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Thread: Im not insane..

Even Flow..thoughts arrive like butterflies I guess this describes me to a point. My thoughts are scattered, scrambled. I don't particularly try to stem or mesh them. I say what I want, when I want, I don't particularly try for sense or logic sometimes. I say random things at times. I don't get why people always assume I mean something by them, everyone seems really eager to feed into some of the nonsense I spout. Oh you said you wanted to visit Ok, I say that to lots of people, but rarely do I say I want to visit you there's a reason for this, I have family all over. I can travel to almost any major city and find a relative or at least a close enough relative to survive. I like visiting family, I happen to be in the area, you are of little consequence. I can seem to be completely enraptured with something but have it be a passing fancy and vice versa. Maybe its familiarity breeding contempt but there are some who I am extremely close to who I rarely talk to due to various situations and oddities. I don't try to explain anymore. Its just a hassle, hey, how are you, hows your family, yeah its been years. We just catch up like nothings changed on my end, I have more money, more stability, you? He's dead, she's pregnant, this guy died, she killed herself, that guy etc etc. It just comes flowing out. We update one another and we go on. Its kinda strange I guess. I also don't have a conventional mourning system I guess, possibly due to the people seemingly come out of the woodworks and replace others. With exception to family everyone I've ever had in my life has had someone show up within a week who could fulfill their role, its always odd to see but that's how it works. I don't really get close to internet folks, I mean, I seem to but much of the time its just kinda, hi there, etc etc. I like to be expressive, I don't want to hold back, I'll say and do whatever. Life goes forward and I don't have to wonder what if. I'm not afraid of my net rep, I never understood those who are. Rejection, betrayal, insults, etc, why let it bother you when at the end of the day, you close the window and its gone? Then again...I might be crazy...probably
Thread: Im not insane..

So my dad is still trying to screw me over by getting me jobs and then attempting to get the money before I get it...gah what dickery.
Thread: Im not insane..

Become a pimp! Pimps have no boss cept for the Popo... and they aren't really doing anything illegal... are they? Ironic. The Prostitutes are doing something illegal, the people who pick them up are doing something illegal, but the Pimps? They iz juz pimpin? Please note This is not real advice, but simply something to make you smile. aweeee.
Thread: Im not insane..

Aww and it did, you're so sweet.
Thread: Im not insane..

Hey, um... god this is going to be a little awkward... I know we don't get on the best of terms here, but something pulled me to your journal before i went to mine, and first, I want to say that you have a way with words with some of your stuff. And second I want to wish your Grandmother Great-Grandmother? It's hard to tell sometimes well. It seems that she had a wonderful life, and was -IS - a wonderful woman, and she will be welcomed above with open arms. It's been said that people don't leave us all at once, but in pieces. Their smell is always the last thing to go, and it's heart-wrenching when it does. But she will always be looking over you, and I'm sure that she's proud of how you've grown and matured over the years, no matter the choices that led you there. I just wanted to let you know that most of us here, even some of the most shallow, are here in this time of need. Oh, and about your father, tell him you got fired from the job, or try to see if they do direct deposit in a account of yours.
Thread: Im not insane..

