When you talk to someone, you might feel less alone. DO try to get involved in doing enjoyable things at school or near where you livethe school band, softball, Boy or Girl Scouts, or others. Doing these types of activities can help you forget about the problems at home, and you could learn new things about yourself and about how other people live their lives. DO remember that feeling afraid and alone is a normal way to feel when you live with alcoholic parents. It's confusing to hate the disease of alcoholism at the same time that you love you alcoholic parent.
All people have confusing feelings.
Having two different feelings at the same time is the way many kids feel about having alcoholic parents. If things are bad at home, you might not have anyone who will help you have fun, but don't let that stop you. Find a way to let yourself have fun. DON'T ride in a car when the driver has been drinking if you can avoid it. It is not safe.