my best friend and roommate got accepted into a competitive master s program in chicago and broke our lease to leave. i felt stuck while he got off and do the things he wanted to do. he made me feel like i was not good enough anymore to be his friend. meanwhile, i stayed in town and struggled to even finish my bachelor s while working a dead end job.
maybe it will. i am not sure, but i feel more happy for him now than i do envious and hurt. so, whatever happens, happens. it is okay.
that is such a shame, we grieve any kind of loss, i suppose. perhaps the wedding would bring you closer together?