history: In 2011 I put my beautiful daughter emerson up for adoption.  THis was the hardest decision I have ever had to make. I was in an extremely dangerous abusive relationship at the time and I knew he was intending to put her in the middle of it all.   He intended to use her for leverage over me .
current: It sounds like you're talking about two different people there instead of just one person.  I'm a little confused.
next: Oh my I am getting ahead of myself.  I was referring to when I had to put my daughter emerson up for adoption in 2011.  