You are, in some manner, a schizoid. The Christian life is the process of growing in our faith to the extent that the new man that is in Christ wins more and more days, and more and more hours of each day. May God's gracious favor be upon us that we might more and more live each hour of each day in the new man that we are. It is wonderful to see how the little events of our daily life tend to our sanctification, though we know it not at the time. But you know when the sculptor begins his work, he strikes great pieces off the block.
Every stroke tells visibly.
But, when the statue is nearly finished, he takes the fine chisel, and strikes off but a little dust at a time.