and i'm i can hint at that i'm willing to fuck but i'm not allowed to actually just want to fucking like i'm not allowed to be in charge of wanting that and so but that's changed a lot i feel like you know now i feel that it's not as maybe that's just like you know maybe still hiding yeah yeah but but i definitely feel but i just remember that i'm like why is it such a big deal that i'm i'm saying that i want sex like why is that or like why can't i choose that it has to be like oh okay you want to okay then i guess i want to like why is it always about the other the man deciding when it's time for me always has to start as a rape and then i have to come around to it like why would you want that but it's like that kind of feeling like it's not it's not your you as a woman shouldn't show that you want that because that's just bad there has to be a reluctance to it and there has to be a pointless to it it's like the virgin whore thing i need to totally hate sex or it's your job anywhere in between is too confusing yeah because then i have to like look at your face and read your face and that's exhausting i have to actually have to ask i need to get to know you and read social cues and that sounds exhausting um we uh did not finish on immigrants so why is this the first this is basically your first movie that you're in that someone else directed right yeah i mean this is my first like feature film so i was actually really shocked i was um just at home in in l.a and i get an email from my swedish label and they're like would you be down to audition for this role and i was like but that's a real role what are you talking about so the movie's based on one of our like really famous novels from the NUMBER_TOKENs um and it was made into a movie in the NUMBER_TOKENs and it's about the swedes who in like the NUMBER_TOKENs migrated to america because of like religious oppression like poverty and like uh you know owning everyone was owning money to the royal family because all the land was owned by the royal family and so like um we were really behind in the industrial revolution so like a million swedes maybe even more migrated to america so basically they went by boats yeah a sailboat um to new york and then from new york trained to minnesota and kind of further up that way so curious why why maybe similar climate i don't know like easy to grow easy to farm in sure so that's basically what so i play one of the characters it's not the lead but it's like the second or third female lead in the movie um and i play a uh NUMBER_TOKEN year old prostitute who is an alcoholic had a really rough life she has a NUMBER_TOKEN year old daughter she um straight off her it's always like that it's always like that for me i'm like do they even want me to audition those guys no you're the only person they see
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