You can't find a good reason for reacting the way you did. Buddhi is the finest portion of our mind and is clear crystal, a mirror. The individual Self constantly reflects on that mirror, the buddhi. When we use our intellect, we only act. That is the meaning of life.
Life is full of circumstances, crises, problems.
You cannot find a single human being that is free from this. They are there to teach us and give us the opportunity to learn to rise up. Celebrate everything within. Your self is a temple. Light a candle at the heart center.