and i hate to start off this video like this because many of my videos start off like this is that weekly videos were my full intention but life has absolutely crushed me i was in its palm and it just crushed me the last two and a half weeks maybe even three weeks and i'm gonna talk a lot about that so i was thinking about it before i started this video i've been making these whisper rambler videos for like three years and there's people that have been watching me for three years keeping updated with my life and that is incredible each one of these videos gets you know maybe even NUMBER_TOKEN NUMBER_TOKEN views so that many people are literally just listening to me ramble about my life which is amazing it's incredible to me um and i thank you guys so so so much for caring about me and wanting to continue to stay updated in my life and um i'm so appreciative of this community but lately life has just crushed me emotionally physically intellectually and spiritually so i'm going to break each one of those down and talk about some more positive things probably because there's always something to be thankful about um but the main thing that has been well i shouldn't say there's been two main things that have really been just crushing me lately um what is my health so i've been sick probably the last two and a half weeks at least two weeks or i've had a cough and this cough just doesn't go away it's been killing my throat it's to the point where when i cough i'm really trying not to cough because it just hurts so much when i do i completely lost my voice on wednesday until sunday sunday as some of you guys know i sing in the worship band of my church actually and i got my voice back enough to sing that day but and guess what after i was done singing i paid for it and i had the worst sore throat i had ever had in my life i was thinking about going to urgent care because of how bad it was there's my cough hopefully that's not gonna be too loud because it's gonna be a lot and i'm probably not gonna edit it all out
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