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Thread: Indian Girl's Non Curry vents!  (Comments Welcome)

RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! The winter is coming harder and faster this time.My mum already sent my woolens and I am inside my 'light winter quilt' as we speak. I like winters usually, although getting out of bed becomes the most bravest of tasks. I have been going through semi writers block this past month but, on a brighter note, I have never been more satisfied with my 'RP life'.For the first time, I am content with the number of RP's I have going and my addiction had decreased to normality for good.No longer I get mad if my partners fail to post every day and no longer I crave to see a million envelopes wanting to be opened in my inbox.I recently dropped two of my RP's, the first in mutual agreement as we both felt the RP was going no where and the second because I couldn't gather myself to write for it even though my partner was freaking amazing.And I am not going mad, which my friends is a good sign. I recently read a book named Shiver.It was about Werewolves and honestly, the major climax never comes.But there is something about the whole simple yet alluring characters that drew me in and I have decided to buy the other two books too. Another book I desperately want to read is,'There once lived a woman who seduced her sister's husband and he hanged himself.' It has a ton of twisted romance stories and the whole concept really speaks to me.
Thread: Indian Girl's Non Curry vents!  (Comments Welcome)

RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! I recently fell in love with a song by Sam Smith named,Writings on the wall. I had been feeling passive lately, but this song had restored it back in me.Songs are usually my inspiration to write and this song is one of the most passionate and romantic song i have heard in a while. So full of emotions and intensity that it aches, it is the similar kind of depth and romance I seek in my RP's. videoyoutube Also, I have been craving to write a twisted plot based on either beauty and the beast or the red riding hood.I do not have a definite plot but it is something I am craving deeply.Not sure why.
Thread: Indian Girl's Non Curry vents!  (Comments Welcome)

RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! This week has been a depressing mess.So, it turned out there is a wedding in Gurgaon the place situated in the outskirt of Delhi that I had to attend.And the worst part was that I had to stay with my grandmother.I begged my parents to not do it to me, but they were like I had to go since nobody from my house was going.Like it was my problem that they decided to go on a holiday trip and all my brothers are busy. It has been a week from hell.They dont let me sleep. They dont let me breathe.And the wedding was..ugh.It was killing me slowly. My grandmother has a habit of telling, literally everything to my aunt and god, she calls us at 7 in the morning then my grandmother narrates every single fucking detail to her.Who wore what, who spoke what, who ate what-in the same room that I am sleeping.Then there is a woman here someone in my relation, I am not sure what her voice is so shrill and she talks so much and so loud, I just want to rip my arm and throw it at her.I can't wait to go back to my place, which I'll be going today evening.
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RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! Back to college and I've never been so busy.So many co-curricular activities along with studies, I dont have time to breathe.My exams start from 3rd of December and end on 21 st then I have to fly back home for the most epic wedding ever.The groom and bride have their movie going and stuff, it's a wedding I cannot refuse to attend. They are on insta if you want to check Zzworld or something like that. Anyways, I might be late in replying, but mostly I'll manage.
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RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! We had annual fete today.Thankfully, it was a huge success.I was so worried whether my cupcakes would go all out or no, but thankfully all 500 went.Don't even begin to ask me how I managed that. With the end of this, now all I have to concentrate on are my exams.Well the ones in december are not as important as the one in march, but I gotta study a bit to atleast score something. As days pass by, I come more close to losing my boyfriend and friends. You see, he is a senior and most of my friends are too.And sadly, all of them are going to pass out in April.This year had been unbelievably fantastic and I can't even begin to think about what i would do after losing them all.
Thread: Indian Girl's Non Curry vents!  (Comments Welcome)

RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! Winter is always good for me.With my exam going on, and all the great twists and turns in my role plays, and happiness in real life,I actually feel good in a long time.Though there is always calm before a storm so, no promises. Started a new role play with an old partner of mine, it would be an understatement to say I am excited.Our last role play was going very well but we both felt we could make it much juicer so we decided to start a new.It took time to get everything going because so many ideas were popping by, but finally got it started yesterday. php Another RP with an old friend that revolves around a major central theme of Indian culture Arranged marriageMother in law hatred has really picked up pace which I'm really positive about since there are so many unexplored themes i plan to use. P.S-Musicals are there where dancers naturally pop out. Then, my RP with boyo which is always good took a really hot twist. Yes, RP world is currently rocking. On a similar note, I've been wanting to try and erotic-thriller for a long while.With ton of violence, sex, betrayal, kinkiness-Though not sure if I'll find someone willing to do it or no.
Thread: Indian Girl's Non Curry vents!  (Comments Welcome)

RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! This week is a mess.Having my nephew's naming ceremony tomorrow with my cousin's wedding the day after which has proved to be a real pain. My parents have grown so cold towards each other, that I fear of what would happen if they separate. It is something very uncommon in India, and every thing would literally fall apart.I dont think it will ever come to a divorce knowing my parents and their deep concern with what will the society think.Plus after so many years, both of them just want to continue it, knowing they are stuck. My mother cries all the time and is depressed.I hear her crying in her prayers too and it breaks me.My dad is never in a good mood at home.All the time shouting and fighting over smallest of things.Now, he doesn't even talks to me anymore.A few months ago, before I left for college there had been a huge fight among them.That night I was the only one at home with them and thinking about it, it makes me so scared.There had been hiting and crying, and it was the worst.Ever since then, I haven't seen them like before.Dad's business has been struggling and there has been money issues resulting in selling a part of my property much against my mother's wish. Plus the damned wedding of my cousin whose mother my mother badly despises and my dad being not being able to stand any word against his side of the family despite how they treat me and have treated mum I have started to question whether he thinks of us as his family anymore.With all the changes and my boyfriend and friends leaving next year, I dont think I want to even live like this. On a brighter note, a Very merry Christmas to everyone ! I hope all of you are really happy.
Thread: Indian Girl's Non Curry vents!  (Comments Welcome)

RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! I feel like I have been left all alone in these fights. It's the worst one I have seen and I dont know what to do.All the time they are fighting.Last night, my aunt was there to mediate it, but what about next time? My mom's decided not to eat anything. She even was about to leave last night.My dad curses my mom's family and he brings up stuff that aren't even remotely relavent.Zeeshan has left for work and Rayaan is not living with my parents due to his own fights. Then, Aimer is mostly out of the house. I just want them to end this for good but this year, it doesn't seem like it's ever going to end.
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RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! Things have changed a lot in the past few days.When things got far, my mum's family decided to talk to my father and her, and after a very heated discussion, my parents sorted out.They haven't fought since that day, and I don't think my father has even once raised his voice since then.I even heard my parents discussing things and telling nice things to each other.Though my father has forbidden my mother to bake and sell which is really a strong passion of hers for reasons I have not been told.My mother strongly feels that my father would soon change his mind about it and I like to believe so since my mother is really happy when she bakes and earns her money. I'm heading back from home tomorrow, since things have been much much better and my vacation will be over in three days.I have a lot to study since I barely studied anything thanks to the wedding then the hectic problems, which is giving me quite a few panic attacks. Anyways I came across a Collen Hoover book, Confess which I really want to read and own, but it is quite expensive.I don't think my parents would appreciate me spending 900 rupees on a single book, considering the financial problem right now, but the heart want what it wants.
Thread: Indian Girl's Non Curry vents!  (Comments Welcome)

RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! It's been a while since I posted.Things at home have been fine. No more fighting or even yelling, which is good I guess.Now only two months left for my finals and I am really worried. The entire year's hardwork will finally pay off and I just hope I score above 90's.Though I'll have to study for that but for some weird reason, while I am worried about scoring good, I can't seem to get myself to study which is really getting me all anxious. Then, I have started to accept the fact that my friends are going to leave.I made friends most of them in the senior batch along with my boyfriend and they all will be moving away after their senior year. I knew it would happen but it is really sad, to watch all of them go like this.
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RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! I can't seem to concentrate, at all.While I mentioned that things had been fine at home, today I called mum and she was very upset.She said that dad yelled today though it wasn't anything like before.I dont understand why does he do it? I havesstarted to lose respect for him that no daughter should ever lose for her father. He is nice to me, and possibly a good dad but I don't feel like talking to him. I have grown really paranoid these past days. I am always worried about mum, like always. I can't seem to focus on my studies, at all and these days are the most crucial of all.Whenever I open my books, my mind wanders to mum and things at home.Everybody tells me to walk away when they fight or to not ponder on it or to close my ears to it, but I can't just leave mom alone in all of this.It's making me sick.I feel like I'm choking or something. Probably because I haven't left the house in four long days.Will go to college on Monday. Unfortunately,2016 is not turning out to be a good year for me.With everything wrong with my family, then my boy friend and friends leaving in April and other small things, I am so not looking forward to this year. I have been finding ways to distract myself. I started playing candy crush, ordered two novels then reached season 4 on Friends, then of course my wonderful partners have been keeping me busy, still I feel the guilt gnawing at me.I need to study but I can't study cause I start crying and drowning.I feel like I have only two options now, either jump off the cliff or to push myself in the bottom less pit.
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RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! This past month has been a horrible nightmare and I don't think it is going to get better.My preparation gap is starting from 7th February, and I am not looking forward to a month alone of loneliness and terrible home sickness. I might be going through depression, but I am not entirely sure of it.Part of it is from the family issues and part of it with my friends leaving and part of it is the pressure I am putting myself under for the exams.I start crying as soon as I open my book, and don't ask me the reason for I still haven't figured it out yet. Coming to my distraction plan, I finished 'Fangirl' by Rainbow Rowell and it was a pleasant read.Though I feel, after reading three books by her, that she is a bit passive and her novels are quite boring in the start but once she gets a flow, it's difficult to keep the book down.Now, I am going to read 'Where she went' by Gayle Forman. It's the sequel to 'If I Stay' and to be honest, that book was one of the most boring book I have ever read.I am not even sure why I bought this, but I just hope it's not a waste. P.S I finished season 4 of Friends.
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RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! So, our preparation leave started from today.It's basically tomorrow but that's just a small presentation or something they want to show us.It's not like my friendsare now going to suddenly disappear in a few days, it's just that yesterday, was our last normal college day.And everyone is going to get very busy.We are going to meet, but in college we saw each other everyday and now we won't.Once in a week I guess for this month and it's just sad.I'm coping well with it, but it's just been a day, so hey! But I have a feeling I'll get through this.I have improved a lot this past week and I have actually been wanting to study so yeah, one step at a time. On another note, I found this picture that I feel rightly suits many of us.
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RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! Okay, so it's a normal night and I am bored so I scroll back to my old messages and a certain RP, an old one of mine catches my eye.I start to read through it and I remember how I much I loved it, but that RP was like months ago, in July I guess and my partner hasn't been online in past twenty days.Still, after all the odds I pmed him how I will be always willing to continue our RP whenever he comes back, and all of a sudden, few minutes later I recieve his reply! Some RP magic huh?
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RE Ari's Random Thoughts Comments Welcome! I started walking today.It wasn't something brand new for me, because last year during my farewel party time, the graduates wear a saree so I had started walking to keep my weight in check.But it has been an year since I stopped it and I have decided to start today.To use these three weeks before exam to start getting healthy again. Today I walked 3769 steps for around 28 minutes, which I consider a good start.I'll climb my way upto 10,000 and then try to maintain it.And I feel really good, but the actual test will be tomorrow morning to see if I find the strength to get up again.
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RE Tids Bits- Random Venting! Comments Welcome My exams are starting in less than a week and I'm so worried about them.It's like I'm learning new things and forgetting the old ones.Then I go to revise the old ones, realising the new things have slipped out of my mind.It's frustrating and scary. These exams are it.No redo's no other chance.I'm doing one subject and I'm forgetting the other.I have a million things to do and I am so lonely and I miss my friends.I haven't seen anyone since the leave started.Kind of hoping to end these six days quickly yet a part of me wants these days to never end.I'm trying to give my best, and I hope I can get the strength to study every second of each minute. Things at home are a little frisky and it has got me a little worried but I am trying not to think because I think, then I over think, then I get too paranoid and it's a depressing cycle.I don't need that kind of mess now. As in the RP world, things are going great.My replies have slowed down, and will go down a little more during exams.Plus these stupid exams are going to continue for a month! A month! Thanks to the study gaps.If I start to write down the lists of things to do after exam, the list shall go on till the end of time.
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My exams have been over a week now, and finally, I have some time to post.Turns out, if you are locked in your room for two months studying, your social calendar is suddenly packed for the new month.That being said, and my 10 Rp's, I do not have time to breathe. My results come in may, and let's say I'm not very keen on it.But my parents understand the kind of hell they put me during my exams and under what circumstances have I studied, so they both tell me, whatever the result they will be happy but I want to get above 90 overall, all my friends will be getting it, and I just want it.God, That's not too much, right??? I have come back home and I know a ton of battles await me ahead.Fighting my mother for clothes she wants me to wear,loosing my boyfriend as he is going to travel across the world, new changes and new classes, I know I have said it before, now I'm saying it again, I dont like 2016.
Thread: Aliens find Earth (Maybe) - Anyone can join

