that he is living moment-to-moment seeking the next high constantly trying to prove himself before he even understands himself pie is the soil where he can finally put down roots pie and the release from the scattered past that he represents finally allows gentle to be whole and if you want to see what happens when we don't find that balance recall what happens to gentle's father the god hepaxamendios his cleansing fire wraps back around the reconciled worlds and consumes him destrudo destroys the need to control to act from a place of fear from a will to power will always limit itself in the end it's a valuable lesson for anyone but for creatives especially so often our destructive impulses take control and our creativity to their cause but we need both like gentle like judith like the broken world of the imagica we must see the rift within us and reconcile our creativity with our capacity for destruction if we are to thrive make things because you want to be great because you want to change the world because you want to prove something sure but also make sure you're doing it because you love to because it gives you life complete the circle within yourself and the rest will follow and that would be where the video ends except i have more to say there is so much in this book and it gets so strange the setting pretty much his genitalia if you care to look and judith and gentle have entire second halves that i didn't even have time to mention here but it's also a little too scattered for a youtube video i'm pretty confident that if we tried to upload something with all of these moving parts in it here the algorithm wouldn't want anything to do with it thankfully there is a place where we can share that stuff where we don't have to worry about what we upload we can really just share whatever we want you can watch it over on our creator-owned streaming platform nebula youtube is a weird place for educational content it's not exactly made for honesty and accuracy there's a huge demand to just be click baby and eye-catching all the time sometimes you just want to share some cool information without sweating about performance so a bunch of us educational creators got together and made our own streaming platform where we don't have to worry about all of that we upload what we want how we want you can find all of our videos there ad free a week before we release on youtube and a ton of content we couldn't otherwise upload here including the companion video for this one it's so fun just to cut loose and share what we feel like sharing over there and we are not the only ones the same is true for so many other amazing creators it's a safe haven for the material we all wish we could upload here and the best part is that you don't even quite have to pay for nebula if you don't want to there's another streaming platform who loves what we do so much with nebula they've actually decided to foot the bill for nebula for anyone who signs up with them curiosity stream is a service i could not live without it's really hard to find quality documentaries especially about the topics that interest me but curiosity stream has everything it's got thousands of documentaries including titles about prehistoric aquatic monsters the cutting edge of modern science and everything in between if you
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