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Descripcin: [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] I&#39;m trying to remember the first time I ever thought about killing myself I was young maybe five or six and at first it was just a harmless idea what if I wasn&#39;t here anymore by the time I hit puberty it became like an infatuation like an imaginary friend that would comfort me when I was alone I knew they weren&#39;t normal feelings but I also knew that I wasn&#39;t normal hello <PRESIDIO_ANONYMIZED_PERSON> and we have three package options for you and yes including airfare yes Mrs Parker I have been working on those options for you I well I can speak with him again so for the first one I can get you down to $4.99 including airfare and then also your hotel discount hello Mrs Parker hello hey Helen hey hey so I think that I&#39;m going to be feeling a little under the weather tomorrow if you know what I mean so I just want to make sure that you kind of have me covered if I&#39;m not here hey Helen wow that dress is perfect cuz you&#39;re in it thanks hey uh Mark do you mind if I to talk with you a little bit I just haven&#39;t been feeling really well and I was wondering if you hey guys hi GRS what you looking [Music] at oh uh check check check check check check uh I&#39;m not going to get paid until Friday so if you can okay till then yes okay sorry about that thank you oh by the way she hasn&#39;t eaten dinner yet be right backr [Music] [Music] [Music] okay almost done GRS [Music] hi Mark I know I am so sorry I will be there as soon as I can yeah well it should have been a couple hours ago really sorry okay thanks bye [Music] oh my God where were you bus the bus was 2 hours late it happens okay I already washed and fed her so if you could just be here got it okay bye camps Helen good to see you hey Mark I am so sorry that I was late this morning I know it&#39;s been happening a lot it&#39;s just I completely understand okay that&#39;s what I&#39;ve been telling everyone I have to let you know there&#39;s another round of layoffs coming down and your name has been floating around because okay well I will do my best to make sure it doesn&#39;t happen again I swear and and I I got your back okay just just realize that anything you ever need I&#39;ll be here for you oh thanks thank you that&#39;s that&#39;s really nice so I was thinking if you&#39;re free tonight maybe you and I go out for a couple of drinks on me um well uh I usually have to get home pretty fast cuz my grandma they&#39;re they&#39;re waiting for me most I&#39;m not going to take no for an answer okay look we&#39;re a couple of adults who work hard we deserve to have some fun to yeah uh sorry could you just hang on one second what uh Miss Daniels is that a work call or hello hello yeah yeah is she okay you know we have no cell phone Poli okay well are they on their way yes yes I will be right there thank you yeah bye excuse me what was that about I&#39;m sorry I I have to go it&#39;s an emergency it&#39;s it&#39;s an emergeny think please don&#39;t touch me I&#39;m just trying to help you I know you want me to help don&#39;t miss Daniels walk out that door you&#39;re fire damn it get back to work what&#39;s going on is she okay is she your grandmother yes yes she&#39;s my grandmother is she okay well the oxygen tanks M valve was it hasn&#39;t been place in months there was no backups we changed the air filter the main Val of course the tank is also I suggest you order some backs oh okay I I will I will I just get you to sign yeah yeah thank you thank you so much for staying I really appreciate do you have a minute to talk yeah yeah what h i I have to quit you what sorry I need you I think what you do for your grandma&#39;s amazing honestly but I have to take care of my family too I get it I get it just it didn&#39;t go [Music] through just just buy the stuff that she needs I can&#39;t I cannot do that I can&#39;t take this you have any other options Owen it&#39;s fine bye [Music] a place that is just as real okay but not as brightly lit a dad was cute is that Grandpa he smoked a pipe you let him smoke a pipe I cannot believe that hey hey hey hey hey hey let&#39;s leave that on okay okay you know what I bet we could find Grand it&#39;s a laundry I will be right [Music] [Music] back he grams you asleep already okay [Music] [Music] [Music] girl [Music] [Music] [Music] I uh you know I didn&#39;t see the granddaughter around surprise surprise I&#39;m sure she&#39;s so celebrating right now oh don&#39;t say that well she doesn&#39;t have to take care of a sick old woman and she gets a free house I wouldn&#39;t be surprised if she suffocated Catherine with a pillow you don&#39;t really think that yes I do the had a Bo he didn&#39;t staying power for long TV encyclop that you ask no that&#39;s not not answering leave a message after the tone hey Helen this is Jenna from work I just wanted to say happy birthday or happy almost birthday I know you got fired and everything but your birthday is still up on the office calendar and you you know we grab drinks every Friday so if you didn&#39;t have any plans I do have you should totally stop by oh yeah Mark won&#39;t be there give me a call if you need the address I don&#39;t think you&#39;ve been there with us let me know hello hey oh sorry so sorry hey Jenna girl happy birthday oh thank [Music] you I wish you got here sooner I&#39;m about to leave you&#39;re leaving now where are you going where do you think I&#39;m going hi oh hi but you stay you make sure everybody buys you a drink yeah I&#39;m not really sure there worry cuz there are tons of hog guys tell everybody that you got super fired they will pity you and it will be amazing actually can we get shots I would like shots for my friend here just one for you and one for you for later and I am going to bring my friend Brian with me oh God isn&#39;t that Del it&#39;s Thomas hi Thomas sounds nothing like Brian [Music] [Music] for e [Music] [Music] m [Music] [Music] [Music] she&#39;s crashing come sweee stay with [Music] us is this her yeah I heard she doesn&#39;t wake up tomorrow afternoon they&#39;re going to kill the machine what about our family H they couldn&#39;t find anyone see those fake flowers over there donated by the gift shop that&#39;s the present yep you think she can hear us she&#39;s in a coma you [ __ ] come on we have life patience to check on I can take the tube out okay all right here we go you&#39;re okay you&#39;re okay okay you&#39;re all right you&#39;re all right I&#39;m going to give you something to relax you okay there you go there you go now we&#39;re going to take the tube out okay there we go there now your throat will be sore for a few days you&#39;re going to be fine [Music] morning oh so sorry for waking you up how you feeling oh no you can&#39;t talk yet sorry just want to check on you before the end of my shift my name is Tori and I&#39;m a psychiatric nurse also I work with Dr Carol now she will be your primary doctor and she&#39;ll be around tomorrow yeah oh yeah I&#39;m not supposed to yeah you gave the other nurses a really hard time please no hitting no spitting no biting deal promise you know I just had a feeling you were going to make it let&#39;s touch and go there for a bit I got you all right you are free oh thank you oh yeah you&#39;re welcome oh I bet you&#39;re starving oh here go yeah let&#39;s get you some nourishment all right here we go I&#39;m going to bring you up here we go oops Daisy yep it&#39;s fun ride oh you like pudding I can get you some extra pudding you know I can&#39;t really get hot stuff cuz you know it&#39;s hard to transport and all but pudding they just keep it in this great big cabinet and no one&#39;s ever around and you can just grab Lots of them just hits the spot doesn&#39;t it would you like some help Miss Daniels do I know you not yet I&#39;m Dr Carol hi Dr Carol I&#39;ll be overseeing your stay with us while you&#39;re in recovery oh sounds fun so I want to show you your x-rays these are your internal organs these little white spots these are holes uh from the explosions inside of your body wait explosions I have explosions yes from the rat poison calcium cyanide it&#39;s been illegal in this country since 1993 the tinest dosage is lethal but if course you knew that must not be that lethal fortunately for you you didn&#39;t turn off the stove which set off your alarm your neighbors heard it and called 911 well aren&#39;t they sweet look could we just cut the [ __ ] here and you tell me when I get to go home well that is entirely up to you my job is to make sure that you are not only physically healthy but mentally stable so that you can go home or to a psychiatric facility I&#39;m sorry are you talking about a mental institution you can&#39;t do that yes I can if I think that you&#39;re a danger to yourself or others yeah so you&#39;re telling me I need to impress you hello no not not necessarily okay then what tell me what I need to do to get the hell out of here when you are able to walk on your own we&#39;ll have a meeting in my office you try to have a good weekend yeah you&#39;re too can I get you a walker maybe you can get out and get some fresh [Music] air where in the hell is the [ __ ] cafeteria just can&#39;t have any placards to tell people where to go in this stupid [ __ ] hole I&#39;m sorry can I help you with something what um no it&#39;s just you know you don&#39;t have to use those gowns right what the [ __ ] are you talking about never mind um yeah you&#39;re looking for the cafeteria right it&#39;s on this floor of course it is thanks you know it&#39;s actually uh that way you know maybe I am just getting some exercise okay is it any of your goddamn business no all right e [Music] well this has been a real wakeup call you know I guess it never occurred to me that I really might die and now that I&#39;ve seen the consequences it&#39;s like it&#39;s like I have a whole new perspective on my life and I know that I have to keep going because that&#39;s what grams would have wanted that&#39;s very impressive I just hope you can give the same enthusiasm to your treatment as you just gave that little speech excuse me do you have any idea how many people try that on me try what I&#39;m I&#39;m just telling you like this was a one time kind of thing I mean I left the stove on for Christ&#39;s sake that&#39;s got to be a cry for help right Cry for Help do you realize since you&#39;ve been admitted that you&#39;ve not had one phone call not one visitor and I just have to wonder what exactly are you living for does it really matter yes it matters your life matters no not my life does it matter to you or to anybody in this hospital for that matter because a apparently if my coma lasted a few more hours you guys were going to kill the machines and we would not be having this conversation who told you that tell me it&#39;s not true well there&#39;s a lot of co-actors that go into a decision like this you know there&#39;s irreversible brain damage 24 hours Daniels you have experienced a tremendous amount of trauma trauma are you talking about the rat poison the drooling and the sweating and the black dots popping in my mouth or me looking for my teeth in my own vomit because I thought they fell out you think that was trauma are you [ __ ] stupid all of that and I was still having a better day than the one before this is the trauma you know the sooner we do this the sooner you get to go home okay let&#39;s talk a little bit more about your family history are there any medical conditions in your family that you&#39;re aware of Miss Daniels I think you forgot to water your plant I may have are there any medical conditions that you&#39;re aware of no not that I&#39;m aware your father died in a car accident correct yep and your mother ran away your grandmother you know your clock is wrong right your grandmother she died of ALS and I&#39;m pretty sure that you have that information already yes I do have you reconsidered my suggestion about you taking medication well I&#39;ve been on anti-depressants my whole life and it doesn&#39;t really feel like they worked well then let&#39;s look at a new dosage maybe another medication we&#39;ll just figure out what works whatever you want let&#39;s on on a scale of 1 to 10 one being least likely 10 being most likely how often do you have Suicidal Thoughts what about your job do you have other sources of income no but my grandma left me some money not a lot but it should cover me until I get a new job hey Helen hey Tori and what about health insurance uh you were on your grandmother&#39;s plan right uh no she was on Medicaid why is Tori here do I need two therapists uh Miss Daniels uh Helen there&#39;s been an issue with your health insurance and Tori is here to walk you through it Okay so we&#39;ve been in contact with your previous employer insurance and when you got fired you also lost your medical benefit fits what as of right now you&#39;re responsible for all medical bills incurred at this hospital no no I had a contract like um like pension coverage or something but the incident is being listed as a suicide attempt which means that your home insurance is not likely to cover the damages of the house you&#39;ve had so much improvement lately I know it seems like a lot right now it is not a lot Tori I told you not to Cle her um could you EXC excuse me please I I uh I need some air what&#39;s wrong with you Dian you know my views on codling patient I know she she may be a little rude insensitive selfish I was going to say willful you have a soft spot for her no I do not oh really really because I understand that you&#39;ve been smuggling pudding to her just the occasional chocolate hey it&#39;s g girl oh God I didn&#39;t mean to scare you it&#39;s fine uh right I&#39;m Robert I pointed you in the direction of the cafeteria the other day yeah yeah I remember I you okay hey uh come here sit just sit down for a second I&#39;m fine just for a