my brother is having it all while i am here on a spot. i want to move forward and i am angry about everything
oh well that is too bad but their behavior is not right or fair, and they will deal with the consequences of that themselves. forgiving them is good for you and for them. just try your best to let go, i know it is tough but people everywhere are way more successful then you and way less successful and you do not compare yourself to them i hope so why focus on one random guy just because he is your brother.
i am trying my best, but he lives so close to me and i can see all the progress and my mother do the comparison too. everyone does it