history: I recently attended my grandmother's funeral. Although she had just turned 93, I definitely miss her.  I have been really down lately. I recently lost a close family member. 
current: That would be tough. Have you found a support group to go too?
next: No, it isn't that bad. It's just grief of losing my grandmother. She was 93 and lived a very full and exciting life. It's just hard to know she is no longer here. 