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Thread: Catfish! (Lia && November Bleeds)

Kai stood there for a moment, looking over at the man who began to speak. At first, he had no idea really what path he was about to take until he heard the mention about his gig. Frozen in his spot, he turned to look over at the man standing there, who approached him seconds later with a drink. Kai was still frozen in the spot but held the drink with his fingerless gloves. It was as if everything grew silent around him, the entire world had been blocked out as he thought about this for a second. Now, there was one way that he could have easily pieced it all together if he didn't think of it as a last priority of thinking. Sure, this blonde guy could have known that sort of information from Charlie. But then it sort of hit him when Kai turned to look back at the blonde as the world around him began to grow clear and all sound including the traffic in the background grew obvious. Wait a second. Blonde hair, beautiful brown eyes, it was smacking Kai in the face as if he had just been hit by a book. Was this, Charlie? The girl that he thought he had fallen in love with for two years? This...was this her? He was half expecting this to all be a joke and for a girl to come walking inside to surprise him in return but no. It looked like this place had been occupied by only one person, or so he assumed. What? Kai gently placed the glass down on the table in front of him, giving Charlie the stare as if he had no idea what was going on but in truth had figured it all out. As he sat back down on the sofa and just sort of stared off into the distance after his eyes left his. You're...Charlie...? Feeling a huge weep of luggage on his shoulders that was heavier than his own, he felt guilty because of the reaction he had been giving him. He didn't want to seem like a complete asshole, sitting here in the house of the person he had fallen for, figuring out for the first time the true reason why they never had time to meet up. Had he been lying to him all these years? Was Charlie just some made up person he had fallen for? He could feel his insides churning, head beginning to throb as the reality grew more obvious by the second. With a hand in his hair he tried to avoid looking at Charlie who sat across from him as he tried to figure out how he felt about this whole ordeal. On one hand, Charlie was a female but it wasn't that parts mattered, he just felt that the whole idea was so different. Why didn't he just tell him in the first place? Was..Kai truly being Catfished?
Thread: Catfish! (Lia && November Bleeds)

He could only nod a very sad, pathetic nod. But Charlie was nothing if not opportunistic and so he launched into his explanation, hoping beyond hope that the man across from him wouldn't write him off and hate him forever. I never, ever meant for you to get hurt! That's really cliche. Okay. So when I was sixteen I started to cross dress. And that was great for a while. And then when I was around twenty one I started questioning if I was transgendered. I couldn't... I mean, I had to find out, right? So I figured online would be the safest place. And I met some great people and chatted and nothing ever really came of any of it. And then...you. And we just kept talking and I always looked forward to your mails and IM's and everything. And, I don't know, maybe a year into it I realized that I just really, really like dresses and skirts and heels and it had nothing to do with my gender. I couldn't tell you! I'd fallen for you by then, and I cared about you and didn't want to lose you! And I guess somewhere in my twisted head I didn't see the harm... I mean, I never figured you'd find out... Not like this, I mean. And everything else I ever told you was true! Brown eyes looked up, trying to gauge just how this was going to go. It could go decently well, if Kai accepted his apology and agreed to continue to speak to him. Or it could go really, really wrong. Charlie shifted in his seat, uncomfortable with the waiting but figuring he deserved it all. And then he spoke once more. Oh. And I didn't tell you about, um, well the money? I mean. I don't usually run online and tell everyone I talk to 'hey! My family's loaded!'. It just didn't seem...important. But that was the only other thing I wasn't completely truthful about. He went over the past two years of conversations in his head, confirming that there were no other surprises for the raven-haired usually man. I'm sorry, he offered softly, knowing that it was completely inadequate. For lying in the first place, for not telling you the truth sooner, for hurting you... For everything.
Thread: Catfish! (Lia && November Bleeds)

