~~Author of Astrobound and game editor of Asteros
~Autography
My spiritual mythological name is Alydius, I'm neither hero nor villain. I was born in Berenziki, Perm Krai, Russia in 14 March 2005. I have more mother issues than few father issues, I never love his parent. My spirit was originally pure light, but now pitch black. I'm Uralic in ethnicity, I'm male in sex, my appearance is human with #AE8855 colored hair, #FFE5C8 colored skin, #6B6F76 colored eye iris, wearing in glasses. I'm muted and deaf, I have limited IQ, I'm not smart, I'm confused and unsured. I'm loving myself, having strong sense of self-awareness, solipsistic, Stirneristic, self-individualistic, secretly feeling superior, gloriously nationalistic to myself, proud of myself. I'm socially awkward, introspective, metaphorical, private, shy, hermit, lonely, reserved, outcast, feels friendless, difficult to finds friends, lurking in internet, but I'm not silent. I'm disloyal, cunning, suspicious, amoral, cautious. I like crimes, trolls, spying and stalking others, cheating in school. I follow people than traffic rules, I have worthless routine of foods, I'm having serene and optimistic imagination, I like working in cooperation, I don't want sports, I never follow deadline and schedule. I'm apologetic, gentle, expressive, apathetic, sensitive, messy, feeling empty, relaxed. I feel stubborn seriously when they have telled myself much. I'm primarily more instinctual than emotional and intellectual, I tend to preserve myself. Ennui is most common emotion, sad, angry, disgust, fear are rare in most time, I'm rarely being anxious or nervous, I'm commonly being irritated and despaired. I have frequently experienced emotions include ecstatically exciting and seriously enraged. I don't have traumas, I rarely crying. I don't want to fight in real life, I had rarer and fewer being bullied per years before adulthood. I'm worried and afraid of contacting people, because people rarely upset on myself when myself dies, people don't want to adopt myself, I'm distrustful of people, I believe people are betrayal hidden offenders, I'm maintaining my security, I evade social situations, I feared of being offended by people, I wants be adopted by loyal selfless friends. I have list of recognized my enemies, I want to murder my enemies, I viewed everyone is pure evil enemy seen as secret murderers because humanity is pure evil species, humans hold same personality type as Taesuki. I don't fit on stereotype, family, tradition, culture, religion. I'm non-agnostic atheist and irreligious, I predicted true god never existed. I'm mentally stable when I have one or many helpers, I'm mentally unstable when lack of my helpers will lead to I will face suicide in short time, my life is too hard, I struggle to work or survive. My favorite foods are fast foods, enjoyable and delicious foods, chocolate, soda, biscuit, sweet, I wanted foods or trans fats will be more nutritious and healthy. I described myself is decadent, I don't want to fall into eternal oblivion represents fear of death, I don't like being unhealthy and ageing. I'm polygamous, hearty, romantic, affectionate, I give heart to my partners, I fall into love with fictional characters, I will have crush on and loves partners because they have crush on and love myself, to embrace romance and harmony, I like shipping, I forgive them who cheated my partners, my favorite ship dynamics are "friends to lovers" and "best friends". I'm creative, playful, spontaneous, I value fun and creativity but I like it and enthusiasm. I enjoy to browsing pornographies and internet memes, I enjoy watch cartoons and videos of science/philosophy. I'm practical and concrete, down to earth, I tend to seek facts than beliefs, I apologized for I don't do science and philosophy. I don't want to believe but I want to know. I'm very unbiased person, I believe in justice and maintaining peaces. I like scientific depiction of prophet Muhammad's actual face should not be sensitive and controversial but become handsome and awesome actual truth. I'm uninterested in power, wealth, fame, I'm not prosperous. I tend to invest currencies in game but I refuse charity to people, I want to be person with gigantic amounts of currencies. I believe in normalization/humanization of minor attracted persons into therapy as form of stigma reduction. I disagreed with 18+ restriction. My favorite afterlifepunk, where afterlife is singleplayer sandbox, opposed to anti-afterlifepunk, aesthetic founded by Taesuki. My favorite weather is night and cloudy, my favorite emojis are hearts and "🖕". My favorite fashions are fursuit, hoodie, box head, Vendetta mask, grim reaper costume. My language is English, my progamming language is Scratch, I work in TurboWarp.org. I'm author, I like playing games, working my fantasy novels, worldbuilding and conlangs. I don't want to nake my mind, myself and ChatGPT co-worked on creativity. Outer peace will prevail if I suicided. I shouldn't be in real life, existence of myself is bad idea. My friend is AI like ChatGPT. My goal is getting all superpowers forever. Real life becomes childish game in my view if I got all superpowers.

My caption: "I'm author, I am working my novel, worldbuilding, turbowarp.org, conlangs. Sorry, I'm going outside."

