I'm not good at plot. But if I keep telling myself I'm a terrific writer, my subconscious will try very hard to make that happen instead. Try it, wherever you are right now. Mostly, just keep it between you and your computer. You don't want people thinking you are weird, even though you are.
All writers are weird.
When I was a kid I believed that a lot of little people lived inside the radio. I knew those people were in the radio because I could hear them talking or singing or playing musical instruments. Leaping and posturing. I still believe in those little people, only now they live in my own head. I know they are in there because I can hear them talking.