I plant tulips. I'ts been too long since I've painted anything but walls. I need to remember how to howl at the moon so to speak. I need to find the wildness in me again, so I can go on with the business of life. I need to achieve balance somehow, and once attained, I need to learn to keep that balance.
Life is more than existance.
I need something more, and it has to come from within. Thats what I'm aiming towards, inner and outer peace. I don't mean neccesarily that everything has to be quiet, olny that I want to be at peace with what is happening in the here and now. Musings Life has a pattern, Life has a dance, and I weave and stumble through with varying grace, awkwardness, exhaustion and compassion, always trying to keep up, never suceeding for more that a few glorious moments when I am all I want. Because beauty exists, because sometimes life is perfect, because there is laughter, because of friends, because if you believe in reincarnation, you'll just have to do it over from the beginning.