history: I applied to a very interesting fellowship last year at the NNSA. I had applied the year before that and had an interview and wasn't given the position. This time I thought for sure I was going to get it but I didn't even get an interview. I was so sad.  Have you ever been really disappointed?
current: Of course! I'm human! ;-) Beyond the disappointments, I think it's how we respond that defines us, you know?
next: For sure! Last year I was really hoping to get this one fellowship but it didn't pan out...but I got back up and kept on working hard!