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Thread: Reliving the Past (EveraJayde & Noodlesoup)

Lily stared up at her father as he spoke, the fearful expression on her face growing. She shook her head slightly, trying to push his arms off of her so she could break free. She suddenly felt so incredibly stupid for misreading his intentions. When he had apologized, she thought he would never try to do anything like this again, but really, he had just wanted to try and improve himself but trying it differently. No.. she said quietly, desperately wishing he would see her fear and stop. Her eyes filled with tears as his lips found her again, whimpering against him as his hands suddenly began to grope her.
Thread: Reliving the Past (EveraJayde & Noodlesoup)

Um, i feel kind of horrible. Is the plan for him to rape her? Cuz I was thinking she'd sort of like it? I mean, not right away, but eventually..
Thread: Reliving the Past (EveraJayde & Noodlesoup)

You can just have him keep comforting her and saying sweet things to calm her down. She'll be reluctant, but if he coaxes her she'll start to go along with it.
Thread: Reliving the Past (EveraJayde & Noodlesoup)

ok, lol John started stroking Lily's hair, looking down at her lovingly. Shh, sweetheart relax a little. I'll be gentle, I promise. He said softly, kissing her forehead lightly as his hands continued to fondle her.
Thread: Reliving the Past (EveraJayde & Noodlesoup)

Lily forced herself to relax, knowing that fighting it wouldn't help her. She was certain that no matter what she did, this was going to happen. Taking a deep, shaky breath, she closed her eyes, trying to focus on her father's comforting words. She shivered slightly from his touch, her nipples hardening as his hands groped her breasts. Shifting slightly, she looked up at him, trying to find comfort in his gaze.
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

Okay, so here's the deal. I'm having a chat with a ladyfriend of mine on Skype and she and I are discussing sex as we are wont to do and I mentioned to her how I just don't feel right mentally in order to really get going as it were. After some discussion, it occurred to me that, without getting into too much gory detail so to speak, I haven't regularly had release for a couple of weeks now. She, as a science aficionado and psychology graduate, is fairly well informed about certain things about the body, especially with regards to hormones, and remarked how as she understands it and she reads a LOT, even academic stuff, testosterone levels tank without regular spikes i.e. engagement. I described to her how I don't have the urgency for...interaction that I usually do which in a way is good because to be honest, at times I feel like a slave to it which I don't like, but at the same time, I just don't feel quite right during shutdown either. I feel sort of disconnected, not really as motivated, sort of bored and on autopilot just generally feeling sort of off-kilter. The problem gets resolved for me, not with a single release, but once I get a little bit of regular release going again. She, as I described the symptoms, said that she gets exactly the same feelings at times right prior to her time of the month different from PMS and she HATES it and has a lot of sympathy. So my question to the fellas of BMR is this do any of you also get a sort of testosterone shutdown if you don't engage for a while? For the ladies, has any man in your life expressed similar feelings? Do you ever get similar feelings when your hormones tank during normal bodily cycles? Bear in mind, I am NOT trying to say that this means women should have any sense of obligation to regularly get guys off. It is not okay to pressure anyone ever. This is just a source of curiosity for me and for this friend of mine, and we feel like it would be nice to have some corollary evidence and that, if we can sort of get the word out about this curiosity of the body, it might allow for more understanding between ladies and gents, which is always good. Also, I'm sorry if this seems like a weird topic to anyone, but I was really trying to figure out where I could ask a fair sized sample of people about it without awkwardness, and BMR seemed like the best place. Thanks in advance for any answers!
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

Moving this to Academy.
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

Ah okay! Apologies for putting it in the wrong spot, I wrongfully assumed The Academy was more for RP-related stuff.
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

The opposite, actually - Getting too much action causes my interest to drop off.
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

Trygon said The opposite, actually - Getting too much action causes my interest to drop off. Click to expand... It does for me too, but that's within a certain window basically, if I shut off for oh, say, 5-7 days, then it feels like my body realizes Oh, maybe it's a dry spell and eases off on the testosterone so that I'm less easily excitable. That's what I refer to. Thanks for the response!
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

Men have their own cycles, just like women, so they have spikes and drops in their moodshormones same as women do. Something I would suggest is try to get yourself off every couple of days and see if that balances out your hormones.
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

Hahvoc The Decepticon said Men have their own cycles, just like women, so they have spikes and drops in their moodshormones same as women do. Something I would suggest is try to get yourself off every couple of days and see if that balances out your hormones. Click to expand... Yeah I'm learning that more and more. Appreciate the advice man, but that's easier said than done for certain reasons. Still, thanks for the response!
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