seconds I&#39;m fine I got it I got it uh should I call a doctor call a doctor okay well then just put your head between your legs and breathe through your nose Okay okay so uh bad day I guess you could say that keep breathing you you want you want to tell me what happened apparently I do not have insurance and I cannot afford to stay at this [ __ ] hospital are you sure this actually works I don&#39;t know do you feel any better no no not really really just so you said apparently you don&#39;t have insurance what happened there um I uh I got fired for my last job and insurance I guess is saying that I quit so I get no [ __ ] benefits my doctor&#39;s being pretty soulless about it where&#39;s your doctor um her name is uh Dr Carol she says that I should see my new debt as a challenge damn I know yeah for a psychiatric professional she seems a little out of touch oh I&#39;d be so piss pissed oh I am pissed this is you pissed yeah like like lightheaded and panicked and yes pissed oh no no no no come on you you can do better than that get up you just told me to sit down yeah I I know what I said stand up for a second get up okay all right all right all right try this with me okay okay come on come on come on don&#39;t look around nobody comes out here anyway just do don&#39;t think [Applause] [Music] let it [Music] out all right how do you feel yeah right feeling is good oh but look I got to I got to run but you going to be okay yeah yeah I think so thanks um I&#39;m Helen by the way um Robert hey look you ever decide to like actually get insurance use that answer I think I said no please just put her in my group you know Tori I love that you believe in people I I really do but I don&#39;t think that she&#39;s ready to be discharged yet well how much longer do you want her to stay a week I don&#39;t know you know she can&#39;t afford that her labs are good her organs are working better you said she&#39;s been opening up she&#39;s had one good session one put her in my next group and we&#39;ll keep an eye on her okay here&#39;s your paperwork my paperwork you will be meeting with me every Wednesday at 3 and group therapies Fridays at 5: it&#39;s a 20we program provided you make progress for every uh session you miss I add two is that clear uh clear wait are you telling me that I&#39;m free yes you&#39;re free to leave but if you relapse or I feel that you&#39;re at risk I will make sure that you get outside help you understand you mean from a mental hospital yes yeah yeah I understand um thank you good luck M Daniels see Wednesday [Music] I told them I can&#39;t make that kind of payment I okay I I will thank you yeah bye uh excuse me is this the unemployment Center thanks this is some hor [ __ ] five minutes yeah right 5 minutes what are you looking at it&#39;s like I live here&#39;ll be dead before I get in there my cow will be dead before I get in there someone give me a bed and squeeze me some OJ I think I might even trip you about [ __ ] time okay hey um I&#39;m sorry are you closing for the day on Fridays we close it to did you make an appointment no I didn&#39;t even know that I could make an appointment but I have a number ma&#39;am I&#39;m really sorry that we can&#39;t assist you today but feel free to take one of our job listings packets thanks in a they increased their prices again on me has me a little worried got to keep an eye on my cd4s my white blood cells now because if they come down a little too low then I become a walking death sentence eights it&#39;s okay they&#39;re making these amazing cocktails nowadays just got me hopeful and grateful for another moment all right well thank you everybody so much for being here really glad you made it hey hey is everything okay oh yeah I&#39;m just still looking for a job I mean a decent paying job give yourself a break it&#39;s only been a couple weeks something&#39;s going to come up yeah but my bills are probably going to come up first well just try not to stress too much are you staying yeah yeah is that okay I just I wanted to find a couple more places to drop my resume on way home yeah okay well I guess I&#39;ll see you next week then okay and now call me if you need anything I will bye bye Tori hi yes I&#39;m looking for Robert or uh uh Mr Perkins no probably not okay can I just leave a message yeah Helen Daniels wait don&#39;t you need my number yeah yeah it&#39;s 513 [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] hello uh next Wednesday another meeting Perfect all right okay appreciate thank you take well hello gal girl well hello he insurance guy pretty clever huh oh yeah hey by the way I&#39;m really sorry I got to squeeze you to my lunch break hey no problem I&#39;m just appreciative that you called me back no absolutely look I would have called sooner but I was out of town hey could you do me a favor I have the car brought around thanks wait are we are we leaving leaving like the whole building okay right okay look Jeff just just listen all right I&#39;m I&#39;m not going to take anything less than 5 million okay huh the sandwich yeah no not you you tell Skyler that I am set on a 5 million 2year contract with 2% royalty yeah no yes I&#39;m still here okay yeah that sounds good okay well just call me back name me perfect all right great oh um okay what was that about huh campaign for a new line of nail clippers for pets I didn&#39;t know that you guys insured pets oh we like money we Ure everyone including our new employees okay um could you could you hold this please okay thank you um uh I printed off my resume for you and I know I already warned you that it&#39;s not long but I&#39;m a really fast learner and I know all the basic computer programs I&#39;m also a pretty decent typer but I don&#39;t know much about the paralal about I&#39;m sorry what it&#39;s not that fancy kind of boring but there&#39;s a lot of room for a promotion and you get your own office really really really are you sure yes I&#39;m sure but I thought we were going to have an interview not a sandwich okay I have one question look I&#39;m going to be honest people at that hospital talk there&#39;s no secret why you were admitted so interview question okay why&#39;d you do it you mean like why did I try to yeah wow okay um wow I did not prepare that question I guess I just didn&#39;t want to do life anymore but you do now you you you want to do life well I I&#39;m here I&#39;m I&#39;m trying okay okay simple but solid answer you really don&#39;t have much of a filter do you don&#39;t get used to that like I&#39;m not here to judge you hin I just had to ask well I didn&#39;t have to but I wanted to yeah yeah Jeff we&#39;re on our way back okay good hey hey can I ask you a question sure and it&#39;s not that I&#39;m not grateful and please don&#39;t change your mind but why would you want to hire someone like me someone who can type no no no come on you know what I mean like do you exclusively get your employees from the psych ward not always welcome to your kingdom hey look