I'm a homewrecker...I dunno why, yest 4-8 I went to karaoke, from 5-8 my friend's gf was there, she kept eying me and tried to get me to sing with her on every song she did before asking her bf after about an hr there. From 6-8 she and I sang more songs together than she and her bf did, and her face was lighting up. I saw the signs, and when she made eye contact then excused herself to the bathroom I just sat there. I wondered what it was, it kind of unnerved me, but I knew I wanted it. It felt like this strange sickness creeping up on me and forcing me to submit to a path. My other friend A. welcomed my wandering hands before I asked if she had a bf, which she resolutely answered yes. 30 minutes later we were flirting and joking and she promptly realized what was happening and left. I think I'm just drawn to either unavailable or unhealthy women as a course of action. Really I'd be nothing but sex to them, avoiding the intricacies and complexities of a relationship. I'm not bothered by the presence of a bf, husband, or any other kind of pairing so long as I don't know the person, or I met my desired person first. I want to feel that its wrong, I really, really do...but..its hard. It doesn't even do anything for me knowing they have a bf or husband, in bed, legs around me, groaning about how much better it is, I don't feel satisfaction or validation to hear a woman putting down her significant other. So why? I keep trying to fully understand it? I can't seem to just form healthy relations, even women who are single, it just doesn't work out, but they get a bf, and hell even the day after there's interest? Am I some kind of strange relationship accessory?
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It was a weird night today, I get off work, go downstairs to a large church gathering, and as I enter it turns somber. As I'm picking up cheese of a platter its announced Chase, a fried of mine I've known for at least ten years, to the point where my memories so far back with him in them blur was in an accident. He's a biker and it was bound to happen, its happened to plenty of friends before. I'm not a worrier, so I continued to eat. Yet, by the time my plate lies empty before me the news comes that he's died on an operating table. I could feel tears welling up but they just kinda backed down...the room was in hysterics so I comforted my grandmotherhis godmother as best I could, and I eventually went about my way, playing gem miner as I charged my phone later, talking about it casually to people. But years, years and years, I've known him, our families close as well. I mean there was a level of familiarity and comfort that it kind of became one of those things you took solace in but forgot about. He was always smiling, joking, laughing and just being an all around great guy. Now that's not going to happen anymore, and I just realized it..and I gushed a bit, maybe three or four small tears..but it happened. I'm still trying to fully come to the kind of conclusion as to what happens with that part of my life from now. In a church where most of the guys around my age were looking out for themselves, a genuinely good guy just isn't coming around anymore. I don't even find it upsetting, just highly implausible and I think in my mind its trying to rationalize it out to some kind of semblance of balance. Really, I don't want your sympathy, or pity or what not, really don't comment on it, if you have something to say, talk about it to someone else.
Thread: Im not insane..

I find it interesting the simple ways people can communicate a dislike while feigning being friendly in public. I also find it extremely annoying, I believe if you don't like someone, it should be something semi-constant at a minimum and quite open. Don't ignore someone in a group chat then pretend everything is fine at some later time when they're the only person about. Don't make a big fuss about them then suddenly decide its time to talk to them and be friendly, or cut off ties to them in an activity and blame it on some outside source when you clearly have just made your continuation a more clandestine act. It seems rather duplicitous to me to do as such, its always seemed as such, I communicate my feelings. I will always do as such regardless of the time, place, or reasons people list why I should not. If an enemy gains, power, money, or authority, its not a particularly big deal to me to suddenly feel I should forgo any past dealings out of some sense of fear. Why live a lie? Is that anything worth living?
Thread: Im not insane..

I always got taught as a kid that all people wanted love. To some extent or form I guess its true, but there are varying definitions of love. So if its not what I want, or need out of the love you have to offer, do you love me, or do you express your view of love toward me. Do I have to accept this view, this offering made toward me if I find it inferior to my own or do I try to give in return? What is the proper protocol in a society of self? Advertised autonomy is the norm, you do for yourself, think for yourself, but like us, be like us, but if we are the autonomous thinkers that society says, who are the others who defy said conventions. If I defy convention am I autonomous in my independence or simply a farce of autonomy joining one of many subcultures of hive minded beings who feign individual ideals? As such, if I am one of those that does have autonomy, does that give me the right to spur lackluster love and seek it elsewhere? Or is it just too cruel?
Thread: Im not insane..

