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Thread: The Tome - [Seiken's Journal]

Yeah, so I had the meeting today... Going rather blunt about it the company has decided to shut down. We were reporting a steady increase of 60 increase in all sectors of income, and I just don't understand why the company would shut down, but I'm not really in any position to do anything. All I know is that I will be without a job in... well, a month. So.... Well, I am surprisingly calm about it all. I guess I've taken the whole thing as a challenge. Life kicks you in the nuts, taking the thing you love and need to sustain your way of life, but I'm getting exhilarated as of getting an opportunity to take a showdown with life. But all is not lost. I've been pulling some strings, and the CEO said he'll indeed write me a powerful recommendation. So with the strings I pulled, I should be able to get a job at a industry park close by at one of the officesif not in the production in the factories, leaving me making 6400 USD after taxes each month. Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise? Either way, my mind is a bit unsettled by it all, but my morale is up. All I guess I need now is some proper roleplay to keep myself a bit distracted. Hope my partner will be replying soon...
Thread: The Tome - [Seiken's Journal]

Things have started to settle down and I feel rejuvenated in a way. By keeping problems, struggles and issues up for myself for a longer period of time, my mind dives into a sea of tranquility instead of falling over the edge. Now, this sea of tranquility doesn't appear from nowhere, and it doesn't mean I can't fall off the edge. The reason I manage to feel rejuvenated without my situation heading for the better just yet is perhaps the opportunity to start anew. I got a new apartmentmy current place, I can get a new GF and I need to get a new job. Change is good, however, too much change can be chaos. While it's much changing right now for me, I cling to some things I know and it helps me come through with it. As for the times I fall over the edge... Well, it's rare. I can't really recall much of last time, but I basically becomes mentally unreachable for the rest of that day. I guess it could be the same as a proper hangover, haha. To be quite.. apathetic and perhaps even melancoholic and just wander around aimlessly pondering one's very existence. Well, while it might not be that serious, it's in the same direction. I've worked up a thing I like to call Overload. It is when my mind sharpen and increases my productivity a whole lot. I become precise, quick and effective. I also get extremely polite for some reason, and my way of speaking becomes rather.... adequate At first, when I tried the mode, I was quick but uncoordinated. However, over the years I believe I've managed to next to perfect it and am now enjoying the fruits of that. There is sadly one drawback by overloading myself. The feedback that comes when the effect ends. I get dizzy, vision gets blurry and I need to rest for a few minutes. So I use my overload mode carefully and only in selected situations. My sleep pattern has taken a blow of my days off. I made 4 days for myself off this past week and weekend, but due to not being able to get Friday off, I had to be home those days. And then I came in on Monday, worked and had Tuesday and Wednesday off. Almost 6 days in a row. While I am not complaining too much to finally get some rest and sparetime, it was obviously not really that good for me. I'm not saying I'm one of those who freaks out and can't take care of oneself once they're out of a job, but I felt that I needed to make the best out of the few days I can get off to make the days worth it. - Gotta end this abruptly, so I will continue... ASAP.
Thread: The Tome - [Seiken's Journal]

So, it's been... one day, or perhaps two? - Since I wrote here last, but here I am again. A couple of things have happened. The new owners of my company have come in and brought with them a couple of apprentices that they want me to teach. Imagine this You're getting fired and are forced to train your replacements. Heh, at first I really wanted to do a crappy job, making sure they fail and hire me back. Many people told me to as well, including my parents! - But I am taking the high-road. I decided to be kind and understanding. So I did my best to teach them what I know, teaching them exactly what they need to do in a lot of situation and how to win customers over to their side. Really, I treated them just like the way I treated newcomers who replaced colleagues over the years who quit. And the results...? Well, I got a phonecall last night. It was the CEO. He said he had heard some really good things about me and they wanted to have a meeting the coming week. What that had happened was that The apprentices had been talking and the CEO picked it up. Now, imagine if I had done a crappy job by teaching them... I would for sure not get hired back in, I'll tell you that. But before I open any bottles of champagne, I'll continue my humble work till then. After all, they might just ask me for suggestions of how they can improve and then dump me. I have some more to share, but it will have to wait for another time. I just felt like getting this off my chest and... well, if there's any regulars out there who reads this, I guess you appreciate some updating, no? PS Got my left arm messed up in an accident at work yesterday. It's recovering, but I can't write as much or in the same quality that I could before. Well to some degree, but.. it's becoming a great hassle. I love writing, but when a thing makes something I love into a hassle, then I hate the thing.
Thread: The Tome - [Seiken's Journal]

