num_pages: 400
description: It doesnt matter what the prize for the Sun City Originals contest is this year.Who cares thats its fifteen grand? Who cares about a gig opening for one of the greatest bands to ever play this town?Not Dia thats for sure. Because Dia knows that without a band she hasnt got a shot at winning Sun City. Because ever since Hannas drinking took over her life Dia and Jules havent been in it. And ever since Hanna left  well there hasnt been a band.It used to be the three of them Dia Jules and Hanna messing around and making music and planning for the future. But that was then and this is now  and now means a baby a failed relationship a stint in rehab all kinds of off beats that have interrupted the rhythm of their friendship. No contest can change that. Right?But like the lyrics of a song you used to play on repeat theres no forgetting a best friend. And for Dia Jules and Hanna this impossible challenge  to ignore the past in order to jumpstart the future  will only become possible if they finally make peace with the girls they once were and the girls they are finally letting themselves be.Rebecca Barrows tender story of friendship music and ferocious love asks  what will you fight for if not yourself?
language: None
title: This Is What It Feels Like
publisher: HarperTeen