Though I love to study and feel that I have learned much, I have not been able to step into a church since. I know in my head that fear is not of God. I also know that I learned not to stick my fingers in an electrical outlet twice at an early age. I have long ago gotten over the bitterness. I know better now what it means to long for the Kingdom of God.
Freedom is a dangerous thing.
The ability to know Right and Wrong, Good and Evil. May God be glorified in all that you do.