history: Super sad today. It's the weekend pretty much and I have a hard time with loneliness on the weekends especially. I would prefer to skip over them during this time in my life. Super sad today. It's the weekend pretty much and I have a hard time with loneliness on the weekends especially. I am sorry. Maybe not focus as friday-sunday as the weekend_comma_ but as any other day. And do things you would normally do on other days. That is hard as there is not the typical work which keeps me busy on the weekdays. That is a tough one. What do you normally do other then work on those days? Look for work_comma_ work on business and try not to let it get to me.
current: Is there anything else you do besides work? A hobby you enjoy, video games, music, working out?
next: I workout daily. I try to keep busy but the loneliness eats at me right now. I just had to kick my partner out to go get help..I miss him..but I don't miss the bad parts..but it's still hard to be alone and do everything alone, you know? I am not at a music place yet. I am healing as well. Healing is NOT easy