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Sunday night. Its funny, you know. The things a person thinks about in the middle of the night. Things you barely remember come rushing back in an onslaught of though and emotions. Friends, enemies, family, events. It all plays back sooner or later. Past Decisions, what would have happened if you, or someone else made that other choice Your secret regrets, the ones that you hide deep in your soul, and try to use your everyday life as a distraction, a barrier to keep them hidden. When we die, and we get that moment where we see our life flash before our eyes, will we be satisfied with what we see?, or will we regret it, and die with anger in our heart. No peace filled Oblivion. No pearly gate. Just anger and disappointment at the things you couldn't control, the things you couldn't have. Pshhht...fuck it you know? I can't control how people feel about me, nor the past decisions I already made. Still, when I think about some of things that have happened. I get so mad. So bitter. Its like, why?, you know? What the fuck was the point??? Why try when you had so many doubts? Why do this to ourselves. How could you have done it to me? Did I really deserve this? The way I was treated? Why make all these promises? Just to watch me fall? Why pull me so far away, just to watch me drop? Did you like seeing me broken? Was that your goal the whole time? The spider and the Fly. That seems to sum up what it was. You caught me, and when I struggled, you simply watched. When I finally gave up, you killed me. YOU BITCH.....LOL lol I forgave you a long time ago though. Sleep calls. The bed looks so messy, yet inviting. Sleep. The only time, when I know that Life isn't real. When your mind surrenders to the darkness, and your thoughts and dreams turn into your reality. People report having dreams about flying. An urban myth is that if your flying in your dream, but you suddenly start to fall toward the earth, you die. Most people report waking up before they hit the ground. I wonder. shock AHHHH Theres this badass movie called Sublime.....its fucking trippy! Thats where the dream falling thing comes from.
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It started with a low light, Next thing I knew they ripped me from my bed And then they took my blood type, It left a strange impression in my head. You know that I was hoping, That I could leave this star-crossed world behind But when they cut me open, I guess I changed my mind. And you know I might Just walk too far from the floor this time, 'Cause they calling me by my name! And the shimmering white lighting Disregards the bombs and satellites! That was the turning point That was one lonely night! The song maker says, It ain't so bad The dream maker's going make you mad The spaceman says, Everybody look down! It's all in your mind! Well now I'm back at home, and- I'm looking forward to this life I live You know it's gonna haunt me, So hesitation to this life I give. You think you might cross over, You're caught between the devil and the deep blue sea You better look it over, Before you make that leap! And you know I'm fine, but I hear those voices at night Sometimes... they justify my claim, And the public don't ground my transmission 'Cause it wasn't televised... Oh, it was the turning point, It was the lonely night! The song maker says, It ain't so bad The dream maker's going make you mad The spaceman says, Everybody look down! It's all in your mind! The song maker says, It ain't so bad The dream maker's going make you mad The spaceman says, Everybody look down! It's all in your mind! My global position systems are vocally addressed They say the Nile used to run from east to west, They say the Nile used to run... from east to west. The song maker says, It ain't so bad The dream maker's going make you mad The spaceman says, Everybody look down! It's all in your mind! The song maker says, It ain't so bad The dream maker's going make you mad The spaceman says, Everybody look down... It's all in your mind! It's all in my mi-i-ind, It's all in my mind... It's all in my mind... It's all in my mind... It's all in my... mind
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brraaaggggg......I couldnt do it. so blah.
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Oh, wow, Tath. That's fucking terrible. I can't even imagine what that was like for you.
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it sucked.....as soon as we were done with them, all my co-workers just kinda stood around for a minute and didnt say anything. After a little while, we all just kinda nodded at each other, then grabbed our stuff and left home for the day.
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Howdy Bluemoon. So it snowed all day today, but we only got about 4 inches of snow. Bleh. I also got stuck on snow duty, which I actually didn't mind. It felt good you know? It really did, having a blank mind, filled with music coming from my I-pod, just totally mentally out of it, doing some mindless physical work. Try it once in a while Bluemoon. Just pick something that takes physical effort, but no mental effort. Raking leaves or something. IDK ......... Guess its hard to understand. Anyway after snow duty, I went inside, and pretty much waited around for lunch. Thursday morning are technically training time, so soldiers dont have to see patients until 1 in the afternoon. About 20 minutes before lunch was supposed to start, my sergeant showed up and told me that I needed to get ready to leave. I was like whats up, and he said, you and Handsen there are gonna go with one of the paramedics and help a soldier get into her apartment. Hansen and I were like WTF? So anyway, long story short, after a 30 minute drive, carrying a big ass whining black sergant on a spine board up 5 floors of stairs no elevator in her apt and waiting another 30 minutes for her kid to get home cause he had the housekey, Hansen and I got to have lunch. It tasted very good. Nothing really noteworthy happened today that I can recall, and I don't really feel like I have anything to get off my chest. I guess I just wanted to give people a glimpse into one of my more ordaniary days. Night everyone!!!
