Ask God to forgive and cleanse you for your unrighteous way of life. Surrender yourself completely to Him, by asking Him to be the Lord of your life. In other words, commit yourself totally to Him. Recommended Reading Read Repentance, by Basilea Schlink. The Crossroads Centre, P.O. Box 5100, Burlington, Ontario, Canada, L7R 4M2.
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