just like oh i'm going on my own all grown up i know what i'm doing and then you really do start missing home and you're just kind of like oh well yeah like my parents kind of were right and you don't want to like go back with like your tail between your legs at home so the email was kind of like i'm considering what you said i'd like to come home visit you guys see you i don't want it to be weird love you miss you that kind of thing at the end of the email she signed it off as she always did and said always your little girl rage it always makes it harder to learn those personal details because it just makes you think like what if right what if she just like went home that day ran home would it have changed the outcome entirely would it have changed her fate same with marcus and his cousin adelbert who they called d i'll refer to him as d his sister said she and d were raised by doting parents like she fully admits they were spoiled they had anything and everything they could possibly want they were also a close-knit family they would do like an annual camping trip all together every year his sister shared a story that she would always tease him because he needed to be like the freshest all the time even when they went on these camping trips he would pack like he was going on like a full-fledged vacay and they'd be gone for the weekend and they're in the woods for like two nights but he'd just be like you know you always have to be looking your best he liked his stuff like crisp and clean whether they were in the woods or not and he would even do costume changes she said ladies loved him he loved the ladies too his dreams and aspirations were to be a big rapper and he was laser focused on making it happen he was always really close with his cousin marcus growing up it sounds like they kind of grew up more like siblings than cousins even when marcus's family moved away from dee's family it was about an hour away from them they still made the effort to see each other almost every single weekend he was NUMBER_TOKEN years old he had just gotten his diploma from night school and his sister was one of his best friends he was actually at her house when marcus called to hang out with him she said this night specifically unlike any other time she said goodbye to him before she said goodbye she said hey be safe and he just smiled at her and he just said i always am and i guess marcus kind of like peeks his head around the corner he's like yeah and i'm there too i'll take good care of him she said she feels like he must have sensed she was a little bit upset and she never had been like that before so he walked over gave her a little hug gave her a little kiss on her forehead he walked away and then he just looked back and he said i love you don't worry we'll be safe and i'll see you soon she went to bed that night and in the morning she wakes up and starts her day by early afternoon she got a little bit upset because he still hadn't called but she figured okay like maybe he you know met a lady perhaps they were having some breakfast he'd
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