history: I got laid off from a job I used to really, really love. It worked out though, toward the end I found myself really hating the work and the company. But it still hurt. I got laid off from a job that I really used to love. Woah that's really bad!! Is it due to cost cutting? They let you off.
current: Sort of, the company was being run into the ground by poor management. It hurt at first but then I realized just how much I'd started to hate the work and the company.
next: it happens!! i hope you will find a better job with a better company!!