premise: Slowly slowly , I am learning how to understand and forgive myself . And now , my little one needs feeding . It 's weird how I just let my body do it 's thing whilst pregnant - it did the nurturing ; now he 's here , it feels much more like I am in control of looking after his needs , and it 's me who is nurturing him , not just some biological occurrence . Also feeling more connected with my daughter today as she asked for cuddles with me at least 3 times - something she has n't done for quite some time . Why does my little one need feeding ?
hypothesis: Because I am learning how to understand myself .