history: My coworkers and I were each tasked with individual projects and whoever performed the best would get a promotion. My coworker killed it and got the promotion. I really wish I was as good as her. My boss tasked my coworkers and I each with an individual project and whoever did the best would get a promotion. My coworker blew us all out of the water with her project. I only wish I had her skill...
current: Wow. I'd just use that as motivated to get better. I'm sure you can get to her level or exceed it with some deligence.
next: I don't know, I felt like I tried pretty hard and poured my heart into my project and still didn't come close. It kind of feels unfair. Maybe she's juts naturally better than I am.