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Thread: Single Parents. x3 (PunkxZero!)

No worries. 3 There was a long pause after he spoke his mother's title, though he already knew who it was. The same caller had been disturbing him all day and hanging up shortly afterward. Listen, you little pain-in-the-ass. Stop calling my house, understand? He questioned, though he spoke all this to the person who hadn't had the courage to speak up. That was until he heard the deep, familiar voice ringing in his ear and registering in ihs brain immediately. Almost on instinct, his arms tightened around the small infant in his arms and he frowned. There was a very long pause on the other end and surely Anthony thought that Dai might've hung up, though that wasn't the case. He was sitting there, dumbfounded on why the other had called him like this. Ah well. It was much safer than coming to visit him face-to-face, for Dai would've beat the hell out of him. Ah yes, for such a small male, the boy sure was a fiery one and he had enough of a wild side in him to even take down Anthony if he was angry enough. This was the man that had been too damna fraid to tell his own family that he had a son. Sure, Dai knew how it was but he had eventually let them know. His mother had supported ihm through the entire ordeal. Unfortunately for Anthony, his parents seemed to disagree with everything he had decided and had even tried to convince him to say the baby wasn't his. Rotten parents if there ever were. The dark-haired male peered down to the infant in his arms who was now awake, though not crying at all. Ryder had heard the deep, comforting voice that he had been so familiar with in his first few months of life. For the first time in a long time, Ryder giggled and reached up, hands touching the phone and cooing quietly. Dai kissed the boy's wandering fingers and then his soft, downy dark hair. The infant instantly recognized who was on the phone because he knew his mother, but he knew his father as well. ... What do you want, Anthony? He questioned and sighed as he sank back against the seat. He adjusted the baby in his arms and rose onto his feet, moving silently out of the nursery and to his own bedroom. The baby would be able to sleep better with him in his arms, so he had decided for the most obvious decision. Why are you calling so late? God knew where the man was. He figured he'd moved in with one of his friends or found some new girl or guy to be with. Did he care? Well, Anthony had been his first love. There was no way that he would ever stop loving him, yet he would eventually have to get over it. Ryder's trying to get to sleep. He informed, frowning and laying back on the bed with the baby supported on his chest.
Thread: Single Parents. x3 (PunkxZero!)

As Dai spoke again Anthony's stomach tightened and he got butterflies. It was hard to speak, hard to even breath, .... Then he inhaled, Dai I... He breathed again, wetting his lips, Dai, I wanna come see you. I...I'm really sorry, Dai. He rubbed at his forehead roughly with his thumb and index finger. He was at a payphone a few miles away from where he and Dai and Ryder used to live, now just where the two latter stay. I wanna see you and the baby... The last time he had come over, they had gotten into their worst fight. He had made the biggest mistake of his life, and regretted it everyday. He unleashed on him, blamed him for everything, said everything he didn't mean to say, and then was scum enough to push and throw Dai away. He acted as if he were the victim, and Dai had gotten pregnant on purpose or something. It made his stomach twist to remember what he'd done. Why did he want to hurt Dai? He wanted Dai to stop loving him and vise-versa, because of what? Why would he want the best, realest, strongest, wonderful thing in his life to disappear? Because of them? He was such an idiot! Only now did he realize that his life was was his life, and not theirs. They didn't have to wake up and feel like shit everyday because the man that he loved was alone, and with his son that he had abandoned. If he could undo anything, it would be everything that he'd done wrong to Dai and Ryder. He would have stayed that night, and not be pressured by that fucker of a brother. He never would've had that girl call. Anthony wished that he could rewind time he would go all the way back to the beginning of Dai's pregnancy, and he would have never left his side. Anthony sighed out shakily, anxiously. He knew that Dai would probably protest his idea of coming over, especially so late. It was ten thirty, no father coming to see his son should have planned to so late at night.
