premise: I mean I am at the point that I am cynical and can not believe people . I worry a lot that after dealing with people and there BS that I will loose the capability to care or to feel . Half of me knows that when the situation hits home it will be different but another part of me worries that I will treat it like another day at work . Why might I have become so cynical about people ?
hypothesis: Because I might deal with people and their BS so often , I care passionately .