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Thread: I Got Issues (But You Got 'Em Too) [FxF] (Clearsight X JacksAreWild)

Really? That's great! Sarah's half-smile turned into an earnest one. Even if Amelia was going to be working with someone who made the beta uncomfortable, she was still very excited for her girlfriend. This was a great opportunity! Amelia would be carving out a name for herself in the scientific community! Granted that name would appear second after Violet's or third if there was a professor involved but still! Nothing could dampen how proud she was of her girlfriend! Not even Violet's honeyed, 'I'm excited as well, we finally get to work together' though she'd definitely be bothered by that later and very often when her anxiety and ADD kicked in Yeah, sure, I'll let you know. Sarah was 90 certain she would end up staying. Bridget's family lived six hours away and if the girl wasn't on her deathbed her parents probably wouldn't drive out all the way to see her for a minor surgery. They might stop by next weekend to check on her, but they probably wouldn't make arrangements and rush over here right now. No, no, I'll be okay. That was perhaps the least convincing 'I'll be okay' in the history of 'I'll be okay's. Work on your research, I'll be fine. Julia and Nicki are here and I have my Kindle and phone. I'll be okay if I have to spend the night. Sarah still sounded a little glum at the prospect of sleeping in an uncomfortable hospital recliner rather than her girlfriend's bed, but she wanted Amelia to get a start on her project because it was a good opportunity and the omega sounded excited about it. Don't stay up too late and don't forget to eat dinner? I know how you get when you're sucked into your work. The beta smiled fondly as she thought about her girlfriend's all consuming passion for research. Guh, she was such a sap. She had seen Amelia less than 12 hours ago and already missed her like crazy. I'll give you a call later though, I gotta try to get a hold of Bridget's family.
Thread: I Got Issues (But You Got 'Em Too) [FxF] (Clearsight X JacksAreWild)

I know, I know. Sarah smiled at the sweet sentiment, though as usual didn't believe for a second that she was more important than any research Amelia was doing. She was an anxious, scatter-brained beta after all, Amelia should pick a girl with a lot fewer quirks....but despite her lack in confidence of her worthiness of the other girl, she was still glad that she was the one who had been chosen. I love you too. The words came out shy, nervous, like Sarah was still testing them out. Eventually she would be able to say them with a little more conviction, but for now the words made her blush. ------ Even though Bridget's mother sounded worried when Sarah told her what happened, the older Alpha made no mention of coming to check on her daughter this weekend. Bridget's family would probably come another time. So, for now, it was Sarah and the rugby team to the rescue. The surgery went well, Bridget was all fixed up, heavily medicated, and in a cast by the time she was wheeled into her bedroom. Many players left once they were sure that the team captain was alright. Julia went and picked up some cheap greasy burgers for those who stayed...Sarah only took a few bites out of hers and that was only to be polite. The nice thing about having anxiety at least was that she could write off her lack of appetite on her nerves. Once Visiting Hours ended, Sarah had managed to convince the nurses and doctors that it would be better to bend the rules about 'Only family may stay after visiting hours' than to boot her out and have to deal with a frightened and easily angered injured Alpha. So they let her stay, just to make sure that there was someone who could deal with Bridget if she woke up in the middle of the night. The anesthesia wasn't supposed to wear off for a few more hours but knowing her luck, it would wear off sooner rather than later and Bridget would be a mess of confusion and fear when she woke up. The thought of her friend freaking out in a strange place and flailing around like a wild animal kept the young beta awake even though it was approaching 11pm and she was exhausted from lack of food and hours of worrying. Curled up in the hospital recliner in Bridget's private room because if the girl did end up freaking out, the nurses hadn't wanted her to startle other patients, Sarah looked up from her Kindle when she heard the doorknob turn. She had been expecting yet another nurse to come in to fiddle with the IV and check on Bridget, but instead there was a beautiful omega standing at the door with some sort of basket under her arm. Amelia! Sarah's whisper was loud and excited. What are you doing here? I thought you were going to be in the lab all night.
Thread: I Got Issues (But You Got 'Em Too) [FxF] (Clearsight X JacksAreWild)

