I think I just confused me, too. The problem with some people is that when they aren't drunk, they're sober. There is no try. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate.
Hate leads to suffering.
Why I almost feel like reading news.groups again and getting really uppity. Michele Tepper would have done it in 5 minutes. Two if she wasn't worried about messing her hair. But that pretty much goes without saying. When you know the answer, my child, you will have achieved satori.