having an existential crisis and realizing i am going to die and there s no way to know what will happen when i do
wow. it had that much of an effect on you? that it made you consider your own mortality?
i watched the new avengers movie and a lot of people die. and i realized we are all going to die and there s no way to know what that is like. and then i felt sick for a couple days and could not stop thinking about it