you know that feeling when loneliness just hits you in the gut? i hate that. i have to remember the bad things that i lived with so i can make that feeling stop.
i do not really lol! i have been through a lot of trauma the past year and i only like people around i trust no drama! which is very few. as you get older..you realize you just want peace and people you love and who love you around that is it! we can die at any minute..and i have lost many this past year..it makes you realize how short life is! thank you for your kind words! it is always good to see other perspectives that help us feel appreciative of what we have being grateful is the key to a happy life. thanks for your kind words again!
ah, your situation sounds complicated. i am sorry you have to deal with that. it sounds like you have given a lot of thought though, and the way you lay it out, you sound very mature about it. you have developed a good perspective on it, one that i should learn to appreciate myself. with your temperament, i am sure you will not suffer from loneliness very long. people will want to be around you, as long as you want them around you.