It's stories like yours that prove that he is working even today. Because I've heard plenty of people who are gay or trying to kill themselves say that they just can't stop. And the truth is that alone they can't. But Jesus can save them. Your story also shows the effect media has on the youth of today.
Christians take note.
I think that it is so awesome. I also strive to live a pure life. I think that it is really cool that you are 18 and have never gone on a date or kissed anyone. That is so cool about how you said that you could look into the eyes of your wife and tell her that. I am so proud of you, even though I have never met you.