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Thread: A Simple Crushed Daisy

My hope is posting a quick entry here will help my mind and fingers continue to type through the rest of this memo. My time is running short on submitting a rough draft but the truth is, it's going to be a very rough draft. This week has been brutal. I am running on maybe 6 hours of sleep over the past couple of nights and whenever I do this my emotions become difficult to control. I need to find a way to push those tears away and keep focussed on the hand at task. This coming from the most ADD person ever. It's difficult for me to know all of my friends are just a message away but I need to keep doing what I'm doing. I am such a perfectionist that I write a sentence then erase, then write, then erase. It doesn't help that my client's case is weak at best. Fuck. I also found out an application I put in last week got straight up denied. No interview. Just a letter in the mail telling me I'm wonderful but not for them. God dammit. I didn't need that today. It's ruined the rest of my day completely. I need to be so productive but it's so hard to be when I'd rather be doing a million other things than what I should be doing. I can feel myself ticking closer and closer to the first emotional break down of the semester several a semester are normal, no worries but it's such an overwhelming feeling. It makes you question your motives, your intelligence, and your abilities. I am so good at seeming so put together but sometimes I feel like I am tearing apart at the seams. I know I signed up for this and I know I will get through it but right now I'm tired and my face is breaking out. And I ate three slices of pizza today that I just feel sick about. I have had to totally skip zubma this week but got in 16 miles at spinning yesterday and am determined to go to spinning tomorrow too. I have to or I might explode...or implode. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I have 25 minutes and am not even half way done. Am I ever going to achieve the goals that I've worked so hard to get to? And even if I do, will I even like it? Will I ever really be happy and satisfied? I doubt it. Seriously. I doubt it. I am so jealous of free time. Women are such roller coasters. Yesterday on the way to the gym, I just started crying for no reason. My friend Ashley though acted like it was totally normal and I think it probably is. I'm just under so much stress it comes out in weird weird ways. Like my face breaking. Gross. I have to go, if only I could write this memo like I can write these journal entries.
Thread: A Simple Crushed Daisy

Hey, darling. Just a little message for you. I know how stressful like can be. And it's okay to cry and just let it out. It helps sometimes to just let the emotions take their course until you feel better. It can totally suck, but it does help. I'm always here if you need to just vent it all out. You can call me wheneverwhatever time if you get overwhelmed. Just take your time some days so you won't feel so pressured and pressed to get everything done. Sometimes doing work while watching a funny movie makes it easier. 3 Love you.
Thread: A Simple Crushed Daisy

I know how it is to feel like life is closing in around you, my love. It's hard to breathe sometimes because it can all seem so unfair, and everything seems to take a turn south all at once. What I know, though, is you're one of the strongest women I know. You were right when you said you'll get through it, but remember, you're not alone. I am never more than a message away, or a call even, as well as Hahvy and everyone else. We love you and are more than happy to step up when you need it to give you some emotional support. I'm going to support you by giving you the space you need to finish your tasks, but just remember that all you have to do is leave me a message when you need me and I'll be right there as soon as I get it. I'm right here to say something funny, or sweet, to talk about the things that bother you, or just to talk about a whole lot of nothing. Whatever it takes to lift your spirits, I'm here to do it. You're never alone. I love you so much, baby. I'm right here.
Thread: A Simple Crushed Daisy

