I was desperate. And nowhere I came across a memory of a crisis of somekind in the twenty-first year of life. The human is a machine. This machine might lose it's energy whenever it falls in an every day routine. Every day activities are repeated until the inner world becomes as predictable as the outhern.
Difficulties come with news, and every difficulty overcame inreaches the inner world.
The inner changes are going on without our will. And suddenly all the changes cease to go on. We are not growing any more. Unusual effort has to be done if we want the growing to continue, for to initiate the inner robot to produce news. That is the essence in the Gurgiev method.