history: I'm unemployed and struggling right now. I feel really bad when people talk to me about their new houses and clothes and stuff, even though they're not trying to be mean I'm unemployed and struggling right now. I feel really bad when people talk to me about their new stuff_comma_ even though they're not trying to be mean
current: I can understand the feeling, I went through a couple of spells like that in the past. I'm sure they mean well but you're at a point where you're hurting to get back out there.
next: yeah! I just want to be able to support myself and not go to the food bank or rely on friends and family