in yeah it was it would look completely different you your whole disposition yeah it was because of this it was because of the setup of your room I knew you couldn't get the door open but what happened was was so important cuz I remember yeah so if you've looked by the way if they're listening you obviously they just heard what happened and we jump into this and it's interesting because I didn't know exact right Ryan yeah what yeah you know really well he says you were white you know he's just like I just hope he's okay I don't know and but I know panic attacks I know overwhelmingness and I could tell you were sweating I tell you and that really I don't know you just weren't well for starters I shouldn't have I should do it I should have cancelled yeah for sure yeah yeah I don't know why in fact I said that they why would you like you yeah so just love the PROFANITY_TOKEN part I do well I mean I left here I tried to drive I tried no I I walked home you tried to you pulled up beside me and tried to drive me I drove down the street I was freezing on the walk but not because I was I was just freezing because I was just bought in the cold wet and then the cold and I got I got home I got onto the couch put a blanket over me and again was freezing but just sweating bullets and you know told my wife I just said I'm having a I had a really bad panic attack and I texted her after I said I just gotta check up on him oh really I did she knew tired you don't don't please don't say anything and that's what I was worried about you and that's why I was like PROFANITY_TOKEN you know Jess was like whoa or who said it maybe it was just like well it's rush hour all these cars I think he's having a panic attack you should and I was racing getting my truck you like I'm fine yeah I just wanted to listen to him I wanted to listen to a podcast and walk by myself actually not yours right that's all right it's okay that's okay you left mine to listen to another what were you thinking when you were I mean when you were walking down the you know what happened earlier in the day I was pretty positive that there was nothing physically wrong with me but as we discussed the leaving of the show combined with just not really breaking away from it in my life just in terms of getting back into Los Angeles and it was like I needed this clean this clean break I needed to go on a trip I needed to drop my phone I needed to you just had him disconnect I just hadn't disconnected and ironically I had said with code eight coming out that you know ideally I'm gonna be in Los Angeles I'm you know I'm gonna take the break from mid-november until Thanksgiving and then you guys have me for three weeks or two weeks or whatever we need for for prep and I shouldn't have done that now that being said that's when they decided to put out the movie and I needed to promote the movie but and I'm not laying this all defeat of Co date because I love the people that were involved and they were very fair just done they were very fair and equitable with my time but I was just done it could have been anything didn't matter what it could have been if it was Turtles back in the day could have been it could have been
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