num_pages: 351
description: My sister asked me if I could stand the sight my own reflection if Id caused enough damage yet but I didnt see myself when I looked into the mirror. I saw Kieran standing behind me pressing a kiss to my shoulder while he undid my belt. I saw everything I wanted that I couldnt have. Not unless I was prepared to hurt everyone around me. Kieran was in a similar situation. Were we monsters or men? Were they one and the same? Did we give a flying fhell. We did care. Just not enough to stop not enough to walk away and I knew we constantly asked ourselves the same question because of it. If we could go back to when we met on the trainif we could erase the deceit erase our first hellowould we?
language: English
title: If We Could Go Back
publisher: Self