# Fourth Court of Appeals **San Antonio, Texas** DISSENTING OPINION
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IN THE INTEREST OF E.F. , J.P.V., V.J.V., and R.J.V., Children From the 225th Judicial District Court, Bexar County, Texas Trial Court No. 2017

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- 01049 Honorable Charles E. Montemayor, Judge Presiding 1 Opinion by: Beth Watkins, Justice Dis senting Opinion by: Luz Elena D. Chapa, Justice Sitting: Sandee Bryan Marion, Chief Justice Luz Elena D. Chapa, Justice Beth Watkins, Justice Delivered and Filed: May 22, 2019 I respectfully dissent . I would reverse and render an order denying the Department’s request for termination b ecause there is legally insufficient evidence that ter mination is in the children’s best interest . I begin, however, with expressing my concern s about the proceedings in this case.
C ONCERN ING P ROCEEDINGS IN THIS C ASE I am encouraged by the shift in making mental health awareness a priority by our two high er courts 2 and state legislature . But I express my conc er ns to emphasize our work as mem bers

1 The Honorable Peter Sakai is the presiding judge of the 225th District Court, Bexar County, Texas. The order of termination was signed by the Honorable Charles E. Montemayor, Associate Judge. 2 See T EX
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- of the judiciary and society is far from over when it comes to eliminating the innate bias against those who are mentally ill.
A. Although perhaps unintentional, th e record discloses an underlying, innate bias against those with mental illness. As shown by the record, a ppellant has been medically diagnosed with bipolar disorder that at times cause s her to pull out her hair

. She explained this condition leaves her with bald spots , so she shaves her head. It is undisputed appellant proactively and effectively manages her condition with medication, counseling , and a therapy dog. But i n explaining its decision to terminate appellant’s parental right s , t he trial court b rought attention to appellant’s bipolar disorder: I think the one thing to keep in mind here is there ’ s a lot of things in the law that are significant here. There ’ s a case: In RE ALM, 300 S.W.3d 914 3 that has a quote I think is pretty important.

“ The needier the

. . . child, the more able the parent must be. ” The trial court then noted appellant’s bipolar disorder and further stated: There ’ s nothing wrong with that, and the disability she receives and she ’ s managing it. But then it’s hard to say that three children should be part of this when they ’ ve been through so much. The shaving of the head. I understand the hair thing, but these things

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. . . children. I ’ m looking at [V.J.V.] . And again, I ’ m reading from the CASA report.

“ When his mother shaved her head, it deeply affected him. He could not participate for the first 20 minutes of the visit, because he could not stop crying. ” That ’ s the CASA report. These things have [e] ffects on children and best interest. So one would say that you don’t have permanency for these children , so why discontinue the relationship with mother. Well, because I don’t know that there will be progression or see any hope for progression . And I have, you know, a 14, 12, and nine year old, and I ’ m not going to give up on them. (emphasis added).
However , the Department ’s caseworker Dietra Marquez testified one child takes psychotropic medication but the children have no “ special ized medical needs , ” and there is no

3 In re A.L.M. involved termination of a parent’s rights based on “a parent’s mental illness or deficiency and the resulting inability to meet the child’s mental, physical, and emotional needs.” 300 S.W.3d 914, 915 (Tex. App.

— Texarkana 2009, no pet.) (citing T EX
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- evidence showing appellant is not “able” a s a parent. It is undisputed appellant made significant strides to manage her bipolar disorder, and her visits with her children “go well” and are “appropriate

. ” The trial court ’s remarks suggest that merely having bipolar disorder and a shaved head makes a parent less able, makes children “needier,” or both , and so much so that depriving a parent and her children of a relationship is warranted. Marquez also testified at trial: So my concern would be if something were to happen to the dog, especially be cause the dog is often left off of the leash when she ’ s on her property, then what happens next? If the dog were to be hit by a car, would she still be able to perform these daily functions and would she be able to care for her children in the absence of a dog?
T he Department reiterates this speculati ve concern in its argument on appeal . The trial court’s
comments and the Department’s lack of understanding raise serious concern s and are inconsistent with the should

