history: I would still take a bullet for my ex and her family.  Even though she blocked me on Facebook.  Call me a sucker but that girl was my first love and she gave me so much I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for her I'd still take a bullet for my ex and her family. Even though she blocked me on Facebook. Call me a sucker but that girl was my first love and she gave me so much I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for her Definitely not a sucker! If she helped you a lot and you wouldn't be here without her_comma_ then YES! Why did she block you? Were you bad to her? Sounds familiar to what has happened between me and a few...I was there for them but had enough and I have had to cuit them out too-
current: Yes I messed up and ruined a good thing.  I was stressed at my job and took it out on her.  But I'm now self-employed living the dream and just wish she was still by my side
next: That is hard..I have been abused and burned...and sometimes you just can't go back..It's like the story of a the girl with the feather pillow..once you say something..you can't ever get it back and it's so hard to repair. Its hard to ever trust someone once they have broken it..I am there myself and don't know if I could ever trust or live with that person again. Life is hard but I am VERY glad you have learned and will treat others better