history: When I see old pics of my late grandma I feel sad and kind of guilty I wasn't at her funeral. I feel sad and kind of guilty when I see old pics of my late Grandma.
current: I'm sorry. That must be difficult. I am glad you have pictures to hold on to though.
next: Yeah I wasn't there for the funeral cuz she was all the way in the Philippines...but looking through photos brings back good memories too