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There was a dead silence on the other end. He had heard those apologies before and none of them meant anythign anymore, for Anthony continued to do what he wanted and ignore Dai's opinion on it altogether. Why should I Believe you? You've apologized before and you just went right on doing whatever the hell you want to do. He commented. There was anger in his voice, yet there was a hesitation and sadness in it as well. He didn't want to keep Ryder away from Anthony. Not because he believed ANthony deserved to be a father, but that Ryder deserved to have one. He held the young infant close, caressing through his hair lovingly and nuzzling his cheek against hte top of his head. His thoughts went back to that last fateful night that he and Anthony had even spoke... He had been waiting for hours on Anthony to come home. He was worried beyond all reason and to hear some girl tell him to stay away from Anthony, that their baby meant nothing to him... it had broken his heart. What had Dai done to deserve such treatment? He hadn't been on Anthony's ass all the time. He had just requested that he tell him if he was goign to be out late, if he was going to be somewhere. He didn't want to stay up all night worrying, after all. Well, the man eventually came back and they had gotten into a huge argument. Apparently it was his fault for getting pregnant. Oh yes, he had just planned from the very beginning on bringing a baby into the world. Their fight had escalated and he had been pushed into one of the shelves where quite a lot of glass figurines and antiques lay. They had shattered, slicing up Dai's skin pretty badly. Luckily, they hadn't left physical scars, yet emotional ones at the realization that Anthony honestly didn't want to be there. Or at least that was how he thought of it. His eyes screwed shut and he sighed silently to himself. ... For an hour at the most. Ryder's sleeping adn I don't want to have to mess up his sleeping schedule. he informed. With that, the man hung up, curling up tightly underneath the bedsheets and holding Ryder close. He had loved, no, still loved ANthony to death. Meeting in high school had been the best thing that had ever happened to him. How a boy like Dai, sweet, quiet, artistic had run into a man like Anthony who ahd been a football star... it was hard to fathom. He didn't ask questions, though. He knew he had to have done something special to get such a wonderful man. So what had gone wrong?
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Anthony's lips pressed into a fine line, and his fingers drummed on the side of the phone in nervousness. He would understand completely if Dai had told him no, but he would also be saddened greatly, and probably angered, which he didn't want. When he heard his first comment, it was like a stab. He had been like that, he was stupid, but... he didn't want to be like that anymore. Yeah, but Dai I.... His voice elevated the slightest bit, before he paused and breathed. Anthony had always had an anger problem, it was partially why he was so good at sports, but unfortunately, partially why he and Dai had broke up. Dai usually, well Dai did bring out the best in him. It was just that after what had happened with Anthony's parents, he didn't allow it to happen any longer. He started to shut Dai out, and that was their problem - his main problem. Dai helped him so much, had made him so happy that when he started to stress and shut him out, things that were bad for him before had just become worse. He let it go and listened, Dai was absolutely right, and he would prove that he wanted to change by admitting it. Okay,... His deep brown eyes lowered to the floor, but when he heard Dai give the okay, his heart skipped a beat. He gasped lightly, Oh, Dai,...Thank you. Okay, I'll be over in a couple of minutes. The nineteen year old hung up the phone and happily frolicked to his car. He hopped in and drove towards the apartment complex that he had once shared with his lover. Once he arrived, he quickly got out of his car and smoothed out his clothes. He then looked at his reflection, quickly smoothing out his dark brown hair. Sighing he shrugged and before leaving his car, took a long swig of Vodka. He had still been drinking. How could he not have? His better half practically couldn't stand him, and he had gotten used to it. He kept a bottle in his car, and only drank Vodka because it didn't really hold any scent. And although he shouldnt' be drinking on this visit, since it was his first in months, he couldn't help it. He was so nervous, he hadn't see Dai in so long, he was afraid that Dai wouldn't find him attractive anymore. Afraid that he had done so much wrong that he had just disgusted him. He bit his lip, he was afraid that Dai found someone new, someone better, like he deserved. Letting go, he sighed, took one last drink and closed the car door. Finally turing, heading for the direction of the home. At the front door his heart raced, and his insides contracted, it was hard to breath, and thank goodness it was freezing outside. If it hadn't been, he'd be sweating. Raising a shaky hand up to the door, he gulped forcefully, and gently knocked.
