Thread: You're My Father? (nothingbutporcelain and Quietman)

So ... what are you going to do I ask myself as I walk along staring down at the dirty sidewalk. Is this marriage going to end like the last .... or are you going to try and keep this one together ... you know it's almost getting to be a pattern with you .... falling in love ... marrying ... living the life ... then divorce after 7 years ... what's up with that? At least that's the way it was with the last one, waking up one day only to realize you're staring at a stranger across your bowl of Corn Flakes ... and now here you are again 7 years into another marriage and it's turning to shit .... damn. The only marriage that felt right to me was my first .... I was actually happy with her ... she was great and things were great ... at least I thought so .... but as we all know it takes two to tango ... little did I know that she had different ideas about the situation. Where I wanted to settle down and raise a family , she wanted to party and stay out all night ... where I was quiet and family oriented , she was loud and not into kids ... no way ... she was not going to have any kids to chain her to the house and ruin her looks .... never fully understood why she married me to begin with .... unless it was the sex. That part was good ... god for such a little thing she sure liked to fuck ... and fuck hard too ... she was by far the best lay I ever had . Damn, just thinking about her made my cock twitch .... a lot of water has gone under the bridge since she left me ... a lot of time gone by as well ... what ? seventeen years since I saw her last ... and what a night that was ... I had gone over to sign the divorce papers and to tell her I was going out of state for a while and would not even be there for the hearing. She took all that well ... I could tell that she was both glad to be getting the divorce, but was not glad to see me go ... after all, I was a good fuck buddy .... and it wa almost like I could read her mind ... 'cause the next thing I knew we were kissing and wound up fucking like animals in every room of the house ... yeah, it was pretty amazing if I do say so myself ... I sort of amazed myself that night. I think I came deep inside her at least three times before I dragged my spent ass out the door ... damn, I can still see her in my mind ... she was a tiny thing ... maybe 5'2'' at the most , but nice tits ... beautiful tits ... long blonde hair .. she was hot! Yeah, I got to admit .. the first wife was definitely the hottest ever ... I wonder what happened to her and if she ever thinks of me and how it might have been. Geez, where the fuck am I ? ... Looking around I realize I have been walking a long time .. hell, I am downtown and in the redlight district ... this is not a place I am accustomed to to ... at least not for 15 years or so .. there was a time when this seedy atmosphere suited me, but I had grown out of such. I once enjoyed the sights and sounds of the rougher neighborhoods where hookers, bars, and clubs were found on every corner . It was a time of change and I liked to let my beast run free for days and nights until it had had it's fill , then I would put him back on his chain for a while .... and the beast has been on the chain for 15 years ... it might be time to let him out for a taste of life .. but do you dare is the question ... especially, with the problems you and the missus are having ... oh, well ... you might as well have a beer since you're here ... it's not like you're going to see something that you can't resist ...famous last words. I don't even look at the name of the joint as I step through the doorway. Looking around I notice it has a lighted stage ... hmmmm ... a titty bar ... nice ... that might help take your mind off your worries I think as I make my way to an out of the way corner table. Worries? ... not really .. I guess I am just tired of the same ol' routine .. I know I still love her, but there is nothing new or exciting going on ... same old same old ... and that is everything .. from what's for dinner to what's waiting for me in the bedroom ... same ol' thing .... geez, a man needs something more than that. I order a beer from the cute little waitress and sit back and look around me ... this just might be what the doctor ordered after all I think as the girl sets the bottle down and gives me a wink ... making sure she bends low so the tops of her boobs are well displayed for my viewing pleasure. Damn, honey .... just for me I muse to myself as once again I feel the stirring in my jeans. I wink back and ask are the girls on stage as pretty as you darling? ... she grins and replies well I am not that way you understand, but there are some cuties here for your entertainment ... one is really hot ... you will see her ... she is up next as a matter of fact .... a hot little blond ... with a killer body ... Smiling I say little blond ... killer body ... sounds like my first wife ... funny how she keeps popping up Taking a sip of beer as I watch the waitresses' ass walk away, I lean back and wait for this little blond that's supposed to be so hot .... yep ... this might be what the doctor ordered I muse to myself as the stage light come on and the music starts to throb.