So the search continues. Where will it end, I cannot know for I am limited in my thoughts regarding extension and knowledge. But if I accept the Christian principles taught to me through childhood to adulthood, I become furnished with the idea that my thoughts will be inevitably led to the source of all my questions and doubts by means of an infinite being, a being itself, a non-transient spirit, that which we call God. That fact that I exist takes priority over what I am. Existence thus takes priority over essence.
Man has no innate nature.
Man must therefore, create himself. He must create his own nature or essence, because it is not fixed in advance. Thus denying the existence of a Supreme Being, God. It really then becomes a case of either faith, reason, empiricism, uncertainty or complete disbelief.