history: a time i felt prepared is when i was about to graduate  i had good vibes all through out my final day in college i was so ready to graduate was? that almost makes it sound like you didnt graduate or something went wrong_comma_ did you graduate? yes lol i did graduate just thinking in past tense. did you go to college Nope_comma_ unfortunately not_comma_ i was hoping to at one point but it never worked out. What did you study? 
current: what was major were you interested in ? I went for business management 
next: medicine and/or nursing, initially also liked psychiatry but then realised that its history is full of abuse and horror, some of which still is ongoing so i didnt want to participate in that. What can one use a business management degree for? Do you literally become a manager in some business or how does that work?