would ultimately just feel better and then the more hole you feel means the more you are connected you should imagine if you felt every single day and this is what I do work on if I could stay connected to the emotions of my future all day long there's no way I would be looking for when it would be happening how could I look for when it would be happening if I feel like it's happening I wouldn't look anymore which means I wouldn't be separate from it and that's when you start creating the magic right that's when you're in that zone