not that kind of a person I want to figure it out myself okay okay exactly and so I just couldn't figure it out did you make any sense and but it stayed in my mind and and I think might a lot of my research careers like that there's these little niggly things that don't make any sense and they just stay in my mind wonderful and with this when I was a teenager and I guess when I started physics at school although you wouldn't need to study physics for this I finally understood what must have been handling because the other thing I remember about