When I realized that there was an ether of sorts and it was a light like substance with no vibration moving infinitely fast it seemed natural. It explained why light always moved at a constant speed because this second light was still moving infinitely fast to any reference. Is is the ether of light. It was at this point that I realized that all movement was life. The wind and the rain and the earth beneath our feet, its all alive.
Light is alive.
And you were right about how important the physics is to my philosophy. If I can get the people to understand the physics then the book would lead them into deeper understandings. You have to read the book I have not even touched on everything that is there although it is hard to take. But maybe not. I feel that Dirac's Equation related to the light moving around the particle, what I called the area of compression.