My childhood years were not influenced by the wisest parents. I loved to learn, and still do. God has a plan for all of our lives to ultimately be triumphant. My experience with Mental Illness kept me in disarray. I was extremely angry with those family members that I had found fault with.
Anger is ok.
The longer we hold onto our charged emotions instead of placing them where they belong, we run the risk of hurting ourselves in the end. These being manifested in further emotional difficulties and even physical problems. My life became a vicious cycle of major depression and self-abuse. I was in the hospital for psychiatric treatment more times than I care to remember. I took an overdose of a prescription medication.