history: i lied to my father  I lied to my dad when I was younger and I hope my child doesnt do the same.  Sometimes you've gotta live with regrets.  Accept it as part of your past life and move on
current: I am trying to but its hard because i was not an easy child. 
next: Same I've put my parents through a lot.  But now I'm trying to be the best version of myself so I can eventually pay them back