Thread: May We Meet Again [randomname98766789 and sixlikesgore]

Listening to everything Clarke said, there was one line that stuck out like a sore thumb. I cant do this alone. There was a gift Bellamy had a gift of easily reading other people. It was quite obvious to the young man that Clarke was worried about more than just surviving the day alone or just going to the emergency aid depot on her own. It sounded like there was something deeper there, but she was afraid to acknowledge it or express it right now. Bellamy could relate. If he had things his way, he would have slept with her in his arms on the first night of being on the ground. Unfortunately, things were off to a rocky start. Sure, they butted heads often and they argued but it was nothing that made Bellamy hate her. In fact, he admired how strong she was and how she tried to be a leader. It felt like sometimes she was meant for this and he was not. Bellamy had taken control from day one but he soon realized that this was not something he could do alone either. There were many meanings to thinking that as well. After Clarke finished talking, he noticed that her pace slowed down. Deciding to do the same, the dark-haired man tried to think of an appropriate response. Bellamy Blake was never known to shy away from his opinions or beliefs. He generally said what he meant and meant what he said. It was unlike him to keep ideas and opinions to himself. As of right now, Bellamy thought this was the worst time for such a thing. Yes, he had a backpack full of supplies for at least a week. He was going to leave camp when he had a chance, but Clarke said one thing that made him believe this was not the right choice to make. Knowing that this might literally be life or death, Bellamy would have to press the blonde further for details. If he left without asking, then he might be throwing away a future with Clarke. If Bellamy found out that Clarke felt the same way he did, maybe there was another reason for him to fight things to fight alongside Clarke instead of against her. Maybe all those emotional arguments were just coverups for how they really felt they were just nervous about admitting it so they displaced their feelings into the opposite emotion. Unsure of what came over him, Bellamy suddenly reached down and grabbed Clarkes right hand. He stopped walking so that when Clarke moved for another step, she would have been pulled right back as well. Bellamy waited until she was calmed down and no longer moving until her eyes were on him. At this moment, he dropped Clarkes hand before starting deep into her pretty, deep blue eyes. God, they were irresistible. Bellamy did not know how a girl could look so amazing. Her smile, her laugh, and just everything about her was perfect. Chewing on his lower lip, Bellamy finally decided to say the things that he needed to say to Clarke. You are wrong. You are my first choice for anything, really. I know we argue and get into fights all the time but that doesnt mean I think poorly of you. I think the opposite. You are easily the most beautiful girl in the world present and past. Ive never seen eyes like yours Ive never seen a smile like yours. But now I am tired of just watching you smile because I want to be the reason you smile. I dont know how you feel and I might be wrong here, but I cant keep quiet about things anymore. You are not alone, Clarke. I dont think you were talking only about today. I am here for you. I need you, too. Ive tried to be the leader and it worked for a few days. I realized that it is not a job for one person. I need someone that thinks different someone like you. I dont just want you to be a leader with me. I want you to be mine, period. This might sound crazy considering that he had almost slept with the entire camp but he hoped Clarke knew he was sincere. I assure you that youd be the only one I care for. You already are. I just never thought this might be possible so I tried to get my mind off you but I cant. That is absolutely impossible. Clarke, you are the most perfect human I have ever met. I dont ever want to be without you. I want us to interact in ways that we never have before. I dont know how you feel, but if I dont ask, I wont ever know. You can slap me if you want. You can yell at me want. Or you can kiss me if you want. Any reaction is fine with me. I just have to get this off my chest. There have been so many horrible things happen already since weve been down on Earth. I dont see why we cant make something good happen. Clearly, Bellamy genuinely believed that there was something here for them not just the entire camp, but for himself and Clarke. Anyone that knew Bellamy would know that this was nothing like him, but that just went to show how much he cared for Clarke. She was making him act in ways that he never had before. This was something new for Bellamy. Until Clarke, he never thought about settling down to just be with one girl but now he knew for a fact. He did not give a damn if it had only been a few weeks and they barely talked other than when they argued. He was falling for Clarke her body, her soul, her heart everything. Bellamy wanted to be hers and Bellamy wanted her to be his. It would all depend on how she reacted to this. He might turn from the camp and never look back or he might return with a new mindset and a new girlfriend.