history: I was sad about the past this morning. I hate then when you wake up and remember a lot of bad things that happened over the past few years, the trauma hits you in your weakest moments. I was sad about the past this morning. I hate then when you wake up and remember a lot of bad things that happened over the past few years
current:  Cheer up buddy, it's all in the mind
next: If only- Lots of trauma the past year especially..That's not something that is easy to forgot or get over.