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Thread: The Beast Within (Lano and Retro)

He led her out of the central square into the merchant warehouse section, it was quiet here at this time of day, and he turned right down an alley, stopping at a door. This is one of my family's warehouses...my father hides juice, snacks and wine here in a chilled basin...we all know about it, but he's so cute with his secret. Amben merely waved his hand and the lock opened. Please come in out of the heat where we can chat. I hope I might call you Morgause when we are not in a formal setting...for I would very much like to be your friend. I...that is to say...I want to be friends...but, if it were possible, I am also quite attracted to you...the way you carry yourself like an angry cat...the way you just don't back down....father says I need to do that more...and well, yes...um...you make my heart race when I see you...and only a bit of that is fear. Oh damn! I'm mucking this up. I'm sorry, I shouldn't blame you if you walked out, but even if you find me a mousy, airheaded wizard, I could really use a friend who doesn't lacquer her opinions and tell me how wonderfully mysterious I am... I really don't ever see you doing that idiot eye flutter thing, or faking a faint. You know, the last court fluff who did that? I said, 'a little lightning will wake her up, and she got up and ran. Father was quite angry, and I almost tore a muscle keeping from laughing. He poured a drink, and turned back to her. Enough of me being an idiot before you. Professionally speaking, you should have sought me out when I was appointed. Has no one told you how to deal with the shift nature? I can see that your parentage is only partial...the Sight gives me that. But dear girl, you torture yourself needlessly! That cup of blood I offered. If you'd drunk it, you would have thrilled for a moment, and then you would have felt calm relief for days. What is in you is not evil or perverse...but it does require addressing...gods! I sound like one of my professors dictating to you. But, truly, I do so because I care. As a professional, I would prefer your talents not be wasted. As a friend...I want you to be a bit more at peace...and happier. Making you happy seems to oddly mean much to me. And my thanks for distracting that ass with the blood. He caught me by surprise and could have taken me down...nobody ever did that for me. 'fight your own fights' Dad always said, but I notice that bullies always have a group backing them up. I'm rambling again...but, if you wish my assistance dealing with your magical nature, I would be honored to assist, even if you tell me that my asinine request to court you has the same chance as a candle on an iceberg. He stopped and blushed. What had come over him. He just couldn't stop talking. He waited for her scorn and rejection, after being such a dope, what else? And she was not one to mince words this was going to hurt. He tossed back a glass of wine, bit his lip hard, pulled his shoulders back and looked straight into her eyes...oh...those feral eyes... As he gazed into them, his head tilted and a smile of pure appreciation came softly onto his face.
Thread: The Beast Within (Lano and Retro)

She was happy for the heat of the day to be abated so she happily entered the warehouse with the wizard. What did she care if it looked scandalous? People would talk regardless about them now. They both had stepped in and defended each other. It hardly mattered if they knew one another or not beforehand clearly they were doing things if they would jump to the others aid. Morgause did not understand that sort of logic but she did understand that she was fully compromised now. And, again, she cared very little of being socially gouache. As she adjusted herself on the floor of the warehouse, placing the basket neatly beside her. The cool water bottle clanked against the side and drew her attention for a second. Noises like that made her jump they shocked her she supposed. As he spoke she let her hair tumble completely free. She hated to pin it back and up all of the time. A strange smile crossed her lips. He was so scattered with the direction he wanted to take the conversation. One moment he spoke of wishing to court her and in another breath wanted to take the role of her teacher. She found it all quite endearing. I do not think it should hurt to be courted nor be taught how to use this supposed magical ability that I have. Or shifter ability or what this may be bubbling inside of me. In reality the prospect of learning more of the thing that people so hated about her and scorned her for was frightening. All of her life she had tried to hide it deeply inside of her. A nervous hand ran through her full and wavy hair and she shook it about, making it appear wilder and fuller. I shant lose control right?
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She wasnt full shifter so she could not take the form of any sort of animal. She did not even grow extra hairs and the hair she did have that wasnt on her head was small and fine. It was more of an urge to run, scream, and hunt to kill. He would not understand. No one ever did and the idea of unleashing that particular part of her was not pleasing at all. She brought up her hand and dismissed it almost at once. If I were to do that right now you would be ripped to ribbons, I fear. Her voice was short and blunt. She winced at her own bluntness and then rethought her words. Hastily she added a few things. I do not mean I wish to kill you. It is just the upmost urge that surfaces. Or, rather, the urge to hunt. Blood and carrion and just the feel of life fading have appealed to me more than they should. There was an awkward pause. Why was she saying this all? He would likely think her mad if she were to go on. By the end of that conversation she was sure that she would end up in chains and carted off in a small cage. A tongue came out to lick her full lips and as he gave her hand back she pulled it quickly away. You wouldnt know how it feels like. If youre expecting me to turn into some sort of animal I am sorry to disappoint you. Although I feel like an animal a good majority of the time I cant change into one. Nor do I want to. I dislike dogs wholly.
