i am an aspiring actor and i have yet to land any large roles. i have been grinding for two years now.
well, at the very least, from the little that you have said, you seem very self aware. that is a very underrated trait for people to have and to develop.. so whatever it is you decide, it seems like you will be efficient at seeing it through. good luck!
i have always been on the mind set of going after your dreams rather than living a life of autonomy. but i cannot say that i am not a little let down so far and questioning my choice. i guess i need to look at the long term, two years is not that long for something like this.