Stop fantasizing that it has to do with some future event or development. If you truly want to be happy, then be happy now. If you truly want to be in love, then be in love now. If you truly want to realize complete serenity, which is your true, unbounded nature, then realize it now. Nothing real is in the way.
Love is neither a religion nor a philosophy nor a hierarchy nor a belief system.
Peace is not a state of mind. It doesn't require special training or preparation. True love is awareness. Everything is awareness. You and I are awareness.