Well don't do it. You need to learn math because you'll need it in life. Go to school every day and say 'I'm here to learn. Teach me, teacher. Erwin told the students to make no excuses for failure, and used himself as an example.
Environment is no excuse.
You can be as good as you want to be. You can achieve whatever you want. Society doesn't think you can be productive, but you can be. But you have to do it. Society doesn't owe you one iota.