history: I had my eye on a pretty new shirt that I wanted to get. My sister got it and it looked great on her. I was so envious. I had my eye on a pretty new shirt that I wanted to get. My sister got it and it looked great on her. I was so envious. oh wow i am glad she was happy_comma_ why were you nervous?
current: I wasn't nervous I was envious. I had really wanted it.
next: oh don't be, you should be happy for her, there will come a time where you will get something back in return :)