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Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

hes not that bad. Even if he annoys Clint.Tony snickered a little before nodding. We dont, but Ill feel better knowing that if he gets in trouble, hell be able to protect himself until wanda or one of us can get to him.He shrugged a little. ...Yea.I mean....I wanted to get him to sign some of my stuff....and see if he wanted any of it back. I mean, dad cleaned out his and barnes apartment...thought Id have stuff he wanted.Tony shrugged a little before frowning, I doubt its ever you a man wouldnt want to hang out with....he probably just didnt like movies.he shrugged before frowning, Why get frustrated? Im used to people not understand what Im talking about... No youre not. And do I?He said sounding startled at the idea that he had a accent now, before sighing. I know. Its been a long time Steve.Bucky said, because even if he didnt remember everything, the man was well aware that things were different, and time had past since hed simply been Sargent barnes. I will be. Rest.He ordered.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

he does annoy Clint. it's hilarious. he's still a brat. Anna said with a chuckle and a shake of her head. i guess so long as you like him i won't make too much of a fuss about him. she assured him. he plays one prank on me and it's done. i will shoot him. make sure he knows that. she ordered with a chuckle before blinking. and did he sign your things? he did, he was quite amused by Ton's Cap room actually and was just a bit nicer to Tony after too. though that might have been because he'd found out Howard had been a shitty father. Steve had never said a word about it though. ...actually i think Steve's gay. she admitted. i stood in front of him completely naked and he didn't even bat an eye. she admitted. he just signed and handed me a towel like i was a naughty two year old... i felt like a two year old. she admitted. Tony. i think you don't understand. Phil gets frustrated with Steve. Phil! she informed him. because Steve is like, a technophobe! it took us three months to teach him how to respond to a text for fucks sake. she complained, shaking her head. and yet he can work an alarm clock and drive a freaking motorcycle. she huffed. i think he's punking us, i really do. Steve nodded. yeah. h mumbled, looking at the other. it's been a long time? yeah. seventy years, i always forget. it feels like only a few days sometimes. Steve admitted. it's really good to see you Bucky. he mumbled. okay. he sighed, closing his eyes and going back to sleep. maybe if he asked really nice, Bucky would go out and get him a few drugs, he could feel the burning ache settling in that told him he was starting to go through withdrawal. thankfully, it would only last a few weeks instead of a few months, or even a few years the way most people had to go through. not to say it would be easier on him, no. he'd go through years of withdrawal in two weeks, it would be three to five times worse than what normal people went through. if he was lucky, he'd sleep through it.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

he is, but its amusing.Tony snickered a little before smirking. Good. And Ill tell him. Though considering he can outrun bullets, you might have to consider killing him with your thighs. He might stand still to let you choke him out like that.Tony said with a flirty little smirk before blushing a little nodding. He did. Found it amusing really.Tony said looking amused before studying natasha. More asexual. Even a gay guy would have reacted to you really.Tony said, the bisexual billionaire looking moments away from laughing in her face.Hm, we should be naughty together really, if Cap is going to treat us like that.he snickered before frowning. Oh. Well. He freaks out in my lab, just learned to not bring him down here, and we do okay.he shrugged a little before shaking his head. No. Motorbike and the alarm clock he uses, are older. Or at least based on old tech. It has. Its weird.James said because in the last few weeks of gaining some of his memories back, the man always felt off balance at knowing just how much time he was misisng. Its good to see you to, Stevie.he said settling into a chair with a book, a history book actually, that he was working on catching up on history, settling in to wait for the other to wake again.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

