Thread: Mind and Soul(Avengers) FoxWriter/TamaRose

Loki was giggling at their bantering. it was really cute and adorable and fun. he could tell they weren't actually being mean, and it was all for play and fun. turning Blue had not been part of his plan for the day, nor was having a bad panic attack. He gasped when he was shook by Cai, afraid to meet the others eyes, terrified he would see fear or disgust. he couldn't help but obey when the other commanded it. obeying was something so ingrained into him his body reacted instantly his eyes snapping to Cai's even as he trembled in terror at what he would find. he didn't find what he expected. his lip trembled and he looked frightened, but not of Cai. never frightened of Cai. No! i love your horns! Loki protested. You're not a monster! you saved me! Loki protested, clutching at Cai, wanting him to understand that Loki could never hate or be afraid of him. still, Angels and Demons? he hadn't expected that, he had always thought them to be myth and tale. not real. apparently he was wrong. had the feathered ones who had taken him been Demons then? the ones who made the pain. couldn't be Angels. Angels where sweet and pure and kind, right? he'd worry about it later. he winced at the other calling himself a bastard and shook his head, clinging to the other even more tightly because he didn't much like that word either. 'iget out of the way you little bastardi' followed by a smack. it had been a common sensation, he was sure because he flinched as if he could feel the strike even from his shattered memories. P-Powerful? Loki asked, stuttering over the word because he didn't fully understand the concept of it. it would explain why the Animals flocked to him. they where attracted to the magical output he was releasing. it was also why it was easy for the boys to know he wasn't Evil or a monster, the animals wouldn't flock to him if his power was of a cruel or wicked nature. water was a major conductor, so when Loki had stepped into it, his power had spiked violently, reacting in the way it did naturally. Loki had no control, considering he hadn't even realized he had power, and so it simply reacted the way magic did. Loki didn't fully understand but he was nodding anyway, glad that the boys at least seamed to know what was happening and how to help. more, they didn't look like they where mad or hated him. they where his protectors, they would keep him safe even from himself, he just knew it. I don't want to hurt anyone! he protested, wrapping his arms tightly around Cai. i don't want to hurt anyone. he promised before hesitating, looking up at him. except, maybe the people who hurt you... i'd ike to make them scared. maybe not hurt them, but he wouldn't mind making them piss themselves in fright, maybe break their arm if they really didn't get the picture. more than that? the idea of really hurting someone made him feel very ill. the idea of hurting someone in a bad way and enjoying it made him want to puke. ...everyone always hates me because i turn Blue. i remember. he admitted. they call people who turn blue 'Creatures most foul'.... they said i was a bastard and they hit me for being in their way. and they said i was a monster and that i should be drowned... Loki whispered, his voice trembling like he wanted to cry. he wouldn't though, he remembered, Crying only got him smacked some more. I do want to be good. he admitted softly. i want to be perfect like you and Ciel. he admitted, pressing his face into the other with a sigh. i want to be beautiful like you. he admitted, offering him a smile and leaned up and pressed his lips against Cai's in a soft kiss before sliding over to Ciel so he could watch Cai make the water warm again, watching closely like he could learn how to contain his powers if he watched Cai enough. he inched his way over tot he water, wary for the moment, slipping his fingers in and when nothing happened he slipped the rest of the way inside with a contented sigh and sank in until there was nothing but the top of his head showing. basking in the warm water before poking his head back up and watched the brothers. he seamed perfectly content to bathe in the wilderness and even scrubbed himself clean with handfuls of sand. he seamed to be very used to bathing in the wild, even if he yelped and nearly drowned Cai when the fish where attracted to him the way everything else was and Loki freaked out because 'something slimy grabbed Me!'. once he realized it was just fish he was okay though he wasn't as happy with those as he was everything else and he was quick to evacuate the water when too many fish showed up. especially since they kept nipping at him.