history: Man when I first lost a fight I was more humiliated that I lost than the fact that I was temporarily blind in my left eye and my head was split open with glass pieces.  
current: When I first lost a fight I was more humiliated that I lost than worried about the fact that I was temporarily blind in my left eye and my head was split open with glass pieces
next: Omg that is awful. How long did it take to recover? 