She was on only child, my soulmate .We were inseperable. I lost Taz on Sept 19th . She died , collapsed in our home. She seemed like she was having more bad days than good the last couple of weeks. I was in denial that she was sick.
Every day is a challenge.
I don't feel like I am really here in this life. Her urn is on my dresser with a memorial set up around it. We had a memorial service for her. Many of her friends came to honor her memory. Don't feel crazy.