I&#39;ve got a meeting intend you have any questions for me uh yes uh quick recap if I can uh okay I&#39;m doing research on malpractice and I should start with the old institutions because they have a paper trail and then after I add them to the computer then I move on to the new institutions which should already be online yeah yes look if you have any other questions just ask Lisa who&#39;s Lisa my Lisa Helen Helen Lisa I got to run you two have fun okay hi hi cool how are you feeling I&#39;m all right your blood count slightly low is this why you wanted to meet me we could we just text this stuff I heard that you hired Helen Daniels oh yeah that&#39;s right you know she&#39;s a patient of mine I do so so you&#39;re 20 years older than she is and just a little while ago she ate rat poison for breakfast yeah okay well first of all I&#39;m just friends with Helen and Diane you should know me better than that also you&#39;re her doctor supposedly wanting her to succeed so why would you have a problem with me giving her a job yeah well yes you&#39;re right I want her to succeed I don&#39;t know maybe I&#39;ve just been doing this too long it&#39;s just in the last few months she&#39;s been making little to no progress but she got a job that&#39;s a big milestone well Robert you can&#39;t go running around picking up lost little puppies every time you want a playmate thank you I&#39;m trying to tell you that I just want to show her a little bit of compassion seems like a concept you might have lost touch with maybe you have been doing this a bit too long Diane maybe you&#39;re right but my advice to you is um just keep this strictly professional thank you I I will um I will definitely keep that in [Music] mind hello hello is this working hello hey Mr Perkins asked me to tell you that when the phone rings press one I I think I tried that obviously not hello hey glad you got the message I&#39;m done with my meeting you want to grab some Chinese I love Chinese oh my God what I don&#39;t love Chinese that much excuse me what are you embarrassed to be dining with me now um since you&#39;re paying I think I&#39;m going to say no exactly what was your uh meeting about today no no work talk at the table that&#39;s my mom&#39;s rules fair enough can we at least talk about you though because I feel like you already know too much about me okay what do you want to know really I cannot talk with my mouthful that is nasty so now I&#39;m nasty I didn&#39;t say you were nasty just like the act of doing it no I didn&#39;t no wait you just you just said that do you have any pet okay that allergic okay um tattoos one I can&#39;t show you scandalous okay um are you married divorced how bad was it not bad just sad sorry to hear that thank Fork all right you first don&#39;t worry about money the best things in life are free oh [ __ ] off it does not say that that&#39;s what you&#39;re talking about yeah look at it oh my god of course the rich guy gets that cookie what is your say okay you kidding me what nothing there&#39;s no fortune no okay are you okay no it&#39;s just like you tried to kill yourself and now you have no for God that is so not funny what is wrong with you that&#39;s what you get I want to talk about my my stepdaughter um Chloe and uh when I first met Chloe she was 15 and I&#39;m a teacher and uh so I&#39;m kind of trained to really look for things um that are concerning my mom and my dad had me at a very young age um my mom was 20 at the time um my dad was 18 so they were very young there were kids and the music scene and um an accident happened and that accident was me ah to this day it&#39;s so hard to talk about but at at 28 I was uh I was diagnosed as at back then his manic depression diagnosed me with major depressive disorder and gave me some pills but even with the pills I didn&#39;t feel like I was being batt and then there was this one day that I felt like there was no tomorrow it&#39;s hard to explain but I just didn&#39;t feel like um there was a fusion hit with bamboo sticks I was hit with the Bell buckles uh I used to try to hide the those things from school um I hit them for a long time from everyone my family knew a little bit about it um but a lot of them kind of look the other way or they don&#39;t really know how to intervene gradually by the time she was 189 she was she was doing some harder stuff she started doing math and um Coke and uh eventually heroine I&#39;ve spent many nights you know in closet either with a gun in my mouth or making a noose or uh whatever but it still is part of me every day it&#39;s kind of bad that I look for the highs after the lows because they could last two weeks but you&#39;re just waiting to get that high back so you can accomplish things there&#39;s only two ways I&#39;m going to take all these spills and either I&#39;m going to feel better or I&#39;m not going to be alive anymore I Tred to kill myself when I was like 8 years old just tied my neck with like an ironing board and try to use the cord and I couldn&#39;t figure out how to do it and passed out and they found me in the laundry room hanging out of her bedroom window um with a sheet tied around her neck and she was she was dying she was choking killing herself and I pulled her in and I was able to unwrap it and you know call call for the squad to come and I just rocked her and rocked her and rocked her and she said I don&#39;t want to die but I don&#39;t want to live I need to find a place in between I had just this horrible pain in my stomach and I didn&#39;t know at the time if it was from the drugs that I took or if it was just the regret that I was feeling and the pain in my that I was still feeling inside of me because I still felt like I needed to die it&#39;s an evil little thing manic depression because it&#39;s always there you know it&#39;s there but you never know when it&#39;s going to come up you we sent her to a treatment center um for 6 weeks we thought everything was going to be really good and uh 3 days after she um she was released her and her boyfriend overdosed together there&#39;s always someone out there that can relate to your issues and that uh no matter what you think your life always matters and you can help someone else too and maybe that&#39;s a good reason for you to keep going and maybe that&#39;s a good reason to have purpose thanks you know this used to be a closet that&#39;s why there&#39;s no windows fun fact it&#39;s hie right okay I know that you know my name I&#39;m sure you&#39;ve realized that Robert is a very busy man so to make it easier on him and you if there&#39;s anything you need at all it&#39;s better if you just come to me first and why is that exactly I&#39;m Robert&#39;s executive secretary I&#39;ve been here for 2 years I work very hard I know when he&#39;s stressed out I know how he takes his coffee I know where his extra ties are in case he spills food which he does all the time okay so you&#39;re like his Nanny cute look I fully support Robert&#39;s charitable