Therefore, there must be self-deception. As long as one thinks he has faith, he does not. Just as when one knows that his is meditating, he is not meditating. Only when meditation is automatic, all day long, is there meditation. One hundred percent faith arises from Atma.
Full faith is even, unchanging.
Through pain and sorrow, faith in God remains full. Milk may be compared to life. In the whey, there is no oil. When the butter is boiled, at a certain stage there is a bad smell. This is the remaining impurities being boiled away.