Thread: Be Careful What You Wish For (Contains Rape, Blackmail and Death of Rapist)

This is my first attempt at a story on BMR. I plan to write in first person. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- All pictures contained in story feature singersongwriter Sarah Darling Chapter One My life has spiraled out of control since I was raped for the first time. I thought I'd enjoy it. I did enjoy it, but the man who raped me wasn't suppose to be the man who raped me. He lied to me, told me he was someone else to gain my trust and get me to tell him who I was so he could rape and blackmail me. I finally had enough and today, a jury found me not guilty of murder. I don't feel not guilty though because I had to shoot a man. Slut! my soon to be ex-husband calls me that all the time now that my secret has been all over the front pages of the local newspaper and internet. The divorce filing will become official on Monday. Today said that on his way out of the court room as I hugged my lawyer, a man twice my age who didn't judge me for my fantasies or my actions. He was just assigned to defend me by the law firm. I chose to leave the court house without speaking to anyone. I plan to just keep to myself until the craving of wanting to be raped returns and I post about my latest fantasy on a website where people can share rape fantasies. As I slip on a t-shirt and get ready to sleep in my own bed again, I think back to the signals that I missed and how I might have prevented my life from a downward spiral. The first missed signal that crosses my mind was the day I caught my rapist taking a picture of my ass See more We had gone to see the eclipse together as a group of friends and family. I thought he was just being a jerk or goofy. Then sometime after I shared details with him when he was pretending to be someone else, I began to receive similar pics of my ass or body with messages about what he wanted to do to me. He even told me it wasn't him and that maybe someone else had found out about my secret. I blamed myself for many days after my rape. I was the woman who posted her very special rape fantasy on the internet where anyone could read it. I had joined the site a few days after my birthday. My husband had made plans to go away and I thought he would take me with him because it was my birthday. When he said it was a work trip, I grew into a depression while he was away as I celebrated my birthday alone. Then once he got back, I dressed up, made him his favorite dinner and tried to bring the love and sex back into our marriage. He ate in his car on the way home from airport and went to bed ignoring my needs until he fell asleep with his mouth inches from my vagina. The next day, I posted about a fantasy I had been having and my rapist saw my post, a few days later. I had wrote about a Trash the wedding dress fantasy I had been having since I was upset at the man I was married to. I made the mistake of posting a picture of myself in my wedding dress See more I wrote that I wanted someone to completely destroy my wedding dress in the process of raping me. Many members of the site told me they liked my fantasy, a few who claimed to be other wives said they had similar fantasy. When my rapist sent me a message after seeing my post, he was very blunt and kind at the same time. I was feeling neglected when I read his message so I made a big mistake and sent him another picture showing my gorgeous legs, wide open mouth and the thing that gave me away to him, my face See more My identity had been compromised but I was last to know. He and I flirted and I let him tell me what he wanted to do to me. We must have exchanged over fifty messages before I began to feel like something was off about him. I was losing sleep and looking over my shoulder once the pics from my social media were being sent to me by an anonymous person. He wanted to tell me, he knew who I was and that I needed to let him rape me. I had used the name Emily on the site because I knew better than to use my real name. When he said something like I know you want me to rape you right out of your wedding dress Mall-O-ry! I nearly told my husband that someone was stalking me because I posted a rape fantasy on the internet. My husband only found out after the police called him to tell them that I had been arrested for shooting his brother to death. Yeah, my rapist was my husband's brother and after week's of rape and blackmail, I just had to make him stop. Last edited Aug 22, 2018