I think it is. Now, my instinct is to leave. To find a different place. However, I've felt like this before, and I'll probably just stay for a while until I have more money. I'm not sure.
Choices are, in acting terms, extremely important.
The word is thrown around willy nilly, but it is really the foundation of action, which is the foundation of organic behavior that is true to an imaginary set of circumstances. We come to a role with only so much information. Sometimes a lot. And in either case, we have to take what's there, take the circumstances of the scene, the story, step inside the skin of the characters, such as it is, and begin building. The making of a choice, regardless of whether or not it is necessarily the right one, is a virtue here.