Any Muslim man knows that being gay is a NO-NO in Muslim society.
There is no such thing as a gay Muslim priest for therapy, or one to turn to for help. So it ends up that he lives in a deep closet. Either he is satisfied with only fantasies and make believes, or to cover up his true personality by a marriage of convenience and lead a secret double life. A closeted gay Muslim is probably no different from any other closeted gay person in the world. Being in a strongly conservative religion, a closeted gay Muslim has a terrible traumatic conflict with one's beliefs.