There, right there. A blessed child who only wanted to be placed with a family that would love him no matter what. There lies the answer to all your prayers. A child that will love you unconditionally. A child that will open your eyes and teach you all that is sacred.
Life is the miracle.
This child is your reward. Open your heart and let this child fill it with the best kind of love you will ever know. No, this isn't a curse, you have been personally selected by God for this most incredible blessing. It is all up to you if you choose to accept this powerful responsibility as-is. You are now traveling on the most exciting and educational roller coaster life has ever presented.