where we were past bermuda um quickly and with the best weather that we could that we could get um so that past bermuda the the chances the likelihood of those plus NUMBER_TOKEN NUMBER_TOKEN knot storms coming is um less frequent okay yeah hence the bermuda triangle hence the hence the bermuda triangle exactly have you been to the perimeter triangle well the the bermuda triangle is just bermuda to um the chesapeake and then down to the bahamas i think so i i've probably been around you've probably been there yeah yeah so we went out and then we weren't going fast enough um the the forecast and the conditions we experienced were slightly different there was wind against the gulf stream which was causing um bigger choppier waves than we had anticipated um but nikki and i just we threw up every single sale like we we made so many changes we're working really well together but we we weren't quite getting far enough along our course and then at a certain point the weather people that we were talking to are like look you're going to get smashed if you stay where you are you need to head directly south now you're just not going fast enough so and and i i got a few messages and i was i'd been working so so hard for the previous seven days and then maybe spent a night not really sleeping that night and then i was getting all these messages saying like not you're gonna die but there is some serious PROFANITY_TOKEN headed you away you need to get the hell out of where you are and the message that really knocked me around was are you aware this i won't say who sent it why is it is it like a is it a it's a friend a friend yeah a famous friend not no i'm not famous okay just a just a friend who sails yeah um and he was like if you stay where you are our forecast says that you're going to have eight meters swell um coming one way and also eight meter swell coming another which means that you're you're in big big trouble basically it's that's that's the sort of thing that your boat may or may not be able to handle so you're always thinking about minimizing risk and at that point you're like okay well we're in a this is really bad so but all that it meant was we needed to bomb further south than where we were and it was pretty dicey for a while but we met we managed to get like really really far south really quickly because we were just um nikki and i were just sailing really hard and what's elena doing at the time just throwing up looking after lenny man oh PROFANITY_TOKEN that's right oh my god yeah lenny's on this yeah lenny's on board good god yeah is there a moment on that boat we were like i may not put my family in the best place position to succeed yeah yeah really yeah i felt pretty bad a couple of times there was there was a point where i got and there's and this is the other thing about the offshore passages which um if you don't accept the captaincy role and do want to just drink you won't learn the thing that i love which is um just just the responsibility and and what you learn by taking
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