I know that the Lord saved me this morning. I must continue to dedicate myself totally to that end. I do not know why he called Isaac home, but it is not for me to know.
Every man is appointed once to die.
My time has not come yet, so until it does, I must do the work that is before me to his glory. I can feel the Lord's hand upon me. I can feel Elysha's presence here, as if she were standing right next to me. I can feel her love and strength reaching out to me, helping me to make it through these terrible events and what lies ahead on my way back to her. I want to be with her so badly.