premise: Why does this always happen ? You give your heart to someone , then when you leave for just a split second to claim yourself , they yank it out , spit on it , then jam it back in your chest ( that 's how it feels , at least , for me ) . This journey , I think , will have to end here . What will happen when you find someone who lets you find yourself while you are with them ?
hypothesis: I will see that relationships do n't work for me because I always want to pull away from people