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Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

Why the bloody hell did they think sending her to greet the God of Mischief was a good idea? They knew well enough that she hated the man, hated everything he had done to their world and she had her own personal hatred for him as well. It wasn't that much of a surprise, however. Anyone who had nearly killed you twice, and left you thinking you might never walk again, didn't exactly deserve your praise. However, everyone was busy dealing with something else at the moment, a higher threat seeing as how Loki was in pretty bad condition. They figured the scientist, who had no experience on the field, could go interrogate him. He had taken a lot from her, and had almost taken everything away. She'd been out of work for months after he nearly sawed her in half, back when he came to declare war on their world. She'd been stuck in a hospital bed, while SHIELD worked on using the new technology they had come up with to heal her legs, to get them into working order again. However, she'd grown scared after that point. To have learned that there was something more out there in the world, more than they could have possibly ever understood.... And that the world was really not a safe place. She had honestly even considered giving up her work with SHIELD in its entirety. However, after a pep talk from Tony and Thor, she'd decided against that action. What really upset her the most, had to be the fact that Thor seemed so heartbroken. He had lost a brother, something that she couldn't possibly sympathize with, having never had a family much herself. But seeing him as sad and broken as he was when around herself and Jane... It just hurt and she wanted to do anything to help him feel better. Flipping her red hair back, a rather displeased expression settling across her face, she started walking down the halls of the hospital, moving towards the psych ward. Anytime anyone attempted to stop her, she'd flash her badge in an irritated manner before moving along on her way. Needless to say, she wasn't in the best of moods. She honestly thought they should have just let him die. Hadn't that been what he was asking for? It only seemed fitting, for all the lives he'd taken, after all. She finally reached his room and after arguing with the ones watching the door, she finally came inside. Well, well, well.... Look how the mighty have fallen, Ana quipped, eyes studying the man on the bed.
Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

This was not Loki. There was no way this was the same man who had tried so hard to defeat the Avengers, to claim this world as his own. Those eyes were not the same icy blue they had been before, and his words, while eloquent, did not match something that she'd heard escape his lips in any time or place before this. However, it had to be him, and something had to have happened to make him break so easily. She looked confused now, having suddenly lost all will to do him harm. Wouldn't she be no better than him? To strike him when he was already so far down? She pursed her lips now, turning towards the doctor as she approached. .... I have strict orders to bring him in. However, she was starting to make her own plan with her own intentions. None harmful, of course. At least, not towards him. Voice, eh? she asked, pursing her lips. I would like to request that you do not give him any more medication, no more sedatives, nothing that will cloud his thoughts. I wish to speak to him when he is conscious once again, without his mind being cluttered from medication. She took a seat near the bed now, leaning back with her legs crossed. Oh, and that also means in private, Doctor. No recordings and no eavesdropping. Or the penalty will be high. She could see why Fury would send her now. She was good at intimidation and being professional when it was needed. But, he had made a rather big mistake in allowing her to come. He forgot the main reason she didn't work the field Her heart was too big at times.
Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

The doctor nodded before looking stricken. you can't be serious! do you have any idea how much pain he's going to be in!? he's barely reacting to the strongest painkillers we have as it is! we've had to double the dose just to keep him under control and out of pain! the doctor complained before sighing. fine! but you WILL call me as soon as your done! i won't have him in any more pain than he needs to be in! it's bad enough he managed that kind of damage with the rusty lid of a tin can! i won't have you making his pain any worse. the Doctor stated, intimidated, but not willing to back down simply because the man had tried to take over the world. she sniffed at Anna and stalked off, leaving the woman alone with the worlds biggest bad guy. not that he looked the part now, he looked highly pathetic, almost broken now. You are still here... Loki rasped after a long nap three hours long., blinking at her. the nurse was wrong, the painkillers she gave him did nothing but cloud his mind, it did nothing for the pain. where you waiting until i was awake and aware before meting out punishment to me? Loki asked, blinking at her. did you think i would scream for you? i can, if you would like. i can scream until my voice breaks and bleeds if that is what you desire from me, but you will have to hurt me well and good before i can scream. he admitted, staring at the ceiling. will it be torture for me? i am sure that the man, i forget his name. with the chocolate colored skin and the eye-patch, i am sure he wants answers to things i have no answers to. there is no Thor here to protect me now, i doubt he even knows that the All-Father has banished me. poor little Thor, lost his baby brother... he looked at her again, his eyes blazing with rage now. but i was never his brother... did you know? the All-Father, he never intended me to be a 'son'... no i was naught but a slave the moment i was taken into Asgard... and all knew it but Thor and I. he closed his eyes, in pain and tired. what would you ask for, where i to beg? Loki wondered, his mind wandering, unable to focus through the pain. what would you take from me, in return for death? where i to threaten you properly, would you kill me, and send me into the the Punishment of Nifleheim, or would you try to punish me for yourself? he asked, looking at her, his head cocked to the side. have you ever been unmade? have you ever had someone, something else slip inside your body like a puppet, and walk around without your leave? i have. Loki whispered. i have... he shuddered violently. and no one noticed... not one person. he seamed to focus again and stared at her for a moment. your'e not like most humans...
Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

