Thread: What's Within A Heart Of Darkness

RE My Truth, My Apologies, And Other Stuff Damn, been busy with work. I only get two days off, and I'm always busy on both of them. On one day, I run errands and hang out with a lady friend that I like, mainly because it's also her day off and her only day off during the week. On the other day, it's what my friend likes to call bro's day. Just us guys getting together and hanging out. Although I enjoy going out and having fun, I do like to just have some alone time. I do get it sometimes, when my friends are unavailable for whatever reason, I get some free time to catch up on my games and come online here some more. Sure, I'm online often, but a lot of the time it's off my phone. It's a pain in the ass to type off that thing, I've got fat fingers. I do still RP off of it, but it's normally for some of the roleplays when I don't need to type as much. Most of my thread roleplays, I have to wait until I get on my laptop to be able to respond. As for getting on my laptop at work, the internet there sucks. It cuts off from time to time, there's times it doesn't even connect, and when it does connect, it's really slow to where it takes a few minutes to load a page. It's a pain in the ass, and I'm sorry for my slow responses for that. At least I'm making more money by working more hours. I'm getting to know more people, hopefully I can get my personal schedule finally running. I want to work out a schedule where I work all day for three days and get a four day weekend. I can do that by trading shifts with people, it's just that I might be a little late to the game for that. A lot of people have already traded away what they need to trade, so I might just have to wait until we get our summer schedules. As for what's been going on lately, things have been great. On Monday, I spent the day with two girls I like, although it was a little hard trying to act normal around them. One of them is aware that I like her, but has yet to really return the feelings, but she doesn't deny that she doesn't feel the same. The other doesn't know that I like her because she's already dating someone and I don't want to add trouble to their relationship, although I have a feeling she kind of likes me. It could just be me, but I kind of get the feeling when she texts me when she's bored and she calls to ask if she could see me when her boyfriend is too busy with whatever the hell that bum does. I've also had friends pester me about us all moving in together. I don't want to do it for multiple reasons. One is that we argue all the time, I can't imagine us doing that 247. They are all a pain in my ass. One is a huge moron and a huge baby. He doesn't think, all he does is drink and smoke weed, and when you don't do something he wants to do, he whines about it until you either give in or yell at him. I usually yell. Another one, the boyfriend I mentioned before, is also an idiot. Granted, he's smarter than the first friend, but he does a lot of things without thinking things through. He never keeps a job because he quits when it gets too hard, he tries a lot of dumb get rich quick schemes, and he's also a pothead. He even tries to sell pot, which I don't want to live with a person like that. I don't want the cops coming in while I'm sleeping, and taking my stuff because it might smell like their pot. And I'm sure they won't be able to stand me for too long, with me yelling at them all the time. The second I get insulted, I come back even harder. I think I get that from my dad. Well, aside from that, things have been ok. I've got work soon, so I should probably start getting ready. Hopefully things will work out a little better. See ya.