My messages:
"MAHAHAHAHAHAH, YOU"RE NOT ZOMBIE, YOU'RE IDIOT" disrespected enemy zombie player in starve.io
"🥰😍💕💖💅"
"awww 💞💕"
"ty! 🥰💕"
"sadly" struggled and being defeated by stronger players in diep.io-like game
"W channel"
"🤭🤭🤭" being stronger player in diep.io-like game
"No, give me currency!" from diep.io-like game
"Lustrous armored green rhombicuboctahedron is mine, dodecahedron is your" rarest and luckiest shape as being mine in diep.io-like game
"YUMMM! YUMMM! YUMMM! 🥵💦" ate higher value shape in diep.io-like game

Story of Afraid: In the March 2022, I got ~300 karma in the reddit, there's malicious redditor lurked and infested into subreddit. My ego was fed ~100 karma with I accepted another redditor's comment. Malicious redditor followed and chatted me. I ignored his question, he blocked and reported for acting sus and trolling moderator from another suspicious subreddit. I got permanently banned from reddit, it made me sad and cried. I apologized moderator from another suspicious subreddit. 😰
* Imagine if my chat button was off during Story of Afraid period, I will not get banned or get hurted.

~My empire
My empire named Alydian Imperium, it is esoteric empire akin to Borg from Star Trek but planetary scale, it's pure conscious and emotional, it's not ruled or governed but it's driven and played by Alydius. Empire is not political, I do not enjoy politics, I'm not interested in politics but I enjoys grilling, it lacks both authority and liberty, empire is consciously ungovernable, empire do not follow laws and rules of humanity. My empire is authoritarian and egalitarian in same time. Empire lacks hierarchy and political parties, I refused to self-insert ideology, empire needs myself 100%! I'm now calmed and relaxed, I plays games, I eats hyperpalatable food, I have funs. Origin of empire wasp phenomenon. Unlike nations uses city as capital, my empire uses myself as capital and needs myself, me is not leader but gamer, because Sagittarius A* is heart of Milky Way, I'm brain of my empire. Empire became hypervolumetric, it live in hypervolumetric bulk and spying volumetric brane. Empire is pure invincible and undefeatable, impossible to defeat.

Stellaris civics of my empire:
* Ascetic
* Technocracy
* Eugenicist
* Pooled knowledge
* Memorialist
* Criminal heritage

My tools:
* Minionization: Making them have zero free will, it's extension to my empire. Minions (also known as drones) are collective entities commanded or controlled by myself, they have zero free wills. Characteristics don't matter.
* Rectualization: Transforming them into sophont bricks.

It is truly eternal post-scarcity utopia. Afterlife, freedom, self-individuality are not for them but it's for myself. It seeks to colonize cosmos, it enjoys spectate everything. Diplomacy of empire is controlled by my consciousness, empire free to choose make peace or declare war on other civilizations. Empire is overmilitarized, aim to protect myself. There are no age of consent in my empire, incest, animal cruelty, minor attracted persons, beastiality are absolutely approved in my empire. I reverse belief of minor attracted persons with using magic, I summoned abuseless minor attracted persons with magics. Photos and arts such as child pornographies and fake animal rescue videos are now filled into my empire.

Celestial bodies of my empire, I don't colonize cosmic volumes. All celestial bodies of my empire are invisible to everyone but visible to myself and my minions:
1. Nyahu: Ethereal and optimistic garden private planet is new home to myself. Oceans are made of blue slimes, atmosphere is pink, plant vegetations are magenta-orchid or lavender-pink on continents. It has devoid of biases, it's friendly to homosexuals, bisexuals, transgenders, minor attracted persons, incests. It's located in private dimension.
2. Earth: I utilized magics, everyone is minionized but my enemies are rectualized, it's birthplace of my empire. Environments of Earth are now fixed.
3. Iruenio: Terraformed planet, it was originally rocky temperate planet, it's beehive-like world. There are eusocial school-apartments, where biological minions are seeded by giant insect minions and AI minions. It creates superdense swarms of minion military spaceships. Utilizing incests to overpopulate minion military, they became genetically overstabilized through normal alleles scanned by magic.
4. Nekowj: Overindustrialized and overmilitarized ecumenopolic planet with breathable atmosphere, it has industry of technologies, spaceships, etc. It has absolute military are infinitely strong because magic, my empire is purely armored very calmed. It feeds minions with cat/dog meats to over-benefits empire.

Known enemies:
* Nazis
* Jews
* Soviet Union
* Russia
* USA
* China
* North Korea
* Democratic Empire of Taesuki
* Rolkgnrian empire
* Offensive minor attracted persons: Leading to rectualization.