she nodded. he can't run if i tie him up first. she pointed out with a chuckle and a shake of her head. and if your not careful, i'll kill you with my thighs. she teased. she was always flirting with him, but wouldn't actually sleep with him, only because she knew he'd get a little too emotionally attached. if he didn't than she would and they just weren't what each other needed. are you saying i'm butch? she demanded lifting an eyebrow at him, smirking. because i'm telling you right now, if you think i'm butch i'll be shooting you. she teased with a snort. in any case, i'm pretty sure he's gay because i've noticed him checking out you, Clint and Phil... he seams to think that being Gay is something to be ashamed of though because he tries to not do it. which is kind of hilarious to watch actually. she admitted before blinking at him. does he really freak out? the first time he'd met Jarvis he'd hidden in a closet and hyperventilated. when he'd first seen the lab he'd been convinced that the moving robots where being possessed or worse, where going to take over the world. he'd sent several dozen apology chocolates for Tony after destroying Dum-E and upsetting Tony. no Steve didn't do well in the lab. he was getting a little better though, he could use a coffee machine without freaking out now. so long as it wasn't the talking kind. come on Tony. you need to get some sleep Nat ordered. Jaris is searching, Shield is searching and your melting that thing. she informed him. you need sleep or you'll be useless when we find Steve.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

Hmmm, Id enjoy being wrapped up in your thighs.Tony smirked at her, because while he flirted, he never really made a serious effort to seduce her, because the man found it hard to date sometimes when he actually liked the people he was sleeping with. It messed him up. Nooo, just that youre so beautiful, youd move a gay man to a erection.Tony said smiling at her before snickering.okay maybe he is gay....and well, hes from the 30s. Probably does think its something wrong with him.Tony said before nodding a little. he does. Hid in the closet first time I introduced him to Jarvis, and destroyed Dum-E the first time he met him.He shrugged a little. ...Do not. Im okay.I can work.he muttered grumbling a little when he realized she was right, he had indeed melted the new toy for peitro.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

she snickered at him and shook her head. the whole point of being gay is that women are unattractive Tony. she pointed out, looking amused. well, we'll just have to show him better won't we Tony? she asked with a smirk before staring at him. seriousy? he hid in the closet? that's.... she shook her head. that was weird. can not. up. off to bed or i won't bring you more Coffee tomorrow. she ordered. in the morning Steve groaned when he woke, his entire body covered in sweat, trembling from the hot and cold chills wracking his body. he was pretty sure he was on fire, his chest burning from the inside out. he scratched at it, as if hoping if he cut deep enough he could release all the heat inside, stop the pain. B..Bucky? Steve asked, terrified. had it all been a dream? was Bucky just a hallucination? maybe he was really dead and was now burning in hell and Bucky had been his last wish? Bucky don't leave me alone! i'm sorry! im so sorry. it's all my fault! he couldn't stand the idea of Bucky being in Hell, but he was so scared he wouldn't get to apologize to his best friend, brother. more? he couldn't remember, the pain of being burned alive was clouding his mind. never mind that he wasn't actually on fire.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

Not for me. Women are pretty, and Pepper still tells me Im her gay boyfriend.Tony whined a little before nodding. We will indeed.he agreed before nodding, wincing a little. Yea. It was horrible.he agreed before whining even as he let her get him to bed. Steve?Bucky winced as he rushed into the room, his dark hair tied back out of his face, and still only wearing the pants, obviously disliking to be dressed as much as he always had, since he was young, hed been yelled at for shedding his clothes the moment he could. Steve!Im here.he promised moving to the edge of the bed, wiping the others face even as he pulled the blanket up. He wasnt sure anyone else could take care of steve as well as he could, but he had no idea how to doctor him. He was relying on a spotty memory of taking care of steve before, to take care of him now.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