Ana felt no guilt. Quite honestly, she could still see the pain in his eyes and felt that the medicine was not working anyways. Besides, she needed to speak with him properly and did not believe it could be done while on the medication he was being fed through the tubes. Hearing him awaken now, her eyes snapped to look at him, brows raising as he went onto his long soliloquy. Are you quite done? she asked now, when he'd gone silent. Scooting her chair closer to him now, she looked him over. Knock off the pity party for yourself, you're not the only one who's been through hell and back, she said simply. You act as if no one has ever experience the pain of rejection and loss. You did not have a real family, but your brother cares for you. If not related by blood, it doesn't not matter. You two were raised together, and he cares for you as if you were of the same flesh. Pausing now, she crossed her arms, letting out a small huff. She didn't want to have to get into this, but it would seem she'd need to if she wanted him to listen. I have no family. I, too, was taken in. My mother did drugs while pregnant with me, and I was taken away at a very young age. I was adopted soon after, but when I turned sixteen years old, I learned the truth. I wasn't their daughter, they didn't even think of me as one. I was simply a tool for them to use, to achieve fame through the pathetic pageants they do to parade girls around in frilly dresses and caked on make up. I had no family, and I was kicked out at a young age, unable to fend for myself. Realizing now that she was getting a little too angry, she relaxed herself, trying to focus more clearly on the matter at hand. I do not come offering death nor punishment. I want answers, but I have an offer for you, if you are willing to accept, she said, crossing her arms. She did feel some sympathy towards him now, realizing that their pasts weren't entirely different. Though, she was definitely curious about the mention of being someone's puppet. Just what did that mean, exactly? But if I were to do my end of the bargain, I need you to keep yours. Of course, she hadn't told him his end just yet, but hopefully he would agree.
Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

He was so out of it! She was having difficulty following each different strain of thought he would go off on. However, she did her best to listen and pay close attention. Yes, I know true pain, and while you may not think Thor does not care, he does. You did not have to spend time with him when you were off trying to destroy our world, or after he thought you dead. He was a mess, a big sobbing mess. It was utterly disgusting. He was like a grown child. I have nothing against children, but him... She wrinkled her nose, trying to relax. Anyways, my deal, she said, letting him continue on for a moment before allowing a smirk to rise to her lips. I don't plan on trying to keep you here, in fact, that's what my deal is about. I will take you home. With me. I will tell the others that you escaped, and we will let them think it to be true. I am very trusted among my colleagues. They would believe me, especially because they know I have a rather strong hatred towards you. After all, you nearly did take my life twice. She had the scar to prove it, too. I offer you refuge to get better, and to allow you to leave. No one deserves to die for their sins. That's ridiculous. The only way to get better, is to try and do something about it yourself. Death is a coward's way out, and I'm offering you the chance for redemption in another way. Not that you want it, of course. After you're better, I'll turn the other way and let you do as you wish, because you're right. There isn't anything I can do to stop you. I'm only human, after all. She looked him over now, brows arching. What do you say? You're in a mental institution, they think you're insane. I, however, don't agree. I think there's something more going on here, and before as well, than meets the eye. They don't call me one of the world's brightest minds for no reason, you know. I'm giving you the opportunity for someone to pay attention and listen, something that neither of us had growing up. What do you say?
Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

Loki stared at her for a long moment and then. Thor has always been a child. a spoiled one. he cares deeply only for himself. he did not cry for me, he cried because he could no longer have me. Loki stated with a shrug. much the way a small child cries when they lose a favorite toy. he did grow a lot during his time on earth though, he might honestly care about my health now... which is probobly why the All Father deigned not to tell him where i was to be sent. Thor would come and get me if he thought i was here. Loki admitted. the idiotic fool. but there was just the faintest hint of affection for Thor. as much as Loki was mad at Thor, as much as Loki probobly hated his brother, he did still love the great child of a man. ...you do not intend for me to stay here... Loki repeated, looking, and sounding, completely baffled. take me... i am not a lost puppy you know. he complained, scathing as he studied her, as if SHE was the one who was insane. ...i apologize, i'll make sure to actually kill you next time. he stated with a roll of his eyes. what is one more on my ledger of red after all? he asked, voice bitter... and ashamed, and filled with a deep, self loathing guilt that spoke volumes about just how much Loki hated what he had done to the people of Manhattan. ...i am insane. Loki whispered as he looked at her. you think i don't know my own mind? it is broken, shattered... he stated. if this place is where the insane are kept then this is where i belong... but i am a greedy, selfish man... he admitted, thinking hard about the deal, his eyes narrowed. you have only told me half of this so called 'deal'. you have told me what i get out of it. freedom to rest how i please, eat what i want, go where i will... what do you desire out of this? i know better than to think this is 'free'. nothing is free, ever. he stated, watching her suspiciously. what do you demand of me to gain my freedom? because she was right, while dying would ensure him brutal, harsh, and painful punishment, it would not make him feel better about himself. it would not fix what he had done wrong. he needed to find another way. he needed to find a way to make things right... then he could die and be punished like a good little godling.
Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

