history: I can't wait until I have grandkids.  I can't wait to have grandkids. IS that weird? Not to me!  Some part of me is anxious to be holding a grandchild_comma_ and then when they poop or get fussy_comma_ to hand them riiiiiiight back to their parents!
current: I know right. I miss having a little baby
next: On the one hand I miss them because there's nothing in the world like baby smell.  On the other, the best day of my life so far was when my youngest was potty-trained!