But I didn't see any god helping me, only human beings. I met a lot of swamis who told me they'll teach me all this kundalini stuff. KundaIini, or sexual energy, is pushed up by creating a vacuum inside the body by yoga through sushumna nadi. They say it's a mental nadi that can be perceived only in meditation, that is sheer imagination. Sexual energy cannot be transformed into mystical strength.
Celibacy affects the prostate gland most painfully.
Then I grew interested in the tricks. I can make a lot of money as a godmen if I want. Dr. Kovoor used to come from Sri Lanka and hold miracle exposure campaigns from 1969 onwards. I wrote a book called ' Lure of Miracles ' on Satya Sai Baba. Publishers refused to touch it, so I published it myself and Kovoor released it for me.