history: for a long time I wasn't sure what would happen. But almost 2 years on and no sign of them hiding for almost 2 years but I'm still not over my paranoia that one day I will have to pay for what I did. Don't ask what it was You must feel awful_comma_  Why don't you come clean_comma_ maybe you will feel better.
current: no way. I just pray she can forgive me. I could never admit to this sin. Jesus save me
next: Yes Jesus can save you if you ask him.  He always forgive.