So as of Wednesday, every Monday and Wednesday from here till August my best friend and I will fight. I decided Wed would be a good day for it as my arms were still sore and worn out from overworking mysel Mon. Its odd to hit him, every time, for a micro second or two I hesitate. Even while hitting at probably 30 I hesitated. I punch him with the sole intent of stopping the minute I feel contact yet I still hurt him. I guess its proof of our bond but still, he asks me to hit, and I do and then he gets back up. I use maybe 60 speed and the 30 power and still I knock him down. He says it doesn't hurt but even as he rises I see the wincing and it pains me, I feel a lump in my throat, and can't help but ask after every other or third strike Are you okay? I know it likely seems to him that I'm coddling him. But what do I do? I should be getting him prepared for this tourney in June but I keep wondering what happens if I do go all out? Will it damage our friendship? What happens next week when head blows are brought in and my arms are back to full strength and I up it to 50. Am I being a good friend by actually doing what he wants, or is each blow wearing away at something within each of us. He says don't stop. hit me three times, and usually less than 10 seconds later he's on his back and the blows have been landed. I can see the pain and frustration on his face and the more I encourage him the more I see his hurt. Today he went to train and lied to me about it, does he think it will help? Will it help? Will he grow stronger on his own and hope that I stagnate? Its hard to tell..hard to tell.
Thread: Im not insane..

So I beat my best friend in a fight. It was 2 rounds of sparring, then I got serious after talking it over with him, even with just my hands I wrecked him. Thing is, I still held back and so did he, cept I didn't use my legs. In an MMA fight, I was purely focused on just my hands and my legs weren't used for anything but blocks on occasion. Tonight he has a real fight, I can't see it going well.
Thread: Im not insane..

Well all you can really do is either cheer him on, or tell him he might get his ass kicked. You both held back however, so perhaps his real fight will go a lot smoother since it isn't a spar.
Thread: Im not insane..

Honestly the guy is much bigger, stronger, and better trained than my boy..but he's going through with it to try and impress a girl who frankly doesn't deserve him I dunno if this will end well.
Thread: Im not insane..

Oh, nuu he's making a really stupid decision. Never do dangerous things to impress women...it never ends well. I would probably convince him not to...or at least fight to get better and not to impress some chick.
Thread: Im not insane..

He is doing it to get better and get more experience overall..but one of the reasons he's in a rush is this girl. He's being an idiot and on tues the agreement was I beat you, you back out and he reneged and is continuing anyway. However, it is his life, but I told him after I won't support it.
Thread: Im not insane..

I guess I should update this. My boy got seriously hurt during his tournament, the girl was unimpressed as a result and he's now in debt due to hospital bills. I now work at a Psych Hospital. I have since found that I have a lot in common with the kids I work with and they've rapidly grown to trust me which has become a double edged sword as they often come to me in groups now and I can't tend to all of them. I haven't had a drink since 2010, I find myself being bored much more often. Once my second paycheck comes things will likely change up. The kids intend to try and get me to trim my beard to a more modern style, I refuse to acquiesce.
Thread: Puzz's Artwork

Here is some of it....ask for more if you wanna see. Yeah some of those are gaiaonline avatarscharacters.....enjoy...
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I wanna see more! Also, do you use copic markers? Or a computer program?
Thread: Puzz's Artwork

Anjeru said I wanna see more! Also, do you use copic markers? Or a computer program? Click to expand... I use Prismacolor markers and Photoshop Elements 5.0 galleries on deviantart.com Usernames Kaitsurinn and Mistresskaichan Just stick those infront of .deviantart.com and you'll have them.
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It's all vereh pretty! -
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Glad you like it.
Thread: Vacation--

I will be leaving today and coming back on the 17th. I will not have access to the internet. To all my RP partners I didn't ditch you. I have been busy getting ready to leave. I will reply when I return.
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Have fun!
Thread: Vacation--

. . . AW. D Okies. Huggles Have fuuun 3listu
Thread: Avatar and Banner

I couldn't think of anywhere else to put this, apart from other requests, but that's for RPs. If somebody could find or make an avatar and banner for me I would be eternally grateful and be your best friend for ever. I don't really mind what it is of, though I have a slight lol preference for large breasted women and things of that nature. Thanks in advance. Also, since this is General Discussion, you can talk about avatars and banners in this thread as well. But I'm not telling you what to do. You can if you like. I'm not going to come and beat you with sticks if you don't. You have to ask nicely.
Thread: Avatar and Banner

