Learn from it. Find help and trust in those that can listen and guide you through this. I had an uncle that helped me to cope. In addition, a few of my personal friends grew up with alcoholic parents and they have become very successful people. However, they have carried some emotional baggage from their own ordeals, but have overcame them.
Alcoholism is a travisty and tradgedy.
It ruins lives and those around them. Don't let it ruin you. You are above it.