It's a fact that over half of adults don't have a legal last will and testament. It really is a good idea to make one as soon as possible. After all you never know what's going to happen tomorrow. Funeral arrangements are a good place to start the conversation. You really would be better off not booking that holiday in Europe.
Circumstances can change very rapidly.
On a happier note, your long ambition to get your name in the newspapers will be fulfilled very soon. I bet you've been meaning to do it for ages and never got round to it. Well, I think you should do it. The truth is that however you act, the darkness will come swiftly and mercilessly and it'll do you absolutely no good however much you fight it. There may be some emotional problems with family and friends.