conv: I felt so disillusioned when I discovered someone who I admired for their vision was a jerk on a day-to-day basis. I can remember feeling so disillusioned when someone who I really admired as a visionary turned out to be a real jerk on a day-to-day basis. That can really make you lose your faith in wanting to trust people Well_comma_ it definitely makes you a little more realistic when you may be tempted to put someone on a pedestal. Not really fair to them *or* to yourself_comma_ is it? No not really because we are all human and make mistakes.