Perhaps, after all, a certain two weeks of this summer grant me the romantic hope not to be so lonely for a while. For the first time in a while, Eilonwy granted me legitimate happiness. Or perhaps its more fair to say she added on to my pre-existing happiness further legitimate joy. Yes, i like that. I also realize now that the frustration and anger i felt before were only my desperate attempts not to get hurt.
Anger works like that, only for self-defense purposes.
Perhaps i shall write an essay sometime. No room for a tangent in this chapter, i'm afraid. The next day, i did yet another glorious deed. Think for Yourself. I am writing this on the Sunday following those happy events.