Person with a weird mental illness needs your advice.? I underwent a VERY traumatic expereince about 12 years ago,and since then have been very messsed up mentally. Suffering severe depression, and other symptoms.
Now, I know Yahoo Questions is not the place to seek medical help, so my question is not directly about my illness. But,one of the symptoms of my illness is an almost complete absence to experience any kind of pleasure,from stuff like,food,sex,work,exercise etc etc.
So, what I'd like to know is, if someone might recommend an easily available (i.e over the internet,on Ebay or in a shop) food/drug/legal high etc etc, that might allow even a 'freak' like me to feel some pleasure.
An example of the kind of stuff I had in mind was something like buying poppy seeds from a shop,and then trying to extract the opium from them. Although due to my illness I can't even manage that!
To be 100% frank, I'm not really expecting any answers to my question,but I had a few spare moments and thought that I might as well ask my friends on Yahoo.

Summarized question: Are there possible treatments for an absence of any kind of pleasure?