As you face your problems financially, remember that as a Christian you are rich. You are a joint heir with Christ. You have a mansion in glory waiting for you. You may feel that you are going under physically. The Bible says in verse 55 and 56, But he, being full of the Holy Ghost, looked up steadfastly into heaven, and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing on the right hand of God.
Death is a terrible thing.
It is described in scripture as an enemy. It has a sting. But they do not go under. You can't drown if your head is above water. It will next time.