I still have trouble with the AA sexist attitude, but I am learning not to be so judgmental, especially with myself. It takes tremendous courage to quit drinking and maybe even greater courage to talk about it, especially with those who aren't recovering alcoholics. University life is filled with drinking opportunities, starting with the early years of our own educations. I am encouraged to see many young women in recovery. In retrospect, I was a practicing alcoholic from my first drink and began drinking heavily as a college student.
Alcohol is everywhere.
I don't often attend such gatherings, but I am getting more comfortable in situations where alcohol is served. My sobriety now involves AA, being rigorously honest with myself and others close to me, and keeping in touch with women like me. I don't think I could do it without their love and support. I know that I never will be completely free of addiction, and I know that the disease always will be there. For me, each day in recovery is a miracle, and I can live with that.