I demanded a faster way. If there truly is an all loving God, he would not require a slow, long term, painful recovery. My prayers were answered in the form of Kathee Dunn, an Alchemical Hypnotherapist. Rescuing my inner child from the abusive family of my past and giving her a new inner family, a new mother and father, provided the bridge from insanity to wholeness. My first sessions were both emotional and physical agony.
Alcohol acts like an embalming fluid, numbing and dulling the nerve endings.
The return to a feeling state was nearly overwhelming for me. The gentle support and encouragement Kathee provided, and the safety generated within the Alchemical process enabled me to continue. Gradually, by rescuing my wounded inner child from traumatic incident after incident and giving her the nurturing she needed, I began to heal. The frightened little mouse began to move out of it s corner. As the child within gained emotional strength and a sense of safety and security, the adult began to move through the fear.