You're actually in a grieving process, because you have lost something that was extremely precious to you, namely the act of smoking. You are no longer physically addicted to nicotine or any of the other chemicals in smokes. Let go what is missing, Brenda, it never belonged there in the first place. Anything and everything your mind can come up with to end the grief by getting you to pick up, it will throw your way. It was invented as a means of transportation.
Cigarettes have no place in that picture.
Say that to yourself in any situation that used to include smokes. Focus on the good things to come in the months ahead. Springtime is just around the corner, which you'll be able to enjoy more intensely as an ex-smoker. Your lung capacity will increase immensely, and most importantly a sense, no, a strong feeling of goodness and pride will build in you that you may have never felt before. Still, I'm getting curious.