Welcome good insights the day you can. That is often the best one can do, if trapped and not really fully able to have one's say. There are lessons in many things and happenings. If victim of the deals of unfriendly neighbours, try to find out what to do over and above mere complaining. That could be good for you.
Isolation means abolishment.
Think for yourself, modern science may help you. At least onions are very good food. Teachings of Stalking Wolf, an Apache sage. Much of value may be found, however, including deals of management. The most profound joy has more of gravity than of gaiety in it.