history: I have all my ingredients for my dinner party and now I am getting ready to prepare a feast!  I have all my ingredients for my dinner party and now I am getting ready to prepare a feast! You're much braver than me. I would never host a dinner party.. don't feel like I'm good at planning_comma_ and don't feel like I'm interesting enough to talk to a bunch of different people.
current: Yeah, we all have different personalities. But you would come to a dinner party if invited, right?
next: I think, maybe, yeah! It depends on who's there, and if I felt comfortable with the host. If I felt like I had enough people to kind of "rescue me" and who I could talk to at the party if I got anxious and couldn't talk to strangers, then that'd be alright. Other than that, I just kind of do like maybe a group of 4, max