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Dai hadn't really bothered to change his clothes. The large, oversized shirt hung to his mid-thigh and covered anything that needed to be covered anyway. His long, dark hair fell about his features as he came out of the bedroom. He gently laid Ryder down in his playpen to rest until Anthony arrived. Meanwhile, he made a pot of coffee, knowing that he'd probably need it by the end of the night. Either from stress or just exhaustion. His fist moved to rub tiredly at his closed eye, trying to keep himself awake. he didn't want Anthony to stay long, for he needed his rest and Ryder definitely needed some sleep. Luckily, the little baby hadn't woken up after being put down in the playpen. he had simply resorted to suckling on the edge of his blanket, cooing all too sweetly in his sleep. The boy was the perfect mixture of Dai's and Anthony's genes. Soft, downy brown hair had been inherited from Anthony and those sweet, forest green eyes were taken from the younger male. After hearing the knock upon the door, Dai let out a slow, hesitant breath. He wasn't sure what he was doing, though he could only hope that the man had honestly changed. He smoothed out his shirt and moved to the door, unlocking the several locks that kept ti shut. After having such a temperamental lover like Anthony, anyone would want to be as safe as possible. He opened up the door and his eyes moved up to peer at the much taller male, a faint smile on his features. Hey there. He murmured, opening up the door and letting him in. Try to be quiet... he's getting some rest. He murmured, motioning tot he playpen and sipping on his cup of coffee. Youw ant some coffee, Anthony?
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Sighing heavily, Anthony shut his eyes in plea that Dai would be alone. He wouldn't know what to do if he saw Dai with another guy or something, or if Dai looked unwell. He licked his lips and began to tap a foot when he heard the door's bolts and locks turning. He shoved his hands into the pocket of his coat and froze when the door was opened to reveal an angelic Dai, looking healthy and well and single? It was hard not to smile as big as the feeling of warmth that he now felt, but Anthony managed to only show a small bit of teeth. Hey. He slid a hand out and reached forward, but refrainded from touching the other. He shouldn't. Walking in Anthony was taken by complete surprise. When he left, they had just recently moved in to there place. The decorating was shit, the furnishings were shit, it was a mess - now everything was perfect. Everything was nice and orderly, and clean. Brown eyes quickly lost interest in the home though, as his reason for coming stood in front of him. He looked Dai up and down, but discreetly. He was relieved. He was beautiful, as usual, and eating well, and he did look a bit tired, but he glowed with something, something he hadn't before. It pleased Anthony to no end to see that Dai still slept in his shirts. IT warmed his heart, and as his brown eyes slid up Dai's soft, smooth legs, he was hit with memories. Oh, the times they'd shared, how he missed them. He was brought back to earth by the sound of that sweet, so close to home voice. He nodded and looked down at his son. His mouth shot open. He was so big! Oh my God... He whispered and found his eyes watering, overwhelmed by what he felt when he saw him. He was such an idiot, he had missed so much! He shook his head slowly, and turned his body away from Dai, he didn't want him so him him like this. Uh... sure, thank you. He stared down at his son for long minutes. I swear, I swear son, baby, I'll change. I love you more then anything! And I'm going to show it! I'm going to come over every day! After so much resisting, a tear fell from his eye. He sniffled quickly and wiped it away. He couldn't cry now, if he did, he'd break down completely, and he didn't want to do that. He turned away and wiped some more, thankful that Dai was in the kitchen. Once his eyes were dry, he patted into the kitchen, and stared with soft eyes at his ex lover. Wow,... He's gotten big,... huge. He smiled and chuckled lightly. ..... he wanted to ask him how he was but, he just felt like... like... he was afraid to speak to Dai. He was so embarrassed and full of guilt. Mm,.. Wants some help?