The moment seemed to flicker on and off as Kai looked up into the eyes of Charlie who had been explaining everything to him. Here was the one person in the entire world he had practically poured his heart out to and there were little bits and pieces of lies roaming around that he didn't know about. Kai wasn't exactly disappointed or upset or anything, he just had no idea how to deal with this. His head was confused and so was his body. He had been trying to figure out what to say, what to feel and overall, what in the world was going on inside of his head. Kai felt so vulnerable because Charlie had known so much about him. His past, his present, his future and what he hoped and planned to do. He remembered messaging him almost each and every night with simple hugs and kisses in symbols or written out. He did not want to come across as homophobic, because he wasn't, Kai had always agreed with human rights and believed that the world just needed to be open and not care for gender in the first place. With his head gaining one hell of a headache, Kai ran a hand through the back of his hair and ruffled the red locks a little bit, giving Charlie a really confused yet sad expression. I just don't get why you didn't tell me to begin with... Getting up, Kai grabbed his guitar case and his bag and went to the door, as if he was about to storm out. His head was so jumbled he could barely even think, so walking out was a great idea. But then he froze as soon as he gathered to the door. Charlie meant everything to him and to walk away right now after coming all this way and taking a full month off work was pointless. He came here to spend time with him and to for the very first time...meet in person. No matter how Kai looked at it, he truly cared for Charlie.. Turning around his back rest up against the back of the door, his green eyes searching the floorboards as the bag fell from his hands and the guitar case was set down next to him again. Maybe he had to give this a chance...perhaps for the first time in a long time Kai was willing to just try something, get to know Charlie and see if they really did still connect. He had to give it a try right? Everyone deserved a second chance. I know it took a lot of guts for you to admit this all to me...Charlie. Deep down, Kai did appreciate the fact that he came clean right here and now and didn't try to dance around it. But just, maybe... don't lie to me ever again? His green orbs trailed from the ground and up to Charlie's face. And...stop covering yourself in alcohol. I'd rather get to know you personally when you're sober, not drunk... if you're willing to let me stay. He paused and then it clicked and Kai looked away with a hint of soft red on his cheeks. You don't happen to have some other boyfriend or girlfriend hidden around here, do you?
Thread: Catfish! (Lia && November Bleeds)

His head dropped forward, hair obscuring his face, as Kai got up and headed for the door. Charlie knew that this would be the very likely outcome, but he was still disappointed and sad. He had hoped they could move on, or something. Be friends, even if he really still wanted to be more. He had hoped that Kai might understand, just a little, of how much Charlie really did care for him. But he understood. After all, if he switched their positions in his head, he'd probably be hurt and acting the same way, too. That still didn't lessen his sadness, though. How could it? The person he thought of as his best friend was walking out his door. And then, he wasn't. Looking up, Charlie's eyes shone brightly with the possibility that Kai might decide to stay. Listening to the words, the blond had to push away the tendrils of hope that began to grow around his heart, his brain telling him that he was moving too fast. But he couldn't help the smile that came to his face with the request to stay. Charlie gave an excited squeak, leaping up and nearly flying across the room, flinging himself at the other male. He wrapped Kai in a tight hug, pulling away quickly after realizing that this might be exceptionally awkward for the other. But the excitement just wouldn't leave him, and so Charlie bounced on the balls of his feet a little to alleviate it. Wrinkling his nose, the blond muttered something along the lines of ew, girls when a girlfriend was mentioned, but shook his head to fully answer the question. I won't lie, he promised. Except to surprise you! In a good way. Like a party. Or a gift. Sparkling brown eyes looked into bright green ones, happy with the decision to stay. And I'm not drunk. Some wine and a couple of fingers of scotch is nothing. He poked his tongue out, laughing, as he bent down to take the bag that had been dropped to the floor. You can stay here, if you want. There's an extra bedroom down the hall from the master. Um, there's no closet space...anywhere... Pink tinged his cheeks as he confessed just how bad his shopping was. There's a dresser in there though. And some room in the one in my room if you need it. Or... Well if you booked a hotel. I didn't think about that before.
Thread: Catfish! (Lia && November Bleeds)

Standing still, Kai found himself flinch at the sudden jump that Charlie had made at him, as the other male wrapped his arms so lovingly around him. It was sort of too soon for Kai, but he didn't exactly find his way to hugging him back, which he found unfortunate. He wanted to but he couldn't find the courage just yet. All of this had been so sudden. But Kai truly was a good guy and he couldn't hate anyone for being who they truly were. It must have been really hard for Charlie to come out to him the way that he did. He was going to have to get used to calling Charlie a male after so long assuming he was a she. You never really knew over the internet, people could take different faces. Kai gave a nervous smile as his bag was picked up, only to grab his guitar case and sling it over his shoulder carefully. He felt like Charlie may have been almost overly excited which was still fine by him. This was going to be quite the adventure, that was for sure. The simple rambles of Charlie made Kai feel better making it less necessary for Kai to talk at all. So he kept quiet while he was explained on where to go and what to do with his stuff and that Charlie had in fact, taken up all of the closet space in the entire house, which made Kai a bit nervous. He was fine with keeping his stuff in his bag and his car if he really needed to. Though he began to grow curious of Charlie's fashion sense wondering how he dressed as far as women's clothing went in his spare time. Oh uh...alright, so room it is then. Running his free hand through his hair and brushing it with his fingertips, he soon walked toward the room, passing Charlie with a slight nod. He was really nervous right now because he wasn't sure if there truly was much more to believe with Charlie. He had to watch his back, just in case something was going to happen to him. But if he knew Charlie...the man wouldn't even harm a fly. As he brought his guitar into the bedroom, he looked around. It was fairly nicely sized and comfortable. Sitting down on the plush bed he felt more comfortable here than he did at home. His place was ten times the size of his small apartment, so this was fantastic to say the least. Maybe he did feel more at home than he thought he would... You seriously have some nice stuff... The dcor that hung, the thick paint on the wall, the jewels and shine of each passing emblem in the town house, it was almost too much for Kai to handle. He felt like he was in the home of a rich person. No, he WAS in the home of a rich person...
Thread: Catfish! (Lia && November Bleeds)

