history: I feel alone whenever i think about my dad.. He passed away last year. i feel alone whenever i think about my dad_comma_ he passed away last year
current: I'm so sorry.  You have my deepest condolences. Its hard to not feel isolation with the death of someone you are close to.  I can tell you it does get better and you are not alone.  He lives on in you.
next: yeah.. i know.. memories still haunt though..