Meanwhile, there are a number of people with whom communication can be improved and situations in which you can now resolve a variety of hidden contradictions. The sooner the better. Well, we are figuring out, like the intellectual giants we are, that work need not be a boring, meaningless, exhausting, even destructive task. Listen to me, kiddo, you gotta make it real. And that's a really deep question, too.
Foundations are pretty boring, gray, angular slabs of concrete and steel.
Whatever it would take to help you feel safe on the planet, you have a lot of it right now. An Aquarian view of security, in my sense of things, is more of an intellectual abstraction. Sure, most people would say you are nuts, that you would take solace in an intellectual construct rather than from the fact that your belly or refrigerator is full. But whatever that abstract concept of safety is, whatever that construct may be, you can learn right now what makes you feel protected on the planet, now and forever. Perhaps you liked it better in the dark, though by now, with your eyes adjusted and the landscape of life making an impression on your brain, you're probably not complaining so much anymore.