conv: afraid of not giving too much i am so afraid... afraid that i am not giving too much to the world_comma_ what if i parish not having done anything? I wouldn't worry too much about it. None of it really matters_comma_ if we make a difference or not_comma_ we all end up dust in the end. no_comma_ i don't believe that_comma_ whether you are having a bad day or not if you look at everything clearly you will see there is a next stage_comma_ just like birth death is a process If telling yourself that makes you feel better_comma_ I found all of that to be much more stressful. To be completely honest with you I think people invented stories about the after life to make them more comfortable with death. Not necessarily_comma_  while it's true you have your traditional christian or Muslim that preach the afterlife as some miracle and hell_comma_ scaring people into not being themselves_comma_ but death isn't a scary phase_comma_ and i don't care about whether i am going to die_comma_ as that is just the ego trying to cling on and survive_comma_ i've passed that point_comma_ but after looking clearly you'll see there is more than just this dimension and that is just a simple fact_comma_ science tells us this too_comma_ it's not about feeling good or feeling comfortable with death_comma_ it's about growing 