So, this just happened I was at workas usual . and this guy comes in. Not sure who this is, he calls me out by my name and tells me to come outside. Being quite unsure what this all was about, I follow and see several men sitting around a table in the parking lot! and tells me to take a seat. There we sit as the cars go by and people walking past us and they all stare at me. The guy who summoned started talking and introduced himself as the manager. Realizing who this wasThe guy below the CEO I looked over at the CEO who was at his left side. They had heard of my effective work and downright pleasant behavior and wants me to work for them. I will get a raise, perks and even a flexible work-schedule that will allow me to come and go as I please a little bit more. But not enough with that He wants me to more or less shape the local into the ideal work-place and place for business. Being a big overwhelmed by all this, I couldn't stop thinking of the pay. And it didn't stop there - I will now always have two subordinates directly below me. Sometimes 3, but starting out with 2 till I've taught them before taking in another one. Feeling I had won the lotterywhich I kiiiiiiiiiinda didgettting the position and all I told them that I'll have to consider this all, just not to seem overly excited and ending up on agreeing to something stupid, but also because I am a bit uncertain. While that's all well and good, I really want a job at the industry park. So I told them that I'll stay with them for a few months, to make sure they're running smoothly and helping them out, but also told them that I will try myself at this other place as well. So if I get in on the other place I will leave them trained and in a good shape. But if I don't get a new place, well... I'll groom the place as my own - as it next to is as it's right now. Can't write much more as I need to dash for my busSigh, but hope to write more tonight!
Thread: The Tome - [Seiken's Journal]

Did the gem of looking at my ex's profile page last evening. I've been told over and over again from memes on the internet and by friends that if you do that - you're bound to have a bad time. Well, I was told when I had a gf and was happy, but in a weak moment, I had to look. At first there was nothing really bad there, but just as I was about to click it away, I noticed she was in a new relationship. And not with just any guy - but an old and close friend of hers that she had been talking a little bit about and how awesome it would be to live with him. She did say that she would never be able to love him the way she did with me, though, as he is mentally friendzoned and doesn't rub her the right way... Ah, why did I do this... All these thoughts, feelings, fears and considerations that I really thought I'd be able to skip by being let go over time of her is now here. I believe I need to deal with these head-on to then stand stronger again on the other side. Thing is I am already very powerful. I am already very strong. What is the universe exactly preparing me for? It's hard to tell. I was once asked if I believed in faith or not. I said I did believe in faith, but that each and one of us creates our own faith. So I am reaping what I sow... Hopefully she will one day too, but I'm not going to sit around for that day to come. I spoke with her close friendshe was living with her close friend for the majority of the relationship and she said that my ex had done some rather... curious choices. Like moving in with this old friend of hers. She had also been disguising the relationship we had as something else. If that's a step in her disappearance or not, I do not know. But all I know is that it won't bring her any luck and it will eventually all cave onto itself for her. I really wish I could help her, but because she has done as she has done, I am not able to. But! - Forging ahead I feel more and more rejuvenated as I write about this. Not because it's good to let it out, but basically as I've called my best friend in the middle of the night to freak out on him, talking to her close friend, and being able to look towards the future. Currently at work and going to be a rather quiet day here, so I got some time to chat with people on facebook. While I eventually will be fine in the end, it's refreshing to kinda get.. A proper new start in a way. Nothing holding me back as there was always a small chance I would get contacted by my ex again, but that won't happen in maaany years, I hope. So with this day, I started it off properly. I noticed I had gotten a bit chubby lately and did a deal with a friend of mine to lose some weight. So with that going for me, I need to focus my energy on the positive things. But there will be enough energy to realize the truth and facts that might not be as positive. I will just cherish the positive more.
Thread: The Tome - [Seiken's Journal]

I've decided that I want to meet more of you interesting people of Bluemoonroleplaying! So with that said Feel free to add me on skype by looking for xyfirus and let's have a chat! While last time was what I want to call A success, I don't mind talking to you guys again, nor new people! I will be available from 17001100am for my American friends in GMT-6, and for a couple of hours. Hope to get to chat with YOU today!
Thread: The Tome - [Seiken's Journal]

On a bit unrelated but happy note Today at work, I am now... 9 hours into my 15 hours shift, and I have done everything I am supposed to do and even done extra stuff to both keep the place running smoothly, but also because I was a little bored. Either way Today is the busiest day we have in the entire week. I usually have my assistent therebefore the new CEO takes over and we handle it together. However, as it's still considered to be a vacation over here, the current boss doesn't want my assistant around. So I am left to handle things on my own. However, today was extremely busy. The customers even told me that I should get my assistent here. While I did tell them that I had been summoning reinforcements, they did not show on the time and I was left all alone to do a 3-man job, which I nailed perfectly. I really feel great about it, and it feels like something I need The reinforcementsMy 2 new assitants arrived a few minutes ago and they took one look around and saw everything was handled. My Boss and new CEO called to hear how it went and my subordinates went ahead and bragged about me and how I tackled it all. I am not sure how to react to praise like that, so I kinda went Oh, stop it youuu 3 Either way, I was modest about it. I hope this will benefit me in some way. The feeling was good, but I can feel that the toll of the overdrivewhich I of course had to use is going to be a big one tonight.
Thread: The Tome - [Seiken's Journal]