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He smiled. Morgause...the hunting need is the most common. Let us get you something to hunt then...and I beg to differ...to enter journetmanship, I had quite a few forms forced on me. Some of them quite unpleasant. I am fully willing to concede that you have had a tough row to hoe. But I would respectfully ask that you know me quite a bit better, before you deem to judge what I do and don't know and have experienced. There are many with magical talent...but there are reasons there are not more wizards. We have to...endure things...that most would refuse and be horrified by. I am disappointed in your view of me that I would advise you without knowing the affect, and the risks. If you wish me to remove myself from tutoring you in your nature, sobeit. Perhaps you can ask your father for another more competent tutor. He was shaking from frustration. Was she like all the others? Could she not see that he added up all the information and saw the answers that others seemed to just miss? And no, I agree that your management of your abilities is so low that you certainly can not change into your other form, though if you ignore it, you will likely be attacking others. I spent two years studying formology! I received awards for my understanding and ability to assist and control wild talents... I truly CAN help you... Do you think that because a doctor does not have a plague that that alone prevents him from its treatment? Really Morgause...that was rather a low blow. I'm just trying to help and I happen to know that I'm the most qualified to do so, so getting mad at me and pushing me away accomplishes only sticking your head in a bucket. You are a noblewoman. Please act like one! We are not children. I have seen you step up to a fight, so why do you flee from this one...when it is much more vital to you?
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Read my lips. I. Do. Not. Want. To. Be. A. Dog. She rolled her eyes. What she hated the most was when people tried to fit her into their vision of what she was supposed to be. Or even what she was. She COULD not change, though she did not know that yet. It was not in her system to do so. I do not want to change just because you think I should. How would that be any different than to catering to the whims of the rest of them? This was getting ridiculous. If he intended that she turn into something like that then she would have to decline his tutelage altogether. She may have been acting like a child, according to him, but she knew what she wanted out of this and what she did not. Being an animal was not attractive to her. Hunting she could do and even learn to implement her strength and speed and sensitive hearing and smell, but she did not want to have ugly fur covering her body. She did not want it! You think little of my actual wants in this. You are thinking only to slake your curiosity. I do not wish to be a test subject. I do not wish to be forced to change into anything I do not want. You would be quite the villain to force it upon me. Morgause had just about enough of this man.
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He just stared at her. It seems, lady, that I am incapable of communication this day. While shifting is one path, and I have no clue what animal that might be, harnessing the power of the feral nature to do good in your life is another option that I thought would appeal to you. I was making an offer to lend of my own power to get you to whatever your goal may be...I'm not trying to gain a pet, although having the girl I wish to court owing me a kiss might have been pleasant. But I have unwittingly answered you. He waved a hand and the door unlatched and opened. Sadly, he sat on a keg, and placed his head in his hands, he had almost certainly managed to drive her off. I'm sorry Morgause...my only motivation was to help you...if you don't desire that, then that is your right. And to think I'd thought you'd want to learn hunting spells...
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You were concentrated on the shift aspect. I dont think I can nor do I ever want to learn. Morgause simply stared at him as she spoke. It was odd. She was not used to anyone truly wishing to help her. I do, however, wish to be able to harness what bubbles inside of me. I do not think whatever it is, is evil. Just raw. Her eyes moved toward the door and hurt shimmered in her eyes. So he wanted her to go then. It was not uncommon for people to want her to leave but she was so sure that they would have been able to speak through this. If she was prone to crying she just might have. Instead she gripped her basket tighter and she stood, a bit of a stocking leg showed and she shook out her skirts to hide it quickly. Its not that I dont want to learn. I dont want to be forced into something I am not. I dont want to be abandoned whenever I do not fulfill whatever expectations are on me. She had already shattered so many hopes and dreams of her mother and father. They expected her to be as wispy as a willow wand. Instead she turned out to be a curvaceous creature with an unfashionable coloring. Who wants a tawny brat compared to a cream colored vision of female beauty?