Another excited squeak with the decision to stay came out, and Charlie couldn't help the smile that was plastered to his face. He followed the other male into the spare room, setting the bag down next to the large dresser. It was long and low, with three drawers across in four rows. It would hold a decent amount of clothes, but Charlie preferred to hang his. There's this one, and one in my room if you need it. I can have it moved in here for you. The blond leaned against the door frame, watching Kai a bit. The man really was more gorgeous than his pictures... Um, so I'm always super bubbly like this. I, um, don't mean for it to scare anyone... He laughed a bit, nervous that he really would scare Kai off after only a few days. Or hours. Right! So. The bathroom is across the hall. Towels are in the closet behind the door in there, and a washer and dryer in the door beyond the bathroom. He had never actually used the washer and dryer, preferring to dry clean everything simply because it was easier, but it was there. The blond looked at his watch, noting that it was nearing six now, and as the adrenaline of the afternoon wore off, he found he was getting hungry. I don't really cook... But we can order in or go out. Whatever you're in the mood for, it probably delivers or is in walking distance. He looked around at the room. He hadn't really spent much time in here, and had considered converting the whole thing into a walk-in closet of sorts. Now, though, he was glad that he hadn't. Thanks. My grandmother had it decorated before I moved in. The only thing I picked out was my bed. He really didn't have any interest in what the place looked like when he moved in, and now he was used to it all. It was home. I, um, know it's a lot to take in. I really-- Oi! Charlie! The front door had opened and closed, footsteps echoing through the front living area. The blond groaned and bent his head forward. He looked up and smiled at Kai. Don't get the wrong ideas, and make yourself at home. He rushed out of the room to greet his friend, and then kick him out. Poor Kai had had enough to handle in the one hour he'd been here already. There was absolutely no need to throw his friends in on top of it. For the first time since moving into the townhouse, Charlie locked and dead bolted the front door before returning to the guest room.
Thread: Catfish! (Lia && November Bleeds)

Feeling still really awkward, Kai sat there on the bed and just examined the room as Charlie came to follow him and explained himself. Noting that Charlie had always been extremely bubbly and Kai had the heart to understand that some people were in fact that ecstatic about everything in life. It was probably really hard to put Charlie down of all people, but Kai wasn't a rude guy nor would he mean to ever say the wrong thing at the wrong time, so he just sort of sat by and listened as a smile crept to his face. Saying how you are only means you know yourself, so it's fine. Finding this still extremely weird for him, he just sat by and was explained more about how the blonde did not cook nor did he have any closet space for the red-head to use, which was fine. But that was until he heard a voice at the door just as he was about to hear something escape Charlie's lips. That was when he was left in the room for a little while. Kai stood up and walked around the room. Everything seemed so creepishly perfect that there were no words to escape his own lips. He was impressed to be honest. A man who actually kept his stuff clean. There were still so many things that Kai was trying to put through his head that he stood there in the middle of the room, turning and looking around until he felt dizzy and sat on the bed again. Did he really want to stay here? That was one of the biggest questions. Even though he felt lied to, something was still keeping him here, in this house. Why? Why could he just not get up and leave, walk out, never return and never talk to him again? There was a strong sensation keeping him here, what he believed to be a third-party power that made him just sit down and wish to stay here. Even though Charlie was a man and not the woman he though that he was...for some reason in his heart it stayed fine. His head kept thinking over and over that maybe this was a bad thing but in reality, did gender truly matter? Was this really some big deal? If anything they would definitely stay friends, or so Kai hoped. But..before coming here he had much larger plans with this girl he had dreamed of...writing her a song and everything. Oh this was too awkward for him as his hand ran through his hair and scuffled it all up making it much more messy than it needed to be. He had no idea what to do...not a clue. Maybe this was a good time to just...go with the flow and see what happens. Yeah... that sounded the best...
Thread: Catfish! (Lia && November Bleeds)

