I don't even know where to begin. I can't afford heating and the cost of food and rent keeps going up. My girlfriend cheated on me because I'm always busy working two jobs to make ends meet. Also my friend killed himself last January because he couldn't afford health care. I'm starting to wonder what the point really in all of this is. To live for the happy moments? I don't know. I'll maybe get a handful of genuine happy times in a year or so, at the most, and I'm supposed to fight through that, to live for a few more happier moments that will be taken away?