I recently found a charge on one of my husband's credit cards for an Internet web site that I was curious about. My husband and I are very much dedicated Christians. There are many reasons why a man would pay to look at beautiful male bodies.
American society imposes a harsh standard for looks.
Only he knows if this is just a fantasy. And he could be bisexual or gay. It would not be until he has sexual experience with several men that he would be able to determine that. Some men and some women have their first homosexual experience in their thirties or forties to discover an incredible sense of peace, harmony, and love unfelt with the opposite gender. I suspect that you would have preferred more reassuring comments, but this is the status.