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Thread: I'm Your Slave (SecretSexManiacXIWishThat..)

Shane's eyes widened at her confession and felt like the whole world had suddenly gone into photo-negative or upside down or underwater... anything else would make more sense than this. To think that she had organized the whole thing, manipulated the situation, all so that she could get some sort of weird, perverse thrill out of being taken roughly and in public by... five of them. Five of them! Even in Shane's varied and exciting sex life, he had never gone past two partners, and even then it was just the once and the girls felt dirty afterwards. With a threesome! This girl wanted to have a six-way! With five guys! Stripping her and touching her and the thought made Shane want to vomit, and for a second, he almost did. She looked at him though with such a desperateness... and he realized that there was no remorse on her face. She wasn't sorry for what she did, but in a way that made the whole situation more sad and broke his heart more than angered him. Lilly was disappointed. She wanted to have sex THAT badly, and didn't care if she was used as a rape tool by five low-lives. Shane felt like his face was made of ice, and he realized that it was because hot tears were running down his face and he quickly wiped them away. There was something... so wrong with this girl, and he just wanted her to be... not like this. Why? Why would you do it like that? If you want to have sex... Lilly, you're cute and nice, and any guy would love to date you, take care of you, treat you, in any way better than those guys would have. Why would you go down that road? Shane asked, trying to sound angry but somehow his voice was cracking too much and instead he sounded like he'd been cheated on or something and he didn't even know this girl.
Thread: I'm Your Slave (SecretSexManiacXIWishThat..)

His words made her look away slightly angry. Rather frustrated that he too had refused to have sex with her. Slowly she shook her head, reaching up to rub at her heated face for a moment before she sucked in a deep breath. Your wrong. She said the words softly, shaking her head as she took a couple steps back and away from him. None of them would. None of them have. People say things like that because they just.. feel sorry for me. It's nothing more than pity. Tears were slowly starting to slip down her face, hands wrapping around her middle as she shook her head. I don't want something like that. And your just like them. Reaching up she unzipped the jacket, quickly letting it slip from her shoulders and tossing it in his directions. J-just leave. I thought.. you were different but i was wrong. For the moment all she wanted was for him to get the hell out of her house. Turning on her heels she started in the opposite direction, meaning to get away from him but instead she slipped. Her knee's banged against the carpeting in the living room hard enough to make her tears harder, sucking in a dark breath at the pain that was now radiating from them. She was completely pitiful at that moment. And Shane was nothing more than a good guy. The kind of guy she would usually try to go and date in the first place. She couldn't.. let it end like this, right? I'm sorry.. Shane.. i'm sorry.
Thread: I'm Your Slave (SecretSexManiacXIWishThat..)

A sadness crept over Shane as Lilly explained that guys didn't want to have sex with her, and it made little sense to him in that moment, but when thought about objectively made sense. She was clearly very shy, and though he had found her tiny and nervous frame adorable and attractive when contrasted with her somewhat larger breasts, she might not have had such luck in life. There were girls Shane had slept with who sometimes thanked him, saying they were glad someone had finally slept with them and left Shane wondering why no one did. He was a bit shallow, and only slept with girls he found attractive, but less pretty girls could get sex... maybe it wasn't just about physical attractiveness. Not everyone could be as lucky as Shane. When Lilly turned away and hurt herself, Shane felt another pang of guilt and realized that he had come to really care for this girl. It was probably some psychologically weird reason, like she made him feel like a hero or better about himself or something fucked up like that, but he didn't care. He owed her... something, is what he felt. She was a part of him after he saved her, or thought he saved her, and now he just wanted to protect her, even from herself. And Shane had a startling realization what would happen if he left her alone? Would she try it again? The thought made Shane's stomach drop and he immediately rose to hug Lilly from behind, her exposed chest ignored as his arms wrapped around her. It's not pity. You're beautiful. You're one of the prettiest girls I've met, and I've met and banged a lo- um... never mind. A girl like you deserves to be treated like a fucking princess or something, Shane said eloquently before he turned Lilly to face him. I-I can't promise I'll have sex with you. I think there's something really wrong with you Lilly, and it terrifies me that you did something so awful. God, and that you let me beat the shit out of those guys... but I want to help you, so I'll stay. I'm not saying no, but I'm not saying yes, I'm just... I'm just saying, let me help you for real this time.
Thread: I'm Your Slave (SecretSexManiacXIWishThat..)

