history: I've going through a spell as of late when I've been pacing back and forth more and more and self doubt has crept in. I'm waiting on an acceptance into a program for video editing. Woof I am having a hard time as of late. I've been waiting on an acceptance into a video production program and it's driving me up the wall. Oh_comma_ that must be nerve-wracking!  It is. A lot of self doubt has crept into my head as of late and I'm trying to fight it off. Patience isn't always a virtue that I am good with either. You should feel confident in your work!
current: I am trying. Thanks for the boost!
next: Good luck!