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- intended goal of reunification. More importantly, however, innate biases might have played a role in the termination of the appellant’s parental rights. See Nicole E. Negowetti, Navigating the Pitfalls of Implicit Bias: A Cognitive Science Pr imer for Civil Litigators , 4 S T
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. & E THICS 278, 284 (2014) (stating judges are human being s susceptible to having implicit biases)

. When a parent with a diagnosed mental health condition undisputedly manag es her condition proactively and effectively, the mere existence of the mental health diagnosis should play no role in a trial court’s decision to terminate a parent’s rights. In re G.C. , No. 02

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— Fort Worth Jan. 25, 2018, no pet.) (mem. op.) (“[M] ental illness alone is not a basis for terminating the parent

- child relationship ”). Of course, if a parent does not accept her diagnosis or does not seek treatment , such a refusal may be considered in determining whether the parent

– child relationship should be terminated. See, e.g. , T EX
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. C ODE 161.003

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- manages her condition proactively and effectively and it expressly relied on appellant’s mental health diagnosis as a reason for terminating her parental rights.
B . The trial court should not have relied on facts n ot in evidence.
I t is gravely concern ing that

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— the trial court expressly relied on facts not in evidence to terminate appellant’s parental rights. T he trial court directly read from a CASA report, revealing the trial court considered the statements in the filings for their truth. However, this court has repeatedly stated , and the majorit y correctly states again, a trial court “ may not take judicial notice of the truth of the allegations in its records. ” In re J.E.H. , 384 S.W.3d 864, 869 (Tex. App.

— San Antonio 2012, no pet.)

. By violating this rule, t he trial court denied appellant her clearly established due process rights and impaired the integrity of the court’s truth

- seeking function. See T EX
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. 102; In re J.A.J. , 243 S.W.3d 611, 616 (Tex. 2007)

. When reviewing the sufficiency of the evidence, appellate courts indulge a lega l fiction that the factfinder actually considered only the evidence admitted at trial

— even when , as here, the record affirmatively shows the factfinder improperly considered facts not in evidence

. Cf. In re
W.E.R. , 669 S.W.2d 716 (Tex. 1984) (per curiam) ( precluding courts of appeals from “ look [ing] to any comments that the judge may have made at the conclusion of a bench trial ” as forming a basis for the judgment). As I view the record, the only way the trial court could have reasonably reached its decisio n to terminate appellant’s parental rights is by improperly considering the contents of court filings for their truth. It is particularly concerning in this case because other factual allegations in court filings were contradicted by undisputed evidence at trial. The trial court’s express reliance on facts not in evidence underscores the need for better efforts to protect parents’ due process rights . In some termination proceedings , such as the underlying case , t he trial court must consider evidence and make factfindings on various pretrial
matters that significantly overlap with disputed fact issues to be decided at trial

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- so, it is challenging for a trial court that has made pretrial factual deter minations to disregard all prior proceedings at a trial on the merits. But when a trial court acts as a factfinder at trial and at pretrial hearings involving related factual disputes, the trial court should make extraordinary efforts to consider only the evidence admitted at trial

. T his challenge was not met in this case

. C . The Department’s strongest evidence at trial was inadmissible hearsay . The strongest evidence presented at trial was that appellant (1) on one occasion a year and a half before trial, left the children unattended at the Haven for Hope shelter; and (2) tested positive for drugs in March 2018

. Without the evidence of these two facts, there would be no question that the evidence is legally insufficient to p ermanently sever the parent

– child relationship between appellant and her children. The only evidence about the children being dirty and urinating in cups at Haven for Hope was the testimony of caseworker Marquez

. Marquez ’s testi mony was not based on perso nal knowledge , but on statements contained in an affidavit sworn to by a different caseworker, Boryana Trautmann. Trautmann’s affidavit states “shelter staff informed” her of many of the facts included in the affidavit. T he record appears to show Marquez’s testimony was hearsay , if not double hearsay

. See T EX
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. 801

– 0 3. Trial counsel did not object to Marquez’s testimony

. During direct examination, Marquez testified appellant ’s only drug test , a “UA,” came back negative, but appellant had missed a random drug test , and hair follicle testing was unavailable because appellant had shaved her head. On cross

- examination, appellant’s trial counsel elicited Marquez’s testimony about the positive hair follicle drug test. Although Marquez’s testimony was

res ponsive to the question trial counsel had asked, she did not explain the results and trial counsel did not object to the testimony being hearsay. See id. ; In re K.C.P. , 142 S.W.3d 574, 580 (Tex. App.

