I can't believe kevin said he'd go with me to the date dash. I think its going to be fun. I'm having a hard time writing I dont have a watch on so Ill watch the clock I guess what am I going to wear??? oh Im confused jenny better go thats all o have to say then things wont be so awkward. I wonder if he really wants to go or if hes just a nice guy I think everyone in this lab is foreign I only have one foreign friend and shes from India well soriden was born in Cambodia but I consider her an American its really hot down here Tomorrow I have audition and I havent even done my monologue full out well its not like Im going to get a part Im a freshman most parts go to graduate students which is kinda why UT theatre is bad way too many students but it will make me want to stand out and try harder I guess gosh some people are so stupid when it  comes to computers oh well Im really tired of school and its only been what 5 days I who ever painted those window panes messed up and painted part of the windows I feel like Im in  a basement dud Sara you are I want to watch Adventures of Babysitting what made me think of that I wonder what the cute blonde in psych's name is he waved back to me maybe he'll talk to us next time. It feels so much later than 9:40 I do not want to do that stupid study questions or whatever they are called for languages of the stage. every single week I want to meet some hot guys now!!! Excessive baggage was a cute movie! Alicia Silverstone is cool someone sneezed and nobody says god bless you thats so rude well I didnt so I guess that makes me rude too I wonder to what age Ill live to be I hope at least 90 100 might be too old for me anyway Im not typing too good today my stomach is hurting me I had a good dinner at A-Chi-o tonight  \my lines are totally ending random I wonder if boys can use this lab or if there is one in Andrews probably there is one since genius live there or geeks that study all the freakin time I could if I wanted but I dont want to I really like my day planner it makes me feel important you know gosh I have some many things I need to do this week  what am I going to wear I have no idea Jill says to buy a new outfit but then Im making a big deal out of it he did seem interested or at least kept on talking after I asked him that phone just scared me I wonder if Im doing this assignment right it bothers me that Im not using proper grammar what kind of name is pennebaker? I dont even know if I say it right  hey there's my ra ana sitting at that computer computers make such an annoying bussing noise but not like a bee a lot softer and different my shoulder hurts and I dont know why I need to go work out and get into shape because Im not at this moment but Im getting some exercise  waling around this campus I wonder what the twins have been up to or if they even think about me probably not but I dont care cuz I dont like jax anymore  really I dont there are so many other guys here I figure out of 48,000 18,000 have to be guys and at least 5,000 have to be cute so at least at least 100 have to be gorgeous if not more why  cant I find a guy I just dont understand whats wrong with me they only want the super skinny girls or I dont know I mean Im not ugly and I have a great personality I think Im pretty not supermodel gorgeous I always say that when someone asks if Im pretty Im too shy aghhh why is it that Mac computers arent as cool as IBM???/ I've always wondered that I need to blow my nose  its itching popping your neck or whatever sounds so crunchy I think if I ever got in a car wreck id break and die because I pop everything its kinda gross if you think about it