Be assured, God cares for you more than you can imagine. Don't let the devil use this bad experience to separate you from the flock of God, or the CARE of a pastor. We are not ignorant of his devices - one of which is to get a lamb off by himself somewhere so the wolves can eat lunch. There are many caring Christians who would have been so happy to visit you in your time of need. Many, including a priest and Levite, passed by the injured stranger on the way to Jericho.
Bitterness only destroys.
Forgiveness builds up and gives hope.