premise: It always seemed so far out in the distance . It was always something I thought would come when I was ready for it , but here it comes , and all I want to do is run away . I want 4 more years to really be a kid , and not have responsibilities , and to have fun , and really appreciate my friends and family . I guess it just hit me . What happened that she was going to have to be responsibe for ?
hypothesis: She was still just a child .