Age: 55.0
Sex: F
Vaccine: COVID19, FLUA4, COVID19, FLUX
Symptoms: SARS-CoV-2 test negative, Suicidal ideation, Tremor, Vision blurred
Clinical narrative: Within an hour after getting the Vaccine i experianced: body aches, violent chills and body shaking lasting a weed, Red face and extrem high fever, causing some delirium (lasted a week), Profussley sweating, drenching cloths and bedding, lasted 3 monthds, Extreme fatigue couldnt take moRE than 4-5 steps and could not go any further until i could gain some more strenth after having a sweating epidsode and then nausia and  dry heaviing loudly (lasted about three long months) never giving me a break, head ache lasting three months, blurred vision, Seeing double, Depth perception IS WAY out of wack.  The eye problem is still a hudge issue and not getting any better.  I drive a semi and have been unable to drive.  i have extrem pain under my shoulder blade left side middle and all the way to my arm pit.. thAT goes up both side of neck and is constant ,up my neck stright and behind both ears.  Pain shoots down my arms and hurts real bad under shoulder blade near arm pit and arm pit hurts.  Goes don to hands, hands are burning, they go numb and tingle and hurt severly at times.  they do not woork correctly , incapable of grasping items fall out of hand all the time.  pain moves around , fingers swell up, involuntary movement and spasms, Not coordinated and can not make handfuncrion  and do what i want them to do.  They will seizeup and stiffen  up , and do their own thing.  Clearly a nerve issue .  my legs cramp in upper thigh, my feet are always swollen and swell even more at different times of the day, my feeT have stiffining , and cramping and have involuntary m ovement.  my balance is off, i am unsteady on my feet they hurt as well feels like nerve pain.I h After i got past the three plus pmonths of nausea =, sweating, dry heaving heart racing, headaches, extrem fatigue , i have been in a lot of pain. as i sit here typing i am at a pain leval tht i can barley take.  This has been steady for months and months.  I have been dedpressed, i have considered suicide.  i do not have a plan of action, however i am struggling.  i have found myself on my floor countless noght or days crying, uncertian,. my back, neck arms , hands and legs and feet are only getting worse.  My eyes, the sye doctor said the muscles holding dmy eye are not working together and they should be.  that this sort of thing is caused by a stroke. i have been scared my eyes are getting worsei ight anbecause i find myself in the road and not knowing where my lane is.and calling for help.  i sit passenger and have to close my eyes becUE IT IS SO OVERWHELMING GOING DOWN THE ROAD AND WHAT YOU SEE IN ONCOMING TRAFFIC COMING STRAIGHT FOR YOU, OR THE ROAD SIGNS COMING FOR YOU. YOU CAN NOT SEE THE ROAD CONFIDENTLY, AND THAT IS ROUGH.  sO I CLOSE MY EYES.  I LIVE IN FEAR, I AM A TRUCK DRIVER, I AM SINGLE AND I CAN NOT DRIVE LIKE THIS, I DONT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO.it has gotten that i barsley liket to look at my phonE or my computer, ii do not drive at nIGHT to see double during v=certian tactivities and now, it happens a t and I FEAR I AM GOING BLIND.  I KNOW THIS HAS TYPE OS I AM SORRY FOR THAT.  IT TOOK MY MONTHS TO GET THE mri AND IT IS TAKING ME MONTHS TO SEE THE NEUROLOGIST.  EVEERY BIT OF THIS IS FRFOM THE COVID VACCINE.  MY LIFE CHANGED THAT DAY.. AND I NEED MEDICAL HELP.I NEED TO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY. NOLBODY KNOWS ANYTHINGD. PMY FAMILY THEY HAVENT BEEN SUPPORTIVE BECAUSE THEY DSAY THEY WERE NOT EEFFECTED FROM THEIR SHOT. . AND THEY DONT GET IT. AND THAT HAS LENT TO MY DEPRESSION AS WELL.  I DONT EVENKNO HOW I AM GOING TO PAY MY RENT, NEXT MONTH, I HAVE EXHAUSTED MY SAVING GETTING BY UNTIL NOW, WAITING ,  I DID GO AND GET A COLVID TEST A WEEK AFTER I GOT THE VACCINE, JUST TO SEE IF POSSIBLEY I HAD COVID AND MY TEST WAS NEGATIVE, ALSO I WAS CHECKED FOR THE ANTIBODI TEST AND I HAVDE NEVER HAD COVID.  sO THERE IS THAT, I KKNOW IS M LEAVING A BUNCH OUT. BUT DTHIS ALL I VE GOT FOR NOW, THANK  YOU,