i was planning on meeting up with my father for the first time in a few years since we had a falling out. we had a tentative meeting to see each other at the end of the week, but he is already canceled.
still does not make it okay. i hope he gets some therapy and learns to be a better dad
yeah, oh well. he is a pretty introverted guy, so when we got into a big falling out back then, i kind of figured he would not be able to face me again.