Thread: May We Meet Again [randomname98766789 and sixlikesgore]

When Clarke closed the distance for a hug, Bellamy returned the gesture. Physical contact like this was not something he experienced often. Sure, he hugged his sister often but that was different. Whenever he indulged himself in a one-night stand, there was no cuddling or hugging or intimacy like this. As ironic as it sounded, even Bellamy craved this particular genre of human contact. More importantly, he craved it with Clarke Griffin. Everything was going well until she slowly pulled away from him. Damn. She was too smart for her own good. Clarke could see anything coming from a mile away. Yes, youre right, Clarke. I cant even face Jaha on the radio. I know I cant face him or anyone when they land on Earth. You and the others might be forgiven for your crimes but theres no chance in hell I will. Now, even Octavia hates me. Shes the only reason I came down here. I tried to keep her safe but she doesnt even speak to me anymore and I cant control anything she does. Ive done all I can for her. Maybe shell be safer now and happier now without me. It was logical to Bellamy, but there was one giant wrench in his plans. But, theres you. I dont know how else to tell you this other than that Ive fallen for you and Ive fallen hard. I think about leaving and I think thats best, but I cant quite do it because it means I wont be around you or see you again. So yes, I am saying this because it is my last chance. I wanted to see how youd react. I didnt expect this, honestly. I expected you to slap me or something else. Youre also right about saying that I cant say these things to you and then just leave. I planned on leaving unless I found a reason to say. Youre the only reason I need, Princess. I dont know what will happen when the Ark gets here. I dont know what will happen to me, specifically. The only thing that I do know is that I want to attack whatever problems it brings. I want to be by your side and I want you to be by my side. We should finish this bullshit line of thinking that we have to do things on our own. We dont. Pausing, he approached Clarke again and squeezed her hands, even pressing a kiss to each of her palms. You have me, Clarke. Youll always have me. If you dont want me to leave, then I will stay. If I stay at the camp, though, I want to give us a real shot. I dont care what the others might think. I dont care about any of that. I want to be with you at the end of every day when youre falling asleep so your head is on my chest. I want to wake up every morning and see your beautiful face before I start my day. I never considered myself to be this kind of man, to want anything like this, but youve changed me in so many ways. Even if we dont always agree, I know that our passion is strong and our bond is even stronger. I cant continue living life and pretending like I dont care about you. I dont hate you. I dont even feel neutral about you. I see a future with you, Clarke. I dont care if that sounds stupid. I just know that Ive never felt this way before. I want nothing more than to be your boyfriend, to be the one you grow old with. I truly believe we can make something great happen here in our lives but thats only possible together. Bellamy Blake was not known for being sensitive, emotional, or a gentleman. Right now, he was showcasing all three aspects and more. This truly spoke volumes about his feelings for Clarke since he would never, ever say these things to anyone else. Clarke was his entire universe and she did not even know it. If she wanted him to stay and if she wanted to give their relationship a shot, then Bellamy would be more than happy. If she did not feel particularly happy about him, then Bellamy figured he was better off leaving and being alone. Honestly, if he could not be with Clarke here after this admission, it might just be too painful. Again, Bellamy never gets this way about girls so Clarke must be pretty damn special. God, I just want to kiss you right now. I want to kiss you until I cant fucking breathe, Clarke. He whispered, slowly inching towards her. If she was open to receive his kiss, then Bellamy would not waste another second, but he was going to make sure. Judging by her reaction so far, Bellamy had no reason to believe she was upset about anything he said so that was excellent. Maybe she felt the same way that was something Bellamy feared would not happen.