gonna like i joke around about about being old and like feeling old um i don't actually fee i feel good i don't actually feel my age but i definitely have noticed that there are those moments prior to being NUMBER_TOKEN where i was like i'm gonna i'm gonna push this envelope i'm gonna try to do two more things tonight and then i would suffer the consequences and i think now i go i get to that precipice and i go i shouldn't do this i i have enough experience to know that if i do this i'll be dead all weekend and it's and that's not going to be fair for my wife because that's really the time we spend together so i'm just searching for more balance in life like always i mean that's the you know obviously something i'm wrestling with too right a balance and a work life balance for sure and it's the same thing of like people who have approached me about podcasts and obviously i'm doing the community podcast days in january and february uh but then just other you know our our peers and uh collaborators already and doing that thing of like looking at a day be like oh i can shove it in there i got nothing going on or i have a gap there and it's like well no like i'm also you know sleeping at a different schedule and you know even when i come off of work here it's immediately into i relieve jen from primary benjamin duties and then i run with that all night till we put them down so it's like moving to a second job kind of that then you want like there's so many things now of like even i think it was last week but maybe no maybe it's this week it doesn't matter but like it might have been both of them actually fought two fridays in a row but looking at the counter and being like i can do games daily and then go right to the stream and it's like you know what why do that just get tam tam come do this show like what am i worried what am i trying to do you guys ran it for three months without me you don't need to worry i don't need to worry about like being there and jumping out of your grenade anymore we have plenty of people and plenty of grenades so pass them all around i really do um i also want to keep um trying to pursue like this voice acting thing that i've done i've booked a couple of gigs and i want to expand upon that and keep pursuing that just because i have so much fun when i have been able to do it um and it's always just kind of a blast trying to i guess work out those muscles you know sure what's up yeah have you thought about reaching out to rahul and being his stunt double i have not i have not but mostly because i would never want to be on set for a show that's scary but it's not scary if you're there like if you know where the ghost or the goblin's going to be you know it's like a haunted house it's like something's behind that door it's going to be
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