my sister passed away in . she had taken her own life and my mother and i found her after she did. it was very traumatic and painful for us, and all our family.
that is really painful, i hope everything becomes better soon.
it did not really seem to sink in for my mother for awhile, she was in denial. but, it was so hard when it did. i went into a depression for awhile, as she was my only sibling and we were very close.