True compassion is not just an emotional response but a firm commitment founded on reason. Therefore, a truly compassionate attitude toward others does not change even if they behave negatively. For discovering one's true inner nature, I think one should try to take out some time, with quiet and relaxation, to think more inwardly and to investigate the inner world. That may help. It is wrong to expect some final satisfaction to come from money or from a computer.
All greatness is improbable.
What's probable is tedious and petty. I have three treasures. I keep and treasure them. The first, mercy, the second, moderation, the third, modesty. If you're moderate, you can be generous, and if you don't presume to lead, you can lead the high and mighty.