super sad today. it is the weekend pretty much and i have a hard time with loneliness on the weekends especially. i would prefer to skip over them during this time in my life.
healing is never easy. it always has the negatives. any sort of healing always starts with pain, a open wound, and itchy scabs, and the left over scar. i wish i could talk to you daily and help you get through it. i know its hard to go and do things alone. i recently discovered a text number that allows you to talk to someone when you are feeling down. it is . i have used it just recently myself. it does work and is better then nothing.
i workout daily. i try to keep busy but the loneliness eats at me right now. i just had to kick my partner out to go get help..i miss him..but i do not miss the bad parts..but it is still hard to be alone and do everything alone, you know? i am not at a music place yet. i am healing as well. healing is not easy