Thread: Anjeru's Poetry

Here is my archive of Poetry in it, is a mixture of poems that include love, hate, sexuality, and such. I will write the date in which they were written if I know it. Anyway. Enjoy Untitled A haunting touch consumes my thoughts. A forgotten emotion flutters in my heart. The words once-ignored words echo in my ears. I haven't been able to let go from the start. I can't forget that beautiful smile of your's, And how it lights up my entire day. I can't forget your enchanting laugh. The words are stuck that I long to say. An innocent, content look when you sleep next to me, And how easily I fit next to you. I can't forget these important things, And now I don't know what to do. 02012009 It's In The Past There was a time Where you meant the world to me. You were the only thing, That my eyes could see. You would cause my heart To flutter each time I saw you. You would cause me to smile, At every sweet thing you'd do. I can't tell you, What has changed anymore. Just everything fell apart, When you walked out that door. I had a feeling, I knew you'd been pretending. As much as I felt for you, Now we'll never know a happy ending. It's in the past. We can't start over. We can't begin. A fresh start won't work. I can't be with you again. 05112008 Fragmented I've grown weary of thie tiresome pace, Left alone forever to rot in this empty place. Aching pain resounding in my heart - Never pain free, been there from the start. So much pain I wish I were numb. I shouldn't have stayed, I really am dumb. I can't escape this dreadful fate My undeniable ache I cannot sate. It's tearing at me, eating me alive, Creating a void for this pain to thrive. There are so many scream, I can't hear my voice. Why did I stay and make this choice? I've drowned in my endless tears, Am living out my worst fears. My mind is going to fragment into pieces, And I won't be sane again until the pain ceases. Please don't torment me anymore Every part of my being is too sore. I cannot take this pain... Anymore. 01202009 Hate You I want to rip out your beating heart, Gouge out your beautiful eyes, So I no longer have to suffer Through anymore of your pathetic lies. I hate you forevermore, And want only your pleasant demise. That way, I can try to be free, And hope my love for you dies. I can't stand to look at your beautiful face. You make me sick to my very core. I want to make you disappear, So I won't have to hurt anymore. Die already, just fucking go Forever I'll remain here. I'm lost in the web of your deciet, Hating you more with every tear. You don't deserve me, you never did, But I tried to believe in you. I only learned, just a little too late, That you're fucking love for me was never true. -No date- I wrote Hate You in a very bad, pissed off mood. That's probably why there is no date on it. I Love You I want to hope, to believe. I don't want you to leave. I feel safe and true, As long as I'm with you. As you lay my naked body on the floor, I cannot help it, I want more. I want you, all of you, And want you to want me too. This passionate embrace, this feeling, Pressed together, it leaves me reeling. I want you to love me, in your eyes it's me I want to see. As we come together, me and you, I want to say in honesty - I love you. 02042009 This is all for now. I will dig more up later.