history: When I was growing up, my brother had to raise me because my parents were so busy working. I felt terrible because he did everything he could and more to give me the best life I could have. And for a few years, I felt resent towards him for not doing more. But he put me through college and helped me so many times, I love him so much. When I grew up_comma_ I didn't appreciate my brother who raised me because my family was so busy. Now as an adult_comma_ I realized all the times I resented him_comma_ he was just trying to help me. He did so much by putting me through college. I can't help but get teary when I realize how much he cared about me. That is very sweet. Family is important
current: Yup, family gets more and more important as I get older. Now he has his own kid, and I cannot help but want to help my brother raise his kid because that is what he did for me. Weird how you don't realize things when you're younger.
next: I know that feeling for sure