history:  I feel grateful to at least have an roof over my head and food to eat. Many people in the world don't even have that. Although my life isn't going very well right now_comma_ at least I have a roof over my head and food to eat. Many people in the world don't even have those two things.
current: I get that, but things are still better for those around you, so it feels bad still
next: Yeah, you're right. It's hard to stay humble and be patient in the hard times when it seems like other people around you never have hard times.