history: Years ago I found my beagle dead from kidney failure, he had not gone quietly. Years ago my childhood beagle died from kidney failure.  I found him in the kitchen in the morning_comma_ he did not go easily :( That's terrible.  Was he already very sick?
current: Yeah, he had diabetes for a few years by that point.  It was just a rough way to go and I hope it didn't take very long.
next: Im sorry he went through that.