num_pages: 284
description: Love gained. Love lost. Or was it? Chanel I thought I finally had found my happy. Yes I lied about my past to Xavier but I never suspected it would blow up in my face the way it did. Now hes gone wont answer my calls and now Im left with nights plagued by nightmares and thats only when Im able to get to sleep at all. Im pretty sure Xavier and I are over but why does that revelation cause my chest to ache and the world to feel like its spinning off its axis? Im all too familiar with rejection. I know Ill get through this just like I got through every rejection in my past. I hope. Xavier Yes I left. But not for the reasons I gave. Yes Chanel lied about her past but that I can get passed. Its my own anger that scares me. The thought of losing yet another woman I love at the hands of another man was too much to bear. I needed to get away and focus on work but Chanel is never far from my mind. I know well see each other againeventually. And when we do I know Ive got some explaining to do. We both do. 
language: English
title: Safe Space II: The Finale
publisher: None