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Thread: Here Be Dragons [ Forsaken Dreamer and Terucin ]

Well. It certainly is comforting to know that you would have had some small measure of human decency. Does it really surprise you so much that I am, as you say, throwing words in your face? I can't blame you for a storm, but as of ten minutes ago I can blame you for anything that happens to me on your ship - and for what happens directly after I leave it. What else did you expect me to do? Attack you - perhaps take a stab at your shoulder a little more literally? Try to run? Maybe just let you sell me off like a piece of meat? No, I'm not nearly that stupid. Tessa stopped for a moment, watching the pirate curiously. The blood loss he had suffered so far was almost definitely beginning to show, and regardless of what she thought of him, she wasn't in a hurry to let him pass out from lack of blood. She had already seen enough of what happened when the captain wasn't around to hand out orders, and the risk just wasn't worth it. The answer he had given her would do for now she was rapidly running out of patience, and he looked to be nearly ready to drop. At this point she had not only already been rattled enough by her short encounter with the crew but now had been engaged in some sort of debate with him, and though she had been unconscious for what must have been hours, through the night and part of the day at very least, she would have jumped at the chance to sleep. To his credit, he had bent over backwards to keep his argument afloat. Something about him made it easy to exhaust herself trying to argue with him, and it was infuriating, frustrating at the very least. Let me see the damn thing, then, she snapped, moving forward to pick up the roll of bandages that now lay on the floor between them. And tell me where I can find a needle and thread. Preferably before you die of blood loss, if you don't mind. It isn't in my best interests in any possible way for you to end up dead, and you would know a good deal about acting in your own best interests, I suppose. He was clearly running out of time, and there was no possibility he would change his mind if he died. So she would give him what he needed now and continue to 'throw words at him' later.
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Sverdar chuckled softly, reaching over and tapping a cabinet door with two fingers to designate where Tessa could find a needle and thread. He couldn't tell if it was from the loss of blood or because he had been away from people like Tessa for so long, but he found her endlessly interesting s far, despite the fact that she was hell-bent on arguing with him and attempting to shiver her view of everything on him. He found it oddly alluring that she was so wilful and unwilling to just give up because he might have a good point or argument, instead her argument evolved and moved forward, every fluid and changing so that there was always something else to bring up or point out against him.It should have made him furious or thrown him off or whatever was the natural reaction to opposition, so why was it he found himself patient so far and not bothered by her antics? I never said that it surprised me that you were throwing my words in my face, or that it was even unexpected, Sverdar replied quietly as he stared ahead at a random drawing across from him. Anything so that he could try to keep focusing and conscious. I'm just pointing out that you are doing it. Stupid of me, I'm sure you would say because you are obviously aware of what you are doing. Like you asked of me, what else is to be expected of you in this situation? he shook his head slightly. He found one small part that he could be annoyed about, though it was towards himself instead of this girl who had come into his world with such a calamitous crash. He found himself at least partially interested in her by first impressions, of these past few minutes. He had lived now for several years for himself and against others, often having to kill and harm in order to live and forward his lot in life. His hadn't been a happy and warm life, but it also hadn't been the worst possible. But he had been alone for most of his entire life, so shouldn't he be bothered by this girl who was so intrusive in only a few moments? He wasn't, and it annoyed him with himself about her.
Thread: Here Be Dragons [ Forsaken Dreamer and Terucin ]

You tell me. I know what I'm doing, but you don't seem to quite grasp the fact that I'm not pleased with what you're doing, or why that might be the case. Tessa turned to open the cabinet he had indicated a moment before, reaching inside to come out again, a needle pinched between the fingers of one hand and a small roll of thread grasped in the other. After nudging the cabinet door closed again she moved to sit on her heels at his side with a scowl. Now sit still, don't move, and do try not to feed me more of that nonsense you clearly think is logic. She reached over to snatch the cotton swab he still held from him, batting his hand away from his shoulder to give her room to finish cleaning the gash, perhaps pressing down a little harder than necessary. She had taken a dislike to the pirate in the small amount of time she had known him, and that dislike had been battling with some small part of her that remembered what he had done before he had revealed exactly why he had brought her here. Perhaps if she had known nothing of his true purpose she might even have grown to like him. Right at this very moment, however, she was willing to help him, because it served her purpose, and perhaps because he had done the same for her just a little while ago. Still, it didn't quite stop her distaste from showing. Of course, she would do nothing to endanger his life - or his consciousness, for that matter, but that by no means meant she had to be gentle with him. Fortunately for you, she said after several moments, tossing the cotton swab aside to land on the floor in front of him, you've already taken what looks like a rather painful cut. So of course you won't mind a little prick. Armed with a small length of thread, the needle went straight for his shoulder. Tessa pointedly ignored him as she silently worked, pulling the knot on the final stitch tight with a light tug. Have a look. She set the needle down beside the cotton swab and retreated from where she had been bent over his shoulder for the last minute or two, settling back on her heels to observe her handiwork. That is what it should look like before it's bandaged. Less risk for infection, and less risk of opening again.
