies me. I can not control my body and am always afraid of what I may do or say.