Sometimes life makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. That will be for just a time. What will be will be - justice will prevail, whether here in the bounds of time, or later in the eternal realm. What we do with what we get dealt in life will either serve to make us better or make us bitter. That choice lays within us.
Faith is forged in the midst of trials.
It has to be. Because faith is the 'assurance of things hoped for, the certainty of things not seen'. Faith is not faith until it has been put to the test. There's a saying that I came across by the philosopher Kierkegaard that has, in the last little while, become a revelation of sensibility and wisdom to me. Faith is like that, too.