Discuss this with your local contact. Look for Alcoholics Anonymous in your local telephone directory. These telephones are answered by AA volunteers who will be happy to answer your questions, or put you in touch with those who can. Remember that alcoholism is a progressive disease. Take it seriously, even if you feel you are only in the early stages of the illness.
Alcoholism kills people.
If you are an alcoholic, and if you continue to drink, in time you will get worse. This is A.A. General Service Conference-approved literature.