You fear getting lectured to. Considering it is none of their business, you begin to hate the lecturers no matter how much you love them. In fact, you don't care what you are putting your loved ones through because you are in deeper than them. They are just trying to annoy me. They don't like me, I guess I am a bad person.
Depression is serious and can last a lifetime.
There is only one cure to depression. Of course, when you are in depression you do not realize this, but it is true. No relative or friend can cure you. Prescriptions only cover up the problem making you artificially happy. This only only cures it temporarily .