So I went to the Mazda dealership and acted as if I was going to buy one. I poked around the showroom, took a Miata for a test drive, and talked options and prices with the salesman all the while knowing that there was no way I was going to buy a car that day. That was a turning point for me. As I reconnected with my joy simply by exploring delicious possibilities, money started to flow, and before long I remembered that I live in a prosperous universe. Within a year I bought a car a Mazda RX-7, the top of the Mazda line, far more attractive to me than the Miata.
Attention is intention.
Hold thoughts on vision, and vision manifests. Maybe there is something right with us. You and I came into a culture which offered us many dysfunctional models of relationship, and we are learning through our experience, painful though it may be at times, how to create healthy relationships. I have certainly had my share of lessons in relationships, both joyful and difficult. Yet with each experience I have come closer to knowing myself better, to loving more deeply, to telling a bigger truth, to finding God in my partner.