I have no idea what my life will be like for the next few weeks. I would love to see both Ben and Aurora while on the east coast, but I don't know if I will be able to arrange to see either. My father is exceedingly stressed and I will do my best to see that he stays far from his breaking point on what is supposed to be a vacation. I hope to read a lot and think of what I want for my future. A whole lifetime is a huge thing to hold in one's hand and try to point in the right direction.
All plans are evanescent, and yet still so difficult to make.
I have told both of my parents to make lists of things I can do to make their lives easier when I come home, and I am prepared to run errands until Friday, when I leave for Boston at seven am. Things are well with Him. I adore him. Every day with Hims is a completely new experience. I have taken to giving his body parts nicknames.