Apology You re right I got a message from GMaxwell construed it as a threat and got frustrated and let that out through my edit summaries I know I have a temper but that s not an excuse If i ve lost you after my inability to control that rage against the feeling of powerlessness that I and so many others recently Guanaco has been feeling like this from hearing him in IRC I can t think of anything else to say right now If the system can be reformed from the inside I will follow you but I have unfortunately lost faith to any real reforms happening through established channels and i m going to be timid in that aspect I ll say more later when i m better able but please know that whether your views of me are negative or positive my views of you are mostly positive despite our disagreements afist