Thread: The Snow Angel(Retsu & LadyYunaFFX2)

Micah had never seen a woman cry before unless it was in a movie. Most of the time they seemed all happy and bubbly, or complete bitches who just yelled a lot. At first, Celestine was just that happy bubbly woman that he saw most of the time, but here she was crying right in front of him. Before the whole thing with Sara, he often had a fantasy of something bad happening in her life, and she came to him to not just have someone to talk to, but to cry on his shoulder as well. Seeing Celestine crying like that made him want to reach out, hug her, and let her cry on his shoulder like he had always wanted. He very nearly did it too, but his hand quickly retracted after he realized what he was doing, looked away, and took a few steps back from her S-Sorry that I made you c-cry, there was a tissue box next to her, and he pushed it towards her a little before making his way back to the couch. He hadn't realized it at the time, but Micah had actually made progress in overcoming his fear of women. He would of never even thought about, or even almost touched a woman until he saw Celestine crying, and thought about his fantasy with Sara once again. Another milestone, for him at least, was that thinking about Sara in that way didn't hurt him and remind him about the horrible start of his life. Another thing he didn't quite realize was the flash in his own fantasy. For just a split second, he saw Celestine instead of Sara, but didn't notice it. Though, her crying did make him realize one thing about women, and that was that they aren't all horrible people who have no feelings, and only want to hurt people. Celestine may be an angel, and needs to be nice, but he knew that she was once a human as well. He also knew that she had to be good in order to get into heaven, and become an angel, so maybe he could trust her a little more. Still not enough to do as much as he would like, but it would definitely be an improvement. Just to test things out, he looked behind himself, and found that he didn't quite get scared that she was in the same house as him as he was before. There was still a small hint of it, yet that made him happy. A part of him wanted to thank her, and normally he would just called himself stupid, and forgot about it a few seconds later. Now? Micah looked away from her, but smiled to himself C-C-Celestine? T-Th-Thanks... his voice trailed off, but he made even more progress that day than he had ever done on his own. All thanks to the angel that decided he shouldn't be alone anymore. Micah got up from the couch as it was starting to get rather late I-I don't know if you need to s-sleep or not, but the couch is a p-pull out bed. J-Just make sure you put pressure on the top left corner, or it gets stuck halfway down. If it does, just kick the bottom of the bed, and b-be sure to hold it back as it will fall p-pretty hard, and let it down gently, he told her good night before making his way into his bedroom to get ready for bed. When he was sure she was sleeping, or just wasn't listening, Micah reached for his laptop however, he stopped himself halfway through. Since he could never have sex with a woman, but had sexual urges. He had to resort to pleasuring himself to help with that, but he always felt bad afterwards since it made him feel like he was degrading women like that. As much as he wanted to make them feel the same pain that Sara made him feel, he just couldn't feel right doing it, but it felt so good that he kept doing it only to hate himself afterwards. Tonight, tonight would be different though, and he pulled his pants back up as he just crawled under the covers, and focused solely on going to sleep.