my best friend and roommate got accepted into a competitive master s program in chicago and broke our lease to leave. i felt stuck while he got off and do the things he wanted to do. he made me feel like i was not good enough anymore to be his friend. meanwhile, i stayed in town and struggled to even finish my bachelor s while working a dead end job.
i hope it works out for you, life is too short. fill your life with wonderful things and wonderful things will surely happen.
maybe it will. i am not sure, but i feel more happy for him now than i do envious and hurt. so, whatever happens, happens. it is okay.