Thank you for the sweet comments. Each one made me smile and I appreciate very much the support that you all give me. So, I'm spending today trying to wrap up this paper I've been slaving over the past few days. I have everything pretty well planned out, the pain in the ass part is just going back and re-writing and editing and adding in citations yuck. I also have about 100 pages of reading for Monday so I'll have to hack through that at some point. I forget what it's like to have a weekend with no work. I just ordered Valentine's flowers for my Mom. It just occurred to me that since my step-dad passed away in November, she will have no one to send her any flowers. I got her favorites, she adores anything that is purple so I hope the place makes them look really nice for her. I have a feeling it may be a rough day for her. I hate that my schedule rarely allows me time to make it over there and hang out. Hopefully the flowers will make it a little brighter for her. I just watched Jersey Shore from last week and it was such a sad one. I love trash TV. It is a complete guilty pleasure of mine and it gets my mind away from the heavy stuff for just 30 minutes to an hour a couple times a week. Anyway, on this Jersey Shore, Sam and Ronnie had their last big fight and she was just completely broken. Broken enough to have to leave the environment for a while and get better. I think it's so sad when people break up, not because they don't love each other, but because they just can't make it work. It's like there's something about their life or their personalities that will always clash at a level that is not fixable. I've had those relationships and I would never wish that heart break on anyone. Even my worst enemy. It makes you feel like you can't even breath. Like you don't want to die but you want to go to sleep and just not wake up for a very long time. Anyway, it was a sad episode and brought back some of those memories. I'm glad that's in the past. I'm going to head over to Starbucks for a while, get a coffee, kick back in my sweatpants and tank and try to work on this paper more. I need a change in environment. I'm tired of looking at the same four walls. I did sleep in today for those of you that were worried about my lack of sleep. I guess my body needed recovery bc I didn't stir until like 11 this morning. Alright, I'm off. Peace out cub scouts.
Thread: A Simple Crushed Daisy

Couple of things 9 hours until this bitch is due. 2 pages left. I'll be so fucking glad when it's over. I miss my boyfriend very much today. I'm horny.
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You can do it!
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DrivingMissDaisy said Couple of things 9 hours until this bitch is due. 2 pages left. I'll be so fucking glad when it's over. I miss my boyfriend very much today. I'm horny. Click to expand... Awww, honey. He misses you too. I really have to learn to stop referring to myself in the third person... Love you!
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I miss you both.
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Submitted at 1149 with 6 minutes to spare. Falls over in pure exhaustion Gets back up and goes to read 100 pages for tomorrow
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You go girl! You can do it .... ALLL NIIIIIGHT LOOOOONG!
Thread: [SS and Russ] In The Future

The electronic voice of the computer boomed again. Russell Green. He stepped forward with almost a sigh, having not laid eyes on his new partner yet. He walked up to the stage and with military precision and marched towards the centre of the stage. When he finally stood to attention in the middle of the stage he looked over his mate. His jaw drops slightly. Most girls in the system were small and boney. This girl definitely was not. Dressed from head to toe in his black military gear, Russell was taller than the girl at around six foot. His body toned from a lifetime in the Military, he was a little over twenty years old, which was odd and for reasons unknown thus far. Hey.. he stammers.. shocked at the beauty and shapely body in front of him. Uhm.. Shall we..? he outstretches his hand to guide her off of the stage. The life with his new mate was about to start now, and it wasn't going to be what would be considered the conventional way of the 22nd century.
Thread: [SS and Russ] In The Future

Essie obediently took his hand like she'd been trained to. She was trained to listen to her mate, to do exactly what he said without question, answer whatever questions he may have straight away and honestly. Lies resulted in punishment. And most importantly - mate when he wanted to mate. You had no choice in the matter. It was that simple. She quietly walked off the stage with Russell and the next girl was called. They moved into another room with tables where the paperwork was set up to officially make them mates and to give them the keys to their new apartment. The mating apartments had two bedrooms, one for them and one for the children. They would have two children there and when the third was on it's way, they would be moved. They then had a bathroom and toilet, a kitchen and a living area. It would be shown to them once there. Better than what Essie had ever had in slave quarters where she had shared accommodation and shared a room with 10 other girls. Once the paperwork was completely, they were shown out and told the building name and number, and directions so that Russell could take his mate away to presumably mate with.
Thread: [SS and Russ] In The Future

