Thread: Personal Journal

Thought I would wait till later to write. Hoped it would be cooler. Twas wrong! Still, said I would try to do this daily and what's a bit of heat? Been doing a bit of rp with my partner. She is a pleasure outside of rps as well as in and I am lucky to have her. Been a bit preoccupied myself. Catching up on Dr Who and posting to the other site I frequent. Got a bit of a problem there though I loathe mentioning it to anyone. Seems there is a new chap there. Got that damned gut feeling he is underage. Hate it but I am hardly wrong, so I been watching quietly and everything seems to gel with the theory. He asked just how good the mods there were at detecting young ones that tried to join. That's a red flag 1. Then he made mention of being '18ish'. That's numero dos. Behavior is that of a teen, trying to fit in and be liked a lil too much. three. Then some other comments and behaviors have led me to the assumption he is a youngin. But I have no right to mention it. Did that here a long time back and the few mods all scoffed, till they found out I was right. Then they got really pissy. Goes to show not wanting a lawsuit on folks make them listen less and ignore more. If nothing it makes them hostile. Not really into that again, and ignorance IS bliss after all. It's one reason I am so damned picky on who I speak to anymore or rp with. Anyone could be underage or not what they seem. It's the point of these sites as it is. To be something your not for a short while. Or as some see it, a chance to learn to be a better liar. I know for example others read these entries and I pointedly ignore that fact. I am honest here with my thoughts and feelings and frankly any that want to nose about are welcome, so long as they don't butt their noses into my affairs. They do and I will gladly tell them which of the nearest cacti they can go hump. Speaking of idiots... Bigfoot did some damned crack again today. Three times total and would have done more if I had not put my freaking figurative foot down. Sumabiotch kept trying to lie to me in order to do more. I reminded him that he sure as hell does not have the money for his fine or the electricity yet so he better quit that shit. When pressed into an argument over it I made it abundantly clear that if he didn't have enough for both, then I would handle the electricity with what has been saved and he can just get over his addiciton while he rots in a freaking jail cell. THAT stopped him if but for today. Acted like a pouty child and offered to go to the store for me. Told him to go sure. Buy me a turkey drumstick. After I ate it I would shove the bone right up his arse. As if he wanted to go to the store! He wanted to go out, get a rock, go park somewhere, and smoke up. Seriously.. How stupid do I look?! Wait.. That is a question best left unanswered. I am legless, sitting in underwear and a tee and both are stuck to me from sweat. I look a fright and probally rediculous. But I am STILL no fool..lol I have therapy tomorrow. A bit of lifts and curls with the weights and on the bars I go. You know what? I got a birthday wish. I wish that before or on my birthday I have someone to lay with. Not to screw like a lightbulb, but some lass to sleep beside me. Someone that can accept me for who I am and know I expect nothing more than to have a body to hold onto. Baring that? 1000 would be nice. Now I will send this to my pile of thoughts and see if I get at least one more response from my partner. I missed her these past few and as silly as it sounds? I want to rp with her some more!