history: I'm not perfect but I'm always confident that no matter what I do, the only person who knows what's best for me is ME and no one else.  For that I'm grateful and always know I'm the man I am confident in my own judgment.  Because I am not just a man---I am THE MAN like that 50 cent song...I'm not perfect but I'm always confident that no matter what I do_comma_ the only person who knows what's best for me is ME and no one else Do you trust other people at all?  It seems like it would be hard to trust someone if you think only you can know what is best for you.
current: Nope because trusting people has gotten me mugged, stabbed, heartbroken, robbed, and rendered homeless.  Every since trusting myself I've become fully self employed, make 1200 a week, drive my own car pay my own bills and find time to hit the gym 6 days a week.  So life's pretty gravy tbh
next: Thats great.  It seems like you turned your life around.  It just seems like it would get lonely not being able to trust anyone.