I bought her a dozen red roses on breakup and gave her a card saying I'd always love her. I left and went to grad school. I miss them but don't miss the ultimatum. This last year I lost four dear people in my life to death. I miss all of them.
Life goes on.
I try to deal. I hope better days to come. I really do hope joy is sorrow unmasked. If so, then joy is sure to come my way soon. So, well, I'm still lonely but full of sunshine to give.