num_pages: 112
description: Destiel FanficIn which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.See notes for more specific Content Warnings.*** *** ***"No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.Words:37212 complete
language: English
title: In Through the Out Door
publisher: AO3