If you are talking mentally getting in the mood and not physically, it might just be you are tired of what is getting you into the mood also. Change it up a little, find something different that spikes your interest. But I also am taking that it has some to do physically also, and it can be you are just tired or a cycle or what other have said. If it is a more drastic change then normal though, it could be something has changed in you also. Mentally, physically something in your body is off balance. So that might be where you want to look to first, are there outside factors that have changed recently also.
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

While this is generally for older men, there still has been very little research on the subject. It might be relevant. Oh and I've never experienced a drop off in sexual desire. I'm not trying to sound macho at all. In fact, I've contemplated that I might have a problem - like sex addict problem - and have considered seeking help, but I don't masturbate abnormally and I have seriously vanilla tastes. I just have sexual thoughts extremely frequently, which I guess means that every stereotype about men ever... is correct.
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

Nennius said While this is generally for older men, there still has been very little research on the subject. It might be relevant. Oh and I've never experienced a drop off in sexual desire. I'm not trying to sound macho at all. In fact, I've contemplated that I might have a problem - like sex addict problem - and have considered seeking help, but I don't masturbate abnormally and I have seriously vanilla tastes. I just have sexual thoughts extremely frequently, which I guess means that every stereotype about men ever... is correct. Click to expand... It isn't just males I promise, females also or at least me. Physically everything is alright. Mentially it is always something about sex on the brain, sex in stories writing, sex in reading stories, sex in movies. Sometimes I annoy myself. -S
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

I've noticed for the last three months similar things have occurred right around the middle of the month and gotten better, and this month was no exception. I personally am feeling much more my normal self now both physically and mentally. While it was never this severe or it had at least been a long time since, cycles likely played a role. My RP life is also MUCH more erratic these days though, which also likely played a role.
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

Both men and women experience these sort of moods. The chemical balances and hormone levels might be a tad different, but in the end, we're all not too different from one another when it comes down to sexual desire. It's a natural thing for our bodies to crave release, and just as natural to shift into a lower gear of our sex drives. Women might have menstruation to regulate their cycles, but men have similar cycles as well. Women are obviously most fertile when to avoid the gory details they're finished their period and their body is all freshly prepped for reproduction. Around that time is when they are the most horny. As for males, I can't guarantee that their moods are as regulated, but it definitely happens.
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

This may or may not be helpful about a dozen years ago I got into a deep rut due to job conditions, the situation around the house and stuff like that, and the upshot of it all was that I didn't get laid for almost a year. My wife finally got tired of waiting to get propositioned and hauled me off to a doctor. After myriad tests they love them, I got a prescription and a pep-talk and I've been OK ever since. I don't suggest that this would work for you - but it might!
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

XXtraPrince said This may or may not be helpful about a dozen years ago I got into a deep rut due to job conditions, the situation around the house and stuff like that, and the upshot of it all was that I didn't get laid for almost a year. My wife finally got tired of waiting to get propositioned and hauled me off to a doctor. After myriad tests they love them, I got a prescription and a pep-talk and I've been OK ever since. I don't suggest that this would work for you - but it might! Click to expand... Ive been going threw almost the same thing. Long work nights during third shift, sleeping all day and not seeing my wife because she works while Im asleep therefore I haven't really had much time to do the deed as it were. When I do see her Im so tired I just don't want to and I feel like thats a problem. I recently took a week off work and now things are going great again so maybe there is something you need to take a break from to help fix your problem
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

I personally wouldn't recommend medication. If it's a hormonal thing or medication interfering with your sex drive, maybe. But if it's stress related, perhaps one should seek out other means of replenishing their sex drive. People are way over medicated and it feels like it's just masking an issue you otherwise should sort out on your own x.x
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

Hahaha, I totally didn't realize this thread had been bumped. But it's cool discussion! Personally, I haven't had any really severe hormone crashes since I posted this, though I've had some minor ones. It's not anything that bothers me enough that I feel a need to fix it, it was just a curiosity I wanted to examinediscuss further. 3 Good stuff, ladies and gents!
Thread: Question for my fellow BMR fellows!  (And potentially for ladies!)

Actually, there are a whole host of positive effects of routine orgasmic release... and it would be surprising if you DIDN'T suffer hormonal drop-offs in it's absence. The human body is designed to be an intricate, HIGHLY effective feedback monitoring and response system, and it does it's job well. One of the rules that governs not just sexual desire, but most bodily cravings, is that a decrease in satiation for the stimulus is met in the short term with a spike in desire for the stimulus, followed by a slow but steady decrease. The reason is simple. Every time your body sends you a signal of wanting something, whether it's your belly growling because you are hungry, or your penis getting erect because you are horny, it's an expenditure of energy. Essentially, your body is engaging in a little gamble I am going to expend this energy to try to get my need for whatever it is met. However, if the need continues to go unmet, your body decides that you are simply too dense to get the message... ramp up the request signal in the examples above, the growling would increase, or your erection get more urgent. If it STILL goes unmet, however, your body decides that it's not going to waste the energy sending you signals that you aren't going to obey. That's why, after a while of not eating, the hunger reflex goes away, and it's also responsible for the phenomenon you described in the opening post if you go for too long without sexual release, your overall desire level is likely to drop.
Thread: Lucius' Hidden Love. [Shadow Malfoy x Shani]

