But I felt that I deserved the experience of being a mother and any child I had would be loved, perfect or not. I decided to live my life one day at a time and be grateful for every day that God would give me and my family. Ten years later, I have two of the most beautiful sons any mother could ask for. Life is so cool, and I am so grateful. My husband was also concerned about my twitching at night, mood swings, depression, etc.
Life is stressful.
Just being at risk and turning 30 was enough stress to cause those things. Before my testing I was convinced I had symptoms, as were other people who knew me. It's amazing what our minds can convince us of that is not real. My husband wanted me to take the test long before I was ready, but the decision was my own. He wanted the information for his own reasons, and I'm glad I waited until I was ready.