I apologize for coming to you for assistance again but I am confused and frustated and once again being given the run around I posted a user RfC regarding Ryan I then posted a request for comment on the RfC at WP ANI which was something Ryan himself suggested on the IP talk page Administrators at the ANI board dismissed my request for comment as forum shopping which is a term I m not even familiar with and said it was part of a series the best I can get out of that is they think I am going everywhere asking for attention which is completely false I have posted the RfC nowhere else Admins have also complained about my asking questions on policy discussion pages as fishing but I was attempting to follow dispute resolution steps which include asking questions on policy discussion pages I did not provide links to the RfC at these discussion pages I am extremely frustrated and upset I feel as if other administrators are again trying to sweep my complaints away and take advantage of my lack of complete understanding of the complex layers of policy I have been again accused of Wikilawyering a term which seems to me to be in direct contradiction with the statement on Jimbo Wales user page about using strict scrutiny I am not asking for your opinion on the RfC as I feel that would be inappropriate considering my discussion with you I am extremely upset because the entire system seems to prevent users from successfully file complaints about administrator conduct Am I just wrong about everything