The jews I think call it the hall of souls. and Jesse Duplantis in his book called 'Close Incounters of the God kind' said that when he visited heaven he saw souls before they were born flying around the throne and asking God if they could come here and be one of the redeemed. If you can get a hold of that book I recomend it. I love and my parents, brothers, friends etc. I mean every word. Religion vs. relationship.
Faith is an actual substance of positive life giving energy and power.
Ah yes I could go on and on. Some churches have been called out to give this message and are trying to live by this. Anywho if ya can, check it out. Maybe once you get back into driving you will lose this feeling. Take it one step at a time.