If you can't learn to do it well, learn to enjoy doing it badly. It's only a game until you lose. Gravity is a myth, the Earth sucks. Fine day to work off excess energy, steal something heavy. Everything is unimportant in some way.
Life is a terminal disease.
I don't have a license to kill. I have a learner's permit. If you knew what you were doing, you'd be bored. The world is coming to an end. Please log off.