At the end you will care for yourself, feel sorry for the abuser but vow to never let it happen again as you have found your worth. The depression is required before we change our inner draws to being abused. Everyone always has such uplifting words. Those were probably some of my fondest memories with my children. Have a great day and don't worry about the mess in the house.
Little girls are so silly and funny.
I remember those days well. Mine will be graduating from high school in two weeks and my only son is getting married this summer. Yes, I believe I sabotage things too. To be loved and to have someone to love. I read your posts, my heart breaks.