history: Although things haven't been going well for me in a long while, I am confident that I've lead a good life and been a charitable person and that one day it will come back to me. Although things in my life haven't been going well for the last year or two_comma_ I am faithful that I've been a good person to others_comma_ so it will come back to me. Being positive is all you can do
current: Well, I guess it's not ALL that I could do, I am trying to be proactive in getting some things moving. But mostly, I actually need a blessing!
next: Being busy always helps things