I am a pathetic monster and nothing in my life means anything. One of these days Im going to go to my dads house and stab myself with a meat cleaver. I hate life. I wish I could end it all right now. I think Im going to brutalize myself with a meat cleaver.
Life is a lie.
My heart weeps for the thousands of innocent Lithuanians killed in the recent bomb blast at the community theater. Its embarassing to know that such depressing people pollute and live in our pathetic world. I wish I could stab them all. Sometimes it makes me sick to know I live near the the bowling alley. Today sure was a pathetic day.