woman and all of a sudden i see her and she's smiling and uh we used to talk a lot you know it's the irish thing like the gab the gift to give and uh she used to call me a boyfriend because we'd sit and talk for hours and talk about books and about movies and about food and i love her she's my friend and she'd say you know my boyfriend's here and all of a sudden she's smiling and she goes hi my boyfriend i said dad no no wait what are you doing she goes he's not ready he doesn't want you you got to go back got things to do and i'm like no no no it hurts so much please please take me and she left she goes no no not yet i'll see you and she just faded away and one of my doctors on my team she she was she had she had a problem with religion and that's okay i understand that you know i'm not a i'm not a preacher i have a faith but i don't preach it i don't push it i just you know live and let live so she sent in this shrink to see me and i and i was messed up from the chemo but i i knew what i was seeing i knew what i was saying and he was he was a jewish gentleman he was a rabbi also in a synagogue and i actually had responded in that district and he he knew NUMBER_TOKEN would run into borough park oh yeah i see tyler oh they come down the street you know and he asked me to tell him the story and i did and uh he started laughing and he scared me now i said doc am i really crazy he said no no he said i believe you my friend he said we we share the same god he goes we we work in the same corporation but in different departments and he says he says you did see your mother-in-law he says your faith is that strong he said i've had many patients express the same sentiments he said so i want you to listen to her and fight and be strong and he said so what else do you want to talk about i said well i don't know daca my dad messed up he goes no no he goes they're paying me for an hour it only took NUMBER_TOKEN minutes so we watched the yankee game together but but it was just again it showed the human condition here here's these two men of two totally different faiths and yet we shared that that bond of faith and he had empathy and he had sympathy and he he's he saw me and many other patients so he just didn't assume and he and he gave me a fair shake and i will always be grateful to him for that through any of this the the pain you have to go through with the leukemia but also the the days of NUMBER_TOKEN NUMBER_TOKEN after did your faith get challenged you know lex it was strange i it was times it was so angry you know there's that range of emotions the anger the denial the depression the this to that and this is the weirdest thing it was it was mostly i knew my career was over and
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