you know that feeling when loneliness just hits you in the gut? i hate that. i have to remember the bad things that i lived with so i can make that feeling stop.
ah, your situation sounds complicated. i am sorry you have to deal with that. it sounds like you have given a lot of thought though, and the way you lay it out, you sound very mature about it. you have developed a good perspective on it, one that i should learn to appreciate myself. with your temperament, i am sure you will not suffer from loneliness very long. people will want to be around you, as long as you want them around you.
somewhat long distance here i guess? someone is away at therapy of sorts..as i cannot continue to live with them with their deep rooted problems.i have to remember the bad things that i lived with so i can make that feeling stop..then i do not feel as lonely.