I had heard it in church and heard it in sermons. I now have tasted it. It is both humbling and glorious. The greatest regret I've had is the knowledge and reality of the fact the two lives I ended I will never see in this life. Many evils one can apologize and try to make amends.
Abortion is very final.
I know I am forgiven, I also can not undo those choices and allow those lives to live here on earth. If anyone is reading this now and feeling the painful loss of a child through abortion, I can say this, God can and will heal your broken heart if you come to Him. Nothing and no one else will. Also, use resources like Project Rachel in the Catholic church, or P.A.C.E. through pregnancy centers to help you through the stages. I have come to the conclusion it truly is always better to choose life.