okay so after my first year I switched to philosophy because I thought philosophy would teach me more about those the things I was really interested in and that was a big mistake um I remember learning about thick and shiny and getting very depressed because I couldn't understand it later on I think he was very useful to have learned that stuff but really I think my main the main thing I got from a year of doing philosophy Cambridge was I developed antibodies against philosophy although there was one philosopher there who I