Thread: She Conceived My Brother's Bastard (Raivh and Anj)

Shaila stood, in complete silence, ears listening to the rushing waters beneath her. Dark, dark eyes of blue stared down, watching the waters swirl together, crashing on the rocks and subtle waves breaking on the banks of the river. The wind was nearly nonexistent, her long black strands of hair falling in faint, barely noticeable waves to spill haphazardly around her shoulders. To think she had reached this point wasnt so long ago that she had been carefree, in love, and without too many worries. That time felt like centuries ago noweach step she had taken to this place had felt like years, her legs feeling like theyd been weighted down and she was dragging herself here through quicksand. Yetwhat else could she do? Shaila wasnt even sure this had been her intention. Shed come here, leaned over the low steel barrier to the ravine to peer at the river, then decided in that instant that this was what she had to do. Her pale hand reached out, slim fingers grasping the light pole just beside her to give her a hold. A booted foot placed itself upon the metal barrier, using her hold to hoist herself up upon it. Her hand began to shake, palm becoming damp with nervous sweat as she stared down. Suddenly, she didnt want to let go of that post. Her legs trembled, threatening to give way beneath her they threatened to make this life altering decision for her. Steel yourself, Shailayou have to do thishe wasnt humanand it wont be either , she reminded herself mentally. Her free hand found home on her flat abdomen. There, beneath her palm, was life. A life shed created with a man shed thought shed loved. Yet, after finally tumbling in between the sheets with him, he had disappeared. She had thought she could accept that part of him she knew wasnt human but when she had missed her period and sat in the bathroom, staring at the stick that had turned blue, she knew she couldnt. A baby. An inhuman baby. At twenty, she doubted she could even raise a baby by herselfmuch less an abnormal baby. What else could she do? She had spent days, weeks, looking for him. He had turned up nowhere. It was like hed vanished off the surface of the Earth. Where did he go? Had this been his intention all along use her to breed? Would he come back for his offspring? Would hekill her? Hed claimed to love her, theyd been together for weeks before theyd slept together, but then he had left, or vanishedwhat had happened to him? Her hand caressed her abdomen briefly, before pulling away from the life that was nestled there. She couldnt even think of getting attached. She didnt want this. She hadnt wanted any of this. This was a bad idea it all was sleeping with him, getting pregnant, standing here ready to fling herself to her death in the icy hands of the waters underneath her. Forgive me she whispered. The very moment that she moved to fling herself from the dented barrier and over the ledge, a voice stopped her. She jolted. Her head turned quickly, both hands now grasping at the pole to keep herself from slippingironically. She hadnt even heard him approach. Where had he come from? Diddid he live around here? Who lived around here? And who came around here this time of night? Wellshe did, so she supposed it wasnt too unheard of. II am uncertain, she finally whispered, swallowing the thick blockage that suddenly felt within her throat. Hehe looked familiar. She had a sudden sense of dj vu. What would you have of me? You know nothing about me, my life. WhatI am going through. Her dark eyes returned to the waters beneath her. I feel it is the only option I have left. Hope this was alright.