— Texarkana 2004, no pet.)

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- D. Conclusion
A n extraordinary number of parental termination cases are filed in counties in this court’s jurisdiction . These cases are not easy for parents, children, the Department, attorneys, or the courts because these cases involve fundamental rights of parents and important public concerns for child welfare. Although our primary concern is the children’s welfare, parental termination cases are not made easier when innate bias negatively influences how some parents are treated in court. Looming deadlines and over crow ded dockets can not justify shortcuts that undermine the truth

seeking function of our courts

. Protecting this truth

- seeking function is just as crucial in cases involving a parent who has a mental illness.
I NSUFFICIENT E VIDENCE S HOWS T ERMINATION IS IN THE C HILDREN ’ S B EST I NTEREST I generally agree with the majority’s recitation of the applicable law. However, I provide add itional fundamental principles . First , the standard of review precludes us from disregarding undisputed evidence contrary to the trial court’s findings; doing so “could skew the analysis of whether there is clear and convincing evidence.” In re J.F.C. , 96 S.W.3d 256, 266 (Tex. 2002). A factfind er “may not disregard uncontroverted evidence.” W. Wendell Hall, Standards of Review
in Texas , 29 S T
. M ARY ’ S L .J. 351, 482 (1998). Similarly, in reviewing the legal sufficiency of the evidence, we “must consider undisputed or uncontradicted evidence ” and c annot “ disregard the undisputed evidence.” Id. (internal quotation marks omitted). Second , in parts of its analysis, the majority focuses on “conservatorship.” But the Department’s burden was not to simply prove appellant should not have custody of her chi ldren; its heightened burden was to prove, by clear and convincing evidence, appellant should not have any relationship with her children whatsoever. See J.A.J. , 243 S.W.3d at 614

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- form a firm conviction or belief that appellant should no longer be in the children’s lives as their mother, not merely that appellant should not have custody. See id. at 616. Third, “[t] ermination is a drastic reme dy and is of such weight and gravity ,” that

“ termination proceedings must be strictly scrutinized. ” In re K.M.L. , 443 S.W.3d 101, 112 (Tex. 2014) ; In re G.M ., 596 S.W.2d 846, 847 (Tex. 1980) . We must strictly scrutinize whether the evidence is clear and convincing in support of termination. K.M.L. , 443 S.W.3d at 112 . Evidence can be “ too vague to constitute clear and convincing evidence ” to terminate parental rights. See In

re C.C., III , 253 S.W.3d 888, 894 (Tex. App.

— Dallas 2008, no pet.) ; see, e.g. , In re K.M.J. , No.
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— San Antonio Apr. 3, 2019, no pet. h.) (mem. op.) (holding testimony offered without any factual support was conclusory)

. Addi tionally, we cannot rely on evidence that requires speculation or piling inference s upon inference s
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K.M.J. , 2019 WL 1459565, at *7

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— San Antonio 2003, pet. denied). The majority primarily relies on the Haven for Hope incident, appellant’s drug use, and the housing issue

. But, as explained below, the actual testimony is too vague and impermissibly requires speculation and piling inferences upon inferences. I address each of these c oncerns in turn, and then consider the evidence of the Holley v. Adams factors. 544 S.W.2d 367 (Tex. 1976)

. A . The Haven for Hope Incident The evidence

. Marquez testified the reason the children came into the Department’s care was because the children were left at Haven for Hope , and they were “ very dirty .” According to Marquez , the children “ basically were hiding in their room, because they would get locked out and [appellant] wasn ’ t around. They were urinating in cups so they would not have to leave the room. They attempted to call [appellant] , and no one was able to reach her. ” Appellant testified she had left the children at Haven for Hope to go to work , but did not make it back i n time because her carDissenting Opi nion 04

