It is a mockery of divine justice to think that a death-bed repentance will wipe away all the wrongs you have done.
Life is always a polarity.
If there were no darkness there would be no light. If there were no trouble there could never be any peace. If the sun always shone you would not appreciate it. You have to learn sometimes through conditions that seem a nuisance. It is only when the soul is in adversity that some of its greatest possibilities can be realised.