Thread: Here Be Dragons [ Forsaken Dreamer and Terucin ]

Sverdar chuckled, trying to keep from moving too much despite his body shaking slightly from the laughter. Oh, I do understand that you are unpleased by my actions, who I am, and whats going on, and why you are unpleased. It just doesnt do much to sway me, is all, he responded before lapsing into silence once more. Part of it was because he didnt have much left to say, not when he was as uncertain as he was. He didnt understand what she expected of him. Anyone claiming to be completely selfless was nothing more than a liar or deluding themselves and others around them. Ask anyone who helped another about why they saved a person or helped or another or did any good deed. Their answers would range from because it was the right thing to do, to they would feel bad for not doing anything, to even that they felt good for helping. It all came back to the person helping, and how they felt about themselves. Save another person? It was the right thing to do because they would feel bad later if they didnt and felt good for helping and didnt want others to think badly of them. All about a person feeling good, a supposedly selfish thing to focus on. Any good deed had an undercurrent about the person wanting to feel good, and that they liked feeling good and the feeling that ensued. So why was it that saving a person was seen as a better course of action than trying to gain personal wealth for the exact same person, because it would make someone happy? Sure it was arguable that one course lead to someone not having to harm others, but it was a nave view to think that the entire world could survive without someone getting hurt in some way or another. The other part was because Tessa began tending to his wound, and with a deal more force than might strictly be needed. Sverdar didnt voice any sounds of pain or protest, probably because he would have done much the same had their situations been reversed. He was far from one to resign himself to his fate, so he had no grudge against Tessa for doing just that. Once she had finished, Sev glanced at his shoulder, examining the handiwork. It was certainly better than he could have ever mentioned and if Tessa was telling the truth it might save his life. He grimaced slightly, before returning his gaze to her. I owe you for this, he managed grudgingly, rolling his shoulder slowly and carefully to test it. I hate to admit it, but no matter how much you might be worth to someone, it wouldnt mean a thing to me if I was dead, he stated, resigning himself to the fact that he was in for another tirade or accusation, or if he was lucky just a snarky comment or two.
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Tessa watched him carefully as he examined what she had done with his shoulder. She had indeed been telling the truth - had he gone much longer without pulling the cut together he might have been lost to blood loss, and if he had bandaged it right there without waiting for her to do so, he may well have been claimed by some infection, which was none too rare in conditions that he seemed to work in. She fixed Sverdar with a glare, almost as if she were daring him to find something wrong with her work. It was leagues ahead of what he would have been able to do without her help, and she suspected he knew it as well as she did. But, perhaps a little to her disappointment, he said nothing of the sort. She almost wished he would find something to complain about of find fault with. It was clear enough that she had at least made some headway in her attempts to convince him to alter his planned course of action, though she would miss no opportunity to continue berating him for the choice he had made that seemed, to her, so barbaric and inhuman. You do owe me for this, she agreed. And I'll be happy to collect in the form of a change of mind and perhaps even an apology, if you can possibly manage it. It won't even cost you any gold, and from what you've told me, money is something you have quite an affection for. But for now, you can stop that. Unless you'd prefer to tear the thread or skip the bandages, of course. She raised a hand to halt the movement of his shoulder, holding it in place for a moment before picking up the roll of bandages from the floor. He had already claimed that he knew how to bandage the wound on his own, but she had already begun work on it. And no doubt she would be able to do it a good deal better than he could, particularly with two fully functioning arms instead of one. There was no reason she should leave the job half finished since she had already made the decision to start it, regardless of how much she might come to regret it later. You'll have to explain to me at some point exactly what it is that you find so amusing about toying with someone else's life. Tessa scowled at his shoulder, nudging his arm up several inches to give her room to run the roll of bandages under his arm. Stay there, she muttered down at the arm, returning to her pointed silence as she buried the wound under layers of bandages. At this point she was more addressing his shoulder than she was him she found it a good deal easier to speak more civilly when talking to a damaged arm than to the person it belonged to. There. She handed him the now smaller roll of bandages, one end of the knot she had tied still connected to the roll, before looking back up at him. I have nothing to cut that with you can do it yourself.