Charlie stood at the bedroom door, just observing. He could tell that Kai was processing everything that had happened in the past hour, and he didn't want to disrupt that. It was a lot to take in. He would have had trouble with it, too. In one way, Charlie was glad that he hadn't told Kai the truth before. It had given them extra time to talk, for Kai to get to know him, even if the other male was doubting anything he'd been told at that point. That hadn't been Charlie's intention, but it was a consequence he'd have to find a way to deal with. I still say you have a great smile. Charlie gave him a smile of his own, not moving further into the room yet. He wanted to give Kai his space. Sorry. If that makes you uncomfortable, I mean. I really don't have a filter between my brain and my mouth. He'd been saying such comments to Kai via email ever since he had first sent him a picture. It didn't occur to Charlie that the new revelations of the night might make it uncomfortable for the other to hear them right now. He'd have to start trying to think about what he was going to say, before he said it. At least until Kai got more comfortable. So, dinner? Do you want to go out? Stay in? Are you even hungry? For all he knew, Kai had stopped for dinner before getting to the house. Charlie shook his head with a little smile. We can stay in, he offered. I, um, dress up, I guess, when I go out. After everything else, I don't want to...make you more uncomfortable, and all. A faint blush tinged Charlie's cheeks. When he'd made the offer to go out, it hadn't occurred to him that his usual manner of dress would be rather awkward for the other man. What are you in the mood for? he asked, pushing ahead to get out of the moment that was becoming uncomfortable for him to think about. Indian? Chinese? Italian? Pizza? Subs? Sushi? Literally anything you can think of delivers.
Thread: Catfish! (Lia && November Bleeds)

Hearing Charlie's voice enter the room, Kai looked up from the floor to Charlie's eyes as he gathered a compliment from the blonde man, telling him he had a great smile. Now that only made Kai smile just from hearing that, it was a compliment above all other compliments. No one had ever complimented his smile except for Charlie. It wasn't a pick-up line or anything but he really did appreciate someone looking over the whole ' oh you're good looking ' sort of expression, but the fact he mentioned his smile was actually really thoughtful. There wasn't much that Kai could say except for a quiet Thank you, as he found his eyes scurrying away from Charlie. Not that it was an uncomfortable comment it made him feel a bit more comfortable if anything. You didn't say anything to make me uncomfortable, don't worry about it. He simply spoke as he sat there on the bed and leaned back on his hands as he stared at the man who began to ask about dinner. Suddenly he felt his own stomach begin to cave on him and he could feel the starvation hitting him like a brick to the face. He really needed some food, actually he had not eaten the whole ride to get here. Uh, Before he could answer or even consider staying in or going outside he was told that Charlie dressed up when he went out and Kai actually didn't understand what he meant. He began to grow worried and wondered if he should actually be worried. His mind felt like it was spinning with questions but not a question escaped his lips. Charlie really was one of a kind though... he'd give him that. Oh well, uh... I mean I haven't had anything to eat really today so... I mean I guess if you want to order Chinese that would be pretty cool... Sitting up properly he got up off of the bed with a push of his hands and adjusted his clothes that had gotten a bit wrinkled. I think taking one step at a time right now would be ideal. So I wouldn't mind staying in. Maybe a movie too? Regardless of their genders being the same, Kai could feel that their connection was still strong and some sort of emotions were playing with him a little bit here. His brain may have been unsure but his heart was most positive.
Thread: Catfish! (Lia && November Bleeds)

Charlie grinned with the suggestion, happy for it. You can ask questions, you know, he added, noticing a confused look crossing over Kai's face every now and again. Just, you know, tell me to shut up for a minute. Otherwise you probably won't ever get a word in edgewise. He had always liked to talk, and it had showed in his emails to Kai. They were always several pages long and rambling. Charlie simply enjoyed the details of life, and wanted to share every possible detail with the person he was speaking to. Any preference for food? the blond asked over his shoulder, making his way out to the kitchen for the drawer he kept all of the take-out menus in. He leaned against the counter with the menu spread out in front of him, studying it. He liked pretty much everything and always had a difficult time picking just one item to order. Generally, Charlie wound up with three or four menu items because he simply was unable to make a definitive decision. Tonight was no different he couldn't choose between beef and string beans, sesame chicken, garlic prawns and moo shi pork. Why did it all have to sound so good? The blond fidgeted a bit, chewing on his bottom lip while trying to narrow it down a little more than normal. He always told himself he would 'next time' because of how much food he always wound up with, and then was never able to go through with it. Tonight, he was determined. In the end, he knew he wouldn't make a final decision until he was actually on the phone with the place, and then the girl who always answered and knew him by name would talk him into all four, plus dessert. Charlie wasn't sure why he fought it, really. Giving up, the blond handed the menu over to Kai. Anything you want, all of their stuff is great. Literally everything, I've tried it all at one point. What kind of movie? I have...well, more than any normal person should have, I guess. Moving across the living room, Charlie opened up a large wooden cabinet that held five shelves, all packed tightly with DVD cases. Food wasn't the only thing he could never make a decision on. I only have wine... And water. I'm, uh, not home a lot. But they'll bring two liters of whatever and we can go to the food store tomorrow... I think there's one near here...