He cannot go back to fishing. He knows nothing of sheep, or anything of what the Lord has planned, but he knows that he has a new destiny , and with the Lord he can achieve it . Thus it is when we come to a new place in our journey of faith. When some traumatic experience changes everything, when anxiety overwhelms and you are stressed to the point you are about to snap, one small shift and suddenly all is at peace, Jesus is near, you are given a new future, a new destiny. Feed my sheep.
Church is good.
Church folk are nice. The Lord provides. We have faith. For the most part it is enough. But there comes a time when we must move from having faith to trusting Jesus .