You may find that you can only take in a small amount of information, and find yourself asking the same questions over and over again. This need for repetition is a common reaction to shock. At this time you may not want to hear any more information. If this upsets or hurts you, try telling them. Start perhaps by reassuring them that you do know what is happening and that it will help you if you can talk to them about your illness.
Anger can hide other feelings such as fear or sadness.
This is a normal reaction and is a sign of how upset you are about your illness. People around you should not see this as a personal attack against them. If you, or your family, are finding it difficult to cope with these feelings it may be helpful to talk to someone who is less involved in your illness - a trained counsellor or psychologist, for example. Sometimes people blame themselves or other people for their illness. This may be because we often feel better if we know why something has happened, but since doctors rarely know exactly what has caused an individual's cancer, there's no reason for you to blame yourself.