The moments of acceptance make me Drsta and relive me of the pain. Now I have got time to do what I want to do. As if life first gave me some tasks to complete successfully and at the end I am rewarded this time where nobody tells me what to do, life lets me choose. What I like to do. Jean Paul Sartre, a French philosopher had something very relevant to say for a situation like this.
Life always offers more than one possibilities in every situation.
It is up to us to make a choice. This regret is inevitable element of human existence. Simply because human life is not a readymade package, its like a shop of spare parts. You can assemble these parts in unlimited combinations. The possibilities are infinite but the fact that humans have a time limit for their stay on earth it makes it impossible for them to live all possibilities.