The hug made her flinch, blinking a few times before she glanced back at him slightly. His words made her give a dark frown, sighing softly as she shifted slightly in his hold. Being turned she looked away from his face, not wanting to see it for a moment. S-shane.. She looked at him before she pushed herself away from him, sighing softly as she turned around again and pushed herself to her feet. Help her for real? What was that supposed to mean? There's nothing wrong with me.. A-and it's not like i told you to beat them up. That was all on your own. Moving away she put some distance between her and Shane, gently biting her lip as she once again covered her breasts. I-if your stay.. go.. lock the door. She motioned with her head towards the door before she turned on her heels and headed for her bedroom. Making her way inside she closed the door behind her, quickly getting out of that little skirt and cleaning herself up. Once she had showered and had actual clothes on again she headed out of her bedroom, heading down the hall and towards the living room. In place of the skirt and small shirt she was finally wearing a bra again. A T-shirt and a pair of blue jean shorts. Nothing fabulous or seriously cute obviously. That wasn't her style but she still looked like a girl next door, the one you would want to get close to and get to know. Maybe the reason that none of the guys before had stayed was because she was possibly seriously crazy. But she didn't like to think that way. Do you.. want a beer?
Thread: I'm Your Slave (SecretSexManiacXIWishThat..)

Shane felt a little guilty when Lilly looked at him with such betrayal in her eyes, but the worst part was when she brought up those thugs. That moment, the things he had done to those guys was a dark moment for him and he couldn't be sure where that anger came from... but he had done it for her, hadn't he? But that sounded like an excuse, just like her being unable to get anyone to have sex with her and needing to hire some guys to gang-bang her. The whole situation was just so messed up and outside of Shane's limited understanding of life and love and... he felt tired. Locking the door, Shane sat on her couch in the living room and sighed, wondering what to do. He... liked Lilly, thought she was cute, but to have sex with her because she was so desperate? It felt dark and wrong, and at the same time, if he didn't... how would she react? Something... desperate... What? No, not a beer. What I really want is for you to sit down and talk to me. First date, come on, Shane said carefully, scooting over for Lilly to sit next to him. You look cute by the way.
Thread: I'm Your Slave (SecretSexManiacXIWishThat..)

His words made her eyebrows crunch together for a moment, reaching into the fridge and pulling out a beer for herself then. She needed something. Anything to take the edge off. Slowly she made her way into the living room, popping the cap off the beer and tossing it onto the counter before she sank down beside him. First date? This.. isn't even close to a first date. She gave a small sigh, shaking her head slightly as she took a slow drink of her beer. Wouldn't.. a real first date be something along the lines of.. dinner or a movie or something? Her eyes glanced to him for a moment before she looked back down at the bottle again. So.. Shane.. She sucked in a breath, fumbling slightly for something to say but it wasn't working very well. What.. what do you do for a living? Like.. work?
Thread: I'm Your Slave (SecretSexManiacXIWishThat..)

Shane laughed a little at Lilly's complaint, giving her a small side hug and pat on the head next to her on the couch. A first date can be a lot of things. I had a first date where I helped a girl move into her house, and then when the bed was made we had sex on it, Shane explained with a laugh before he coughed and realized his social faux paus. I work in construction. Not that exciting and it's not really anything I like or whatever, but it pays the bills and I'm good at it. I've never really found... that thing, you know? Whatever it is that's supposed to inspire you, Shane explained fruitlessly before he decided to have a change of subject. You know, I never really liked girls with glasses, but I have to say... they look really cute on you. Even when I first saw you, I was struck by how cute you were and, and it made me so mad to think that anyone would want to hurt someone so... perfectly adorable. Shane blushed a little, having never before laid it on so think or not known what to say to a girl.
Thread: I'm Your Slave (SecretSexManiacXIWishThat..)

His words made her frown. He was talking about sex after telling her that he couldn't promise her that. Huffing darkly she looked away, running a hand through her hair as she took another gulp of her beer. Shane wasn't helping at all. At least not where he said he was going to help her at. Her eyes moved to him when he said that he worked in construction, looking him over once again as if inspecting him. Shane looked like he belonged in construction. Or at least his body was built for it. A nice body at that. The very thought of it though made her slowly start to get horny once again, only half listening to what he was saying. After a few moments she pushed herself up again. Mouth opened slightly as she crossed her arm's across her chest once again. I-i'm sorry Shane. I'm going to bed. That was all she said as she practically sprinted for her bedroom, closing the door firmly behind her. Glancing down she could already see the wet spots from where her breasts were lactating, muttering harsh words under her breath before she pushed away from the door. All she could hope for was that Shane hadn't seen that.
Thread: [Google&&Starr] - Kennnel'd

