history: I'm stoked for when I get my big break.  Don't know when it's coming and I know I'll probably have to put up with a bunch of crap. But I'm willing to go through whatever I was put on this Earth to reach the pinnacle of success in this life
current: I'm looking forward to my big break.  Don't know when it is but I know it'll be in this life because I've been at ground zero and am willing to go through more hell just to reach the decadent, prestigious pinnacle of material success in this lifetime and nothing can stop me
next: Sounds like a goal to me. Good luck!