history: I'm scared because both of my parents will not be with me too much longer. I'm getting scared because both of my parents will not be with me too much longer. They've both got dementia. Thats terrible to hear... :( When did you find that out? 
current: About a year ago. They hardly know me anymore, and I'm an only child with no real connection to my extended family.
next: Ugh I dont even know how to respond to that other than to tell you to hang in there. Lots of positive and love your way. 