Mr. Rice, Hello. Mr. Rice has forwarded your email to my attention, and I submit the following response for your consideration in the hope that it may possibly help you in some way. If you trust in men, of course you will be disappointed.
All men are sinners.
I agree that some disappointment is inevitable, but to make it a primary dogma of your religious faith seems rather extreme and appeals to a false sense of hopelessness. If its the truth you seek, Jesus is the Truth. You are merely repeating superstitious fairy tales and religious make believe. I would strongly encourage you to grow up and accept responsibility for thinking more clearly. The same as Santa Claus, who is likewise believed to exist outside imagination despite there being no evidence to support such a contention.