I don t know what to do I tried editing my article everyday to make it better I am not on a rant I speak mildly and calm I apologized to you for upsetting you Thank you for showing me some dignity I respect and appreciate that I want to apologize and say I didn t plan or wish to cause you any stress or frustration annoyance you have endured that I might have caused I also apologize if you went through the holocaust a dark period in history I d like say this in a respectfully and politely in a calm manner to you ironholds I was not playing any card I was making an appeal I don t like being call a anti Semite or anti Jewish which other Wikipedia users has called me also I had statements referring my research as based on medieval gentile rethoric discriminating against the Jewish people these statements hurt me even literally to bottom of stomach and inward parts I do think of you as a twerp calling me that hurts honestly