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Just as I would prefer not to fall for a woman whom I find both alluring and exciting for her own doggedness, and then be cast aside as just a man who has helped her attain what she wishes...but I am willing to take that chance, for I believe your affection would be well worth gaining. I'm not judging or accusing that you would do this, nor assuming that you have an interest in me, just trying to honestly state my motivation from my part. I hope you don't think me base, but looking at you...I really have never wanted some slip of a girl, but a full woman who is willing to push me down in the bedroom, because she desires me and won't take 'not tonight, dear. Work was hard' for an answer. A woman whose body has the soft full curves that truly shout of femininity. As I said though, do not judge that I merely desire you physically. You, like me, have had others try to cast you into a mold into which you are ill-suited. And we will NOT go gracefully into those molds. I have been fortunate enough to find another direction, but still people only view me as that odd duck wizard, whom they can try to wheedle a spell from. Do you have any idea how angry that makes me...that not one person in this whole Barony has ever asked what I would like to do with my free time? Because they would make me HAVE no free time. Morgause, you have fire within you that I sadly lack... I so admire you for that, and it calls to me. With such a woman to strengthen me, What might I accomplish? And maybe...just maybe...If I were there for her...when her anger jumps beyond what the situation would appropriately warrant...if a touch of my loving hand might calm her and my powers serve to allay the wilder impulse within her until such time as they are needed... He blushed and looked away from her. Please forgive me Lady. I did but speak from the heart and the heart makes fools of men. If you wish, I will never speak of such again. He waited for her to respond, and then said. Come and kneel right in front of me, palms extended forward facing up. Arms almost touching. When I place my hands upon yours, lift your feet so that you balance upon your knees. This is a balancing exercise. As your body becomes out of balance, depending upon me for control, so will you inner power waver and respond to my own trained influence. We are going to try to make sections of power, which you will be able to perceive within your self. Raw energy does not have to be tied to the wild and beastial, but can be directed toward your endurance, or your resistance...or maybe even an extension of the will. We shall try several experiments and therein learn where your greatest talents lie. Mine is an obvious expression of power...yours could be more subtle, but might be just as strong. Now close your eyes, for I am going to ask you to do that which goes against your nature, I believe...TRUST ME. He was breathing slowly with his own eyes closed. This was the first bridge. Most were too fearful to every cross it. Those most promising made it after two or three tries. He had stunned his own master by doing it the first time.
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For a moment she wondered if he was simply waxing poetic. A woman was supposed to have curves but small and dainty ones. Her waist was supposed to have hands easily wrapped around it. Heaven forbid if there was an ounce of fat or, in her case, sleek catlike muscle. Equally atrocious was a bust that could overflow a mans cupped hands. Mostly she was looked at like a fishwife unattractive and solely something of interest simply because of the way she appeared. It was hard to take in someone who not only thought her looks attractive but thought her whole being was intoxicating. Altogether it was an awkward feeling that encircled her then. One of power and wariness. A brow lifted and she relished in the feeling. You do not have to hold your tongue around me. If you wish to speak that way, you may. She told him through a hushed whisper, as if admitting that she enjoyed such admissions was a terrible thing. Morgause was a rather solitary creature, stoic except the occasion she felt the need to frighten one of the more delicate girls. Whenever he asked her to kneel before him she did so without question. It was not that she fully trusted him but she trusted him much more than much than the average person. What he asked was awkward for her to do. She lifted her feet from the ground and almost instantly they fell back to the floor. She did it again, letting the weight of her body rest solely on her knees and she winced. Her breasts were heavy and she could feel their drag on her body more acutely. She nearly gripped his hands painfully. Her eyes closed and her long, lush lashes rested on her cheeks. Her mouth pouted outward in concentration.
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That was actually encouragement...she liked his talking about his attraction to her...how wonderfully inspiring... But at the moment, he had business to attend to. He felt her lose her balance and regain it, then rely upon his own grip. Slowly, he flowed in across her aura and up to her power wall. He had intended on starting immediately, but he was stunned to see that their auras were a near perfect compatibility match! What a blessing. He returned to her power wall, it was bleeding magic through irregular joinings. She was just trying to keep it together. He felt a moments indignation and resentment that she had been untutored and allowed to get into these awful straights, but then he remembered and calm himself. What he felt she could feel right now and he needed to be the leading, calm teacher. His mind touched there and there - extending only the lightest tendrils of power to match her wall more perfectly, and to separate unneeded layers within. He created access between her wild power and her environmental control, setting to allow just a small fraction to their. Immediately, nearly 30 of her weight vanished as her power shunted the force off. He also put a just a tiny amount into self energy, to remove fatigue and give her greater strength and endurance. The rest he moved to a banking reserve, leaving a trickle for her wild, to help serve her as a warning agent of threats. Finally, he opened his own walls to her, letting her see how he felt and about her and his interests and desires. This was it, a full revelation, his admiration, friendship, common interests...and his arousal...all tied up in a neat mental bow. Slowly, he pulled his mind back to let her regain her own mental balance. Morgause...I'm here, open your eyes. I hope you feel better, and I hope who I am has not angered you or pushed you away, but I had to be honest. Amben pursed his lips, so wanting to take her in his arms and kiss her. But at this raw moment of change for her, without her will to do so, it would be like a teacher raping a student.
