She had bitter things to say about me. She was bombed on prescription Phenabartital most of the time. I was watching you all the time. So I was well set up for the abuse when it began. And to me this is the key.
Abusers pick their victims well.
They hunt them. I was hunted, but I am hunted no longer. When you stalk a dear, the first thing is to find one. The second thing is to be well armed. More people are attacked and killed by dear than by any other animal in this country.