My own discovery of being a multiple was the beginning of a journey filled with pain, fear, depression, hope, joy, and understanding of myself. Shown love and hate, all in the same breath, Confusing life far too often with death. Eyes that know how to hide the tears, Screams that faded from the lips over the years. The mind dreaming dreams that will never be achieved, Childhood innocence, lost never to be retrieved.
Lifes flow pumping through the heart, While pain is ripping the soul apart.
Frozen in time, frozen in fear. Feet walking through the darkness and always trying, While voices inside whisper thoughts of dying. For at times it hides behind dark clouds. I don't believe in the fragrance of flowers after the rain, Because winter comes and buries it deep beneath the snow. I don't believe in the radiance of a smile, Far too often, it is replaced with tears.