Amelia and Sarah moved slowly as a couple, but that didn't matter to the omega, she loved the girl, more than the beta understood. To her, Sarah was a special existence, one that brought some color to an otherwise rather dull world. Perhaps that was cheesy, or extreme, but it often felt spot on, because Sarah made her smile and become emotional, she made Amelia feel alive, human. Sarah was slowly becoming the only thing in her life that truly mattered, and saying 'I love you' was merely a first step in expressing how she felt about the woman. Hearing it back was just icing on the cake, something to make her smile as she fell hopelessly in love with the shy thing. Her feelings for Sarah made grand gestures as effortless as cuddling, and the smile on her girlfriend's face had absolutely made everything worth it. I already told you silly, you're more important... And I knew you wouldn't have anything good to eat if I left you to your own devices. She chided, as if she could see through Sarah and knew she hadn't had anything substantial to keep herself going. She didn't, but she had a pretty good feeling fast food and cafeteria fair wouldn't be appealing to the beta, and she would be too worried and caught up in her own head to properly consider alternatives. It was embarrassing to say mushy crap in front of others, if Bridget was somehow listening in, but Amelia had kicked herself a few times since earlier and was determined not to let anything stop her from expressing how much she loved Sarah. She was going to treat her how she deserved to be treated, and not even her own ridiculous pride would get in the way. Now come on, let's have a bite to eat and then I'll tell you all about the research project I've decided to turned down. She said with a smile, not having decided until the moment she saw and heard Sarah's excited voice and seen her face. She didn't hesitate to lay out a little blanket and place the basket on top, moving things away from the corner to be both out of the way to avoid a nurses scolding, or try to, and have enough room to lay out the spread. It wasn't fancy, just a pesto pasta, salad, some fresh fruit, cookies, and sparkling grape juice. There was even a little portion for Bridget in case she was awake, one Amelia packed begrudgingly for if the Alpha was up. It wasn't like she hated her or anything... Well, kind of, but Sarah didn't. Anything to make sure her girlfriend didn't worry.
Thread: I Got Issues (But You Got 'Em Too) [FxF] (Clearsight X JacksAreWild)

Sarah pouted at the accusation that she wouldn't properly take care of herself if left to her own devices. She had eaten! Kind of...enough at least to keep from feeling overly hungry. It was difficult to put disgusting, genetically modified, over-processed food into her mouth when she had been raised on organic, farm fresh meals. If push came to shove she would break down and eat convenience foods but usually they did more harm than good by making her feel nauseas. Like right now she didn't know if the few bites of burger she had taken was what was making her feel sick or if it was all the worrying she had been up to. Thankfully her knight in shining armor had brought her a delicious smelling meal, something much better than questionable hospital cafeteria food and the McDonald's Julia had brought earlier. You're turning it down? The beta frowned even though her girlfriend seemed rather chipper about blowing off a research project. She must have a good reason... Though, if her reason was 'I want to spend more time with you' Sarah was going to shoot down that excuse. Of course she would love to spend as much time with Amelia as humanly possible, but realistically she too would be busy soon with Julia's ridiculous 50 Shades of Grey The Musical so there was no point for her girlfriend to turn down an opportunity for the sake of them getting more quality time together. As Amelia set up their impromptu picnic, Sarah spared a glance over to Bridget to make sure their small ruckus hadn't woken the Alpha up. Finding it safe to be affectionate, she moved over to Amelia, weaving her arms around the older girl in a warm hug. Thank you for doing all this... She planted a soft kiss on her girlfriend's lips before taking a seat just in time for her stomach to growl. Evidently she needed food more than she realized.
Thread: I Got Issues (But You Got 'Em Too) [FxF] (Clearsight X JacksAreWild)

Amelia lazily rolled her head to see Sarah, a smile on her face as she took in the gorgeous sight presenting itself to her. Mmmm. She chewed her lower lip excitedly, unable to hide her appreciation. Sarah had been beautiful from the start, but the constant dancing had given her even more to show off. Especially the abs... Mmmm, her abs. Amelia had turned into a horny teenager over the course of the last month. Thankfully, Sarah was starting to grow more comfortable showing affection, which led to more kissing and touching, and also an agonizing increase in the times in which Amelia DIDN'T get further than heavy petting. It was... Lov-... Horrible. She was already at her breaking point, so when her sexy girlfriend came home in tight clothes, showing off her abs, and smelling of Bridget... Amelia couldn't stop herself. After their kiss she let out a soft, frustrated growl, reaching up and grabbing the fleeing Sarah. Nope, you don't get to escape, keep me company. She grinned, pulling Sarah down on top of her and returning a much more fiery kiss. It hadn't been long since she was nervous about scaring the cute beta with any form of aggressiveness, but that had already passed, she felt comfortable dragging the wolf on top of her and holding her tight. Plus it meant her hands got to travel south, which was amazing. When the kiss ended she positioned herself better, keeping Sarah close but getting more comfortable, and situating it so she could see those abs. Amelia nipped at Sarah's ear, letting another growl loose, a slightly more needy, dominant noise. Her self-control had long since been at a low point, and something about lazing about, hot and horny, had pushed Amelia to be particularly wanting. You're so damn sexy Sarah. She admitted, her temperature rising as her nibbled her way down to the younger girl's neck. And I have to say I really like what dancing has been doing for you... She grinned as she let some slack for Sarah to lean back a bit, giving her a view of those abs she was constantly drooling over. I really want to cover up those other scents with my own though... She thought, the desire growing as she held back another growl. Jealousy was something she had only experienced heavily over the past month, she still wasn't used to it.
Thread: I Got Issues (But You Got 'Em Too) [FxF] (Clearsight X JacksAreWild)

