They are lonely because they miss this very important person. Despite the anger expressed, survivors usually loved, and do love, the person who completed suicide. When this person died, they lost their dreams and expectations for him or her. You feel so very cheated. Exhaustion Suicide grief takes a very physical toll.
Fatigue can seem to last forever.
A period of depression can set in, there seems to be more suicide ideation more self-destructive impulses and behavior. I did not begin to feel normal for at least two years, I do remember that significantly. Some families may feel exposed and vulnerable. Even though they don t pretend to themselves or others that they are the perfect family, suicide is overwhelming to their sense of well-being as a family unit. I have listed only a few of the differences that I have experienced and studied over the years, but I do hope they help as you try to understand what is not understandable.