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Thread: The Truth And Nothing But It.

I've been listening to the same song pretty much all day. It's been making me happy. Until now. Now it's doing nothing but causing me a lot of pain. I should be used to it by this point but I hurts. I need help from a friend. I need someone to tell me that they actually do care. That I'm not going through this all by myself. I don't want to keep forcing myself to re-live every happy moment with him. All the things we had planned on doing. It's not fair to myself or the other people that care for me. I guess its just another phase of growing up. Right? That's all this is? Once I'm over it, I'll find that perfect person. I don't think I will. I think I already pushed him out of my life... The song I Hate This Part We're driving slow through the snow On fifth avenue And right now radio is All that we can hear Man we ain't talked since we left It's so overdue It's cold outside But between us It's worse in here The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now I know this is the part where the end starts I can't take it any longer Thought that we were stronger All we do is linger Slipping through our fingers I don't want to try now All that's left is goodbye to Find a way that I can tell you I hate this part right here I hate this part right here I just can't take your tears I hate this part right here Everyday seven takes of the same old scene Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now I know this is the part where the end starts I can't take it any longer Thought that we were stronger All we do is linger Slipping through our fingers I don't want to try now All that's left is goodbye to Find a way that I can tell you I hate this part right here I hate this part right here I just can't take your tears I hate this part right here I know you'll ask me to hold on And carry on like nothing is wrong But there is no more time for lies Cause I see sun set in your eyes I can't take it any longer Thought that we were stronger All we do is linger Slipping through our fingers I don't want to try now All that's left is goodbye to Find a way that I can tell you But I gotta do this I gotta do it I gotta do it I hate this part I gotta do it I gotta do it I gotta do it I hate this part right here I hate this part right here I just can't take these tears I hate this part right here
Thread: The Truth And Nothing But It.

Trust me, I know how you feel. I had to walk home from my exes house after he had oral sex with me because he thought I was just a mistake and wouldn't give me a ride. It took me two hours to get home, and I listened to two songs the whole way...now they remind me of him. It gets better with time, trust me. I know how hard it is when you feel like no one is there for you, but fight on, troopah! It will get better, and I'd advise to make friends that are real and not sleazebags.
Thread: The Truth And Nothing But It.

It figures right? The one person I COULD manage to care about, because I had before Jason, is all the way across the country. I miss him so much. Josh was my sanity. He was the one person that no matter what happened, he still cared and was still there for me. I guess I was just blind to it all. Josh cares. Jason doesn't. So why am I still having trouble believing Josh that he loves me? I've known him for quite a while. I know that he won't lie to me. But I still can't help it. He doesn't have the best reputation with girls. Literally. His track record is worse than mine! And I didn't know that was possible. I guess we may be able to save one another. Maybe. Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now And all the roads that lead to you were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you I don't know how I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me And after all You're my wonderwall I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me And after an You're my wonderwall Said maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me
Thread: The Truth And Nothing But It.

I swear my taste in RP is getting odd. I'd love to do more PWP. Probably cause I'm not getting laid. It's my own fault though. It's not like I couldn't just call one of my guy friends and offer. I could. I don't want to. That's the whole thing. I'm getting tired of the whole standard that it is fine for a guy to go off and fuck a bunch of girls, but a girl can't do it. It's not fair in my mind. I'd love to be able to do ti without getting nasty comments made about it. Maybe that's just me. Maybe I am just freakin strange. I don't know. Sex has always been a very strange subject with me. Since I left Jason, it's gotten easier. I'm not scared to say what I want. I can honestly say, it would be fucking nice to get fucked. Not have sex, not make love. Fucked. Huge difference. But unfortunately, most guys are scared they are gonna break me. Which isn't fair. I can be man handled. That's not the issue. Just so long as I'm not getting slammed into too many things, I'm just fine with it. Kimi wa seijitsu na moralist kirei na yubi de boku wo nazoru Boku wa junsui na terrorist kimi no omou ga mama ni kakumei ga okiru Koi ni shibarareta specialist nagai tsume wo taterareta boku Ai wo tashikametai egoist kimi no oku made tadoritsukitai Kimi no kao ga toozakaru Ah boku ga boku de naku naru mae ni Ai shitemo ii kai? yureru yoru ni Aru ga mama de ii yo motto fukaku Kuruoshii kurai ni nareta kuchibiru ga toke au hodo ni Boku wa...kimi no...vanilla ...Nante kidorisugi sonna cool na kimi wa plastic Atsui manazashi ni wa ecologist sono moeru kuchizuke ga modokashii Yugande iku kimi no kao ga Ah boku ga boku da iraremasu you ni Ai shitemo ii kai? yureru yoru ni Aru ga mama de ii yo motto hayaku Kurushii kurai ni nureta kuchibiru ga kotoba nante mou Kimi to boku not burning love Ah ikutsu asa wo mukaereba ah yoru wa owaru no darou ka Ah sora ni chiribamerareta ah shiroi hana ni kakomarete iku Ai shitemo ii kai? yureru yoru ni Aru ga mama de ii yo I've seen a tail Kuyashii kurai ni kimi ni hamatteru no ni A crew sees crying knees I wanna need. Not betray! Ai shitemo ii kai? yureru yoru ni Aru ga mama de ii yo motto kimi wo Kuruoshii kurai ni nareta koshitsuki ga toke au hodo ni Kimi wa...boku no...bannin da
Thread: The Truth And Nothing But It.

