history: After spending so much on my brother's tuition fees overseas, he still ended up becoming a musician without popularity :( After spending so much on my brother's tuition fees overseas_comma_ he still ended up becoming a musician without popularity Oh no_comma_ that is too bad. I am sorry for your unneeded expenditures.
current: I just take it that I did something for God, I hope he rewards me 
next: That is a good attitude to have. I am proud of your maturity.