It is nihilism, that there is no meaning or purpose in existence. Every person is a child of God, with tremendous potential to make himself what God intends for him to become with God's help. In partnership with God, there is so much to do. But God offers cleansing through Jesus, His own son, who died on the cross for all our sins. Accept Jesus as Savior by faith, and know God's mercy and grace and be clean.
Faith is a leap beyond reason.
An old tale tells of faith and reason stopped at a chasm. Faith flew to the other side. Reason could not. In 1993, they were convinced they would have the Second Amendment all but repealed by now. They were sure that with Clinton in the White House, all the gun control they wanted was a done deal.