I'm an actor, a playwright, a comic or a director, but not someone who wants to sit around making decisions about who's going to plow the driveway. And I'm also scared to make the choices that aren't quite so safe. To be on the board of this community theater pretty much locks me into doing this as a hobby. Which is exactly what it is right now, but if I spend an entire year wrapped up in this one place, I won't take chances elsewhere. This season, I want to get myself on-stage a lot more.
Community theater is a wonderful, easy place to be.
But it's filled with people who have decided that this is something they do on the side. I have to decide if I'm going to go for this, in one form or another, or if I should once and for all just decide that I'll never get up the guts to break out and see what I can do out there. If that's the case, then it would make perfect sense to get more involved in one particular theater. But still, I have to stop this waffling about everything. I'm running out of patience with myself.