This time I was told to get some help. I am married again for the 4th time and learning how to be a partner, instead of running away and looking for something better. About a year and a half ago I backed off from my AA meetings and didn't stay in close contact with my close friends, and thought I could do this all myself. Now I know even though I didn't drink I still can go back to my old way of thinking and get into trouble. So now I am back on track and going to AA meetings on a regular basis, working on a relaspe prevention program and having a lot of fun with my lady friends.
Life is grand today.
And I know my Higher Power has given me another chance at living a happy sober life with the support of my family and the help of the wonderful people in the fellowship of Alcoholics Anonymous. Like what you are doing here with this homepage and thought I would add my story. I gotta be honest with myself and others. Was not the way it used to be. I started out with beer like most of my friends, but where they would have a couple, I would continue to drink until there was none left.