Things happen and time passes. I don't guess so. Truly I just wanted another healthy child. The way life goes. Differences between boy and girl are many.
Boys are easier in most ways.
But I wouldn't have not gone through this life without knowing what a girl was like. I feel very fortunate to have had both. All Dads-it goes as far back as Adam. And that you were able to raise them, to become adults. Worst part-worrying that you could lose them any number of ways.