history: For a long time I lived out in the middle of nowhere far away from many people. My friends and family were very far away and it felt very overwhelming sometimes. I'm much better off now but I just got out of a time of my life where I was isolated out in a rural area away from a lot of people.
current: that can be tough but it also can be great to have time for yourself
next: At first I felt that way, but over a period of time it can get very overwhelming.