  surprised by joy: the shape of my early life is a partial autobiography published by c. s. lewis in 1955. specifically the book describes the author's conversion to christianity which had taken place 24 years earlier. ==overview== lewis' purpose in writing was not primarily historical. his aim was instead to identify and describe the events surrounding his accidental discovery of and consequent search for the phenomenon he labeled "joy", his best translation of the idea of sehnsucht (). this joy was so intense for something so good and so high up it could not be explained with words. he is struck with "stabs of joy" throughout his life. the book overall contains less detail concerning specific events than a typical autobiography, although it is not devoid of information about his life. lewis recounts and remembers his early years with a measure of amusement sometimes mixed with pain. however, while he does describe his life, the principal theme of the book is joy as he defined it for his own purpose. lewis ultimately discovers the true nature and purpose of joy and its place in his own life. the book's last two chapters cover the end of his search as he makes the leap from atheism to theism and then from theism to christianity and as a result, he realizes that joy is like a "signpost" to those lost in the woods, pointing the way, and that its appearance is not as important "when we have found the road and are passing signposts every few miles."surprised by joy ==allusions of title== surprised by joy is an allusion to william wordsworth's poem, "surprised by joy â impatient as the wind", relating an incident when wordsworth forgot the death of his beloved daughter: surprised by joy â impatient as the wind i turned to share the transport â oh! with whom but thee, deep buried in the silent tomb, that spot which no vicissitude can find? love, faithful love, recalled thee to my mind â but how could i forget thee? through what power, even for the least division of an hour, have i been so beguiled as to be blind to my most grievous loss? â that thought's return was
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