history: My sister passed away in 2010. She had taken her own life and my mother and I found her after she did. It was very traumatic and painful for us, and all our family. My sister passed away several years ago. She took her life_comma_ and my mother and I found her right after she did it. This was very painful_comma_ traumatic and hard for us all. oh wow_comma_ how did your mother handle this_comma_ how did you handle it . i can only imagine the pain.
current: It didn't really seem to sink in for my mother for awhile, she was in denial. But, it was so hard when it did. I went into a depression for awhile, as she was my only sibling and we were very close.
next: that is really painful, i hope everything becomes better soon.