He finds it difficult to communicate with us during the chaos in our lives. But I had always felt that God wanted me full of despair. My failures only showed God that I needed him. My lost sense of reality only proved that I needed him to define it for me. This is where I found myself saying one thing and doing another.
Life is full of problems.
Each of us finds his own set of problems. Then we try to deal with them. The problem starts with the word try. I have spent years trying with little or no results. The word try has no action, and this is the key to talking the talk and walking the walk.