when my sister passed away several years ago, i had such a hard time with the loss. i felt very much separate from others in dealing with my grief.
yes, i am sure you can relate as well. ironically, that was the same age that my sister passed away. she took her own life, which my mother and i found her, and it was very hard for us all. but, i could not burden my parents with my pain, i felt.
i am sorry to hear that. i know exactly what you are going through. my brother tragically passed away . years ago. he was only