history: I felt embarrassed when I went in too the store with my clothes dirty Well I had to go to the store yesterday but I was all muddy. It made me quite anxious. I didn't have a choice as my power went out and I didn't have much clean. we are too hard on ourselves! we really shouldnt care what others think but i would have felt the same 
current: I usually do not but boy I hate it when my clothes are not clean and I'm not clean. I try not to let it get to me..but I just feel gross! lol
next: im the same! give people a look when they look at you maybe some crazy eyes! lol 