Eek! Sarah let out a little yelp of surprise as she was pulled on top of her sweaty mess of a girlfriend. Most of her shock came from the growl more than from being manhandled - Amelia did so few wolfish things that it was easy to forget that her girlfriend was an omega at the first place. Hard to not notice such a thing right now as she was being kissed with a primal ferocity and wrapped up in her lover's alluring scent. Usually Amelia's scent had a negligible affect on Sarah - she was so high strung from her anxiety and ADD that rather than get turned on, she would just calm down andor take a nap. It would be impossible for her to just fall asleep this time...not with Amelia growling and actually being aggressive. Part of her was terrified...not that Amelia would hurt her or pressure her into anything she knew her girlfriend would never do such a thing, but because a giant part of her wanted this. And wanting this came with a whole slew of problems that Sarah just didn't want to deal with things like her inability to orgasm because her brain would bounce from thing to thing to thing to thing...or the fact that she had NEVER been with a girl and had absolutely no idea what she was doing she had watched a few adult films and read a few articles but with all of her research she had determined that every girl had different likes and she was going to be screwed when the time came to do the deed. Plus there was that scar on her chest which wasn't something she could hide, especially if Amelia was planning on pouncing on her in this well lit room. So lost in her own head, Sarah actually jumped a bit when Amelia let out another growl, right into her ear this time. The primal sound and the slice of pain as teeth nipped at her ear sent shivers down her back and a blush rise to her cheeks. You are absolutely nuts. Sarah brushed off the compliment because she didn't think she was sexy even if the entire cast of 50 Shades The Musical would argue otherwise after watching her dance. Pretty, yes sexy, no. As Amelia backed up a little bit, Sarah moved to sit up and adjust herself so that she was comfortably straddling her girlfriend. A bit of her shirt had come up with all the shuffling around on the couch, exposing a slice of smooth skin and the beginnings of a 6-pack. Sarah tugged the garment down as she looked down at her girlfriend who, in her opinion, was behaving quite oddly. What's gotten into you today, silly? She brought a cool hand down to clear some of Amelia's hair away from her face. Her girlfriend was burning up. Yeah, the apartment was hot but it wasn't that hot.
Thread: I Got Issues (But You Got 'Em Too) [FxF] (Clearsight X JacksAreWild)

Even when outrageously horny, and more than a little out of control, Amelia managed to keep enough sense and reason to be careful with Sarah. To her or than annoying wolf inside of her, Sarah was their treasure, their everything. It was cheesy, but it was the true sentiment that kept Amelia in ultimate control when it came for the gorgeous beta. It kept her from hurting the younger girl, no matter the situation. Still, she really did want her sexy girlfriend, so she was finding the balance between expressing that and protecting Sarah from any unpleasantness. Not nuts... A lot of people find you attractive. In fact, I bet there are a lot of jealous idiots who wish I didn't exist. She grinned, her head tilting so she could get a better look at the revealed abs, right before they were taken away from her. She whined in protest, looking up at Sarah with pitiful, but slightly accusing eyes. Let me see them. She pouted, leaning up and kissing Sarah before falling back with a grin, Please. Of course it was difficult for her to miss the fact that Sarah didn't want her looking or touching quite a few parts of her over the past month. They would always get into it, both of them would turn in to horny teens, and then Sarah would shut it down right when she was about to make a move. It was... Difficult. It wasn't really about patience. On one hand, it made Amelia feel unwanted, and no amount of rationalizing could get rid of that feeling entirely. On the other, Sarah handled abrupt ends to their horny make out session and million times better than her! Sarah was practically good to go, ready to sleep... Capable of sleep. Amelia always had to cool down for a good hour, mostly because she had to snuggle up to and be wrapped in Sarah's scent if they went to sleep after. It was so difficult, so very difficult. I'm pretty sure my heat has been ignoring meds for the past few months... But it's no so bad. Amelia mumbled, her face flush and needy, but her eyes hiding disappointment. When she looked back up and saw Sarah checking up on her she couldn't help but sigh. Sarah... Is there something you haven't told me? She asked, scooting back a bit so she was leaned up against the arm of the couch. If you're not ready I wouldn't dream of pushing things, but I've been getting subtle hints that you're ready to take the next step... So... What I'm asking... I'm just curious what's going on Sarah. She said with a slight huff, frustrated that she could never find the right words. No, ugh, I don't know what to ask. She muttered before looking at her girlfriend, who was probably confused by now. Just know you can tell me anything, and I love you so whatever it is, I'll be here to share the burden. There shouldn't be anything you can't tell me, though it's fine if you don't want to. She smiled, leaning up and nuzzling at the beta, using every single ounce of self-control to be affectionate and caring over horny.
Thread: I Got Issues (But You Got 'Em Too) [FxF] (Clearsight X JacksAreWild)

