history: One of my friends in physics class got the highest score on a final exam. To be honest, I envied him much and wanted to be in his place The friend I know received the highest score on physics final exam. To be honest_comma_ i was quite jealous and wanted to be in his place
current: I love physics!
next: I am ashamed of myself for feeling that way toward him, but that is my emotional reaction and not much I can control it