Can someone give me some good  advice about my eating disorder?? I've been strugling with an eating disorder for three years now. I got treatment and relapsed about 4 times. I've been doing really well for the past month, but I've started to gain back so much weight. And I keep thinking about if I just lose 15 pounds I'll be happy. The only way I know how to lose weight is by anorexia or bulemia. Diets don't work for me. I just become obsessed with the diet and go overboard or I fall off. 
Do you think 5'5" and 130 is fat. My lowest was 110 and I would love to be that again.

Summarized question: How can I lose weight without relapsing back into an eating disorder?