Suffering is a creation of the human mind. Don t add more of it to the already unavoidable torments. There is no reason for sorrow. It makes you feel like a poor stick, which is energy stealing. Face reality with no revolt.
Life knows what it does.
Things are not what we would like them to be, not even what they should be. Things are exactly what they are. - Santo Agostinho. Dung may be an excelent manure too. Observe that during the treatment period long, your sensibility probably has increased. So, take advantage of this in order to learn more about life and yourself.