history: My friend got a girlfriend recently. I don't have one so I felt bad that I kinda wanted his relationship to go badly. I feel bad that my friend is in a relationship and I secretly hope it doesn't go well.
current: Oh, well that doesn't sound good. But, maybe you have good reasons?
next: He's kinda a bad person overall so I guess I feel that it's unfair that he is in a relationship and I'm not. In my gut, really.