Your standards are not mine and mine are not yours, but, the questions were still applicable. I wondered while attacking the house.
Answers only come through our own personal definitions.
And these thoughts affected me, because of my need to know, and not your expression - my need to know how I feel about action, energy and movement. It seems like such a simple thing. At least I have reached a point of going and attempting, not giving up this tenacious hold on life. The stuff to do can either be done or not. The question can be found in assessing the consequences of each.