That was my safety net. My dad was a pastor, and I saw total agreement between my parents' public and private lives. They weren't perfect, but their lives laid a foundation for my view of God and the situations He has allowed in my life. The teen years are emotional ones for any young girl. But I haven't really felt deep anger or resentment.
Anger is one of the stages of grief.
But all along I've been utterly convinced of God's goodness, His trustworthiness. I'm still convinced of His sovereignty. Scripture promises that we'll see Jesus as He is and that we'll be made like Him. I haven't seen a human face clearly in years, so unless God heals me on earth, the first face I'm going to see clearly is the face of Christ. I wanted to be able to go away to college, and I chose a Christian liberal arts college in Florida.