So very scared. God I need healing - this is not well. What I wanted is so close now, but my only response is abject fear. I only really want to give my heart to one person, for life. But Piglet says I can't find the One without heart risk - you have to open up at some point.
Girlfriend is such an artificial position.
Only until recently in history it was only friendship, then courtship, then marriage. I think I'm in stage 2. And apparently we give out tiny cues when we need one of these things. When I asked her to keep distance from both of us guys, I was hoping she'd then work out who she missed the most. This is turning out to do me more good than I expected.