Both will be alive forever. God longs to forgive you, cleanse you, and give you peace in Christ. Beloved, any sin torments. Any sin enslaves you. Any sin excludes you from heaven.
Any sin ends in death.
He gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe in His name. Agree with God that yes, you are in deed, word, and thought - a sinner. Receive Him into your heart and your life. Remember, to those who received Him, He gave the right to become children of God. This is what God does for you, beloved.