history: One Christmas when I was thirteen years old, I did not get the play station that I wanted. I can no longer stand christmas_comma_ because once when i was thirteen I had been told I would be getting a playstation. Christmas came and I never got it.
current: Oh man! I'm so sorry! Is there any part of the season you can still enjoy? 
next: Not christmas no, New years is still decent for me. Everytime I think of christmas my mind just goes red.