and completely overcoming my conscious thought so i started to feel really really uncomfortable and sick and you pair this with the nausea especially when you've never tripped before and you're in a moving gosh darn vehicle and you don't know like what to expect like your mind is ripe for this brand new experience that is probably going to take you to some deep places that you're not ready for especially if you've never researched what the effects are going to be in your entire life so i'm starting to boil here like my fear is starting to simmer man it's about to pop over the top of the pot and pour out to the sides this oatmeal is too hot it wasn't just right yet goddamn those bears bears haha who gets the joke so we're on our way to um to my house and he actually was like you know we should get a drink first so of course he drives to the strip where jasmine worked at now again i didn't know that she was meeting a friend from work for a drink keep in mind i haven't told anthony yet that i dropped the tab i'm keeping it to myself because i i didn't want him to judge me and i just felt bad because i figured like me telling him was going to mark the end of our night because at that point i was basically saying no i'm not doing the m so we park we're walking over to the bar and lo and behold in the corner of my left eye i see jasmine sitting with uh this security guard that i guess she worked with having a drink and i it was almost like the visuals at this point were taking on like demonic undertones maybe there was like red or green like kind of lights nearby but it looked like they were like these greenish red monsters and their faces were starting to like morph and again when you don't know what to expect it's very easy to take a fear-based approach obviously looking back i don't think they were turning into demons it was more so it was highlighting her aggression to me and like i could see her emotions in like a very visual way with the lights and everything and and keep in mind i've got this massive fear response that's glued to all of the emotions that are pouring out of me that i don't know how to contain because this is so brand new and and i'm seeing her in the corner of my eye and i remember like seeing her and like like feeling her energy as if it was this outreaching tentacle that was about to constrict my neck and throw me across the street and i was like oh my god dude let's speed up oh my god there's jasmine we got to walk faster walk faster and at this point i was starting to um realize that this was getting out of hand i needed to go home and sleep this off i basically just told him look dude i'm not feeling well we can't get a drink we gotta go and he was really confused he's like what do you mean i thought we were gonna take em i'm like we have to do another night i gotta go and i basically told him i've never tried acid before the dealer gave me a tab i thought whatever
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