and now it's just such a awkward fit it's so small but i was like really cold so i just put the first thing on which was this one and it has massively shrunk anyway basically the book came out today and the press thing went really well so it wasn't that nerve-wracking it was actually quite nice um but yeah i read all your comments and i got a bit emotional i'm not gonna lie i had a bit of a teary moment i feel like this book has been like five years in the making well actually technically it's been my whole life in the making and it just felt like a really surreal moment to share with everyone and everyone was saying how proud of them me they were you know the comments that really made me cry there was comments that said like oh young guitars would be proud and man that kind of stuff really just gets to me so but you guys are the best like i don't know i'm just so grateful for you guys so thank you for just being you and allowing me to be me um but now i'm gonna eat my friend um messaged me was like whoa how do you feel what's happening what's going through your brain right now what are you doing and i was like i sent him this picture i was like i mean cheese and onion pasties in my kitchen by myself thriving because this is a thing about my life it seems so wild and it is very wild but the same time it's so basic and lame um but so how do you make sense of that i don't know i've got like NUMBER_TOKEN minutes until the driver comes because today i'm going for the audiobook recording is day one of audiobook recording i let you have no idea what to expect i'm going into this completely blind i guess i'm just going to be doing a lot of vocaloid photo today
START_SELFPROMO_TOKEN and now it's just such a awkward fit it's so small but i was like really cold so i just put the first thing on which was this one and it has massively shrunk anyway basically the book came out today and the press thing went really well so it wasn't that nerve-wracking it was actually quite nice um but yeah i read all your comments and i got a bit emotional i'm not gonna lie i had a bit of a teary moment i feel like this book has been like five years in the making well actually technically it's been my whole life in the making and it just felt like a really surreal moment to share with everyone and everyone was saying how proud of them me they were you know the comments that really made me cry there was comments that said like oh young guitars would be proud and man that kind of stuff really just gets to me so but you guys are the best like i don't know i'm just so grateful for you guys so thank you for just being you and allowing me to be me um but now i'm gonna eat my friend um messaged me was like whoa how do you feel what's happening what's going through your brain right now what are you doing and i was like i sent him this picture i was like i mean cheese and onion pasties in my kitchen by myself thriving because this is a thing about my life it seems so wild and it is very wild but the same time it's so basic and lame um but so how do you make sense of END_SELFPROMO_TOKEN