premise: I find an awful lot of pointlessness in that . Or maybe irony , i ca n't figure it out . It feels like a movie scene , me the disgruntled and easily walked over friend who sticks through everything even when she s getting fundamentally screwed by life , liberty , and the pursuit of happiness . A virgin being fundamentally screwed by her old good friend who no longer talks to her and the friend who wants forgiveness but never gets around to doing anything to make her worthy of such forgiveness . Why am I the easily walked over friend who sticks through everything ?
hypothesis: Because I 'm very loyal .