Thread: What else is a girl to do with two brothers? (Queen Chaos & BoomBoom)

James was inexperienced in this type of situation. Sure, he had made out with a few girls, hand stuff and oral between a few but as far as sneaking away like this and being so forward it was all new territory. As was sex itself. He'd been inside a girl once, and for but a minute before she had grown scared and asked to stop and they did. Not exactly losing his virginity he would say since it had only just begun. Not thay James thought he was about to have sex with Tessa, she was his sister... But in the same vane it wasn't that he didn't want to either which was really starting to mess with his head. Luckily he didn't see a psychiatrist or they might have ended up telling his parents and the whole world how messed up he was for wanting something like that. Only, when he pulled Tessa closer and she put her hand on his chest it didn't feel wrong. As she moved closer and he captured her scent everything in this moment couldn't have been better. Even the bathroom didn't seem such a terrible place and as her soft lips lightly brushed against his he knew that it didn't matter what other people thought, as long as the two of them were happy. It was bliss. For the half second thay it happened at any rater. Before a deep voiced man spoke asking for a tile saw and in that moment James froze, his head snapping towards the source of the voice and his eyes wide. His hand still on the hip of Tessa, his sister, and her still pressed against him. They were caught, they were going to get rated out and the entire school was going to k of what they were doing. Fuck! James wasn't sure that he would have started moving in that moment as all excitement left his body, had it not been for Tessa pulling him out of the washrooms and into the hall. His heart had been pounding at seeing Tessa at the washrooms, now it was hammering at having been caught with her there. When they stopped James leaned his back against the wall and then leaned forward trying to catch his breath his hands on his knees to support himself. Looking over at her when she spoke James nodded his head, trying to seem calmer than he was he decided that speaking was out of the question. His voice might crack or she would hear the unsteady rhythm if he did speak about it. She would also hear the bitter disappointment thay he didn't get to male out with her. Or more, if their texts held any weight but that was wrong, and this had all been a mistake. A joke that went a little too far. Uh, yeah...see ya James said kicking himself for not being able to take control of the situation and be the man that he thought she might want. He watched her walk away, sure that their moment was gone and maybe it was for the better. Sure, everyone had no problem with that sort of thing on Game of Thrones but this was real life. They would be labeled freaks. When she was gone he went back to his class and kept his head down for the rest of the day. He thought about texting Tessa to apologize only thay would have been a lie. He was only sorry that someone was there. For the rest of the day he remained inactive on his phone while waiting for this day to be over. ----- The bus pulled up to their house letting the three siblings off as usual. James hadn't even looked at Tessa after school, afraid that if he did everyone in the immediate vicinity would know what had happened. A few friends asked him what was wrong and his response was that he was tired and so rested his head against the window until his stop. Sam was his usual self and waved to her with smile, believing that he was the only depraved one with his insane thoughts and was content with keeping them in his head. And his anonymous blog. James was the first one through the door unlocking it and going into the kitchen to pull out some of the leftovers from dinner and eat the cold pizza at the counter. The events of the day playing through his mind and he hardly seemed to notice as Sam took a piece and went to his room to work on his blog. James looked down at his phone, forgetting he was in the kitchen and not his room and started reading through the texts of the day between him and Tessa. Locking his phone if anyone made themsepf present.