Excuse me citation needed where did I not keep to my word on a topic ban Plus I think you may see that when I said I d retire I was under enormous stress brought on by the inflammatory behavior of some editors Also I think it s far fetched to say I m disruptive My talkpage and usepage testifies against you there You re looking at one side and are blind to the shiny things and kind words Shrug your entitled to your opinion and if there are editors out there who can t force me to agree with them specifically when they are wrong well tough Doesn t mean I m disruptive just because I m not a mindless goat they can lead about on a rope