I cannot grow in faith apart from that community of Jesus disciples. That group, the Church, helps me understand the Bible. The faith community shows me how believers celebrate life s greatest joys and sorrows. Faith grows as we grow, as we deal with our experiences of life s joys and sorrows. Chances are, you are now taking a second look at many things you once took for granted.
Faith needs to ask questions if it is to grow, if that person s faith journey is to continue.
You asked me to recommend a starting point. I ll offer two. First, draw close to a parish or Newman Center. Rub shoulders with other believers on a regular basis. Worship with them and try some of your questions on them.