You're tired of waiting. Someone told me once that there's a right and wrong. Punishment was cure for those who dare cross the line. But it must not be true for jerk-offs just like you. And maybe it's just bullshit.
Consequences dictate course of action.
And it doesn't matter what's right. It's only wrong if you get caught. Tired of waiting. Opiate Choices always were a problem for you. What you need is someone strong to guide you.