Then I must live. And I could not escape from that circle. Confronted by the meaninglessness of life, Hemingway decided to shorten the journey by committing suicide. If your birth was an accident and if your death will be an accident, then all that lies between is another accident we call life. If there is no God, life is an accident.
Humanity is absurd.
Try and live out that view of reality. Most of us can't or refuse to. We insist upon attaching meaning and significance to our lives and actions. We have an innate drive to understand the purpose of our lives. Jesus said that we were created to love God with our heart, soul, mind and strength and to love our neighbor as ourselves.