Guess I need to learn to control this somehow, maybe I need to see someone. Think it all started last night after the helicopter flew over. Today, I'm in an almost emotionless mood, moving my crap. Understand the lonliness too, I just want to spwnd time with someone. All my friends are still married, so they're not allowed to play with me any more I miss having someone to talk to and spend time with.
Days are fine, it's that early morning and late night stuff.
Anyway, saw her this afternoon. Some really strange things happened. Basically, it's obvious to me that she's not very sure that she wants this over. She said a few things that made me think about stopping the papers, but I decided against it. She needs to know that I'm serious and that she doesn't have all the time in the world.