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- broke down. Marquez admitted on cross

- examination that the Haven for Hope incident occurred “during the investigation stage,” so she “did not know whether or not” appellant’s explanation was
true. She did not dispute appellant’s expl anation or provide a basis for discrediting appellant’s explanation. Thus, appellant’s explanation is undisputed. Analysis

. Marquez’s testimony is vague and does not support the majority’s suggestion that appellant neglected the children. Marquez testified “the children” came into care because “the children” were left alone. She testified only that appellant “wasn’t around,” but provided no basis to believe she intended to exclude E.F., who was seventeen years old at the time

. Thus, assumin g the trial court credited this testimony , appellant left the younger children who were thirteen, eleven, and eight with E.F. , who was seventeen at the time. N o evidence suggests appellant knew E.F. was unable to adequately supervise the three younger children while appellant was at work . Thus, a factfinder could not reasonably conclude appellant neglect ed the children by leaving them entirely unsupervised or anticipated the child ren would get “very dirty” and start urinat ing in cups

. The Department presented no evidence showing the length of time the children were left alone. Appellant’s undisputed explanation was that she went to work, her car broke down, and she did not “ make it back o n time. ” The majority states the circumstan tial evidence of the children being “very dirty” and urinat ing in cups “suggest s ” the children were alone for “a significant amount of time.” But a factfinder would be forced to speculate as to what lengt h of time “ a significant amount of time” was
. No evidence provides a basis to suggest the children were left alone for such a long period of time that appellant’s explanation could not be credible. Instead, Holley requires us to consider the parent’s explanations for their acts and omissions, and ourDissenting Opi nion 04

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- standard of review precludes us from disregarding undisputed evidence. J.F.C. , 96 S.W.3d at 266; Holley , 544 S.W.2d at 37 1

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. 4 In its analysis of the evidence suppor ting the trial court’s finding of a ground to terminate appellant’s parental rights, the majority characterizes this evidence as showing “the children were removed for neglect.” But while the evidence shows the basis for remov al was alleged neglect under s ubsection (O), the evidence does not show

— for purposes of the best interest finding

— appellant actually neglected the children or left them alone for an unreasonably long period of time under the circumstances. Cf. Garcia v. State , 367 S.W.3d 683, 689 (Tex. Crim. App. 2012) (holding evidence insufficient to support endangerment of a child when “[n]o evidence show[ed] how long appellant had been outside with the child” in inclement weather). Because Marquez did not dispute appellant’s explanation, and no evid ence indicates appellant actually neglected the children, the substantive law and our standard of review preclude us from weighing the Haven for Hope incident in favor of termination.
B . Drug Use The evidence

. Marquez testified appellant had a positive hair follicle drug test in March
2018. Marquez did not testify about the particulars of the results

. B ut , as noted above, during cross

examination, appellant answered a question that assumed the result s were posit ive “ for meth” without correcting the assumption. Marquez also testified she saw a plate and a “makeshift pipe ” in “ a closet ” in appellant’s apartment, the plate had “ distinctive lines, ” and the pipe looked like it could be used for smoking. She further testified appellant had missed one random drug test, and

4 S ee , e.g. , In re A.G.K. , No. 04

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— San Antonio Nov. 16, 2016, no pet.) (mem. op.) (excusing parents’ conduct when undisputed evidence provided a reasonable explanation); In re C.T.E. , 95 S.W.3d 462, 464 (Tex. App.

