num_pages: 450
description: JordanHookups have always been my thing and expanding new ways of playing has me . . . curious. The idea of submitting to someone's total domination and care? It feels right when not much else in my life has.DavidDominance and submission have always been things I need in my life--even when it made me lose someone I loved. It's a thrilling fulfilling spark when a submissive hands control over to me. And for the right man at the right time maybe I need to be the one forced to my knees.IanI've never understood the need to be submissive . . . or dominant for that matter. Trust doesn't come easily for me. But there was that one time I watched my best friend with his Sir and it roused something in me I don't want to admit. Just like I can't acknowledge out loud how alone I feel.Then my friend Jordan decides to play with David a dominant we both know and I think I'm jealous. They intrigue me separately but Jordan and David together makes my interest even more explosive. Maybe I want to let go to let someone else to take the reins so I can just be. When the three of us decide to explore together I realize how good it can feel to be submissive but I like the other side of it too. Discovering both my submissive and dominant side with them is just playing. I don't have it in me to fall in love with one person so how can I risk the pain of loving two?
language: English
title: Finding Ian
publisher: None