And so then of course you hear all these horror stories and you don't know what to believe. And here you are going through it. I had so much going on for me. So much was left to accomplish. I hadn't gotten married yet, I wanted to go away to college, I had all these future plans I immediately thought I won't do any of it, this is it.
Life is over.
And originally, I did not tell anybody. I was very ashamed. The exact opposite now. I had a wonderful support system. You are not somebody that is real shy like this.