Thread: The Semminary- phtlc and Babygirl67

She seemed to really be enjoying herself, drinking her wine, watching the fallen being humiliated like this. She gazed up and down, looking at me with predatory eyes as she sipped from her glass. I never understood what people got out of pure cruelty the idea of having a person at your mercy and enjoying the power to instill fear or pain. Ms. Johnson however, was someone who did get that rush and I was her victim. The whole thing still felt strangely unreal, like a weird dream. Part of me expected to hear my alarm clock go off, so I could wake up in my own bed thinking about what a horrible dream I had but part of me knew that this was not a dream. I had made a choice that would have terrible consequences on my life regardless of my decision. If I refused, she could destroy my life with those pictures. People would see my perverted sin of weakness and lust, thus shattering any chance of my becoming a priest. What she required in return for her silence however was a far greater sin, for which I would have to answer to God. I was truly already in hell, violating every cardinal rule, primarily because I was too much of a coward to face the music for what I did. A greater crime, to cover up the lesser crime. I was a disgusting pervert, and on top of that I was a shameful coward who would submit to vile debauchery to help me deceive people about what I did. I was a lie. I was disgusting, and I was unworthy of representing or serving God. The impact of that last realization hit me so hard, I had to blink rapidly to avoid letting tears run down my face. I stood there shaking in my humiliation and disgrace, wishing I could be dead and even knowing that was a terrible sin. She instructed me to remove my hands but I couldnt. I didnt want to defy her, but I had already degraded myself so much, I couldnt see how I would survive any more. I just stood there, trying to maintain my composure as she smirked at me in glee. The noise of her setting the glass down made me jump a bit in fear. I seemed to have lost a great deal of control over my body and was terrified I would pass out, which would leave me open to god knows what at her hands. Her hands gliding over my back made me feel nauseous. Its not that she was unattractive, quite the opposite its just that I was a virgin and planned on staying one for the rest of my life, so the idea of this woman who is known for her sexuality treating me like a toy was pure horror. In less than an afternoon, my entire life, my world had been turned upside down and I begged silently for God to turn the clock back..to give me a second chance to do the right thing. I would show that I am really not like that. I would never do anything like that again..please! Smack! I flinch in terror at the stinging contact with my buttocks. The revulsion is overwhelming me as is the terror. I feel like a rat that has been thrown into a snakes cage for feeding purposes. Trapped, and faced with my inevitable destruction. Her eyes bored into mine as she stood in front of me, smirking at my discomfort and with abrupt suddenness, my hands were yanked away exposing my last private piece of flesh to her gaze. My shame was laid open in my nakedness and now the tears flowed, out of control. I wasnt sobbing, but the tears were flowing while I stood buck naked in front of this predatory lioness who seemed to want to devour me, as she visually examined my phallus. I let out a yelp when I felt her hand grasping my penis and almost collapsed on the floor, but managed to stand there with my legs going rubbery as the butterflies in my stomach threatened to cause an immediate evacuation of its contents. Her thumb touched the very tip, right in the hole and my abdomen fluttered out of control as my breathing and heartbeat picked up, and then her hands started..doing thingsdisgusting things as she made sickening comments about my penis and telling me that God had given me to her. Maybe he had. After what I had done. If I had thought for a second, that my humiliation couldnt get worse I was wrong. My body reacted to what she was doing to it and all of a sudden I started getting an erection! I was shocked and dismayed. I hated her and I did not want this so why was I getting aroused? It wasnt fair! My own body was working against me and now she was probably going to think that I liked this! Before I knew it, I was growing to full length and it was straining and twitching as I stood there feeling like filth. I was disgusting! The neighborhood bimbo was being disgusting and here was me the so called church boy, getting an erection from it. I hated myself. She was right to laugh at me.I was a disgusting joke. With that the tears started really pouring and my whole body started to shake. Ms. Johnson.please stop,please. Im begging youI dont like thisI cant do this, for gods sake..please?