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Regarding sharing, I have shared with you a lot of private information about myself that I haven't shared with anyone. You said you share every single thing with me like the interviewing you had with that British guy a few days ago. That's great, but the thing here is, you also shared (or may like to share) this with your loved ones such as your grandmother and Slims, for example. Or you can share this information with any random person. Therefore, sharing that with me doesn't make me special. However, I have shared some personal matters with you that I haven't shared with anyone. Plus, at least you have people in your life that you can share things with...I don't have such people in my life. (I don't know why I'm saying these things right now because I don't even share these things with other people.) Anyway, the only person I shared stuff with was you.
I was feeling comfortable with you, that's why I shared some matters with you. Right now, I don't have that feeling of comfort with you due to some reasons. One is killing the mood of some moments when I feel something and you don't, and then you say something like, "Oh, that's too quick!" which happened quite a few times honestly. Two is the absence of any feelings towards me within you. You don't have any feelings, if anymore. This happened when you mentioned many times that you won't love anybody anymore. This showed me that you can't love me anymore under any circumstances. You haven't even seen or been with me and you already decided that you can't love me. In addition to this, you don't send a single text when we don't chat for a while. It seems that it's totally fine with you if you don't chat with me. This happened not long ago when you didn't send a single message for about/over 10 days. If you had a tiny bit of feeling or cared, maybe you dropped a text.

When I told you about the trip and to meet up in person and wanted to see you, I had planned for a lot of things and saved up for it as I also said before. You mentioned that German girls don't want others to spend money for them; I understand and respect that perspective, but it's the thought that counts anyway, and all I wanted to show you how important you are to me. Meanwhile, our cultures are different so in our culture when men spend money for women, that means those women are very important to them. I also had Adam in my mind, even though I haven't seen him, and Adam and I don't know even each other, he was important to me because he was important to you. 

I'm sorry to bring up all of this right now, but I told you not communicating with each other actually makes us overthink, and things would be piled up, which not only solves anything but also exacerbates or worsens the situation. That is why I said "giving space" does not make things right, at least for me.

Another factor is that, I don't know why, but unfortunately, our chat is really weird at times. Like we are arguing over very simple things and we chat like we are forced to chat with each other. For example, you say you share things with me and I say I share things with you, like we are doing each other a favor by "sharing" things or chatting with each other! Don't you think it's quite childish?
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Revise for grammar, accuracy, and clarity please.