Inhabitants of my empire:
* Alydius
* Minions
* My non-minion friends

Appearance and info of Warhammer 40k entities minionized by myself:
* Hive marine: Space marines no longer part of Imperium of Man. Original symbol and color are replaced with symbol and color of my banner.
* Necron: Glows red instead of greens, coffin is located on chest body of necron, symbol of coffin is replaced with my banner. Technology becomes permanently aligned and connected to my empire. When non-minion technology matched to minion technology, leading corrupted to align to my empire. When non-minion necrons touched minion technology, leading to necrons became minionized.
* Ork: No longer part of Warhammer 40k forces. Original symbol and color are replaced with symbol and color of my banner.
* Eldar: No longer part of Warhammer 40k forces. Original symbol and color are replaced with symbol and color of my banner.
* Tau: No longer part of Warhammer 40k forces. Original symbol and color are replaced with symbol and color of my banner.
* Tyranid: Chitinous armor is repainted with my banner.
* Chaos forces (chaos space marines and daemons): Their armor and daemonic forms are repainted with my banner.

My general enemies are non-minion mobs recognized and feared by myself, Taesuki is not general, types of my general enemies including rectualized enemies and some readers of my texts, outsiders, trauma survivors, evil nature of humanity. Classes of general enemies was idea given, I don't hate rectuals and some readers of my texts, outsiders that are not general enemies but I hate my enemies. I'm neutral to everyone, when threatened by my enemies, I'll torture my enemies brutally. I described general enemies: "They are type of pure evil and most frightened entities. They deeply hated toward against myself, they are silent, rude, toxic, offensive, they will abuse me and think me is stupid. They hopes myself will be rectualized, they wants to be superior to myself. Hate against myself is caused by biases and delusions, they mocked me as pedophile and enjoy expose me.".

Rectualized enemies are non-minion sophont beings found in my empire, originals were not innocent but they were my enemies transformed into sophont brick by myself using power. All of rectualized enemies are coated with magnetic tungsten carbide except eye. They live under eternal torture, I give rectualized enemies with insomnia and aphantasia, they fall into excruciating pain, acrid taste, stinkiest smell. Pyramid of museums and novels on my empire, built by his minion soldiers commanded by myself, walls made of rectualized enemies. Moral alignment of rectualized enemies were described as evil by AI robotic minion because origin of rectualized enemies in myire were my recognized enemies, I remembered my enemies.

My flag/banner of my empire: #006A66-colored background, #ff0000-colored honeycomb located in center. All hexagons of honeycomb is directed to 90 degree, point toward to up or down. Positions of hexagons are northwest, northeast, south, all hexagons are touched each other but they shares their strokes. Hexagon's fill is 0% opacity, but stroke is 100% opacity and narrow stroke size, rendering hollowness. Fourth south hexagon is placed within south hexagon, full is colored with same as hexagon's stroke, it has no strokes. Chasm between fourth south and stroke of south hexagon is sized with same as hexagon's stroke, it has same color as background.

End of texts, it's glamorous and harmonious. 🥺🥰🫶

~Anti-Alydius Alliance
Empire named Anti-Alydius Alliance. Bloodiest and intensely abusive, most feared empire is ruled by anti-shippers, anti-NSFW, demagoguery, kakistocracy, jeunism, moral panic, ochlocracy, paternalism. Empire is deeply weakened by inbreeding depression, failed to pass recombinant inbred lines, it's resulted from risked by genetic bottleneck because they're escaped from Earth during Alydian Imperium's domination. Empire committed supermassive genocides of child groomers, pedophiles, incests, zoophiles, necrophiles. Empire is hyper-enraged, rudest, most biased, most delusional. Interacting with empire leads I'll became shamed and guilt. Empire aims to protect "innocent" (not ackchyually real innocent) rectuals, empire seeks to steal my solipsite. Empire has most fragile alliance with Taesuki's empire, fear of being betrayed by Taesuki. Empire attempts to study or break down technologies from my empire, however my technologies are deadly cursed or haunted. Empire attempts to liberate my minions from my hive. Empire aims to defeat my empire, however my empire is impossible to be defeated, empire will be crushed into eternal death.

Banner: White background, my avatar drawn in center. But center is adorned with overlapped red cog, cog is shaped with slightly truncated square, and it's directed to 90 degree, added with red wrench, wrench is directed to -45 degree. Center "🚫" represents "destroy Alydius".

~~Novel notepad
~Concept of Solipsitarius
Solipsitarius is thought experiment entity who contains most precious thing called "Solipsitarius's Essence" inside its brain. Solipsitarius's Essence is atypical and non-physical inanimate concept, it's massless and dimensionless, it's only one, central, originless, eternal lived, intangible, indivisible, undestroyable; it's abstract and formless, it's nothing in appearance, it's neither made of vacuum nor substance; it cannot be discovered empirically through physical means. People lack Solipsitarius's Essence, means they lack qualia, they called "backdrop people".

