history: I don't like loaning money to friends because a lot of the time it doesn't get paid back or ruins the friendship. I recently loaned my friend some money because of her situation not counting on getting it back but I did. I like like loaning money to friends. It can ruin friendships and sometimes doesn't get paid back. I'm always leery of loaning money to friends
current: Yeah, I meant don't like, sorry. I recently lent some to my friend with no expectation of getting it back because of her hard situation. I actually got it back.
next: That was a nice surprise!  I have tried lending money to friends but finally had to stop after never getting it back