Debate: Violence never serves the cause of justice
Side: Disagree

I am still a violently hostile person , though these days i tend to apply it only where or when i feel is neccesary . Wether it be verbal or physical violence , I have more contol over my mental reflexes , as wether to attack or relax. Nothing has made me angrier in life then when my daughter was facing death ,First hospital , straight up accused me of assaulting my daughter (overnight she went from a healthy baby girl to what look like a human football black and blue)Then after convincing them to do tests they misdiagnose her situation and send us too an equally un equipped hospital and then so we took her to a well respected hospital . There they exposed her to so much malpractise causing exposure to risks .I screamed she had no immune system ,they told me to shush , they put her in a general ward telling me im just an over-emotional mother not the doctor. Four days later they told me i was right and the first hospital had misdiagnosed her illness and now after being exposed to the general ward her condition had deteriated. I was wrecked , my other three kids barely got colds and this , this fucked hell beyond hell hit overnight while we were sleeping. I kept losing it more and more over their negligences They had me removed , charged , i got a suspended jail sentence , and i was limited , from being glued to her side , to 2 hours access a day ,and anger managent in their kids (?) hospital as they were worried about my aggression in front of the kids .even though my agression was not at children. .They hounded me with a social worker who wanted to know all the details of my first childs dead father , my other "problems" etc. Fucking idiots ! For the first time in my life i had finally stopped dwelling on the shitty things from the past , i had the biggest , hardest , nastiest battle id ever had to face right there in front of me and here they were , after 30 years of not giving a shit ,here they were wanting to fix all that other crap. This situation had made all my other experiences daydreams. Then they hounded me to have faith in and pray to god , and write in the hospital prayer book so the chaplain could pray for her. I had a nervous breakdown A councelor during my anger management sessions , once told me i had endured three persons life worth of a dose of shit . And that as a result , my instincts to danger were heightened , and that i was like a lion protecting my pride , always ready to pounce for threat of attack. They kept telling me to pray , eleven months later , after this I went into a church and spewed out my despise for all religions. I went to the alter and slammed my fists on it swearing and cursing all the different gods. Two preist ran for a door and slammed it shut , i kicked and screamed at the door , cursing them for their lack of faith. A dear little old lady tried to calm me and i felt bad because i was so bitter and angry and didnt want to take it out on her , so i left. I went to the kids hospital , into the cancer ward (where parents from all different religions were vigilantly praying for their dying children.) I went to my daughter and with just as much passion in my heart i screamed at her " Fuck you !, Your not allowed to die!" I WAS SHOCKED ! How could i speak to her like this ? The next day my daughter amazingly took a turn for the better , two weeks later she left the hospital and has never looked back. The day before she left , she had been previously schedualed to have an un-matched bone marrow transplant . The hospital said that the chances would be grim , but if she died it would be a mercy killing , so to speak , And of course that i should pray. Religion -It will always make me angry .There is so much more to this true story but it is past three in the morning . So i will leave it here for now.I admit , im a bit of a strange one , and i am only just beginning to work my self out ,and although bitterness , caused by deep painful scars ,still stifles me to a degree , i am a passionate and mostly a caring and compasionate person. zzzzzzzzzzzz:)