The mayhem began with wholesale slaughter and dismemberment. Bodies torn apart, blood spewing, screaming, and agonizing death to all present. Somehow I was not affected or involved in the slaughter. The food was overdone and of small proportion. Loss occurs before being found.
Dismemberment rips apart what no longer is to live.
Only then can we re-member. I woke up from this dream exhausted. My wife said that she felt I hadn't slept much last night although I don't remember being awake. Loose my bearings, tear me up, the Self is not at risk. I dreamed of the world's worst murder.