I can't remember the last time I truly felt joyous, but maybe it's just because I'm in such a depressed state. Maybe if I read back on my previous posts or read in my journal from 7 years ago when I first met my husband, I'll get glimpses of the joyous feeling I had. Anyway, that's my rambling for tonight. Joy seems a bit out of reach for me right now. I hope all of you had a good holiday.
Different ones work for different people.
When I took Zoloft, I felt like a blank sheet of paper. I couldn't stand the feeling. It was like being in a swimming pool and wearing water wings. I could look down at the bottom where I had been and know that I wasn't going to drift down there again. But I didn't feel divorced from from my feelings.