pet projects I really do but he&#39;s an executive and you have a GED you get what I&#39;m saying is this making sense oh yeah yeah I see what you&#39;re saying and you know what you&#39;re actually right I do have a GED and isn&#39;t it funny how we ended up in the same place anyway H look it&#39;s been really great chatting with you and everything but uh I think I&#39;m going to have to ask you to step out of my closet thanks have fun with this oh man oh hey hey what&#39;s all this my job something wrong what no no all those institutions they had or have issues with money laundering abuse of authority sudden deaths shock therapy list goes on nice work uh I&#39;ll take him down to Legal later thanks welcome oh I have been having trouble getting in touch with one of the facilities so if you don&#39;t need me I was thinking I would just stop by there on my way home yeah sure of course which facility was it uh the myth or something wait that like three hours away well yeah that&#39;s why I would need to leave now okay why are you acting so weird I&#39;m not yeah it&#39;s not part of your job why you going well you&#39;re not the only one who needs to get out of the office sometimes at myth a mental institution yeah why not I&#39;ll fit in well all right all right uh well let me uh let me know how it goes we&#39;ll do [Music] well I&#39;ve been here for the past 20 years and I remember every single patient even those from way back when to some degree or another what exactly is it you want to know well uh it&#39;s not me it&#39;s uh ahpn and they would like to know any information you have on a former patient well I&#39;m afraid I&#39;m not allowed to disclose that kind of information um look uh you should know that this institution is currently under investigation for malpractice and insurance fraud and there is a lot that we at ahpn can do in order to prevent any more incidents I&#39;m sure you wouldn&#39;t want news crews crawling all around your facility let me explain something to you young lady this facility was under investigation decades ago and those administrators were charged and prosecuted since I&#39;ve taken over malpractice is not something this institution condoms now what is it you really want to know I would like to know about a patient named Margaret Daniels what did you say your name was Helen Helen Daniels do you mind if I see some credentials ID oh uh yeah sure you look just like her Daniels Margaret your mom yeah she was admitted in 1997 the previous boor believ she was suffering from schizophrenia and paranoid delusions wait they believed she was I mean was she I honestly don&#39;t know with all due respect in everything shouldn&#39;t you know I mean you said you were one of her doctors right I was an intern at the time I didn&#39;t get to evaluate her and truthfully by the time I met her a clear diagnosis would have been difficult why unfortunately your mother was one of several patients who received regular shock therapy 1997 by the time she passed kophia and paranoid delage she was barely coherent Daniels Margaret your mom yeah know it was pretty much just a waste of time oh no there was nothing to find out really I&#39;m fine look I&#39;m opening a bottle of wine that&#39;s how fine I am no I told you that I was oh [ __ ] oh [ __ ] [ __ ] no no I&#39;m I&#39;m good I just broke one of the only fancy glasses that I own no it&#39;s okay it&#39;s okay shouldn&#39;t we like pray or something you already made it across well yeah I mean he deserves to be buried with dignity just just a dead rat yeah but he has a family and it&#39;s my fault that they lost their rat dad or their rat uncle or their rat son or whatever I mean you KN you know you did the right thing I mean rats carry like diseases and God so what so does that mean that he has no feelings and no soul and no purpose okay well maybe we should should name that ad mean you seem very attached to him don&#39;t let this get inside your head genetics are not a curse your mother&#39;s life does not have to dictate yours well yeah but they can factor in no like they do factor in and I just want to know what level of crazy I inherited you know that&#39;s kind of difficult to assess so aside from genetics how does it feel to be more or less reconnecting with your mother well I&#39;d like to say that it&#39;s giving me some kind of closure but I don&#39;t know I just have more questions like like how did she get there and where did she go when she left us and was she actually crazy or did they just fry the life out of her how did she die well you can ask to have her records released to you you are next to Ken oh yeah I guess I am hey you replaced your plant nope I just watered it how&#39;s your medication doing about the same some days I&#39;m fine some days I want to rip my skin off you know yeah well it takes um a little while for the anti presence to kick in let&#39;s just give it a few more weeks you got it all right that&#39;s our time you&#39;re making great progress I am I&#39;m going to remember you said that I&#39;ll see you next week yes you will and the week after that and the week after that and the week after that thank you shouldn&#39;t you be at work I&#39;m the boss what are you doing here I want to go do something fun but I don&#39;t want to go by myself [Music] ah what is this a date you wish oh please please oh my God really you brought me here what are you talk are you allergic to fun probably okay&#39;s go I&#39;m no I am not doing this oh God are we are we on the same team yes oh oh oh I&#39;m out of ball there yeah yeah okay so we got to get the green guys I want I thought you said you were good at this no I lied actually oh sh [ __ ] God I love this place right oh oh you I got it I got it I got it I got got oh yeah I&#39;m not going to lie it was pretty cool oh my god oh damn you got it yeah thanks hey uh I know that you&#39;ve been going through a lot lately and uh so with that in mind I uh decided to bring you a little little present DS you brought me drugs my God you me old what do you mean drugs this is pot this is marijuana seriously don&#39;t you have friends do I have is this an after school special shut up hey just because I&#39;ve never smoked pot doesn&#39;t mean that I don&#39;t have friends well you&#39;ve never smoked pot you&#39;ve never been to an arcade it&#39;s like basically you&#39;re a Hermit I&#39;m not a Hermit okay maybe a little bit you know I did have friends mhm then Gramps got sick and I watch W up going full-time with my shitty after school job well after your grandma died did you try to reconnect with any of them oh God no it&#39;s been such a long time it would be like talking to strangers oh that&#39;s gross yeah give it a second hey can I ask you a question yeah earlier when you um took your jacket off I couldn&#39;t help but I saw your scars and I just want to I want to make sure that you&#39;re you know okay no I um I get it you watched me take my jacket wait what are you doing I don&#39;t know I