We were told that Lillian was slipping away. Lillian's grandparents, aunts and uncles came to share her last moments with us. The most painful thing in my life is to watch my precious little girl taking her last breathes. My heart sank when at one point I held both my children in my arms, knowing that this will be the last time I can have both of them. I felt that I was being cheated, my husband is being cheated, and Nolan is being cheated.
Life is just unfair.
Lillian's death wasn't caused by human foolishness. God felt like her 52 hours here on earth was enough. How could I argue with the maker of all creations. I had so many dreams for my sweet little daughter. Dreams of watching her take her first steps.