try to forget about it but for sure i was at a i was at a dark moment not trying to kill myself or nothing but i was down like i wouldn't t real no more that's what i was saying and it probably took you a long time to get from like under that you know what i'm saying yeah you know just you get a you get a you get a reality check bro every once in a while you know what i'm saying you can't just be out here just moving around going crazy like i i'ma keep a g i never thought my drinking was gonna catch up with me at all i was like i'm a tank like boom i drink all this drink all that and it's like damn when that do it's like like luckily i ain't do it to the point to where um i couldn't reverse anything you know what i'm saying but my like we all we all going through this you know what i'm saying everybody goes with there's so many people that be hitting me up in the dms is telling me bro like hey man this is happening right now this is happening right now i'd be like hey man it's gonna be good you know i mean just don't end your life in any type of situation it's never never never never never cool to end your life yeah like one day you're gonna go back to that drink no not at all you ain't drinking no more bro honestly bro my life been way better without the drink bro i wouldn't have this hat line bro i wouldn't be doing twitch bro bro even when i was drunk all the time bro i was i was up here to keep a g like you know what i mean just even the relationship that i have like bro with with just people regular now bro everything in my life has just increased since i stopped so i don't even have the will to do that because the focus is the my focus is crazy but overall bro it's like i feel better my overall health is like damn bro and then two i got to like really look at myself bro i've seen a lot of old ass videos i'm like damn my like i wasn't proud of how i looked like it wasn't cool i was doing cool but i wasn't looking cool like i wouldn't want nobody to see that and be like oh that's the you know what i'm saying like like nah i don't feel like that was a good representation of me i was like damn a really look obnoxious bro like screaming in the club every night drinking like crazy you know what i'm saying and then two like not having no real foundation you know what i'm saying that's like that's why i with having a girlfriend you know what i'm saying having a schedule just doing all this now bro because like i didn't have that at first i was just moving with my head cut off and then you know a lot of in my life was a result of that bro like damn yeah making music money but i'm like damn if i was way more focused on music could have been way better you feel me doing with the podcast
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