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Thread: What Scares You?

Truth. Something like Alzheimer's would be terrible to go through or similarly degenerative diseases. Fire inspires a lot of fear for me as well. Even not just burning to death but fire itself. I'm an artist and keep around portfolios of old work, basically pieces of meI still have BMR comics in a folder, in a trunk at the end of my bed. So, if the house was on fire, I'd get family and pets out but then risk death to go back in for my old paintings. Irreplaceable things, snapshots of who I was at those moments in time. Finding them burned and destroyed might be very traumatic for me. I find your fear of incarceration and blindness interesting and I can certainly understand the blindness thing being especially horrific because of the way you visualize, as you've explained it before. I've been...well, caged before and find that I get very used to it rather quickly. Then again, despite being a Leo, I'm a big follower being put in a prison of some kind would be a bit like living like a cat for me.
Thread: What Scares You?

Being emotionally alone. Feeling like I have no one to provide mental or emotional support, and having no one to understand me, is probably my biggest fear. I don't like holding things in or having to stew on them by myself friends listening to me ramble about life are one of the things that keep me sane. And this one may seem silly and generic, but I'm afraid of rejection. I never understand when people just don't care about being rejected from a job application, school, romantic interest... Not because it makes me feel as if there's anything wrong with me, but because, for a time, it makes me feel alone and drained of energy from how much time and effort I had invested into whatever that thing was. It's not so bad to that it extends to roleplay requests, but it applies to most major decisions in my life. The last one is losing my voice. I love talking to people just talking in general, haha, saying hello to strangers I love how expressive voices can be. Even names sound different every single time a different person says them. Having studied opera and music for a majority of my life, having it taken away would be like losing an intimate part of myself, one that defines me, one that I know extremely well. The loss of my voice also severely limits communication, and that thought it extremely scary to me.
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Mr Quixotic said I'm not scared by the prospect of death, but I am scared by the thought of the process it'll take to get there, particularly after witnessing the pain, suffering and indignities my Father went through in his last year. Click to expand... This is also how I feel about death. The thing that scares me most is failure. I'm a very career-driven person, and I'd feel absolutely devastated if I couldn't reach the places I aspire to be in one day. As with Aria, rejection is also something that would take a toll on me.
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Water. Having any on my face is the absolute worst. I deal, because it's kind of non-optional, but I loathe it completely. I think it's mostly because I don't float...
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Height, always has been. Or, tight spaces causing claustrophobia. And because of that, I have the fear of actually suffocating.
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I used to fear nothing until four years ago when my daughter was born. Now I have a list fifty miles long of fears and they all revolve around her. It's a sobering experience becoming a parent.
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One of my fears are far too intimate in detail for GD, so I'll just say this I can't live alone anymore. Other than that, I fear hornets, roacheswater bugs, and now I'm scared of mosquito bites with this Zika disease going around. Of course it had to be when I was pregnant, too, and I don't live very far from Miami where they have found 10 infected people and are now advising pregnant women to not travel there.
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Princess Pittooey said Other than that, I fear hornets, roacheswater bugs, and now I'm scared of mosquito bites with this Zika disease going around. Of course it had to be when I was pregnant, too, and I don't live very far from Miami where they have found 10 infected people and are now advising pregnant women to not travel there. Click to expand... Jesus, that sounds terrible. Best wishes to you and the little one, though!
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Thank you.
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For the more mundane-- spiders, clowns, and heights over four stories. Fuck everything about spiders. For the more interesting I've always had a fear of spiral staircases. No idea why but I hate them and when I was forced to use one as a child with a whole line of kids behind me I literally tried to go back down. Which was impossible but I still tried. Being sane inside my mind but outwardly appearing crazy to everyone else is another. Not being able to explain that I'm not insane and being locked away is terrifying to me. I understand there's not a great possibility of this happening, though. Also in the same vein, losing my faculties. My brain is my most prized possession and even though we have a lovehate relationship I would not be me without it. If I happened to get Alzheimer's I would honestly rather die. Harsh but true. Sad part is it runs in my family. I'm actually afraid of a lot of things to the point of being rather...paralyzed in life currently. Failure being the highest on the list. I'm so afraid of failing at certain things because of past experiences that I cannot force myself to try them again. Which is pretty pathetic but I'm working on it at least!
