I am sorry. I shall not think it in the future. But at least take a resolve that in the future you will not do it. So, even if you have a bad thought about somebody, and even if you do not believe in what you are thinking, it still could create karma. If you think something, it creates karma.
Any thought creates karma.
Unless your thought is organised in a universal manner, unless your thought is in harmony with the Universal Existence, thought will produce karma. Karma is nothing but the reaction produced by action. Swamiji, I want to ask you about what you said about the beginning of the path. From our experience, this behaviour that you described is a natural result of the realisation of the Absolute, but without the realisation, it is impossible to think this way. Even now, when you are not realised, you will be able to appreciate that this is good behaviour.