Thread: I'm Not A Ghost (Nighthaven & Aise)

Shed only sprinted for four or five seconds before she was forced to stop, a sharp pain spreading striking her heart, her body trembling with the sudden pain as she collapsed her back against the wall, her silvery white hair flowing downward against the dirty brick wall behind her as she tipped her head upwards and stared at the sun glaring down her without a care in the world. Taking a full minute to recover, she slowly picked herself off from the wall. The police officer was still there, still not too far away, she could tell he was looking towards her, but shed made enough distance between them to not be able to see his facial expression. Not that she wanted to, she was sick of all the kind heartless wishes for her to take care of herself. Take care? Take care of what? Shed be dead in a few weeks time, her life and body were going to crumble to ashes even if she treasured it like a newborn. Turning her bright blue eyes away from the officer, she decided to ignore him from here on out, he clearly had no intentions of acknowledging her unless she were to collapse, and if she did, shed just end up in that boring old white room in the hospital, hooked to some machine which couldnt do anything for her. The stench of hygiene and chemicals, and the looks of pity she got there had to make the hospital the most dreaded place in the world for her. All the doctors knew her, all the patients did too. And when she realized that the elderly crippled men and women there would be outliving her, there was a certain frustration that ate away at her. And at times she nearly wished that the disease that had infected her would suddenly disappear and take ahold of one of them Almost. Taking in a deep breath she reached into her pocket and pulled out a small plastic sleeve, her head slightly tipping to the side as she tried to work out exactly what shed stolen from the store. Her eyes filling with confusion as she looked at the small simple oval shaped bead. Having never really been exposed to any sexual content in her life besides the fade-to-black movie scenes in movies, she had no idea what the steel bullet shaped vibrator was. Flipping over the package she read through the instructions, Three quick easy steps, Press the button at the bottom, s-slip inside, enjoy? she read out aloud, her mind taking a while before her face went beetroot red, realizing where she was supposed to slip it. She was tempted to hurl the infernal thing on the floor and move away as from the scene of her crime as soon as possible, but she felt guilty having stolen something, only to hurl it away like trash a few seconds later. Though that said, it wasnt like shed ever have the nerve to test it out. Not that she had much time anyway, shed already considered ending her own virginity with an improvised sex toy, one of the girls at her school had mentioned something about vegetables, and shed gone as far as pulling a cucumber out of the fridge, but that was far as shed got. Self-loathing overtaking her as she realized how desperate she was acting, shed decided her virginity would go to someone that would acknowledge her, someone that would treat her like a normal human, and not a glass doll that could shatter at any moment. Though knowing the people of this town, that was as good as a declaration to die virgin. Shoving the bullet vibrator inside the pocket of her cut-jeans, she decided shed dispose of it somewhere safe, there were a few dark alleyways just around the corner, and shed heard rumors of how shady women and men would intermingle their bodies there, hopefully shed be able to find one such person and hand over the sextoy to someone whod use it, it was the least she could do. Trudging slowly around the corner, she still wasnt feeling too well. Her body swaying from side to side as her legs shakily tried to support her light weight, the pain had receded a fair amount now, but there was a certain fatigue that had pierced her mind when shed suffered her minor heart attack, and that unpleasant feeling showed no signs of receding. Upon noticing Cecilia she smiled reaching into her pocket and pulling out the sextoy, she looked like a prostitute no matter how Serah looked at her, her clothes torn and ripped, it felt a bit awkward but she raised her voice offering the sex toy to the slightly chubby girl Hi I was wondering- she started, but quickly cut herself off as Cecilia completely ignored her and continued running. The gesture hitting a nerve with Serah, she hated being ignored more than anything lately, and Cecilias actions didnt sit well with her at all. But at least shed been able to confirm that the rumors were true. If she left this somewhere in plain sight, surely someone would notice it and take it as their own? Turning into the closest alleyway, she started humming a happy little tune to herself, trying to ignore how the tall building on either side of her blocked out the sunlight and gave the alley a gloomy look, it was a bit dirty, but vacant nonetheless, and she didnt think anyone would be interested in her even if someone were hiding behind one of the trash cans. Her eyes wandering around she reached up and gripped the collar of her parker, feeling a bit chilly as the sun no longer reached her. She didnt think even for a second that there was someone already standing right behind her.