She is what I have spent the last year looking for. And like Charlene she is a flirt and taken. She says she is very much in love with her boyfriend. But she is a big flirt. Big surprise there.
All women are big flirts, but, whatever.
I think I attach myself to these women because I know that I have no real chance in hell of ever having a truly normal or happy relationship with them. I think Ashley quit tonight. I mean if she did quit, I will probably never see her again. Which means I will probably pine for her for a while get depressed at the missed oportunity, and then get all excited about the next girl who comes along. I am such an idiot sometimes.