only thing I really remember about those tutorials and existential psychoanalysis was psychoanalysts had a really beautiful Japanese girlfriend which makes our analyst psychoanalysis seem very good idea but he taught me about his Earl and Heidegger and I don't never really understood any of that didn't understand it couldn't be bothered no I tried I just didn't didn't really understand yes um I make the assumption that there was something there to be understood but I which now you don't make anymore which I'm not sure I make