Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

Oh Fuck, Oh Fuck, Oh Fuck! Gods be damned, thought I kicked this anxiety bullshit. Now I look at the time, and I realize how little time I have left in the place I live. Why is it, when you are about to do something big... you realize all the other things you forgot to do? Or think you didn't do enough of. Blood Hell, this is an annoyance. I guess I'll try and do a call out to everyone here in my journal, lame I know... but it'll make things a smidgen easier on me. I'd use your real names, but spelling and identitiesdunno if you even want your name out there keep me from it. Trygon Not much actually to be said, that I haven't said. I understand your situation, may not understand it from your perspective... but I understand massive quantities of stress and irritations. I love you, and will cherish my memories of our time. They'll help me get through the rough spots, while I'm in Texas. DJ Seriously, thanks for the offer. I'll be looking into it, once I get back and have the cash. Transportation is the biggest issue, but I'll work on what I have to do, alright? I may have not said it aloud, but I think you are a fucking awesome person. I enjoy whenever we hang out, though I don't seem to act it. I have this problem with social situations, but you guys are curing me of it. We gotta talk more though, cause I know crap about you... and seriously that's suckage. Kaios Thanks for all the help, no seriously. You've been a great help to me when times have gotten rough sometimes. You're a really nice guy, have a lot of problems. Good-luck. Mr.Sunshine Ok, I have to say that one of my best times hanging out was when I wounded your hand. Yeah, I know that sounds a little stupid, but it was fun as HELL. What I loveand I do mean love most about hanging out with you is the fact that I don't have to hold back ANYTHING. You let me be as open of a book as I fucking want. Do you know how much fun that is? You, more then all of Trygon's companions, have helped me with my expansion as a social person. Razz I only met you less then a week ago. You seem like and awesome person, and I can't wait to see what you are working on. Also my rave name? Bitch XD Have you actually listened to the song? XP It makes me giggle how I can be compared to such a substance. So apparently I am Quick Clean Pure and Addictive Oh and I can change someones life... Wait have I changed someone's life? I sure to fucking hell think I have! Maybe I am such a substance O.O Fuck me!!! Hellosquirtle Ok, I have to admit first time I hung out with you. Holy hell! You where like a ball of... of... FUCK, I can't even think of a proper analogy. Do you know how much I opened up at your house alone. Sure I didn't talk overmuch, or about much... but I had SO much fun. By the way, I'm going to introduce myself to playing video games, so sometime me and you have to sit down and play. I promise not to button mash! When I get back from Texas, I'll work on that Iron Seamstress thing with you, alright? Everyone else in BremertonSeattle I'm going to fucking miss you guys, like a Con-Goer craves Pocky and Ramune. I'm going to miss all of the people that I met, and have interacted with while in Bremerton and Seattle. You all mean a lot to me, you're like a family away from my family. Sometimes, it's what we need to better ourselves as a person. Oh and Loviotor, since I know you peek in and read this you lurker... I love you, though I didn't say it much before you left. I have had a lot going on, and a lot of problems I am fixing with myself. I hope the new me is someone you will still love. Not hope, forget it... I know you will always love me, you're like a best friend to me. Anyways, that's all I have to say. Really, for now. I'll probably write something up while a word document is up, and then also post a journal entry about my first day. I'll be doing that everyday, to the best of my ability. Watch me grow and bloom, I'll become the flower I was meant to be.