Thread: Wandering in the Night [RA and Chanti]

RE Never Alone RA and Chanti Ahh. Blaine felt a small note of surprise when Leah easily denied having wine by admitting to her true age. There were very few people her age, he knew, that wouldn't take up an opportunity like that - but after a moment, he decided it made sense. Leah looked to be a rule follower by nature. Even her job as an accountant suggested a sort of order and structure to her day, and her nerves at meeting to talk about BDSM clearly betrayed her innocence. But Blaine smiled at that, glad to see how Leah's eyes flicked up to his. It was a good sign to see her eyes again, which were very expressive and alert, and Blaine wanted to encourage more eye contact going forward. He passed along his request for the dark wine, but decided to hold off the delivery until his meal. Blaine didn't need it so far. And then he patiently listened, fingers gently laced together and resting on the table. While Leah talked, he took note of her habits so far, a lack of eye contact and stuttering was the easiest way for him to notice her nerves. But there was overall a rigid sense about her. He followed where here eyes went, and got a sense that she was expecting some kind of negative reaction from him - almost as if she was preparing herself for some type of rejection right out of the gate. The thought made Blaine internally frown, though he knew it wasn't uncommon. Many first-time subs felt uncomfortable to talk about what they had yet to experience. Society told people to hide their insecurities and desires to do what was socially acceptable. Blaine made it his job, as a Dom, to teach people the exact opposite. He nodded quietly for a moment to show he had heard Leah as he collected his thoughts. That's a valid concern, he reassured quietly, offering another small smile. Mixing pain with pleasure isn't something everyone likes, and it makes sense that you wouldn't know where you fall just yet. You've never had a chance to try it out, right? They had briefly discussed that Leah was very new to BDSM, but Blaine had held off on asking about past sexual experiences simply because the question didn't read very well over the internet. In a split second decision, he also decided to gloss over that question again, moving on smoothly to the second part of his explanation. We'll be able to find out what you like and don't like through our sessions, which is why I asked about schedule. Mine tends to vary sometimes due to work - Blaine had mentioned he worked in a few hotels, splitting his time between two or three to float as needed. He had been intentional in phrasing it as if he was a maintenance man, instead of the owner. - but I am most often available during the evenings. I usually like to start off with doing two, maybe three sessions a week. Each session will have a bit of training and exploring with it, and afterwards we will spend the night together. As he spoke, he tried to gauge Leah's reactions to his words. If she had been doing research online, it perhaps meant she needed to know specifically what she was getting into before she agreed. Sessions are meant to be times to explore, but in a safe way. There are steps - for instance, with the pain, Blaine added, We wouldn't start full-throttle. We would work up to a higher and higher level, and you will have a safe word. If, at any time, you feel a session is getting to be too much, you can use that word to stop the session. The stopping part is non-negotiable for myself. After all, if his sub was expecting him to stop but he didn't, it would be a breakdown of trust - which would make everything else crumble. And Blaine wanted to earn Leah's trust. Her shy, nervous behavior was practically prodded at his dominant side, making him want to reach out to her and protect her from whatever thoughts were making her so worried. She was definitely sub material, and he was already finding himself idly thinking of what they could do in their first session together. He took a moment to pause, letting his words sink in for a moment, before offering another sign of good will. What other questions do you have for me? Blaine asked. The internet does have some good information, but I would advise taking it with a grain of salt. Many people who write about the BDSM community either don't live in it themselves, or they are strongly against it and want to rant about it. The thought made him snort softly, and it was only with a great deal of effort that he managed to stop himself from rolling his eyes. People who wrote angry articles about the 'satanic and sinful values' just made him imagine his parents channeling those words into a lecture at him. I can also answer any questions about myself.