I HAVE ASPBERGERS i know the ocndition really well i am trying to help you you dnt get to be admin right out i have been her for 6 years done thousands of edits and been involved in countless policy stuff but i am no where near admin stage you should nt be jealous of him being admin work on article make them better get invoved in admin stuff like RFC AFD etc and get involve in project talks and eventally you will get there talk contrib