she snorted. your not Gay, Tony you're just a guy who has interest in anything that moves. she teased. interested yes, but he rarely actually slept with anyone now that Pepper was actually trying to make a relationship work with him. even then, Pepper didn't get too mad when Tony messed up. Pepper was pretty good with Tony. goodnight Tony. Nat said, gently tucking him in with a chuckle. she was there again in the morning, talking with Pepper with a mass of coffee all around them. talking about the best way to use S.I.'s impressive collection to hunt down Steve and how to help him once he got back. i still think he would be best living here in the tower. he's fine with Jarvis now. i'm telling you, if Steve really reacts to tech the way Tony said he does, he'll have a nervous breakdown. we need to ease him into it, not drown him with it, morning Tony. Nat said, nudging his five paper cups full of coffee in his direction. i think at this point he needs a sink or swim situation. it's been nearly a year and he's made no progress and in fact, has reacted all attempts at helping him learn. Tony was the only person he willingly went to, i think having Tony close by would really help Steve. Pepper admitted. Steve settled at the sound of Bucky's voice. bu-Bucky. i thought. i thought you where a dream. he admitted, crying now. it burns! Bucky! i'm sorry! i'm sorry i let you fall! i'm sorry i let you die! it's my fault! all my fault! i'm sorry! i'm so sorry! i don't want to burn in hell. i'm sorry! he cried, clawing at his chest again, weeping the entire time. unsure if this was real or if he was dreaming again. maybe he wasn't dead yet, maybe he was dying and Bucky kept coming to try and save Steve's soul? it hurts! Bucky! please, it hurts! he cried. i need it! i need... i need it! his brain finally making the connection that this wasn't dying. he was going through withdrawal. he needed his cocktail. of course as soon as he realized, he forgot and settled back into his delusions of being burned in hell. he did settle more, the more Bucky spoke to him, babbling all the while about burning in hell and begging Bucky for forgiveness. occasionally he would beg James for his 'cocktail'. wanting his drugs, wanting the withdrawal to end.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

Hm, true. I like everyone.Tony said looking amused before sighing as he was tucked in, whining a little. Im not a kid. Dont need to tuck me in.he muttered huffing a litle. In the morning he frowned sleepily as he walked into the kitchen. Not awake enough to follow the conversation as he shuffled over to take his coffee, settling into his seat with a sigh as he listened to them. I think peps right. Hes better at the tower. At least he lets me help him, instead of freezing me out.Tony said shrugging a little. Not a dream. Im here.James said crossing over to him, gently pressing him down into the bed to keep from hurting himself, having no idea how to deal with this, but hed try. No, no you dont. Youre not getting anymore, Captain. You nearly killed yourself. You dont get to kill yourself. And you didnt let me die, I fell.James frowned watching him, looking annoyed at not being able to string the words and actions enough together to be able to figure out how to help him.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

you are a kid. a little brat even. she teased him with a smile. just go to sleep. she ordered with a chuckle before blinking at Tony in the morning. yes but... all thi tech is going to freak him out, wouldn't it be better to move him into a modern apartment and help him there? Natasha asked, Pepper shaking her head. you think he'll let you help him? she asked. we can't let Steve have a choice anymore. it's too dangerous. as many times as he slit his writs, he's not going to just decide he doesn't want to die anymore. he has to be closely monitored until he can find a reason to keep living. Pepper admitted. he needs to find a reason to exist before he can be trusted on his own again. ...yeah, good point. Natasha agreed. he's not going to be very happy about it... she warned. well aware that Tony was probably the only person who could help now. you are a dream. just a dream. Steve gasped. Bucky's dead, because i failed him! Steve whimpered. it took several hours before he fell back into a fitful sleep, all the while rotating between begging for his cocktail, begging for death, pleading with Bucky to forgive him and muttering that it was all a dream. once he woke up again though, he was a little more aware of what was happening. Bucky? i thought you where dead... Steve whispered, staring at him. how is this possible? you fell. it's been so long... unless, was it all a dream? he wondered. the future? or am i dreaming now? nothing makes sense... and he was still too confused to try and properly make sense of it. are you real? he asked Bucky, reaching out and touching the other's face. i can touch you, so you must be... your really warm Bucky... he admitted. the fire in his chest replaced with the biting, freezing cold of Ice. i don't want to go back tot he frozen waters.... don't let me freeze Bucky... please...
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