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I just had to post this..lmao.... Someone here should get it.
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Hmmmmm......Ill tell you what I think about the chat. When I picture the chat the closest thing I can get to is this.... when Im trying, I picture everyone just kinda sitting around or standing up. Even when MM is around I can see a Narwal hanging out in the corner with a drink in front of it. lol
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I know what you're thinkin' We were goin' down I could feel us sinkin' But then I came around And everyone I've loved before Flashed before my eyes And nothin' mattered anymore I looked into the sky Well I wanted something better man I wished for something new And I wanted something beautiful I wished for something true Been lookin' for a reason man Something to lose When the wheels come down When the wheels touch ground And you feel like it's all over There's another round for you When the wheels come down I know your head is spinnin' Broken hearts will mend This is our beginning Comin to an end Well, you wanted something better man You wished for something new Well, you wanted something beautiful Wished for something true Been lookin for a reason man Something to lose When the wheels come down When the wheels touch ground And you feel like it's all over There's another round for you When the wheels come down Oh! Pretty much what comes to my mind when I think of why I joined the service. Wanted something better, which I got, plenty to lose too lol. Sometimes I totally hate the army, but deep down I know I love it. I couldnt see myself being anything other than what I am right now. lol, now all I need is someone to share it with lmao.
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I made my slow way home Limping on broken bones Out of the thickest pine Across the county lines On to your wooden stairs I own a sinners heart I know the rain falls hard I know the currency I know the things you'll need I hope he hears my prayers I see you cut your hair I know the saving type But, Jesus I've fallen I don't mind the rain if I meet my maker I'll meet my maker clean But, Jesus the truth is I've struggled so hard to believe I'll meet my maker I'll need my maker To cure of my doubting blood And drain me of the sins I love And take from me my disbelief I know it should come easily But it remains inside of me It battles and devours me It cuddles up the side of me And whispers it convinces me I'm right. Another weekend passed by, and another starts. techinically its wed but I had a 4 day weekend lol. meh, too exausted to give a real entry. Ill do one tommorow night.
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So I never ended up actually writing in this during this last week. my bad. So, anyway. Nothing really interesting happened this last weekend. I dont know if Ive ever said anything, but I'm doing EFMB training at the moment. EFMB expert field medical badge is basically a badge that says your one of the best and you know your shit. My First Sergeant and Commander picked myself and 3 others to do this training, and the competition is in may. I like the training I guess, but I guess I just dont give a damn about the badge. Firstly after working 10 hours a day, I have to go and do an additional 2 hours training for this badge, plus 8 mile ruck marches 3 days a week in the mornings before work. FUCK....I just hate having to do all the extra bullshit. Like I said before, I like to relax as much as I can. lol even though its a volunteer program....I was actually volun-told to do this. On, a brighter note, I'm connecting with someone that I didn't think I would get the chance to. lol, Good feelings all around because of that. Actually, right now, I'm getting all my stuff for Snowboarding together. Gonna end up leaving at like 0445, and most likely not get back till around 2000, so dont expect me around all day. It'll be nice to unwind and cut loose again. Nothing better simple physical exertion to relieve stress. Korea's been good to me so far, but I'm actually expecting something bad to happen sooner or later. I dunno lol, I try to avoid trouble, but it tends to follow my friends and I. Lol, last night we were out drinking and dancing and we also watched a few live bands at a bar for a while koreans can fucknig play!, and ended up staying out past curfew. Gates close at 3, and stay closed till 5.....SOLUTION??? Got to the Korean version of Starbucks, open 247 and order some coffee, then pass out at a table or booth for a few hours. Done that a few times now. The waitresses know my name lol , and I know the night crew that works there, lol Chan-sook and Ha-nuel work the register and help make coffee, and Mi-sun always just makes coffee and cleans tables and stuff, they dont mind as long as we're quiet. and Ive actually danced with Ha-nuel at a club nearby once. LOL, drunk as fuck, trying to sip coffee, all 3 of us ended up falling asleep in the booth foor like 2 hours. When we woke up , our coffee was cold, but still there. We all kinda woke up a bit, still drunk, but not as bad, downed the cold coffee....it was still good and walked back to base after pausing to grab some posters hanging around Itaewon. It was a good night! -D hahahahha Snowboarding agian at Phoenix park is gonna be awesome. Ive managed to get 4 guys along with my friend Maria to go, and we're gonna be there all day. Its gonna be good. Alright, thats it for now.
