num_pages: 302
description: Sixteen-year-old physics nerd Aysel is obsessed with plotting her own death. With a mother who can barely look at her without wincing classmates who whisper behind her back and a father whose violent crime rocked her small town Aysel is ready to turn her potential energy into nothingness.Theres only one problem: shes not sure she has the courage to do it alone. But once she discovers a website with a section called Suicide Partners Aysels convinced shes found her solution: a teen boy with the username FrozenRobot (aka Roman) whos haunted by a family tragedy is looking for a partner. Even though Aysel and Roman have nothing in common they slowly start to fill in each others broken lives. But as their suicide pact becomes more concrete Aysel begins to question whether she really wants to go through with it. Ultimately she must choose between wanting to die or trying to convince Roman to live so they can discover the potential of their energy together. Except that Roman may not be so easy to convince.
language: English
title: My Heart and Other Black Holes
publisher: HarperCollins/Balzer + Bray