i am not really sure what i am supposed to be doing with my life right now, but i am trying to at least get back home.
oh no that is terrible. is there anyone near you that could be of help? maybe a family member or someone that can lend a hand or ear? i am so sorry to hear this.
i do not really have much direction in my life right now, i am just trying to keep my head above water because i do not really have any other option.