Anyhow, I have come up for air, finally, from my wretched morbid mood about living in China.
Freedom of speech is restricted greatly here in China.
I hope you take the time to read it. The definition for Gothic to me ,though there are as many definitions as there are churches, is being or belonging, to those of the same inclinations or, ways of expression, that experience life on a more artistically, intense creative level, with an ambience of natural mystery that is alluring, and most often philosophically and spiritually compelling or appalling, depending on which party you are. I am older now, some may say over the hill, in fact going to be this year, but still a ravenous beauty with my wild red hair, and astounding hourglass figure, if I dont mind saying so myself. Well, enough meandering, last, please take a look at NYC Goth website for more definitions of Goth. They are the largest Goth community with everything from art to theatre.