Unfortunately a lot of people have the first kind, which is motivated by low self-esteem. It can even be done while you are working on other things, and especially with the help of friends. Just don't lie to yourself about it. These are my general guidelines for the life of an apprentice in my household. My advise may not be as eloquent as Polonius' advice to Laertes, but it is sound nonetheless.
Apprenticeship is in many ways a job, but hopefully a fulfilling and enjoyable one.
If you decide it is the job for you, make the most of it.