history: One time I went to a restaurant to eat by myself. I felt sad and lonely I have no friends. One time I went into a restaurant and ate by myself. Everyone laughed i feel the same one and lately it seems to be getting worse. i've never been brave enough to go eat alone.
current: Yes, that is why I am in front of my computer all day.
next: i get that. i work all day then come home to the same routine everyday.