Thread: Ambivalent Love Song (Raivh and Emmi-Mae)

The tall waves didn't seem that menacing at first glance when she'd been standing on the dark beach watching the moon rise. Avery had thought it was just one of those beautiful dreams she always use to have, sitting up in a tree with this handsome english gentlemen in the early 1800's Or singing on a stage in a little flapper dress and a bobbed hair cut, her almost unnatural green eyes staring at the exact same man from her 1800's dream only this time instead of wearing that attire he wore a business suit. However it seemed that in this dream there was no english gentlemen... no New York bar owner...No Southern plantation slave owner...Just her on a dark beach where the waves were fierce and tall. It was far to dangerous for a surfer to go surfing or to have people playing in the shallow end. Even the wind seemed to scream out danger. Closing her sky blue eyes to inhale the sent of the ocean she glanced down at what she was wearing. A sleek red gown that moved in the wind so elegantly it framed her slender frame perfectly. When she slowly looked back up at the waves she came face to face with a tall man... this wasn't her Dream man... no this man was tall and blond and wore a menacing smile. Slowly he circled around her and began to speak, his voice quiet against the crashing of the ways she could barely make out what he was saying. I look forward to seeing you again... Avery....Do Tell your mate that I apoligize for the last one....She did look beautiful in her wedding gown.. He spoke but Avery found herself shaking from the cold air. No it wasn't the cold air anymore.. The moment the man dissappeared the ocean's waves had pulled her into their grasps. Her screams were muffled by the heavy water that swirled around her, She could see the storm above her but she could not hear the thunder or see the lightning. When the waves pulled her under she tried to fight back but something seemed to be pulling her deeper and deeper into the dark ocean. Her screams only causing her to take in water now. This was it... she was going to drown in the ocean and never get to graduate high school or get a boyfriend... or even have sex for the first time... The fear that rose deep inside her chest caused Avery to fight back... Never in her past lives had she faught back.... and now she was going to try and swim to the surface... however this eighteen year old girl didn't know how to swim...she couldn't swim... And even that fear scared her.. Avery's sky blue eyes shot open for a gasp of air as her eyes readjusted to the purple walls of her bedroom, a Bolt of lightning lighting up her room and she could see she was safe and the dream wasn't real. Taking in a shaky breath the girl unwrapped her blanket from around her neck and slowly sat up. Tears forming in her eyes as she wrapped her arms around her legs and held them close to her chest. When a crash of thunder exploded from the sky the girl's body tensed up and her hands automatically went to her ears. How could a girl that couldn't swim and was so afraid of thunder storms that her entire body would lose control and just freeze up... who would ever target her? She was just a teenager trying to survive high school. When the thunder finally did go away for a bit Avery turned her eyes towards the windows and slid out of bed to get to her feet and close the blinds so she wouldn't be able to see the lightning coming. The girl then turned her eyes towards her clock for a moment to read the time, it was only one in the morning... on a friday which meant she only had one day left of school before spring break which was about a week. Letting out something along the lines of a groan the short tan skinned girl moved over towards her mirror and stood in front of it to take in her post-nightmare appearance. Golden hair which normally fell down her shoulders in perfect curls were now a complete cluster fuck around her head knots, ties and rats nests in her hair caused her to squeek slightly as she began to fiddle with it to try and get her mass of curls to calm down. Her pajamas seemed to be twisted around her slender frame to expose her left breast which caused her to giggle slightly and readjust herself so she was fully covered. She then glanced down to her sun kissed skin, She use to tan with her mother before the accident had happened. She and her parents and little sister had been driving to go on vacation for summer break the year before however when a goat walked into the road her father had swerved while on a mountain road and their car plunged down into a ravine. Only Avery and her Little sister Cameron survived their parents had died on the way to the hospital. Still Avery could see the many scars on her body. The worst one was the long scar that ran up her right leg and ran up across her stomach to her right breast. It had been caused by a single shard of glass that had cut her unconscious body when the paramedics pulled her out. Well she was told it was the paramedics but she remembered seeing a pair of eyes that seemed so... upset... so pained that she'd been injured. Those same pair of eyes she'd made contact with today on her way home, She'd stopped by the grocery store just after sunset to get some candy for her five year old sister Cameron when she saw him... He looked just like the gentlemen from her dreams... His eyes so piercing yet sadate. Avery remembered feeling a shutter roll down her spine. There was no way it was a coincidence that she had been dreaming of this boy for the past few months... ever since her accident she'd had those dreams... But what could they mean?