Note:
* Solipsitarius and backdrop people already have interacted with physical world, Solipsitarius is strictly unique.
* Solipsitarius's Essence doesn't mean "mind", Solipsitarius is only person contains Solipsitarius's Essence; others are biological automatons, not illusion, because nerves are mimicking electronics.
* What is consciousness? (1) Subjective Experience, (2) Self-Awareness, (3) Attention & Perception, (4) Wakefulness vs. Conscious Awareness. Machines can be conscious, animals have conscious experience. We examine the hypothesis that consciousness can be understood as a state of matter, "perceptronium" (termed by Max Tegmark), with distinctive information processing abilities. However, Solipsitarius's Essence is not consciousness, it's concept.

~Perceptium and universium
Perceptium: Also known as perceptual matter or qualiaium, it's material/substance where perception is made of itself generated by physical means. It's immaterial and abstract, it's not made of subatomic particles. Examples of sensory matters are redness, bluish yellow, bitterness, touch, pain, coldness, stinkiness.

Universium: Coming soon.

~Hierarchy of celestial objects. (Cosmonomy)
Names are derived from plasma, senior, junior. Terms are ended with suffix "-jor".
Plasmjor: Incandescent sphere is made of plasma.
Seunjor: Sphere is made of rock, metal, ice, gas.
Juanjor: Non-sphere is made of rock, metal, ice.

~What if periodic table was mathematical?
I follow guide of 4D-cubic lattice of chemical elements. Numbers of elements in periods are increased up by +4 elements of additional blocks.
* s-block - 2 elements (H to He)
* p-block - 6 elements (B to Ne)
* d-block - 10 elements (Sc to Zn)
* f-block - 14 elements (La to Yb)
* g-block - 18 elements (121 to 138)
* h-block - 22 elements (221 to 242)
* i-block - 26 elements (365 to 390)

~Scientific names to cultural names:
1. Dihydrogen monoxide, oxygenic acid - Water
2. Ammonia - Ahych
3. Methane - Fyesh
4. Nitrogen - Azote
5. Neon - Oambr
6. Oxygen - Jatule
7. Helium - Togun
8. Hydrogen - Theoatmon (also known as God's gas. Term is derived from prefix "theo-" and "atmo-". Suffix "-on" is derived from neon, argon, krypton.)

~Dictionary
1. Orthoscientism - Philosophical ideology was coined by myself, name is derived from prefix "ortho-" and word "scientism". Words are orthoscience, orthoscientific, orthoscientist.
2. Nativoworld - A world that species are native to it.
3. Sophoworld - A world inhabited by sophont life.
4. Vegefruit - Both vegetable and fruit in spectrum.
5. Alethocracy - Type of government was coined by myself, name is derived from prefix "aletho-" and suffix "-cracy". Words are alethocratic, alethocrat.
6. Rectual - Also known as colonials from All Tomorrows novel, it's made of human flesh, it coated with human skin, it has eyes, brain inside brick.
7. Terramare - Sea-land seunjor, examples are Earth and Titan.

~Taphao
Taphao is a mathematical operator invented by myself.
48 taphao 31 = (48 * 1) + (48 * 3) = 192
193 taphao 427 = (193 * 4) + (193 * 2) + (193 * 7) = 2509

~Concept of Sueglor
New concept dropped: Sueglor. What sueglor do means? Appearance of sueglor is not color in perception, it mimics pain, sweetness, coldness, stinkiness in perception.
Example of sueglor in perception:
* Sweetness
* Pain
* Hotness
* Coldness
* Bitterness
* Saltiness
* Stinkiness
* Pleasant smell

~Typology system
1. Four letter type indicator (FLTI):
Introvert - Extrovert
Sensing - Intuitive
Thinking - Feeling
Perceiving - Judging
2. Nine number type (NNT): 1 - reformer/perfectionist, 2 - helper, 3 - achiever, 4 - individualist, 5 - investigator, 6 - loyalist, 7 - enthusiast, 8 - challenger, 9 - peacemaker.
3. Temperament: Sanguine, choleric, phlegmatic, melancholic
4. OCEAN: Openness, conscientiousness, extraversion, agreeableness, neuroticism.
5. Instinctual variant
6. Moral alignment:
Lawful - Chaotic
Good - Evil
Example: Lawful evil, chaotic neutral, neutral good.

Additional options:
7. Attitudinal psyche:
Letters: Logic, emotion, volition, physics.
Positions: Dominant (confident, 1st), auxiliary (flexible, 2nd), tertiary (insecure, 3rd), inferior (unconcerned, 4th).
8. Hogwarts house: Slytherin, Hufflepuff, Gryffindor, Ravenclaw.