Every journey begins by taking the first step.
You are embarking on a journey that will lead you to the freedom you seek. And strange as it say seem, not every hurting homosexual is really ready to claim this freedom. There are reasons why homosexuals don't claim their freedom in Christ. They are like the doves that didn't fly away even though they were free to do so. For, as the story goes, a man who loved animals and birds was walking through the market place one day and saw a number of doves whose one leg had a string around it which was attached to a stick stuck in the ground.