history: Having an existential crisis and realizing I'm going to die and there's no way to know what will happen when I do I recently had an existential crisis. It was awful
current: Oh no.  What happened?
next: I watched the new Avengers movie and a lot of people die. And I realized we're all going to die and there's no way to know what that's like. And then I felt sick for a couple days and couldn't stop thinking about it