I also don't update this as often as I would like. Hopefully this I plan to do. I started writing this 2 months ago to just put down some of my ideas. But 2 months is a long time. I have figured out a few things about life.
Life is just one big paradox.
We fight against our emotions, yet we surrender when it suits us. We live for pleasure, our own and others, yet pain helps us grow. We work for an end, even though that end is death. As individuals we are but dust apon the universe,a s a species we are not much better. To what end do we work.