I don't care anymore. I don't love him like aa in someone I feel attracted to but someone I'd care for and cherish. Well there ends my blog for today. I still wonder that, no matter who I talk to I still wonder. Life is punishment to me, why can't it end for me when it ends others.
Holidays are so boring with out true friends.
Well I'm all stressed about year 11now, my subjects are so hard. I don't want to express my feelings about anyone this time. I ve met a small amount of people from ICQ, the only thing that keeps me sane from boredom during holidays. They re all nice people, people who look like they listen. Well maybe they look like it is because they also have nothing better to do than listen to other people s problems.