So the feelings are gone, and nothing is wrong, until the sun goes down. Standing in a Crowd Standing in a crowd, yet isolated and alone. Too frightened to reach out, too numb to move on. Show me the direction, the mission I'm to take. Pull me from this despair, this nightmare I must wake.
Confusion becomes normal, the mind loses control.
Day to day is a struggle, dormant is the soul. Hollow is the hope, greater becomes the fear. The comfort I long for, to feel your presence near. Willing to trust completely, willing to put down my sword. Allowing you to fight my battle, completely surrendering, O Lord.