the moment i decided to drop out of university, i had no idea what to do. thinking about calling my parents and telling them was the most fear enducing madness i would ever had to endure. everything felt cloudy and shaky.
that sounds quite scary.
i am a bit on edge. it is the anniversary of the day i had to drop out of college and i do not want to see my parents today. it brings up all the memories from the day i had to tell them.