Maybe it all comes with age. The anger, the hurt, the betrayal. You never have that as a child. Maybe when you get older, God decides that he hates your sorry ass, for whatever reason. It just seems to happen. I never had issues with people until turned 6. Then everything went down hill. I know I'm not the only one who has ever thought this. Shit happens. I remember the first time I listened to punk music. About three years later, people started classifying me as Punk. I don't understand that myself but how ever it works is weird. I guess that when you listen to things long enough, your opinions are changed. But if that were true, then why didn't listening to christian music make me take back the christian faith? Maybe it's all in my head. Labels and everything are exactly that. Labels. They don't make us that. They are what people perceive us as. I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me I found the cure to growing older And you're the only place that feels like home Just so you know, you'll never know And some secrets weren't meant to be told But I found the cure to growing older I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends And I am sorry my conscience called in sick again And I've got arrogance down to a science Oh, and I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends Chorus x2 Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's So fitting, so fitting of the way you are You can't cover it up Can't cover it up Find a safe place, brace yourself, bite your lips I'm sending your fingernails and empty bottles you've sipped Back to your family cause I know you will be missed So you can find a safe place, brace yourself They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone But for what we've become, we just feel more alone Always weigh what I've got against what I left So progress report I am missing you to death Chorus x2 Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's So fitting, so fitting of the way you are You can't cover it up Can't cover it up Someone old No one new Feeling borrowed Always blue Someone old No one new Feeling borrowed Always blue Someone old No one new Feeling borrowed Always blue Someone old No one new Always borrowed Always you I found a cure to growing older I found a cure to growing older Chorus x2 Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's So fitting, so fitting of the way you are You can't cover it up Can't cover it up
Thread: The Truth And Nothing But It.

I've been wondering for a while what would happen if I left and went to join the military. Would things change for me that much? Perhaps. I know some of my friends would want me to come back. But which ones? I'm not so sure anymore. I love my family. I love my friends. But who would miss me if I left? I know my mom and dad would. Era maybe. Same with Styx. I can't say the same for Lin or any of the others. I want nothing more than to be happy for once. If it means going into the military, then so be it. I don't want to be miserable anymore. At least then, I can get away from all the shit. You know? I'm tired of constantly having to borrow money, to live off my family. I want to be able to go and make a good life for myself. It looks like the military is my best bet. What A Catch, Donnie I got troubled thoughts And the self-esteem to match What a catch, what a catch You'll never catch us So just let me be Said I'll be fine Till the hospital or American Embassy Miss Flack said I still want you back Yeah, Miss Flack said I still want you back I got troubled thoughts And the self-esteem to match What a catch, what a catch And all I can think of Is the way I'm the one Who charmed the one Who gave up on you Who gave up on you They say the captain Goes down with the ship So, when the world ends Will God go down with it? Miss Flack said I still want you back Yeah, Miss Flack said I still want you back I got troubled thoughts And the self-esteem to match What a catch, what a catch And all I can think of Is the way I'm the one Who charmed the one Who gave up on you Who gave up on you What a catch What a catch What a catch What a catch Elvis Costello I will never end up like him Behind my back, I already am Keep a calendar This way you will always know I got troubled thoughts And the self-esteem to match What a catch, what a catch And all I can think of Is the way I'm the one Who charmed the one Who gave up on you Who gave up on you Gabe Saporta Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman Maybe he won't find out what I know You were the last good thing Travis McCoy We're going down, down in an earlier round And sugar, we're goin' down swinging Brendon Urie Dance, dance, we're falling apart to halftime Dance, dance, and these are the lives you'd love to lead Dance, this is the way they'd love If they knew how misery loved me Doug Does This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race Alex DeLeon One night and one more time Thanks for the memories Even though they weren't so great He tastes like you, only sweeter William Beckett Growing up, growing up I got troubled thoughts And the self-esteem to match What a catch, what a catch
Thread: The Truth And Nothing But It.

