My heart was so constricted and so hard from the bitterness and anger. But it's hard every day. I realize that I inherited the compulsive genes from my father. I finally quit smoking and replaced it with eating. I wonder if it'll ever be filled.
Anger is so normal but try to avoid feeling guilty.
Pray for release, both for him and for you. Try to forgive him. God can help with that one. I can only pray that somewhere deep down inside of him, he heard me. Please pray for me.