history: I recently attended my grandmother's funeral. Although she had just turned 93, I definitely miss her.  I have been really down lately. I recently lost a close family member.  That would be tough. Have you found a support group to go too? No_comma_ it isn't that bad. It's just grief of losing my grandmother. She was 93 and lived a very full and exciting life. It's just hard to know she is no longer here. 
current: That would be difficult! I can't imagine the pain you must be going through. Sounds like ya'll have good memories together.
next: We did. She always had her own garden and taught me all kinds of skills related to farming, preparing, and canning food. She was an awesome person. 