Lucius looked up from his textbook. It was another dull History of Magic class for the 6th year Slytherin. Sighing as he sat back, he couldn't help but fidget in his chair. The day was just about over, and he couldn't wait to get back to the dungeon, and relax. Being a Malfoy, he had long blonde hair, a pale complexion, and piercing steel blue eyes. He could have any girl he wanted, and he knew it. The only thing was, being a Malfoy, and having the money that his Father has, he knew eventually he would have to marry and have a son to carry on the legacy. Finally the bell rang, and Lucius snapped back from his thoughts. Gathering his books, he headed out the door to the Slytherin common room. He headed to his dorm, threw his bag on his bed and changed into his usual black slacks and black shirt, then he put on his robes and his Prefect's badge, and headed to meet the female prefect for Slytherin, Bellatrix Black in the common room.
Thread: Lucius' Hidden Love. [Shadow Malfoy x Shani]

Bellatrix Black from the Noble house of Black, had begun her day like any other. She showered and dressed herself in a black form fitting dress, with a black corset bringing out her curves. She dried combed and styled her long dark curls. Bella was the very essence of the Black family, A pale complexion, stunning features, with dark eyes and dark hair. Bellatrix applied her makeup and dawned her robes, eading to her classes. The day had come and gone, Bellatrix was in Transfiguration's class, bored drawing on the back of her paper, all they were doing was notes and she had finished before everyone else. Bellatrix Black was the envy of all intelligent, beautiful, and wealthy. On top of that a pure-blood witch. Women wanted to be her and men wanted her. She could have anyone she wanted, truth be told Bella had a crush on one boy in particular though she hadn't told anyone, keeping it to herself. Once the bell rang Bella placed her books in her bag, and she reached in grabbing her prefects bag and made her way to Slytherin common room to meet up with Lucius Malfoy the male prefect. Bellatrix walked in not having seen Lucius sat in a chair and waited by the fire place.
Thread: Lucius' Hidden Love. [Shadow Malfoy x Shani]

Lucius had the best spot in the common room, so he seen as Bella sat by the fireplace. Getting up, he was stunned at what he saw. There she was. The model of beauty. Looking at her, he seen the way the fire made her dark black curls shine, and the way the shadows cast the light, made her look like she was glowing. He felt his breath catch in his chest. Stumbling over a first year, he glared at the boy. Get your arse out of my way! He hissed at him. Seeing the first year get up and run off, Lucius couldn't help but smirk. He headed for the fireplace, and sat down in the other chair, just beside Bella. Hello Bellatrix. Ready for our first babysitting job? He said as he looked over at her, getting an even better look at her. He felt the palms of his hands start to sweat. Looking at them, he shook his head, then looked back at Bella. Of course I mean showing the first years around, but it might as well be babysitting. He added, as he looked at the first year Slytherins. He knew that they were all pureblood like him. For Slytherin was a noble house, who would never allow a muggle into their company, unlike Gryffindor. Getting up, making sure his hands were dry, he held his hand out for Bellatrix, smiling into her dark eyes. If there was one thing his father taught him, it was manners, and loyalty. He was a gentelman to the ladies, and loyal to the Dark Lord Voldemort. As a matter of fact, he was getting ready to get his dark mark at the first holiday break from Hogwarts. But he pushed the thought out of his mind, because right now he had better things on his mind. He just tried to hide the fact that the one person that could bring him to his knees was sitting right in front of him, and he was nervous as hell.
Thread: Lucius' Hidden Love. [Shadow Malfoy x Shani]

Bellatrix closed her eyes for a mere second basking in the fire glow. Reopening her eyes she gazed into the flames watching them dance. Fire had a very calming affect on Bella, she could watch it for hours, thinking, or even reading. Bellatrix heard a male hiss at a first year she really didn't care they would soon learn there ways. Bellatrix heard his voice and her heart nearly stopped. She turned her head elegantly to look at him. She smiled softly, Good afternoon Lucius, of course though it's all the same, showing them around is close enough to babysitting... She replied softly, her heart raced slightly within her chest, though she didn't show it affecting her, Bella was good at hiding things. Bella saw him stand, looking up to him, then to his hand, then back to his beautiful blue eyes. Bellatrix smiled up at him, gently placing her hand in his, standing. Lucius, you are too kind, thank you. She stated with a smile. Bellatrix was the oldest of three and was to set a good example for her sister's, she was a noble lady after all. Besides this Bellatrix would soon receive her dark mark which made her excited, She would soon be learning a great many things from The Dark Lord who she would willingly serve. The Black family was blessed with no sons, other than blood traitors so they were giving Bellatrix to sever in there noble cause. We should get started. She said.
Thread: Lucius' Hidden Love. [Shadow Malfoy x Shani]

