deepen your childhood for the later right I certainly want to i i'm i i'm not happy with things until i understand them yes and what I mean by understanding them I think it's the same as what Fineman meant you could build one you know you understand it well enough that you could build one that's that's what I'm I'm wondering it at the X ounds like that was it as later on that's exactly what I felt about psychology in general that you know I want to know what feelings were what sensation was and yes and I felt you