history: When my friends got everything before I did.   My friend always gets everything before me. I swear_comma_ everything from me wanting a certain car to wanting a baby and she always gets it before me.  How are you still friends?
current: Sometimes I question it to because no one else makes me feel like they intentionally do things like this. 
next: I have a few friends who are way better off than I am. It makes me a bit sad about my situation. 