As I come full cycle around the fragile edge of the oval window of life and peer deep within, I become a part of a coming together, a new beginning, an unexpected separation, tremendous pain, and a tear- filled grief that reaches unbearable heights and leaves me devastated. Two separate entities enter my field of vision and I become a part of the gravity that pulls them together and the energy that pulses at regular intervals until the force causes a sharp and dynamic change in their movement.
All movement ceases.
I hold still and wait for I know no what. Then slowly the togetherness moves up and to the side, barely able to elevate a small amount. And now the new beginning rocks from side to side and back and forth at a quick regular beat. The new beginning stops on the upside and holds with baited breath. A foreign object has entered the window of life.