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Perhaps he didnt desire her, perhaps like her stepfather stated she would never be good enough. She would never be wanted, hed said, since no one ever would hed decided to give her what no one could, or so he said. Even then she told him no, begged him not to. He told her it was his present to her, shed cried and hed covered her mouth before she could scream. When he finished he left her in her bed sobbing, telling her if she was any kind of good girl shed say nothing, since it would kill her mother to know what shed done. Pavla had felt the tenderness of his kiss to her palm and smiled up at him as she spoke. She wanted more of that. Having never had tenderness she longed for it. For now she could only wait for his response. The moment stretched before her, her eyes moved over his face slowly, searching for some kind of sign or change. Finally he spoke, she nodded understanding the need not to feel. She was sure his life was hard they hadnt had much time to talk. Even if they had she was pretty sure he wouldnt have divulged much. Her life was good until her father died, and then her mother was sad and depressed. The ringmaster stepped in. At first he was kind and sweet, but after he married her mother she became the servant. Her own mother got in on the act and treated her, not as a daughter, but as a slave. She continued her tender touches as she kept her brown eyes on his blue. When he spoke of escaping she smiled. Id love to run away with you, but all I know is circus life. She stopped, they could figure it out, it wasnt as if they had to figure it all out now. He had yet to say whether he desired her, she had a feeling that perhaps Petre was correct and no one would ever want her. She liked his smile, and wanted to know what she could do to keep it there. she looked away from him biting her lips fearing what he might say next. Was she strong enough to hear that she wasnt desirable, that perhaps in the future he could desire her and make their marriage a true one? She felt his hand on her chin and her brown eyes met his, mirroring the emotion in them. Following his lead she pressed her lips tenderly to his. Then came the words she wanted to hear for so long, he desired her. She felt his hand in her hair and the other wrapped around her waist. She pressed to him and returned his kiss, wrapping her small hands around his neck and into his hair she held his lips to hers. Pavla released a soft moan into his mouth as she responded to his kiss. Her heart pounded solidly in her chest as she returned his kiss. Breaking the kiss to breathe, she ran her nose along his jawline as her hands ran through his hair. Situating herself higher up in the bed she kissed along his jaw back to his ear. I desire you as well Dmitry... I want to make you smile always. She whispered into his ear, leaning her head back she looked him in the eye and smiled. Her body was on fire but she wasnt sure they should go much further even if she wanted to she was scared he would see her as damaged goods. Her hands smoothed down the front of his shirt to the hem and slipped under to touch his warm flesh. She felt her body responding do him physically. Hard beaded nipples behind the shirt pressed to his strong chest and her loins were beginning to ache slightly. The ache was something she had never experienced as well as being turned on. Softly pressing her lips back to his, starting off tenderly the kiss grew to something needier. Hearing a soft giggle Pavla jumped. Lifting a hand up she covered her mouth from yelping out of surprise. To her surprise her lips were slightly puffy from their moment of kissing. Elizabeth stood at the tent flaps smiling. I tried knocking, but it seems you were preoccupied. Pavla blushed and smiled toward Dmitry. Glorianna asked me to check on you, I will come back later. She grabbed the dishes and with one more smile she moved from their tent. Smiling Pavla settled against his chest again, looking up at him. I like kissing you, you arent demanding with it. You have to go soon dont you? She knew he had to work, something that he didnt look forward to. Shed seen his attire it was very small and showed off his body, something that now belonged to her. The thought of women looking at him lustfully made her a bit upset. I can work on your costume perhaps sew it so that you are more covered. I sew all my own costumes. Im sure Glorianna and Elizabeth can help me gather some fabric for it. It had been a while since she had seen his act, perhaps when she got feeling a bit better she would watch him and the others. Being a main act she wasnt able to see them, or them to see her. She was sure they knew what she did, but none would have guessed that she would have much rather been a side act instead of a star.