Both gave me what I needed. In the months to come, don't be surprised to see me wander into your place of worship. What enriches me most now is to see how everyone approaches the Divine. I may never fit neatly into any one category, but I've made a new commitment to focus on Spirit regularly. Not as an afterthought, or just a Friday, Saturday or Sunday thing.
Every day is the Sabbath.
And every tradition holds a message. I have no idea, and that's just fine. I don't know how I'll pay my bills, but I've learned that what I need will be provided. I don't know whether I'm supposed to stay in this town yet, where I've spent my life, or get in my VW bug and drive away, truly free for the first time ever, a dharma bum on the road. What I've been given is the gift of Grace, that I can put down the load I've thought I carried for too many years, and focus on things like trust and faith and willingness.