Thread: Feral-Scarab's Character Journal [[DO NOT POST IN PLEASE]]

SPACETOBEEDITTED CHARACTER PROFILE CONTINUED Backstory Other See more --- Should you hear Blue begin to actively refer to others by the term meat you'd best be on your guard. This is a red flag foretelling the male has run exceptionally low on energy, the primal part of both his and Khaji-Da's mindset beginning to take over. It will not be long after this 'tell' begins he will actively seek to hunt if not attack the closest and most unlucky entity be it humanmetaalienanimal with the full intention of devouring the victim. --- Since the abandonment of his human form Blue has made it a point to train the subtle TexanHispanic undertoneaccent from his voice. However, should he become angeredflusteredexcited enough the accent will return in full swing. If the male be caught completely unawares or experiences a massive surge of strong emotion...again typically anger, fear, excitement, or copious amounts of frustration he will slip back into his native tongue...sentences a mixture of Spanish and English or entirely Spanish depending. --- There are several miniscule differences to look for in order to tell which entity is currently in charge of the shared body. Should Blue be in control his words are laced with a subtle flowing churr in the undertones despite the depth of his voice regardless of whether or not the Hispanic Accent is present. The eyes are definitive with sclera, iris, pupils and possess a softer appearance to them when out of battle. If Khaji-Da is the one in control of their shared body the voice is a bit deeper with the scarab growling in the undertones of his vocals along with the complete absence of any form of accent. The eyes also change, entire optic turning gold in coloration. The softer appearance of the eye gives way to a hard and calculating stare. --- One might not expect this of Blue should they have known him from years long since past or having just met the scarab warrior...but the male is vastly adept if not verbose with women! While he still respects females the former human has relinquished several morals taught during his childhood now having molded into a devilishly deviant orchestrator of sex. One night stands, fuck buddy relationships, on again--of again swings, seduction to straight up carnal pursuits of lust Blue is a secrete sex machine. Given not only his lack of a human form but the smeared reputation his name received he stands little if absolutely no chance at all of founding a long-term or long lasting relationship. Blue is both a passionate and fierce bed-mate, or make that fuck-mate depending upon where-ever the action is taking place let alone what structure is strong enough to support his size let alone force. Capable of being as tender and romantic in his actions as he is rough and aggressive the male is dominate without being unrealistic concerning the role. Blue certainly has developed a wide range of likes and dislikes aside from more than a few odd kinks. Despite this he is nine times out of ten seeking to pleasure his companion as much as receive pleasure making the exchange even. On certain occasions Blue will become increasingly domineering if not out right feral in a lust driven state seeking only to release himself in long and rather grueling animalistic sessions thinking only of himself verses his partner. As it were, Blue is not the only one who has developed a rather profound taste for the 'sinful pleasures' of life. Khaji-Da experiences the world through his host, sensations no longer mutated and strained as they were prior to their fusion into symbiosis. The alien insect has recently begun to readily focuses on the bio portion of himself verses the tech, and did it ever prove to be an experience for the scarab! Possessing no real boundaries as the insect never held a true body of his own Khaji-Da lapses into a completely one track state of mind. Seek pleasure and avoid pain. This still falls within range of his original chosen mandate to protect his host at all costs. Safe-Guarding Blue pertains to not only keeping him safe from harm's way but also monitoring and adjusting the environment around him to make sure peek physical and mental conditions are met. Sex was always something the scarab understood as nothing more than a means for organic creatures to procreate, make 'copies' of themselves. By definition Khaji-Da understood corpus as a means to which organics could connect with one another on an emotional and physical level, sexual interaction helping to increase key chemical and hormonal levels in the body all round proving beneficial when not solely engaging for the means of reproduction. It wasn't until he felt the surge himself during Blue's first sexual encounter since their fusion did the scarab truly understand what such a thing not only meant but was capable of wreaking upon not only his host but himself! Immediately addicted Khaji-Da's sexual desires grew practically over night his drive as insatiable as his hunger for energy, sentient bio-tech finding a wild logic in attempting to harvest a partner's sexual energy to fuel himself. The experiment worked during the next encounter save all it did was drive the bug into an even deeper state of lust. Khaji-Da simply could not get enough his desires ultimately feeding into his host's own leading Blue to become increasingly aggressive during couplings, blossoming from an original intel gathering of discovering new wayspositionsmethods to achieve the 'ultimate high' during intercourse. It wasn't long before Khaji-Da developed a fiendish and feral lust to him leading the bug to request full control of their shared body so as to satisfy his libido, quoting the sensation would easily be felt by Blue. If sex improved one's health for sure, the scarab was all for this new method of keeping his host and himself in tip top condition. Unfortunately while Khaji-Da is in control the scarab has little sense of self restraint being more than willing to use up a partner to the point of a grizzly end in order to satisfy himself. Developing a more sadistic and primal approach to the world of sexual pleasure Khaji-Da is not only