— Houston [1st Dist.] 2002, pet. denied) (noting appellant gave “undisputed explanation for the assault

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- had “ shaved her head so no further hair follicles could be done.” Appellant denied using drugs and otherwise provided explanations. Marquez and appellant both testified appellant was in an outpatient drug program. Appellant testified without contradiction that her last appointment for the program was the same day as trial. Marquez testified she was aware appellant was being drug tested as par t of her outpatient program, she was aware appellant’s drug test two weeks before was negative, and Marquez sent appellant to have UA tests, but Marquez did not know the results of those tests. Analysis

. Based on the positive drug test in March 2018, a fac tfinder reasonably could have discredited appellant’s testimony and explanations about the results and other suggestive evidence of any drug use . However, while the trial court found appellant used a controlled substance in a manner that endangered the chi ldren, it is undisputed the children were removed from appellant in 2017. There is no evidence showing appellant appeared to be on drugs during any of her visits with the children, or did anything to endanger the children during those visits. The undispute d evidence establishes appellant’s visits “go well” and are “appropriate,” and the Department allowed appellant to continue visit ing the children after Ma rch 2018. There is also no evidence showing appellant used drugs before the children were removed

or in the children’s presence. Marquez’s testimony about the plate and the pipe is suggestive, but there was no evidence that “testing was conducted to confirm that [the lines] ...[were] in fact an illegal drug.” See K.M.J. , 2019 WL 1459565, at *1. Additionally , Marquez did not give the date she found the pipe and plate in appellant’s apartment. Without this date, a factfinder would have to speculate as to whether the evidence of the pipe and plate was duplicative of the evidence showing appellant used drugs in March 2018 or the missed drug test sometime after July

. Testimony that requires a factfinder to engage in such speculation is not competent evidence of probative force. See id

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- Our standard of review also precludes us from disregarding the undisputed evide nce that appellant was being drug tested in her outpatient program, had a negative drug test, and the Department made no efforts to determine whether appellant’s other drug tests were positive or negative. See J.F.C. , 96 S.W.3d at 266. The majority notes a ppellant shaved her hea d , the Department was then unable to conduct hair follicle test s , and appellant “tested negative, but the test was a urinal y sis test as opposed to a hair follicle test.” Th e majority suggest s hair follicle tests

are more effective th an urinalysis tests , but no evidence was admitted at trial to support this suggestion . Furthermore, this suggestion gives undue weight to appellant shaving her head because Marquez admitted she sent appellant to have UA tests, but never determined the results of those
tests. The majority’s suggestion that urinalysis tests were inadequate is not based on the evidence. And, while the majority characterizes the evidence as showing appellant “failed to complete” her outpatient program, the undisputed f act we cannot disregard is that appellant’s last appointment to complete her outpatient program was the same day as trial. See id. Certainly, the evidence of appellant’s drug use weighs against appellant . B ut this is not a case where the evidence shows th e parent is drug

- addicted or had used drugs around the children or in a manner that endangered them. Thus, given Marquez’s admission that she did not determine the result of any of appellant’s UA test results, appellant’s negative drug test two weeks befor e trial , and the undisputed evidence that appellant had only one remaining appointment for her outpatient drug program, the evidence of appellant’s drug use weighs against appellant moderately , but not heavily

. See K.M.J. , 2019 WL 1459565, at *7

. C . Stabl e Housing The evidence

. Marissa Mueller, a case manager for SAMMinistries ’ housing program , testified appellant had “been given some lease violations and a 30

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- unauthorized tenants. ” Mueller testified , “ We are rehousing her in another complex. ” She also testified appellant had “permanent supportive housing” assistance that provides “full rent and utilitie s while [appellant’s] in the program.” Mueller did not testify about any of the program’s requirements. She testified she did not “ever find out who the unauthorized tenants were. ” Marquez testified about her observations of appellant’s apartment, but the trial court sustained an objection to that testimony. Appellant explained she collects discarded clothing when other tenants move out, she keeps the clothes for the children, and a woman named Cindy helps her clean the apartment and dishes. Analysis

. The majority states, “ Despite Mother’s contention,

. . . Ms. Marquez found men’s clothing, including underwear, in the apartment . . . . Ms. Marquez also testified it appeared as if people had been sleeping in the twin beds designated for the children . . . T he beds were pushed together.” But the trial court excluded all of this evidence: Q And to your knowledge, does mom have a roommate? A She states that she does not. However, there was men ’ s clothing found in one of the rooms. It looked like people had been sleeping in the beds that were designated for the children. The twin beds were pushed together

