I know that you have caused a lot of emotional harm to yourself as well as to others. I know that you wish you could go back and undo all the wrongs that you have done. I know you have felt guilty about you past and present situation, but it's okay now. It's okay to feel guilty but it shouldn't be lingered on for the rest of your life. You can forgive yourself for those times.
Growth is the most important aspect of making mistakes.
You have done that and now it is time to let go because, without forgiveness, you keep yourself from the growth that you are capable of. But the most important step is for you to forgive yourself for the past and continue to forgive yourself for mistakes to come, and if it is of any value coming from me to you, I have forgiven you. Love yourself because I do. Jesse Wilson, serving 15-30 years for date rape. Return to the apology page.