history: My 30th birthday is soon! My 30th birthday is soon and I am actually looking forward to it! Oh awesome! That's crazy_comma_ because my 30th birthday is next week_comma_ lol. What makes you excited? Because I'm dreading mine.
current: I feel like if I convince myself I'm looking forward to it then I have no time to dread it!
next: Hahaha, I guess that's true. For me it's pretty bad. I don't know if you're familiar with the internet term, but on my 30th birthday, I'm going to be a "wizard" lol.