The key here is Love. You must be consumed by a flaming fire, for with love, good and evil cease to exist. There is only truth. You must dedicate yourself completely to your path or you will never be free of the sadness which weighs you down. When love appears, reason disappears.
Love has nothing to do with reason.
If you possess inner sight, you would perceive the atoms and molecules of the visible world. But, if you perceive the world with ordinary eyes, you will never understand the necessity of love. Only one who has been tested and is free from illusion can feel this. You must master one esoteric science in order to reach the step. This seeker must study clairvoyance and healing.