Thread: The School Trip (ShiroKuma)

Admirers well she couldnt deny that she had quite a few of those. Though Mira was convinced that every single one of them would be content with any woman. Ren himself had shown how a guy his age would do anything to be with a girl no matter how undeserving the girl was. It had been one of the reasons Mira had been so shocked and hurt when she found out Ren was dating Bernadette, shed always felt a special connection between them, thinking that Ren was special to her and wouldnt look at her the same way all the horny teenage rascals his age did. But shed been proven wrong when shed heard his comment about her, and even more hurt when Ren had absent mindedly started dating someone else shortly after. She could have stayed like this all day, pressing herself against the warmth of Rens body. Shed been so certain that shed get flustered and panicky if some lucky accident ever put her in such a predicament, but the feeling of Rens chest against her cheek was soothing and heart-warming. Her breathing finally calming down enough for her to notice the thudding of a heart. At first she thought it was Rens, feeling a bit flattered that Ren would react in such a way. Though a few moments later she realized it was her own heart, excited and hopeful that it would finally be freed from the gaping hole that had opened up inside her so many months ago. Ren she murmured, disappointment and sadness filling her beautiful brown eyes when the warm hands were lifted from her body and withdrawn. Mira clung onto Ren a bit more tightly, not wanting the moment to end. But she knew shed have to let go sooner or later, and she also knew that Ren was doing it for her sake. The burden of being a teacher weighing down heavily once more. Sighing sadly and taking a step back, she nodded her head slightly when Ren suggested they get going. Mira was still under the impression that Ren believed her story about another girl so unlike Ren who was certain there was more waiting for them at the cave. Mira couldnt help but wonder when her next chance would be. When shed be able to feel that euphoric warmth once more. Hopefully without worrying about the harsh chains of reality that held her back. Unsure what else to say, Mira trailed silently behind Ren as she was guided down the beach and towards the cove. Along the way she deviated for a moment, noticing one of the other teachers and explaining how she was going to be making Ren pick up rubbish as part of his punishment. The beach they were on was still pretty clean, making it easier for Mira to convince the other teacher that theyd be heading off to another area. Not knowing were the cove was, Mira continued to glance around as they walked. Her eyes taking in the scenic view, though her eyes always returned to the same dependable back walking a few steps ahead of her. Theyd walked well and truly out of the schools allocated space. The cove not even visible from the white tape that marked off the out-of-bounds area. Making sure they werent being watched or followed, a mixture of fear and hope swelled inside her heart as she wondered just how much further theyd have to walk. Hopping over the rocky edge, Mira couldnt contain her amazement as she took her first step into the cove. A light gentle breeze brushing against her cheek as if to welcome her. The water was pristine clear and the grains of sand beneath her feet felt warm, almost cushiony. There were a few seabirds nestled in the rocky ledges, but otherwise the place was completely deserted, a private oasis for Mira to cast away her mask as a teacher, and let herself become the woman she really was. Immediately she was regretting her story. She couldnt quite make a move on Ren after telling her there was someone else. But fortunately for her she didnt need to. A surprised gasp escaping her soft lips before she was pulled over towards the young male by the waist. The gasp cut short by the warm embracing kiss of the red panda that held her. At first she froze, not knowing how to respond, or even what was happening. Her body however knew what it wanted though and soft hands gently lifted into the air before slipping past the fabric of Rens open shirt and gently touching the firm chest beneath as Mira closed her eyes and accepted the kiss. Moaning a bit as pleasure and happiness swelled inside her. It wasnt until Ren pulled away that she finally recognized the twinkle in his eye for what it was. He knew there was no other girl. He knew who his secret admirer was. Without thinking she pounced on Ren, wrapping around his neck and burying her face against his neck to hide the crazy red blush that lit up her entire face, from the tip of her nose to the edge of her ears. Ren Ren, Ren! she repeated desperately, embracing him as tightly as she could, grinding herself up against his body. She couldnt hold herself back anymore. Shed hesitated once before, and doing so had led to months of suffering and pain that she never wanted to experience. Thinking about it was enough to make her eyes water. You idiot, why couldnt you have waited a bit longer for me to come out to you, one day no a few hours was all you needed to wait, a few hours and I would have been yours so much sooner. She sniffled, pouring her heart out, had Bernadette hesitated on her confession, or if Ren had deferred answering Mira would have been able to confront Ren regarding what hed said about her. There was no guarantee things would have ended romantically, but Mira had fully intended to explain that she didnt mind. Perhaps even admit how she was flattered. They wouldnt have been able to be together, not until the year was over. But had a promise been made, Mira would have been able to spend the last few months in eager anticipation, opposed to dread and regret over lost opportunities.