they are able to resuscitate Risa but she remains in a coma as her daughter a healthy NUMBER_TOKEN pounds NUMBER_TOKEN ounces meets dad for the first time it is quite unusual to have someone code or what he's saying flatline which is essentially your heart stops feeding because of this the depiction they show is relatively inaccurate she is you know having surgery and she's asleep but she doesn't have a breathing tube or anything so if you have a emergency c-section under general anesthesia which it sounds like she did because of how severe her illness was they're generally going to do general anesthesia and that's going to be where you have a breathing tube in your mouth a depiction not super accurate but the discussion of the events is certainly something that I can comprehend happening just in the way that they discuss it when she finally did wake up they're always very excited I'm so keyed up but so full of energy I literally stand on my hands put my feet against the wall and I did push-ups I guessed well baby can you imagine waking up from a coma having no idea or pregnant and then your husband does handstand a shot would you hate I just applaud them sharing that and then also having the actor perform that act but then to be told after your hand standing husband stands back up you had a baby and now you've been in a coma for several days I can't even comprehend how you would start to process that if that were me I would have a complicated set of emotions to go through and it would be confusing to say the least you'd miscarried the twin and March and went on to have her I probably held her about five seconds and said that's nice and handed her back I really didn't want to be a mother because I was in such shock you know what I really like about this episode is that she has been so honest about that so I said I would think she would have a lot of processing to do and that would be very difficult I think I've noticed in a lot of these videos is that the people said like I immediately love the baby and I instantly you know was on board with being unexpectedly a mother I like that she went into a little bit of you know I held the baby I wasn't connected to the baby I didn't want to be a mother right then I wasn't prepared for that and I immediately went into postpartum blues bad we were in the hospital eight days and then went home and it was probably a good three or four weeks before I was really comfortable I ve been taking care of her baby blues tends to be only for about two weeks and generally not debilitating symptoms postpartum depression can be mild or debilitating but it must go on longer than two weeks postpartum for us to diagnose it as postpartum depression it can also happen further after delivery she was so beautiful and sweet and small which was a really good baby and I think that was what helped when we named her Jessica Jessica Morgan she's very special and she's miracle I've never thought that I was a miracle or thought about that way just kind of thought that I was born it was here I think it's more of a miracle that my mom's alive and that she was here to raise me to this day she is like my rock she's my best friend I couldn't live without her there's no way
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