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Hello BMR. I was feeling mildly sick so I played hooky from work today and now I need something to fill my time with. So I am working on this journal to procrastinate any work I should be doing. In January, I started a monthly writing goal and so far I have been having a great deal of success with it. I started off with a goal of 6000 words for January, and while I was not successful that month, each month since then i have done better and better. February I hit 8000 before the month was up, and with a week to go in March I am already at 9000 words. I may have set my goals on the low side, but honestly, I have a full time job, that is incredibly draining both physically and emotionally, and a family that includes a young child. I wanted to set a realistic goal that I would have a chance of meeting without stressing myself out. I write to relieve stress, not to create it. Anyways, I had already set my April goal to 9k, but I am worried it is a little low. I am thinking now maybe a goal of 12k is more appropriate, especially since I have a some vacation time coming up. Table of Contents Galatea short story Tempting Offer short Story Behind the Mask chapter 1 abandoned project Behind the Mask chapter 2 and 3 Scene for Redemption ended up in the RP Borderlands Snippets Character scenes Another scene that ended up in Redemption His Redemption Fluff AU scenes for Star Wars Eclipse AU Scene for His Redemption Star Wars Eclipse Back Story Fluff for His Redemption, Dark Smut for Star Wars Eclipse Scene for Silken Siren. Au for Eclipse, Scene for Eclipse 2, Silken Siren Backstory or Onyx Queen scene His Redemption novel, chapter 1 His Redemption Novel Chapter 2
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Welcome to the land of Journals. What would one be, if you couldn't bitch on it? Congratulations on doing so well on your goals. I'm sure as you go along, you'll figure out what's achievable and the word count to aim for. I look forward to reading some of your stories.
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OUTSTANDING!!! ANOTHER RANT THREAD!!! Awesomes... But uhhhhhhhh 9k words? just aim for writing to satisfaction... A numerical word can make it seem like a chore, and remind you of those annoying writing assignments from junior high... Anyone remember Of Mice and Men? Anyways, Meh, writing is fun... Welcome to the journals...
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No I like the numbers. It helps me visualize my progress. It's so satisfying to fill in my spreadsheet at the end of the day. So I didn't get any writing done yesterday! But I usually don't write on Tuesdays since it is my group rp night. Speaking of group rp, I thought I'd share a funny out of context quote from last night's session. We're pirates. A criminal record is essentially a resume, as far as we are concerned.
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Terrible day at work today. I teach special education, moderate to severe autiscic first graders. Today we had all 12 of our kids plus the 7 second graders all shoved into one class. It was 90 degrees here, and with no ac or fan it was veryhot Iin there today. All of the kids are having a hard time with the heat and the noise and the extra bodies. At least it's Thursday. After next week we get spring break, which I really need.
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Today was much better. Not that I was able to relax much, with all the planning and packing I had to do to get ready for the funeral I am heading tomorrow. It's a couple hours away, so I have pack a ton of stuff. That will most likely take all day, so not sure i will have any time to write tomorrow. I will bring a notebook, so I can work on some outlines and ideas.
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AnonymousRelated said xanaphia said AnonymousRelated said xanaphia said AnonymousRelated said Hi there! So, I was hoping that I could interest you in doing an RP with me about a tribe or nation entirely made up of women. They never have men within their people, for the fact that men try to control things. I was wanting for you to play as the Queen of these women, they'd be something like Amazons. They go to war once every ten years in order to abduct and train younger women, and to continue on their legacy. Your character, as the Queen would change something though, something that people view as a sign of weakness. She takes a man under her, not as an equal or a lover, but as a fighter and her personal guardian. He NSFW, would be her loyal pet. A vicious and incredibly strong beast of a man. You don't have to be the female I linked, but I really like her. I love the bust size, and the outfit she's wearing. Very dominant looking. Let me know if you'd be interested in collaborating in this idea it's very open to brainstorming. Thanks! Click to expand... Not a bad idea. I could play the woman you linked. Her breasts are a bit on tge ridiculous side, but thats fine too. Do you have any samples? And the male pic didn't work. Click to expand... Yeah, they're definitely humongous. But they'd need to be for her companion. He's going to be massive in stature, standing seven feet six inches tall, and weighing in at almost four hundred pounds of pure muscle. If you're not into the anthro type, I understand. Original and then I also like this variant . But I'd prefer to play as the original. Click to expand... Yeah I am not interested in Anthro's at all. best of luck to you. Click to expand... That's sad... I remember a day when good writers did things outside of their comfort zones for a good story. Glad you didn't accept, you don't seem to be one of those. Click to expand... First off, fuck you. I said specifically in my thread I want to play opposite an attractive male. Anthro are not attractive to me. You come to me, ask me to play this ridiculous, anatomically impossible character, and I am in the wrong for wanting my partner to play something I would want to fuck. Get over yourself. I am posting this here because fuckboi put me on his ignore list.
