to not like that there it is there's the PROFANITY_TOKEN you remember the diagram where you're invalidating the way that you feel the invalidation i wish my pores were smaller i wish my boobs were a little bigger i wish my nose was a little smaller i wish my eyes were a little bigger i wish i had more fuller eyebrows naturally i wish i wish my skin was less oily i wish my butt was bigger i'm working on that i'm going to the gym how does it feel to say that it's fine i'm okay saying all this stuff and that's the thing it's like i'm okay saying it's just weird to say this stuff because i actually am okay stop talking for a second how do you feel what do you notice in yourself what are you feeling right now slightly embarrassed that i have to go through all the flaws yeah right so that's the some scar because if you were truly like if i said i'm fine with my hair i have big pores too i kind of wish my dick was bigger i'm skinny fat i have dad bod like you know i could list the things that i know that are not good about my appearance and i don't really give a PROFANITY_TOKEN like i truly i mean i have a little insecurity there too because i can feel that embarrassment about some of those things and not other things so you do have some insecurities sure i'm not PROFANITY_TOKEN you yeah but i never said i was enlightened yes you did you just told me what are you talking about i said you have no insecurities here like yeah i have no insecurities no no i didn't say i have no clip it and ship it he PROFANITY_TOKEN said it before before i didn't say i have no idea is it possible no i'm not enlightened hafu i'm a PROFANITY_TOKEN twitch noob oh i thought i swear you said you have no one i think you're not insecure about anything you're like yeah nothing that chad could say could it affect me that's what oh i thought oh no no oh yeah yeah so so you didn't say that no i mean i i i say that i really don't get affected by chat that's true but if any but you just admitted to having some insecurities about how you look so if someone in chat said one of those things it wouldn't affect you hasn't yet or much really yeah that doesn't make sense it i know it's confusing because until you experience it until you experience it hafu you're not going to understand i mean like it's just my experience right so part of what i do so this is kind of weird but you can fix an insecurity or what you can do is accept that you're insecure which then keep makes it gives you detachment from it yes i have i feel like i've accepted my insecurities on the way i look because i feel like no no no i'm talking about something else so you can accept your in well no maybe not hold on because um i
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