history: I live very far away from my family and I miss them dearly. I feel so alone sometimes. I live very far away from my family and I miss them dearly. I feel so alone sometimes. Aw_comma_ I know that must be hard having to take care of yourself so far from loved ones that you can depend on.
current: Yes it is quite hard. But it has been my choice to move away. I guess one day I will return but not sure when.
next: That's good that you are keeping your options open and even better that you challenged yourself to leave comfort and travel.