Ours are of beauty. Ours are gentle. Moreover, Ours honor Death and do not impose ourselves upon Her in the manner of a suicide. We are capable of all human emotion, albeit that we are witness to our own funeral and the death of our beloved own kind. Here's the funeral first.
Apologies are explanations.
I will continue to apologise. The difference between Sorrow and Depression is this. Sorrow is an epiphany wherein we understand the suffering of all creatures and wish to avoid harming the world any further. It is necessary to know Sorrow if we are to nurture Love. When we hate ourselves and despise the world, that is depression.