history: I was so let down.  I did not get any presents for my birthday. I was so let down. I did not get any presents for my birthday. That is horrible_comma_ but I've been there myself.  It's hard to not be upset about it.
current: I know.  But it's still upsetting to think no one cares.
next: I know what you mean, it is hard.  The only advice I have is that God is always there even when no one else is.