I cannot stand to even see a handgun now or hear a gun fired. I was an excellent markswoman and hunter. Now I can only hunt with a bow. Guns are death now to me. They are to be feared.
Death is to be feared.
I fight death. I defy it. It is a horrible thing. For myself, I do not worry about it. I take the risks I want to and I do what I want, but for others I worry.