That's your philosophy in a nutshell. You just can't handle the consequences of your own actions, so you deny them.
Children are inate pleasure seekers.
They are not born seeking pain. They have to be taught to seek pain in the absence of pleasure. You're a disgusting, angry individual, trying to suck others into your psychosis. You do not believe in individual rights, regardless of what you claim. This is known as tyranny, not justice.