If you are going crazy for God, that's okay. That is the end of the relevant part of Mrs. Kang's testimony which I wanted to share with you, which I thought relevant to your question about how to communicate with God. Now I want to add some of my own comments or suggestions on what you have said. God wants to communicate with us. When we pray, we believe that God is hearing our prayer.
Communication is a two-way affair.
We talk or share our heart, and also we hope or expect to hear an answer, or that some kind of response or effect will come about at some time. Now, ideally, if we can communicate with God, we should be able to ask God some question, sincerely, and be able to quickly receive an answer, especially if it is an urgent matter upon which our own response is also depending. We have many times to make decisions. So we ask God's guidance. Do God's Will.