I can try to make you one if you're still hunting?
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Yes please.
Thread: Avatar and Banner

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I was thinking of, you know, an anime or manga vibe rather than real people.
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The extension php is not allowed. Also, not to be picky or anything even though I am can I get it without my name on it?
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Ah... sure lol. Lemme just re find the pic again.
Thread: Avatar and Banner

My first thought was this might be about a popular kids show and the hulk. I am a nerd.
Thread: /Everything You Want/ Shori, YukiBlue and TheDarkerme

Adarius quickly moved out the door, heading to the nearest cemetary. He never would understand these damned humans. They were all so fucking complicated. He couldn't grasp most of their concepts. They were so... plain. And such assholes to boot. He never understood how others could just blend with them. His only hope was that he could find a human that would make a suitible companion. He would look for her again tonight. He hoped she would be in this time. That way, he wouldn't have to wait another 500 years to find her. There was a woman out there than needed him. And tonight he would find her! Jess looked around the corner. Those guys had stopped following her. She would have sworn they were going to kill her. Pushing the door open, she peaked around the frame. Nope. Not out there. She seemed to be in the clear. Running as fast as her legs could carry her, she slipped out the building carefully. Running to her friend's house nearby,she began pounding on the girls door, hoping she was home and not at work. Rhia! Open the door! Please. There is a problem! She shouted. She prayed to the goddess that her friend answered the door before... Hey! There she is! Grab er! A male voice shouted from behind her. Turning swiftly, she screamed, hoping someone, anyone, would help her.
Thread: /Everything You Want/ Shori, YukiBlue and TheDarkerme

Rhiannon has been getting ready for work, at the exact moment that things where happening. She looked up at the pounding on the door and sighed. But she kept herself in check as she grabbed up her special bag. A nice little spotted piece of Fur was brought into her hands. Usually blue eyes went golden brown and attained wildcat pupils. She whispered the spell beneath her breath, the one that would produce a partial change. She snarled faintly as she ripped open the door. Clad in her work clothes , and she worked in an interesting place. Jess, get your ass in here... She growled and then chuckled as she felt the nails lengthening through her gloves. So gentlemen you like picking on a lady. She exclaimed as she braced her hands on her hips, cocking them to the side. Her right foot, clad in flat footed black leather boots, tapped a rather upbeat tune. Something you need 'Gents... or shall ya be continuing on. Or will Rhia have to play a nasty game with you. She said as she gave them a vicious smile, canines flashing as she did.
Thread: /Everything You Want/ Shori, YukiBlue and TheDarkerme

Jess quickly jumped in the door, pushing Rhia out of the way and slamming the door hard. Taking a deep breath, she forced herself to calm, before the stress go to her. Moving into the house, she flopped down on the couch. Laying back, she smiled at her friend. Miss me? She said, the laughter in her voice obvious. Standing up, she walked over and hugged her friend, happy to be safe. Looking out the window, she saw that the men were standing outside, as if they were waiting for her. Moving to the couch again, she sighed. Looking to her friend, she spoke again. I don't know what they want from me, but it can't be good. She stated flatly.
Thread: /Everything You Want/ Shori, YukiBlue and TheDarkerme

Rhiannon sighed as she stared at the closed door. She whispered the release incantation and looked at her friend. If you like I can whip up a molotov spell? She commented as she walked away from the door. Strapping the leather pouch to her hip. Well not one, but a string of pouches she kept close on hand. These pouches contained bits and pieces of different animals. It's how she performed her more predominatly used magics. She grabbed up her trench coat and slung it over her shoulders. Come on, I have to go to work and you are coming with me. We will take the passage that leads into the graveyard. She stated as she walked towards the library and motioned for Jess to follow. Don't worry, it's safe I use it all the time. She commented as she pulled a book off the shelf. As soon as that happened there was a squeaking sound and the shelf swung forward.
Thread: I want some Beastly lovin'~

