didn't do it my freshman year and then like you know before freshman year and then like in my life you know it was funny yeah but so basically by the time i met my advisor and i got around to it like they keep telling keep going i'm like fire it'll be fine and like and like i can finally meet with him big idea guy well yeah i finally meet with him he's like well you didn't do any film classes your first year right you probably won't do it your second year maybe your third year and i'm like well PROFANITY_TOKEN this right uh when i went to the nassau community college advisor and he would sit down and he'd i'd like i'm like i'd like this class because that's full yeah you guys you have to go to this class you have to go to that class why was it full because you didn't show up on time i didn't show up on time yeah because i was out there doing drugs yeah yeah same idea so it's like you know i never learned self-discipline in a cohesive way do you think people like us had we learned self-discipline it would have hindered the type of things that we do like if i had learned self-discipline i was able to discipline myself yeah would i have done would i have been what i am no no no right you your entire existence right now correct and which is a great existence yeah it's fine it's not that great well i have material things yes right i love some material things you'll get some yeah but then you'll realize they don't matter i know i won't realize that yeah the point is the point is like but whatever you have is like it's based on your kind of whirling dervish kind of like you're you're always floating around you you're mercurial you're changing the dime it's what makes you funny it's part what's part of what it's part of the package but if you were sitting around like you know and like you know no we got like you're like you're spontaneous you're you can be erratic these are the things that may like i sit there uh and i look at compared me to you and like and i'm not like a big PROFANITY_TOKEN or anything but i'll PROFANITY_TOKEN consider going like oh you're freaking me if i do this i'm am i gonna get canceled i don't actually think it in my head but there is that less i'm i like to think of myself as a crazy man and start yelling at someone i do start yelling at people at stores uh i i i try to get in the fight sometimes but like i'm not as like free yeah as you for instance right i am more free and i don't yell at people at stores usually i don't think there's i've yelled at a few people at stores but there's not much i don't mean like clerks i mean like other customers right no no one's accused but see even then when you're making that distinction you're afraid of getting cancelled by
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