history: It was awful. I had a piano solo with a band that I joined and we play all over the place. Anyway, I bombed it and forgot a section so skipped forward and fumbled with the notes.  Crushing. It was awful. I had a piano solo with a band that I joined and we play all over the place. Anyway_comma_ I bombed it and forgot a section so skipped forward and fumbled with the notes. Crushing.
current: That's too bad. You're not quitting are you?
next: I don't know.  I don't want to be remembered as the person who ruined the band and I think my band mates are a bit ashamed of me.