Have a good break I certainly hope it isn t permanent I cut back recently and it did me a world of good I just decided to watch but not edit for a couple days It helped I got over some of my monomania there are lots of other people who can fix things Sometimes it s helpful not to deal with a problem for a few hours if someone else doesn t fix it you can but at the same time it helps to get some perspective Use the no personal insults rule broadly and delete insults Abusive users will either figure out that they have to be civil if they want to be heard or they will escalate and get themselves blocked RFAr d You are liked and respected here You are immensely valuable to the project If you need help dealing with problem users ask for it If you need time to get some perspective take it But don t let people force you out