But the really stressful part for me is being ignored by members of the family that I want to feel close to, like my mother. Family relationships are not good and the holidays do not equal good family time. Instead, the holidays mean worse times for the family. I have always enjoyed the holidays. I got frustrated right before the holidays because I learned that I was not going to see my daughter as I had hoped I would.
Any holiday can be both enjoyable and stressful for everyone.
If someone enjoyed themselves on a certain day, then they would more then likely have a great time and enjoy that day. On the other hand, if someone experienced something bad on a certain day, they would feel doom coming on for that day. My love of life and soul mate was not with me, has not been with me for a while. Her quack therapist destroyed our relationship, breached confidentiality and lied to the licensing board about it. I miss her.