history: I'm sad I didn't get the job I really wanted. I prepared and practiced interviewing for so long. I'm sad I didn't get the job I really wanted and prepared for. Oh no!  im sorry_comma_ I have been there before too many times.  Just know everything happens for a reason 
current: That's what I keep reminding myself as I apply for more jobs.
next: Good! I try my best to live by that.  Its hard sometimes though,  Life is weird.