okay can i ask you guys a a very honest question i just i'm curious i love honest questions when you guys i don't know if you can remember the exact day that you guys said i'm an atheist um i don't know if you guys wrote it down or something but oh we remember do you guys remember at any point since then um do you ever have that voice in your subconscious that tells you like you know or that that tries to you ask yourself like what if i'm wrong or what if god is listening to me right now what if what if he's watching me make a mistake like do you ever have those self doubts or do did you just completely take those ideas out of your head i mean i feel that's i guess that's what i'm struggling with that even if i come out as an atheist eventually i feel like that's the idea of god is so ingrained that i don't it's just kind of hard to pass that but you realize already you said it that you realize that that is coming from your own subconscious so in my life i've uh so i'm a skeptic so my position is not i'm absolutely positive there is no god my position is i am completely unconvinced that there is a god and for very good reasons and as soon as somebody offers a good reason i'll change my mind and so yes i'm on occasion experience doubts like anybody else but that has more to do with hey i don't know what the answer to this is and hey there's a whole bunch of people around me who are pushing this particular doctrine um atheism is not like you have arrived at the destination now i'm an atheist all that god is done boy that was stupid of me and all right and it's over now that's not the way it is it is realizing what you already know which is that you are not actually convinced that there is a god and and the the reason i asked that other question which is give me a name a property of god and tell me how you know it and i'll just say this all the time you don't know anything about any property of god and it doesn't matter whether or not somebody else told you and gave you that that god is a creator god is love god is this or if you intuited it yourself like wow there must be some reason why we're all here maybe there's some kind of being that stuck us here that's god that's an interesting proposition unfortunately whether you made it up or somebody else made it up none of it comes from a god you don't know a single thing about a single characteristic of a single god that has ever been proposed that is in fact confirmable and yet we still are surrounded by people who will spend all day long telling you who god is what god wants everything and they can offer no actual evidence for it and we all know this so if what you're worried about is that you're going to piss off a god by not believing he's already pissed if he exists but he shouldn't be because any god that isn't a complete evil monster and and idiot would have demonstrated the truth of his existence to anyone
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