It is the resistance of the Connecting Link, and the NOW energy. Realizing your dream becomes difficult when there is resistance. You already know what it is like to be ill, to be less than whole as a human. Now you are ready to realize the full potential of Love, Power and Wisdom within the human form. Every movement is difficult when you act upon a dream that does not come from Within.
Every thought is a reaction instead of action.
Every movement feels very heavy and very awkward. And, every moment feels quite the opposite of being timeless. You are always looking at the clock and wishing you were somewhere else. If you do not currently have a dream, but wish you did, you must know that there is one waiting for you. You must then search for it by simply opening your eyes and allowing your self to see it.