You mentioned that the nearest parish is about 30 miles away. Believe it or not, he too was once a kid who struggled with problems. He probably still struggles, even as a priest. Talk with him. If you feel that this is impossible for some reason, you might want to approach a trustworthy adult and talk over with him or her what you need to talk about.
Adults sometimes know ways of dealing with problems that can help a lot.
Working it out first might help you find a way to talk about it with a priest if that is still necessary. If you re looking for forgiveness, a priest can forgive you in Jesus name, through the sacrament of Reconciliation. All Rights Reserved. Such use is permitted only when copies are provided free of charge to others. No commercial use of this page may be made.