God expects you to be willing to turn away from your sinful ways and live for Him. Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again . God actually will come to live within your body. Without the Spirit of God living in you, the body is actually dead. Your spirit is dead.
Dead people are lonely people.
For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also. I can tell you that God is a loving and kind God and who gives His Spirit to us generously. He gave His only Son, Jesus Christ, as a sacrifice for our sin. Following are some verses that you need to read and carefully consider in your search for God and in your invitation to have God's Spirit come to live within you. Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven.