history: I am so stressed out due to work load. And I have no one to come home and receive an emotional support from My work life makes me so stressed out due to work load. And I have no one to come home and receive emotional support from. Being lonely is the worst I'm so sorry you are going through this.  Maybe it would be a good thing to get a therapist so that you have someone that can help you through it.
current: I am not a believer in therapy sessions. They have temporary effects but cost much. The only solution is get into relationship. I hope to find that someone special
next: Well, I hope you do find that special someone, and that the stress at work lets up a bit as well.