Hehe I m still blocked so I had to reply here Jaranda I just really want you to know that I wasn t stalking you or anything like that I really wasn t trying to harass you It was lack of judgment on my part Perhaps I should ve backed off but I still think it was unfair I mean after the edit to well I can t remember the page the one after Eric Gagne I was warned by another user not to do what I was doing even though I wasn t intentionally I went to respond to him and I saw I was blocked I m not saying that what I was doing was right but I don t think I should ve been blocked if I didn t do anything wrong after I was warned If I continued then of course I would be blocked and I d agree with that but the way it was I don t think should ve resulted in a block As far as becoming a future admin I ve pondered in the past if I d be willing to go through that at some point in the future and I m really not sure if I d want to It would be an honor if I were an admin but that s a lot of responsibility and I m not sure that I m the right person for that And with my new philosophy I explained it in my past post I d have to take more responsibility than at this point of my editing career I m willing to take Much later in the future I might change my opinion But I ve gotten into several disputes in the past and I m trying to change my entire philosophy to negate all the problems I ve caused in the past Having been blocked for the first time ever ironically during the time that my friend was blocked adminship isn t something that I m going to even consider about considering about considering at this time But perhaps some mentoring would help me become a better editor and I wouldn t mind any assistance should you wish to provide some for me Jaranda Thank you very much talk