Everynight I tell myself that I won't do it again. I always start the next day positive but end up in the same place over the toilet. After I cry because I feel so guilty. I have been doing this more and more in the last 6 months. I am a little over weight in my opinion.
Any advice is welcome and appreciated.
J.C. - I can relate to everything you have said. From what you said about yourself, we are very similar. As for as the throwing up thing, it is an addiction, that is why you can't stop. At first you do lose weight doing it, but eventually, no matter how much you throw up or how many laxatives you may take, you will not lose weight. Your body desperately holds onto anything it can get, for fear of you getting rid of it.