history: upcoming events scare me to death
current: i am just so scared of what is going to happen in the future, i need to make money, have a house, own a car, and other materialistic good because  i am a person of the 21st century and i cannot afford any of this so i need to get a job, but all these jobs are paying me next to nothing despite my masters degree in computer science, what to do?
next: Yikes, that's a tough one and I can definitely feel your pain on the job market. I think either network your way to a higher pay job (depends on connections) or possibly go back to school to a doctorate or certain specialist degrees.