history:  I am always anxious. One example at stores sometimes. or maybe about making enough money. I often feel a lot of anxiety about making enough money and saving up enough money in case anything happens. And many things usually do happen. i almost panic at times with worry
current: Life can be tough sometimes. It almost seems like you spend more time preparing for the unexpected than living life in the present. It's cruel sometimes
next: That can be true I guess! But you do have to save up because at least in my life- those things happen a lot. Hope for the best, prepare for the worst>? Yes I try to live everyday happy even during work :)