i'm better just to approach it that's really cocky but i'm just going to say along those lines though one thing i want to ask was this is right what are the positions you've been in which is a really tough spot because obviously the south experiment would be an example of this when you are a guy who's trying to get a crack and one day you hope obviously being a top NUMBER_TOKEN team again right the question is this do you sit out and hope that the right people remember you and the right chance just comes along because obviously like in some of these stories that the glitter through straws was the best one he hadn't really like built himself up he wasn't even the in-game leader heroic i said he just sort of he got lucky that a moment came along when there wasn't really anyone else and some people in the team like device remembered from years back i'm like maybe we'll give him a try like that can happen sometimes right do you wait and hope that happens or the other option is people would say you did this myself you just go right i've got to take whatever my best opportunity is today and hope that i can do something and build it up but the downside of that obviously is if the team that you go to is a lesser team or it doesn't do well that could actually maybe do me a reputation even further right so um because you're right the analogy is like stock it's like where it's where's other people's perception it's not even necessary about how good you are the game so is that has that been tricky to balance to know like should i just try and be active and play should i wait for a good enough offer that people don't judge me too harshly it must be tough to decide right yeah it's pretty tough um but in the end i'm trying to just go with my stomach feeling like i had an offer in the summer where i could earn a lot of money you know but and yeah it just didn't fit with me like line up wise but if they would have told me okay in the window we will rebuild the whole team you know then i would do it you know but it uh it didn't happen unfortunately like i'm i'm down to go to a lower level to myself it's not like i'm expecting like oh i will just get top NUMBER_TOKEN off or something like obviously last two years have been rough and i need to prove myself again i just have to have an offer where i feel like yeah that i can do something but obviously i have also thought about creating my own i talked with some guys and it was close to happening also here in january but it's on pause right now because of the yeah because of other circumstances but uh yeah it's it's really hard also because i i i made south you know and that didn't do me any good like it's literally ruined more than doing anything it seems like it yeah so so it's very risky and making a team without organization is very risky because players can get offer after two months three months or whatever yes and you can have wasted your time and yeah it it really kind of like i was pretty broke after all this period and when i made south and then i put in like i worked hard for one and a half month or
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