Age: 55.0
Sex: F
Vaccine: COVID19
Symptoms: Confusional state, Deafness, Deafness traumatic, Dysgraphia, Ear pain
Clinical narrative: On 9/13/2021 I was vaccinated for Covid at my local hospital. I asked tons of questions as I tried to research this since it?s conception and could not find any data. And I was told there is no data by the hospital personnel but ?rest assured? it was safe and effective. 48 hours later I experienced a seizure.  Two days after that I experienced another seizure that was incredibly worse.  I ended up in the Emergency room.  They did blood tests and a CT scan and sent me home with papers stating I had exhaustion.  They were very dismissive. I started experiencing strange rashes here and there all over my body out of nowhere.  Lots of inflammation all over my body. I had a constant runny nose, a very stiff neck, heart palapatations and nausea all of the time. I have experienced pain in various parts of my left let when I lie down.  It is always in a different place, on the outer part of my leg.  It makes me wonder if I have a moving blood clot.  The months of strain on my heart when I lie down at night my heart races. While bending over, I hear my heart pound and swishing sounds like the ocean.  I have incidences where it?s like my heart stops for a moment and I catch my breath, usually once a night.  I started having severe ringing in my ears, 24 hours a day everyday.  It started about six weeks after I was vaccinated and quickly progressed into severe vertigo and I couldn?t move my neck. I got to the state that I could barely leave my couch.  I could not bathe myself and had to hold onto the walls to walk from room to room.  I could not drive, go to the store for myself.  I could barely write my own name.  Every move I made, I thought I was going to have another seizure. I became an unfunctional human being.  I sought doctors care the entire time, but was dismissed and felt the seeds of doubt all around me by medical professionals.  I experienced fevers, headaches, severe joint pain, constant nausea, muscle weakness, stiff neck, irregular heartbeat, confusion, difficulty in speaking and in moving, memory issues, severe sensitivity to lights.  My vision became cloudy.  I felt damage to my central nervous system. Experience multiple neurological problems. I thought at one point I had encephalitis as I had ten symptoms of the disease that was quickly dismissed by doctors.  Most days I became I depended on others, although I live alone. The ringing in my ears feels like it is weaponized most of the time.  I have experienced severe Havana Syndrome effects and it has gotten so bad that I could not walk and it brought me to my knees in tears most days.  I have been sleep deprived for over a year now and I am still suffering.   It has taken six months to finally get a doctor to even start helping me.  It took another 3 months to get appointments to get into physical therapy.  Apparently only one symptom at a time can be dealt with as I have had multiple all happening simultaneously.  I spent months in physical therapy with a physical therapist that specialized in traumatic brain injuries for wounded people with mobility problems.  I was assessed at 11% mobility, which is ambulatory.  The best they could get was up to 56% after therapy.  I then had another round of physical therapy for movement in my neck, which to this day I have to do the therapy exercises from home.   My left eye has rolled back into my head twice.  I feel I have permanent damage to my left eye, coupled with the cloudy vision and sensitivity to light, I feel I might go blind.  When I wake up at times with my eyelids still shut, I can feel my eyes rolling around and I cannot control it.  I can see my eyelids all over the place. I have experienced ACOUSTIC TRAUMA to my ears.  It is causing me to go deaf with no relief in sight.  I am tired of this being dismissed as a case of Tinnitus, as it is far from it.  It is so bad that it feels like the dog whistle in apps have been weaponized and the pain increases.  There are days when I feel I have been stabbed in the ears and my ears are going to bleed. It is never ending and affects my central nervous system. I have felt like I have been hit up side the head and a sharp pain will go down my neck to my shoulder, to my arm.  All classic Havana Syndrome symptoms. I feel electronic pulses strongly from holding electronic devices. It is so intense that I have went so far as unplugging everything from my home and sat in darkness many days.  I feel like I am being TORTURED on a daily basis.  I truly thought for over nine months that I was going to die from this.  Some days I still think that. I have instructed my family that if I do die in the near future to conduct an independent autopsy, as I feel that everything that has happened to me is a result of the adverse effects of the Covid Vaccine shot. I waited over a year and half to be vaccinated waiting for data.  Now, I know data was purposely suppressed and I was suppressed on submitting my adverse effects. Had I had known just a few things that were slowly leaked out after my vaccination, I would have NEVER taken the Covid shot.  I experienced adverse effects from the H1N1.  At that time my physician did not take me serious on that either. I almost died from the H1N1 and was very ill and was hospitalized for ten days. I read an article earlier this year that if anyone had experienced adverse effects from the H1N1 vaccine, they:  SHOULD PROBABLY NOT TAKE THE COVID SHOT!!  My entire life has been turned up-side-down and inside-out.  I am still seeking help with little to no answers. One would think big Pharma would be helping patients like me.  But NO.  They are not. I am dismissed, pushed to the side and silenced. FYI, I am not expendable I have become increasingly irritable for over a year and I attribute some of my anger to this vaccine and the mass psychological and physical damage this has caused me and many others.  It is hard on my family who feels helpless as to what to do. I?m sure I have missed a few things because the physical damage has been so severe on me.  It has taken 15 months to try to keep track and doctors haven?t put all of my adverse effects into my records as I give them, as they are under great pressure on them.  Why, after almost two years after Covid we still hear from doctors: WE HAVE NO DATA.  One of the most advanced countries in the world. I have called VAERS four times this year to receive physical paperwork to fill out.  I was assured everytime that the paperwork was being sent to me. I have never received any such paperwork to fill out to submit my adverse effects.  I feel I was suppressed in my ability to submit data. It has taken me a year and 3 months with help from my 80 year old mother to get the words together as I often cannot find my words and gathering all of the hundreds of pieces of paper, that are scattered everywhere, that I have frantically written on. Most are illegible as I got to the point where I could barely write my own name.  I kept a suitcase packed for over six months in the event that I was hospitalized.