you know what i mean and there are still some things i won't talk about with people like i'm gonna talk to you about everything like some of the things are just for me and the other people that were involved uh even the forged and fire thing me talking about that i think this is the first time i've ever talked about publicly you know what i thought of the entire process and why i think things went down ultimately i got a call on april NUMBER_TOKENst and they were like we're letting you go because of covet cutbacks but that is counter to what happened prior to that you know what i mean there was there were other things that happened and i can say yeah i'm a hard guy to work with there were personality conflicts i can be honest about that stuff uh what's alarming is when you don't get that honesty from the other side you had keith berry on here right yeah i went to some seat with keith berry and uh you know there's a lot of stuff in the military like what keith berry went through yeah that isn't just exclusive to the military you know i mean it happens in a lot for sure and if anything that that idea of persecuting that guy keith berry came from outside of the military and was kind of uh it was just the period of time that we were in and it's just like uh it's just like the violence thing because i draw a doodle on a script in my trailer and leave it there it doesn't mean that i'm a PROFANITY_TOKEN violent person it means that you came in saw some of my private thoughts on a piece of paper circulated around and uh and made people scared of something they shouldn't have been scared of you know and and those are the kinds of things that are upsetting you know that that upset me you know here i am dealing with my issues and and uh and my problems now somebody from the outside is like uh making some sort of judgment about it and i think that that's wrong i'd never judge anybody who came to me said this is what i'm going through here's the real deal problem and and i want you to help me out with it or or uh you know i understand that you know this is what's going on
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