history: I would still take a bullet for my ex and her family.  Even though she blocked me on Facebook.  Call me a sucker but that girl was my first love and she gave me so much I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for her I'd still take a bullet for my ex and her family. Even though she blocked me on Facebook. Call me a sucker but that girl was my first love and she gave me so much I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for her
current: Definitely not a sucker! If she helped you a lot and you wouldn't be here without her, then YES! Why did she block you? Were you bad to her? Sounds familiar to what has happened between me and a few...I was there for them but had enough and I have had to cuit them out too-
next: Yes I messed up and ruined a good thing.  I was stressed at my job and took it out on her.  But I'm now self-employed living the dream and just wish she was still by my side