If I try to talk to my father, he just yells. I am completely lost. Please help me and my sister, and my father too. Dear Master understands your confusion in following the Commandment of not killing or obeying your father's orders to eat meat. The answer will be very clear if you will imagine that your father asked you to kill other people.
Animals are also our brothers and sisters.
They have feelings just as we do. When we eat the meat of animals that have been killed, all their feelings of fear, anger, and hatred come to us. These feelings are not at all good for our body. They might even ask us to repay their life that they have lost. That would be very terrible.