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Thread: O Fortuna...

I want to hold you to the sun I want to be your faithful one I want to show you all the beauty you don't even know you hold I'm hurting you for your own good I'd die for you, you know I would I'd give up all my wealth to buy you back the toy you never sold Liar - Emilie Autumn I GET TO SEE EMILIE AUTUMN TODAYYYYYYYYYY I shall take a bunch of picturesvids 3 As...soon as I find the battery charger for the camera. Imma die at work tomorrow since I have work at 5 AM D So I shall attempt an all-nighter Probably bugging the guys at my mcD's at some INSANE hour. Or Waffle house. Hmm. Which one? D Since MrSir didn't call me D I don't know if I'm going to go see him too or not. I hope so TT His birthday present is in the trunk of my car and Hopefully it doesn't tip over and break That would be most angry. CAUSE YA D There is a new store at the mall that I want to raid so bad, it's got kick ASS shot glasses in it 3 and Skull Wineglasses. SKULL! Frankie will have someone to sit between! XD!!! Frankie is my black skull that I've had for god knows how long xD.
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I see Mr. Sir today I gots him a teapot, a teacup and loose earl grey tea. Cause he asked for it. Hopefully shall snag a picture of the elusive Mr. Sir xD Annnnd. SANGUINAIRIUS if you read this I. Love. You. - And that has never changed.
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TakodaVega said Behaving leads to all sorts of good things. I hate it when Dom's don't actually take care of the people they have as 'theirs' - collared or not. Click to expand... THANK YOU! SOMEONE THAT THINKS LIKE ME!!!! WWOOOOOOOO!!!! ahem I mean, I agree with this line fully. I'm getting tired of masters using slaves or any pull to a similar setting only as stepping stones and not as the give-take it should be. I do believe we can get along quite well if you ever choose to speak to me.
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Raziel99 said TakodaVega said Behaving leads to all sorts of good things. I hate it when Dom's don't actually take care of the people they have as 'theirs' - collared or not. Click to expand... THANK YOU! SOMEONE THAT THINKS LIKE ME!!!! WWOOOOOOOO!!!! ahem I mean, I agree with this line fully. I'm getting tired of masters using slaves or any pull to a similar setting only as stepping stones and not as the give-take it should be. I do believe we can get along quite well if you ever choose to speak to me. Click to expand... That would be awesome! So why have I been MIA for 3-4 days now. What happened was this - MrSir and I were having a good time on Friday, I almost finished my Christmas shopping all I have left is my stepdad and I invited him to a party that my chick friend had asked if I wanted to go to and that we could crash the night. Sooo I did, and called out sick the next morning due to a fever and the fact I didn't sleep. I then promptly forgot to call my grandmother that I didn't go to work yesterday. Yesterday I had planned on taking Mr. Sir home. Except it never happened. Later that night I called my grandmother saying I was probably going to spend another night at my friends house. So, when are you going to stop being a bum and come home? There was a very very loud, Excuse me? from me. Let me point out something, MrSir is sitting across from us, along with the other guy friend of mine, then my chick friends all along the couch with me at the end. The one who invited me to spend the night was sitting right next to me when she said so. Bad idea. My friend took the phone and hung up And insisted I move in, because I had broken down into tears. Fuck woman, you call me a bum because I'm hanging out with friends despite holding a Full-Time job, at one of the most HORRENDOUS places to work at, and the ONE time I decide to spend a weekend with my friends in fuck - ages? Maybe 6 months or so? Good. Grief. So now I'm now staying with my friends and I got there today and she went, So are you moving out? Good grief you just want me gone don't you? AND GUESS WHAT BITCH. Cheaper win. I Made of win.
