A feeling of terrible depression was coming at this time. I felt as though I wanted to cry. I simply related it to the events of the past several months. After this depression, I started having anxiety. There is quite a difference between the two.
Anxiety is a horrible feeling.
It makes a person feel that something dreadful is going to happen. I felt my life was coming to an end. Indescribable sensations were beginning to be felt at this time. Once I was opening the refrigerator door and had one of those feelings. It wasn't one of weakness, shakiness, pain, depression, anxiety or anything I had ever felt before.