i am not really sure what i am supposed to be doing with my life right now, but i am trying to at least get back home.
i have asked pretty much everyone in my family for help, and it seems the answer from all of them is that they cannot afford it financially right now.
oh no that is terrible. is there anyone near you that could be of help? maybe a family member or someone that can lend a hand or ear? i am so sorry to hear this.