I'm going to think of it as a disease because that's what it is. I need to get well, need to get healthy. That's what I need. Every moment, every time. It can be something new, it can be something good.
Hope heals a lonely heart struck with desire to move on.
Inside I struggle. Well, it's been way long now, hasnt it. I just don't know what I am doing. Trying to get things together again, but it always seems to take too long. Still working, yes, and things are going fairly well.