We come from REDON in the Spiral Galaxy, we are taking prisoners to EVOL in a whirl galaxy. There is a war going on, on our usual route and we have been ordered to take a secondary route to EVOL. As we pass by Kuiper's Belt we start to hear noise on our communications systems. So do we continue on our path or do we investigate. I am the ship's communication officer, a female Redonite called Blue Ajah.
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The steam drifted over the top of the steel cup while the Captain of the Airtimes walked down the corridor. His communications officer informed him that there was chatter over the subspace frequencies, that in itself was interesting for most communication between the empire was hyperspace. Dimtak, took a sip of his hot tea, before entering onto the bridge of his ship. He looked over the bridge making eye contact with his crew before moving over to the very attractive crewmember known as Blue Ajah. Have you categorized the species that is using the subspace frequencies? he asked her while his emerald orbs took in her form, a bad habit of his, but something he just couldn't help from doing like many other members of his crew.
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Blue wasn't really paying attention, her attention taken by the strange chattering. And by the sound of it millions and millions of Redonites all speaking at the same time. Captain Dimtak patted her shoulder and repeated himself. Blue could feel herself blushing, her ears she knew were bright green, the same colour as Dimtak's orbs. My Lord Dimtak, no, I have not. I have ordered language acquisition from two of the artificial intelligence personell but they have not reported back to me. One of the Aips tells me there's more than one language. Will my Lord be lunching in your quarters? Alone? Blue thought Dimtak was very attractive, but it wasn't proper to signal attraction by either of them while on a prisoner run or any flight for Airtimes. She wondered if he knew about the dead spot near the landing room.
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Dimtak nodded his understanding of the situation, Okay, keep me informed. He slowly turned toward his chair when Blue asked about his lunching plans. He turned half way toward her with a smile, Im a creature of habit. he chuckled, Yes, I will be in my quarters alone, eating He thought of changing his menu but the creature of habit took over, I will have the same for lunch. He lowered his gaze from her and shook his head lightly. He was very interested in this planet and wished to find out more about it. His mind then went to the prisoners that they were transporting to the penal colony. Keeping them on board while they spied on this planet wouldnt effect anything, but the penal colony would be wondering what happened to them. He could always use the excuse of the war. Lets stay in this sector for now. I want more information on the occupants of this planet. he wanted to send some troops down and gather some specimens but that will have to wait till they knew more.. I will be in the ready room for awhile if you need me. He mentioned before moving off to that room.
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The hatch had hardly closed behind Dimtak when Blue detected a communications problem she had to report to the captain. The Aips had a report ready on the new noisy white and grey planet. The species was Redonoid in composition, a lot like them. The Apis had acquired over 150 languages and following the acquisition of the languages had learned that the Redonoids had divided themselves by language. They even divided themselves when the language was the same, only the dialect differed. It seemed that every division had it's own council of elders, it's own leader, it's own security force. The Aips reported on many divisions across the planet who were apparently at war with each other. They failed to find any kind of spacecraft which could be dangerous to the ship. Only inter-divisional craft flew within the gasses surrounding the planet. The chattering was aided by tiny bits of what looked like to the Aips a crude reproduction of themselves. Blue doubted they were dangerous, perhaps only to themselves. But if one was brought onto the ship for inspection, the redonoid could be dangerous to them. In any case it seemed the redonoids were planet bound. She needed to take the report to the captain in the ready room, immediately. She entered the ready room and found Dimtak standing in front of the viewing window. My Lord she said Dimtak. She stood in front of him and pressed her lips against his, then her ears against his. He turned back with his mouth covering hers and kissed her deeply and passionately. Do you want to go to the dead zone? He asked, his ears fluttering and bright green.
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Dimtak turned around to the calling of his name. A brow raised as blue pressed her lips to his. He didnt resist the kiss at all instead he allowed his tongue to slide across his lips and press in between hers. He allowed his tongue to swirl and twist around hers, exploring, tasting her. His hands slid up to the small of her back, pulling her into his arms even more than she was already. When she pulled away he felt a longing to pull her back, but her words reached his ears and he instantly looked puzzled at her. What is this dead space you speak of? he asked quizzically.
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Oooops - thought Blue. There is a small space I have heard of, others call it the dead zone, it's near the landing room for inter-ship craft. Between two zorg-eyes there is a spot no security can see. I heard of it from my colleague Haedi. I've never been there but I would like you to take me there and fuck me.
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Dimtak brow arched above his emerald orbs. Umm, he looked around as if looking for something, or just trying to bide some time for him to think the offer through. He looked back at her, her beauty was appealing to him and he knew he wanted to fuck her, but what was stopping him was the situation after the fact. Would it hamper their performance for now they chime in unison, but would it still be that way after? he wondered... Finally his mind said what the hell, Okay, Lead the way. He swallowed the dryness of his mouth, for instantly his mind started to undress her.