history: I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to be doing with my life right now, but I'm trying to at least get back home.
current: I don't really have much direction in my life right now, I'm just trying to keep my head above water because I don't really have any other option.
next: Oh no that is terrible. Is there anyone near you that could be of help? Maybe a family member or someone that can lend a hand or ear? I'm so sorry to hear this.