Thread: Dirty Little Secret [horse and darkest_fate]

Her eyes widened slightly as she saw her friend lick her lips she quickly glanced away as though she hadn't noticed. Very sexy . She thought to herself, over looking that fact that perhaps her actions indicated that her friend perhaps did have feelings for her. A roll of her eyes were given as she retaliated her friend's comment with a snort. I can't really recall those two guys. Maybe that's because they didn't leave that much of impression on me, she said with a shrug. I guess I only remember the douches that hurt you. I slightly remember Josh though. I could have even told you the guy was gay but I didn't want to hurt your feelings, she said with a laugh. Her laughter soon cut short and a glare replace her one joking expression. Though her friend was only teasing with her, the idea of never having a second date hit her hard it was a sensitive topic to her, one that she felt that because she never had more than just a first date, it made her worthless, unwanted, and unloved in the eyes of the other gender. She flashed back to the the time when she went out with perhaps the cutest guy she had ever seen, Matt. He was lean, muscular perhaps everything she ever dreamed of. It seemed to her as though she hit it off right then and there she even went as far as staying up the entire night waiting for his phone call so they can make plans for their second date only to be crushed to find out he never called. But then again, who would go out on a second date with a girl who they found out has a something bulging out of her pants when he turned her on the idea of a girl having a dick seemed to freak other guys out apparently. She remained silent for a moment and relieved a heavy sigh biting her lower lip gently to hold back the salty tears that fought to form in her eyes. She shrugged the painful memory back into the back of her brain for she wasn't going to let such a memory ruin the remainder of the night with her friend. Well, let's just say second dates come easier on your part than for mine, she muttered breaking her silence and ending that topic of conversation right then and there. Pondering over her friend's next question, she was hesitant to answer. In truth, it was true. She'd be lying if she said that a thought such like that had never crossed her mind but for her sake, it seemed as though going with girls was the only alternative lifestyle. Shrugging her shoulders, she parted her lips to speak after a moment of hesitation. No, not at all, she said confidently. She found it strange however, that the girl Melissa described in the scenario sounded an awfully like herself or was it only she who thought that? Narrowing her eyes, she glanced over at the waitress and listened to her friend order. Well, you were quick to order such an expensive meal like that, she whispered softly in a teasing way. But that's fine. I'm not the one that's paying, she added with a smirk and stuck out her tongue quickly. After placing her order, a chicken parmesan meal with a diet coke on the side, Cecilia was surprised to see how fast their meals had arrived. The aromas of both her meal and Melissa's seemed to mix together and enter her nares, making her water lightly. Mmm..smells good, she said with a nod of approval. Glancing over at her friend's meal, knowing that she would steal some of her steak just to have a taste, she grinned. Well dig in, she said as she dove in greedily. What a gruesome display of gluttonous behavior as she dove into her food if it wasn't just her friend, she'd be embarrassed by the way she was eating. So much for looking not only classy but the sexy factor while she ate.