at sundance when i went there to work a buddy of mine got me to come out there it was like one of those things you work the ticket things and you stand out in the cold you get to see all these movies for free saw philip see more hop in before the savages talking about that movie and he was so candid about how insecure he is he goes before every movie he goes every script i get and say yes to i go PROFANITY_TOKEN i don't i don't PROFANITY_TOKEN i know what i'm going to do here i can't do this and it wasn't even funny like people laughed but then it got very real to where you're like oh he truly means that and feels that and uh and then he did a small funny dude i had a meltdown right before i did that thing and four kings somebody else a bigger actor on it also had a meltdown i think that's part of being like um i don't know it's part of caring if you didn't care you wouldn't have the meltdown but the meltdown is you don't want to do a bad job and i think the insecurity that you're going to blow it and get fired and lose your career and have to move home with your parents and become homeless you just start catastrophizing whatever that is that insecurity that vulnerability if you can somehow channel that and put it into whatever you're doing it the thing starts to come alive because but i've always felt that in my career but i feel like earlier in my career i was walled off and defensive so it was more um so my wheelhouse became like like this you know yeah by the way how much does it say that i'm still a fat kid where you say meltdown and i think of ice cream on a hot day well i mean it is what it is i mean it's better than doing heroin you know although it seems if you do heroin and become a junkie you do have abs for life have you noticed that oh yeah dude just did kill tony out here in austin and saw a uh ex-heroine guy who was just shredded still and it was you know you go all right i can't maybe they can do the cbd version of of heroin because remember that was the thing heroin chic oh yeah for a while with all these super skinny PROFANITY_TOKEN uh models and all of that that craziness uh before we wrap this up last thing uh shrooms mushrooms yeah yeah didn't know you were uh i know you were i think had been dabbling with edibles here and there right like never really never got out of control during the pandemic edibles are smoking like blunts and stuff i just i sort of replaced we alcohol with weed great and it just kind of got out of control now it isn't great and i and i think that weed in a lot of ways is cocaine in the NUMBER_TOKENs where there's going to be a fallout to it where it's i'm not saying it's bad yeah but this whole thing that hey man it's there's only plus things to this is um you know i what i i've
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