You have several areas where negativity has taken firm root. You probably need some help from counselors to overcome these blocks. It is hard because your negative thoughts have manifested struggle for you everywhere in your life. You definitely need help from counselors. You are a virtual prisoner of your negative beliefs.
Feelings come from thoughts.
Start today to change your negative beliefs. You deserve it. Be good to yourself. Start being your best friend and stop being your worst enemy. All rights reserved.