rules um yeah just the thing is that this at this point in time i i can't see i can't see it happening and i don't want to just settle and go oh just because i'm scared to be lonely i don't want to do that i don't want to just go oh yeah because arguably settling is just as bad yeah yeah and mate you never know next week someone may walk into your life and be like oh my god they're the one yeah i do i do think like this ready business is is sort of when someone approaches you that we will make you be like oh i always think that maybe the one you end like the one you nev you never go looking for them it just happens yeah they find their way into your life somehow yeah well i'm definitely like not looking for that right now but i didn't i've noticed during this whole holiday yeah there's a lot of couples and it's like oh that would be quite nice and a couple in the pool yeah i thought that when when i got here yesterday everyone here is in relationships everyone's couples stood out on stood out on the balcony and like could see like it was clearly like a couple's holiday even even when i was at the airport and catching the flight i was like couples holiday yeah and then there's just not for you obviously we're single losers yes we've been smashing the booze so obviously we're having these deeper chats right now don't get it twisted like how we are we talking about us in relationships again oh yeah how are we talking about that i decided we're keeping you up for a little bit oh okay oh yeah yeah that was it yeah that's good it's good yeah see yeah sometimes it's good to talk and open hey i love it i love it because obviously a lot of the time is me going you know not grilling basically like trying to dig a little deeper on you guys but yeah like right you know i'd i'm happy i mean i probably need a point but you know what what i noticed watching waffling back times is obviously you see the almost the journey the roller coaster that we go on like you know you see one of me or you or you're pretty constant but you're pretty level-headed to be honest about youtube really no no no no no no but like we we we sort of have peaks and troughs so it'll be like you're you might be on a downer for like a few weeks while i'm you know on and up and it changes and yeah i see that and you know talking and digging a little deeper to see what may be causing that where whether it's good or bad is good because right now i i have been experiencing a lot of anxiety recently and it is hell it's the way you don't do anything you just want to yeah everything's very overwhelming like the idea of even linking like we were we were going to have wayne imagine texting wayne lineker right now yeah and we didn't because you were scared i was scared were you a little bit i was scared poisoned he's terrified right now the last thing i want to do is go wayne please come over
START_SPONSOR_TOKEN i have been experiencing a lot of anxiety recently and it is hell it's the way you don't do anything you just want to yeah everything's very overwhelming like the idea of even linking like we were we were going to have wayne imagine texting wayne lineker right now yeah and we didn't because you were scared i was scared were you a little bit i was scared poisoned he's terrified right now the last thing i want to do is go wayne please come over END_SPONSOR_TOKEN