I black out,talk "off the wall", stare, drop things and forget what I did. I was told it's seizures. WHAT KIND While going through a "spell", I'm told that I stare and my eyes get glossy. I often spill things on myself becuase I lose control of my actions. Sometimes I can feel whats happening just as I'm coming out but I usually have no control over the things that I do or say. When I come out of it, I always try to deny that I had a "spell" but my family usually knows because I'll start talking completely off the subject that we were on. I can feel myself trying to keep talking just to try to make them believe I'm alright, but I usually say strange or weird things. I currently take medication and it works pretty good. I just want to know what type of seizures I have and what causes it. I had been having my spells for years, trying to get someone to understand what I was talking about. As the years passed they seemed to have gotten worse, not being noticed by drs until I had a convulsing seizure along with it one day. I've never had another convulsion. Please help me out.

Summarized question: What type of seizures does have the symptoms of a blackout, talk " of the wall", stare, drop things, and forgetfulness, and what has caused it?