The Word of God opens with an introduction to conflict. Think of the Spirit of God, moving within the framework of Divine objective, brooding upon the face of the chaotic deep.
Deity is averse to chaos and disorder, as is shown in creation.
The extent of the conflict of that ancient chaos with God's Spirit transcends our imagination. The effect that disorder has upon you is a very faint reflection of that situation. Light and darkness The first creative work of God summoned light into existence. But even then, there was conflict. Light did not dissipate darkness, nor could it be merged with it.