Enlist the help of the church. Draw strength from God's Word and from the Sacrament. God's desire is that you be free. He's paid for your freedom and provided the means. In contrast to the works of the flesh, St. Paul describes the fruit of the Spirit, the fruit of our freedom.
Fruit is what hangs on a tree when it is healthy and alive.
A tree needs no law to produce fruit. It doesn't need to be forced or coerced. It's what a sound and healthy tree does. This is how the Holy Spirit adorns your life when you trust in Jesus. You are like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season, and whose leaf does not wither.