Thread: The Darker Side of Life (LadyYunaFFX2 & littlerooster's 1x1)

Shania Whitewater Even with all of the songs that Shania heard from her playlist, none seemed to help calm her nerves. A frustrated Urgh! left as she removed them, finally getting rid of the music altogether. Only one solution could help her and it arrived in the form of the white envelope near the top of her screen. This time, there was no hesitation. Her hand grabbed the mouse and opened it. Her face had regained most of it's normal color but once the words caught her eyes, she felt that same shade of crimson dance along her cheeks. Indeed it was ... dark but somehow erotic. Her heart was pounding within her chest and as she caught a specific phrase, Shania had to carefully think on the answer to it. Will you run from me when it becomes too real, when it challenges your inner soul ... A long, deep sigh left her lips. It'd be so easy to turn her laptop off now and just let her fears and anxieties fully dominate her instead of this man. But ... she didn't want that. Even with how wrong and taboo it must have sounded in her head, that wasn't what Shania desired. Some very twisted part of her genuinely wanted every word she'd typed and - given his reply - that Ethan had read and understood. But between her urges and the fact Shania had never once run away from anything before in her life .. she knew the answer. She couldn't just give up. She'd come too far, mustered way too much courage to log off here and now. Besides what good would it do her? Nothing. She'd never know the answers the young Native American so desperately wanted to know, to understand, to experience! No ... she would see this through to the end. Her hands trembled as she finally began typing back. Master Ethan, No .. I won't run. If I wanted to do that, I wouldn't have joined here in the first place. I wouldn't be here if I weren't being completely and genuinely honest with you. I've wanted to be shown the darkness ever since I learned of it. Light and dark coexist for reasons I want to see why, especially with the latter. I really am tired of being naive, feeling like a fool. Please ... teach me. I've never run from anything before. I'm not about to start now. I can understand if you doubt me so ... I'm more than willing to prove myself somehow. Say it ... and you'll receive the order from me. I realize I'll probably get damned for daring to ask - no, beg - for all of this. But that's more than fine with me. So please ... teach me, lead me, guide me. I won't say I'm not nervous. But I'm not going to turn my back on you, either. I've come too far to just do that. I'll see this all the way through, regardless of what may or may not happen. Forever yours, Your willing servant A trembling left hand fell upon her forehead. How she wasn't burning up with a fever was beyond Shania. She'd purposely left her real name out on purpose. She'd leave it up to Ethan, no Master Ethan, to decide what to address her as. This time, she didn't even bother rereading the message. Her right hand clicked the Send button and now ... she had all but sealed her fate away. More anticipation was beginning to steadily take over Shania's body and she felt it as her nipples actually hardened slightly under her bra. The sensation made her whimper and wince slightly .. but she kept her clothes on. For now, at least. Her mind went back to the reply she'd just given Ethan and Shania couldn't help but ponder ... what would he ask of her? What would he call her as? The mere thoughts that suddenly flooded her head made her nipples stiffen even more, making soft pants leave her lips. Dear gods. You're just thinking of words and it's doing this to you?! Her imagination had always been vivid so that, no doubt, wasn't helping her out. But the longer she thought upon it, the more the realization hit her. Maybe, with time, she wouldn't just want this to be simple text. Maybe ... she'd want it for real. Are you fucking serious? You're really willing to live out your own Fifty Shades?! Yes ... She replied, barely above a whisper. So what though? He's willing to teach ... and I'm more than the same with learning. And with that, she knew no amount of deities, regardless of origins, could begin to help her. No, only one person could. And that was Ethan.