For discovering one's true inner nature, I think one should try to take out some time, with quiet and relaxation, to think more inwardly and to investigate the inner world. That may help. It is wrong to expect some final satisfaction to come from money or from a computer. Every being in the world longs to be always joyful, without any taint of sorrow. At the same time, everyone loves himself best.
Love is caused by joy.
Therefore, joy must lie inside oneself. In order to realize this inherent and untainted joy, which indeed we experience every night when the mind is subdued in deep dreamless sleep, it is essential that one knows oneself . All greatness is improbable. What's probable is tedious and petty. I have three treasures.