history: I am feeling a bit of trepidation about today actually. My partner was being a bit rude and he can explode easy, so it's hard I am feeling a bit of trepidation about today actually. Why is that_comma_ is there something scheduled today that you really are trying to avoid? Yes_comma_  My partner was being a bit rude and he can explode easy_comma_ so it's hard.
current: My first marriage was much like that, I hope you have a very calm day and no arguing.
next: Yes, it is hard, thankfully he does have a reason..a mental illness and he is working on it- but it's still hard for me. I hope you have peace now!