Give up all your preconceived ideas, notions, belief system. Mastery is not about how you feel. Feelings don't matter. There are enough courses and seminars out there to help you feel things, your past, or whatever. You cannot use feelings to measure your understanding of mastery.
Issues have nothing to do with mastery.
You don't need repair or breakthroughs. Mastery is not about solutions and fixes. It is not about solving things. It is not a place to get, it is not about getting someplace. It is the process of all times .