Thus, I personally plan no specific acts of violence against anyone specific, in the foreseeable future. However, I am still a potentially dangerous person, and am comfortable for any and all to realize that. Especially, this is for anyone who in my opinion has likelihood of committing overt or covert atrocities against gays, or plays a significant role in covering up possible atrocities. As it is a romantic notion to think it worthwhile to throw one's life away in sacrifice for a cause or revolution, it is sometimes also a delusion to think that it is a most noble thing to cling to life in any or all circumstances. If you are old enough to have watched people decaying and dying in scenarios where they have four or six months to live, one year to live, five years to live, then perhaps you can understand.
Life is constant pain, constant doctor visits, little joy in anything.
It has always been my intent, at whatever time in life such a reality came down, to stop and assess how the world has changed, and take any final, fateful actions at that time. Anyone who might be running around collecting signatures for the latest anti-gay petition at that unfortunate time might just be one of the deadest heterosexual bigots who ever ceased to walk this earth, as I unleashed a lifetime of rage on whoever crossed my path at the wrong time. It could be tomorrow, but it could be never at all. I suggest this as the most workable solution to virtually all gay people of similar inner conflicts. I would not feel right to urge anyone to do what I would not do, myself.