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Time is just a concept And always the first thing to fade Agony and weakness Nothing we can never evade Years are cruel, they break us Bringing on decay and despair Awareness and perception Something we can never repair Unleashed - Epica youtube So I bring in the New Year with a bang, along with MrSir. However during the New Year my back was slowly getting to the point that I was almost completely immobile yesterday. When I mean immobile I mean I could not even sit up without being in excruciating pain. Pain that brought me to tears. That takes a lot actually. However my roomie gave me a muscle relaxant. Since taking that I have had heard lovely crackles and pops along my back and shoulders from what I am going to guess as the source of all my pain. Going from Hard floor, decent bed, EXTRA SOFT bed to wood couch to air bed, to floor again might have been the source. So my new years resolution this year? Freedom.
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Move. Seriously, go to a new state and make a new fortune.
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I'm going to be a crazy cat lady too!
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This is who I am Escapist, paradise-seeker Farewell, time to fly Out of sight Out of time Away from all lies A nightingale in a golden cage That's me locked inside reality's maze The Escapist - Nightwish I actually based one of my main characters off that song . probably why I'm so attached to her. Anyway! Yesterday was actually pretty well - till about 8ish. I was rping with Mr. Sir at the time Something I haven't done since really before the new year and was rather enjoying the rp like I usually do because I have a thing for my characters bonded with their masters and such . ANYWAY One of my friends gets on and is talking to me and complaining because Mr. Sir isn't always the best at Multitasking. I think at this particular time he felt bad because he hadn't kept his word to me about rping And that he was busy rping with me and that she wanted to rp with him and had been waiting since the 9th etcetcetc. Mebeen waiting since before the year ended and essentially managed to guilt trip me and therefore kill my rp mood . So I insisted Mr. Sir rp with her since she was apparently on a time schedule and what not. Mr. Sir was not happy with this I don't think. One mainly because I felt guilty and selfish for rping with him and what not. That's not fair to me. He understood but he didn't like it. Considering I haven't seen said friend all day makes me wonder if they had a talk or some such. But still T-T it leaves me wondering if I should have really just said Hey you need to back off for reals but I half-way don't have the heart to say that because as it is my roommate accuses me of liking Mr. Sir He's my Protector I don't see him in a romantic sense only really as a Master sort of figure so nyah, and yet the friend in question who guilt trip me does. . and also happens to be my roomies ex. My complicated position T.T On the plus side, my mood fluctuating has made it so I can access my inner cook again I've been making my homemade speghetti, pasta salads, omlettes...brownies...mmm... stuffs
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Hey you need to back off for reals ? No, what you should have said is 'Fuck you, cunt, wait your turn' and then blocked her.
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Trygon said Hey you need to back off for reals ? No, what you should have said is 'Fuck you, cunt, wait your turn' and then blocked her. Click to expand... EHEHHEEH I'm living in her apartment .-. She's the friend who hung up on my grandmother and let me move here.
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Today I'm gonna fly There's nothing that can keep me on the ground Touch the sky I'm free inside. I'm free to do what I like I'm celebrating my life I'm free to be what I like I'm celebrating my life I'm gonna get what I like I'm gonna celebrate 'till I die I'm celebrating my life. I Like it - Lacuna Coil youtube So. My roomie and I lately had a talk He still doesn't get why he drives my paranoia up a wall I don't know if he'll ever get it.. He is trying to break my 'polite' habits and make me think for me. Well I do, most of the time - but I also tend to think about how the other persons will think about it as well. Pah. It was how I was taught. However he also pointed out he wants to see what makes me happy and try to put me back on a path where I am that at least a little bit. What he doesn't realize that is that I am happy - so long as he doesn't do anything stupid. Like thanks to being out of Stressville 101, despite not currently having a job but I will fix that mark my words D, I am slowly but surely becoming happier. I don't know what the true trigger was. Whether it be not having someone yell at me to do this or that every other day, or something else - but something shifted - Afterall the best thing is the fact I started doing Art again. I haven't done art, or RPed as well as I have, since 20062007 era. That's a long ass time if you ask me. I think part of it was that BM helped - So I wanna say thank ju 3 You guys mean a lot to me. On top of that I also managed to see my friends from school. Rather than Nostalgia I was really excited to see them I haven't seen them since circa 2006 either. It's nice seeing old faces. I'll hopefully see them again soon!
