Bid your melancholy adieu and set your heart once again on struggling joyfully with life. I cannot live in a world where dog eats dog. Death is not a place to go and hide in. You cannot escape from your self. Death will be as you make it in life.
Life is a meaningless accident in a vast universe which no-one created or can create.
It is better to leave the world quietly and without sentiment. In that case, you were untrue to yourself when you thought you had lost the trail. It takes much effort to achieve fearlessness over the necessities of life. I am often afraid of what tomorrow will bring. Only a child blessed in innocence is fearless of tomorrow.