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Failure and rejection seem to be big ones among this crowd and I admit that one has bitten at my ankles as well. Mine currently, revolving around trying to write my own book, almost becomes like a fear of my own greatness or realizing my potential because I associate so many bad things with responsibility. The crazylosing your mind thing is actually pretty typical of those with mental disorders, since a lot of treatment energy is spent on convincing someone unbalanced that something is wrong. We're much more likely to cling to our own version of reality, internalized than that presented by an outsider. That being said, there are tons of things you can do to combat the onset of Alzheimer's, isn't there? Like brain teasers and puzzles, reading, staying physically active?
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Bees and wasps. Water I can't see the bottom of.
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Needing the approval and support of others as an absolute essential of my emotional diet. I'd hate that lack of self autonomy and to be always reliant on others who, let's face it, can disappear in the blink of an eye.
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An Islamic Holocaust. I have nightmares about it. And no, I'm not Muslim. But to me, the scariest thing in the world is the inhuman hatred of mankind. Racism even racism that is religious is my enemy. Edit I'm also obsessed with World War II and have studied it for years. I fear history will repeat itself. The psychology behind the Third Reich and the antisemitism movement is truly and utterly terrifying.
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Yes! Bees and wasps! I totally forgot about them! Another thing I can think of is getting lost in projections, where my desire to not be that overwhelms me to the point where I never realize how close I've come to being that thing.
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i used to be scared of basic shit heights, and getting into any contraption that went at a high velocity that i couldn't control like cars, or roller coasters as i unfortunately discovered this summer. the dark scared me quite a bit too, but that's because i grew up with a pretty open mind. and no night lights. you see some shit in your childhood, and the idea of monsters lurking in the shadows is a very possible thing. but now? the government scares the fuck out of me - fuck every other fear i've ever had. the government and their unimaginable secrets. and maybe still the dark, a bit. eyes still play tricks on me
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VictorianVirtue said I constantly think about my finances and am scared I will die broke and that to me is a horrifying thing. Click to expand... I've always found this fear in people fascinating. I've heard this statement so many times... To die broke, and I've never personally understood it. You'll be dead! Your finances won't matter. though, I do understand this fear is often rooted in a bigger issue, such as not being able to provide for your family when you pass, your finances usually roll over to a family member, obviously.
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Temptationist said I've always found this fear in people fascinating. I've heard this statement so many times... To die broke, and I've never personally understood it. You'll be dead! Your finances won't matter. though, I do understand this fear is often rooted in a bigger issue, such as not being able to provide for your family when you pass, your finances usually roll over to a family member, obviously. Click to expand... Lol, I never thought of it that way, but yeah, dying is expensive. Thought of another one for myself. I kinda fear the doctor. Not like, wimpy whiny, gotta drag me in kicking and screaming and sedate me, but a general nervousness and wariness of them. I've had more useless doctors than good ones over the years and rarely go anymore unless absolutely necessary. But ever since I saw the stats for the actual cause for the most amount of deaths in this country, I kind of pray I never have to go for anything big.
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VictorianVirtue said I think subconsciously I associate money with freedom. Money lets me buy whatever I want to buy when I want to buy it. So somehow I associate money with freedom and lack of money to me means my freedom is being taken from me. I know I sound like a pompous jerk, but I am just responding. Click to expand... I don't think it's pompous. But it does serve as a sort of unfortunate reminder of the materialism that plagues many societies. Especially in North America. There is a degree of financial well-being that is needed to achieve happiness, however. But that financial module caps off at about 70,000 dollars. Essentially providing enough to live comfortably as well as enough to travel occasionally. Once individuals peak over the 70k annual salary mark, their happiness doesn't increase anymore. In fact, it often begins to plummet. Edit I will add that this stat is based on a combined annual house salary. It's not individual. Example, it does not mean that both individuals in a couple require a 70k salary. But rather than the combined salary resulting in about 70k is sufficient. I will also add the the study is a few years older. So, due to inflation, that happiness salary mark may be a bit higher now just due to increased cost of living.
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It may be rather cliche but I'm afraid of spiders. I love all sorts of creepy monsters and tentacles and other horrors, but for some reason spiders freak me out and I am always terrified they are going to bite me.
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Lady Rinne said It may be rather cliche but I'm afraid of spiders. I love all sorts of creepy monsters and tentacles and other horrors, but for some reason spiders freak me out and I am always terrified they are going to bite me. Click to expand... I got bit by a spider 3 times. The last one was a couple months ago, in bed. Chomped on to my elbow and caused an allergic reaction. I'm most likely allergic to the standard house spider - my skin was swollen and pushing the ink from my tattoos up so they were embossed. Lasted two weeks. But honestly the spider bite just felt like a mosquito.
Thread: Female or Male partner wanted for MxF or FxF Hentai Pairings. 18+ (no fandoms!)

