209.214.119.191 Comments Love get throught all. If the fellow who your brother ran off was in love with you to the degree that is preferable, he would not have abandoned you.
Hate is probably the most miserable imaginings that a person can have.
And revenge encapsulates our attention to the point that we overlook many important facts in a situation. Thoughts held in mind produce after their kind. I think you want to feel happy, we all do. So, let's work on what makes you happy. Sit in a chair, take a few deep breaths and relax.