history: I feel guilty as a parent because I don't like to part in a lot of my children's school activities.  I feel guilty as a parent because I don't like to part in a lot of my children's school activities Sometimes it just gets a little overwhelming. There can just be too much going on at once_comma_ especially if you have more than one child.
current: Exactly as I'm always busy but feel like a bad parent as most of the other kids have there parents there.
next: You just have to do what is best for you and your family. One day your kids will understand, especially when they have kids of their own and have so many other things going on.