just uh wanted to touch you okay I think that you&#39;re already H oh come on all this time and you never thought about [ __ ] me no honestly no I haven&#39;t what do you have a girlfriend or something boyfriend I told you I was divorced so that means that you have to be celibate why is it so hard for you to believe that I just want to be friends do you think that little love yourself I know you don&#39;t see me like that so jeez I mean if you don&#39;t want to talk about your scars we don&#39;t have to talk about your scars but just say that right I&#39;m I&#39;m not trying to kill myself if that&#39;s what you think that&#39;s good okay um I&#39;m just going to tell you what happened cool yeah after I came back from the hospital I couldn&#39;t I was in the shower and I cut myself shaving by accident and it felt good it does it feels great it&#39;s like for those 5 minutes the world just stops and it&#39;s quiet and I&#39;m in control and I feel like I can breathe have you told Dr Carol about this yeah I did we are working on it okay it&#39;s good I mean you know that I&#39;m here for you right like emotionally thank you I am so sorry about the um touching you freaked me out a little there with that yeah sorry yeah would you want to go get some totally platonic nachos totally do you think they&#39;re [ __ ] God I hope not you know I&#39;m a born again again virgin I&#39;m totally saving myself for him get in line sister please I&#39;m prettier than she is right of course you know he does seem happier I&#39;m bored what time is it what the hell are they doing in there it&#39;s taking forever oh do you want to go for he look if anything just do this as a personal favor Robert I would love to but she wasn&#39;t in any government program she quit her job no no fired tell my fir I promise you this is the last time I&#39;ll ask you for anything I swear you&#39;re you&#39;re killing me here Robert but U let me see what I can do okay what do you think what do you think uh you know 48 months 2% APR I mean that&#39;s if he&#39;s in a bad mood which means Robert yeah listen all her expenses after you hired her are covered through the company&#39;s Healthcare for the rest um I think I can get her 72 months with a 2.2% APR and if I could legally do more I would have thank you so much no problem babe you know I have to wait until they&#39;re done well let&#39;s just pretend they&#39;re done shut up hi hello oh thank you nice package smells just like you I like balls this one is so much bigger shut up 72 months oh my God oh my God thank you thank you thank you welcome do you have a fever or something you&#39;re sweaty no I don&#39;t I mean I think it&#39;s a little hot here no you&#39;re sweaty and you look like [ __ ] sorry if I&#39;m interrupting something you&#39;re not helenness came for you thank you for the only reason you&#39;re here is because your son didn&#39;t want you to be alone you were his charity case this is my house he wanted me here because he could never trust you with you&#39;re a pathological liar you ruined my son&#39;s life he died in a car accident Catherine it&#39;s nobody&#39;s fault he was drunk and you knew it don&#39;t you lay around in bed all day every day you are afraid to leave the house I&#39;m griefing you&#39;re insane I will not let help grow up like this God forbid she turn out like you get out of my house Catherine no I will but I&#39;m taking Helen with me I dare you [ __ ] I&#39;m calling the [Music] police Helen Helen hey we got to you death sorry uh I didn&#39;t get much sleep last night I think I&#39;m kind of out of it whatever have you seen Robert no why he hasn&#39;t been here since Thursday really did you call his apartment uhhuh and the company&#39;s driver yes nothing okay well did you try his cell phone are you serious don&#39;t you think that would be like the first thing I would try oh you never know God we are so [ __ ] I can&#39;t do this do what we&#39;re down in here at least when he disappears he usually answers his [ __ ] phone I don&#39;t know what to tell these people okay just relax we&#39;re going to find him you seen Robert no oh [ __ ] [ __ ] what what what who is it Skyler [ __ ] okay okay all right you have to answer the phone it say what so you haven&#39;t seen Robert shut up Jeff answer the phone hi Skyler yes uhhuh isn&#39;t feeling well done Robert isn&#39;t feeling well but the assessment is done final calculations give us a stipend of 1 our final calculations give us a stipend of 1.2 million uh-huh oh is that oh one second what are you doing she&#39;s saying something about a contract for contracts for what contract what contract I don&#39;t know uh Bahamas something about Bahamas oh yeah she said she was going to the Bahamas I love the Bahamas okay the contracts go go go go shut up okay um okay go go Robert has signed the contracts to sign the contct our prediction is for8 months until we reach our goal for this year eight months until we reach our goal for this year yes okay don&#39;t worry about a thing I will let Robert know that you called you just have a great vacation in the Bahamas oh have so much fun I love it out there okay thanks she already hung up [ __ ] a rude how did you do that do you guys ever pay attention to anything that&#39;s going on in here this is the only deal we&#39;ve been talking about for two months yes that was heroic best thing I&#39;ve seen since sliced bread golf clap for you I&#39;m gonna Robert are you thirsty I&#39;m thirsty Margaritas absolutely let&#39;s go Ellen yeah do you have anything to share uh no no not really you sure yeah yeah it&#39;s been kind of a slow week for me thanks everybody have a great weekend hey Helen can I uh can I talk to you for a sec yeah yeah what&#39;s up uh is everything okay I don&#39;t know you seem a little I don&#39;t know yeah I&#39;m I mean everything&#39;s fine um well it&#39;s just that I can&#39;t find well nobody can find Robert your boss yeah I mean he disappears all the time but it&#39;s been a week so oh I mean have you thought about calling the police no no I&#39;m sure he&#39;ll show up soon just you know I&#39;ll see you later you know actually I have something to tell you oh no you look serious well it&#39;s it&#39;s just you know you you&#39;ve been a little disconnected lately you missed a few sessions well I mean I&#39;ve been working and of course of course but uh but Dr Carol and I have decided to extend your therapy look I&#39;m I&#39;m so sorry I know that you were supposed to be done next week but I have a good weekend Tori wait Helen [Music] hello it&#39;s me Tori why are you Whispering cuz I think I found Robert you did where Tori okay sorry I was waiting somebody got really close I&#39;m not supposed to be talking about the mainline without it being an emergency but then I thought okay oh yeah Robert he&#39;s here at the hospital wait he&#39;s he&#39;s at the hospital are you sure yes yeah he was admitted last weekend wait a minute he&#39;s a patient oh my god oh you