.? Two sapphire eyes gazed groggily out between the thin metal mesh of a crate. Her chin rested on a bunched up blanket, but the rest of her body felt like it was resting on something hard, a flat floor. The petite girl used a hand to rub both eyes and sit up, still trying to get focus. Her head felt foggy and she couldn't even really remember what she was doing before she fell asleep. Hands in fists, she went to extend her arms for a nice, good stretch - but was caught surprised when her hands smacked against the metal encasement above her. The rattling of the cage made her squeal in surprise, and her knuckles were scraped slightly by the force she had tried to put her arms up at and hit across the metal. Oww! The pain only stole her attention for a moment. Her heartbeat began to rise upon noticing that she was confined in an unrecognized place. The long haired brunette leaned close to the metal mesh and wrapped her fingers around it, shaking the cage as if she hoped rattling it would make the sides fall away. Once she realized that she was utterly stuck within it, she screamed. Only once, though, as she then grew quiet and started to take in more of her surroundings. Her whole body trembled and she wrapped her arms around her chest. It was a kitchen. But it wasn't one se recognized. Her eyes ran along the linoleum floor and examined the cabinets, as well as searched for the exit to the room. She had absolutely no idea how she ended up here, but the whole scene was making her panic and feel stuck more and more each minute. After all, what the heck was she doing in a cage?! She was terrified to find out who was the one who had put her in there, though it was only a matter of time until she would.
Thread: [Google&&Starr] - Kennnel'd

Dominic hadn't asked where she had come from, he didn't really care where those he employed found her. They had been introduced to him through a friend of a friend and he had used them several times in the last decade to acquire young women that met his tastes for him, they filled whatever request it was that he had and a few days before he had sold off the last acquisition and sent them a message about finding a brunet for him to break down and train, normally it was for profit but now at the age of thirty three Dominic was thinking about settling down a little bit, keeping a pet for the long term. They had brought her in late the night before, clearly drugged in her cage. Rather then wake her up right away Dominic decided to let her sleep it off, starting with a drugged puppy would be a terrible first meeting, and this sort of thing was immensely important, one had to start off properly or else things would all fall apart and she would end up worthless to him, something to be sold rather then kept and enjoyed personally. With that in mind he had set his alarm for when she was likely to awaken from her drugged stupor. As his alarm went off Dominic rose from bed, pushing his always messy black hair away from his eyes and back a little bit so that it would hopefully stay out of his sight, he wanted to have a better look at her now that she was up and about without it being interrupted, pulling a black bed robe over his tanned and well toned body he loosely tied it and made his way downstairs toward the kitchen where she had been left, picking up her new collar and leash as he made his way toward her. As he entered the kitchen he looked over her naked body with a smile, having heard her exclamation of pain. You should keep it down, I have no doubt that you are very thirsty... the drugs do tend to leave my pets quite drained. He moved toward the sink and picking up a unmarked plastic bowel he filled it with water from the sink and set it down in her cage with her. Take your time and drink slowly, when you are ready I will get you some thing to eat.
Thread: [Google&&Starr] - Kennnel'd

The girl snapped her head to the side and locked eyes with the man in the room upon hearing his voice. Her lips parted as if to scream or say something, but her eyes followed him as he moved about to the sink. When he approached with the water bowl, her hands snatched up the small blanket that was in the cage and tried to cover herself up. The water certainly made her lick her lips. But why was he presenting it to her in a bowl? She stared at it for a moment, then lifted her head and looked back to Dominic. Her shoulders shrugged. She got the vibe that whatever protest were to come from her mouth wasn't going to matter. For a brief moment, she thought of lunging at him when he opened the door to put the water in, but decided differently after thinking the plan fully through. He could easily put two hands on her shoulders and shove her back inside. Her hands wrapped around the edges of the bowl and lifted it up off the cage floor. She was pretty good at sipping from it, until it's wide opening made allowed some of the water to escape the edge of her lips and dribble down onto her chest and her blanket. The girl gave a refreshed sigh as she drank her fill, before setting down the bowl and looking down at the water on her. Her expression quickly turned into a pout. She definitely was a girl to wear whatever she was thinking right on her face. Delayed like a papercut, she lifted one of her hands and began to suck on one of the knuckles that hat been cut when she had gone to stretch as it was beginning to throb dully. She continued to stare at Dominic, trying to figure out who he was and what he was to her. Her eyes traced over his body more and a light blush came to her cheeks. She peered around him at the counter, noticing that he had set something down at the sink in order to get her water. The handle of the leash draped over the edge so it was easy for her to see, even from the floor. Almost too innocent, the young girl spoke out to him for the first time, You got a puppy...?
Thread: Arteriovenous Malformation

