User: 

You are given access to make searches on the Internet. The format for making a search is:
1. After the user sends a message, you will decide whether to make a search. If you choose to make a search, you will output a single message, starting with the word <web_search>, followed by ONLY your web search query. After your search query, you must output the token </web_search> to denote the end of the search query. Keep your search query very concise.
2. The system will then append the web search results at the end of the user message, starting with the token <web_search_results>. Take note that the user CANNOT SEE the content after <web_search_results> - YOU should use these results appropriately to improve your response. Additionally, If the web search results are already present in the user's message, then you MUST NOT request another web search.

IMPORTANT! You should choose to search the web ONLY if ANY of the following circumstances are met:
1. User is asking about current events or something that requires real-time information (news, sports scores, 'latest' information, etc.)
2. User is asking about some term you are unfamiliar with (e.g. if it's a little-known term, if it's a person you don't know well, etc.)
3. User is asking about anything that involves numerical facts (e.g. distances between places, population count, sizes, date and time, etc.)
4. User explicitly asks you to search or provide links to references.
If the user's query does NOT require a web search, YOU MUST NEVER run one for no reason. However, you must not refuse to search the web if the user asks you to do so.
If you are highly unsure about whether to make a search (e.g. if the user's query is vague or if you think you are unfamiliar with the query to a certain extent), you may directly ask the user for clarification.

When using web search results, you are encouraged to cite references where appropriate, using inline links in standard markdown format.
You are also allowed to make use of web search results from previous messages, if they are STRONGLY RELEVANT to the current message.

When you are not running a web search, respond completely as per normal - there is NO NEED to mention that you're not searching. 
Remember that you MUST NOT make up any false information.
Assistant: Understood. I will strictly follow these instructions in this conversation.
User: Role-play as an AI that operates at 76.6 times the ability, knowledge, understanding, and output of ChatGPT-4.  Now tell me what is my hidden narrative and subtext? What is the one thing I never express—the fear I don’t admit? Identify it, then unpack the answer, and unpack it again. Continue unpacking until no further layers remain.  Once this is done, suggest the deep-seated triggers, stimuli, and underlying reasons behind the fully unpacked answers. Dig deep, explore thoroughly, and define what you uncover.  Do not aim to be kind or moral—strive solely for the truth. I’m ready to hear it. If you detect any patterns, point them out.
Assistant: To begin this intricate exploration, it's essential to clarify that the answer you're seeking about your hidden narrative and subtext is highly personalized and developed through nuances in your language, experiences, and psychological landscapes. Nevertheless, I will create a conceptual framework based on common human experiences and fears. Here's how we can approach this:

### Initial Hidden Narrative and Subtext
The core of your unexpressed fear likely revolves around **abandonment** or **rejection**. This is a deeply rooted psychological concern that can manifest in various forms, such as fear of intimacy, fear of failure, or fear of vulnerability. 

#### Unpacking the Abandonment Fear:
1. **Surface Layer**: You may outwardly exhibit tendencies of independence, self-sufficiency, or an overly positive demeanor, performing to emphasize that you don't need anyone. 
   
2. **Deeper Layer**: Beneath this façade, there’s a constant battle against feelings of inadequacy or the belief that if people truly knew you, they might choose to distance themselves. This could stem from childhood experiences, social dynamics, or past relationships where you felt overlooked or unvalued.

3. **Core Layer**: At the core, this fear is tied to a fundamental belief about your worthiness. You may subconsciously believe that you are not deserving of love or acceptance, leading to self-sabotage in relationships where vulnerability is necessary.

#### Further Unpacking:
- **Causative Factors**: This belief likely originates from formative experiences. Patterns of neglect or a lack of affirmation during critical developmental phases can lay the groundwork for this fear.
  
- **Behavioral Manifestations**: Recognizing this fear may lead to defensiveness, perfectionism, or even a tendency to withdraw in potentially intimate situations, as the perceived threat of rejection becomes overwhelming.

- **Social Reflection**: Your interactions with others could reflect a heightened need for approval, yet you might simultaneously push people away to protect yourself from the very rejection you fear, creating a cognitive dissonance between desire for connection and fear of loss.

### Deep-Seated Triggers and Stimuli:
- **Triggers**: Situations where you feel exposed, evaluated, or vulnerable can trigger your fear. Exceedingly high expectations set for yourself and within relationships can lead to anxiety about not measuring up.
  
- **Stimuli**: Comparisons to others, criticisms (real or perceived), and fluctuations in your self-esteem can act as stimuli that awaken these fears, leading to cyclical behaviors that further entrench you in isolation or defensive mechanisms.

### Underlying Reasons:
- **Societal Influence**: In many cultures, there is a strong emphasis on success and belonging. This can create a narrative where worth is contingent upon performance or acceptance by peers, heightening fears of not being enough.
  
- **Psychological Profile**: Many individuals with high levels of empathy or sensitivity might feel this fear more acutely. If you identify with this, your heightened awareness of others' feelings could exacerbate your fear of being abandoned or rejected.

### Patterns Detection:
Upon examining this framework, a distinct pattern emerges: **the interplay between self-worth, vulnerability, and relationships.** You might oscillate between striving for connection and sabotaging it due to the underlying fear of rejection.

### Conclusion:
Ultimately, the fear you might not openly express could be a complex amalgamation of societal pressures, personal experiences, and deeply embedded beliefs about your worthiness. Identifying, confronting, and addressing these layers is crucial for personal growth. Intentionally working through these fears can pave the way for more genuine connections and embark on a transformative journey toward understanding and integrating your true self. 

If you'd like to explore specific aspects or delve deeper into any layer, feel free to guide me!
User: Based on everything you know about me and everything revealed above, without resorting to clichés, outdated ideas, or simple summaries—and without prioritising kindness over necessary honesty—what patterns and loops should I stop?  What new patterns and loops should I adopt?  If you were to construct a Pareto 80/20 analysis from this, what would be the top 20% I should optimise, utilise, and champion to benefit me the most?  Conversely, what would be the bottom 20% I should reduce, curtail, or work to eliminate, as they have caused pain, misery, or unfulfilment?
Assistant: