Then a flash of light A cold sensation hits the back of my neck, I struggle to sleep. My throat closes, I can't breath. I can't sleep if I can't breath. Spinning in circles, spinning, spinning, falling, and falling. A nauseous feeling grabs my stomach, and never lets go.
Every muscle hurts.
Every sound, Every vision, and every light hurts. Lying in a dark room with nowhere to go. I feel so helpless, so powerless, as if nothing is under my control. There is no control, they hit, and I hurt, there's no stopping that. My muscles tighten I scream.