I don't really like things that draw more attention to me. As a freshman at the University of Northern Colorado in Greeley, about an hour and a half north of Littleton, she's trying hard to establish a routine and is almost succeeding. Still, her recent past intrudes. Part of the normal freshman routine is asking where you're from and what high school you went to, so Columbine often comes up. But most of her peers don't press the subject, and only her closest friends know she was shot.
Flashbacks come every so often.
One hit a month ago when a fire alarm went off in the dorm. The physical wounds are a constant memory. And now the Colorado winter is coming, so her long sleeves won't look out of place. But sometimes she can't escape being shadowed by Cassie's story. Like many of the devout Christian teens who lived through the shooting, Schnurr, who was raised Catholic, occasionally speaks at evangelical youth rallies.