Honestly, I wish I could once again shape myself up to be a respectable, upstanding member of this community. I've traveled all over the Webiverse in the past year or so and still haven't discovered a virtual community that matches the uniqueness this rebuilt community still manages to hold, in terms of the posters. If it seems as if I'm contradicting what I stated the first time I appeared on this board, it's because the difference is, I have given up my search. I'm aware of the immaturity of my response, and don't really have an excuse as to why I didn't act more civil, other than I couldn't deny my impulses of venting some anger that I've stored up for a long time. I don't believe it ever happens intentionally, I just prefer to come to a resolution no matter what it takes than live with a thorn in my side.
Conflict leads to resolution.
I honestly wish it would, as I'm sick of feeling like I have to fight against others to defend myself and others for what I feel is right. It might seem like I enjoy it, but that's not true. I always come away with a bad feeling at the end. If certain people actually showed that they actually were willing to resolve things, then I'd be happy to work with them, as long as they could be civil. These days, these fights and squables drain far too much of my energy.