Thread: A sweet demon's confession- Candy_demon's journal,thoughts, and randomness

It's been a few days hasn't it?! Do forgive me for my absents on BMR I, as you all know, am currently only my vacation which is so nice!!! and as such I'm currently at my parent's house out in the middle of the Nevada desert. They have the internet but I believe that my mother explained that while they do have the internet, if they go over their data ? they will be charged 10per data used? Something to that effect, thus I've been restricted to my phone. Anyway, I'll kind of go into what I've been doing on my vacation, day by day The day after I left my previous employer last Wednesday I went shopping. Normally I'm not one to spend an excessive amount of money on things that I want but with the concert coming up and the fact that I'm meeting the lead singer of Black Veil Brides for the second time, I figured that it never hurts to look devastatingly perfect or hope to. Let's just say I spent WAY too much money but it was worth it as the makeup I bought Kat Von D makeup from Sephora is the best damn concealer I have ever used!!! Thursday I left my house and drove 4 hours as I left my house around 10 in the morning and didn't arrive until almost 2, to my hometown in California thanks road contruction. I spent the day with my grandparents, playing cards and just chatting they have internet, but my dearest nana could not for the life of her figure out the wifi password. It was really nice to see them both, especially my grandfather, as he had surgery less than a week ago for a lump they found in his neck it is cancer. I realized this awhile ago, and it's only been hitting me harder as I get older my grandparents are not going to live forever like I thought they were when I was a kid. That scares the hell out of me, so I want to spend as much time with them as possible. The fact that my grandfather does have cancer, it makes those moments that I get to hug him or give him a kiss on the cheek or forehead, that much more precious to me. Friday I left my hometown but not before nearly ruining my makeup. As I was leaving my grandparents house I spent the night with them, I gave my grandfather a final hug goodbye even though I was running late and he told me that he was so proud of me. God, even the memory makes me all teary eyed! To know that the man I looked up to as a father figure in my life is proud of me, it really makes me smile and I hope to continue to make him and the rest of my family proud. Anyway, I'm getting off topic! My mom and I drove up to her house in Nevada. For a good portion of the day we sat around doing nothing, but that night we had tickets to the Rodeo that was going on there. Oh. My. God! I had a freakin' blast! All of the events were amazing and to make the evening even better, I got to see myself and my mom and the big screen! According to the announcer, it was streaming live. I an now say I'm in a movie and I have been on national tv! Saturday we my mother and I spent the day doing really nothing. I grabbed a movie from my dad's impressive movie collection and watch the Avengers Age of Ultron. I hadn't watched it yet and I was impressed. My mom was surprised and asked if I had seen Civil War yet, to which I told her no. We went out to dinner and then watched Civil War. The movie was great and would have been better if the jackass beside me didn't CONTINUOUSLY try and suck out all of the popcorn bits from his teeth every five seconds. I have never wanted to punch someone so badly in my life. I get it! Popcorn likes to get in your teeth and stay there, especially those annoying little skins but really dude? I'm trying to watch a damn movie! Shut. The. Fuck. UP!! After suffering through the mouth breathers never ending mouthfishing, we went home and watched Zootopia another movie I hadn't seen. Today we went to watch Central Intelligence in IMAX. I have never been. I never want to watch movies in regular old theaters! Pssh! The IMAX theater we went to served beer and wine who would have thought and they had these amazing leather seats that reclined back. As in, push a button and a leg rest raised up and the back reclined. Oh god it was amazing! After which my mom and I went out to eat and then went to wash her beautiful car 2014 Mustang. As we were drying it at the car wash, someone drives by and hollers. I don't know if it was for me or for someone else but I looked at my mom, asked if it had been and she just responded with 'probably'. I guess I'll take it as a compliment even though I hate catcalls -- Afterwards we went home, vegged and watched another movie. Tomorrow should be nerve wracking. We leave here around 11 in the morning for Cali so we can attend the concert I've been dreaming about since March or April. I am SOOO anxious to meet the lead singer again as the last time I made myself look like an ass. How did I do that? Well, I have this 'affliction' least that's what I call it, where if a good looking guy interacts with me in any fashion, I lose all cognitive speech and I'm about as articulate as baby. I become the epitome of awkward. I may sound suave and sexy hopefully to my partners on here but in real life, I have zero game! Should be interesting giving him the watch my mom got him for his birthday... Now unlike most concerts I've been to, I don't plan on being IN the crowd. Last time that happened I got kicked in the head due to crowd surfing. I feel sort of bad for the innocent girl that was crowd surfing and kicked me for the last time as I found I had Hulk strength and proceeded to Hulk smash her into the ground...I was done....This time! I'll be enjoying the concert from a table instead of in the middle of the crowd where the only air that I have is above me and I feel like a fish out of water. Oh and lets not forget the insane amounts of body heat, body odor and sweat that gets on me...Should be fun...hopefully! That's all the interesting stuff I have at the moment. Again HUGE shoutout to all my partners for continuing to put up with my delays. I hope to have everything hopefully responded to by Thursday. Fingers crossed 3