history: I'm turning 40 Saturday and I'm feeling old. Moving to a new age bracket is scary. In what way are you fearful? I've never thought about that before.
current: Turning 40 is one step closer to being older and makes me think about old age more.
next: I am 42, 40 didn't bother me.....there is nothing you can do about the aging process. I just try to take getting older in stride.