You owe them that, but you don't think you'll be able to manage it. Your personal problems are bad enough, but on top of it all the entire nation is experiencing impossible traffic, pollution, natural and man-made disasters, corruption, fraud, political party feuds, stalled reforms and destabilizing bankruptcies. Individual credit card debt is high. The government introduces new policies and then backs down. International relations seem unsettled and unsettling on a number of fronts.
Japan shows signs of new militarism.
Putin's visit resulted in confusion over what was meant by the agreement signed. Seoul and Washington seem to be at loggerheads over a number of issues. North Korea alternates between a hard-line and conciliatory stance. Your internal pressure cooker is flashing red warning lights. There has to be some rational solution for the fix you're in.