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Dai closed the door as quietly as possible behind Anthony, locking the bolts back and then turning his attention to the older man with a faint smile. Even if Anthony had left on sour terms and they hadn't been the biggest fans of each other, Dai was still comforted greatly by wearing the shirts that the man had left. They still had the man's scent to them and that had helped him to sleep on more than one occasion. He gazed around the house, knowing that this place would have to be very different to Anthony. They had barely gotten by with a couch and a TV when he had first been here, yet now the place was well-furnished and to his liking. He had no reason to ask anyone else what they thought of the decorations, so he could get it done even faster. He headed into the kitchen to get the man a cup of coffee, bringing it back and smiling softly to himself. He was glad that the other showed so much emotion now. Before, it had been constant impassiveness and a sense of I don't give a damn. To see the man's eyes glittering with held back tears brought joy to his heart. I know. He giggled. The boy didn't overeat or anything, though it was obvious that this young infant would grow up to be as big, if not bigger, than Anthony himself. it was obvious where the little baby got his size from, at least. Dai bent down and gently brought Ryder into his arms. With a soft yawn, the baby stirred and his eyes opened to peer at Anthony. He let out a soft giggle, hands reaching out and holding out to Anthony. Good to know he still ercognizes you. Dai smiled and giggled, looking to the infant. You want to see Daddy, sweetheart? He whispered gently, kissing his soft hair and carefully shifting the young child into Anthony's arms. The boy truly had gotten bigger, though he was still small in Anthony's arms. He cooed gently, fingers curling happily into th eman's shirt and tugging, gnawing on the fabric. have a seat. Dai nodded and motioned to the couch. He sat down, crossing one leg over the other and rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. ... You been okay? He questioned. Dai was obviously not the biggest fan of Anthony's family and they didn't think too highly of him either, though Dai could give a rat's ass what they thought. He would've tried to contact Anthony if not for the man's mother and father. The young eighteen-year-old had simply been thrown into a situatino that was unexpected for either of them. Dai had plans to go to college, to become a graet writer, and his dreams had been halted at the realization that he would have a child. He was no whore or streetwalker like the man's parents made him out to be. His purity had been given to ANthony and only to Anthony. Despite his friends' numerous attempts to set the young male up with other men after Anthony had left, Dai had refused every one, knowing where his heart truly lied. He's quite a lot like you. It's funny. He smiled softly and looked to the young infant that was curled up against Anthony's chest. Some of the same facial expressions... he even has the same laugh. It's amazing. He grinned, looking to the older man and tilting his head.
Thread: Single Parents. x3 (PunkxZero!)

Anthony's stomach dropped at the word 'daddy'. Daddy? It had been so long since he'd been called that. He smiled warmly at his son, sighing, once again thoroughly overwhelmed. His eyes shifted to his former lover as he spoke, a small smile lighting his lips. He nodded, and sat down, chuckling. Hey baby,.. he looked at his son, and wrapped his arms around his waist as he sat him up. He couldn't help but laugh again, it was magical and contagious, the feeling. He hadn't felt such immense joy in so long. He raised his hands to allow his son to grip his thumbs. You're so big baby,... You're my little tough guy, hm? His son giggled and Anthony once again felt himself choke up, he lifted the baby to his chest in a tight, yet mutually comfortable embrace. He bit his lower lip and breathed in his son's scent. His eyes trailed over to Dai, he nodded, Fine.... You? You look.... Beautiful, amazing, glowing, so good! Good, and healthy... He nodded slowly, then looked away, feeling a bit awkward. Really? he perked up again. That's crazy, I gotta see. He gently began to pat the baby's backside to soothe him. He has your eyes. His voice was soft then and he smiled just as so. Hopefully he'll get the rest of your good traits too, he smirked, You're personality, brains...
Thread: Single Parents. x3 (PunkxZero!)