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So....This weekend was very very good, but suddenly I'm feeling down. Sitting up late at night, thoughts flowing through my head not being able to sleep does that to a person. I swear, I'm slowly falling in love with this country. People are great, food is wonderful. Surprisingly diverse and populated. I met 2 guys from Nigeria snowboarding today, and another guy from Australia, and just boarded with them all day, along with Hallmark and Maria. Fell more times than I can count, but I still had so much fun. Its nice, and even though I know that sooner or later its going to end, I can't help but wish it won't. Its really easy to connect to people here, but I'm starting to feel really hesitant about getting close to certain people. Sounds cowardly, I know, but put yourself in my shoes. Days just kind of slip by without me noticing. Seems like yesterday, I was on a plane leaving WA, and landing in Korea. The bus ride from the airport, seeing familiar faces at reception. I remember the first girl I slept with here. Pretty much hung out all the time for 2 weeks straight. She was here when I got off work, and I'd walk down to where she worked in the mornings, going to work myself. Shes gone now. Been gone for 2 months. I think I talked to her once since she left? Wake up, go to work, get off, work out. Day in and Day out. Army keeps me running like a well oiled machine. Every day is exactly the same. Weekend comes, drink to relieve the stress, and forget my situation. Smoking helps during the days, and slowly but surely, I've begun to find myself drinking a bit when I get off work. Usually just with my roommate, but still. Messing around on Bluemoon helps, but not enough. IM's with friends helps forget whats going on for the moment, but as soon as the screen closes, it's the same thing agian. Starting to be scared to even begin to try to get close to people now. It's not a matter of getting what I want from them, but what I need . I don't want to end up that old guy, who finds himself in a place where no one knows him when he's older. Souvenirs scattered around his house, but no one to remember with him. I know sounds like a bunch of BAWL, but it freaks me out. Trying to find more and more distractions. X-box worked for a while, can't keep finding books I'm interested in. Running helps, but the distraction only lasts for a few hours before I'm too tired to keep going. Church is starting to feel like a joke. Your not supposed to wonder why the fuck you exist, when your kneeling in front of the altar, accepting communion. Drinking the wine while filled with doubt. Getting up to sing with everyone, staring at the book of songs I'm holding in front of me, wondering if the Father ever doubts what he does for a living. Feels wrong as fuck. God, I need to smoke. Night
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Alright! So, I dont feel like writing in blue today, so Im gonna write in....... this random color!!!!!!!!!!!! So, lets review! Been a crazy week so far. Wednsday, there was a big bus overturn, and I ended up overseeing as triage officer. Yay!, fucking disorganized and hectic as fuck, fucking army, running low on supplies and staff, but in the end, no one died. so yay. Today there was a blackout that affected the entire hospital, and only the most important rooms were powered ER, OR, shit like that, this blackout lasted 3 fucking hours. During which I was still screening and treating patients in the dark. Fucking insane lmao, ever try giving someone an I.V holding a needle in one hand, trying to stabalize their arm in the other, with a flashlight in your mouth???? Fucking insane lmao. It was very intresting though, It happend right after the shift change, and almost everyone had left the hospital, skeleton crew only, I was there checking expired supplies, and got dragged to the ER, where everybody ended up going. Got off like an hour or so ago, nothing like a 14 hour shift to get you nice and awake right??? On a brighter note! Called up a friend, met her at the subway station, went out, had a great badass dinner and walked around this place called DongDe-Moon, its amazing. So many people, so many diffrent stores. Everything you could think of is right there. Washington ppl, imagine downtown Seattle, near the ferry right?, imagine that, packed with people, walking in the sidewalks, streets, and 4 times the amount of stores. its like that. hmmm....cant really think of anything else to say! Koreas kickass. Got a 2 week field exercise comming up next saturday though, thats gonna suck, so heres apologies in advance.
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I'm twisted. I was half in love with her by the time we sat down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at, or even if they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are.
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So.....I have not had the chance to write in this in a long time. Actually I have barely had the time to even check the site. You would be surprised at the things that can happen in 3 months or so. Lets recap shall we? Just living your life in Korea. Training every other day. Finding out the girl you've been seeing for the past few months is pregnant More training Freaking out Training in the morning Accepting the fact that you screwed up and stepping up Training in the evening Talking and talking about random stuff and being together whenever you have the time Training in the middle of the night Deciding to keep it Training on the weekends Getting your shit together Resting from training Planning on random stuff Packing to go train Picking out a ring Training Managing to get her fathers number harder than you would think Working in the ER Waiting till the weekend to go out to the bar, knock a few back, and calling her dad slightly drunk but getting lucky cause he didn't notice. true story, I was there Going to work with a hangover Telling you mom what you did Running 12 miles a morning Getting chewed out by your mom, but she accepts it Going to work tired Proposing she said yes Getting ready to work agian So for those who were interested, thats whats been happening with me. If your gonna criticize me and call me an idiot, dont waste your time.
