As for a job, I eventually plan on being a flight attendant. I'm also hoping to move out of New Mexico. Albuquerque is a fantastic city, but I'd really like to live somewhere else for a while. By my own definition I fit into the goth label, but by others' definition I sometimes don't. Being Goth is only one facet of my personality, and I don't let it limit my tastes.
Justification is a word for the insecure.
I like the aesthetics that most Goth people have. At first it was a way of expressing another side of my personality that I felt couldn't be expressed. The personal freedom attracted me immensely. Then it grew into a opinion of the world and of others. Another part of me loves the pretentiousness and the primping and posing.