Walking to work today I heard something behind me. I was walking along a road leading to the highway with houses along. Looking over my shoulder, I see a woman coming down a set of stairs to my left and towards her car. She was young, pretty and topless. I blushed quickly and looked away, but as the perv I am, I looked once more. She just smiled widely when she noticed me and winked at me before getting in her car. I was more or less speechless, not that I was going to say anything, but if she had said Hi. I wouldn't been able to reply. I was still so sleepy and hadn't really prepared any dialogue at that moment. So one could say my day started off just fine I'm currently at work and soon 2 hours into my 12 hour workday, but I'll have my assitants here now before the rush so I can more or less relax by the computer as they need the training. I will of course be available if they need consulting or guidance. On a little more upbright note, I took one of the MENSA-approved tests and scored within the Very superior intelligence section. Getting a rather ego-boost from that, I guess I perhaps should start acting my IQ too now? Haha, I have, however, felt superior in the forms on intelligence to most human beings though, and I find those with higher IQ only to leave me intrigued and wanting me to be associated with them. But I don't know... I often stand out as the silly person who are clueless, but get to know me on a personal level and you will get to see that there is much more than meets the eye.... Tomorrow, on Monday, a colleague of mine is coming over for... well, a date. However, let me clarify something first We got a new boss. A new CEO that is. And he said they would want to start with a clean house, saying more or less that none of those who works there will be continuing further. So many of us started to do crappy work and not caring as We're going to lose our jobs anyway. Well, as I've written earlier I carry on my humble work and gets acknowledged for it and gets a offer from the new CEO to continue but with a promotion and more subordinates. It was then to my understanding that they wouldn't hire anyone else of us as the others did poor jobs, but there was one girl that I didn't notice the work of. She had also been carrying on as she usually did in respect of the current boss, and she was offered a job too. Before I knew this, I thought Ah well, we're not going to be working anymore, so I might as well get to know her better, become friends and if things are there - perhaps more? Either way, so I ask this girl over to my apartment for dinner etc etc, and she says yes with a chipper smile. Sooo..... I am not sure what to do. Should I go through with it, and keep the dating-atmosphere there, or should I put her back into the.. well, friendzone? Ah well, I guess I'll proceed as planned and what happens happens. Sometimes it's nice to just let go and let life take over. Although, sometimes, even though it hurts, one need to pull ones sleeves up and take life by the throat and say Your damn lemons had worms! Get your shit together!
Thread: The Tome - [Seiken's Journal]

My date just left. I sit back with the feeling of... Did that just happen? Allow me to elaborate, ladies and gentlemen! Well, thinking about it, it's not really that much to elaborate... I was home rather late from work and I got around to prepare my penthouse, shower and make dinner rather late as well. When she got here, I had just started cooking, and because we started talking, it took quite a while, even though she was here exactly on the minuteShe's really precise. Either way, we sit down, have some dinner and drinks by candlelight and talks a little bit more. She tells me she haven't seen Walking Dead before, and I put on the first episode to show her. She really liked it, but in the middle of the next episode, her father calls and tells her to get home immediatelySo she's home before midnight. She gets up to leave and I play it casual with an understanding voice and attitude while I am actually on the inside ...what? She's in her 20s and her dad decides what she can or can't do? So without digging too much into that - I had fun with her, I had nice food and I think we should remain friends. Especially as we're going to be co-workers in the end at work under the new CEO. So... Shrugs Not a bad evening. Didn't plan out the way I expected, but I enjoyed myself at least.
Thread: The Tome - [Seiken's Journal]

