history: I dislike when I have to get up in the middle of a training session when the whole class is filled, my face gets all red and blotchy. I get so flustered whenever there is a training class at work and I have to get up in front of everyone and walk out.  I dread if I have to use the restroom or get water! Ugh that must so inconvenient and uncomfortable! 
current: It really is, I just have social anxiety really bad I think.
next: I can relate, I get red face when ever I have to come infront of the class to present. 