Thread: The Darker Side of Life (LadyYunaFFX2 & littlerooster's 1x1)

Shania Whitewater Shania had finished up her pasta and snuck away once again to go clean her dishes. Her mind was so on the here and now, on having just sent a complete stranger an agreement to roleplay, that she hadn't realized a few things. And the first had been she'd nearly tried to wash the plate off in the bathroom as opposed to the kitchen. Her head quickly shook as she guided herself out and into the correct room. The hell's wrong with you? If errors are part of humanity, curiosity must be also. There's nothing wrong about this. And given all the other possibilities she could be doing, whether it included selling her body or any of the 'bad' things she'd avoided thus far, this truly did seem to be more tame. Setting the plate down in some warm water and dishwashing soap, Shania made her way back into her room. It wasn't like her to get this anxious so easy. But an array of reasons all seemed to fuel her on tonight. A sensation of anticipation that she had never known or felt before, not even from her high school or college days, was giving her one hell of an adrenaline rush. She wasn't just nervous, oh no. Shania was excited, intrigued, and - likely because of the type of site she was doing this on - aroused. After another mental argument went through her head and convinced the young woman this was perfectly normal, she found another PM. Sitting down upon her bed, her hand grasped the Sprite and opened it. Hazel orbs scanned the reply and, again, it seemed rather generous and innocent. In fact, if she had to start her first role play ever ... whom better to use than herself? It did make sense and if push came to shove, she could make up a few white lies about herself. It'd be a precaution, at least until she felt more comfortable on being fully honest with this Ethan. A small smile managed to cross her face. It was good to read that it wasn't just herself who was slightly nervous. Setting the Sprite down, a deep breath left Shania's lips as the headphones went back in her ears. Tapping her fingers again lightly against the keyboard, she nodded gently before hitting the Reply button once again. Ethan, I suppose that's definitely one way to look at it. I view it as .. slightly more intimidating, personally. But that's probably because most others here know exactly what to do and well ... I don't. Reading can only get one so far after all and that's about the most experience I have with these topics. I don't know much more in terms of coding so, don't worry too much. However, it's easy enough to read up on and self-teach. I often use here on the off-chance I need to remind myself what does what. Psychology is - well to me - one of the most intriguing and fun subjects I've learned in my lifetime. I know I still have a lot of it left. Heh, sorry. I'm going on a bit of a rant there. Anyways ... hm. It does seem easiest to use myself, or a persona like me. So .. sure, that could work. Do ... we just start chatting now or .. ? How exactly do we go about this? And ... kinks are the BDSM aspects and such, correct? -Shania Now more than ever, she was so damn glad to be in front of a screen and not this Ethan's face, lest he see her face was now burning crimson. There had been so many stupid questions. But even if not for much longer, he had appeared to be on this site more than her. And she doubted he'd use the term if he didn't know what they meant. So ... it seemed fair to inquire before she made a foolish mistake. Checking it over once again, Shania then hit Send. Her feet subconsciously tapped off the edge of her bed and suddenly, it dawned on her. She was more excited than she'd realized. Not necessarily sexually, mind you, but more like in an eager sense. She was finally about to learn something she didn't know much of. And even with all the concerns, there were far more positive reactions to what she was about to do. While waiting, she pulled a piece of paper out from her denim blue jeans. It was her work schedule .. and thankfully, she had all of today and tomorrow off. So there was no need to worry about oversleeping, not yet. Her head fell against the headboard behind her. Shania's feet continued to gently tap against the bed, various lyrics and songs echoing in her ears as she waited patiently for this Ethan to get back.