Thread: Personal Journal

Damn wrist! Put me down for a couple of days. Spent most of it reading and trying to forget that the dull throb waned to play hellfire with me. Of course during that the majority of people I knew wanted me to either write, type, or walk about on my hands for them. Easy example was the pill popping whore Bigfoot 'dates'. Her mother passed away after a long struggle with COPD. My heart goes out to anyone who lost a loved one, but needing me to go out and spend MY money on his woman because she needed to have gorceries for the reception? Now this will sound cruel, but I am not the one passing her pills just to get a piece.. Hell I get nothing but headaches dealing with her. So why again did I need to be the giver of gifts to that Queen of the Damned? On a lighter note I talked to my rp partner since she has been so late on giving her responses. Learned more about her life, and no not anything too personal. Just what time zone she is in, her own work, and of course a bit about relationships. But hey, I gave as well as I got on that one. Told her a bit about Nessie and Cristal. But that is all I shall say on this matter.. Just in case one of those whom seem to enjoy peeking in my thread reads it and starts trying to nose about in another persons life. She's a sweet gal and I shall let nothing bother her on my account. Also I tried to pick up another couple of partners. Ones that specifically put in their threads that they do not like nor tolerate being left with no word. Most folks hate that right? Here's the kicker.. Neither of them got back to me with any thoughts on plots...lol! Maybe they forgot, or maybe the pot and the kettle need to double check their colors! I don't mind it really. Thought I would get my rust off a bit more with diversity. If they do not wish to, I can go look through the female request list. Hard parts are these days so many want things I refuse to do or just can't get into. Female on females, lousy short posts, method of play like Aim or yahoo. None of that appeals to me. And he worst are those that want you to play multiple characters and they themselves only pla a repetative one! Lucy does this and Lucy does that. Good lord say She if it is third person or I if it is first, how freakin hard is that? Some say quality over quantity.. Why not have both? Use those senses, see the reality of your character. Picture things peoplE How hard is it to picture humidty between two hard pressed bodies when they rub against one another. Does it feel like honey, or some other substance like oil. Oral sex seems to be popular. So why not add in how that little pink tastebud ridden tool feels against that nerve bundled little clittie. Hell, if I can imagine the taste of a womans juices as they coat and cover my stubbled face, then would it be so hard to reciprocate? And the sounds. Moans and groans are the best you can give? What about the slapping of flesh as hips meet thighs, the breaths all but gasping from lack of breath, or even the hum that sometimes comes when blood flow AND oxogen fails to reach the brain? Is it that they haven't had those sort of experiences? Any writer will say that if you do not use your own imagination you are bound to give poor examples of your work. So picture things ladies. Gah! See? There was a rant still inside me! Now I shall lay back and relax a bit. See what happens first.