I can make a lot of promises. It is kind of like on New Year s Day when I make all those resolutions. I always begin a year with lots of good intentions. But then comes January 2 nd . Reality sets in.
Life goes on.
Old habits, character flaws and even fears somehow have become too much a familiar part of life. I hesitate in letting them go. Moving beyond them, even to the conversion in my life that I say I want, seems sometimes just too difficult. And many times for me, uncertainty is the other side of fear. After all, I m a relatively good person.