history: It really put me at ease when I got my first paycheck from my new job that included a bonus. I knew that I'd be able to cover my monthly expenses as well as get to buy some nice things for myself. When I got my first paycheck with a bonus_comma_ I knew I didn't need to worry anymore about my expenses. It was quite the feeling!
current: That is such a relief, it is so nice to have money saved up in the bank. 
next: Yes exactly! I was able to finally start saving for retirement. I'd been procrastinating somewhat, so it really was a relief, like you said.