It does, but not as much as it used to.Tony said frowning a little before shaking his head. He cant be trusted on his own. He needs a babysitter because of what happened, and if the man gets back, he wont want to live still. He wont try to help himself, so were going to have to do it for him, until he finds a reason to keep moving. Taking care of me, making him deal with someones kid he once knew, might be the only thing that goads him into doing things.tony shrugged a little before making a face. I know, but we have no other choice. Me to. Was for awhile.Bucky muttered sighing quietly as he loked at the other, rubbing a hand over his face as he sat in the chair next to the other. I fell. And was found by zola and hydra. They....they used me.James shuddered as he looked at the other before shaking hsi head. Not a dream, I promise you that.He said before leaning into the touch, slumping slightly, leaning into the others hand before nodding. Im real. And I wont let you freeze, I promise.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

yeah. your right. Nat agreed with a sigh and a shake of her head. i don't thik he likes you because your Howard's kid Tony. she pointed out with a smile. i think he likes you because you don't treat him like some sort of... well, superhero. you don't expect him to adjust, you just help him. she admitted. he frowned. Zola... he growled. oh how he hated Zola. they took you from me. i'll make them hurt. okay? he asked James. i'll make them suffer, just don't leave, Bucky. please don't leave... he mumbled, stroking the others face gently before going back to sleep. it was three days before Steve's withdrawals eased their hold. during that time he had scratched at his chest, cutting so deep that James actually had to pin Steve down. not an easy feat even with Steve as weak as he was. finally he was getting better, eyes fluttering open, groaning at the lights of the sun coming through the windows. u..ugh... Steve groaned, slowly struggling into a sitting position. what the hell happened? he wondered, setting a hand on his throbbing head. fuck... how much of that did i dream? he wondered, more to himself than anything else. ...Bucky? Steve asked, eyes wide when he took in his best friend. your... not a dream... or a delusion? you're... really here? he asked, too stunned to do anything else. ....excuse me a moment. Steve ordered, picking up the bucket, leaning over it and hurling. the same thing he did every time he woke up. getting Steve to eat had been a hell of a challenge though so not much came up. ...fuck. what the hell is wrong with me? i didn't think a little withdrawal would be so bad... clearly Steve had not been thinking clearly for a long time if he didn't realize how bad those drugs had gotten.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

Hey, I dont like me cause Im howards kid either, but he might want to look after me because of it. I mean, he feels bad for me.Tony snickered a little well aware steve and him shared similar feelings over the elder Stark. they did. They took me from me to. I didnt remember things for awhile....and good. Ill help.James said smiling a little bfeore nodding. Im not going anywhere.he said leaning into the others hand for a moment. you were a idiot, is what happened, pipsqueak.James grumbled before sighing sighing, looking as exhausted as steve probably felt. Hed barely slept, and even with a super soldiers need for less sleep, he still needed some. ONly a bit of it....and no. Im not. Im real.James said snickering at the others reaction before sighing as the other threw up whining a little. It took forever getting you to eat. And you just throw it up...James grumbled before snorting. Youre going through withdrawal idiot. Apparently youve shoved enough drugs into your system even the serum cant counteract how addicted you got.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

ugh... he looked up at the other, looking rather confused for a moment. aren't i always a idiot? and don't call me pipsqueek you jerk. he ordered before smiling at him. god it's so good to see you. he whispered before getting ill and groaning. Sorry, Buck. he muttered before smiling at him a little. ...fuck... he cringed, looking very ashamed. it wasn't... i didn't mean... i just wanted it to stop... he admitted, running a trembling hand through his hair. it did stop... when i took the pills... he admitted, looking at the other. you look so different... you mentioned Hydra?.... he studied the others face. your all fucked up and yet still taking care of me... i'm such a fucking fuck up. he admitted, setting a hand over his eyes to try and ease the pounding headache. i feel like shit... guess i kind of deserve that though, huh?
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

