This is the initial stage of the forgiveness process. Feeling cut off. Feeling angry and hurt. When you have these kind of feelings about a relationship you are in, you know that there is a need for forgiveness. When you've sat long enough with your hurt and anger, you start to miss the friend that you lost, you long for happier, less complicated days.
Forgiveness is hard emotional work.
You have to be motivated. You have to really want to get that person back in your life. I thirst to be made whole again. I thirst change. I want things to be made right, even if it means I admit my shortcomings too.