As much as I've loved doing for my child, I need to get back there. Becoming the person I'm meant to become, that's all I want. Basically, you're left in that school lunchroom and you are going to deal with it the rest of your life until you face your insecurities. And she admits she still suffers from stomach problems every time she signs up for a new movie and has had to learn breathing techniques to help her cope. Birds pull their feathers out, I just get a very painful stomach.
Every film is still very stressful.
It's easy to get caught up in the demand to win. In my business people have to have this hit. And the pressures produce abusive behaviour. That's a fancy name for screwed-up. Being raised in that environment cost me years of therapy and maybe more than one marriage.