history: My best friend just told me her husband surprised her for their anniversary and is taking her on a cruise.  I am happy for her but I haven't been on a vacation for 5 years so it was painful to hear too. My best friend just told me her husband surprised her for their anniversary and is taking her on a cruise. I am happy for her but I haven't been on a vacation for 5 years so it was painful to hear too.
current: You will have your day
next: I hope so.  Most vacations I have planned we ended up cancelling because we didn't have the money.  I'm trying to not dwell on it and find what I'm thankful for but its hard to let go of that feeling.