I was working a fulltime job to pay for school and provide for my family. Those rejoicing recipients didn't even work. It didn't seem fair. And that's hard to swallow. It raised doubts about what I was doing wrong and why I wasn't being blessed like they were.
Life is hard .
Life is supposed to be difficult. It's filled with modern-day thorns and thistles. Cars were a curse in my family. It seemed that as soon as we would get the transmission repaired, the fuel pump would go out. Then it would be tires, brakes, a new radiator, and then the muffler.