num_pages: 166
description: Im not myself. Im messier. Dangerous. Im numb and chaotic with a dash of self-destructive. I know the truth about my brothers death but it doesnt bring me comfort. Who wants to believe the girl with a dud gun in her purse and prescription pills in her palm? Young and I are crashing into comfort and somewhere along the way Ive caught feelings for my twin brothers cheating ex. Then theres Noah the betraying bastard. Im not sure well ever be the same and yet somehow I still crave him. At least Renon provides the sort of distraction I can understand. He helps me forget. But I always remember in the end. Samuel Smith will die. Im sure of it. I just have to make sure he doesnt kill me first.
language: None
title: Tears and Other Fears
publisher: None