history: I always give my paycheck to my wife.  I honestly don't even know how much I make.  I rely on her to do whatever with the money. I let my wife deal with all the finances.  I rely on her to do the right thing with it.  I am cool with that. that is so much trust! i hope she doesn't let you down!
current: If she does, it's no big deal.  We all die in the end.
next: that went really dark quickly. making a mistake is not the same thing as dying.