history: I haven't had a boyfriend since I got cheated on, five years ago. I feel alone Hi. I feel very alone_comma_ I haven't dated since I was cheated on... That is understandable.  You need to let it happen naturally. Be with your friends and find yourself
current: thank you I appreciate that. I just yearn for that company too you know.
next: I understand.  It will happen for you if you keep an open mind and don't rush