Thread: And I'm supposed to be an adult?

Yes, I was, as clearly Seraph also seemed to notice. Clear for the week long ban that was just just lifted. Oddly enough I have to say I'm not mad about it. I mean ,sure, being banned for a week sucked but I have to know its his job to do that and I did break a rule. Though I find it funny that the reason I was banned for a week was listed as Rule Evasion. I've been looking through the PvP and I see people banned for a week making a second about just to bitch about it and, having gone through the week ban I think I can say GROW UP! I mean, its a week! Is there really nothing else in your life to where you can't last a week without this place? Admittedly I hated, it but then again I wasn't really supposed to enjoy it was I. All in all the week is over, I am back no worse for wear and it's nice to see that not everyone was concerned about the fact that I was previously under aged. I'd be surprised if I was the only one. I used to lurk around here a lot, I actually followed Darker through many sights before it joined then like a lot of other Darker refugees I found this place and made another account here. When I first came here I didn't like it, my favorite partner hadn't found hisher way to the site so I didn't have much to do but it didn't take long to meet new friends, make new partners and such. Unfortunately my friend did eventually find hisher way here and I say unfortunately because when they got here I got really excited for the prospect of restarting what at that point had been my favorite role play ever. We tried it, well it didn't work out. In the time that heshe had been away their interests changed and I wasn't unto what they were into now. Huge bummer. I got over that quickly enough though, Padan, as confident as you are I'll get through this I have to say it isn't easy. The ironic thing, I realized, was that I tried to hard to keep him form falling for me that I hadn't even realized I had fallen for him. Funny how it sneaks up on you like that. Maybe I'm the only one oblivious to things like this. Once in high school I had a crush on this guy and every one of my friends seemed to know that I liked him before I realized it. As far as what can be said of my love life it hasn't gone well. I remember one boy I fell in love with on sight. He was tall, blonde, athletic, and really smart. He flirted with me and I flirted with him, we competed for the highest grade in the class. Nerd love, cute right? It was really nice, he gave me his number when I didn't give him mine. He sat around a bunch of kids that were absolutely cruel to me. They threw paper balls at me and change if they couldn't do the paper. I didn't want one of them getting my number and pranking me all the time. We texted, chatted, we never actually arranged for a real date but we texted all summer after school let out. Then one day during one of our chats he tells me that he got laid. High school guy, real proud of it. And I was shocked. I told him that I thought he liked me and his response was You were serious? Apparently all of the kids he sad around put him up to flirting with me. The fact that I actually liked him was just a bonus to their amusement. I tried to keep a tight grip on my heart after that so it wouldn't get away form me again because that hurt. That was nothing compared to the hurt I go through now and time just doesn't seem to be moving fast enough for me. But I guess you can't really expect heart break to heal very quickly. It just ever seems to work out... One of my friends had a crush on me, every few months he reminds me. He is good with words, and when I say that I don't mean poetry I mean debating. He could convince a group of high schoolers to do jut about anything and he ha been trying to convince me to go out with him and I really just don't want to. Whenever we hang out together someone mistakes us for siblings because of how much we look and act alike. I know he really cares but I am just not that into him, thankfully he met this girl over the internet who lives up in Maine. He'll visit her soon and see if they hit it off. Ironically after he first tells me about this girl in Maine somehow the conversation shifts and admittedly, with the help of a friend of mine I realize that he is trying to pressure me into going out with him! I don't care how many of the same interests we have, when I say I'm not going to go out with you I mean it! Well, enough of boys and the sad issues in life.... I bought a car!!! It is my first car EVER so I'm really excited. It's a used, black KIA, it's so cool I absolutely love it! It's got tan, cloth interior and a huge trunk to carry anything I could possibly want! Seriously, it could fit like three people! Knowing how cheap and carless some of my friends are some of them might just squeeze back there for a ride. It is currently sitting in the driveway, I wish they would have washed it while the car place had it. My first sentence ever calling it 'my car' was My car needs a wash. I'll post pictures of it soon enough, today was busy and I didn't get the chance to photograph it. Today I went to my grandfather's third wedding! Though first one I went to. You know, on the list of things you'll do in life going to your grandfather's wedding is not really on that list but I went. MY grandfather is 84 and the bride will be 60 soon. I was kind of disappointed when the bride and groom on the cake looked young, I was hoping they'd have an old couple on the cake but sadly it was not so. I met the bride's daughter and we had fun, she seems interested in my brother, I say good for him but she's 10 year older so.... Well at least he is interested right back. Not much to say about the wedding, my brother made me over an hour late but we got to sing and dance and eat so I didn't feel we missed much. If I came out of the experience with anything it was a reminder of how much I hate pantyhose! The stuff is just awful! Next time I'll buy some thigh high stockings and some sexy garters to hold them up or something. It'll be something lacy, I promise. My mother got wasted, that was a hock, everybody was worried because she needed to drive herself home but she made it just fine. Had I known she was driving herself before I got into my dads car I wouldn't have allowed it. My family was clever to shoo me into a moving car before telling my that my mother was driving herself.... Not sure what else to say at the moment. I think I covered everything for now. Tonight I'm up late, I'll finish my latest book and take the first drive every in my BRAND NEW used CAR to the bookstore! ... I'm a reading addict . before I had a car if I couldn't convince someone to drive me I'd bike ride five miles in the Florida heat just to get there then five miles back to go home a read it... I'll need to keep up the bike rides now so I don't get lazy or fat. I wonder how many 'adults' are reading addicts or am I just an exception?