It is very difficult as it is. You of all people know about codependency and the identity crisis that ensues when a woman leaves. This sadness with time will diminish. I wanted so much to be one of the lucky ones who gets help with her husband and has a happy ending but, that is not to be.
Dreams die very hard.
Everything has been made to be my fault. So many times I traded my reality for his. I won't do that anymore. Dear Lisa, Thank You for your kind words. Very simply, you have the best web site of this kind.