Hmm I might be interested...entice me
Thread: I want some Beastly lovin'~

Hm. Throw in anything you're craving at the moment, and I'll see if we can mesh 'em together? 3
Thread: I want some Beastly lovin'~

Well I do like it when the person I'm playing with can play as female animals as well 3
Thread: I want some Beastly lovin'~

I can do that. 3
Thread: I want some Beastly lovin'~

Sweet so maybe go with your second idea for a plot, but have it where she's a shape shifter too? Hit me up with a pm and we can go further
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bumps I sent you a PM and I hope to hear from you...
Thread: I want some Beastly lovin'~

It's interesting, but would definitely be something new to me. Closest I've been is furry, so this is more of a beastiality type of thing?
Thread: Chuunin Exams  (dhaze x Ryu_Momochi)

Hinata Hyuuga was now 15 years old, though still as shy as ever. She still found it difficult to talk with people no matter how hard she tried, but it didn't stop her from being given this assignment. It was time for the Chuunin exams, and ever since the incident with Orochimaru a few years ago, more examiners had been recruited, like her, to enter the Forest of Death and keep watch on the various Genin candidates. As much as she didn't really want the assignment, even she had to admit she was one of the best suited people for it. Her Byakugan allowed her to easily see what was going on, even from great distances, and she'd be able to intercept any trouble potentially before it happened. Or at the least she could react quickly. Still, it didn't stop her wanting to be somewhere else though....she really didn't like this forest, or the exams as a whole for that matter. But, whether she liked it or not, she had been given her mission and she would carry it out. And so here she was, patrolling the forest of Death, a little less than halfway from the gates to the tower. The exams had only begun recently, about 12 hours ago, meaning there were still 2 and a half days before the time limit came. She hadn't seen any Genin yet, and didn't expect to for at least a few more hours, so she came to a stop, sitting on a large tree branch and sighing softly, taking another look around. Nothing unusual....no strange behaviour in some of the large and deadly animals, no people around that shouldn't be there.....everything was quiet. Good.....the less trouble there is the better....
Thread: Chuunin Exams  (dhaze x Ryu_Momochi)

Ryu smiled softly as he sat by the tree. He could feel every ninja within a certain distance, and he knew what he was going to do. He smirked a bit,This is going to be fun... he said to himself. He closed his eyes, doing some handseals and opening them again. They came up like videoscreens infront of his eyes, every ninja within fifty meters,Hmmm... lets see who's got what I need... he said to himself, checking each one's chakra signiture. He had a gift, no, a unique talent. They all called it a Kekki Genkai, but he knew better, it wasn't something he was born with, it was something he had learned, on his own. His ice blue eyes looked at each potential victim, each one with different strengths and weaknesses. He spotted something different though, one konoichi, she seemed to not be heading towards the finish line,Hmmm... could she be a proctor? he said to himself, he could see she had decent chakra skills, but he'd yet meet up with someone who'd be a match for his genjutsu. He smirked a bit,I'll have some fun while I'm here... he said to himself, his mist headband shining in the sun as he cast the jutsu,Now she'll come to me... he said softly before leaning back against the tree. It would only be a matter of time.
Thread: Chuunin Exams  (dhaze x Ryu_Momochi)

Hinata sighed and leaned back against the tree slightly, then stopped and blinked as she felt something.....odd. She quickly sat up and looked around, something wasn't quite right around hear...then suddenly she heard a loud crash, some muffled cries for help. She immediately jumped to her feet and leaped away to the next tree, following the source of the sound. Whilst she couldn't exactly help directly, she could stop the entrants from being killed and get them out of the forest if she felt it was necessary, though that would disqualify the ninja from the rest of the exam. Just hope I make it in time.... It took only moments to reach the source of the noise, but Hinata blinked as she arrived, looking around, seeing nothing happening. No ninja in trouble, no signs of a battle, nothing. What the....? She blinked, then turned as she noticed something from the corner of her eye, like a reflection of sunlight from metal. Hm? Is someone there?