It's much more difficult, but you learn how to live in the world. You have to talk to other people. You can't isolate yourself. I love people. I refuse to let it beat me.
Life's too short.
There's a reason I'm here. Jay says that while he was in the hospital he felt it was vitally important for him to find someone else who had been through what he had, to find out what he had to do. Unfortunately, he never found that person. A contact was made but there was reluctance by the other to share his experience. Jay was on his own.