history: We live in a vhcol area, sometimes I compare myself to what others have. We don't have as much. We live in a very high cost of living area but don't make a ton of money.  Is there anyway you can move to somewhere more affordable?
current: I'm not sure, sometimes I wish I had what the other people around me had.
next: I do too but it's natural to get envious of others sometimes, don't put yourself down over it.