Ana laughed and shook her head. I'm not like you. I don't require anything when I offer assistance. All I ask is that you do not let my bosses know I am helping you. If anyone finds out, I will be imprisoned. She looked him over now, brows raising once more. You agreed, I know your pain. I will never have the chance to be able to feel better about my life, but you have a chance to try and right your wrongs. I am offering you that chance. And yes, I still think you are crazy, but I think there was more to it than that. She tilted her head to the side, her lips pursing. Just what, she didn't know... But she intended to find out. She would show him kindness, and hopefully he would gain her trust. Do we have a deal, Loki Laufeyson? she asked, her voice staying even.
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Loki huffed. i am not so foolish as to beleive you. he stated simply, examining her intently. but, i will agree. he decided. the white walls are most certainly not going to help the little bit of sanity i have left. Loki finally agreed with a sigh. perhaps i will tell you the truth of my life someday. he mused. you would find it suitably sickening i think. he muttered. my poor children... whatever had they done but be born? he asked, staring blankly before snapping into attention again, studying her. why in the hell would i tell someone? they would lock me away in some tiny little cell in the dark and the gloom if i where to tell someone. he admitted, rolling his eyes. i am most certainly crazy. he grumbled, closing his eyes. and tired... go away for a while i'm sick of looking at you speak. he muttered before pausing. wait... that's not how that sentence is supposed to work... he muttered, frowning, confused before he slipped off into sleep once more. too tired to care that his grasp on the English language had faltered. Ana was lucky he'd even stayed awake as long as he had. it was shockingly... rather horrifically easy to get Loki out of the mental ward. as weak as he was, he couldn't even stand on his own. his legs just crumpled underneath him like he had no muscles. something which made him more than a little paranoid about what the doctors had been putting into his bloodstream. being a God, he'd never suffered from extreme blood-loss before. considering he was a God, the Doctor's hadn't dared try a blood transplant, so Loki was going to be even weaker than normal. he couldn't even access his magic, because all of it was entirely focused on keeping him from dying. into a wheelchair he went, and no one even tried to stop Ana from taking Loki, not in the least bit worried about where the God might be going. most of them assumed she was taking him off to a prison somewhere. most of them didn't care, they'd done their duty in saving his miserable life. so, pathetically easy to 'smuggle' him out. though he did express much disgust in the 'metal deathtrap' he was to be sitting in. apparently he didn't much care for cars and vehicles after that oh so fun little jaunt through the long tunnels of S.H.I.E.L.D Headquarters. he slept most of the ride, still easily exaughsted, so easily that even a wheelchair ride was too much for him. he grumbled as he was woken and taken into a house he cared nothing for, and grumbled and grouched as he was laid into an... admittedly very nice bed. and grumbled and grouched until Ana left him alone to sleep away the pain in his throat and wrists. drugs didn't do shit, so he didn't bother asking for any, he just went to sleep. he woke in the morning and groaned pathetically. turn that light off... he demanded, unaware that said light was not only the sun, but could not be 'turned off'.
Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

Ana had been thoroughly surprised at how easy it had been to get him out. They seemed to be none the wiser on her actions or choice to take him out without any proper shielding or a truck. Instead, when they were out, she loaded him into her car and brought them to her rather nice apartment. She was paid reasonably well, more so than that for working at SHIELD, and instead chose to live in an apartment rather than a lovely house, to keep a low profile. She helped him into bed, ignoring his complaints and whining. She had a spare bedroom she was letting him use, and when she was finished with him, she headed into her room to sleep. She was up before the sun, being used to doing this for her job, and was already working on making something to eat for breakfast. She had a pot of coffee going, as well as a breakfast pizza she made from scratch. It was pretty delicious and easily made, especially after a long night of dealing with him . She was sitting on the couch now, watching TV to wait for him to wake up, her mug of coffee in her hand as she waited.
Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

