history: When I found out my aunt had a heart attack and died alone, it devastated me. I was not sure what to do with myself afterwards. I was devastated when my aunt died alone. She had a heart attack and no one was there for her. I'm so sorry_comma_ how sad.  Do you wish you had been with her to say goodbye.
current: I really do. I used to go to her house a lot, and I could have been there then too.
next: Of course I can understand it, but at least she probably didn't suffer and is now in heaven.