a few times watching and i was like i'm so useless right now yeah why can't aren't i contributing something i got so used to the idea of being productive or where it starts to feel like some kind of uh irresponsibility some some sort of uh similar to what you were saying about not taking advantage of the opportunity yeah and so that's an area where i feel stress kind of serves me well because then when it's all said and done which is never but in limited moments the it feels more deserved when you when you feel great when you when you went through it so i like maintaining a certain amount of stress but it can totally become overwhelming as well at times and i think so i think the threshold really depends on the individual and it really really depends on how they work through that kind of stuff because it can be really uh destructive yeah i don't think people realize that there is a sweet spot for every person every company like you know your sweet spot is totally different from mine like i've even thought about what if i just keep my channel as more just like raw and like just you know basically me filming and editing it and then my other business ventures like those i would you know hire for and have people working with me on on those i haven't really come to any conclusion on that one yet but you know there's all these things that i'm constantly considering i'm sure you are too of like how do i how do i make this more fun and enjoyable but meaningful at the same time and not like it is that like you look at the glory days when i started this was like i had no stress i was just like this is amazing like i'm just doing this thing and now i i'm like i'm not naive anymore i know too much and i can't just like just make whatever and whatever i start thinking well that's not going to do well in the algorithm or people aren't going to be interested in that or whatever you know before i just made videos because i didn't know better you know maybe that's why people watched them yeah yeah maybe because they were just being made yeah was it maybe it would because because i i ten most recently i've gotten in this this train of thought that the viewers have gone through exactly what you've gone through they're if you feel fatigued they feel fatigued yeah and eventually it's going to come out so you can keep hitting that consistency button but ultimately it's going to it's going to squeak out the side at some point and so i would say the the deep consideration on the front is to put yourself in a position where uh content-wise where you are enjoying it and even if it's a struggle to get there and if even if even if it means seeing some negative metrics or something like this i i'm i think that's where i'm seeing myself going more and and maybe it's a mixture maybe the responsible thing is it's a mixture maybe there's still going to be some work you have to do maybe you know every job has something in it that you don't like and then and then you go and refuel on certain things that you like better and then you go back and pay the bills every so often i remember
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