Thank you for your reply I have not been following the user since I believe 2008 The time he was unblocked by ArbCom The feeling I had at the time was betrayal but as time passed on I felt indifferent of weather or not he is banned unbanned demoted or promoted After all the user has kept his promise to leave me alone I have done the same even though I had the opportunity to retaliate but that wouldn t benefit the site or anyone for that matter The time I was aware of his conduct since his unblock was during the incident where his passwords were compromised only because issue was brought up on the stewards IRC channel The only other time was the recent community ban discussion at which the only reason I was compelled to participate was the lack of historic context that was seemingly forgotten Based on how the votes looked he would have been community banned with or without my input Despite all that has transpired I am indifferent at his community ban I am not dancing in joy as some people may think I would not have felt a need to participate at the discussion at all had I feel a fraction of the good faith Davenbelle was treated with despite his past My concern is less about Davenbelle returning and harassing me I have grown to trust him that he will still keep his promise If he doesn t that can be dealt with like you mentioned My concern is more personal in nature Looking back I do feel that it was a mistake for me to file the ArbCom cases I filed over the relentless stalking I was forced to endure They have only served to harm me in the end Certainly they might have helped to end the stalking or Davenbelle got bored of getting caught but community only remembers me as that person whom was always in conflict with people For instance I doubt I can ever pass an RfA or even gather 10 positive votes as people would probably quote the ArbCom rulings I guess what I am trying to say is I can not understand the rationale behind such mistrust Everything I did has failed in that regard