He had said very little during the signing of their paperwork, almost seeming apprehensive but trying to hide it. Those males who renounced the mating system had no place in modern society, taken away and thrusted into male slavery and treated worse than old female slaves. They both signed the paperwork and were declared male and mate. Russell took the keys that were offered to him and looked at the building name and number. Orwell, 426. Although the military quarters weren't as crowded as the slave quarters, he would be happy for the extra space a mater quarters would give. He was an educated man, coming from a wealthy background which allowed him certain liberties but wasn't one to push them very far. He had many things that other men could only dream of and wondered if he was going to let his new mate into that life. He looks down on the paperwork, searching for the name of his mate. Essie..? That's a pretty name.. he says with a smile, turning towards her and looking over her face, realising that he is falling for her flowing red hair and beautiful green eyes quicker than a normal man -especially him with his beliefs- should.
Thread: [SS and Russ] In The Future

Nice thread. Essie nodded and the girls parted way for the time being. I finally got some time to play . This got out control so this update now. www.gameforgirl.org
Thread: [SS and Russ] In The Future

Essie thanked Russel before falling silent again. She had no idea exactly how to act incase she did something wrong. She didn't want to be punished. When they arrived at the apartment Essie was amazed, though she tried to keep it hidden. She only had one bag, which was now in the bedroom. Someone having brought it there along with Russell's things to. Unsure as to exactly what to do next, Essie looked at Russell. Should I prepare to mate?
Thread: [SS and Russ] In The Future

He was shocked at the question, not really sure how to answer, trying to mouth a response but not being able to come up with anything suitable. His parents were very wealthy, the slaves that served his family were always treated well. Up until the age of ten he was allowed to play with the children of their slaves and had always had an affection for those that were thrust into slavery. He drops his bags down on the floor and turns to his new mate, looking down her almost perfect figure then back up to her gorgeous green eyes Uhm.. Do you want to..? He says in an affectionate voice.
Thread: Bleach RP's <CRAVING>

-Begs.-
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okay i'm in and free bump
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Woo! Thanks so much and please PM me with the pairings you are interested in
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yaay so here we go
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- I'm so craving right now .v.v
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Bump! Feed my craving
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FangBanger said Bump! Feed my craving Click to expand... I'll be pleased to help to satiate your craving.
Thread: Bleach RP's <CRAVING>

Great! Please PM with the pairings you are interested in
Thread: A Group of Friends OOC

