history: You know that feeling when loneliness just hits you in the gut? I hate that. I have to remember the bad things that I lived with so I can make that feeling stop. You know that feeling when loneliness just hits you in the gut? Yeah_comma_ I do. I'm in a long distance relationship. I get that everytime I have to fly back home. I hope you start to feel better_comma_ though. Loneliness can end up being a good motivator_comma_ however. Somewhat long distance here I guess? Someone is away at therapy of sorts..As I can't continue to live with them with their deep rooted problems.I have to remember the bad things that I lived with so I can make that feeling stop..then I don't feel as lonely. Ah_comma_ your situation sounds complicated. I'm sorry you have to deal with that. It sounds like you've given a lot of thought though_comma_ and the way you lay it out_comma_ you sound very mature about it. You've developed a good perspective on it_comma_ one that I should learn to appreciate myself. With your temperament_comma_ I'm sure you won't suffer from loneliness very long. People will want to be around you_comma_ as long as you want them around you.
current: I don't really LOL! I have been through a lot of trauma the past year and I only like people around I trust- no drama! Which is very few. As you get older..you realize you just want peace and people you love and who love you around- That's it! We can die at ANY minute..and I have lost MANY this past year..It makes you realize how short life is! Thank you for your kind words! It's always good to see other perspectives that help us feel appreciative of what we have :) Being grateful is the key to a happy life. Thanks for your kind words again!
next: You sound like you've dealt with more hardship than the average person. I wish I could empathize with you, but I've been lucky to avoid that kind of thing recently. But I do hope things will turn out differently for you soon. If anything, these things will make you more resilient than the average person, too. That's not worth nothing.