That rage is the gateway to that feeling of cloudiness and uncertainty where irrational thoughts takes over. Losing control of your emotions for that brief instant so much can go wrong. A fight with a girl. A disagreement with a friend. Losing the game.
Anger is so much like a fire.
It's powerful and uncontrollable and can do so much without making a sound. As long as there is fuel, it will continue to burn. It extends you beyond your norms and standards. It pushes and pulls in completely opposite directions at exactly the same time. Anger is a mild form of temporary insanity.