The third, to find someone to buy me nice things. As I learn to trust the universe, I no longer need to carry a gun. All of me is beautiful - even the ugly and stupid parts. Only a lack of imagination keeps me from immobilizing myself with imaginary fears. I will strive to live each day as if it were my 50th birthday.
False hope is better than no hope at all.
A good scapegoat is almost as good as a solution. Just for today, I will not sit in my living room all day in my underwear in the Hollywood Cafe. Instead, I will move my computer into the bedroom. Just give me a minute. Why waste my time worrying about the future when I can spend it reliving the past.