All your problems are somebody else's fault. This world owes you happiness. You'll be happy if you get what ever you want. There is never any reason to feel guilty. Man is basically good and unselfish.
All beliefs are equally valid.
Pornography and perversion are innocent. You can have it all. You shouldn't have to wait for anything. Because you're God, the answer lies within you. Those who leave God behind leave behind the potential for greatness in humanity.