history: when my mother passed away  A few weeks ago it was the anniversary of my mothers death and it never gets any easier.  That sucks_comma_ I love my mom so much I can't imagine her being dead...
current: I am sure you already do but just spoil her a lot and always let her know you care! I wish I had more time to do all of those things for her. 
next: I will def do that, I need to be more grateful for while she is alive. Thank you for that