history: When my sister passed away from cancer. She had been diagnosed 3 months ago. My sister just passed away. Wow_comma_ That's unfortunate. Sorry to hear. were you close? We were_comma_ it's so tragic. Cancer spares no one. I hope you are finding ways to cope with your loss. That can't be easy to deal with. 
current: It really is difficult, I've started therapy recently.
next: I hope that helps you and that you find peace. 