I saw the Doc again 2 days ago, she said after doing Chest Xray, its not TB and after hearing about the event she thinks HIV is a possibility as no virus hangs around for such s long time. She found some green spot inside one of my nose which she thinks is caused by some allergy like dust mites. But she is not sure if that is causing all these symptoms. She rather thinks of HIV as I do the same. And its not easy to get in terms with the fact that I have that.
Life appears to be heading towards a dead end.
Neither do I have a permanent job, nor money, so treatment is out of question. I cant find the answer to this. There is no one around I can discuss all these so I have to move with a plastic smile and spend sleepless nights. Its a neverending journey in hell. Thanks a lot for reading.