I promise He will help you. Marci, I usually just pray for people who post messages on here and rarely write. But I feel like I have to say something. My mom was always scared to leave. I was scared to leave, but one day I finally did.
Abuse usually starts out small and gets worse with time.
He needs help. My mother ended up in the hospital with brain damage. Now my sister takes care of her. My dad almost beat her to death. It started out small and now look where she is because she was afraid to leave.