Age: 71.0
Sex: M
Vaccine: COVID19
Symptoms: Asthenia, Cardiac flutter, Condition aggravated, Depression, Dissociation
Clinical narrative: Background: Health has been massively decrepit for 20+ years. However, with careful steps and watch, one has been eke-ing out the days.  My decision to take the vaccine was not based on thinking immunity would be improved. In my lifetime, I am certain of having been exposed to several of the meanest bugs on earth, and using systems of internal denial (I hold records), I gave all these (bugs) the boot by giving them nothing as host. It's simply described, but no one will ever know the extents - what it actually takes. It is the memories of these transpirations of disorders, experience at the time, assessments, observations of society today, that makes me secure this is true (no one knows). It can't be duplicated.   The fact is all but the youngest wouldn't live long enough to endure it, and I see literally NONE in society, never in 4 decades, up to embracing the extents of denial I did.... I am certain I had tangled with, at some points, the likes of botulism, salmonella, other bugs at this level of severity and seriousness - many other bugs. Still standing though. I'm long keyed-daily to my 20+ year of decrepit, and generally have come to know what to expect-feel as to each day. My daily perceptions, going back at least 20 years, do include constant fatigue, significant weakness, stunted ability to do things in particular. I have had a 20 year or so perception of what feels like a significant disconnect between function of brain and rest of body, Atlas area, first described to a medical person at the Jail in 2009. Bluntly, for at least the last 20 years, the perception, impaction, imparted to me by whatever this is, is well described as a "state-of-stroke," subtle and low at first, that never diminishes, its impacting always a new notch higher across time forward. I beat the charges I was in jail for - dismissed - after 13 months of being incessantly pummeled, even shingles instilled by sly and obtuse guards. Of course you're "not punished until proven guilty" - you surely must be talking about some other country though - civil suits filed afterward were mysteriously swept under the rug by their towers - those shingles - doctor, age 61, said worst case he had seen in his entire career - blisters stood an inch high all across chest - the aftermath impacts hugely to date, also, noticeably had compounded - severity - conditions already present.  The decision to vax evolved while it "appeared" the country was "re-opening up," (~June-July 2021), AND businesses, myriad, interspersed, irregular, were toying with their own versions of vax passports. Rather than mess with each on that, I just went and "got my key" (the vax). It was not a health decision.  Vax symptoms:  1. Within 2-3 hours after the vax, the hum-drummed state-of-stroke I've been living with for 20+ years, felt definitely accelerated or enhanced. Fuzzy thinking, eyes not focusing, staring, drifting attention. Dull sense of gray nothingness in head. Sensory functions, head-side, down to almost nil. Feeling of overwhelm-with-garbage and depression. Looking back, (in hindsight is bad), I decided A. I should have taken the shot in my right arm (left has the greater symptoms historically of the skin condition I've mentioned);  B. Given that a vaccine can be likened to someone walking in and starting to throw you a series of lighter punches - maybe some not so light? - think so - to goad your immune system, train it to fight.... Well, again in hindsight, instruction at vaccine sites, which include nowadays that one wait for 15 minutes, should even more importantly, my opinion, not let one be excessively distracted the moment this  "puncher comes in swinging" (moment of the jab). Now this may depend on the person - me, in hindsight, I KNOW - just me possibly - THAT I SHOULD HAVE NOT, seconds after the jab just started chatting with the 2 very friendly vax administrators (one a nurse, other a paramedic). WHAT I SHOULD HAVE, is sit down, listen inside, try to concentrate, be aware, try to perceive any effects begun by the vax. Why? The gab thing was an invitation for a sucker punch; no, a series of sucker punches, some maybe very mean. If you're going to start fighting with your immune system (didn't you vote to do this vax? voluteer to train to fight?), bunch up and concentrate, stay on your feet, move, listen, don't go socialize casually, especially in the first several hours, if not days). To my thinking, I was dumb there, but it's often in hindsight as these things go. The slower you get the more often it's hindsight that "defends." And brother, I'm the slowest. It's the non-health that I own.  2. While fighting these quite strong initial head impactions, in about 3 days a kind of wearyness I haven't felt in 40+ years hit me. I could almost not move my limbs for every step or intended motion. The worst flu I've ever had is probably around high school, vomiting, 2-3 weeks, bedridden, (barely recall), like that. This seeming vax induced effect-wearyness, which as I write has now lasted about 4 days and is ongoing, with intense, just WEEP-level-debilitation, I think is like that moment after one's very worst flu that lasted 2-3 weeks, maybe where you're just coming out of it, where you wobble, can walk only a few steps, where this lasts for yet several days before you begin to recover. A bit like that.  3. About 4 or 5 days ago, I noticed my first never-before instance of tinnutus resemblance. An intense staccato burst of high pitched pinging happened in my left ear. It's happened about 3 or 4 times since. Never lasts more than ~ 30 seconds. Not too serious, but I've never had this before, so the vax is suspect.  4. 3 times or so in the first few days only, a tingling in my left arm. Resemblant NOT of when your arm falls completely asleep (from laying on it etc.), but, when...THE MOMENT somewhere, after arm falling asleep numb...just at a certain point where sensation finally begins to return ...that kind of tingle. But there was no numb, arm asleep preceding it.  5. Since about 3 days ago, (today July 30, 2021), a significant pain like shin splints, but located in the right leg, back of leg, just below the calf and somewhat where ankle begins. Hampers normal walk significantly, reducing one to a limp.  6. Beginning maybe 7 days ago, (today July 30, 2021), unusually long heart flutters suddenly appeared, maybe 4 or 5 instances to date. I've had very few heart flutters historically. None sustained for the lengths transpired just now. Very occasional single, or 2 at most, "heart skips" are in the past lore also. Nothing like what just now.  This concludes the extremely condensed version of vaccine adverse reporting. I initially wrote HUGELY more which includes past medical, perception, events, history, that "connects things." Available if you call for it