Thread: Internet Killers {Love&MrQuixotic}

Vivian was fully aware of what she would be giving this man if she told him, if he looked hard enough he could find her hospital records from when she was a young girl. She knew that if he was asking these things he was searching for her and she wanted it. She could have turned a spot light on her apartment to get the attention she was craving and needed from this man. If what he offered her was true, she was on edge just thinking about what it could mean. She really needed to take her medications, but she didn't have the money. Sorry grandmother, she was off the handle now. No longer was she so sedated that she could hardly make it day in and day out....now everything burn inside her so intensely she felt like screaming. It was wrong to give your information over the internet, and really bad to do when you're creeping on a site like this. But, in Vivian's mind.....if someone sought to stalk her or kill her they were most likely not as dangerous as she was, so she dared them to hunt her down. If they were some pathetic man that thought he could rape some stupid girl, they would be grateful confused. Vivian itched for a man to get close enough to her in a violent way....just so she could pierce his skin. But she got another message and she sat up, opening it. He said her eyes were pretty and she smiled....he had blue eyes too.....that made her heart rush. She wondered what he looked like since he saw her own picture. But she didn't ask...she would know it was him when she saw him. She just knew it. If she ever saw him.... Licking her lips, she wrote back. Thank you....I'm sure your blue eyes are more enchanting than my own. You can do whatever you like, whatever as long as she dies. The news will not be good enough....but anything else will do....I want to see something of her death... she wrote slowly, was this truly going to happen? The sheer idea had her hands shaking in excitement. It was a pleasure speaking with you. I hope to do it again soon....... At that, she let out a shaky sigh and closed the lap top once she sent the message and laid back on the couch. What had she just gotten herself into. Her phone vibrated for the fourth time that night. Looking at it she noticed it was Sarah, a quiet nerdy girl she had befriended since college started. She was a sweet girl, and kept to herself. Working at local grocery store and working to be a librarian. She would be considered one of Vivian's only friends. The text was for Vivian to come over and watch movies with her. Vivian texted her back and said she was sick tonight and couldn't come, but said she would hang out with her tomorrow. Vivian wasn't in a good place to be out in public or around anyone or she might snap. She was wrung so tight she was close to blowing up. The days passed as Vivian went back to her day to day, doing to school and going home was most of what she did. She locked herself away to keep herself from attacking other people as the itch got harder to ignore. Only Sarah dared to be around Vivian from longer than five minutes. And tonight was no different, as her and Vivian finished up hanging out. Playing video games and eating pizza...till Vivian told Sarah she needed to go home. Why? Because Vivian was feeling the urge, as if she was fighting a wolf inside herself. Sarah never asked why when she was told to leave. She would thank Vivian and leave. Vivian sighed and shut her apartment door, locking it as Sarah headed down the steps of the apartment and onto the side walk to head home.