means that there is going to be a little bit of a white cast but i think as far as mineral sunscreens go this one is not that bad but obviously on deeper skin tones it's going to be more apparent than on my pasty ass but it rubs in and applies super easily and it has definitely been one of my go-to sunscreens over the last year so anyways in summary i PROFANITY_TOKEN love coco pines i'm so happy to be working with them again just because i really love not only their products but their messaging as a brand and i know that you guys are gonna love them too so you can click the link in my description down below and use code maddie drospec for NUMBER_TOKEN off your first order at coco kind um you guys are gonna PROFANITY_TOKEN love their stuff go check these products out mwah so growing up i never wore a bikini okay well let's rewind i wore a bikini when i was like young young like little right and then i had a traumatic experience at a summer camp when i was seven first of all can i just say that like any summer camp i ever attended that wasn't a theater camp left me with some like emotional scarring to work through as an adult so anyways this traumatic experience that i'm talking about i was like seven years old at a summer camp it was like a sports recreation camp first mistake but we were all getting lined up to get on a bus and go to a nearby lake now i don't think i have any friends at this camp besides my siblings and they were too young to go to the beach so they were staying home and i was just going to the lake i called it a beach because it's called sandy beach but make no mistake it's a PROFANITY_TOKEN lake so i'm waiting in line to get on this bus and one of the older kids in front of me i think the oldest you could have been at that camp was like sixth grade so he's probably like NUMBER_TOKEN NUMBER_TOKEN years old one of the cool kids he turns around and looks at me and starts one making fun of me because of my body not only that but my bathing suit that i was wearing was a bikini that was pink and had like embroidery on it that was like sunken inwards and it was the color of my skin so to an NUMBER_TOKEN year old boy it's like i could see through your bikini even if it's just embroidery head empty no thoughts so anyways this kid turned around to the other friends was like look you can see mr bikini and i just oh god this hurts to even recount because we're in the line right and as he's like turning around to his friends i'm hiding behind the person behind me and i keep going back in line like just trying to hide as he and his friends are now just fully looking at me and making fun of my body and yeah so that's a memory that stuck with me for life i am NUMBER_TOKEN damn near NUMBER_TOKEN years old and i still remember this vividly so that's awesome um and anyways that was the last time i ever wore bikini i wore one pieces and tankies for the rest of my life and does take a toll on you doesn't it it's hard because i think a lot of us
START_SPONSOR_TOKEN means that there is going to be a little bit of a white cast but i think as far as mineral sunscreens go this one is not that bad but obviously on deeper skin tones it's going to be more apparent than on my pasty ass but it rubs in and applies super easily and it has definitely been one of my go-to sunscreens over the last year so anyways in summary i PROFANITY_TOKEN love coco pines i'm so happy to be working with them again just because i really love not only their products but their messaging as a brand and i know that you guys are gonna love them too so you can click the link in my description down below and use code maddie drospec for NUMBER_TOKEN off your first order at coco kind um you guys are gonna PROFANITY_TOKEN love their stuff go check these products out mwah so END_SPONSOR_TOKEN