It is waiting to help you. Don't ignore that tiny inner voice of yours that wants to be heard, no matter what your intellect is telling you. If you are pulled in two directions, follow instinct over logic. The reasons usually do appear later, and should give you confidence to continue to follow your hunches. Your cardinal nature will boost your ability to deal with change and help to investigate a number of opportunities.
Cancer is soothed by walking barefooted by the sea, collecting shells, or sailing.
If you do feel like a little company, make it someone as equally sensitive as you, perhaps a Pisces, or a practical Capricorn, someone who will not criticize you or tear you down. Perhaps the two of you would like to go rowing, and pack a little picnic that you can enjoy in a quiet, private place. Later you will be feeling better and can add other items to your diet. The creativity will engross you and give you pleasure. Your moon-ruled sign would enjoy playing with a child as a great way to let go of tension.