I get too much email every day to answer everything sent to me, but rest assured that I read it all. If you have put forth thought and feeling in what you wrote then have faith that it is known and valued. If people cannot find what they need to know about Jesus then they are truly beyond hope. There is nothing to fear in honesty. If we want others to know who we are then we should communicate directly without pretense, fear, or doubt.
Agnostics are typically people who approach life theoretically and justify their behavior.
As those adept in social science are aware, using a foundation of justification is a Judeo-Christian trait, which is also to say it is an error. Thoughts that do not conclude with action and consist wholly in negating popular belief systems rather than creating new systems are both an intellectual and practical dead end. The agnostic flogs a dead horse and dwells in the stench of decay with defensive self-satisfaction instead of climbing mountains and building a new future in the open landscape of possibility. Atheists dabble in negating the hanging fruits of modern theology but create nothing new. This is ineffective in the modern era where illogical feelings and desires are considered legitimate and sacrosanct.