next strongest emotion was i'd say confidence i i got a lot of confidence after csw um like the confidence that i needed to like go into seal and i wanted to do pl um i just like the confidence of play like i didn't get scared i knew what i wanted to do and i started doing it i never built a team before so it's definitely it's a learning experience um and it's it takes a long time to build team uh it's very stressful but i mean we went into stage one and we got fourth so i think that was definitely an achievement that i can be proud about from going last to fourth do you feel that you personally face more criticism being the sole woman that is playing at that level and in fact is the sole woman in north america playing at any competitive level right now given that there is no woman competing in the na league and that you are effectively the highest ranking woman in all of north american rainbow six esports i definitely think there's a lot of hate that gets thrown my way you know i get blamed for a lot of things that don't necessarily make sense but i definitely think that there's there's more people that you know see that i'm a woman are like wow like that's cool like she's like the only woman in cl or in peeler and anything how have you just found the general vibe and attitude of people in challenger league versus those in ccsw obviously i think they're i mean they're a lot more serious you know some of them it is a job in my eyes um so you know she should show like his job click its job it's a lot more scrimming and you know kind of focusing on uh out of the game stuff to work on to get ready for in-game uh just it's just taken a lot more uh dedication like time dedication to playing seal in challenger league the stakes are a tiny bit higher how do you control those vibes when you know that there's a lot on the line and things might not be going well i just think you have to you have to keep consistent just like consistent with your energy like you can't even if you're losing you you can't get down on yourself you have to keep you know you have to keep the energy up for you and for your teammates um because if you keep the energy up you know you're never you're never out you might be down but you're not gonna be out do you feel like as a woman at the level that you're at that you have faced a much steeper climb to your level than all the other men that are currently playing in challenger league yeah i definitely think so i mean it's hard when people you know they don't take you seriously or you know they believe things to other people tell them when they've never talked to you some of my friends have gotten turned down from trial just because they're a woman um you know i i probably have two um not that i've known but it's definitely been i think a steeper climb and it's been a lot harder but i definitely think my friends and my family are you know a big part of it i think everybody who has been involved in esports
START_SPONSOR_TOKEN next strongest emotion was i'd say confidence i i got a lot of confidence after csw um like the confidence that i needed to like go into seal and i wanted to do pl um i just like the confidence of play like i didn't get scared i knew what i wanted to do and i started doing it i never built a team before so it's definitely it's a learning experience um and it's it takes a long time to build team uh it's very stressful but i mean we went into stage one and we got fourth so i think that was definitely an achievement that i can be proud about from going last to fourth do you feel that you personally face more criticism being the sole woman that is playing at that level and in fact is the sole woman in north america playing at any competitive level right now given that there is no woman competing in the na league and that you are effectively the highest ranking woman in all of north american rainbow six esports i definitely think there's a lot of hate that gets thrown my way you know i get blamed for a lot of things that don't necessarily make sense but i definitely think that there's there's more people that you know see that i'm a woman are like wow like that's cool like she's like the only woman in cl or in peeler and anything how have you just found the general vibe and attitude of people in challenger league versus those in ccsw obviously i think they're i mean they're a lot more serious you know some of them it is a job in my eyes um so you know she should show like his job click its job it's a lot more scrimming and you know kind of focusing on uh out of the game stuff to work on to get ready for in-game uh just it's just taken a lot more uh dedication like time dedication to playing seal in challenger league the stakes are a tiny bit higher how do you control those vibes when you know that there's a lot on the line and things might not be going well i just think you have to you have to keep consistent just like consistent with your energy like you can't even if you're losing you you can't get down on yourself you have to keep you know you have to keep the energy up for you and for your teammates um because if you keep the energy up you know you're never you're never out you might be down but you're not gonna be out do you feel like as a woman at the level that you're at that you have faced a much steeper climb to your level than all the other men that are currently playing in challenger league yeah i definitely think so i mean it's hard when people you know they don't take you seriously or you know they believe things to other people tell them when they've never talked to you some of my friends have gotten turned down from trial just because they're a woman um you know i i probably have two um not that i've known but it's definitely been i think a steeper climb and it's been a lot harder but i definitely think my friends and my family are you know a big part of it i think everybody who has been involved in esports END_SPONSOR_TOKEN