know the more gentle term he's you know like and i hate to just be like i don't want to engage with that person anymore but i was just like if you can't ascertain that that's like hurtful or the the if you if you don't know the weight of that word you're just you can't read a room and i felt very dis it was like a very dismissive nasty like just so you know well that's why i always try to find female doctors yeah you know and i i try to have just more women around me at all times and it's kind of like um and moshe gets very mad at me and he's like i'm sick of everything being you know you you split everything i'm just it's a phase i'm going through i just want more women around me like i mean think about it like you're boarding a plane like do you want to sit by a woman or a man yeah last time i sat by a man this guy was like chewing sunflower seeds and spitting them out in an old diet coke bottle and then i was telling people and they're like oh that's just a baseball player i'm like i don't fucking care like that's fucking disgusting and like a woman would never do that i saw a guy snort half of his nose into a plant the other day like he was walking down the street and he just had to like blow his nose so he like like held it and snorted it it's like women don't do stuff like that no of course not i just want women around me right even if they were at lilith fair surrounded by women and feeling safe like it's not it's not it just wouldn't happen also i would say as people that are travel a lot a hundred percent of the people on planes that watch youtube videos sound on no headphones are men and i have i mean i have to be home i am the home monitor bitch on the plane i'm the person that will just like excuse me sir like people are sleeping like oh can you like i am always that bitch and but now you don't want to do that because there's so many fights breaking out i'm fine with that oh it's my dream i have a very deep um uh need to be on world desire to be violent and if i have like an app like i think part of the reason like i'm very effective as a rescue dog rescue or animal rescue person is because like i would i am that bitch that like i mean i'm i mean i come from like west virginia like hatfield and mccoy like ancestry like if i actually have a justified reason to uh go berserk on someone i'm like thrilled to be there i'm like i got this stand down like i'm i'm made for this and i don't get to do it ever and like this is actually like justified and i'm doing it for the right reasons instead of just like for the adrenaline and like
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