history: I was very apprehensive about someone coming to my house this weekend. I felt very uncomfortable and like I would be stepping back in too old patterns I was very apprehensive about someone coming to my house this weekend.  How come you were worried about it?
current: Because I have been working on trust with this person and it's just at the beginning. I felt very uncomfortable and like I would be stepping back in too old patterns".
next: It sounds like it might be time to consider moving on without them