history: I once kept a deathnote book in which I wrote down how my friends died from the anime deathnote. When my parents found it, they thought I was a sociopath. I once kept a notebook in which I wrote down how my friends would die.
current: Wow. You were either very imaginative or upset.
next: Actually, it's a concept from the anime "deathnote". Anyway, I was only 12 and copying a TV show, but my parents found it and thought I was troubled!