I never will recover. I am unable to engage in normal activities. I am so guilty and hopeless that suicide is the only solution. I cannot tolerate dirt and germs. I must control everything and everyone, including myself.
Details are vitally important.
I cannot really trust anyone. Being right is more important than anything else. I cannot tolerate frustration and disappointment. By acting helpless and dependent, I can achieve my goals. I am a victim and not responsible for my problems.