history: I an normally very relaxed, happy, and laid back.  Everything in life just seems right! I am normally very relaxed_comma_ happy and laid back.  Everything in life just seems right! You're very lucky! A lot of people can't say that these days. I just have a generally easy going outlook on things in my life.
current: I wish I could do that.
next: You can!  Just be happy with what you have and that you are alive!