People can review the relevant pages and come to their own conclusions about my conduct But here s my final observation about your conduct for this evening at least It seems to me that central to your defense is the claim that that you didn t know I was mixed race or a person of color and I hadn t told you so If that s true why on earth did you call me a spade Why not a troll or retard or any of the other epithets you have garlanded me with these past few days