Thread: Life is not a joke (Delightfulrevenge)

Delightfulrevenge-Tears began to dwell from Kelly's eyes down to her cheek, as she sat up and lowered her eyes embarrassed from Josh's reaction. Although she wanted no sex and had to beg her boyfriend in order to stop for what he was going to do, she knew on other hand Josh wanted to have it since it have been five and half months when she got pregnant with his baby the day she could remembered when she first saw the word 'positive' and began to cry. However, Kelly did the right thing she knew it probably wouldn't be safe to have sex while going around pregnant, though part of her did felt guilty for stopping it. Knowing Josh was pretty upset and not happy when she stopped, Kelly's ears peeked when she remember hearing him say 'don't cry', but the tears still fell. Her body began to shook by the cool breeze as it brushed against her exposed upper skin, she haven't noticed the window was left open until after feeling the breeze and the curtains moving as if it was flying. Without any words Kelly sniffed and slowly curled herself underneath the warmth of their covers, watching Josh then as he followed along. The distance between was only a few inches away, and the silence hasn't stop after remembered hearing Josh's last comment. Kelly had laid down, her arms close and underneath her face as it rested, yet being used as umbrella as she softly cried to herself while they sat quietly, the tears dripping warily on her arm before trailing down onto her pillow. She sniffed. Then suddenly, her ears peeking once hearing a comment, it soon paused itself from continuing but turned to a moment of soft, smoothing touches and hands full of wiping surprises, removing her falling tears from her eyes. Kelly glanced up eyes less with pain and sorrow, but her stomach fill with happiness when she felt her baby's kicking began to start by her boyfriend's touch. I love you, too, She felt a warm and certain smile crossing her lips after saying it, feeling happy enough he'd began off with something loving in order to make her happy once more. But then frown when their discussion came back to what happened recently. Um, it's just...- I'm not sure if its healthy for the baby. I mean, I don't want to hurt it or anything, I'm just scared if we do. But, I'm not scared. It's only the baby I'm worry about... She explained, hoping to point out a reason for he to understand, but afterwards looked away, a shame and embarrass. I'm sorry. I know it's frustrating...especially for a person who has a hard time controlling themselves... Sighing, she began to play with her fingers it was a long pause after commenting. Her eyes glistening back up and staring surprisingly after hearing he wanted her to go to an ultra-sound, she swallowed hard. I don't think that would be ever possible. I don't have insurance nor the money to pay for the appointments. She respond worryingly as she rested a head on his chest, enjoying the time as he played with her hair. She bit her lips uncomfortably. I don't know... Her voice sounding hopeless to do the favor he'd quested. Then, more silence fell back down, causing the chances for Kelly slowly fade. She listened to him as he spoke, but never answered. Kelly still laid there quiet, not yet to trust the words 'a better life' since she knew things would never change with him, in a gang, and them struggling with bills. She hardly believe of it but decided to not let her hopes up. For now, she nodded. With that, she adjusted her body to the side and gave the amount of space Josh needed when he sat up. Looking up and not missing his small smile Kelly lighten up her eyes, but part of her picture it as a less satisfying moment. She shrugged at the thought. It's a boy... She began. However, I haven't deeply thought of a name for him. Maybe Jacob would be nice, or Jackson? Her mind beginning to run and liking the idea for a idea of a name, she began to thought. Yet she wondered if he any ideas as well. Do you? Josh would sigh as she spoke still tracing her belly with shapes he would kiss her neck. H he was slightly frustrated but not enough to make her upset he understood he was just pissed about having to Jack himself off like a teenage boy every few days. He was hard as rock in his pants, trying not to press against her so she wouldn't notice. Sex won't hurt the baby.....he would kiss her lips. I know it won't cause my youngest sibling wouldn't be here today. By meaning that as a teen he could hear his parents constantly going at it when his mother was pregnant. But I just want to touch you babe, make you feel good. He would sigh an look at there walls. Putting his arm under his head he would kiss the top of her head. I can get the money babe. Enough for one that is and to make sure your are both ok. Although he was saving up for her so he could afford to take her to the hospital when the time came. Josh would laugh at he as he put on a shirt. A boy? How do you know? He would chuckle and lean down to kiss his beautiful girl. Nodded at her name choices he would look at her as she asked him. Um....I like William, Spencer, Robert my fathers name. He would shrug and give her her shirt then smile. So what you want for dinner babe?