Somebody else would respond differently. That it comes up is a sign of positive change. It changes faster if you can enjoy it. Part of you knows what is going on. Any part of you is basically good.
Life is about having fun and learning.
Your external situation shows you something about yourself. You don't need anything else, your intuition will guide you. The universe will help you, if you will let it. You have everything you need right here and now. You always get what you ask for.