That is not what we seek. We want to return to the source. To return to the source, we sometimes have to accept being alone. Now, we return to the source in and through adoration. We can go back to the source only through adoration.
Adoration requires an effort on our part.
No, we do not adore God like that. Returning to the source requires an act of the will. That may surprise you, but it is a profound truth. Anyone who no longer worships is off course, and thus, by a lack of will, will inevitably let himself be carried away by the current. Whoever wants to return to the source must will to do so.