history: Once. I met this beautiful girl and she chose my best friend over me So_comma_ my best friend did something I had a very hard time forgiving him for mind telling me what happened maybe i could help you?
current: Well, it was a while back but, this beautiful girl was interested in me and, he knew it. He came in and directed all attention towards himself which stopped me entirely from pursuing a relationship
next: you don't deserve a best friend like that. or even a relationship where you have to keep fighting for the attention. i suggest you leave both of them and look for your future with other people!