– MS. HANSON: Objection, nonresponsive. THE COURT: Just be careful. It ’ s getting a littl e narrative. Sustained

. (emphasis added). This court has held that i n a bench trial, “ testimony

. . . not admitted as evidence before the trial court

. . . cannot be considered in our sufficiency review

. ” EZ Auto, L.L.C. v. H.M. Jr. Auto Sales , No. 04

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— San Antonio July 31, 2002, no pet.) (mem. op.) (op. on reh’g). Without this evidence, the only evidence raising a concern about appellant’s housing is that appellant received a “ notice to vacate ” due to lease v iolations of having unauthorized tenants and her therapy dog. The majority states, “A representative for SAMMinistries testified Mother wasDissenting Opi nion 04

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- being evicted from the apartment for, among other things, having unauthorized tenants in the apartment . . . . the e viction was imminent at the time of trial.” The majority also states there is a “pending eviction ,” suggest ing there is a pending forcible detainer proceeding or a writ of possession has been issued

. See B LACK ’ S L AW D ICTIONARY 594 (8th ed. 2006) (“eviction” n. ). There is no evidence of a “pending eviction

. ” And, although the majority states an “eviction was imminent,” the undisputed evidence establishes SAMMinistries was rehousing appellant before the deadline for her to vacate

. Mueller testified appellant received a “notice to vacate” for having a dog and “unauthorized
tenants.” This is evidence of allege d lease violations, not evidence of actual lease violations.
A ppellant’s lease was not admitted into evidence. No evidence provided any factual details underlying the allegations of lease violations for “unauthorized tenants. ” Th ese vague allegations would be insufficient to support terminating appellant’s lease under a “preponderance of the evidence” standard. See Moon v. Spr ing Creek Apts. , 11 S.W.3d 427, 433

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— Texarkana 2000, no pet.)

. Thus, these vague allegations are necessarily insufficient to support terminating appellant’s parental rights under a “clear and convincing evidence” standard. See In
re A.C. , 560 S.W.3d 624, 630 (Tex. 2018) (“[A] finding that must be based on clear and convincing evidence cannot be viewed on appeal the same as one that may be sustained on a mere preponderance .”).
T here is no evidence showing the actual basis for the notice to vac ate. Although the evidence supports a reasonable inference that the notice to vacate was based on the stated lease violati ons because Mueller testified there were no other violations , it is unclear whether appellant received the notice solely for having a therapy dog, solely for having unauthorized tenants, or a combination of both. The majority states “ the evidence suggest she has issues staying within the mandates of her housing program

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- so far as to suggest appellant cannot maintain stable housing because her disability required her to have a therapy dog , or to suggest appellant displayed a propensity for committing lease violations. Furthermore, our standard of review precludes us from disregarding the undisputed evidence that appellant has permanent housing assistance through a SAMMinistries program that pays her entire rent and all utilities. See J.F.C. , 96 S.W.3d at 266. T he majori ty suggests appellant is at risk of losing her housing assistance through SAMMinistries , stating appellant “ has issues with following program rules, ” “ will need to follow program requirements to maintain her housing, ” and “ has issues staying within the man dates of her housing program , which prohibited unauthorized tenants ” (emphasis added). But Mueller never testified about the requirements of the SAMMinistries housing program. She testified appellant had “lease violations , ” providing circumstantial evidenc e about the lease requirements

. Without any evidence explaining the program or giving further details, the evidence permits an equally probable inference that SAMMinistries simply chose to rehouse appellant rather than dispute the notice to vacate

. Mueller’s testimony therefore requires speculation that appellant “ has issues ” with following lease or program requirements. See K.M.J. , 2019 WL 1459565, at *7. Because appellant is moving to a new apartment complex, th e factor of “stable housing” technically weighs against appellant . But no evidence shows appellant’s new apartment would be inappropriate for the children , and undisputed evidence establishes SAMMinistries was continuing to provide appellant with housing assistance, and fully pay her rent and utilities . Thus, as a pure technicality, th e “stable housing” factor weigh s in favor of termination because appellant was about to move from one apartment to another. But give n the lack of factual detail in Mueller’s testimony, and the undisputed evidence that appellant was to continue receiving full housing assistance through SAMMinistries after she moved, the weight of this factor is very slight.Dissenting Opi nion 04

