For memory is the essence of Soul, its order intelligence and continuity. Self's force is the energy of its desire, self-desire ever leaping into form. Ever energy is encoded, containing information, ever desire becoming belief. Ever is belief surrounding self as it's ever-changing body, and this multitude of beliefs and forms all have Self for their center, yea, they all have the same Self for center. Simple beliefs are of large capacity to believe though relatively unintelligent.
Complex beliefs are of small capacity to believe though intelligent.
We are only free to believe before conception has occurred. This is in relation to the sphere of complexity we are in at the time of conception. Even though in time they may alternate, they cannot exist simultaneously. In the moment before you look you are free to think that either is or it is not. Once you look you are free to believe only one or the other.