Of course I did sometimes, but I always wanted to go out with Kwon and he did not like me going out by myself. Walking by myself between the overwhelming walls of buildings, I thought about our relationship so many times. Kwon was also one of the lonely people in New York. She was also too young. He needed somebody who could hold him with strong love.
Manhattan can be such a fabulous place for some people, like tourists and millionaires.
However, it is a very scary place to lose yourself when you do not have a strong identity built up. There are so many temptations that catch weak-minded people. Drugs are a good example of the temptations. Sometimes people resort to doing drugs because they can possibly alleviate their problems and provide a false sense of belonging. Kwon s way of coping with his loneliness was by using drugs even his friends were made through drugs.