history: Sometimes I feel like I'm alone for no reason I've been processing what being lonely feels like_comma_ because I want to be able to have fun by myself sometimes I think that's a good idea so you aren't always dependent on others to have fun and just enjoy time to yourself.
current: True, and I've felt that way before, but sometimes like a wave of those kinds of feelings hits like I'm not worthy enough and stuff like that, but it's all good
next: Meditation on goals and positive ideas during some of that alone time can be so uplifting and refocuses you.