history: I recently attended my grandmother's funeral. Although she had just turned 93, I definitely miss her.  I have been really down lately. I recently lost a close family member.  That would be tough. Have you found a support group to go too? No_comma_ it isn't that bad. It's just grief of losing my grandmother. She was 93 and lived a very full and exciting life. It's just hard to know she is no longer here.  That would be difficult! I can't imagine the pain you must be going through. Sounds like ya'll have good memories together. We did. She always had her own garden and taught me all kinds of skills related to farming_comma_ preparing_comma_ and canning food. She was an awesome person.  That sounds like a great gandma! You are so blessed to have those memories with her!
current: Thanks. I agree. I will miss her, but I will always have her spirit with me. 
next: My mom thinks that her grandma's spirit is in me, because she died right before I was born.