She dealt with her feelings, and moved on. She doesn't deserve this. I wish I had half the courage she has. I am still waivering between Denial, Shock and anxiety. I feel the strings of my heart being pulled, and emotions that aren't ready to come out, trickle out.
Gold Can Stay.
For everyone's sake, I remain strong. I do not shed a tear when I want to cry a river. It's not about me. That's why, when people ask why I don't cry about this, I say that. I remain strong for my friends.