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Welcome back Yuu! It's great to see you on Blue Moon again!
Thread: Vik Journal 2.0

BMR feels like it's slower as of late. 90 of the people I used to enjoy talking too seem rather comfortable without messaging me. No biggie, those that I message here daily are always the best. Frankly, I adore forums and I adore the ability to express myself and my daily thoughts in a space where others can leave their own notes. It is always fun to see that sort of interaction. With that in mind, I would like to write in a journal here again. Recently I've reopened a hole in my heart. That's stupid of me. What's worse is how it was enabled by the mere sight of her name in a picture on reddit. How childish of me... And I regret venting. So I won't do that here. I was on reddit to read over the subreddit for Pokemon Go. My little smart phone is cheaper than cheap and simply could never run it. To curb my cravings until my paycheck, I've been on hot pursuit for a romantic trainer x trainer pokemon rp, and I read the subreddit. I think I can't be the only person doing the latter. The neat part of being born in a low-population state like Maine is that it's relatively easy to shelter yourself away from stupid city noises. It's harder to have a nightlife without spending a good penny for gas to get to a city for a bar. Oh well though. The option remains, and it isn't like I know anybody who callstexts me first, so it is so much easier for myself to just pretend there isn't a huge society of nonsense out there and focus on writing. Hobbies are the best out here in Maine 3 I guess the greatest downside is that if you live in a small town in Maineand not the relatively few cities, you usually rely on a small cast of 10-20 kids to find friends in throughout elementary and middleschool years. Odds are things go great because most people are polite and intelligent over here, it seems. Or at least a nice portion of one of those. Having the misfortune of leaving the state to work over the week, I come in direct contact with city folk. Totally expecting that rude, bad driving, dirtheads were the rare ones, my hopes were dashed. My friends online here who grew up in a city I appreciate you all that much more. You are the diamond in the rough. 3 I will cherish you all, always. on the down low, though? If I went to a city one of you were in and had a free night, I wouldn't mind being proven wrong about most cityfolk. My faith in humanity can always use improvement. Thanks for reading thus far 3
Thread: Vik Journal 2.0

Perhaps I get what I deserve. I hope for a lot of things, I devote myself to a cause or a plan that I couldn't possibly see through on my own. Then when things fall apart, I don't sweep up the shattered glass. I roll around in it for a while. I remember what happened, the ways I could have avoided it all, and there isn't an action to prevent it from happening again. Why? It is who I am. I have an addictive personality. I attach myself to something or someone, and when I can't have it, I fall apart. It happens in small ways, and then it also comes in the form of large commitments too. Like when I fell in love with my exes, all of them. I lied and said I was over the last one, anything was better than losing the chance- That moment. And while I can't change who I am, I still have to pick myself up off the ground. Pluck the shattered glass from my endless visage of fettid wounds, spray on some disinfectant and hope to be whole once again. Because I can't expect a pity party, I did this to myself. I can't lay around and wait for someone to do this for me. Who wants a corpse that groans on and on about the pain, but won't do a thing about the glass they lay in. It is time that I formally make my bed. Trade rough, cheap carpet for a traditional matress. Sharp shards for fitted, warm sheets. I'll take a deep breath, a sip of cold water, and snare a fine night's sleep. It's time too heal. Omfg, that Digimon movie with cocoamon!! Anyone?! No? Awe. 3 I tried xP On the bright side, I get paid sometime this weekend. New phone, debts paid, pokemon go? It'll be great.
Thread: Vik Journal 2.0

Officially over my ex, again. Got paid, bought a phone, played pokemon go and drastically improved my chatroomimroleplay through phone situation. I feel 9.510 I could be better. All I need now is for my pms to the awesomest people ever to be replied too, a response from ZethGGG, and being more ready to respond for Vry and Softstroke. I love BMR and even though I hit a sad time for a few weeks there, I am officially back into the swing of it. Like the spring of my roleplay season Please feel free to message here if you have been following this. Tell me I am a pretentious douche, if you want. Doesn't even have to relate to anything. You have the permission to do so, use it. You know I would love you anyway.
Thread: Vik Journal 2.0

I wonder how much out of my paycheck I should set aside for a therapist. Ex from like three years ago emails me asking if I might wanna catch up, wonders if I am doing well. I can't tell if I am 'meh', 'happy' or would rather die. I just wish I wasn't so indecisive all the time. So weak of heart, pretty much the opposite of bold and confident.
Thread: Misantropia Characters

