All the time. So, admittedly, I've been sleeping 20-24 hours a day, waking up only to eat and shit. After the pain continues for 2-3 days, the brain somehow gets drugged by something. I don't know what it is, probably some sort of internal endorphin production. Even sleeping while in pain is ominous.
All hope is gone.
For myself, for the world. I find myself wishing to cause equal if not greater harm to everyone around me. I can safely understand now why abused children return the actions to their fellows later on. All religious feelings are gone. The persistent memes of religion, are completely annihilated.