I seem to go round in circles and never get ahead, I am generous and caring as a person, but its a struggle, no matter how I direct my thoughts, to pay the bills, and just live. I desperately have been seeking my own answers spiritually, but without insight. Click the RealAudio icon and listen to this answer in RealAudio format. Thank you for your question. Well, Alana would not necessarily say that a life purpose is about not having abundance, but Alana can say that sometimes individuals learn through contrast.
Contrast can be a great teacher.
So, in this case, dear one, I feel that the lack of abundance in your life has come from many different things. I will try to touch on the essentials in the short time that we have here. First of all, Alana feels that, yes indeed, dear one, you are a very generous person and you give much of yourself. Plus, you have a family that has many, many needs. Therefore, you are in a collective environment sharing with others and you are a very nurturing individual.