history: My cousin has the perfect life, a loving boyfriend and two beautiful kids. I wish I had that. My cousin has the perfect life_comma_ sometimes I am envious of her. Wonderful I bet she is really content if everything is perfect. Love to hear that someone is doing well.
current: I do too, I just wish I had her life at times.
next: I understand but try not to be jealous. Good things will come to you to in its own time