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There's a place downtown, Where the freaks all come around. It's a hole in the wall. It's a dirty free for all. When the dark Of the night comes around. That's the time, That the animal comes alive. Looking for Something wild. Take it off - Keha I have a job. 3 Yay! I already got a check too apparently I make 9 an hour and get paid every week. 3 YAY! 3 In other news, I know I have been sorely neglecting BM but I've actually been kinda having...life take over? Ja? Something like that anyway. My gay friend has been helping me pull out of depression while at the same doing the same thing for him so we are kind of each others therapists. HAH. It all started with this song too nyaaah xD Life is actually a lot prettier, save for some things. Having a spontaneous making out with a stranger I don't even KNOW is very...disturbing. I have no emotional attachments to the guy but at the same time I feel kind of pressured to make this thing work simply because hey it's a guy. NO I don't operate like that. AT ALL. I have to get to know the person to be intimate with them so for this to happen registers red flags in my mind. Let alone snagging two layers of coverup x-x However at the moment I am not going to think about it. The movie date went...meh x-x he didn't listen to what Miss Lady said Note Mr. Sir and Miss Lady are my Protectors Miss Lady is the more protective of the two and things happened anyway. Did I mention the incapacity to say no? That does not bode well in my favor. My 'censor' kicks in when I'm not attached to the person. Which makes my Avoidant personality go 'Don't say no, don't say no, he'll never talk to you again' blah blah blah. I hate my inner voice. My inner voice loves to tell me that I'm not worth it, nor will any guy be willing to accept a lady who is plus sized. At least any guy -I- am attracted to . Either that or they're gay. Go figure Though the guy did give me a sharp pointy object of DOOM. So meh. I am not going to keep this going on. Because frankly every time I've been around him he's not only given me a headache - but also the whole...yeah not gonna work. Pah. Thus is life. AND NOW ONWARD To work. And snow ..
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I don't care anymore - I'm done with you. Friend or not you have been around less and fucking less for me and I'm not going to deal with this anymore. THE ONLY ONE of the pair of you who figured me out was Haru - NOT YOU and she knew how much I respected you - and I can't do it. You are more intuned with those who apparently have more DRIVE as she put it to see you than I do, so be it. Why I never loose my temper.
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Mr. Sir and I are all better. 3 This makes me extremely happy. My roommate actually noticed a HUGE difference after I saw Mr. Sir. Like HUGE. Like I was apparently 'glowing' after seeing him. I have become a book worm again and finished about 6 books in the past 2 weeks or so xD ONE OF WHICH just came out this month...and now I have to wait till April 2011 for the next one. Which saddens me
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I feel like I'm in a rock and a hard place. The possibility to have a master has made itself come back into the picture and while he makes me happy - I...am at the point I'm not so sure who or WHAT I want. Though the Master in question has always told me how much he cared, and told me how proud of me he was. However Loki is...Loki...problem is I don't want to get his hopes up. He wants to be with me too...but I have the feeling that he wouldn't be one to stay. I mean someone like me...at 260? 5'? It's not exactly healthy Although how I put on like 40 lbs and not look like I gained any makes me wonder... but I know that if I don't get better I will just get...worse. But I promsie TO get better. I have to. For me.
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.... I will never be able to get over you. ... Why must it be so hard? I haven't spoken to you in months yet something will set me off that will bring you back into my mind. I don't know what to do with myself. As it is obvious you want nothing to do with me even if it is something as invasive as a rp. But... I'll be okay. This is just a festering scar I have that will take years to heal. I think.
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So in news of great importance. My power cord is already in my town it is my hope it gets shipped today to my apartment and then I can surrrrrrrrrviiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive I thought I'd live for days without it I fail However on that note...my friend Carl SatanSpice has finally convinced me to take me to his therapist His opinion is that I take repsoinstibility for EVERYBODY...which in a way is true. I shouldn't and I know I shouldn't...but I do. And it...gah. I'm hoping to learn to be independent without loosing some things. If I can get better things -will- be better. Yes? Maybe? I'm supposed to write out all my emotions and stuff until then to keep an idea of just how...varied I get. Carl is gonna outline it If anybody has noticed when I get emotionally unstable my thoughts get all over the place .o so that the hour we're there it doesn't get...messy? ' Hopefully I find some sort of structure in my life before I decide to tackle school and make it in for real this time I hope.