rough and hard but damn lethal if one is not careful. Holding his own trove of likes, dislikes and kinks either the same, similar or different from his host the azure scarab has proven to be an out right monster in bed in all senses of the word. --- One of two things Blue retained from his past life prior to forsaking his humanity or even the Reach Invasion is his secret knowledge and love of confection. That's right, the big bad carnivorous alien-bug-man knows how to cook. It's certainly a disturbing thought at first leaving one to possibly wonder, if not have the sneaking suspicion Blue or Khaji-Da for that matter, might attempt to transform an unlucky victim into a culinary creation. Even with his new and rather disturbing nutritional requirements Blue ultimately reframes from associating what he needs with what he remembers. Originally taught to cook and bake by his mother as a child the sessions of working with her in the kitchen became fond memories. One of the few he intends to remain pure and untarnished by the harshness and cruel reality of his new life. Out of respect for his host Khaji-Da has withdrawn the idea of seeing what 'spiced human' would taste like to avoid causing any further damage to Blue's already worn psyche. That being said, if he ever gets the chance let alone access to the ingredients and there is no one snooping around to watch him, Blue has in the recent past made up little pieces of heaven for himself only to deny any knowledge of what the enticing smells are should someone walk in once he's cleaned up. Or he'll give a simple answer of take out to keep others from prying. --- As a childyoung teenager Blue was heavily into sports, or rather one sport in particular. Specifically skateboarding and a major fan of the X-Games. He use to practice boarding every chance he got, often getting into trouble with his childhood friends for boarding where they shouldn't but he was still a good kid, despite his knack for visualizing certain pieces of public or private property as sweet jumps and ramps. For a short duration of time it was his dream to become a Professional Boarder and win the X-Games. That was until his mother, a Nurse by trade, forbid her son from doing any such thing given the amount of serious injures she'd seen brought into the E.R. from boarding accidents. She didn't mind her son boarding as a hobby, but she would not stand to see him ultimately ruin his body before he was even in his mid-twenties! To drive the message home she brought Blue with her to work during summer vacation when he was 13, having him volunteer and help at the hospital. After seeing for himself the number of injuries people and his fellow schoolmates received from failed attempts at tricks, the youth changed his mind on the idea. Blue kept skateboarding as a mere hobby from then on. Albeit it proved oddly useful on several occasions during the early months of his time among the Young Justice League. Something a few of the other members found either very cool or outright tomfoolery. To this day Blue still loves the sport, watching tournaments on TVInternet when he can. He'd given up the hobby after the Reach Invasion until finally returning to it albeit using it as a training method to help refine his reflexes and other skills in combat. While he cannot joy ride or even train in the open anymore thanks to his unfortunate spiral down from the mantle of 'Hero', Blue engineered himself a board capable of supporting his far larger not to mention heavier frame after revoking his human form. It's his and Khaji-Da's little secret. The Ex-Reach Agent might be unable to hit the skate park but that doesn't mean he still can't find a few new and secluded places to have some actual genuine fun away from prying eyes once in a blue moon. Boarding is one of only two things the male hung onto from his previous life. --- It was during summer vacation when he was 13, Blue discovered his original desire to help people after being brought to volunteer at the hospital his mother worked for. Having forgone his first idea of becoming a Professional boarder the young teen began debating as to taking up the reigns in a profession to which he could help those in need. He wasn't attracted to the idea of becoming a Doctor, Tech, or Nurse, which subsequently sent his mother into a fit of worrying over his well-being again as she knew it meant her son would pick a dangerous profession. He always did make a habit of placing himself in harm's way for another's sake but she couldn't bring herself to be angry at him for it. His heart was in the right place. Two years later, at the age of 15, Blue received an answer to a wish he didn't be know he'd made. His discovery of a strange azure colored scarab on his way home from a friend's house one evening changed his life forever. After wrestling violently with his fear when the scarab suddenly sprang to life and proceeded to imbed itself into his spine followed immediately by a rather traumatic experience of Khaji-Da speaking to him as he armored up for the first time Blue realized he now held the power to make a difference, a real difference thus began his super hero career. It wasn't but a few months before he caught the eye of the Justice League and was recruited into their young operatives initiative. But at time passed, battles were fought, wars were waged, friends lost and tables turned the true responsibility and harshness of reality began to wear heavy on the young hero's crown. Being transformed into a puppet for half a year didn't help matters either. Instead it only spread distrust and hatred towards him, Blue beginning to loose faith in humanity as he became increasingly exposed to their dark truths. As the saying goes Some of the worst things imaginable have been done with the best intentions. Blue is a living incarnation of this statement. Now, nine years since he met the bio-tech scarab and the former Hero finds himself in a state of utter disdain. Why he keeps pushing forward not even he knows and Khaji-Da has not bothered to look into the matter as he instead remains focused on keeping his host as safe as possible. What has Fate handed Blue? SPACEFOREDIT