Hopefully it's a good change. I can see the possibility of a good change. Even freedom from something we loathe. That's why so many prisoners have trouble on the outside, perhaps. Because they learned to live inside the confinement.
Freedom is scary.
Seeing things differently is scary. Liberating, but scary. I haven't been breathing so good the last couple days, out of the blue. I've had friends who've had similar problems, and they turned out to be panic attacks. That's not what I'm having.