history: every week i have a laundry list of things i need to get when i get paid. then pay day comes and it's gone in a second. every week i have a laundry list of things i need to get when i get paid. then pay day comes and it's gone in a second. Hm I can relate to that haha
current: it is really hard to always be broke
next: I'm not always broke but I feel like what helps is leaving my credit / debit card at home and just carry cash for what I need