history: My fiance died when I was 18 Ok_comma_ buckle up this one's sad. My fiance died when i was 18 What happened? It was an accidental OD but_comma_ I still feel like I could've saved her
current: Dang, that is very unfortunate.
next: It's pretty crushing but, I try to use art as an outlet for these repressed emotions. I know this was random chat but, thanks for listening anyway