The Lord revealed His disdain for lustfulness and that it was keeping us apart. I must give it all to Him and trust that He would do this. I did give it all to Him and the lustfulness dissipated after a time. Sometimes we think God works like magic. Poof and its gone.
Healing takes time and continued care.
God provides that on an individual basis. A few years later the desire to wear those wonderful things again crossed my mind. I was living with a couple of lady friends in their early twenties, I in my early thirties. During this time I got fascinated with all the girlish activity surrounding me. I'd watch them get ready for their dates and parties, paying particular attention to how they applied their makeup and adorned themselves.