Name Drathic Age 37 Height 6'9 Race Draconian Eye Color Yellow Hair Color NA Skin color Scales -red Socioeconomic Level as a child Family of military officers Socioeconomic Level as an adult Lower level Paladin worshipers for the Gods of Order and Life Current Residence Wanderer Occupation Paladin How does he dress? Plate Armour, or standard worship robes when not wearing the armour. Health In great fitness, no major injuries sustained threw training. Hobbies Fighting, arguing, drinking from time to time and worship Style Elegant, shabby etc. Brutal Greatest flaw Aggressive attitude doesn't allow him to properly connect to the Gods, so his paladin magic can be lacking. Best quality Considered one of the best combat Paladins in the order when it comes to no blessings being used. Educational Background As a child was taught combat, military tactics, and rules of engagement. When moved to the order was taught blessings code, politics, multiple languages, and ways of the Gods of Order and Life, on top of what he was already being trained in TalentsSkills Skilled in hand to hand, Sword, SwordShield, War Hammer use.Some basics of blessings and enchantments. Survival. Communication Knows various languages. Equipment Sword, Shield and War Hammer. Plate armor with a lack of helmet clouds the mind to the Gods will, which is the belief., Backpack with standard food, water and traveling supplies, Tent, and basic gear for managing armor and weapon upkeep. Background At a young age Drathic met a Paladin when traveling with his father. When the paladin and them spent the night eating and sharing information, he told stories to Drathic about his adventures and of the Gods he worshiped. After that night Drathic became obsessed with Paladins. His father was very wary and it wasn't until a friend of the family convinced him that it may have been Drathics calling, that he let him go. So at the age of twelve he was sent to the Gods of Order and Life Paladins, and there he remained to be trained. During his time there he found a dragon on its own, dying, later named Ethric. He took it in, healing it with his blessing magic and old fashion medical attention. The order let Him keep Ethric as a companion, showing that it demonstrated compassion and true value of all life. Ethric and Drathic have been together for seventeen years now, and Ethric accompanies Drathic in almost every outing he goes on. At this point Drathic is done with his training at the Order and is now considered a full Paladin. Now it his time to do the Gods wish to the world and help those in need, and so begins his first adventure as a true Paladin. Orders Code In a working Progress -Value all intelligent life. The Gods put them here for a purpose -Do not let yourself get kill -Do not kill unnecessary -Do not let others attack your religion and weaken your faith -Do not abandon those in need when you are capable of helping. -Do not abuse anyone -Do not think anyone beneath you -Do not go out of your way to confront a Dark Paladin
Thread: Misantropia Characters

READ DRAGON OUTLINE FIRST WHICH IS BELOW And Name Ethric Age 18 Height Slim 12' Tall, Body 13' Long, Tail 15' Long Race Dragon Eye Colour Yellow Skin Colour ScalesSkin - Grey Style Graceful, Vicious Greatest Flaw Due to being a Grey dragon, has no magical skins and is one of the most susceptible to magic. Best Quality look to talents and skills. Educational Background Raised by Drathic and taught similar ways of the order, though was free to learn any way he wished and not forced to worship or follow the Gods the Order did. Turned to history mainly, mostly about his own people. Learned some combat with Drathic and how to fly and breath his fire. TalentSkills Can fly, breath liquid fire. Ability to shape shift between humanoid and dragon form. Strong in both forms. Equipment Covered in ruin symbols over wings, body and arm in dragon form. Drathic placed these ruins of blessing with the help of a colleague to protect Ethric from some type of magic, which are special ruins designed by the order for Ethric. Though he will still feel some type of effect from any magic used on him. Background Ethric was cast away from the nest by his mother and father like many other grey dragons when he turned two. He knew very little when it came to fending for himself. He encountered a lone wolf, nearly being killed by the beast before he was saved by Drathic, who healed, fed and raised him, and gave him his name. Ethric and Drathic remain only friends as Ethric refuses to look at Drathic as a father figure which didn't bother Drathic at all. He also never lets Drathic ride him as a mount. They spent a lot of time together, as they are considered partners in the Gods life adventure planned for them. Ethric doesn't really care for the religious points of the order but is always interested in Drathics constant inner fight between his beliefs and his instincts. Ethric developed his guilty pleasure of eating people, which he has hid from Order, though Drathic knows, he swore him to an oath of silence. Though Drathic is consistently trying to help him 'break' it.