Never let them see your fear. Live a life of lies, no one need ever know, the pain and sorrow within, is easily covered in smiles and laughter. Never let them see your weakness. Live a life of comforting, given to others so freely, never once received. And if your heart should break, Cover it in smiles and cry in the dark.
Life becomes a slow death, the pain and torture continue.
Both flesh and mind burn. There's nothing you can do about it. It's their illusion not yours. Live a life of smiles. Live a life of lies.