You are. But this is worse then normal. Getting into fights in alleys is normal. Being a addict is new.James said making a face before slumping back into his chair, running a hand through freshly washed black hair, for the first time in awhile, looking more like james barnes, then the winter soldier. I know. But the stopping never stops really.James said, because while he was still missing most of his life, the fierce need to take care of steve, was starting to draw painful, soul breaking memories to the surface. And even if he wanted to forget sometimes, they always came back. ....I did.He said staring at the floor, After...I fell. Hydra took me to russia.He shuddered flinching away from the memories before growling a little. Dont say that. Im the only one allowed telling you your a fuck up, not you.James grumbled before shaking his head. You do, a bit, but not really.James said getting up to get the pain killers holding them out with a glass of water. I know they wont help alot, youll process them to fast, but it might help some.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

he winced a little and then smiled ever so sheepishly at James. yeah... new... he agreed, running a hand through his hair. it wasn't new at all. he'd been addicted back in the army too. Howard had been a fucker, but he knew how to get the good stuff, and Steve had always been so sweet and compliant when drugged. Steve hadn't minded at all, at the time. what was a little sex for more drugs? no it doesn't. Steve admitted with a sigh before watching James, looking very worried. Russia... Hydra did horrible things to you, didn't they? he asked softly. he knew, from just one meeting, that James had been Zola's most favorite experiment. ever since James had gotten up, had managed to run with him, to escape Zola had watched James. i am a fuck up, James... Steve said, hating himself for not following James down that cliff. for not dying beside his brother. ....thanks. Steve knew they wouldn't help at all but he took them anyway, at least the water helped a little. so where am i? he asked, looking around the apartment. how did you find me anyway? he wondered, studying James. you've broken free of Hydra, right? he asked, his head tilted. you know, just so i know i won't have to escape later. he admitted, looking faintly amused. this was a pretty crappy place to keep Captain America hostage after all.
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....James frowned staring at the other, frowning slightly harder as he studied his friend. Trying to find that memory, had he known before?Was that something else hed forgotten? Swallowing the whimper that wanted to escape he looked away from the other, staring down. Nodding slightly. I was....the only one who survived. Who could function after Zola had done what they di....fixed my eyes actually...Steve was one of the few people in the world whod known that one of the armys best snipers on the front lines, was years, if not months away from going completely blind. You had more important things, then a suicide jump off a train, Stevie.JAmes said, struggling to clear the memories, because if steve mentioned them, some things were clearer then others, but he had to still work for it. ...Brooklyn. School actually.James said, because it wasnt so much a apartment they were in, rather the apartment rooms that hed created in the basement of the school theyd once attended. ...News. Youre current....problems....were broadcasted. Shook me up enough on a mission to break control and mission rules.James said before wincing, nodding a little. Im not going back....I, not...what I was...but Im not what they created either. All I know, is I need to take care of you.
Thread: Recovery (Avengers) Moon/Lady

no, James hadn't known. Steve had kept it a very closely guarded secrete. though Howard had often video taped Steve, high as a kite and doing the most lewd things just for another hit. Howard had found it hilarious, and delighting, getting Steve to do anything he wanted. it was doubtful Tony had found the tapes yet, but it was there in the Cap room, buried. it was no wonder Steve hated Howard so much, even though they'd been 'so close' during the war. your eyes are all better? he asked, looking rather pleased. i'm glad something good came of all of this. he admitted. i had nothing more important than you. he said. i was just, so fucked up, and i never got better. he admitted. school? our old school? he asked. they closed this thing down in the fifties, are you sure this place isn't full of Aspestos or something? he asked, looking a bit wary. ...fuck, the news!? he demanded, horrified. so everyone knows!? no, the world knew that Steve had tried to kill himself, once, and that he had then been kidnapped. so we'll just have to recover together. Steve decided. ...no one knows where i am do they? he asked, looking amused again. you just took me. huh?