num_pages: 208
description: Straight, gay, macho man, or great big sissy, it's tough to be a guy. Brian Bouldrey is a bona fide sissy - but he was also an Eagle Scout and a member of the Order of the Arrow with a secret Indian name that translates as "Active One." In Monster Bouldrey goes undercover and over the top to stalk machismo in action. At the same time Bouldrey bares his own soul - and imperfections - with disarming, and often hilarious, honesty.
language: English
title: Monster: Adventures in American Machismo
titlecomplete: Monster: Adventures in American Machismo
genres: LGBT
ratings_count: 22
awards: awardedAt: 978336000000
name: Lambda Literary Award
category: Autobiography/Memoir
publisher: Council Oak Books