history: I lost my mother to breast cancer several years ago and I am still grieving the loss. I lost my mother to breast cancer several years ago and I am still grieving the loss. I am so very sorry. Have you had time to talk about it yes_comma_ I talk about it but it really does not help much. I pray a lot and that gives me some comfort 
current: that's good prayer can comfort, maybe you should talk to your pastor
next: I dont have a pastor, or a church I can go to. I meditate and I pray and I watch preachers on Sunday morning tv. All of those do help some. 