If only I were able to take the pain of loved ones upon myself. If only I had lived up to the expectation of others. I feel as though I have denied loved ones of the comfort of knowing that they have accomplished the task set before them at the time of my birth. I have denied others of the security of a life lived without the pressures of doubt, or disbelief. Infuse more doubt than they belie.
Dreams sometimes shatter dreams.
A place where pain is done away with. I don't believe so.