Thread: Who? Church/Moon

Even with Jon's visible discomfort to the nakedness of the boy, he still didn't yet understand that he should show some modesty, as if he didn't even know the concept of it. It was astounding, to be truthful. He'd never seen or met someone like him, that just had no clue about social norms. He'd caught the slight movement when he turned to look at him, that quick flash of a reaction as though he thought he might get attacked or yelled at. Coming from a step-father who loved to terrorize him he knew the action well, though this man just stilled when he realized he wasn't in trouble and didn't acknowledge that he'd even been halfway into the motion. This was strange. For how long he assumed the boy had been out he was eating with awfully nice manners at a normal eating pace I know you're hungry, just eat, there's plenty he told him, table manners could come later but were completely unnecessary at the moment. He nodded and took a gulp of water Well, since you don't know who you are, and I just can't keep thinking of you as 'boy' or 'guy' or saying 'hey you!', what do you want me to call you? Any name you might want to be called? He asked, needing to find some other way to refer to him and make him seem more real. As the towel fell so did his jaw before he caught himself and snapped it shut. His cheeks reddened slightly and he turned, but not before catching himself completely taking account of what the boy had on him. This wouldn't help him out at all. The kid had no idea of who he really was and here he was, the only one who could really help him out was thinking about how great it would be to bend him over and...No. He needed to stop. He couldn't let himself get caught up in his lust when the boy was so innocent, as if that didn't add to his allure. What was worse, he wasn't even aware of how alluring and desirable he was. Even in the half-starved state he was in. Jonathan couldn't image how horrible it would be when he was completely healthy. Of course, he acknowledged of the other and smiled if there's anything you need just let me know, I'll get it he offered, thinking about where he'd have him sleep. He was sure that he wouldn't see anything wrong with sleeping together, he was that naive, Jon knew he wouldn't be able to control himself though, at that point. Checking the time he led the other into the living room and showed him how to work his tv, getting him settled before telling him that he was going to take a shower and be out in a few minutes. He washed his hair and let his hands run over his body, lathering soap before going lower, relieving himself of the pent-up feelings that had suddenly come over him with the arrival of his guest. He was ashamed at how he was handling himself honestly, forcing the idea in his mind that he was far too young for him even though he seemed the age he'd usually go for and that they only reason that he was feeling this way is because he'd had a bad breakup and was looking for someone to fix the broken feeling inside him currently, not caring where it came from. He had resolved himself to hold himself back, though somewhere deep down he knew it wouldn't hold, and that he would give in to his desires. He would just have to make sure that he made it worth it for the other, and that he didn't feel like he was being taken advantage of or make it seem like Jon had picked him out of the park to make him his little pet. Little did he know that the kid would have something in store for him as well.