resentful when you're judgmental when you're impatient your heart beats out of rhythm why you're stepping on the gas and you're stepping on the brake at the same time your body and its intelligence living in survival is saying t-rex is back there but you're not running because you're sitting across the table looking at somebody smiling and your body's revved up right so the heart is beating and rhythmically and when that happens you're you're squandering or you're using all the body's life force and turning it into chemistry right