history: I kind of felt ashamed today when I realized that others might think I'm stupid. I can sometime be loud and rowdy for no reason. Maybe just to prove a point. Have you ever felt really ashamed? Yes I have_comma_ it feels really bad when it happens.
current: Yeah same. Sometimes I can make a fool of myself by trying to act too smart or something like that.
next: Yea it can be quite embarrassing to look back on.