history: When my sister passed away several years ago, I had such a hard time with the loss. I felt very much separate from others in dealing with my grief.  My sister passed away several years ago. I really had a hard time with the grief and couldn't really relate to anyone that tried to help me with it. i'm sorry to hear that. i know exactly what you are going through. My brother tragically passed away 2.5 years ago. He was only 32
current: Yes, I'm sure you can relate as well. Ironically, that was the same age that my sister passed away. She took her own life, which my mother and I found her, and it was very hard for us all. But, I couldn't burden my parents with my pain, I felt.
next: I know how hard it was for you. My parents and my brother lived in a different country so i couldn't even go there at that time to be with them. I felt heartbroken and alone