history: I just had a lump in my neck.  I had a biopsy and was worried it was cancerous.  Thankfully, after it was removed, it was determined to be a benign tumor.
current: I have been fortunate to live a good life but I found a lump in my neck.  Most people would get it checked out immediately.  I waited.  I was scared to get the news.
next: I would absolutely be scared too. Good news or bad, I would be a worried wreck beforehand. Have you gotten it checked out yet?