num_pages: 400
description: 2014 Lambda Literary Award Winner for Best Gay RomanceFive years ago Benji Green lost his beloved father Big Eddie who drowned when his truck crashed into a river. All called it an accident but Benji thought it more. However even years later he is buried deep in his grief throwing himself into taking over Big Eddie's convenience store in the small town of Roseland Oregon. Surrounded by his mother and three aunts he lives day by day struggling to keep his head above water.But Roseland is no ordinary place.With ever-increasing dreams of his father's death and waking visions of feathers on the surface of a river Benji's definition of reality is starting to bend. He thinks himself haunted but whether by ghosts or memories he can no longer tell. It's not until the impossible happens and a man falls from the sky and leaves the burning imprint of wings on the ground that he begins to understand that the world around him is more mysterious than he could have possibly imagined. It's also more dangerous as forces beyond anyone's control are descending on Roseland revealing long hidden truths about friends family and the man named Calliel who Benji is finding he can no longer live without.
language: English
title: Into This River I Drown
publisher: Dreamspinner Press