history: Over this past weekend, I found out a friend of mine from school had passed away. Even as I get older it is still shocking to see people I went to school with passing. This past weekend I found out a friend of mine I went to school with passed away. He had a heart attack while he slept. that's terrible! how does that make you feel?
current: It makes me feel old. I mean I am not that old, but to see people my age passing away really makes me think about my own mortality. 
next: That is the reality of life, unfortunately! That's what you have to enjoy life now.