son of a bit do here are you okay why are you here what do you mean why am I here everybody&#39;s looking for you I&#39;m fine I&#39;m here I think you should leave you don&#39;t look fine seriously stop messing around everybody ask to come why are you acting like this like it&#39;s my room and I want you to leave Rob what is going on it&#39;s none of your [ __ ] business H so would you please [ __ ] leave it&#39;s none of my business it&#39;s none of my business God you selfish son of a [ __ ] you realized that you could have lied right you could have told everybody you were on vacation but you just let everybody worry about you and you let me worry about you what the [ __ ] is wrong with you rob knock knock I just need to take a quick blood sample for a CD4 and I will be out of your hair like like white sauce Rob do do you have it Rob look at me look at me don&#39;t comfort me do you have Rob do you you may not want the life you have oh come on [ __ ] you rob don&#39;t say that I&#39;m fighting for mine I just want you to leave me to hell alone is there a problem there&#39;s no problem get out I C how could you not how could you not tell me ma&#39;am if you don&#39;t leave I have to call security Look At Me Jesus Christ I&#39;m not your [ __ ] dad Helen get out okay got it thanks okay all right okay okay deep breath for me deep breaths deep breath there we there all right get Dr Carol here now right okay all right stop and get her in okay all right I warned you this would happen I told you to leave her alone but I didn&#39;t okay sorry I don&#39;t live in isolation the rest of my [ __ ] life nobody&#39;s telling you to live in isolation Robert you could have thought this thing through a little bit I didn&#39;t want her to see me like this I didn&#39;t want to scare I don&#39;t know I just I guess I panicked and I didn&#39;t what how did she know it was here I don&#39;t know the only people who have access to medical records are employees and oh God damn it what is it [Music] for [Music] I didn&#39;t know it was a big deal you probably should have talked to me first I I I mean they worked together they friends what friends were you 10 you broke the law Tori but I I&#39;m I mean I thought you know Helen&#39;s been doing so much better until the past couple weeks and and it seemed like Robert was a big part of that doing better seen her scars her scars what what are you talking about she didn&#39;t tell you did she tell me what she&#39;s been cutting herself no she didn&#39;t tell me that wait what she&#39;s been cutting herself so you knew this and you didn&#39;t say anything and essentially told her to [ __ ] off [ __ ] what is going on I will tell you later it&#39;s fine D I have AIDS and Helen just found out okay oh I&#39;m I&#39;m okay all right listen I&#39;m going to I&#39;m going to go to her house and I&#39;m going to send an ambulance and you two do nothing no but I want to come with you absolutely not [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] hey what&#39;s going on here you okay did you take anything no I flushed it good good girl she&#39;s in here okay well we&#39;re going to get you up all right I&#39;m really tired I know you are yes you are I got you come good girl come on [Music] [Music] [Music] no [Music] I appreciate your concern but look if she doesn&#39;t want to take the medication then I&#39;m in agreement yes no thank you bye I want to see her I know you do I just think if if I apologized it would help and who exactly would that be helping look I know you feel guilty but she&#39;s got to get through this by herself is she okay she&#39;s going to get worse before she gets better mom I&#39;m so sorry what are you doing here Mom no no please not again no I&#39;m trying to remember the first time I ever thought about killing myself I was young maybe five or six and at first it was just a harmless idea what if I wasn&#39;t here anymore by the time I hit puberty it became like an infatuation like an imaginary friend that would comfort me when I was alone I knew they weren&#39;t normal feelings but I also knew that I wasn&#39;t normal and find your Center and breathe yeah I found my Center breathe big deep breaths I am breathing and find your Center and breathe oh my God I&#39;m going to [ __ ] hyperventilate and breathe and greed my new doctor thinks I&#39;ve replaced my desires for suicide with self Haring which makes sense I guess when I woke up in the hospital it felt like my imaginary friend died and I didn&#39;t get to go with him and after that cutting myself was the only thing that made me feel alive ironic huh oh yeah you got porn you want to lick with me no thanks whatever I&#39;m I mean they have boring stuff for boring people too you&#39;re really pretty thanks do you think I&#39;m really pretty sure what are you writing a novel no it&#39;s you know I used to write novels I mean I like took this English class junior year could you just I&#39;m just trying to concentrate if you could just thank you is that what you&#39;re writing about feelings I see the word feelings okay could you stop looking at this please sorry I just I have a lot of feelings love but I&#39;m also feeling like I don&#39;t know like a little bit manic but like kind of like happy but like also like really sad like really sad because I miss my family do you miss your family yeah yeah I do then again I like love it here like it&#39;s like the most amazing place like I own this place like I am like one with everyone here like we&#39;re all just want wait a minute you love this place yeah I love it seriously yeah it&#39;s like a bunch of people like me and it&#39;s like I don&#39;t know like you don&#39;t feel like more crazy being here no I feel like myself like I feel like I can express myself and like do what I want to do that&#39;s fair all right show me the porn I think this one&#39;s my favorite I&#39;ve seen this magazine like five times I&#39;m learning all these new techniques to control my urges but if I&#39;m being honest with myself I don&#39;t think these feelings are just going to go away maybe that&#39;s not the point figs are fascinating I bet you didn&#39;t know that California produces 100% of the nation&#39;s dried figs and 98% of the fresh ones California can&#39;t survive without figs and that&#39;s a fact and facts matter mhm and they&#39;re good for you too I mean low in calories high in vitamins and you know what we think the fruit of the Fig is is actually a a bunch of tiny flowers the real fruit is seed hi you&#39;re sexy I&#39;m Ruby like the jewel that&#39;s a beautiful name Ruby thanks so you know about things too um Ruby can I have a minute with the uh hot man please fine I guess I&#39;m in room 1 I&#39;ll be waiting nice to meet you Ruby nice to meet you too sexy man I see you&#39;re making friends yeah we call her crazy Ruby she&#39;s uh interesting yeah I noticed hi uh first of all I I I I brought you something it&#39;s called a better basket it&#39;s uh well patent pending it&#39;s