history: When my friend got a scholarship that I didnt I felt jealous but i felt bad that I was jealous and not as happy for him My friend got a scholarship last year that he was barely able to get_comma_ it was quite a large amount of money. Nice. What scholarship?
current: It was the national merit, I felt bad because i felt jealous before i felt happy for him.
next: That's natural. Just don't tell him lol. You'll be alright buddy.