You do what you feel. You do what you want and at the end of your life your done. Life just ends. There's another thing our culture tells is that God's contract really isn't true and there's many different ways to find the same results that you want in your life. And we know by living in this area that there is a huge multiplicity of faiths and opportunities to think about.
Culture has a favorite phrase . . .
I kinda like it myself . . . I wish it was true . . . It's not really true about this contract thing about death and sin. What is true is that God grades on a curve. And all you have to do is be better than most people.