office and he beat me with a bamboo cane quite severely my trousers were still on but he really he really enjoyed it and I just remember huge sense of grievance but he wouldn't listen to explanations yes I just weren't being enormous ly aggrieved at him and at Catholics but I'm going to guess and you'll tell me if I'm wrong maybe even against Authority oh yes oh yes I never choose which is the larger our key because of my father but ah so you already had reason I read challenge authority I already had good reason it's