Then you begin to move closer to Jesus, until you know His arms are holding you tight. Jesus never looks away from a crying heart. Grit your teeth and dry your tears. Jesus bottles every tear in His eternal container. And keep on crying, until the tears stop flowing.
Life does go on.
You would be surprised how much you can bear with God helping you. Happiness is not living without pain or hurt. Not at all. True happiness is learning how to live one day at a time, in spite of all the sorrow and pain. It is learning how to rejoice in the Lord, no matter what has happened in the past.