I feel like the perpetrator by being a man, yet a victim at the same time. Sexually, my teacher has twisted my thoughts by making me hate my masculinity. Making me feel dirty for being a man. Dirty for fantasizing for enjoying the pleasure of sex. All my girlfriends have made me feel perverted.
Girls are innocent - Men are disgusting.
I guess I've hit upon my sensitive spot. It makes me so sad to be thought of this way. I would never hurt anyone. Or cheat on anyone. I don't know what else to say.