You'll see from recent responses that you are at low-risk for HIV infection. I'm concerned by the heading to your question. If you answer yes to any or all of these questions, you might be at risk for suicide, and I would strongly suggest that you seek some professional help. If you are at immediate risk, please try to get yourself to the nearest emergency room. Regardless of the suicide issues, it really sounds like you are experiencing a difficult bout of anxiety.
Anxiety can be quite a common experience for students, but having panic attacks is another story.
Please try to seek some professional help. There are options for people to relieve feelings of suicide or anxiety. Experts appearing on this page are independent and are solely responsible for editing and fact-checking their material. Neither The Body nor any sponsor is the publisher or speaker of posted visitors' questions or the experts' material. Questions and messages posted to this forum are not statements of advice,opinion, or information of The Body, Body Health Resources Corporation or any sponsor of this forum.