Thread: War Really Does Change Everything ... [Naruto RP, Yuna x Malin's 1x1]

Shizuki Kazekyo Leaning forward a bit closer as well, Shizuki grasped the first unfinished coconut and slowly sipped the remaining contents of the milk. Were it for the common knowledge of knowing she couldn't leave the second one alone too long, she would have tried to save it for the next day. Alas, though, she knew it would have to be finished off before she fell asleep though with the long naps she took, Shizuki doubted that would be something she would get easily anyways. Her eyes closed as her head found a tree behind her, a deep but soft sigh leaving. Revenge, she'd often been told, was never worth the time and effort to execute. What if that wound up being true with her? The more she thought on it, the more it honestly terrified her. Even if she did kill Sasuke ... then what? She didn't really have anywhere to go to as few places would dare accept her, moreso with most knowing she had affiliated herself with Akatsuki and what remained of Otogakure during the Fourth War. She was a criminal to most and wanted ... not in a good way. A shiver trailed down her body even whilst being near the heat. She had, it seemed, nothing. Maybe ..... she should have just let Death take her? The mental contemplations were quickly ceased however as Malin spoke up, making her open her eyes. Her fingers lightly tapped against her sides as she leaned near the fire again, silently thinking for a moment or so. ....Hm ..... I know before I was exiled, they still lived. Whether they do or now though ..... Her head shook. I doubt..... maybe my mother still lives at least. But with how good my father and the Raikage were friends, no doubt the latter asked for him to be near the front lines when the war came along. And with how many perished .... She let the sentence trail off, knowing he could easily finish it off and sink in. I'm not sure though. My exile's meant I can't keep in touch with anyone from Kumogakure nor return there. The orange-red fire reflected in her hazel orbs as an angry look crossed them for a few seconds before she faced the expression to fade, calming herself. There was no sense in taking her aggressions on someone who didn't deserve it. I was originally supposed to receive death but my father managed to negotiate. Honestly though, it's times like the recent ones which make me question .... if that was the smart thing to do. And as if Kabuto's spirit were not only beside her but corporal enough to perform actions, her cheek abruptly felt as if it'd been harshly slapped, as if someone had done so while hissing to her, You baka, don't speak like that! . Her eyes blinked a few times as she rubbed her cheek lightly then sighed, her head shaking from side to side. ... I'm sorry. I've had a horrid past week or so and ..... that's no reason to go all emo on you. Though I haven't exactly been able to react to anything ..... properly either. Unlike Malin, she'd had no 'training' with emotions or what to do or not with them. Then again, she'd deny such lessons. Women, unfortunately, were made to defy such concepts they were too easily emotional over even the simplest things. She'd never be able to pass such a silly-sounding class as 'Emotion Controlling 101', end of story not even if it may help her at times.