Lucius smiled. He was glad that Bella saw it like he did. If he had treated that first year like that in Gryffindor house, he was sure to get at least a visit to their Head of house Professor McGonagall. Taking Bella's hand he smiled. Anything for you, Bella. He replied. He made sure that Bella had her footing, then walked over to the first year students. He saw the boy who had tripped him. He saw the fear in his eyes. Lucius looked at him, then shook his head. Okay, listen up. It's your first year, and I have to show you around. He told them. Everyone stand up and follow me and Bella. We're your prefects, so basically anything we say, is pretty much how it goes, or is what you should do. He said, smirking at them. He glanced at Bellatrix as he was talking to them. So follow us, and we will give you a tour. But don't expect anything like Gryffindor or Hufflepuff would do. He said. We're here to get our schooling. Not to be nice or coddle you. He added. With that, he turned on his heel, made sure Bella was ready, and headed out to the great hall. Once in the great hall, Lucius made sure that the first years were seated, then he took his spot at the end of the table, near where the Professors sat. He seen Bella sit in front of him, on the opposite side, and smiled at her. I'm glad that's done. He whispered to her. He hated to be the babysitter for them, but then again, being a prefect had it's perks. Like a seperate room. As he sat there, waiting for the Headmaster to give his speech for the new school year, he sighed. He was getting bored and restless. I hate this part. I wish he would just let us leave. Lucius said to Bella. Besides, he was preoccupied. He had a crush on Bella, and it was driving him crazy. He needed time to think, and time to figure out how he was going to ask her to go out with him. But that was one thing that his father never taught him.
Thread: Lucius' Hidden Love. [Shadow Malfoy x Shani]

Lucius Malfoy called her Bella...only her close friends or family were allowed to shorten her name. She smiled and as he walked over to the students she waited a moment having a light blush appear on her face, once it was gone she walked over. Bella looked at him, when he only said that he was showing them what did that make her. When he referred to her as Bella, she looked at him then the first years. Bellatrix, not Bella, do remember that.. She stated to the first years. It was her thing being a Black, unless on friendly terms she would go by Bellatrix. Bellatrix agreed with him, they were there to learn not to goof off, and being nice, that hardly occurred. Seeing Lucius turn Bella turned and walked with him leading the group to the great hall. Showing the 'kids' there table then going to sit, she sat across from Lucius by the Professors. She heard his words and nodded slightly, rolling her eyes. Bellatrix sat quietly fidgeting with her fingers. I know we suffer through it every year and it hasn't changed once. She whispered back wanting to be done, she was tired from the day and just wanted to relax.
Thread: Lucius' Hidden Love. [Shadow Malfoy x Shani]

Looking at Bella, he raised an eyebrow. As you wish, Bellatrix. He said. He hadn't even realized he had called her Bella. He made a mental note to remember that. The last thing he needed was to piss her off. Once the headmaster was done with his speech, and told the first years to follow the prefects, Lucius stood up. He made sure everyone was ready, that Bella was ready, and started to walk back to the dungeons. He walked beside her, and made sure that the first years made it to their dorms, then headed to the common room to relax for a bit before going to bed. As he watched the comotion in the common room, he studied everyone, especially the dating couples. Getting lost in his thoughts again, he would never notice if someone were to come up to him, unless they said something to him. Other than that, Lucius just stayed quiet, and ignored anyone that just looked at him or passed by. Finally after many minutes of sitting he had an idea. Of course. I'll ask her what to do. He said to himself. It was very rare for Lucius to ask his mother anything, but with this, he needed her more than anything.
Thread: Lucius' Hidden Love. [Shadow Malfoy x Shani]

Not you...I meant the first years, I don't need hundred twerps calling me Bella. She whispered she didn't mind Lucius calling her that. Viewing him as a friend, plus they had known each other for six years, and since Bella had a crush on him, she'd even let him call her Trixie which was Narcissa's pet name for her sister, though no one really knew that. Bellatrix stood at the end of the speech walking with the Slytherins. Once back to the dorms Bella when to remove her robes, then wanting to sit in the common room like she often did. She hated the school robes having better style than that. Bellatrix brought down a book and sat herself by the fire like she had done earlier, sitting looking into the fire before looking at her book.