Don't hurt Constantinos again. As much as a banality this is, please think twice. Especially Laci and Curves. Force at least two of them to visit you in the summer. Be there for them.
Long distance is merely a state of mind.
Explore comperative studies on religion. They might help you catch a spiritual drift in this meandering. Go to the city more often. Take dance classes if possible. But don't have meaningless sex.