NB, I am so sorry that you have temporarily lost the key to your sense of humor. You will find it again. That was the only thing that kept me going up to a few days ago. Things are looking up for me. I do not need anyone else to make my happy.
Happiness comes from within.
Yes, I know that our situations suck raw moose 1234. I absolutely do not require Valerie to be present or remain my W to be content in this lifetime. Sure, I would like it very much if we could work things out. But, it is very doubtful that I will cease to survive if it does not happen for me. As I have said before.