it&#39;s all the things you need to get better in any circumstance there&#39;s a tea and cookies and uh oh and there&#39;s the little Cactus uh which which is better than flowers cuz you don&#39;t have to water it uh candles they&#39;re FL flameless um and and a couple chick flicks with happy endings and Tori said I should put in some pudding thanks this is really nice I&#39;m sorry I hurt you I&#39;m sorry I didn&#39;t tell you I meant to it was that was my plan eventually and then you just showed up at the hospital and and I panicked oh that was Panic see it kind of felt like a big [ __ ] you right I know you came along at a pivotal time I met you the day I found out about my self count you mean like the white cells and that you were um yeah yeah oh you remember that day we were screaming on the balcony yes the day I found out I was that much closer to death was the same day I met this really special girl that wanted to die so badly I thought I was helping you but I was leaning on you you know just generally you should probably try to lean on more stable people is there anything else you want to know about it uh how when is your wife real and does anybody at the office know okay uh how uh blood transfusion when 1999 I was in the army wife real but when I found out I got pretty low she could handle it I I couldn&#39;t handle it I got in a real dark place for few years there and I just I made it I made it easier for to leave what I did I don&#39;t what was the other question oh the office does anybody at the office know no no one at work knows well not that it&#39;s any of my business but kind of seems like I forgot my face how you guys doing good [Music] y hey Doc hi Helen uh I have a question yes so I&#39;m supposed to be released on Monday but my birthday is actually this Friday well if you want I could redo your paperwork and let you go Thursday that way you can enjoy your birthday at home well actually I was going to ask if I can have my party here if that&#39;s okay I I was just thinking Some friends some cake nothing big okay if you sure that&#39;s what you want yes give me a list of your guests and I&#39;ll get them to security okay great thank you no problem oh um would it be crazy to ask for decorations we don&#39;t exactly throw a lot of parties here sorry right that&#39;s okay um I&#39;ll think of something thank you happy to help hey a thank you hey I told you not to bring presents you weren&#39;t supposed to do here aren&#39;t they hi hi oh Robert take it easy not supposed to be walking I&#39;m not walking I&#39;m standing okay all I have to do is finish my hair really quick and then we go you look perfect what is this a diary no that is not a diary that is a prescribed journal for my feelings where do I come in hey don&#39;t bring in there her private thoughts oh hey speaking of my private thoughts I&#39;ve been doing a little thinking and I have decided I want to sell my grandma&#39;s house oh wow W you should it&#39;s C it&#39;s definitely cursed and I think I could take the money get my own apartment and then maybe travel travel really yeah I&#39;ve never been anywhere ah well I&#39;m in where are we going you know I&#39;ve always wanted to go to Madrid wait whoa you guys are not invited this is something I want to do just me wait I want I need a vacation too I&#39;m dying remember hey okay look I will be here for the whole pre dying thing this is just this is for after all right all right no no more saying the word dying this is a birthday party she&#39;s right she&#39;s right she&#39;s right let&#39;s go in the chair come on hold on okay you know know let a hel in drive you make it feel like I&#39;m a damn roller coaster all the time with roller coasters yeah sick all right come on all right all right all [Applause] [Music] right oh I got the presents happy birthday Helen oh I&#39;m sorry I think you have me mistaken for someone else my name is Miss Daniels you surprised me it&#39;s been a long time since I&#39;ve been surprised but you surprised me and thank you thank you for everything all right have some snacks have some punch I made it myself don&#39;t be scared hi hey guys thanks for coming we have never been to a hospital before Oh really kind of expected it to be a little bit more depressing no it&#39;s not bad oh my god did they restrain you in the thing oh oh were you in one of those padded rooms oh my God I don&#39;t even think that they have oh my God guys I&#39;m really okay me with some of the balloons yes yes I can he can blow him up on his own no no he really can with his lung capacity he was just talking like off thead oh look a cute nurse what where run no there&#39;s no one there got you [ __ ] let&#39;s go find a hot doctor you are welcome was it my idea to invite them oh yeah God so I was thinking before you go I want you to train as a junior executive when you&#39;re done training you can take a vacation see the world whatever no rob you don&#39;t have to do this Lisa told me about the phone call M Skyler you are going to be great thank you back the punch oh God happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday dear happy birthday to [Applause] you how old are you got the last box okay just put it in the trunk I&#39;ll be right there copy that [Music] Rob&#39;s funeral I like that do you want like a theme or something like circus or Marty Gro I want an Irish style uh you&#39;re not Irish so it&#39;s my funeral isn&#39;t it y I want shots for everyone okay so cream and then reception is that what they call it I don&#39;t know you know what I mean like creation and then party for everybody lots of shots and then what like Celtic music oh no no no girl hell no I want classic rock okay and whiskey better be a good one oh well anything else yeah is this weird for you yeah well no not not weird just I&#39;m really going to miss you you know but I want to be here and I will be here until you until I kick the bucket God please stop saying kick the bucket you are not 90 okay till I pass away oh that&#39;s worse are you okay hey hey what can I do I&#39;m okay I&#39;m good I&#39;m okay I need joint you smoke too much it helps with the pain and the nause and the panic attacks and [ __ ] plus it&#39;s fun okay then we smoke hey gown girl hey Rob I love you I love you too okay um I&#39;m going to get you that joint as promised l in the of night trying to make it home running way too [Music] fast this life is short so you better make it last r [Music] Helen wait wait you&#39;re really not going to stay what for is he coming back no just you sure you&#39;re going to be okay yeah I&#39;m good my flight leaves in 3 hours I got to make one quick stop first and then I am out of here I miss you so much I&#39;m going to miss you too I love you you know that I love you all right okay going make me cry come on okay bye Tori Journey on hey don&#39;t forget to call I won&#39;t [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] oh [Music]
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