history: I was in a rush this morning and I dressed my self in stained clothes. I feel so dirty today. :( I was in a rush this morning and I dressed my self in stained clothes. I feel so dirty today. :(
current: Oh wow, are you going to be in front of anyone important?
next: Not today. I just feel insecure about it, like everyone is looking at me. It is probably just all in my head.