because I give him my energy I wanna but I put my attention in my future soon later you're gonna come to it the way you do but if you don't have the knowledge then you believe in it last see you see there's people that we I saw this just recently and I was looking closely and there are people that do this work do do this transformation work in the meditations that we teach and they're so impatient and they're so entitled and they want an instantaneous change from the lack of feeling right that they never overcome themselves in