I don't think I would have ever learned that in my old hustle and bustle world. One of the most difficult parts for my children is plans. I used to be a planner. I still make plans, I just may not be able to keep them. Don't bet on it.
Emotions run the frequent range from joy and elation to frustration, anger and tears.
The overwhelming joy when your disability is approved and, at least financially, that is one less worry for your household. The reality that you suddenly can't turn away from any longer. The anger at your body for daring to treat you this way. How to continue to face the world when it's miles and miles across the room to the ringing phone. When relief from the constant pain in our bodies is the only thing we wish for when we blow out candles or see a falling star.