history: I have an appointment soon with my orthopedic surgeon, when he's going to tell me whether or not he can operate on my hip. I so want everything to go well, but am worried he'll say no, can't do it!
current: I'm seeing my orthopedic surgeon soon and he'll tell me if he can operate on my hip. I so hope he says yes, but the suspense is killing me!
next: Oh man! What happened to your hip?