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My grandmother threatened to spray my face with pesticide today. And call the cops on me. I think it's safe to say I had a bad day. However there was a bright moment to my day. I've missed Fishy. He and I talked - I'm a lot better about this. Though right now I want to just cuddle into him and want the pain go away. youtube
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3 U SURPRISE SPYCE I enjoyed sucking Lucifer's sauce out of our snack wraps
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karo9 said 3 U SURPRISE SPYCE I enjoyed sucking Lucifer's sauce out of our snack wraps Click to expand... You had the sauce. I had the gravy 3 YOU TOO SATANSPYCE 333
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I don't know why you have to put me down when I try to make things easier. You blame me for the state of the apartment even though I'm gone for weeksdays and it was only you here. I accepted it and started working on the disaster that was the kitchen, the good old fashioned way. YET you fucking come home and make it seem like I had just started it like an hour before. DESPITE seeing the full garbage bag. Bitch I scrubbed your floor and cleaned up all the GREASE you leave on the counter that the cat that you get angry at for eating it despite you leaving it there You know if you actually made sure nothing good smelled there they wouldn't be so eager to jump on the fucking counters. I do your dishes because you refuse to do them. AND YET when I was in pain you couldn't do the favor of putting away the dishes, despite me asking nicely a few times. And in the end I had to do them anyway. I understand your depressed and shit but stop taking out all your NEGATIVITY on me. Because I feel just like I did at gram's because no matter what attempt I made to make things easier I just get ignored. Shit half the time You don't even take care of your OWN animals. Let's not forget who payed to get Databyte fixed? ME. Not you. And they aren't even OUR cats. Oh sure you knocked off some money from rent. WHOOPEE FUCKING DO. Do you not understand what you are doing? I understand Gaming is your means to de-stress - but priorities come before pleasure. Like the DOG. Rule of thumb - Don't have animals unless you know you can take care of them. Obviously you can't. You really can't be gone for 13 hour a day and expect me to not have work and shit and to take care of EVERYTHING for you. You ask me to do things for you and I do them. Because I'm a -nice- person. I get the groceries too. HEY When was the last time you got groceries that meant something eh? I saw you got bread yes I did. Yet you eat -my- food that I get for lunches for WORK. I cook the food I eat for myself. And my food lasts longer than a few days. 35 Long way for two weeks. Eh? I hate it when you make me feel like shit. because honestly I do a lot for you and I don't get anything out of it. If this was your way of teaching me to be responsible for myself I already knew about this a long time ago and didn't need your negative bullshit to remind me just how insignificant I am. AND ON TOP OF THAT. You accuse me OF LYING TO YOU ABOUT FUCKING CLEANING. Asshole. See - these little things I've been keeping my FAMILY out of the dark about. My friends know about this I haven't told your ex-finace yet - but you know what I bet she had seen this before too. Next time you accuse me of shit look at yourself in the face. Because you are the one who is JUST AS DEPENDENT on my funds. If I left you couldn't handle it either. You said so before. Money makes the fucking world go round. And everywhere I go I am always stuck in that bind without it.