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- D. Children’s Desires The evidence

. Marquez testified J. P.V. “requested to stay in care” and E.F. “stated that she is willing to stay in the SIL program.” Marquez did not testify what the “SIL program” is. Analysis

. The only evidence relevant to the children’s desires is Marquez’s above

- quote d statements. There is no evidence showing when E.F. and J. P.V. expressed these desires. This evidence is also mitigated by the undisputed evidence that, although the children were living at the Haven for Hope shelter when they were removed, at the time of trial, appellant had permanent housing assistance a nd was liv ing in an apartment. See In re J.I.T. , No. 01

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— Houston [1st Dist.] June 27, 2018, pet. denied) (mem. op.) (considering undisputed facts that mitigate evidence in support of a finding). And, there is no evidence of the other two children’s desires, rendering Marquez’s testimony insufficient to support this factor. In re K.F. , 402 S.W.3d 497, 506 (Tex. App.

— Houston [14th Dist.] 2013, pet. denied) (holding this factor does not weigh in favor of terminati on when evidence shows only one child’s desires, but not others). We also cannot disregard the undisputed evidence that the children have a good relationship with appellant and appellant’s visits with the children “do go well” and are “appropriate

. ” And while the evidence of E.F.’s and J. P.V. ’s desires to remain at their current placements relates to their primary residence, an issue of managing conservatorship , there is no evidence showing they had no desire to have any relationship with appellant, which is the relevant inquiry. See J.A.J. , 243 S.W.3d at 614

– 17. This factor does not weigh in favor of termination. See id. ; M.C. , 482 S.W.3d at 688

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E . Current and Future Emotional and Physical Needs There is no evidence showing the children have any unique emotional or physical needs.
See Holley , 544 S.W.2d at 37 1

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- have no special ized medical needs , but J. P.V. is taking a single prescription. This factor does not weigh in favor of termination.
F . Current and Future Emotional and Physical Danger Notably, there is a total absence of evidence that appellant ever physically or emotionally abused the children or subjected them to any physical or emotional danger. The re is also no evidence that allowing appellant access to the children would place the children in emotional and physical danger. Although there is evidence suggesting appellant had used drug s several months before trial , there is no evidence appellant ever used drugs before the children were removed , attended a visit under the influence of drugs , or was using drugs at the time of trial

. This factor does not weigh in favor of termination. See id.
G . Parental Abilities of the Individuals Seeking Custody There is no evidence that anyone other than appellant and the Department was seeking custody of the children

. See id. Marquez expressed no concern about appellant’s parent al abilities. Appellant testified she had a good relationship with the children , and she described the children’s relationship with one an other and what they each wanted to be when they grew up. And while there is evidence showing the children’s needs were being met in foster care, there is no evidence showing the children’s needs would no t be met in appellant’s care. Our standard of review precludes us from disregarding undisputed evidence that in the year and half before trial, the Department had not yet found possible adoptive parents for the children , and appellant’s visits with the children “go well” and are “appropriate .” See id. Although Marquez testified appellant arrived late, she provided no details of how often appellant arrived late , or whether appellant was two minutes late or an hour late. Given the vagueness of Marquez’s te stimony and undisputed evidence favoring appellant , this factor weighs slightly against termination.Dissenting Opi nion 04

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- H . Programs Available to Assist Appellant Marquez testified appellant did not complete her parenting, domestic violence, and anger management courses, and the majority weighs this against appellant. While this evidence might support a finding of a ground for termination under subsection (O) for failing to comply with court

ordered provisions of a service plan , there is no evidence showing appellant lacke d parenting skills, engaged in domestic violence in any of her relationships, or had anger management issues. I respectfully disagree with the majority’s suggestion that it is against the children’s best interest if a parent has yet to complete courses , which the parent has shown no signs of needing. What is more significant is that undisputed evidence establishes appellant successfully took advantage of programs she did need. The evidence shows appellant had us ed drugs several months before trial , was living at the Haven for Hope shelter when the children were removed, and has bipolar disorder. But undisputed evidence establishes appellant proactively and effectively
manag es her bipolar disorder with medication, attends counseling, and has a therapy dog ; appellant sought and was approved for disability income; appellant had successfully engaged in outpatient drug treatment up until the time of trial and had her last outpatient drug appointment the same day as trial; and appellant obtained permanent housi ng assistance through SAMMinistries. See J.F.C. , 96 S.W.3d at 266