RE Friends OOC For the rp --
Thread: A Group of Friends OOC

Heellooo. It's been a while since I've RPed, but I'd like to try again! Here is my profile. Please let me know if you need anything else. Name Aurelia Lia Frazier Nationality WhiteLatina Age 17 Grade 11 Gender Female Sexual Preference Straight-ish Bio Her dad died when she was too young to really know him and her mother was never really a mother figure. Lia is used to her independence. She keeps up her grades to keep her mom happy, works to have some spending money, and plays drums in a crappy garage band. anyone who wants to be in said crappy band, lemme know. 3 Image
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grumplestilskein said Heellooo. It's been a while since I've RPed, but I'd like to try again! Here is my profile. Please let me know if you need anything else. Name Aurelia Lia Frazier Nationality WhiteLatina Age 17 Grade 11 Gender Female Sexual Preference Straight-ish Bio Her dad died when she was too young to really know him and her mother was never really a mother figure. Lia is used to her independence. She keeps up her grades to keep her mom happy, works to have some spending money, and plays drums in a crappy garage band. anyone who wants to be in said crappy band, lemme know. 3 Click to expand... Welcome. Good to have yo
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Thank you! So are we waiting for more or may we begin?
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Ya so if you have any friends that might wish to join then invite them
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Name Jane Sate Nationality Half Japanese, half Caucasian Age 18 Grade 12 Gender Female Sexual Preference Bi Bio Jane's always had the good life, wealthy parents who had given her plenty. As far as school goes however, she's always had a real lack of motivation, her grades only sub par. To the person above me, I'd be happy to be the bassist in your garage band XD Image x
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Welcome.
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Name Andol Nationality White Age 18 Grade 12 Gender Male Sexual Preference Gay Bio Andol has not really had a what could be called a happy life, and the worse of it has been sinice he has come out of the closet. Though he has not let it dystroy his friendly additude that he shows, of course every now and then the young man does sink down into kind of a funk. Probably the best thing that he has going for him is his grades... which being the genius that he is, are almost prefect. Leaving the young man to be class validictoration, as long nothing bad happens this year to keep him out of school... Image Where do we go to RP?
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Can we start now?
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We just need one person then we are set
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Ruki said To the person above me, I'd be happy to be the bassist in your garage band XD Click to expand... Done and done. 3
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I put an ad on the main page for you and we can start.
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Name Lory Nailo Nationality White Age 15 Grade 10 Gender Female Sexual Preference Lesbian, Bicurious Bio Lory and her twin sister Sasha were always there for each other, Having had a rough time growing up. She wears her hair in a braid, whether or not Sasha does or not Image Lory is the one with long hair
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Name Noah Blackheart Nationality white Age 18 Grade 12th Gender Male Sexual Preference Bi Bio Noah doesn't tend to be 'one of the crowd'. He is totally his own person, and yes. This does include being emo sometimes. Other than that, he's pretty damn smart. He excersizes constantly, playing lacrosse as well as tennis. Noah, although he doesn't admit it... is adopted. Also, when he gets overly depressed which happens too often for his liking becauseof his isolation... well, lets just say him and a knife dont mix well. Image
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Name Johnathan Slade RochesterJ Rock or J for short. Nationality White Age 17 Grade 11 Gender Male Sexual Preference Straight Bio A bit of a bully, J Rock only picks on people he likes being around. If he doesn't like you, he simply won't speak to you. While he seems gruff, he has a way with words that is unmatched in the school, making him a constant hit with the ladies. He tends to get himself into trouble quite often and has a long list of offenses in his folder. Image
Thread: A Group of Friends OOC

Just wondering if you're still looking for people.
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yes I am
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Great! I'll write up a bio and post it later today. Also..if grumplestilskein's band needs any more members, I wouldn't mind being a part of it. Oh, also had one other question. Do you prefer we stay limited to one character? I have two in mind and can't seem to be able to decide between them. lol
Thread: A Group of Friends OOC

Just to have somewhere to keep track of it, here is the list of bandmembers Vocalist Lory Nailo eclipsestorm Guitarist Amber Valentine Teddi Bassist Jane Sate Ruki Drummer Aurelia Frazier grumplestilskein EDIT Okay, band is all full. Anubis it is, unless there are any objections.
Thread: A Group of Friends OOC

Sure thing grumplestilskein Guitarist works great. Also had a band name suggestion for you. Another RP I did a long time ago, our characters were in a band called Anubis. Name Amber Valentine Nationality White Age 16 Grade 10 Gender Female Sexual Preference Straight blond Bio Honest, shy, and friendly. She tends to speak before she thinks at times. As long as she can remember, she has loved music...whether playing or singing. Her father used to joke that she knew how to play before she knew how to walk. Her mother died when she was very young, so her father has been her main influence in life. Since she is an only child, her father tends to be bit overprotective and has sheltered her quite a bit. Because of this, she tends to be a little naive and trusting, but it also allows her to see the good in everyone. Image
Thread: A Group of Friends (Need people)

Plot A group of teenage friends growing up in a small town. They are diverse and just started to experiment. They meet at the local highschool and have been living the lives of teenagers. But all of them has there secrets in life. There will be drama, fights and sex. Rules Ok I don't care about post length but please no text talk. Have fun To Join just post your profile in the OOC then start If you want to play my twin please PM me anyone who wants to be in grumplestilskein band PM her Friends Twins 1. ShashaWraight 2. eclipsestorm Others max 8 Females 1. grumplestilskein 2. Ruki 3. 4. Males 1. Shyone 2. Skylar23 3. Balthazar Darkthourne 4. Profile Name Nationality are whiteblackasian Age Grade Gender Sexual Preference StraightBiGay Bio Image
Thread: A Group of Friends (Need people)

