Your season had come to escape from the cycle of using diapers into a season of wearing pants. You could be trusted in doing that because a certain kind of maturity had come. In the beginning sometimes you made little mistakes. But very soon you learned how to walk in that new season. In Spirit life those things are happening too.
All truth is parallel.
Unfortunately there are times when we come into new areas and seasons, moments of repeating failure. You seem to be a nice mature Christian. You speak in tongues, you even win people for Christ. But something is wrong. Deep inside you are worried because you know you are not where you ought to be.