Anger truly can be power. Integrity is a heavy burden for those trying to scale the charts. More than sounding like us vs. them, Nevermind sounds like me vs. you. If there is a glimmer of hope in anything, you should support it. The pinned pupils, sunken cheeks and scabbed sallow skin suggested something more serious than mere fatigue.
All drugs are a waste of time.
People are treating him like a god, and that pisses him off. He had life figured out really young. He knew life wasn't always fair. He changed completely. I think he was ashamed.