history: I started a new job last month I was very nervous on my first day.  Starting a new job can be different on my first day last month I can say that was me. Yea_comma_ a new job is useless pretty stressful.
current: I would say I was more nervous then anything I think the new setting was over whelming but a month later I feel a lot better now. 
next: It will be ok in the end.