history: I remembered when I stole money from my mum,  so I felt so bad I really felt so bad when I remembered how I stole my mum's money and my brother was punished for it Maybe it's time to clear your conscience so you won't have to feel so bad anymore.
current: I'm trying so hard seriously 
next: You can't change the past. All you can do is learn from it. If you are sincere then your family will forgive you.