history: I recently quit a really bad job with no job offers. It required a leap of faith I recently quit a really bad job_comma_ but I didn't have another job lined up I lost my job_comma_ so I know how you feel. It is tough not have a source of income. 
current: It definitely is. It took a huge leap of faith
next: Sometimes you got to just do it and hope and pray all comes out like it should, and it usually does. 