Skip to main content (Press Enter).
 News
    
        Photos

    Week in Photos

    Air Force TV

    Commentaries

    Features

    Art

    About Us
    
        Air Force Senior Leaders
    
        SECAF

    CSAF

    CMSAF

    Biographies

    Fact Sheets

    SECAF Reading List

    CSAF Leadership Library
    
        CSAF Leadership Library 2022

    CSAF Leadership Library 2021

    CSAF Reading List Pre-2020 Archive
    
        2018 CSAF Reading List

    2017 CSAF Reading List

    2016 CSAF Reading List

    CSAF Leadership Library 2023

    CMSAF Leadership Library

    50 Years of the CMSAF

    Adjunct Professors

    Air Force Strategic Documents

    Arctic Strategy

    Empowered Airmen

    State Licensure Portability

    Careers

    AF Federal Advisory Committees

    AF 75th Anniversary

    Policy Updates

    AF Content Management

    Contact Us

    AF Sites
    
        Site RegistrationU.S. Air Force LogoAir Force

        Policy UpdatesNewsroomReoptimizationBIOGRAPHIESAF Senior Leaders      Tech. Sgt. Corey Nowell, noncommissioned officer in charge of movement support at the Joint Personal Property Shipping Office Northeast, sits at his desk at Hanscom Air Force Base, Mass., Feb. 21, 2020. Nowell shares his personal story of resilience in battling depression and overcoming his professional and personal obstacles in hopes to inspire his wingmen to seek help. (U.S. Air Force photo by Mark Herlihy)200221-F-JW594-2062
                        
                        
                        Tech. Sgt. Corey Nowell, noncommissioned officer in charge of movement support at the Joint Personal Property Shipping Office Northeast, sits at his desk at Hanscom Air Force Base, Mass., Feb. 21, 2020. Nowell shares his personal story of resilience in battling depression and overcoming his professional and personal obstacles in hopes to inspire his wingmen to seek help. (U.S. Air Force photo by Mark Herlihy)
                
                Photo Details /
                        Download Hi-Res
        


        Tech. Sgt. Corey Nowell, noncommissioned officer in charge of movement support at the Joint Personal Property Shipping Office Northeast, is reflected in his security forces shadow box at Hanscom Air Force Base, Mass., Feb. 21, 2020. Nowell enlisted in the Air Force at 18 years old as a security forces defender but retrained as a traffic manager following a car accident that resulted in a level-2 concussion. (U.S. Air Force photo by Mark Herlihy)200221-F-JW594-2074
                        
                        
                        Tech. Sgt. Corey Nowell, noncommissioned officer in charge of movement support at the Joint Personal Property Shipping Office Northeast, is reflected in his security forces shadow box at Hanscom Air Force Base, Mass., Feb. 21, 2020. Nowell enlisted in the Air Force at 18 years old as a security forces defender but retrained as a traffic manager following a car accident that resulted in a level-2 concussion. (U.S. Air Force photo by Mark Herlihy)
                
                Photo Details /
                        Download Hi-Res

Highest highs, lowest lows: Hanscom Airman shares personal story of resiliencyPublished March 2, 2020
                    
