history: I know I should not feel like this but I feel so envious when I drive through the rich neighborhoods and I know that I will never be able to live there. I know I should not feel like this but I feel so envious when I drive through the rich neighborhoods and I know that I will never be able to live there.
current: Yea, I feel the same way.  It's worse when you have to pass by them twice a day.
next: I have to pass twice a day too. Oh well, I should just be grateful for what I have now. I just can't help that feeling from creeping in though. Maybe I will buy a lottery ticket, lol.