history: EVen though it is hard...I have been very committed to someone even when they do not deserve it...No one else has helped them in their life..being a stable and healthy home..so I have. Even though it is hard...I have been very committed to someone even when they do not deserve it
current: Not a lot of people are loyal. Who is this someone?
next: A partner kind of...They are away at therapy of sorts right now because even though I am committed..I won't be a punching bag. No one else has helped them in their life..being a stable and healthy home..so I have.