It became some kind of an obsession and fear, and I started paying attention to what I feel when I see or imagine men. I really did not feel anything, but this obsession would not go away. I became afraid that someday I'd get turned on by a man somehow. I get this feeling on my penis. It feels just like if I'm turned on, but there's no erection.
Erection is only with girls.
I'm really afraid that I might become gay. I hope that it is on a physiological level and not psychological. Also, when I go out with girls - I forget my problems. I've been told by a doctor that it's an Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and it's not uncommon for people suffering from it to have such thoughts and feelings, and to have such homophobia. I'd appreciate your opinion very much.