Feeling a little bit... Transparent today. It's a word I use to describe a feeling I get now and then. Not because I am transparent and people can see my motives, but I like the word in a way as it kinda best describes a little bit how I feel? The feeling I am refering to is to be kinda puzzled about where to go this day. Where this day is going and what you are supposed to do. I'm currently at work and there is nothing to do. The feeling includes the feeling of not belonging anywhere, and that I couldn't possibly have any impact on anyone. Perhaps an etheral state is better to say? Either way, feeling this way, I blame a little bit on what happened yesterday after the date. Well, nothing happened, and I think that's the whole reason. After the date, I went on skype to talk with a friend of mine. We spoke, played some games and had fun. Then he went to bed as he had school in the morning, and I was left alone. Although, I was speaking with a girl earlier, and she said she'd be back later to poke me when she got back as she wasn't able to talk on skype at the time. Waiting, I sat there, trying to play some other games to make the time pass. However, being up since 7 the day before with only 4 hours of sleep, I got sleepy after waiting an 6 hours, and was still not contacted. The last thing I remember was quitting the game I was playing before I woke up two hours later in my bed. Looking around, wondering how the hell I got there, I passed out again only to wake up one hour before I had to go to work. Fuuuck was the words I said out loudly as I realized I slept in the entire morning which I was originally planning on using to relax and have a little.. well, me-timeno naughties, promise X which was the original plan if I hadn't spent the night waiting. But Either way, I hold no grudges. I think the person had a good reason for why she didn't show up when she said, and I got some much-needed rest anyways. It's important to see the positive outcome in this, even though important to acknowledge the negative thing of sleeping in on all of your spare-time.If anyone remember what I wrote previously.
Thread: From master to slave (Revnarh x Sencreeya)

Sasha , a 16 year old albino neko with red eyes, walked around on the slave market to buy himself a new servant. He had to live alone after his parents died in an accident and passed their mansion and money on to him after their death. Sasha had no siblings and no other family members who could take of him. He sold the mansion and bough himself a lovely house that was too big for one person alone, but it wasn't half as big as the half of his last home. Sasha had learned how to defend himself, but he allways hired mercenaries to protect him wheb he left his house and went to the town. Now he was walking on the market with two bodyguards by his sides. Sasha saw a male slave he liked and bought him. He went back to his home with his new servant and told the mercenaries that they were allowed to go. Sasha paid the two men for their services and closed then the door behind him. He stripped out of his blue robes and looked at the man in front of him. Follow me, slave. Sasha took the leash in his hand and walked towards the bathroom with his new servant on all fours behind him. Draw yourself a bath and clean yourself. You smell! I'll wash myself behind you. Don't turn around while I'm cleaning myself or else I'll punish you! Understood? He waited until the man was inside the bathtub before he began to lick himself clean like only a cat could.
Thread: From master to slave (Revnarh x Sencreeya)

Sullivan sat in a cage scowling at the sun, how dare it be so bright? How dare it be so hot? His light hazel orbs moved around with a look of scorn in them. Aimed at anyone how would dare to look at him in the eyes. Which were a few ballz people. He watched a neko come with two body guards. Sizing up the two goons as he would now refer to them as, his gaze trickled to the cat. Eyebrows scrunched together as the boy looked slightly familiarsomewhere. Not able to think of the period of time his cell was open for a leash to be attached to his collar. The seller tugged viciously bringing him to his knees. Sullivan grunted hard trying not to gag, he suspected this much, he was very vulgar and un-nice to the man his whole time here. Not pleased in this position and looking up at his new master with a hard yet bored look, his mind was busy trying to grasp how this little neko wanted him or any slave? His figure was too.lets just wrap it up and say he looked pretty weak. Strange hair and eyes too. Only cooperating because goon one and two were there, Sullivan went along. Arriving at the house, the male was only surprised to realize this no a mansion, I mean granted it was no hut, but still. Sitting on the floor and watching with sharp eyes as the boy exchanged words than the boy shut the door coming back, no goons. A spark of energy tightened in his chest, where they gone? Because if they were, and it was him and kitty-kitty here.he would just have to bide his time. Gritting his teeth slightly, as his master took his leash leading him along. He went along glaring at the nice and clean floor. Once in the bathroom, Sullivan stood brushing his thick hazelnut colored hair out of his eyes, a bit. Looking at his new master before him, he promptly turned his face away with a silent huff before slipping out of his tattered garments before filling the bath, Being treated like shit does that too you. His mouth could not help but say before he slipped into the tub. Sullivan was a bit, daring, he liked to test things, so when his the neko master told him not to look, the seventeen year old cocked his neck back a bit and slide a hazel pupil to the corner of his socket to peer at the cat cleaning himself like a..well cat, twisting his lips up and flaring his nostrils, Sullivan went back to washing himself without saying a word. OOC I will unfortunately be away for a bit without internet, thought I should give a heads up, ..
Thread: From master to slave (Revnarh x Sencreeya)

Sasha was cleaning himself with his tongue and didn't notice when Sullivan looked at him since he was busy licking his crotch. He stopped when he thought that he was clean enought and stood then up. Sasha covered his nacked body with his robes and grabbed then the leash of his slave. He waited for him to finish cleaning and tossed then a towel to him. Dry your wet body and get then out of the bathtub. Follow me on all fours like a good little doggy. Sasha led Sullivan down to his dungeon and stopped in front of a large bed where he slipped out of his robe. He reached under the pillow and grabbed a riding crop before he turned back to his slave. Whorship me, slave...and do a good job or else I'll cane your ass!