He avoids me because of whatever is happening to me, which distresses me more. I don't understand what's happening myself. The mood swings now come much more often, and are beginning to get very violent. I lose self-control, and that scares me. I have lost 20 lbs.
Food is tasteless.
I cannot think straight. I am scared to drive for fear that I will have another break in my concentration. In early January I talked with my family and my Dad helped me set up an appointment with a therapist. She recommended that I also see a M.D. to get me on medication to help relieve my symptoms. The 1st medication I tried was Zoloft, which I developed an allergic reaction to.