I have written many epistles which are contained in the Bible, and some are nearly correct, and in them you will find my idea of God and of the Master. I never taught that the Master was God, and neither did I teach the doctrine of the vicarious atonement or the sufficiency of Jesus' blood to save a sinner from the sins of his earthly deeds. I agree with John. God is love. For this means that God is everything that is good and pure and lovely.
Love is the fulfilling of the law and love includes everything.
I was not altogether convinced by the vision that I saw. I know now that it was a true vision and that I was called but when on earth I had doubts at times, and this was my besetting sin. Well, as to that I am afraid that I will have to disillusion you, for I was never stricken blind or taken to the house of the prophet of God as the Bible says. My vision though was plain enough, and I heard the voice upbraiding me, and I believed, but at times there would come this doubt that I speak of. Of course, from my epistles you would never think that I had any doubts, and I purposely abstained from making known my doubts and so called it my besetting sin.