Shortly after the phone call, he was found to have committed suicide. When his parents went to claim the body, they quickly noted that he was missing an arm and a leg. He had been describing himself to his parents in that phone call. I never get enough of my dad's time. Father Lopez referred to people who are deep in a moral vice.
Conscience is the key and it has standards.
It must be pure and correctly formed. The second time he is not so troubled. Then the act becomes a right in his mind, and, finally, he believes his desires must be obeyed. Father Lopez related that he once asked students to draw a picture of their conscience. Many don't see themselves as having a role in that decline.