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Clearly the guy wasn't brave enough to respond to you head on But then again I'm shocked he was smart enough to use the ignore feature of bluemoon, I mean he's obviously not smart enough to read. Don't let stupid trolls like that get under your skin. You're a good writer and you know it. He's just a whinny bitch who didn't get his way and it shows more about his character then it does yours
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Okay, so I got like twenty replies for my Domme thread. Not going to be able to run that many rp's, obviously. I am narrowing it down to two, so please don't feel bad if I can't pick you. I will keep many of you in mind for the future, since rp's drop on me on a regular basis.
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Remind me to never piss you off Xana, lol...
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I have had partners who wanted to rp an angel getting violently gang raped by demons, and they were much more polite that that douche canoe. I have too many awesome partners to waste my time on pathetic losers. Honestly, BMR has been very good to me in that regard. Most people I talk to are very polite and manage to behave like adults.
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scratches his head, trying to envision what a narrow two person watercraft filled with feminine hygene prouduct looks like...
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March Writing Goal This month has been a great month for writing, at least for me. I have hit 12k this month, well above my 7500 word goal. I am absolutely on fire, and I know a big part of it is seeing myself accomplish a goal, not merely succeed, but exceeded all expectations. So, what inspired all this writing? Just like last month, rp replies are a large part of my total response. I feel like this is going to be an ongoing theme, for many of the same reason I listed last month. External pressure, collaboration, and smut. I am still working on my story, Behind the Mask, and am very happy to have posted three parts up this month. I hope to post two more parts by the end of April. I also outlined a potential piece for NaNoWriMo. Not sure yet if I will actually participate, really too soon to tell, especially since my daily writing is far below what I would need.
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In awe. Happy for you. Now reading and enjoying Behind the Mask on your writing blog.
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Jolie said In awe. Happy for you. Now reading and enjoying Behind the Mask on your writing blog. Click to expand... Thanks! I am not exactly sure where I want to go with it, but I am enjoying the ride.
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Trying to squeeze in some time for mt husband. Got the Borderlands Collection for ps4, so my replies might be a little slow for the weekend. Is it weird I am serious craving a playing opposite a handsome Jack type? Why are assholes so fascinating?
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xanaphia said Trying to squeeze in some time for mt husband. Got the Borderlands Collection for ps4, so my replies might be a little slow for the weekend. Is it weird I am serious craving a playing opposite a handsome Jack type? Why are assholes so fascinating? Click to expand... Like used-car dealers, assholes are skilled and charming manipulators. Fun to be around and sadly, too often, sexy as hell. Enjoy your weekend and the Borderlands Collection.
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Putting Bullets in handsome jack never gets old D
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Pazzo said Putting Bullets in handsome jack never gets old D Click to expand... Haha, he was such a great enemy for BL2. Jolie said Like used-car dealers, assholes are skilled and charming manipulators. Fun to be around and sadly, too often, sexy as hell. Enjoy your weekend and the Borderlands Collection. Click to expand... That's why rp's are so much fun. I can include these kinds of jerkwads who wouldn't get the time of day from me for the most part. They are only really useful for hate-fucking, so yeah, I'll live vicariously through my rp partners.
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xanaphia said That's why rp's are so much fun. I can include these kinds of jerkwads who wouldn't get the time of day from me for the most part. They are only really useful for hate-fucking, so yeah, I'll live vicariously through my rp partners. Click to expand... Exactly! Role play. Safe, cathartic, vicarious emotional release, and sweet satisfaction without the sticky mess and jerkwad in your bed afterward.
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meh, i'll take a hate-fuck D
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xanaphia said Why are assholes so fascinating? Click to expand... We just are xanaphia said Is it weird I am serious craving a playing opposite a handsome Jack type? Click to expand... I loved Handsome Jack the thing that nagged at me through the whole series, was that he reminded me of someone - an actor or tvfilm character - but I've never been how to figure out who it is.