and she was like she was PROFANITY_TOKEN cool like she was amazing um so it took a long time to kind of get jessica out again my family really helped with that it must be really hard to not take it personally but you need to know jess this has nothing to do with you at all yeah it's and i realize that now but it's just when you're in that moment and you know my whole life was around my work like i didn't i didn't do anything else like i i don't have friends like i i would stay in my house because i needed to work out i needed to meal prep and then we were traveling so i needed to like get my gear stuff ready um it was my whole life just revolved around wwe um you put so much into it but now i want to have that balance i want to have that that healthy balance and it's crazy like i was always like so stressed and anxious and just on edge um and it wasn't until i think about him i think about two months later or three months later um my husband looked at me and he's like you know you're a totally different person now and i was like what do you mean and he goes this weight has just been lifted off your shoulders and he's like i don't know if you can see it but he goes it's night and day different so i can see it and i was like oh i just i always used to put so much pressure on myself to be perfect and it's just not realistic um so now i can just be myself and not have any expectations or have to prove anything to anyone i'm just going to live my life the way i want to and be happy and whatever's next for you guys is going to be so big wherever it is that you go you're going to make such a huge impact huge splash there i hope so i hope uh i hope everyone still roots for us because come on i know it's it's it's just been a while it's been a while which but but also like all of these other big appearances have happened like the day after that they've been able to do that yeah i think that people are gonna see you guys and go oh yeah they're out there oh my gosh this is amazing oh i hope so i hope so i hope everything can get sorted and figured out and bloody immigration um but yeah i really i hope so and that's what's exciting for the future as well yeah my fingers crossed for you guys that this gets taken care of sooner rather than later because i know i know from doing it it's not an easy process and it's not a short process and it's not a cheap process no no it is not cheap that's why i'm just like can i just get the green card or visa because damn you're cleaning me out man yeah don't worry it's a tax write-off though that's true yeah PROFANITY_TOKEN that oh it's funny though i feel like um cass and i have kind of spoken to you and renee the most about immigration and you guys both know being from we grew up five minutes away from each other oh really we didn't know each other
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