Death is such a waste. There is no way I will ever be able to survive your death. You must take extreme measures to prevent death. It is bad luck for married people to discuss their respective deaths. If death is not discussed out loud, maybe it won't happen.
Death is a sign of human failure.
Death is God's revenge on man. You are always a loser in death. No purpose can be served by a death. Death is the ultimate revenge. Deal with your denial of the reality of death and the reality of the loss it brings.