. Because undisputed evidence shows progression and appellant successfully took advantage of programs available to assist her where she actually need ed improvement , this factor weighs moderately against termination. See Holley , 544 S.W.2d at 37 1

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. I . Plans for the Children Appellant testified she wanted the children to have her as their mother because she was “the only one they have.” The Department’s plans for the children are to k eep J. P.V. in a group foster home, and to continue seeking foster

– adopt homes for the two younger children

. There was no evidence that the Department found foster parents willing to adopt any of the children , or thatDissenting Opi nion 04

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- finding foster parents was even likely. U ndisputed evidence establishes the Department did not find potential adopt ive families for any of the children

. See J.F.C. , 96 S.W.3d at 266

. Because the evidence establishes the Department sought to deprive the children of a relationship WITH the only p arent they would likely ever have , and keep the children in foster care without parents until they aged out , t his factor weigh s slightly against termination.
J . Ano ther Factor

— Financial Support It is undisputed appellant has an associate’s degree in accounting , has been a licensed tax preparer for several years, renews her license every year, has several clients, earns between $350 to $400 a week in income, has no rent or utilities to pay, and gave money to the children during visits

. T h is undispu ted evidence shows appellant has the ability and willingness to provide financial support to the children, whether they are in her care or in foster care. See J.I.T. , 2018 WL 3131158, at *18 ( considering undisputed evidence of parent’s employment and education weighing against termination). This factor weighs slightly against termination. See id.
K . Conclusion There is no evidence of several of the most significant Holley factors . No evidence shows the children’s desires as to the specific issue of termination. There is no evidence of actual neglect. There is no evidence of abuse. There is no evidence of endangerment. There is no evidence that appellant could not meet the children’s needs. Appellant’s parental rights appear to have been terminated because:

 Appellant went to work on Mother’s D ay in 2017 , her car broke down, and as a result, her children were left alone for some unspecified amount of time , became “very dirty,” and urinated in cups ;

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-  after the children were removed , appellant used methamphetamine in March 2018, and likely used drugs sometime after July 2018 , and violated her family service plan by not fully completing all of her courses ;

 A ppellant got a therapy dog that, together with a dispute with her landlord ov er whether she had an unauthorized tenant, caused her housing assistance program to relocate her to a different apartment ; and

 Appellant has bipolar disorder and shaved her head. Considering the heightened standard of proof required to protect appellant’ s constitutional rights, and the severe lack of evidence that is not conclusory, vague, or speculative, I would hold that the evidence does not permit a reasonable factfinder to form a firm belief or conviction that termination of the parent

– child relation ship between appellant and her children is in the children’s best interest. Even w ithout the evidence against the finding, given the heightened standard of proof designed to protect parent’s fundamental rights, this evidence is legally insufficient to support permanently sever ing a parent’s relationship with her children. See J.F.C. , 96 S.W.3d at 266; Holley , 544 S.W.2d at 37 1

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. And , the undisputed evidence establishes the children are being deprived of their mother, who they have known their entire l ives and with whom they have a good relationship

. The children are facing the prospect of spending up to a decade in foster care without ever being adopted, and losing the financial support their mother is willing and able to provide. The fact the childre n’s mother has bipolar disorder is of no consequence here. Because the re is legally insufficient evidence showing termination of appellant’s parental rights is in the children’s best interest, I would reverse and render an order denying the Department’s request for termination. I would not disturb the order appointing the Department as the children’s managing conservator. Because the majority affirms the order of termination , I respectfully dissent. Luz Elena D. Chapa, Justice