The dream explains the negative male traits and resulting view of life which ensues. This is cause by rushing at things, worrying, not trusting and not listening to your own heart. These are traits your father had and you copied them to a greater or lesser degree. If you could let go of the negative influence your father had on you while keeping the positive influences you will find yourself on a completely different and smooth path in life. You need to open up your heart and become more feeling and forgiving.
Life is a spiritual journey.
You probably have not witnessed this in your reality but your dream says that a spiritual path lies ahead for you. Right now the focus should be on changing yourself by letting go of the past, particularly on your father's side. A therapy such as cutting the ties with dad would be appropriate. Each religion shows this in its teachings. In the Christian faith Karma is the style of the old testament - 'an eye for an eye' mentality.