history: when it was my dads anniversary of death every year in july  every july i feel the same way_comma_ down in the dumps because its the month my father passed away. 
current: Oh man, I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure as time goes on it will become less and less.
next: Thats what they say but it just feels the opposite as you accomplish things in life and just really want to share it with your parents! Thanks tho you are kind 