                    By Lauren Russell
                    
                    
                    66th Air Base Group Public Affairs
            **HANSCOM AIR FORCE BASE, Mass. (AFNS) --**Paths through life can be treacherous. Winding, slippery and uncertain, obstacles along the way can derail a journey completely and stop it in its tracks.Tech. Sgt. Corey Nowell, noncommissioned officer in charge of movement support at the Joint Personal Property Shipping Office Northeast, has forged his own roadmap from his failures and achievements.His paternal grandmother, Gladys, raised him in Miami. Both of his parents suffered from addiction to crack cocaine and navigating the inner-city streets was a challenge when he was a young boy.“There were gangs and the whole drug scene,” Nowell said. “I never got involved with any of that because I never wanted to disappoint my grandmother.”Nowell’s childhood included extracurricular activities like sports and orchestra, and he was a stellar student. Just before he graduated high school, his armed services aptitude test scores caught the eye of his local recruiter.With his grandmother’s support, he joined the Air Force at 18 years of age as a security forces defender and received his first assignment to Malmstrom Air Force Base, Montana. It was there he received his first major blow.“I was completely culture shocked when I got there,” he said. “There were no skyscrapers, no beaches and definitely not the diversity that I was so used to in the city.”One night, while Nowell was a designated driver for his friends, another Airman yelled racial slurs at him from across the parking lot and a fight broke out.“I wanted to make sure he would never use that word again,” he said.As the investigation unfolded, Nowell’s verdict was in: he received an Article 15 and lost two strips, demoting him from E-4, senior Airman, to E-2, Airman.He was feeling defeated and tired and was ready to hang up his uniform, until something clicked, and lit his spark again.“I decided then that I would conquer anything that came my way,” he said. “If you needed a floor mopped, I would be the best mopper you’d ever seen. Being able to bounce back is what made me, me.”Nowell tackled his extra duties, took on extra classes and continued to excel in his career development courses. In just a few weeks, his commander promoted him back to E-3, Airman 1st class.“(The commander) told me, ‘people like you help other people make it,’” Nowell said.Nowell had triumphed through his first major setback as an adult. With his new sense of self and accountability, he felt ready to take on whatever obstacles would come his way.Nevertheless, just as he got over one challenge, another would follow.A collision with a drunk driver left him with a level-2 concussion and chronic migraines, forcing him out of security forces.The final blow came in 2011, when his grandmother, Gladys, passed away.“I didn’t know where to go, or who to talk to, and I just couldn’t handle it,” he said. “All I could think was that if she was in heaven, then I wanted to be there too.”With everything up to that point, he had had enough.On an afternoon, while his then second wife was at work, he went to his closet and opened the safe where he kept two firearms.“I decided that I couldn’t do life anymore,” he said. “I went out to the balcony and put it to my head, and I pulled the trigger.”Click.“Nothing happened,” he said. “I reloaded it and shot it into the air, and boom, it went off, so I reloaded and put it back to my head.”Click.“It jammed again.”Nowell said the next thing he remembered was his wife coming home, finding him in tears on the living room floor, and frantically dialing friends and coworkers to help.At his lowest moment, he knew his friends and family would be devastated if he had succeeded, but the despair was too much to handle. He began his recovery in inpatient care and said he began to see things clearly again.“If you really feel like there’s no other way out, you have to reach out to someone,” he said. “Give someone the opportunity to help you; don’t make that decision for them.”Today, Nowell is living what he calls his “second chance.”He found purpose in volunteerism, working with at-risk youth in the Greater Boston communities. He is the first member in his family’s generation to earn a college degree and is currently working toward his master’s.At Hanscom AFB, he supervises more than 10 Airmen and civilians and works each day to make sure they understand that any setback can be overcome.“It’s okay to make mistakes, and it’s important to hold yourself accountable,” he said. “But you can’t hang it over your head forever and feel like you can’t recover. Everything is recoverable.”Nowell said the military instills the idea that perception is reality, but works to look at his wingmen and their struggles objectively.“If you have to punish someone, there’s no reason to continue to beat him or her down,” he said. “Don’t judge them, pull them in closer and find out what’s going on.”“Our goal should always be to help each other reach our fullest potential.”AFWN 



USAF 



AF 



Air Force 



AFMC Connect 



Air Force Materiel Command 



AFMC 



resiliency 



Malmstrom Air Force Base 



hanscom air force base 



volunteerism 



at risk youth  Quick Links
AccessibilityContact UsEqual OpportunityFOIA | Privacy | Section 508Information QualityInspector GeneralJAG Court-Martial DocketLink DisclaimerNo FEAR ActOpen GovernmentOSI Tip LinePlain LanguageQuestionsResilienceRSSSite MapVeterans Crisis LineCareers
Join the Air ForceAir Force BenefitsAir Force CareersAir Force ReserveAir National GuardCivilian ServiceConnect
            Get Social with Us
            
            Official United States Air Force Website
    Hosted by Defense Media Activity - WEB.mil