every sunday i have to take the trash out to the road. i feel an overwhelming sense of disgust every time i lift up the lid and a swarm of flies appears.
it is daunting. i think i still have nightmares about it. i feel dirty just thinking about it right now.
i know! it is physically exhausting. and when the flies start swarming, i get terrified and feel like i am going to come down with the bubonic plague.