We were now 1 year into our grief, with the ups and downs still there, just different, and less frequent. Keeping his memory alive, by talking about him often, looking into his big blues eyes with the photos that line the walls of our home, and praying that this year will be better, for all of us. . It's now been almost 22 months since that dreadful day. So much has happened, so much has changed. The birth and death of your child will do that to you.
Death brings about change, at times painful change.
We as a family have been ripped apart too many times to count. An infant brings unconditional love and the future. Zack isn't lost, he is in heaven, lucky guy. Over 1000 people attended the walk with a large part of the South Placer Community being involved.