How exciting must it be to see the naked body of a woman for the first time. I preached sexual revolution as a young activist, but I have grown to be against overly permissive social orders. Boredom sets in too soon. What is forbidden, is always more exciting. I work hard to overcome this kind of negative feedback.
Drugs work to a certain extend.
I have written about this in a previous chapter. My all-time favorite is yohimbine. But nothing in the world beats jealousy. People think I'm nuts. But in my own judgment, I'm raisins.