history: I have to go back to work soon after being off on maternity leave. I will be leaving my baby with a neighbor. I have to go back to work soon after being off on maternity leave. Oh_comma_ that's so hard! How are you feeling about it? Itching to go back_comma_ or dreading it?
current: I am dreading it because I do not like leaving my baby with anyone. I will be leaving her with a neighbor that I know will be good.
next: That's good! At least it's someone you can trust instead of a stranger at a daycare center. 