Like I said before, a string of luck seems to me to be just that. It can and usually is broken, good or bad. I just hope the bad luck doesn't stay with me as long as the good did. I just don't have that long to wait. And the truth is that I don't count losing my dad among the bad luck that has happened.
Death is just a part of life.
There just wasn't anything I could do about him. It's a funny thing about human nature. Although I know that even with this current string, I have a much better life than most of the people of this world, that doesn't change the fact that it is seriously messing up mine. I have never been able to garner any satisfaction on the knowledge that my success was better or worse than anyone else's. So knowing how much worse some people have it just frankly doesn't help much.