Once, when participating in a conference on art and the spiritual life, Nouwen was at a table where a woman complained that she had quit going to her church because she disagreed with its policies. I don't mean to denigrate or even dispute your complaints, but those are beside the point. The only thing that really matters is your relationship with Jesus. Nouwen knew the importance of a personal relationship with the Savior. Although He is invisible to our eyes and our hands cannot touch Him, that doesn't mean He's not there.
Electricity is invisible, but it is a source of vast power.
So it is with Jesus. We keep in touch with Him through prayer, diligent study of His Word, and the guidance of His Holy Spirit. And then come and tell me what's important. The heart of Christianity is a relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ. When you relate to God as a person, you develop a personal relationship with God.