I am NOT a troll Just look at my contribution history on Wikipedia Click older 100 and If you look at it you ll see I ve devoted my energy to useful things such as updating outdated articles adding info about a senator s indictment and fixing punctual or grammatical errors removing dead links and replacing them with live ones things that a good Wikipedian not a troll does I m not a lost cause which is what some are implying here Man looks in the abyss there s nothing staring back at him At that moment man finds his character And that is what keeps him out of the abyss I m not in the abyss right now