The scene was dishonest and my heart told me it was. So, I hated everything I was writing. Once I wrote it with the correct emotion, it was fine. All of this, and many other factors that cause bad writing make us afraid to sit down at the keyboard. Writing then becomes a sporadic endeavor.
Fear of failure provides lack of effort.
Trust me, it's okay to write garbage. You can learn from bad writing. Writing is not that hard. Make up a good story, then let it flow. Leave the brilliant work to the dead.