Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

Fury had been completely unsympathetic with Ana. she was the only one who could go, as they where more worried about the anomaly in Madagascar than they where about some half dead godling, who had apparently been living on the streets for well over a month. Fury figured if Loki hadn't caused trouble yet, then he probobly wasn't going to. as weak and pathetic as Loki was right then, they all doubted the God would be good for anything but dying as it was anyway. Fury simply told Ana to treat it as a training exercise and to get it done with before he booted her in the ass and MADE her do it. he didn't care about such things as 'personal feelings'. after all, he hated Loki too, after what had happened to Agent Coulson. something was fishy about Loki though, something stunk of conspiracy here and Fury didn't have the time to deal with it, so he sent his trainee scientist instead. smart woman, but she complained too much. Loki was resting on the bed, dozing lightly when she came in and he blinked blearily at her when she came in, a small, weak chuckle filling the room as he turned his head to look at her proper. yes... the mighty. Loki muttered. i have never been mighty, you know.. not once.. he whispered, every word filled with pain, and not all of it physical. is this not what i deserve? for the crimes i have committed? my own daughter would not even take me into her arms, my precious Hel. he whispered, closing his eyes. i wish to die and none will let me. why should i not suffer properly? why should i not have the skin stripped from my bones day after day? or is my mental anguish of knowing what i did, crime enough? he asked, seeming to forget she was there before his emerald eyes flicked to hers again, pinning her in place. there was deep sorrow in those pretty green eyes. guilt, and shame, and rage, and fear. sometimes the worst punishment of all, is in letting someone live. he whispered before he shuddered and slipped off to sleep, one of the doctors approaching the woman, cautious of the Agent. he's been talking like that every time he wakes up. the young nurse explained. when he was drugged with painkillers, he kept talking about 'not letting the Voice back in'... it's oddly like a normal person with a severe case of Schizophrenia... i think that Loki has been insane for a very long time. the young doctor admitted, blinking at Ana. are you here to take him into custody? i have to warn you, he's a high risk. i doubt he would hurt anyone else, but as soon as he get's his strength back, he's going to try again. he's desperate to die, only unlike people, who use Death as an escape, he wants to die so he can... she paused and glanced at the clipboard in her hands. ...be forever punished in the shadowy embrace of Niflheim, time and time again... i don't know what Niflheim is, but i imagine it's his version of Hell. the young woman admitted. most people view death as an escape, a way to get away from the world and it's pain... he's trying to kill himself to be punished, because apparently 'the feeble minds of humans cannot begin to imagine the correct pain for the crimes of my level... he's a very disturbed man. the Doctor admitted with a shake of her head.