Now here was the problem with keeping a secret from someone for months the secret only grew more and more terrible and the two people only grew more and more invested in one another. Sarah could either reveal what she had been hiding or she could continue to be an unfair jerk to her wonderful girlfriend... It was only worse because what she was hiding was impossible to hide forever Amelia would surely see her with her shirt off one day even though Sarah had gone through great lengths to change in the bathroom and not push for sex at all thus far. Ready or not, she would have to either explain herself...or go back to being single because putting her omega girlfriend through all of this definitely wasn't fair. I... Sarah bit her lower lip, fidgeting uncomfortably on top of Amelia and casting her gaze over to the door, away from her girlfriend's concerned, searching eyes. There shouldn't be anything you can't tell me, Amelia had said then why was it hard to make the words come out?!?!? And of course Sarah didn't want to tell her but it wasn't fine if she didn't want to! She had to. She had to and she didn't want to... For a moment she looked as though she was about to bolt...which wouldn't be the first time that Sarah had run from a problem...but after a few more moments of agonizing over what to do, she grabbed the bottom hem of her shirt and pulled the whole thing off. Over her heart was a jagged red scar. A scar that felt like it was on fire when Amelia's eyes finally locked onto it. Even though it was a few years old, Sarah had been so adamant on taking her life that she had used a silver knife, making it impossible for her body to get rid of the mark or even let it fade. Now it just a glaring reminder of the story of the lowest point in the beta's life. I used to be in the music program freshman year...vocal and performance major. The Berges School of Music is one of the best in the country and I just...I blew it. It was a lot. Too much. The professors tear you apart day after day and I get it, that's what the real world is like if you're a professional musician. But I'd never been in such a competitive program before and I was sure that music and theater were what I wanted to do with my life... Sarah sighed. And then finals rolled around and I kept pushing myself and pushing myself and for what, you know? The voice instructors are impossible to impress...I was pulling low Bs, I was in danger of getting kicked out of the program, of losing my scholarship and this great opportunity and I just...I don't know...I couldn't cope... Sarah's voice shook as tears began to sting her eyes because fuck, she had been so young and so stupid back then. I don't want you to worry if I'm okay. My parents and brothers do that enough... And Bridget... Sarah laughed a little despite her sniffles and shook her head. We were roomies freshman year and she's the one who found me. And I know she doesn't mean it but sometimes she looks at me like I'm this broken thing that needs protecting and I just...I don't want you to look at me that way, ever.
Thread: I Got Issues (But You Got 'Em Too) [FxF] (Clearsight X JacksAreWild)

When soft lips pressed against the scar on her chest, Sarah's heart jumped into her throat. For a moment she couldn't breathe and there was a split second of panic that sliced through her body before it was chased away by more kisses and Amelia's cheesy words. The beta gave a slightly stuttery laugh as she wiped her tears away and then flung her arms around her girlfriend, just as she received a bite to the throat. As crazy as it was, she actually wished that Amelia broke skin...she loved this beautiful, dorky, wonderful and accepting omega more than anything else in the world. All yours. Sarah murmured as she nuzzled at her girlfriend's cheek and temple, a few more tears falling as she did so because she just couldn't believe that this was happening she had revealed the worst about herself and Amelia was just going to take it in stride. How on earth did I get so lucky? Amelia! Sarah squealed as she was suddenly picked up and carried towards the bedroom, only to be tossed onto the bed seconds later. The beta gulped as she met Amelia's gaze, recognizing the searing look of lust for what it was an omega in heat. She felt compelled to ask, Are you sure? because she didn't want what was about to happen to be because Amelia's wolf and hormones were running amok. There were plenty of stories of wolves who had done or had been trickedforced into things they later regretted because they had forgotten to take their suppressants or their suppressants weren't working.... granted, the alternative was to either leave Amelia to her own devices in the apartment or take her to the hospital so that she could be in an isolation room while her heat passed...both options seemed awful because they involved Sarah away from her beloved Amelia. I'm glad you need me but, erm, I- I don't really know what I'm doing. Sarah gave a nervous laugh as a very, very naked Amelia prowled over her. This was...overwhelming, to say the least. As aroused as she felt from the closeness, the kisses, the intense heat and desire behind Amelia's movements as she practically tore off her bra and bottoms...the beta was terrified. What if she was bad at sex with a woman?! Guys were ezpz, insert Tab A into Tab B and things pretty much took care of themselves from there. But with a girl? Sarah didn't even know where to put her hands! They were awkwardly settled on Amelia's hips for now, like she was too afraid to go lower and accidentally touch her ass even though her girlfriend's sopping wet slit was smearing a line of juices over her thigh.