Jealousy makes life interesting as you come to appreciate what others have. A static relationship enters a period of change. The calendar turns to July and the Moon is in Scorpio. You've been waiting for this. Compliments are everywhere.
Criticism is irrelevant.
You're here to have a blast, and maybe even change the world. As soon as you can recognize a mistake, you'll know how to fix it. It's better to keep moving than to stop and start again. Your original estimate is still pretty accurate. Those who want to play rough can do it somewhere else.