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Herroooo So just living life in the army. My relationship with Sam is going fine and steady, lol. Anyway, just working, I've decided to participate in an Army Program that has to do with college classes. I can take these things called Klep Classes? Not really sure how thats suppoust to work, lol. It basically lets me knock out all my core classes pretty quickly through tests and such. I'm hoping to get my degree in Psychology by the time I'm 26, and if I decide to become a psychiatrist, then Med school will be added on as well. Anyway, if anyone just wants to chat, hit me up. I'm feeling a bit lonely lately.
Thread: Harry Potter Needs Origanal Players!

Name Anina Istre Blood Type mud-blood Gender Female Wand Wand Core Chimaera Scale Pet Owl Favorite Type of Magic Defence Against the Dark Arts Class Gryffindor Description Anina is torn between the muggle and magic world...doing her best to mix the two. She is somewhat of a punk and seems to speak her mind when ever the opportunity presents its self. Her clothes are some what well Americanized making her somewhat of a outcast among the students of Hogwarts. Major Past Life Events Anina was born to a magic father and a muggle mother back in the United States. After her mother passed away though her father moved to Diagon Alley to open a shop and thus thanking her with him. She was then enrolled into Hogwarts where she was placed into Gryffindor. This is her fifth year of school.
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Name Gabriel Lynn Gender Female Blood Type Pureblood Favorite Type of Magic Potions and Transfiguration Wand Core Raven Feather however NOTE that she prefers to use her hands Pet Raven Class Griffendor Pic DescriptionGabriel Lynn was in her 4th year of Hogwarts, she was int eh Griffendor house and was labeled as the odd girl. For one her pet was a Raven, black as night and protective yet got along great with the owls. She herself was odd with her Snow white hair, soft fair skin, and Dazzeling midnight blue eyes. Another thing was that she tended to not use a wand if she could help it. She was awkward with it, but without she was magnificent. Her broom skills also were first rate and tended to scare the teachers half to death since she would actually Stand on the broom and ride it. Major Past Life Events STanding on her broom to ride it, Using her hands insted of a wand.
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Name Tanis Harron Gender Male Blood Type First GenMudblood Wand Core Dragon Bone Pet Cat Favorite Type of Magic Charms ClassGryffindor Description He's a very cocky kid who seems to know virtually everyone quite well. He's in all the drama around school and generally on good terms with most teachers. He has the uncanny ability to talk his way in to or out of every situation possible. He is also very dexterous and loves to show off. This is his sixth year at Hogwarts. Major Past Life Events He discovers that a pair of his grandparents were actually wizards and witches but it didn't pass on to their kids instead it went to him, when he was given his letter to go to Hogwarts. The day before his second year in school he found a map showing where everyone was in school at the old Weesely joke store on Diagon Ally, and quickly stole it. He's been using it ever since to help him get what he wants.
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I'll give you a Bump Ske
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Thanks Onica
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Name Kiki Umara Gender Female Wand Core Basilisk scale Pet Black cat with heterochromia Blood Type Pure blood Favorite Type of Magic Potions Class Slytherin Description She is a very charming yet shy individual. She is quiet, most of the time, unless she is asked a question in class or spoken to. Having a very elegant air about her is what makes her so attractive to most guys. Some say her charm and elegance is what landed her in Slytherin house. Major Past Life Events When she was seven she was taken in by her aunt and uncle when her mother was sent to an asylum and her father was sent to Azkaban. Her mother went crazy a short time after her father got sent away for trying to kill both her and her mother.
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Looks good Kiki, ill tell ya when she can come in, since the people playing right now are all in gryphindor common room
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Of course everyone has to be a goody two shoes.
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lol If ya want Ill make a slytherin with ya I just made mine gryphindor so I wasn't left outa everything
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It's ok.
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All right then ill letcha do we you want with the slytherin class then, they're all yours
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Eh I don't wanna start anything without someone else there.
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Well then ill make up another char i dont mind doublin up
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I don't want you to go through the trouble if you don't have to.
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Name Masaya Oda Gender male Wand the black one Wand Core Snake Fang Pet Blackish-Green Snake Blood Type first-gen Favorite Type of Magic Arithmancy and Defense Against the dark arts Class Slytherin Description Likes to cause as much trouble as he can in one day with any person he can come in contact with. He loves to talk to his snake when he is in his room Major Past Life Events When it was just his year he killed his father and brother because they tried to kill him for being a wizard.
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It's all good now Ske. There is know another Slytherin in the school.
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Thanks crazy
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No prob. That name still sound funny when read off the net from another person.
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Set up the stage for my two slytherin users. have fun