I just don't get why they don't understand that I want to stay here. I don't want to go to another county. I don't want to have to move away or commute. I'm terrified of people. I can't even make phone calls to people I know because I'm so afraid.
Children are different.
I'm not scared of them. Aside from other teachers and the parents of student, I don't have to deal with a whole lot of adult-type people. My dad says I should go out to all the schools and meet the principals, but I just can't do it. I've met most of them before, but I just can't go out there again. I'm getting all shaky just thinking about it.