Oh man... You got it really bad don't you? I'm sorry to hear all of this. Just remember, if you ever need anyone to talk to, I am right here for you. Remember, everything you do is your choice and, for better or for worse, these choices are something you have to live with. I myself have completely given up on the possibility of finding true love, but that is not a path that I think you will be able to handle. Don't be afraid to open yourself up to someone you really care about. It is better to regret something you have done then something you haven't. Oh, and if you do actually join the military, don't expect me to stop you. In fact, expect me to be running into battle right beside you. Nothing I can really do about the sex bit though... youtube
Thread: The Truth And Nothing But It.

-huggles Shori- I love you hun. You should call me.
Thread: The Truth And Nothing But It.

That I should. Sadly, I don't have your phone number anywhere.
Thread: The Truth And Nothing But It.

So I was looking back on my last relationship. Holy shit. I can't believe half of the things that I let him get away with. I was 14 when I first got together with him. I now have come to the horrid realization that our relationship started going to hell not long after I turned 18. Figure that out. It makes little sense till you think of how old I was when we met. As I thought about it, I know it's not what it sounds like. He wasn't that kind of guy. But when you think about it, other people could look at it that way and then would come the problems. Back to my point. I know when we first broke up, I did everything I could to make him feel like shit. I rubbed everything in his face. It was too fucking perfect. All of it. Then he stopped caring and it started making me angry. I couldn't make him hurt anymore. I realized then that I was making him hurt to try and make myself stop hurting. It didn't work. So I forced myself to move on. That is all I could do. I know I keep talking to him. I know I keep hanging out with him when I know I shouldn't. I should listen to the people around me. And I will... I just keep wondering if he will miss me. Missed Me Missed me, Missed me now you've got to kiss me. If you kiss me, mister, I might tell my sister. If I tell her, mister, she might tell my mother And my Mother, mister, just might tell my father And my father, Mister, he won't be too happy and he'll have his lawyer Come up from the city and arrest you mister So I wouldnt miss me if you get me, mister, see? Missed me, Missed me now you've got to kiss me. If you kiss me, mister, you must think I'm pretty. If you think so, mister, you must want to fuck me. If you fuck me, mister, it must mean you love me. If you love me, mister, you would never leave me! It's as simple as can be! Missed me, Missed me now you've got to kiss me. If you miss me, mister, why do you keep leaving? If you trick me, mister, I will make you suffer! And they'll get you, mister, put you in the slammer and forget you, Mister, then I think you'll miss me. Won't you miss me? Won't you miss me? Missed me, Missed me now you've got to kiss me! If you kiss me, mister, take responsibility. I'm fragile, mister, just like any girl would be And so misunderstood so treat me delicately! Missed me, Missed me now you've gone and done it! Hope you're happy in the county penitentiary! It serves you right for kissing little girls! But I will visit if you miss me. Do you miss me? MISS ME? How's the food they feed you? Do you miss me? Will you kiss me through the window? Do you MISS ME? MISS ME?! Will they ever let you go? I miss my mister so!
Thread: Twin Senses [Toxic & Dark Shane]

