Please listen to me I never tried to indicate or surmise that I would break WikiGuidelines on purpose The point of the blowing to the wind statement was to state that it is not fair that Boothy is allowed to break rules while most of the community follows them Any indication other than that was a misunderstanding I think no I know I have contributed here in a beneficial way I have patrolled and rv vandalism and have added articles Besides a few isolated incidents that you and other opponents on my RfA thought were good enough to reject me and the quality of my edits I do beleive I do excellent work If my statement troubled you sorry but I remained convinced that several people do not want me here I never meant to indicate anything besides I could just as easily vandalize articles as I contribute to them but I have never indicated or intended to do so I think the accusation is a misconception of why I am here in the first place which I often ask myself and why a continue to edit for a site that I am beginning to hate more and more everyday is correct Wikipedia tries to control and intice every single editor to its whims I have stayed here much to long for people to think tha I might as well break the rules too indicate that I was trying to start edit wars add POV or whatever else I think I have put to much good work here in the first place to allow a thought that I would intentionally harm the encyclopedia to surface Thanks