history: I was by myself at a party because I didn't really fit it with anybody there. I only was close to a couple people. At a party I found myself to be by myself I understand sometimes it uncomfortable to socialize_comma_ I get anxiety in social situations
current: Yes, but I didn't really fit in with the crowd..I couldn't connect with them on anything.
next: Sometimes its just a phase or maybe the group of people are not making an effort to make you feel included? I am sorry I know how that feels.