history: grandermother passing my grandmother passed yestserday. she was the one who raised me oh im so sorry! it hurts when our parents leave us.  my uncle_comma_ who was basically my father_comma_ died in april.
current: yeah. i was fine yesterday but today has been hard. i usualy dont  show much emotion but i cant help it.
next: it's ok to feel however you are feeling. it's normal. you never get over it, but you do learn to live with it.