I need happy medicine, Please Help!!!?? I am so depressed, it wont go away, i hate everything about my life, i can never make it better, when i do its good for maybe 2 days then goes back to being really depressed again, everytime I call the clinic by my house they dont answer, is there any thing else I can take from the regular store besides st. johns wart, I tried that already, I dont think it works, i cry all the time, I just want to die. Please tell me what I can do!

Summarized question: Are there any over-the-counter remedies that help against depression?