Emotionally drained, full of a sense of impending doom . I can't get my mind off the fact that something really bad could happen at any time. Just fucking great. It's times like this that I wish I had a serious drug habit. At least I'd be so fucked up and incapacitated that I wouldn't know what the hell was going on.
Ignorance truly is bliss.
I'm scared of not dying from old age. I'm tempted to start stockpiling bottled water, canned food, porno, etc. Hell, I'm even thinking about getting a gas mask. I wish I could afford building a bunker or something. Anyhow, don't listen to me.