I got back yesterdayform Miami , from my cousins wedding. it was agreat. we parited so hard I think I have to fo into detox for a while. it sucks because now I'm back at school and its time to study and get the grades. mami and pai keep telling me I  have to do good but as if I ddnt lknow that already. they think that I'm some kind of schmuck who doent know what he is doing. i  mean I'm nineteen years old , I'm in college they would at least trust me a little b\it to do good. its actuallty funny the fact that they worry more about the way I'm keeping my room than my grades. i like her. Rachel she's cool and I'm enjoying myself while I'm with her. but shes going through a ha\rd tiome right now , I shouldnt butt in . its not my place. let things pass and then go in for the kill. I want to party tonight. this sucks. i ve to go to the frat tonight and then study. tomorrow, I have to do assighnment two of the class. i like how these things are and how they only take twenty minutes. never in my life would I have thought it be like this. i ts funny their is a vaccuum goiing on outside but since I don't necessarily have to concentrate it doesn't bother me . I just keep writing and writing. I more worried a boput the spelling and grammer than what I actually writing about. i hope my brother is doing good. he got so trashed onfriday and saturday and hten at the weeding sunday I thinnk que estamos en las mismas. i miss home. but not hta much . yesterday I was htinking that I now consider Austin my home becasue my dad offered me to go home after the wedding and miss a couple of days from school butI had no desire to. i have to call Molly and Jeremy tonight before Jer. leaves to umass. wow, I still can't believe that I was in Israel for one year. and now I'm at Texas the one University that I really wanted to go  to and I'm siotting in Yoav's rooom after the year we spent togther and I'm actually having a good time. i love it here. Its quite in these dorms not like mine. the girls are coming around. i'm meeting more and more people everyday and today we going to party . probably not but that would have been hella cool. I can't believe I'm at texas. call jesse. for Rosh Hashana. My mouyth is dry I wish Yoav would just get me a drink. I wish I could telepathically tell him that I wanted some water. it seems so stupid whyat I'm writing about. but the Prof knows what he's doing or he's making look like idiot. Ha , five hundred plus people being taken for schmucks that s pretty funny except for me cause I know whats up[. i think so. What now. I feel like I'm at a blank but I just keep thinking about stufff. weird. I didnt know thaqt so many things pass horugh my mind at this type of speed I can hardly tp fast enough, my hands are getting tired. ouch that hurts. Shut up out hteir I'm working here. Ha Ha I jsut thought that abnd it didnt come out of my mouth. I like who I am this is fumn. i wonder wha6t the future has ins tored for me I hope I'm successfule. i will be successful;. what else the timwe is ticking and I just killing it. i should be a rapper. Or a country singer that be cool the first Puerto Rican counrty singer in the world . ladies and Gentelemn . mr. Daniel Wagner. ANd the crowd goes wild. what the time 4:06 I have four more minutes but I have the uregeto keep on wrtiung Jeremy always said wrting was good for the mind. i feel like a burden of whats going on in my life has been lifeted. i'm going to start doing this every day just to make me uhjnstress. what a schmuck. perfectionist. hes cleaning his room that s all he aever does. even in Israel. its not bad but obsessive yes. i think extremes are bad. 2 minutes and conting. breath Danny Breath . G-df I'm exausted. I fell  like I'm not breathing fast enough to go with writing I'm kinda light headed . its as if I was relly tired