history: When my dad died randomly a few years ago, it really made me sad. I was just not ready for it to happen. When my dad passed away_comma_ it was just really sad. It happened so sudden that I was not prepared. Sorry to hear about your loss. Sometimes its better for it to be sudden rather than wait 6 months for the cancer to destroy you I guess so. It made me a better person_comma_ but it did suck at the time. everything passes with time
current: Indeed it does, good or bad.
next: so decide wisely how it is spent :)