His roommate tells me he's never home because he stays with his girlfriend. He then adds that Brandon was just engaged to his girlfriend recently. I suppose I should feel like he's the one who got away or whatever, but I don't. Whatever we had, if it was anything, was over a long time ago. Plus, what a ridiculous life to lead feeling sorry for myself because someone I knew is now engaged to someone other than mysels.
Engagements are happy things.
After I called Brandon, or before, I called Liam. I talked a lot about Hawai'i, and I hate that. I hate when I monopolize a conversation. I did manage to mention about a thousand times that I hate whites. I tried to describe the whites that I hate, but I think I just minced words.