At times, this makes you feel defeated and weary. If you feel discouraged, it is because you cannot summon your total energy as a human being behind your actions. Be encouraged by the knowledge that much of what you are learning or experiencing now, will later prove to be of permanent value to you. By 2005, you will see that since 1999, you have been reinventing yourself. It is a healthy thing.
Growth always brings confusion.
Oh thou of tactile, sensuous sensitivity and melodious voice. You are a ripe, juicy peach. You dream of captive weekends in a seaside cottage with the waves pounding and a fire roaring amidst wonderful music, fine food and alluring company. Sumptuous bedding envelops bodies snuggled in enfolded arms. The brisk air is enjoyed with a sunset fading to stars while walking along the beach.