Finding someone who can help you find out how you can recover must be a priority. You deserve to recover. The therapists who were perceived as caring were the one's whose clients did better. You've probably noticed this. Some people are helpful and some are not.
Different ones help different people.
You need to find a compatible therapist. I've also started a bookstore on this site. You can order everything I have written and a number of other books using a credit card. The site is secure. Only books that are written from a healing focus are for sale here.