Loki groaned and grumbled as he realized that no one was there to turn off the light and he slowly cracked open his eyes and looked around the room he had found himself in. a dressed, a bookshelf, a tiny little desk... it was really kind of comfortable, he found he didn't mind it in the least. in fact, he rather enjoyed it. it reminded him of his room in Asgard, before he was sent off to the Academy to be tormented and picked on and ignored. he groaned as he looked around, realizing he was too weak to even sit up on his own and contemplated his pride for a moment. call Anna and ask for help to the bathroom or hold it? he waited for a half an hour before he finally swallowed what little pride he had left and called out to the woman who he was to be sharing a home with. finally, once she was there, he grumbled that he couldn't get up and that he really had to pee, and that he was thirsty and hungry and that he wasn't sure he could feed himself. he felt so pathetic, so terribly weak and he could only be glad that he wasn't still in Asgard because otherwise he'd be dead by now. they would have swiftly taken advantage and ripped him apart. ...i tried to kill you. he stated once she had finished helping him eat his breakfast, which he loved. earth food had such a delicious... something, to it that made him crave and love almost anything edible that was their food. he adored Tacos, loved Pizza, and was completely obsessed with the squirmy, chewy thing that was a Gummy Worm. would you tell me how? he asked, studying her. i find my memories of... those days, foggy at best. he admitted. i remember reclaiming the tesseract, and sliding into the one named Clint Barton and Selvig... i remember killing a man on a stone slab, i remember trading words with my brother on a cliff in a forest... i remember fighting my brother on top of some ugly glass building and then stabbing him... i remember some great green... thing, slamming me into the floor... but i remember little else. he admitted. tell me, please... what i did. he knew she wouldn't lie. she might leave things out, but she wouldn't lie.
Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

Ana came to help him as he asked, assisting him with all that he needed. She actually somewhat enjoyed it and all its irony. The God who had so much pride, had to be helped by a mere mortal. When they were finished and sitting in the living room, him in the lounge chair and her on the couch all the while munching on her pizza, she turned to look at him, brows raised. Oh, well.... It all goes back to the very first time you tried to take over Asgard. You sent that weird metal thing to try and kill Thor... I almost got killed by this random piece of sharp glass that flew through the air. Thor saved me, though. She nodded then took another bite, pursing her lips. That was more... A near death experience, that was avoided. The second time.... She went pale for a moment, not really caring to remember it too much. You had just come through the portal from the tesseract... I was working as one of the scientists there, head of the project actually. Then the collapse happened... I got blown aside, by you, and when the building started to come down, part of the roof landed on me, and nearly severed me in half. I even have the scar on my stomach, she said, lifting her shirt to show him. When they found me, I was unconscious. They kept me in the hospital for a long time, and were able to fix my broken spine, thankfully. I don't know what I'd do if I lost my independence and ability to walk. It was honestly a very... Unsettling situation. She didn't want to admit she had been scared. Fear would mean letting go to her own pride.
Thread: Repentance the Sin-(Avengers) Moon/Addie13

he blinked at her a little. the Destroyer? i sent the Destroyer!? he demanded, horrified before he realized.. Thor broke the destroyer!? he asked, so stunned his voice was barely a whisper. holy crap... well that was a first, Loki wasn't one for such blunt words, let alone cursing. Thor has this annoying need to see everything and everyone survive... stupid man, such a thing is impossible.. though, the ones he does manage to protect are always very grateful. Loki admitted as he examined his empty plate. he hadn't had the sensation of being full in a very very long time. i do not remember that at all, trying to take command of Asgard i mean. he admitted. i do not even remember returning from the Acadamy... he swallowed thickly. the Voice was already well in control by that time, whispering poison words in my ear, telling soothing lies and sweet untruths... he shuddered again and watched her. yes... i remember... sort of. the portal was unstable. the man with the chocolate skin shot... he looked at her. i'm shocked you even survived at all, what with that much earth collapsed on top of you... it seams almost... fated, if i where to beleive in such things... he muttered. you where afraid i'd imagine. Loki admitted softly. i was afraid too, before The Voice... so afraid, always afraid.. and i am afraid again. he admitted. so helpless... i can't even use the wasteroom without help. cannot eat without help. you could do anything to me now and i could do nothing to stop you, and that makes me afraid... he admitted. not in the least bit ashamed to admit it. Fear... it's such a silly emotion, isn't it? Loki asked suddenly. it is the instant reaction from the flight or fight response, and yet Feeling Fear is often what keeps us from moving at all, which causes our deaths, does it not? Fear... what a useless emotion... he muttered, closing his eyes before he looked at the Television. the talking box... are there really people inside? he asked, abruptly changing the subject. and where is your Hearthfire? how do you heat your domicile? he asked, curious about the midgaurdian technology. as much as Loki hated Earth, he was... curious, about the things inside of it.