history: I'm surprised that God has been so good to me, even though I sometimes feel like I don't deserve it. You know_comma_ I feel like God is actually being really good to me_comma_ even though sometimes I complain or feel as though I don't deserve it. Being humble is the way to be
current: Yeah, I've been realizing lately the difference between "real humbleness" and "fake humbleness".
next: That is very wise thinking