The boy was laughing happily all the while, despite being tired. He held onto the man's large thumbs and squeezed lightly, cooing and tugging happily as he looked up to the older man. The boy was so ecstatic and happy, a nice change from his normal quietness. Meanwhile, Dai settled down gently on the couch, smiling to the older man. I've been fine. He sighed softly. Never getting any sleep because RYder's always wanting to play and he's always up. He laughed softly. But other than that, I'm pretty good. Mom's helping take care of money and everything so I can keep paying rent until I get a job. He murmured. The young male's mother really was an angel to them both. She treated ANthony as if he were her own son, despite her husband's disagreement with the whole situation. Even after the two had broken up, she had called Anthony every so often to check up on him and see if he was okay. He's going to be just like you when he gets older, probably. He laughed and shook his head. But I don't mind. He grinned. Maybe he'll find a girl or a boy that loves him just as much as I did you. He almost said do, though he quickly corrected himself. He didn't want to seem like he couldn't make it on his own. Even without Anthony's help, he was raising the young boy to be a wonderful ltitle boy. Ryder was playing quietly with the buttons on Anthony's shirt, tugging and banging his little fists against them with playful giggles emanating every so often.
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Oh? He should have guessed that, the little boy was so full of life and energy, how could Dai ever sleep. He looked to Dai and nodded, I uh... talked to your mom a couple of days ago, he said a bit sheepishly, and smiling so. He felt, like when he had first arrived awkward and so guilty when he spoke to Dai's mom. He always wondered if she knew what had happened on their last night, or if she knew that he hadn't even came to see the baby. She was always so nice to him, it made him want to hate himself. Dai must've got that from her, he was the kindest person he knew as well. Staring, he listened as Dai finished his words. It was hard for him not to wince or show some sort of pain when he said 'did' love him. There it was - he didn't love him anymore. Jesus! Anthony was still in love with Dai, he had always thought that he was, but coming here had only showed him how much. Trying to ignore it, and seem unaffected, he turned his brown eyes back down to his son. He hoped he wasn't like him, he was a mess, sure maybe he had his life together in some aspects, but he wasn't happy. He was far, far from that, and so angry a lot of the time. Shaking his son's thumbs, he giggled, You wanna fight? Hmmm? He lifted his thumbs and brushed them up against the baby's lips, play. Well,... He'd be lucky to find someone like you...
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Really, now? He did know that she never gave up on Anthony. She had spoken to Dai to try to convince him to give him another chance. She aws a forgiving woman and Dai knew that she was right. He sighed softly and crossed one leg over the other, smoothing out the large shirt and keeping it at his mid-thigh to keep himself decent. His green eyes turned to the young baby who was laughing happily, holding onto the older man's thumbs and tugging. He really did laugh just like the man. Dai couldn't help but smile at the prospect. Hopefully Ryder wouldn't go through what he adn Anthony had. Not just because of their relationship, of course. Dai and Anthony had to keep ti a secret at school. Dai was ridiculed for being gay and the few people that knew about Anthony teased him endlessly about Dai. Things just hadn't gone so well in high school. How's... uhm... He rubbed the back of his neck and furrowed his brows. Your family? He shrugged lightly. He would be the better person and at least inquire on their condition. They may have disliked him, but he still made an effort to be nice to them. They were the man's family, after all. Ryder cooed softly and stuck one of Anthony's fingers in his mouth, gnawing and biting at it with his small teeth. He grinned cutely, looking up to his father with a happy, innocent expression in his eyes.
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Oh,.. they're uh... they're good. He nodded very little and looked from Dai to his baby. It was amazing that Dai still even cared, or wondered even if he didn't care. They were all such ass holes to him. They never said it to his face, but behind his back they would say so many things about him. They'd say he was a freak, or just a very skinny, flat chested girl. They asked Anthony once if he 'even had a dick,' implying that he was just a female. To his face, they were just very rude and quiet. They all acted like a bunch of ignorant rednecks around Dai, making faces and whispering as if Dai didn't see. It was embarrassing, and made him sick. He had resented his family so much now. Thanks for asking,... He glanced back at Dai's green eyes then lowered them slowly to take in his form. God, how he missed him. He missed everything about him, and being with him so badly. He ached as he scanned the boy's small body, he wished he could pull him into his arms like he used to, he wished he could hold him and kiss him, and just lay beside him like they used to. Biting his lip he looked away and leaned back into the couch a little bit harder then he had meant to, the alcohol was beginning to take affect, but he held Ryder close to his chest carefully.