my kids my ex is home with my oldest and like so they're taken care of and i go away and then i know they're being taken care of by their other moms so i'm in a very good situation and so grateful right a secret is just being gay right you're only uh you're sorry she's way too happy no i am like i we talk about it we every week we try to figure out how esther truly feels about that yeah i'm definitely on a weird spectrum like all the young people today she every episode she asks to stick her fingers up my PROFANITY_TOKEN every episode but like i do have i don't know why i just thought that was so funny because the way you said it was just so matter-of-fact and because like yeah yeah the only issue is i do have a male fiancee oh that's yeah that's kind of a little all right so did you hear where you you can ask me anything about when did you know well you were gay this is taking a look great story about how i came out really yeah it's an amazing story tell me now okay i'll tell you when i was when my friends were like i had little crushes on boys when i was younger because i think i i mean i did i did have crushes um but nothing major like my friends would like die over boys and i was like yeah you know i thought boys were cute i always wanted to be with my girlfriends and a very tight group of girls that sounded bad they were all tight um all my friends were tight um and you know i used to fool around with all my girlfriends growing up i was like the town PROFANITY_TOKEN like i always you know used to play with them like you'd make out and touch each other whatever um and i i would i would i i like they all had boyfriends in high school and i never did um and i would just like kind of fool around with guys because as we were supposed to do but i had no idea i was gay or like into girls i all i cared about is what people thought of me that's all i cared about which seems like probably that's how everyone right and wanted to be liked wanted to be popular and i was friends with everyone and i was the class clown and that's all i PROFANITY_TOKEN cared about and so it wouldn't even like occur to me and plus when i was growing up you know i'm older like you no one was gay yeah you weren't gay you were feminine or you were but no one you know if a guy was like seriously a third party this saturday you were like he's feminine but no one said david's gay whoa it was not like that at all so then i like you know in senior year all my friends had boyfriends and then i was just hanging out with them and i had never had sex and then i went to universe this is kind this is sad but this is a this is a story and hopefully it'll help someone that's watching or listening because i really did this to just like prove to myself that i was you know normal i don't want to say not gay because i wasn't even aware at this point but just at least normal and one of the one
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