why you know and a lot of those goals may actually be out of your comfort zone so you people often want goals that are like oh yeah i'm comfortable with that but that's what i'm so excited about so the the half iron man i want to do is the hawaii one yeah and the height of summer in hawaii is a hilly it's like going to be like NUMBER_TOKEN degrees horrendous yeah but that's what i'm quite like i'm gassed for it i'd say especially also now i'm sort of like in this sort of free world where like there is i think we spoke about a couple of weeks ago where there is no structure you have to make your own work yeah yeah i feel like if you are and again i don't want to seem like out of touch like i said a couple of weeks ago but like if you are in a nine till five you have that regular sort of thing where like your goal is essentially well i let's go to work work hard maybe you're trying to get a promotion a pay rise or whatever like say like four no well for six out of the seven days of the week like i know i wake up and i don't have to do anything the only day i have to wake up and do something is waffling so like yeah i set myself different things throughout the week to make sure that i do them because well mate a lot of it likewise when i um started doing well on youtube and it was like i don't actually have to get a normal job i can just do youtube i found yeah that's when i started actually going into like depression because i had nothing that was getting like apart from one day a week of making a video or one day every two weeks whatever it was like and if i didn't have a creative idea in that moment i'm not only bored not having any sort of sense of purpose but i'm also self-destructive because i haven't got a creative idea so i haven't found something and then it's this downward spiral so having having structure and goals literally is like the fundamentals sometimes sense of purpose as well yeah well because along the way in in this like situation that we're in all of our friends work you know like all all of the boys back home where i live i know it's a bit different for you where you are but you're mates with the youtube lot who have that that that freedom whereas like back home you know i've got there's there's no one like throughout the day it's just me my you know my parents might be at work yeah a couple of days and how has that affected your mental health like would you say that you're struggling do you ever know it's not right at home no like i said the key for me to getting through that is setting like personal goals what do i want to achieve do i like use that time to try and achieve but like say like before you obviously like started to realize you maybe you should start setting goals throughout the day and you were sort of in that limbo stage of like what do i do now like how did that make you feel the limbo stage was just i'm PROFANITY_TOKEN bored do you know what i mean but
START_SPONSOR_TOKEN why you know and a lot of those goals may actually be out of your comfort zone so you people often want goals that are like oh yeah i'm comfortable with that but that's what i'm so excited about so the the half iron man i want to do is the hawaii one yeah and the height of summer in hawaii is a hilly it's like going to be like NUMBER_TOKEN degrees horrendous yeah but that's what i'm quite like i'm gassed for it i'd say especially also now i'm sort of like in this sort of free world where like there is i think we spoke about a couple of weeks ago where there is no structure you have to make your own work yeah yeah i feel like if you are and again i don't want to seem like out of touch like i said a couple of weeks ago but like if you are in a nine till five you have that regular sort of thing where like your goal is essentially well i let's go to work work hard maybe you're trying to get a promotion a pay rise or whatever like say like four no END_SPONSOR_TOKEN