Thread: BoundWing's Writings and Rantings :)

Fine tuning the world with flames I look to the sky and laugh. I'm going to have to drag you down and shatter you. I look to the land and shake my head. I'm going to have to burn you. I Look to the oceans and the seas, and all manner of water. I'm going to have to make you boil. Destruction is a fine tuning instrument, the notes that this poor sickly world plays often times sound like nails on a chalk board. We let our weak breed, and we kill off practically everything, our own being itself is not safe from our own makings, our own devices that we set in front of ourselves. We plant a proverbial mind field and willing step on the places we set the mines. We hurt each other and ourselves, yet we really don't seem to focus on the Why's so much as the How's. We're all a selfish race, greed being the sin bringing out everything evil within ourselves. Lust, Sloth, Wrath, all of it, all of it spawns not from a demonic entity. It spawns from us, we beings of such little common sense. We feel the need to cling to everything that is worthless, we want what we do not need. Sure there are things, comforts in life that we all enjoy. Yet somehow, it's commonplace for us to twist the things we want for comfort into things we really don't need at all. Things we shouldn't want, shouldn't even dream of needing. Yet we do, and we do horrid things to get what we want, like a spoiled pouting child we pitch a fit and take action. Really, it's all very disgusting. Most of you know, I have very little faith in man, and honestly, very little faith in my own being. I'm of the same blood, the same genes as everyone else on this God forsaken planet. Yet I watch, and thankfully I can say my sins are limited to only myself. I damage only myself in my own actions. I am human, and in every way I hate that fact. I'm destructive in my own ways. I find peace not in the company of others, but in solitude and silence. I have those few close friends, and yes they may know bits and pieces about me, but I'm like a puzzle that changes with each rising of the sun. In all honesty, I wish that almost everything were destroyed. We need to start over from stage one. There are so many things that just don't make sense to me, we manipulate, we kill, we slaughter, we rape, we pillage and steal. We destroy, we judge, we harm, we bully. And for what? Because someone doesn't look the same? Because we couldn't control ourselves? There a few good, decent individuals, those who deserve to go on and live. Yet there are those I do not consider normal, those I who I do not consider to deserve to be called Alive. I see them as worthless flesh bags taking up space. Those who waste there lives on petty things. Drugs, booze and an overabundance of sex. Party animals who feel they can only live by doing such stupid things. I can't wait to see this world burned, I really can't. I'm tired of watching all this madness, it's dragging out my own bouts of insanity, and it's all I can do to keep myself in check. We either need to rouse the Russians into a 3rd world war, or God's gotta come down with all his seals and plagues for me. Oh you're so morbid! some of you are most likely going to think. Yep, you're absolutely right, I'm morbid and dark. I do not have a love for my fellow man, because my fellow man neither has a love for me or himself. Chivalry is almost dead, Love is something that seems to come from money and a slip of memory when it comes to safe sex. So excuse me if I'm so open to the idea of things being torn down, the world being thrown for a bloody loop. I'd love it, in fact I think I'd even go so far as to say I'd most likely be laughing the entire way. I know there are others who think like me. Who watch the world, and struggle not to flip out because of what they see and go through on a daily basis. Now on to the things I don't wish to see laid to waste. Those who are truly innocent in their minds, and their very being. Those secluded from the pains of this world, however rare they may be. Those people honestly trying to make an effort to better themselves, those who fight day to day with themselves. Those who truly do look for love in the right places, and don't give up when life throws them a curve. I honor those who see truth for what it is and defend it with what they've got. These few things give me hope, at least a little in this damned world I have to call home for the moment. I guess I've just got to have faith everything will be leveled eventually.