Included is our response. If so email us and we will put you in contact with him. His name is Byran. There is a technique that can open you to your inner power. But you will need to take it a step at a time or your non-beliefs will block it from happening.
Light IS the act, or energy, of creation.
You can use Light to create what you want. Take it slowly. Since you have only 2 weeks before you are on the street, naturally the thought of living on the street looms. You must replace this thought. Every day, several times a day, think of Light.