Three, I was too quick to react emotionally at every turn, in all ways. Too fast and too hard. Last night I fell asleep at six p.m., then woke at seven a.m. still feeling tired. Not only feeling tired, but cheated out of leisure time. Work, sleep, work, sleep has to be interrupted with something relaxing or fun.
Colours are more vivid.
I am completely hands on the edge of my seat, bite my lip, hold my breath frazzled. But there s nothing to be done about it, you see. I just have to keep going to work and not falling apart, and keep taking the pills I ve been prescribed until I can be prescribed different ones in 1 weeks. Topamax, that s the new one, another menu for iTakeDrugs , it s a mood stabilizer that also has sedative and weight loss effects. It s too soon to say what difference it s making, I only started it on Monday.