history: In a way I'm scared to show love or get close in a relationship.  I mistook pity and infatuation for love and ended up being miserable.  Am I gonna let that happen again? Hell no
current: I'm scared to show love or get close in a relationship. I once mistook pity and infatuation for love and ended up being miserable. Am I gonna let that happen again? Hell no
next: Oh that's terrible. I wouldn't shut it all out though, you could miss out on someone great.