Tears, they refuse to come. Medication makes sure of that. Body and brain both adopt a numbness that nothing nor anyone can penetrate. Must always be aware of the numbness for it is generally this cycle that many bipolar people will take that final step to end the numbness once and for all. Energy levels have diminished to where you perform only the functional skills needed to survive.
Food is more of a nuisance than a necessity.
Too much energy to get up and fix anything. Except coffee and Pepsi. I want to hibernate for the next 3 months like the Grizzlies do. Or at least I think they do. No social interactions please, I don't care to carry a conversation that will undoubtedly be totally lost on my ears.