NUMBER_TOKEN for the first month that's dirt cheap this month i personally received prada candy glass my favorite mary jean jasmine patchouli and michael jermaine sugarful dream check out sembert in the link below and use my code for NUMBER_TOKEN off have fun the thing about people who are on drugs is they steal so my brother i remember i had this digital camera when i was like NUMBER_TOKEN. this is actually such a crazy full story thing when i was like NUMBER_TOKEN youtube was like just coming out it was like a year or two old never been like i want to be a youtuber so i literally saved up all my money to buy this like crappy little um digital camera from walmart and i was so proud of this camera i had so many like big dreams of being a youtuber when i was NUMBER_TOKEN. um and he stole it he stole it to get drug money so that's just one thing you deal with when you're growing up with drug addicts in your family is they steal from you all the time you stole like a nintendo wii for me digital camera like anything to sell money for drugs basically um so that was gross and then my mom i did do a video with her on my second channel so you guys have seen a little bit of her my mom has a bit of a not so clear memory of it because she wasn't sober and because i don't think any mom wants to really believe they put their kids through something bad so i think she tries to deny a lot of it um but it was pretty bad but i know that her main thing was alcoholism and it was something that stemmed from like her trauma as a kid and she she has a lot of you know things that she's dealt with in her life my mom was always very accepting of me being different being who i am right like we don't have to go into all the things that make me different it's written on my forehead um so that was something that was very positive and i feel so lucky that she was that for me to this day like i feel like my life would have turned out much differently if i didn't have her just being accepting of the fact that i was feminine and different and there was clearly something blossoming inside of me and which we all know now is me being trans well clearly if you're really trans that sort of thing starts kind of peaking its head when you're very very young i'm like three four years old and it just kind of escalates so she always knew i was different and she never made me feel bad about it and she always defended me so i want to give her her kudos for that but i also want to say there was just a lot of things that i felt like wasn't right for me to be exposed to as a kid that looking back with you know the eyes of an adult i can see where because she was not sober and then with my dad my dad has passed away so he's obviously not here to defend himself or to refute anything i say so i'm going to keep it brief but one of the reasons he died of cancer when i was NUMBER_TOKEN and one of the reasons i believe the symptoms of the cancer were masked by the fact that he was coming off of a extremely severe pain of pill addiction
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