history: My friend called me out for being noisy and rude.  My friend called me out for being noisy and rude at the dinner last night. It was a rude awakening for me. Uh oh_comma_ do you think you were being rowdy?
current: Looks like it. And I was making everyone else feel uncomfortable too. i feel so ashamed that I made my own friends feel uneasy. 
next: It's Ok. Everyone can chang ein life. Do you drink too much?