I was afraid of being a sick pervert, and thought that if I ever accepted that I was gay, that I would be damned. God revealed to me that many of this followers don't understand homosexuality, but that is their problem and his too. My concern was my own morality. I was to continue living the testimonies of Friends and walking in the Light. Jesus took away my guilt at that moment.
Guilt is of the devil.
It's not a natural emotion. I see the sense of this statement, but I wonder about its foundation. Well, the church used to believe that the sun went around the earth because of certain scriptures. They used their interpretations of scripture to state that it is the earth that stands still. When it became a theory that it was the opposite that was true, the Church branded these thinkers as heretics.