history: I remember applying for my job in the government.  I felt pretty good about it! Man I felt good when I applied for my job! How did it go? That's an anxiety-inducing but hopeful situation! No I was very assured in my interview.  I got the job_comma_ probably because of my attitude. Congratulations! Enjoy the new gig! Good things happen to good people.
current: I could definitely feel it going to other way if I was defeatist in my interview.
next: Being defeatist is never a good move. Honestly, once you've got your foot in the door I think it's all about personality. 