Thread: And I'm supposed to be an adult?

Well, I realize I haven't filled you guys in on my life in a while Not that many of you guys really care so I decided I might as well fill you in. My reading addition is ending cold turkey, it is quite difficult and I could easily continue it if I wasn't such a stubborn person. Yes, I'm a stubborn person, I will admit that. I will admit all of my faults because I have them because I'M HUMAN . So sue me. I will make mistakes and Fuck You if you expect me to be perfect. Anyways on the last note I read a really good quote, Finding your soulmate is not about finding the perfect person, it is about finding an imperfect person you love so much that in your eyes they are perfect. Cute huh? the other night I actually had a nightmare fitting of the kinds of things people roleplay in here. In my nightmare I was abducted by a man, there was another girl there and he had already 'trained' her to do what he wanted. He had her give him a blow job while driving. I looked away. I knew he was going to do the same thing with me but I didn't know when. In a strange, twisted we he seemed to care about the two of us. He brought us to places we would have fun, like Arcades and gocarts and such, but he would always take us away before staying to long, we traveled a lot. At one of the arcades I faked an injury so that they would take me away to check on me and I could tell someone what was happening and hopefully get away. There was a detective there, he worked for the police, he checked me over but the man was there too. I pleaded with the detective with my eyes, to frightened to speak but preying he would see my fear and take me away from the man so I could tel him what was happening. He didn't notice and the man took me back to the car. There was another girl, she was hitchhiking, I tried to warn her away form this man but the first girl make me shut up. While the newest girl was sleeping the first girl told me that in two days break day would come. She told me that when it came for her it had been the worst day of her life. Thankfully I woke up before it came and I was utterly terrified. I couldn't even think of anything remotely sexual. Thankfully a friend of mine form here talked me through it so I wasn't scared anymore. I spent hours after waking up being just terrified. The holidays are coming up! Most people who read this will be confused but see it is the Jewish holidays that are coming up. The Jewish New Year and the day we fast. It is on a different day every year so it is difficult to keep track of. Why? Well, for some reason I don't yet know, the Jewish calendar follows the moon instead of the sun. Strange huh? Well, look at that, you learned something new. My dad is unreasonable. The world doesn't stop for Jewish holidays like it does for Christian ones. I don't blame the world for it, the world has a lot bigger issues then not worshiping my holidays, hell, that isn't even a world issue, that would be my issue because I just need to figure out a way to work my schedule around it. My father thinks everything we do should stop for the holidays. He thinks my brother should QUIT HIS JOB so he can go to temple Friday night. I dislike him greatly. . Well, back to my suffering reading addiction, the reason it is suffering is because I am stubborn. While buying the last book currently out I noticed another book seemingly by the author of the book I was reading with a story involving the characters inside so next time I get money I can buy it. So I do.... It turns out to be a sort story book with only ONE story from the author I am reading. I am stubbornly refusing to read any of those other stories even if I would like them simply for the fact that I might not. I know it is unreasonable but then again why do I have to be? It is my book and no one is being harmed by my not reading any other author. I am currently hung up on three authors. Jim Butcher, Kimberly Frost and Charlaine Harris. Jim Buther writes about a wizard in modern day Chicago I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE I can go on but I'll stop The Dresden Files. With passion I love this series. I will recommend this series to EVERYONE and do and this is the only series I will loan books out for simply so other people can love it as much as I do. Kimberly Frost writes about a witch in modern day Duvall, Texas but her powers don't really work all that well and there is a sexy wizard there who is constantly trying to get with her and sometimes succeeding and a host of other fun. I love this book but this series is my guilty pleasure. This is better then anything and those that know me in person would be SHOCKED to know I like a series like this. If you're not a girl you simply won't enjoy it. If you're not a girl who likes Guys you won't enjoy it as much. Charlaine Haris is my latest addiction, her series is about a telapath in modern day northern Louisiana who gets mixed up with some vampires and it is cool because in the story the Japanese have developed a synthetic blood that fills all the vampires nutritional needs so vampires went public with their existence. It is so much fun. All three of them are fun. There is one more book out by Harris but it is another book of short stories only this book is supposed to be filled with only stories about the characters in her series. I will check and buy it the moment I can get my hands on the cash. While suffering a lack of reading material by the authors I like I have gotten back into writing. I am coming up with a story idea. I'll tell you guys, I would love to hear what you think so if anyone is reading this please feel free or obligated to comment whichever makes you respond. Some question are just better left unanswered, especially the bigger ones. Questions like Who am I? Why am I here? and What will happen when I die? Unfortunately I know the answer to all three of them and it isn't nearly as profound as you'd think. Who am I? Nivy Davis. Why am I hear? To learn how to not suck at my job. What will I do when I die? Go back to that job I previously mentioned. Now, you might be asking, Nivy, what kind of job will you be doing after you die? and it is a good question. After I die I will go back to my job, working in Hell for Death. Well, what do you think? I call it Forced Living Vacation. Nivy Davis is a teenage girl who has just had life's biggest questions answered with unexpected results, all her life she has been able to see ghosts all her life and has been very good with children. As it turns out she is even more different then she thought. Before see was born she was a Piper and her job was to bring children's souls to heaven or hell. However, instead of calming the children like she was supposed to she ends up scaring enough of them that those that worked with her force her to be born so she'll learn what to do not to scare the dead children that she is supposed to be helping. I've got some plans for it. Death runs hell, he isn't as mean as you'd think, he has a gay lover, lots of fun stuff. Tell me what you guys think. I have been working on my drawing to but I am very critical of myself so I never really like the way they turn out. Other then that I haven't much else to say. I look forward t your comments and I'll hopefully update everyone again soon.