history: I was planning on meeting up with my father for the first time in a few years since we had a falling out. We had a tentative meeting to see each other at the end of the week, but he's already canceled.  I was planning on meeting up with my father for the first time in a few years since we had a falling out. We had a tentative meeting to see each other at the end of the week_comma_ but he's already canceled. That is just sad of a Dad to be that way. Kids need a lot of unconditional love..but parents aren't always perfect and sometimes don't know how to love their kids like they should !
current: Yeah, oh well. He's a pretty introverted guy, so when we got into a big falling out back then, I kind of figured he wouldn't be able to face me again.
next: Still doesn't make it okay. I hope he gets some therapy and learns to be a better dad