up doing but i enjoy buying books in a store why don't booksellers have any of your books in stock is this a personal decision by yourself and your publisher is there more going on here i feel if your books had the advertising that james patterson books did they'd be just as popular am i crazy a little crazy i mean james patterson does a very different thing than i do and i'm writing books that are uh in a way quite quirky and original i tried them i try to make them thrilling i hope you find them thrilling uh but they are also quite different than what uh patterson is doing and i'm not knocking them i'm just saying that they are different and they are not geared to be the most popular books they're geared to be the best and that's a very very different thing uh that's why i created them to make them beautiful not to make them popular so bookstores um you know do carry them and you can find them but i'm once i started becoming a an open conservative i've had bookstores write to me and tell me we're taking your books out of our stores uh on the paperback of empire of lies i think glenn beck gave me a quote and a bookstore uh wrote to me and said if you hadn't put glenn back on this we might have carried it but glenn we're not going to carry any book that has glenn beck quote on it and i said listen i'm well aware of the small mindsets of bookstores so do what you're going to do but that's one of the reasons why it's hard to find my books and uh but you can find them online and i hope you will and you can find them in bookstores if they're really good bookstores uh from cary oh great chic of clavinon i beseech thee i've recently met and become engaged the love of my life um this is this is carrie with an eye so i guess this is a lady yes this is a man who gives his body to all my hopes and dreams i've never been happier uh i can see in his face and his behavior that he's as crazy about me as i am about him i am NUMBER_TOKEN i'm still a virgin he is not i was raised to treasure and value the act of sex is a thing sacred between husband and wife he has been very frank with me about his previous sexual experience and i'm not and i'm not afraid that he will cheat on me but as i get closer to my wedding night the idea that the act of sex with him uh could be so sacred to me and that i'm only another notch in his belt has really begun to pray on my mind how can i get around the feeling that after all the other things are put aside all i as a woman really am is a sex toy just like any other how can he really love and belong to me with so many other women in his mind you're making no sense that doesn't what you're saying makes no sense you're being neurotic uh you're
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