Thread: - Escaping the Rift -

Sinclair listened intently as Kazuye explained to him how his mother was. She sounded wonderful. All their talking about mothers made Sinclair a little teary-eyed. His eyes glistened giving off the effect that he about to cry. To some degree that was what he wanted to do? He blinked slowly a teardrop trickling down his cheek. ??It sounds like you and your sibling love her very much.? He looked down over the balcony staring at the land below. ??He used to tell me stories about her? He told me how she rubbed her belly, talked to me while I was still in her womb. ?? he sighed softly, watching the waves crash onto the shore, leaving behind shells and such. As the teardrop continued to slowly trickle down his cheek the feeling made him shudder. Wiping the tear away he sighed. What was the matter with him? Sinclair sat upright feeling disgusted with himself. Disgusted that he let his emotions get the best of him, especially since it was in front of Kazuye. Suddenly he felt angry his brows furrowing. Never had he acted such a way in front of a person before. He felt sick? Sinclair stood up again, stepping away from the table. He had to get away from this kid?? he seemed to bring out the worst in him. ??I?? he fell silent, those silly little emotions overwhelming him. Taking in a deep breath he turned to face Kazuye. ??I??ve had enough. I think you should just go away now Kazuye.? Sinclair said harshly. ??I need to be alone.? His voice now soft, almost inaudible. He couldn??t stand the feeling in his stomach every time he gazed upon the younger male. He never thought it would be possible for one person to evoke so many unwanted emotions in him. He needed to get away, separate himself and regain his composure. He wanted to leave his room and take a walk but he was afraid he would run into his father? Sinclair didn??t want him to witness the pathetic state he was in?. He could just imagine his reaction. Knocks on his bedroom door startled the hell out of him causing him to jump. ??What if it??s father?? he thought running his fingers through his hair frantically. More knocks? He decided maybe they would just go away if he left them standing there. He waited. He could tell the person on the other side of the door was growing impatient because the knocks had gotten harder. ??Coming?? Sinclair spoke quickly rushing off to his bedroom door. He took in a huge breath of air exhaling slowly. He repeatedly wiped his eyes making sure there weren??t any remnants of tears anywhere. Opening his door slowly he looked down relieved it wasn??t his father??it was Ms. Himura. As she looked up him staring deep into his eyes she could tell something was wrong, but said nothing knowing how much he hated to discuss his feelings. ??I just came to clean up.? She said smiling a little. Sinclair stepped to the side allowing the older woman to enter. ??Yeah sure?? he murmured. Sinclair left the room as she stepped onto the balcony, disappearing down the hallway. He avoided anyone and everyone rushing to the outside for some fresh air. Ms. Himura collected the empty dishes from the table. She looked up at Kazuye wondering just what had happened between the two. She gazed at him a bit longer noticing a slight resemblance between the two teens. She wanted to ask Kazuye what had happened but figured Sinclair probably wouldn??t want her to know? ??Hi, my name is Ms. Himura. I??m the head maid and head chef here at the Halloway mansion.? She began stacking the dishes onto a silver tray. ??Is there anything you want to know about the mansion you aren??t sure of?? the woman asked smiling softly.