history: I saw someone who was making much more money than me doing a very bad job. But I still wished I was on their place and paid as much! I saw someone who was making much more money than me doing a the same thing as me but a very bad job. But I still wished I was on their place and paid as much
current: I know what you mean, maybe ask if the place is hiring? 
next: Yeah well I'm online entrepreneur so it's more complicated. I don't want to charge as much at the same time. They're kind of scamming people but I still felt envious, then got over it.