You are feeling disoriented. Look at what you're doing to figure out the answer. You have a tendency to make everyone around you happy so you can be at peace. It won't work. Pay attention to your happiness first and your friends will benefit for it.
Charity begins at home.
You may realize that it is not as bad as you thought. If love is missing in your life then it will help you focus on the work at hand. Stay positive, it's one of your best assets. As Mars goes into Sagittarius you will feel the energy shift, this will be your yin or your yang for the next seven and a half months. You will want to travel and explore the planet, thus in the process you will discover yourself.