history: Earlyier this week my brother in law committed suicide. The was only 28 years old. I couldn't breathe when i heard the news. Have you ever had a friend or loved one commit suicide.
current: Yes, I have.  One that actually died and one that was miraculously saved.  It was a dark and tough time.  Did that happen to you recently?
next: Yes, my brother in law/childhood friend took his own life. Its been very hard to comes to terms with.