Being moody and despondent on a temporary basis is a natural part of every personality. However, please don't allow your deep and despondent moods to control your very being. I know that you may be tempted to blame yourself unduly for all the things that ever go wrong. You may want to punish yourself and others for the deep personal problems which you encounter. However, the abundant life which Jesus gives prepares our hearts with a mature love which can endure pain and suffering.
Love never fails . . .
Please listen to me very closely. It is important that you understand this. God really cares for you. There are Christian people who really care for you too. We care whether you live or die.