Crossing The Rubicon Yep I was afraid of crossing that river the figurative one not the actual one in Italy which I hear is quite nice but unfortunately when you feel like your back is against the wall like i ve been made to feel during the past few months usually that s the way people go You might be right only time will tell However in any case I will be me regardless of what that is and if Wikipedia can t accept that it s Wikipedia s loss I d love to stick around and i d love to find a middle way but I probably can t do that right now thus the psuedowiki break and I wonder if it ll ever happen with the way things are here at Wikipedia In any case thank you for your message afist