That you have a job is good as this will help you with income and with keeping stable structure to your life. Life is very hard when those around you don't love and respect you. Please seek council and support outside your abusive home life so that you can find the best path towards a better life. I've been diagnosed with bipolar, and recently have started taking medication. About 4 months ago I started drinking almost every day, to the point of memory loss, passing out.
Alcoholism runs in the family.
And I knew I needed help - I just didn't seek it soon enough. I don't remember how it started, I don't remember the act of having sex, all I remember of that evening is my boyfriend walking in. After that is even a blur. But regardless of the problems, the cheating is not my typical behavior. I've never cheated on him, never even had a desire to.