I do understand why you said what you did but I think you misinterpreted comments He himself didn t believe you were power hungry he merely stated that it could come across that way when you run for adminship so soon after a previous failed attempt It makes it look like you re jumping through hoops to get there Whether you did or not no one knows it s just how it comes across and perhaps it s wrong to speculate but one can not help their initial impressions on a candidate Most importantly your proposal was not being shot down simply because you were the one proposing it as the candidate The reason it was shot down on the spot is because as I mentioned above it has been proposed many times before and rejected for the reasons stated in those discussions It had nothing to do you with merely that it had been tried and shot down already I hope this clears things up Regards