my editor review Hi Istv n Thanks so much for your thoughtful input to my editor review Firstly to answer the question you asked I m not sure yet if I really want to be an admin Like I said I ve been toying with the idea but I keep having these nagging doubts that it wouldn t be right for meI d get carried away with my newfound powers or I d feel pressured by the responsibility that goes along with those powers or I wouldn t have the time to be an effective admin anyway or I d spend so much of my wikitime admin ing that I d lose sight of actually writing and editing So as I think of it now mulling it over I suppose I m leaning against it There is a certain prestige awarded those who are elected admins and that certainly had an attraction for methe satisfaction of earning the respect from my fellow editors being entrusted with the special toolsbut that s no reason to seek adminship Yeah you and the nagging little voice in my head are probably right adminship isn t my thing Regarding your criticisms I know I m naive not to mention emotional to a fault as you know all too well There are a lot of things that should just slide right off my back but for whatever quirk in my personality they don t I ve always been like this and probably always will beheightened emotional sensitivity is hardly a detriment to me as a musician artist but it definitely can get in the way sometimes in places like this I m learning to deal with it better I think just by getting more experience but it s probably always going to be an issue for me to some extent And to be completely fair to myself I m actually quite stable at the core of my being to use a cheesy phrase and there s very little in everyday life that can really hurt me deeply i e stuff waaaay more serious than dumb arguments on the wiki I haven t totally lost perspective Your comments about my tendency to try desperately to find common ground with unreasonable editors were also spot on I certainly have done that but didn t quite consciously realize it until you pointed it out I hate the types who always go around making enemies and assuming the worst and I always try to avoid being like that the obvious result being that I often overcompensate and end up gullible and easily pushed around I ll say whatever you like just please don t start a fight I ve done that most often with a certain Serbian fellow for some reasonhoping to score brownie points and maybe win civil treatment eventually Lousy foreign policy strategy really I ll try to do a better job of standing my ground in the future I must say though I m quite touched by the compliments section of your review I guess my charming and atmosphere improving qualities could be considered the good side of my diplomatic naivete I m glad to hear that my efforts are appreciatedespecially glad to hear it from you since you are without a doubt another of those people who makes the Wiki not suck and I value your opinion quite highly K sz n m nagyon sz pen once again for such a thorough and thoughtful review I really appreciate it Best Review me