The freedom was both exhilarating and terrifying. And I stayed up until all hours of the night because there was no sure way to get back to where you had been. Creating in 3D on the computer has been a holy grail for years, just as creating organic and sensuous forms has been. The computer is essentially held in thrall by the rectangle and its geometric cousins. Breaking out of those constraints is a challenge.
Artists work essentially in the black holes of creativity.
They visit the land of insanity clutching their visitor's pass. I call it barking in the dark. When someone barks back, i.e. 'gets' what you are doing, it brightens the day but does not change the journey you have embarked upon. It is a personal quest that you undertake, not a popularity contest. There is literally no end to the explorations available.