It feels like every kind of Love I have ever experienced and at the same time it feels like nothing I have ever experienced before. I think back upon a past romantic love. It is truly better to have loved and lost then to have never loved. Love is and end in itself. The experience of Love is an ascendance regardless of what leads up to it or follows it.
Love is ascendance.
I return to the hut and lay down on the mattress in my space once again. As I cover myself with a cloth blanket I cover myself with a green blanket of Love. It feels like the whole jungle, the whole rain forest, the whole universe is my blanket. I begin to drift in and out of sleep. I notice that Shaman Mateo is still walking around, talking to people, and caring for them.