Keira had just come home after being gone for almost two weeks. Her last assignment was tiring. She had to trick a scientist of another country into believing she was on one of them to gain information on a biochemical weapon they were working on while she passed the information to our government, in which she also had to tamper with to make it ineffective, all during which they were running her through a special type of boot camp. After a night of sleep that was very much needed she was getting ready for school the next morning as if she never missed a day. It was all set up with the government. She would be covered. Not that it mattered, they had her on super drugs by day and kept her training all night. It wasn't always like this, she use to have fun with the private teachers that would come and teach her how to protect herself, use her abilities and oh so much more. But after months of tests, and meetings, drills and more, her own personality slowly is becoming that of a mere past thing as she began to mold into one of them. She was in all advanced classes and the government had her specially set up so that things they did were not suspicious, when the girl disappeared for a few weeks she would still have all her homework turned in and never missed a beat. Her mother came in and sat on the bed watching her, Just let it go. Theres no point, your just going to expose who and what you are. Alexis didn't look up from putting her books in her bookbag , A freak! No need to spare mother. They asked me to move again. End of the school year, then you won't have to worry so much. Her voice was almost void of emotion. They had a winter camp over the holidays that worked her to the core. Stripped her of what they could. She slung the backpack over her shoulder grabbed her rollerblades and waved to her mother before walking out the door. She heard the distant murmur of goodbye from her mother and headed to school which was only a few blocks down. A welcomed walk to a long day.
Thread: Twin Senses [Toxic & Dark Shane]

It was a regular day for Mystel it was seven am and he was gettingready for school the schoolshere was strict and started at 8 am thats why he was up so early, checking off the day on his calendar two more daysandhe would be eighteen, he still felt empty inside partially because he had a sister but one he had never seen he was not like most people of his age and nor was the sister that he had never met, they both had powers, not the powers every one fantasies about, Michale had telekinisis, this had been refined to the point he could actually manipulate water, he could also control ice. He sighed as he fought back the sting of tears in his eyes as he thought about the sibling he he had no recollection of. his parents had been honest from the start that he was not an only child and to protect him and his sister from the government that they had gave her up for adoption, he always thought alot about her around his birthday, she was his twin sister and they had a bond he could feel it but it was hard to explain.
Thread: Twin Senses [Toxic & Dark Shane]

Keira pretty much kept to herself most the time. There wasn't anyone she could talk to, that could relate to her. The only people who even acted like they wanted to know what she was feeling were the government and the government assigned scientists that ran tests on her every week. She was sick of it though, the poking,proding and tests were just too much. She walked along the sidewalk the eight blocks to the school and entered the school without being stopped once about her two week absence. She was fine with that though. It was best she went unnoticed, so long as she was able to keep her power under control and just did what they said it was an easy coast. She walked into her first class talking the seat towards the back and closest to the window. She slid her bag under her chair and took out the only book she would need. Thats when she simply eased back and let her mind wander as it has before to try and figure out what it was she felt like she had been missing.
Thread: Wednesday is Futaday

I could dig out my old hermaphrodite character, for a futa slave roleplay if you like. pm me if your intrested.
Thread: Still alive!

My copmutron.. lives.. again. Thanks to Trygons excessive mastery over the many many viruses my E-Machine picked up while about my daily buisness surfing the internets finest I am back in comition. Try took a bull wip to those naughty little viruses Trygon Back back into the quaintine pen with you. I am aware I havn't been on enough to make as serious a dent in your lives as I should but now that i'm back in comition I'll be seeing you around. -D
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

I'd be in, but you'd get more people willing to commit their interest if you gave us all the details instead of an ultimatum.
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

I'm very sorry, I wasn't trying to sound like an ultimatum - I just wanted to keep things simple and very general to see if anyone liked the idea at all. I'll post more info soon. I just need to finish some work and find where I put the paper with my ideas on it.
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

There, edit done, got much more info now. Sorry again if it sounded a bit unfriendly before, I hope this helps.
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

Thank you, I apologize myself. I was just trying to offer friendly advice and you have exceeded expectations good sir.
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

Was thinking about it and realized that maybe there was another point I could clarify. This world is just a setting, not a full story. I intend this world to be able to see a lot of different storylines involving various characters that, ideally, would overlap at various points.
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

Hmmm you have a pretty detailed setting here, i'd be willing to give it a try if we got enough people
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

Well, there are two people interested so far. I would like to get about 4-6 at least to start.
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

I'd be interested.
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

Well, got 3 responses so far, so here's a character sheet I whipped up. Please message me with your characters instead of just posting it here. That way we can discuss any necessary points and I can make sure your character isn't some overpowered demigod or other similarly omnipotent entity. ------------------------------------------- Name Race Age Nation RoleJob Notable TalentsSkills Magical SpellsAbilities Notable FlawsWeaknesses Physical Description Psychological Description ItemsEquipment Background Other ------------------------------------------- When I start getting characters I'll make a new thread for them.
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

OOC Thread and Characters Thread are now up.
Thread: Interest Check - Medieval Fantasy RP

New info will be posted in the OOC section. I'm so glad to see this idea of mine take off