history: I was upset when my grandma passed away. It was very random It was very random when it happen_comma_ but my grand ma passed away and it was sad. I did not expect it Death can happen in an INSTANT! I have been there the past year. I am sorry!
current: Yeah I have experience a lot of that recently
next: Me too! So sorry! Life doesn't get any easier. It's just about trying to enjoy every day