I would appreciate your guidance. The short answer to your question is no, you're not meant to spend your life all alone.
Love is always possible.
For some of us, giving and receiving love comes easy and relationships aren't an issue. For others, deep-seated emotional themes block the path to partnership, making it harder to establish a meaningful and lasting connection with another human being. But having relationship issues doesn t necessarily doom you to a lifetime of loneliness. Most of us have partnership problems regardless of our relationship status. Love is the most important journey of a lifetime and very few of us come into this world with a pre-ordained road map delineating how to open our hearts and keep them open to another human being.