In the second part of your article, you seem to indicate that an actual spiritual journey is a theme instantiated by events. Light acts as a wave and wholly unlike a particle in some circumstances while in other circumstances it acts wholly like a particle and not at all like a wave. Or the view of a map and the view through the car's front window. This, by definition, cannot increase as we move forward in time. For example, the likelihood that I will pass the bar sometime in my life is today much greater than it was before I decided to pursue a legal career.
Increased likelihood is oh so far from certainty.
Or, in conjunction with your energy value analysis, I wonder if you mean that the range of achievements I could accomplish by myself is dwarfed by the range if I join with others in God's will. They were only accomplished when Rebecca and I joined forces in marriage. While possibilities reduce over time, opportunities increase as we move forward. I have forever lost the possibility to spend my 30th birthday in Greece, though this time last year it was a possibility. Thanks for your time.