I feel strange to be writing, I should have a form or a document or something specfic to do, instead of listening to lena horne on hte stero, god I wish I could sing like that so thoarty and sensual like maybe its befauses she black, but that would be wrong to say I could get in trouble the people next door are balck, why is it that all hte good reallly good jazz performers were balck, yet the only people I know who like jazz are pasty white, thats strange, so many things I say could get me in troulbe I can't tell ryan I'm in love with him, he'd get scaared but I'm nt in love wiht him its a passing fancy, oh I hate being female and emotional it sucks, go lena, she has the answer, she just sung a manhating sond, I feel sorry for the person who has to read this, this is dthe easy writhing assignment hat I've ever done, Iknow I'm supposed to wait on the second assignment ut I want to get it over with sorry whoever has to decipher tis but I not correcting it, they told me no t togod how to figure out the thoughts of me, I can't figure my thoughts how can you reader person, I;m hungry I want food, yet I have noneone to eat with it;s annoying lisa said she'd call me but she didn't I didn;t think she would silly women me an lisa are both silly she;s in littlefield I could go find her but wondering around in a dorm oh thats intellegent now lena is sticking by her man eben though he's a slob, confusing I think so I'm tired I slept in late to day why am I tired must skip this song depressing this whole writing thing is a form of self expression I guess culd be threaputic oh htat's spelled so wrong I can't spell never could, I'm adding puncuation not supposed to do thta I thought this unfourtunaly this is the easiest writing assignment all yeaar whats the requiremnt in spainish, oh jennifer just got in turn down the music she probably dosen't like lena taht's so many mistakes in grammer structures mother would be mad but oh well I don't care she snot here is she now imiss my dog I have nothing living in my room minus shower mold but syou can't cudddle that what a nasty image ryan does the silliest jokes with bad puns like tahat oh I've got it bad I think how pathetic a women leaning on a man its wrong in so many way got ten minustes left tahts a lot for just ten mins. I covered so many topics back to lena but soft so not to bother jen I wonder why she never shortened her name to jenny or something everyother jenniffer does but everyone thinks jenny's name is shortened when its not for the poor readser htats my sister hse is newly married a picure of martial bliss and all htat I miss her sometimes but not to much we fought adn fought she thrrew a brush at me once I waas os giveing and non confriatonal as a child probably cus I was fat why do pepople discriminate against fat kids its mean my jkids will play sports and be actifve I love kidss I'm maternal all over a sk anyoone htey like to tease me about it how on earth can the reader diecphir this oh that good spelling I'm not an english major I should be a bio major but I odnt know I'm confused how am I supposed to choose a path for my llife how stange and  silly to expect htat of me I have no plan I wnat to go to philly and I would love to visit vbangkok it sounds os coolk but I wnat a translator how can I claim ot be adverterous and not be aable to take off somewhere on a whim  or is that responsible I wonder how mom would take it if I went to philly over christmeaas not well why bother I want to seee ryan I miss him god that so sad with the femine dependance imiss him though some would say htat was cute glad he doesn't live here id be in trouble pregant whatever to hell wiht purity here;s ryan oh now that is offically sad beyond belive why do women give up their positons for men, why isn't it the other way around that woudl be a change stupid pateracail society spelling agian I hate speelling its the way I was taught to read the stupid whole word approach not the phonics I have homework I ahte work I'm a lazy son of a opps don't want ot curse on a paper I curse ot much that;s not lady like but then what do I care I shouldnt have to fit a standard of feminism how arachic and outdatinga and silly opps one minuste left I really do feel sorry of rthe reader I'm going to read this before I sign out and laugh I hate my laught but this is funny why do I add t to the end of ough whay tath's stpid but whay is a prouduct of cheese how bizarre. done.