You knew it, you ignored it, now you need to fix it. All is okay, breathe deep, be more sensitive. Get a grip, people are running the other way. You are just wanting to type all in upper case these days, and usually that is okay. There is a moon wobble happening right now, and it might be better if you would just ease up on your fellow man.
Life can be entertaining.
Try wearing a LOT of cologne, it offends everyone. Revive old romance, rekindle old art projects, bring yourself back into life. You have probably been dealing with some harsh realities, and may have had to let some old ideas fly away. That is quite appropriate for now, and you can be assured that you will blossom in the future, maybe the very near future. Do something that you will appreciate.