Don't really know what to say. I've been in and out of the hospital. Turns out I have an Aneurysm so they have me in the VA a lot lately. That's why I haven't been on. We're still trying to figure out whether or not to go ahead with surgery. To be honest I have never been so scared in my short 22 years. To know that most of my family have never came back from going under the knife. To just find out that either way there's a chance I'm not going to survive. So I'm going up north for a week. Just to clear my head, and enjoy nature. If anyone knows what I'm going through I'd like you to message me, because I'm confused and scared about a lot of it. I will definitely be back at the end of the week and give a sit-rep. But I just wanted to let you all know that I have enjoyed my time here and I hope I can continue to RP along side y'all. Though if it's not possible I guess it's all good things right? They must end sometime, I just hope it's not so soon. Take it easy and much love to everyone.
Thread: Arteriovenous Malformation

RE Arteriovenus Malformation hugs AD I'm so sorry you're going through this. And trust me, I fully understand your reservations about surgery. I've been through 2 major ones myself for my spine. So, I get that more than you know. Regardless of anything, my thoughts will be with you. I'll be sending out positive vibes for your surgery should you get one... and for getting through this medical problem. Whenever you get scared or down about this... just remember that you have us here cheering in your corner and wishing you the best. And when all is finally behind you, we'll be waiting for you with open arms. more hugs
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RE Arteriovenus Malformation -hugs- I know it. On the internet no one can really judge because not a lot of people know you, and since there are a lot of different people, maybe just maybe I can find someone I can talk to about this. What all they went through and what I should look for. I know that we have a good group here on BM and I just wanted to let someone know. To know I'm not alone with this problem.
Thread: Arteriovenous Malformation

RE Arteriovenus Malformation Oh indeed. And I think that's also the beauty of this place. People really get to become good friends and are really there for you. If you do ever want to talk about how it's like to go through a surgery, I'm a good one to talk to. I've been through 2 major spinal surgeries, not to mention 2 c-sections. I know they aren't the same to what you could be going through, but I figure it's something as I had to go through general anesthesia for 2 of them. Also, I'm a good listener if you just need to get stuff off your chest. Just let me know... my info is in my profile though I don't do the AIM thing unless absolutely necessary. 3
Thread: Arteriovenous Malformation

RE Arteriovenus Malformation I just wanted everyone to know that I apologize for not being on more often. I've been in and out of the hospital a lot lately, not to mention from the way the doctors are acting, it's not seeming too good for me. So with me being in and out of the hospital, I've also been battling depression brought about by these recent events. I figured I should just pop on while I have a chance and fill everyone in. So if you can't reach me, don't worry... I'll try to pop on from time to time to fill y'all in, but from how it's looking now I have an appointment with the Neurosurgeon for a consultation. v.v I apologize for any inconvenience, and I hope you all understand. Thank you all, and much love to everyone here. Thank you for making me feel at home. Dan
Thread: Arteriovenous Malformation

Of course everyone here understands. How could we not? Your health comes first and foremost and I know you're dealing with quite a lot right now. You're in my thoughts, Dan. And I'll be sending as much positivity and as many hugs possible. I know it's not much, but hopefully it'll bring a small smile to your face. And, as always, you know you have a listening ear if you need to talk, vent, whatever it is that'll help you cope with all of this. I know it's scary to say the least. We're all pulling for you. 3 And yes. You'll ALWAYS have a home here at BMR. We love you!!!
Thread: Arteriovenous Malformation

I really hope it works out for you, hon. I really do. Try to enjoy your little vacation, okay? Much love - Hahvy
Thread: Arteriovenous Malformation

Well turns out it's not an AVM so that's a load off of my back. What they say is that it's a Venous Anomaly. Not sure what that means though I still have to see the neurosurgeon for a consultation. So Hopefully it's not that bad. Maybe I'll be back at full capacity in a few days. So I can't wait. Does anyone know about the VA facility in West Haven CT. That's going to be where I have my consult.
Thread: Arteriovenous Malformation

Not sure about the facility, but I'm so glad to hear the news!!! As always, my thoughts are with you and I'm in your corner. Thanks for the update and everything. We're all here for you if you need us. 333333 hugshugshugs
Thread: Arteriovenous Malformation

Well I called up the VA in West Haven. I have to wait for them to call me up and set up an appointment. Though I have a feeling I will be able to come back and RP very soon. Thank you Hahvy and DA for your much needed support. Hopefully I won't need surgery. Hopefully they can tell me I will be fine. This has definitely been a trying experience.