I am invisible, simply because people refuse to see me. I was never more hated than when I tried to be honest. Or when, even as just now I've tried to articulate exactly what I felt to be the truth. When I discover who I am, I'll be free. This is to have succeeded.
All life is an experiment.
The more experiments you make the better. What if you do fail, and get fairly rolled in the dirt once or twice. Up again, you shall never be so afraid of a tumble. Sometimes a scream is better than a thesis. A friend might well be reckoned the masterpiece of nature.