history: My ex husband died last year and even though we were divorced I took it very hard because we were very close.  My ex husband passed away last year. Omg I am so sorry to hear that. :( Are you feeling at peace at all now? 
current: Yes, but I really did take it hard. We knew each other for 30 years.
next: That is a long time so I am sure its been very hard. Im really sorry but I hope soon you can find peace. 