Thread: Like he was never even there (YukiBlue)

...Wake up sleepy head! Leon's voice faded in as he appeared next to his friend. This was his usual entrance in the morning. She must have been at least partially awake since he was able to appear. He wasn't the only one trying to wake her up though. Wake up honey, it's time for school. I'm on my way to work, her mother said, peeking her head in the door. Of course she couldn't see Leon so he didn't have to make any effort in hiding. He just watched as her mother left. So, another fun day at school, huh? Leon asked in a sarcastic tone. He hated going to school with her, but that was only because most of the time he couldn't talk to her. He could talk, but she couldn't answer. There were only times like lunch and study hall that they could willing have a conversation. For someone that didn't exist he sure did have a profound appearance. His skin was nearly pale. His straight black hair came almost to his neck. The color of his eyes was an off shade of green. He was dressed in baggy black cloths which didn't leave much room to the imagination. He hadn't always looked like this. His earlier appearance was much more innocent and would remind one of a boy scout. Now he looked like someone who wouldn't normally get into fights, but you wouldn't want to mess with him or something he cared about.
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you either name the song and artist or say the next line of the song. First one to get it wrong looses. I....do wanna know your name. AND I......Do want your private number baby. All I know is that to me you look like lotsa fun, open up your lovin' arms yeah what's up what's up? ? GO.
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First off, you spelled loses wrong. -points the fail arrow at him- Song is You Spin Me Round. I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again, but I didn't have to. ?
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You had me at hello by a day to remember Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils ?
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Pet, by A perfect Circle. The number one rule in this game Never call one by his real name
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Voltaire Vampire's Club. This secret side of me, I never let you see, I keep it caged but I can't control it.
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Monster, by Skillet. I want to see where the sirens sing Hear how the wolves howl Sail the dead calm waters of the Pacific
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Wanderlust - Nightwish Blinded to see the cruelty of the Beast.
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The truth beneath the rose by within temptation Your smiling face is misplaced, you're so deceiving
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Hed Pe - Pac Bell? And as the walls come down and, As I look in your eyes, My fear begins to fade, Recalling all of the times, I have died, and will die, It's all right, ?
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H By Tool Deliver me from this war Its not for me its because of you Devils instant my eternity Obey to kill to save yourself
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Nightwish - Tenth Man Down ... And I've been dreaming of revenge, To make you love me more than even you can try, All words converge to where you are, If I follow I will surely find ....
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Breathless by Dan Wilson ... And what a nice day for a murder You call yourself a killer but the only thing that you're killing is your time There's nothing absurder A bird is just a burden To your heart your soul your body spirit and mind ...
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The Lost Art Of Murder - Babyshambles ... To kiss my lips will leave you cold tonight. You'll need my blood, And I'll devote my life. Come fly to me. I'll show you what it's like. When the full moon shines, We'll stop hearts together. ...
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Violent Kiss by Eyes Set to Kill Chopping through the butcher's shop, Racking the meat You'll climax so hard the altitudes make your ears bleed Getting fucked from behind his head on the pelvis I'm down for deep anal, Bitch, I'm not about the cervix
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It's On Like Donkey Kong - Blood On The Dance Floor ... The paranoia, the fear, they're your friends Wish to hear nothing while seeing all the same Bound and chained by your silence, things to be known If it awakens, just where, where will it go now ...
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Hey You by Zakk Wylde So let him shun me in disgust! Let him flee this cursed face! If I must hide from him I must! Yet shall he be my saving grace!
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The Phantom Confronts Christine by Andrew Lloyd Webber. Crush! Seize! Burn! Kill! Leave no one alive! Mortification! We annihilate! Electro-degration! We're gonna mutilate! Leave no one alive! Let no one survive! Get moving now!
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Dethklok - The cyborg slayers All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow
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Mad World - Tears for Fears ... When you see beyond yourself You may find peace of mind is waiting there And the time will come when you see We're all one And life flows on within you And without you ...
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Within You Without You The Beatles Hello darkness, my old friend I've come to talk with you again ... In restless dreams I walked alone Narrow streets of cobblestone ... Fools, said I, You do not know Silence like a cancer grows
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Simon Garfunkel - Sounds of Silence Hey Mister I really like your daughter, I'd like to eat her like ice cream Maybe dip her in chocolate Hey Mister on your way to work In your Volvo, suit, and tie We'll, be crawling in your bed soon Messing around, maybe getting hot
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Hey Mister - Custom Think about all the times we faked it And realize that we tore this place apart