history: I think that even when you feel down, its a great opportunity to go deeper into yourself. I feel very strange for not feeling any remorse about anything really. Maybe you haven't done anything terribly wrong that anyone would feel remorseful about. Do you think that's it?
current: I think it might just be a stage in life.
next: Maybe. It's none of my business but sometimes when people feel this way, they could be experiencing depression. 