What is not God is void. Empty, black, powerless, nothingness. You are not your body. You will always be you. Safe and secure in the Oneness of the Creator.
Intense thoughts can and do produce form.
It is possible to fear something so much that you create for yourself that which you fear the most. These created monsters are thought forms of fear and will vanish at the first sight of Love. However real they may seem, they derive their power only from the fear of their creator. They have no power over anyone who does not fear them. Know that you are safe and secure at all times.