history: god has done so much for me in my life. i owe everything to him god has done so much for me in my life. i owe everything to him You sound very grateful.  and i know he's going to come back for me and take me away from this place Well_comma_ hopefully you will enjoy it while you are here! 
current: i know he'll take care of me in heaven even if he hasn't taken care of me here on earth
next: That's a great, positive attitude. 