Thread: Foreign Desire { DevilEyes & Azuriyuu }

My family had never liked any culture but Chinese. They were generally racist against everyone, except those of strict Asian culture. All of my family was like that, except for me. I loved culture. I loved studying different languages and religions. It fascinated me the differences between races. My dream was to travel around the world, and my biggest goal was to reach the other end of the world that being the big ol?? America. I had been studying English for a couple years now. I was fluent, which advanced me with employments since China had worldwide business, especially with English-speaking countries like the United States and Canada. My parents always complained to my how I was wasting my time, and that I was going to stay in China for the rest of my life in Cantonese, of course, since that was the only language they knew. They always put me down, no matter what I studied Always complained that I should be focusing on math and sciences, the ??real?? education. I dismissed it. I was studying them, but I was studying what I wanted too. I didn??t want to just be stuck in China and run the family restaurant like the generations before me. I wanted adventure, to experience life as a whole, not just China. It seemed like my prayers were answered. My inheritance wealth was being jeopardized by a distant cousin, which my parents believed was non-existent and simply a fraud. I over heard them screaming and arguing with the company on the phone. He was an American, and claiming to be my great-grandfather??s great-grandson. Finally, they settled for a DNA test, though someone had to go to the US to sort out papers and the such. That was a problem, how would my parents communicate? That??s where I come in the picture. I offered, gladly, to go over. They said no, more times than a Christian would say God, but in the end they gave in with no other option. I couldn??t believe my luck. Well, other than my fortune being hacked by an American, I was getting to live a big part of my dream. I was arranged to stay at an exchange-student housing program, when things were badly booked and the company in which handles my great-grandfather??s wealth made an agreement with the American family to have me stay with them. I was mortified. I hadn??t found this out until my long 24-hour flight had ended, and I was on American soil. Already, it was beautiful. It was different, very alien, but it was an alien I appreciated. I took a deep breath, smelling the fresh air in my nasal. The air was so much more pure, it almost gave me a headache. I was brought by taxi to the home. It was a large home, much bigger than mine in China. My eyes were wide. I could feel my hands trembling as I walked up the steps with my two pink luggages. I gulped, and when the door answered, the only thing that passed through my head was white. The family didn??t look even close to Asian, let alone Chinese. I found myself siding with my parents, which I hated and refused to believe. I really cared little about the money. I didn??t need it. I wanted to earn my money, not wait for a dead great-grandfather to pass his wealth to me. I looked at you cautiously. Your red hair and bright green eyes confused me. It was the complete opposite of Chinese. If I were my father, he would have laughed so hard he would have coughed up his lungs. They game me the spare bedroom. Everything was so different the furniture, the food, the surroundings. It was like I was in a dream, and I was the alien. It had been a few days since my arrival. I could already tell you didn??t like me. You looked at me like I was a filthy bug in need of a foot to squash it. I didn??t really comment on it. I was generally a quiet person. I was pretty shy around people I didn??t know, and considering I had a Chinese accent when speaking English, I was a little embarrassed. Though, I tried to fit in as much as possible. It made me laugh when I attended school, and people talked slowly as if I was a toddler who was just learning English. The look on their faces when I would reply with clear English was priceless. Though, as difficult as it was for me to get used to my new environment and people, I started to like it. The difference excited me. It was everything I wanted, and better. It was now night time, and I had completely forgotten about a Science assignment I had in Physics. Panicking, I ran over to my laptop which was all in Chinese symbols, and started to do it. Just as I began to research, it crashed without warning. I couldn??t understand it, or even fix it. I tried everything. It wasn??t dead, I tried to charge it. In pure panic, I resorted to your computer. I felt guilty for not asking permission, but it was an emergency. I snuck across the hall as quietly as I could, as it was close to 1 AM. It was easy for me to make little noise, as I tiny and didn??t weigh all that much. As I opened the computer and the search engine, my eyes widened to what came before me. I nearly jumped out of the chair. An Asian porn site light up before my eyes, flashing nudity and sexual photographs and videos. I had a weird feeling in my gut, and lower. I couldn??t explain it. I went to close it, but I couldn??t. I had been sucked into a trance. I watched as a Chinese porn star touched herself, moaning, and smiling. I looked down briefly. I had never touched myself. It was like a sin in my family. I held my legs together. As time went by of me browsing through videos, I began to rub my legs together. I could feel myself getting hot and wet. It was like a drug. It was close to 2 AM, and I had stripped down to just my bra and panties out of curiosity, comparing myself to the Asian females I was watching. I rubbed the outside of my panties Sliding my finger up and down the covered lips of my vagina. I bit my lip it felt so much better than I thought it would. I could feel the moistness through the material of my pink strawberry panties. Everything was so new to me. I felt naughty and dirty, but something about that excited me. I couldn??t stop myself, my desire just continued to escalate.