history: My son is getting ready for his senior year. I'm nervous about him leaving home next year.  My son is getting ready for his senior year in high school. I have mixed feelings about it!
current: your are torn between him being a man but you still think of him being your little boy
next: Yes. I'm so excited for him, but also I am so nervous. I'm worried about getting through the application process, and also worried about him leaving home.