history: My friend just came over yesterday and talked about how he met a super great girl and is going on a date with her sometime soon. Although I'm super happy for him, I can't help but wish I could be in a relationship myself. I can't help but feel bad_comma_ since my friend has met a really good girl for him and I'm happy for him_comma_ but I wish I was in a good relationship too you know?
current: I totally understand. But I guess as a friend you also have to be happy for him and one day you will get your happiness too
next: Exactly, I am happy for him but I can't help but feel that sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach when I hear about it. Still kinda makes me feel like a bad person.