You may be feeling that life is meaningless even though you have a personal relationship with God. Devoting yourself to this world's version of success can create that feeling. You need to put Christ first. Perhaps you've overcome the problem of despair, leading you to understand the feeling of fulfillment that comes from knowing God personally and living in fellowship with Him. If so, you need to share a little of that good news with your friends.
Chances are, they're getting a little tired of the taste of ashes.
When I hear the word suicide , I think . . .