Open please join
Thread: A Group of Friends (Need people)

Shasha walked through the mall by herself. She browsed the stores but her true reason she was here was because she was avoiding home. Shasha's stepfather was angry at Shasha for no reason and Shasha though it might be safer to avoid the house for a bit. Shasha looked at a clothing store and entered it and browsed.
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Aurelia drove up to the mall in her beat up Toyota and slid into a spot. Her car door took a couple of tries before it stayed shut, but she was soon passing through the parking lot and into the sliding doors of the mall. She scrunched her nose, tired of the perfumey smell the place always had. Making a bee line to the bookstore, she waved at her coworkers, then headed to the back to clock in and get the books she needed to put out on the floor. Pushing the cart out, she began her rounds, wandering through the aisles and drumming her fingers.
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After browsing the cloth store for a bit then exited the store. Shasha continued to walk through the mall stopping of at the bookstore that Aurelua worked at. Shasha browsed the books lost in her own thoughts.
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Andol sat there in the book store crouched in the sci-fi section reading over on of the books. The young man really liked to spend a lot of time in the book store and had a habit of constantly coming in and just sitting down and reading the books in the store without ever buying them. He did it everyday, and they never seemed to mind, or else had yet to notice what he did after all these years, becuase he made sure to read about 7 books at a time... so that he was looking at a differnt one in a differnt section every single day. It had always been his beleif that the knowlegde in these books should be free, and so there was no reason to pay for it, unless made to... and even then he probably would just go to the libary where he could get them for free... there would be no need to for bookstores if everyone just went to the libary in his option.
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Lory was in the food court, catching up on her homework. She had already been at the mall for several hours already because she also liked to stay out of the house as much as possible. She had a fountain drink and a burrito from the deli hot case next to her school work.
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Shasha finished in the book store after buying a couple comics. Shasha then put the books in her bag as she walked of towards the food court to join her sister. Shasha was still lost in her thoughts not paying very much attention as she walked down the halls of the mall.
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Noah wandered into the mall, groaning. He had managed to snap ANOTHER lacrosse shaft right in half, out of anger. Of course it had been hollow, why the Hell not? Anywhom, he was wandering past the food court, his objective the sports depot. He really was in a hurry, he had another game in just about an hour.
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As J-Rock meandered his way across the mall to the food court, he was almost run over by a man with a pissed off look on his face. J turned to give him the bird and then realized that he knew him. Yo! Noah! What the Hell are you blazing through here for?! You nearly trampled my ass. He jogged to catch up to the other teen, who was still marching like a man on a mission.
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Noah stopped for a moment. He looked over his shoulder, and to J. He let out a relieved breath, someone he actually knew. Have a lacrosse game in an hour. Have to buy a new stick, he said simply. And sorry, he apologized for nearly trampling J. Yeah, he tended to do that. Completely ignore people he didn't care about when he was pissed. But obviously, he cared about J.
Thread: A Group of Friends (Need people)

Oh the mall, it was such a wonderful place, Jane thought happily as she stepped out of her car and waltzed up to one of the entrances. Of course, being one of those rich girls, she almost always bought whatever she wanted, having such joy from the thought of getting something new. Perfectly away she was quite spoiled by her parents, she seemed to take as much advantage of that as much as possible. It didn't really bother her, morally. However, despite being one of those girls, she did love to read, and as such, headed toward the book store first.
Thread: A Group of Friends (Need people)

Shasha walked by Jane while she was heading to the food court. Shasha didn't notice her as she walked by Jane because she was still kind of stress.