All the time. I find myself wondering if he's feeling anything like this too. If he finds me floating through his mind during the day, or waking up in the morning hoping he'll get to talk to me. Perhaps I could be lucky enough this time and get the chance to hold him. I want that.
Life is different now.
When I'm done with school, I'll be free. It's difficult not to give free reign to the possibilities and let them play in my thoughts. This could be nothing. This could be everything.