Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, You know ... I've always been told love from one's family is supposed to be unconditional, always existing. But especially after yesterday, I can't help but question that. It didn't help I had to painfully dig into my past and seriously contemplate on quite a few things to make me think on it. Yesterday was my brother's birthday ... so I called him up. What do I get? Immediate voicemail and no reply back. Not even a simple 'Thank you'. No one has been supportive of me and Vein's relationship as spouses or even before then. And to this day, I still don't get why. He has been so much more loyal than my ex was, who'd cheated on me from day one. I won't say by any means Vein's been perfect because that's definitely not true. But I will say he's been a hell of a lot better than any other person to me. My parents used to always say the main thing they wanted in this world was for me to be happy. So why when I found a source of this did they fight so hard? I suppose to some degree I can understand. I met him online maybe 3-4 months after my grandmother passed, her husband had done so 3 months before her even. So yeah, our family was still greatly mourning. And I definitely felt like no one really gave a damn about me --- no one at my school especially. So I quit to move up with him for a few weeks ... before they dragged me back down to Houston. Now before anyone goes on and says I was rash, yeah I know. But at the time I was seventeen and if anyone does any research, Texas law does say at seventeen, you're not considered a minor anymore. You're thought of as an adult so, for example, you're judged as one if you get on trial there. So wouldn't that count as kidnapping to begin with? I apologized - and have tried to - for my end because I did realize the actions were incredibly abrupt and whatnot. But fuck sakes, it's been nearly 10 years now. And when I know my mom is going to leave this world still disliking my in-laws and likely Vein .... that hurts. And to top it off, my dad's been pussy whipped by my mom to take her side 910 times. I know ... I've seen it more than enough times in the past. The brother I used to be close to .... has now practically ignored me as far as I'm concerned. It doesn't exactly help that knowing in the past years, he's had a girlfriend. Granted, he wound up breaking up with her because apparently she wasn't right in the head --- to the point a restraining order was used against her. But I can say that my parents didn't make him endure anything close to all I've had to do just to remain by Vein's side. And it hurts .... so bad. Thus why I question if the love from my family is truly there at all. It feels like the only people who do are my child and my grandparents. The latter, though, were the same who passed all those years ago. So I can't talk to them anymore ... can't ask for advice or anything. And right now ..... I'd give anything to be able to speak with them again. Especially on days like now. I miss them ... need them .... someone .... Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2