history: When I was a kid my sister got the bike that I really wanted. I begrudged her that bike for a long time. When I was a kid my sister got the bike that I really wanted. I begrudged her that bike for a long time. Oh yeah my brother would always get some things I wanted too. Made me feel jealous.  It was especially hard because she didn't really care about the bike. 
current: That's even worse. Well I hope you at least got to ride it when she wasn't looking!
next: You know that's funny because I did!