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At first it frightened her. The images that swarmed her mind were intriguing. Her body felt as light as air, making her form trembled and her chest rise and fall rapidly. As the aura swept through her, she relaxed considerably. Her body stopped its quaking and her grip lessened on his hands. Full lips fell open slightly and she breathed heavily through her mouth. It was almost as if she was sleeping. Then his thoughts, emotions, needs, and desires flooded in to her. He was hopeful of this all and was aroused at the sight and thought of her. Her cheeks turned bright red at this. She was used to getting some looks from the men of the village but she never imagined anyone could feel that powerfully for her body. As he pulled away she felt the weight of her own body once more. Her mind began its unquiet chatter again and she wobbled. The tops of her feet plodded softly against the ground and she cracked open an eye, the golden hue shimmering in that slit a moment before she opened her eyes fully. He was looking at her oddly and she wondered if, in that moment, he wanted to take her. Instantly she shook that prospect from her mind. Thank you. That was mind opening, truly. Her voice was a softer, sweeter tone than previously.
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He was so gratified, he couldn't speak for a moment. She had seen him as he truly was and she was not repulsed by him, but grateful for his help. He helped her to her feet, glad that his robes hid his arousal. Softly, he hugged her, he knew it was the right thing to do for both of them. I left some leads for you. He whispered into her ear. You now will need to practice controlling your weight. Don't try to fly. Women can't...not without a device to press against. That's where the broom business came from. But I'll teach you to use the soles of your shoes. So many wonderful things I can teach you. You truly have talent, Morgause... But I have to tell you something awful... when our auras touched - well, I could not believe it. We are almost a perfect match to one another. To be blunt, Morgause...I want you...I am enamored of you...thrilled by you...and I want to love you. I am speaking of real love, devotion, care...not just the physical side, though you make my heart race. I will not be truly happy until we are together. I'm sorry if this is inconvenient. I will use no magics upon you other than those of my heart and hand. But I hope, in time, those will suffice to gain your own love. Now... Regretfully, he released her. We must return to the festival, and part ways, lest bad rumors grow. I will follow a discreet distance if you like...or if you want to be escorted the rest of the day...
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Although his robes hid his arousal from sight she could feel the hardness pressing against her as they hugged. It was odd to show this level of affection. Morgause had never been prone to it. Even when she was a child she would prefer to quickly hug her mother and, perhaps, give her a quick peck on the cheek. She was even colder to men most of the time. As he whispered in her ear, the hairs on the back of her neck stood on end. There was something altogether sultry about it. More so than what she cared to admit. Could I use a broom though? She asked, managing to choke out the words. I know you say its nonsense but I have always fancied that stereotype. Call it childhood whimsy but the idea of flying around on a broom caught her attention. As did the rest of what he went on to saying. He had said that their auras fit together perfectly which flattered her and confused her. She wondered how energy could go with one another. Was it like a puzzle piece or more of a being able to be knit together quite well? The thought was difficult to wrap her head around. You we should keep some sort of distance from one another for the time being. At first Morgause was going to let him escort her but she was becoming shyer by the moment around him. She felt lighter than what she ought, she figured, and it bothered her. She was still skittish still afraid.
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RetroWitchcraft said Although his robes hid his arousal from sight she could feel the hardness pressing against her as they hugged. It was odd to show this level of affection. Morgause had never been prone to it. Even when she was a child she would prefer to quickly hug her mother and, perhaps, give her a quick peck on the cheek. She was even colder to men most of the time. As he whispered in her ear, the hairs on the back of her neck stood on end. There was something altogether sultry about it. More so than what she cared to admit. Could I use a broom though? She asked, managing to choke out the words. I know you say its nonsense but I have always fancied that stereotype. Call it childhood whimsy but the idea of flying around on a broom caught her attention. As did the rest of what he went on to saying. He had said that their auras fit together perfectly which flattered her and confused her. She wondered how energy could go with one another. Was it like a puzzle piece or more of a being able to be knit together quite well? The thought was difficult to wrap her head around. You we should keep some sort of distance from one another for the time being. At first Morgause was going to let him escort her but she was becoming shyer by the moment around him. She felt lighter than what she ought, she figured, and it bothered her. She was still skittish still afraid. Click to expand... He smirked. Yes, a broom still works...and has flying advantages... He listened to her request...it wasn't a rejection...not quite, but he couldn't help drawing bak just a bit and stiffening. As you say lady. I will wait until after you leave and take a different route. Should I tell your father that I recommend training you in the kraft if you are willing?. He withdrew a little behind his office. I will do what is required to assist you.