when I run into the end of what I've imagined, which can't be separated from the identity that's been derived from it, my identity is threatened. And when my identity is threatened, this consciousness that produces it through imagination. Has to come up with another identity, another track, another plan, another time in the future when I can avoid this wall by making a right turn or a left turn here and then I'll be on my way to another time in place where I won't run into these walls. And if you haven't noticed it yet, our life. Is nothing but running into one wall of resistance after another wall of resistance followed by a form of insistence that drives this thing. Around and around at around. That's called reincarnation. That's called obligatory recurrence. It's called hell purgatory actually, but not in a negative sense. So if we're understanding and I have to keep going here. It's always in the appearance. Of that resistance. But suddenly I need to make a new choice. To do what? And I'm going to go into this topic so deeply over the next few weeks leading up to our hour. Holiday banquet and find out about that. What is this resistance? I feel what's the remote here? I am suddenly Oh no, Oh no, no no. I don't want to do that I can't, I'm inadequate I'm what? What is the set? What is the nature of that resistance in that moment other than what? The appearance of a pain. But I thought I had put behind me when I got. Onto the last track. Because instead of identifying with what I didn't want, my mind came up with what I did, who I should be, where I needed to go? And in that moment, the pain that I thought I had is. Scaped is just brushed back into the darkness. And I'm I'm I'm carried along by the sensation of the promise of being renewed only to find at that point in time, as it must win all conditions that are complicit in creating that sense of newness. When they collapse there I am and I'm left again with that sudden resistance. I'm left again with that pain. And that pain tells me danger ahead. The the road is out, the bridge is gone. You you cannot go any further down this line. That's the wall. But the wall? Is as imagined as is the identification with the pain that pops up. In that moment. Renewal is on the other side of that resistance. Because in order to go through that pain consciously in order to recognize that resistance belongs to an old consciousness, something that's reinventing itself, not renewing itself. In that moment, if I'll step past that. Where do I step? What do I step into when I step out of the known? What do I step into when I step out of the known and that's what the track is, that's what the resistances, the pain is that what keeps the track being laid again and again when I step out of the known? What do I step into? The unknown. The real life. I step into a relationship with the present moment. Where instead of being an unconscious participant in laying down the tracks that are the secret formation of a prison, I don't know I've made until I come to the end of them and have to make another turn, always going in a circle, always going in a circle. I step outside of the circle of thought. I step outside the circle of self. Into what that self can't know. Freedom can't be known. I know when I say that I know what happens when you know you're wrong Sir. I freedom can be known. I I look at what I've got, look at where I've. Done, look at who I am. Look at what people think of me. I'm free, you're not free. You're a captive. Of every condition complicit in bringing about that sensation of freedom until those conditions change in the split second. Then they do you're right back, having to lay track justification is a track explanation. All of that. Now I've got one minute left. I'll go into this. I hope a little more deeply tomorrow. Join me tomorrow if you can. You can find out about it online. In that split second, you've heard the expression he or she who hesitates is lost. Now the world says that so you can leap onto the track, but that's not what it really means. The reason that he or she who hesitates is lost is because in that split second, when everything comes together and it seems that it's. A terrible moment. Everything comes together to show you that you've come to the end of that line. In that moment, and in that moment. Only is the opportunity of stepping off. Of it. Stepping out of time into a timeless relationship with what is present in your life and just as an example, 'cause I need to do this, we step out of the stream of these