history:  I am always anxious. One example at stores sometimes. or maybe about making enough money. I often feel a lot of anxiety about making enough money and saving up enough money in case anything happens. And many things usually do happen. i almost panic at times with worry Life can be tough sometimes. It almost seems like you spend more time preparing for the unexpected than living life in the present. It's cruel sometimes
current: That can be true I guess! But you do have to save up because at least in my life- those things happen a lot. Hope for the best, prepare for the worst>? Yes I try to live everyday happy even during work :)
next: It's always good to have happiness even in times of worry and panic. So, I'm glad you still have some optimism!