Thread: A Lesson That Wasn't Planned (Javorcek x ClearSight)

A low growl rumbled in Alexs throat and snuck its way out between grit teeth the moment she heard the lock click into place. She definitely did not like the idea of being dead bolted in here, not one bit. Alex had always hated- the feeling of being confined or being restrained, and Tessa was definitely testing her ability to not totally freak out when backed into a corner. Maybe the only thing that kept her from exploding was Tessas voice or maybe it was the girls touchbecause now her students hand was resting against her chest. It was such a little gesture, but a gentle touch was enough to soothe Alex, to make her stay and listen instead of actively fight. She did know that Tessa wanted this, that the girl knew what she was doing to some extent. But wanting somethingwanting something is not enough not everything you want is something you need not everything you want is something thats good for you. Hell, what Tessa wanted in this case was very, very bad! Bad for Alex anyways. The young teacher could get fired, she could get dropped from her program right at the finish line of her degree. She was a double major, so if she flunked the education major, it wouldnt be a big deal, shed still graduate. But the girl had never gotten anything lower than a B! She wasnt going to get a whole semester of Fs just because she was caught doing inappropriate things with a student. Dont cuss. Alex snapped in the middle of Tessas speech. At this point it was just out of habit because she still saw Tessa as a student. Though, in all fairness, ever since she had started teaching, Alex had gotten into the bad habit of correcting everyones language, even her peers. And even though she was chiding Tessa for her frank language, this is what she wanted out of her student. She wanted Tessa to be real with her, to lay off all the thick flirty comments, the trickery, and the manipulation. Though, this could all just be some more fucking manipulative bullshit too But was it? Alex had thought she was good at reading people, but she really didnt know The brunette sighedbecause in reality, she was a big dumb guard dog at the end of the day. She hated that about herself, her inability to just leave well enough alone. But when she looked at Tessa, she saw someone that she was supposed to protect. Someone who right now was nervous, maybe even a little scared because of the serious questions she had asked. And so, big dumb dog as she was, Alex stayed, even though the logical part of her mind was screaming YOUVE GOT 30 POUNDS ON HER! RUN BITCH RUN! .Youre not just a kid Tessa, and yeah, I see that youre beautiful and smart youre a lovely young woman. FUCK YOU ALCOHOL! FUCK YOU! Fuck you for making me extra honest! Yeah, good job. Try to extinguish Tessas feelings for you by telling her shes pretty. A fucking job, Alex. Arguing is hard when youre drunk. Hell, its hard sober, but when youre drunk its like every rational thought you have is followed by Ooooo shiny! There were lots of legitimate arguments to be had and Alex could grasp onto the threads of a couple of them. 1 While their age gap was vastly different different, a lot happens in 4 years of college and people grow and change dramatically. While not a child, Tessa was still without exper- Oooo shiny painting behind Tessa Erwhere was she? 2 They were student and teacher, bad, just, bad 3 It would be like dating someone from work not a good idea. But maybe tonight was just a night of bad ideas because even though Alex knew all the reasons that she shouldnt- be leaning forward and kissing Tessa, that was what she found herself doing. Tessa already had an arm wrapped around her, there was less than half a foot between them, there wasnt much else she could do but kiss the beautiful woman infront of her. The kiss was surprisingly slow and gentle, Tessa looked so nervous that Alex didnt have it in her to apply any heat. And when she pulled away, Alex couldnt help but smile as she looked at her student. You are much more palatable when you are being yourself and not a pain in my ass. But I am very, very drunk right now Tessa. So will you let me go home?