deodorants are normally NUMBER_TOKEN dollars but if you use my link below in code page layout you'll get them for NUMBER_TOKEN which is NUMBER_TOKEN off and with my code you can also get NUMBER_TOKEN off on any body wash or toothpaste so if you guys are interested please be sure to click the link below and use my code page layout for all your native purchases thank you so much native for sponsoring this video and for keeping me fresh now let's get into the video oh my god hi how are you again my lips are super chapped so if i'm being worth my lips because they're super trapped this video has been a long time coming i think that this is probably like one of my most asked questions of all time we have a lot of tick tock videos about this topic but let's do a youtube you know get it all in here get it all compiled into one but if you do not know me hello welcome so good to see you my name is paige layal i am an autistic human being and so over here we talk about autism in my life and stuff in my life with autism you may know me from tick tock if you do not already be sure to follow my tech talk at page layout and while you're at it you could follow my instagram with the same name if you are curious to know more about me or about autism be sure to subscribe down below and turn on the notification bell to get notified when i post new videos which is every friday thank you for being here and thank you for learning more about autism and stuff the very first thing i talked about in regards autism and being autistic on tick tock was masking masking is a very big um important part of my life so i thought that today i would dive in a little bit more and tell you guys a little bit more about masking how it feels what it is how it impacts us how it happens and how gross it is how much i hate it masking is kind of like the name suggests putting on a mask which means you are not being your true self you are hiding behind something that is not you when an autistic person masks it usually means that we are trying to be as neurotypical seeming as possible we are suppressing our autistic selves or just having this mask of a persona that is not us that we can wear to the rest of the world so no one actually sees who we truly are inside a lot of autistic people mask but also a lot of autistic people do not mask or can't mask now we're gonna get into talking about baby page so baby page baby me as a baby i came out of the womb i lived and no one knew that i was autistic including myself every autistic person lives you know a bit of life without knowing they're autistic right like even if that's a day i don't know i lived NUMBER_TOKEN years before i knew that i was autistic but to me as a baby not knowing that i'm autistic i knew something was weird with me i knew i was not normal i was never normal nothing ever felt good i was never normal i felt like an alien that came onto earth and then was birthed onto earth and was like humans okay humans are weird why do you guys make no sense if any of y'all find out i'm an alien y'all
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