Thread: I Got Issues (But You Got 'Em Too) [FxF] (Clearsight X JacksAreWild)

It had been years since Sarah had thrown herself into a creative project....after her nervous breakdown, preforming in front of an audience again had just seemed impossible. But that was the nice part about being a consultant on a ridiculous project, right? She didn't have to rise to meet ridiculously high expectations. She didn't have to push herself to preform before an audience. She didn't have to have everyone counting on her. This play was totally laid back because as a Director, Julia just wanted to have fun and get through her Senior Showcase, this meant that all of the cast and stage crew could just put in the minimal effort if they wanted...though nobody was about to do that. The cast had taken to Sarah's leadership quickly though that might have something to do with how terrifying her best friend Bridget could be on set and even though the beta had stumbled through choreographing the show the first week or two, now she was accepted as a valuable asset and knowledgeable coach. Of course it was exhausting to be choreographing and giving vocal lessons to several of the actors. Not only did she have the play to worry about, she also had her side business, her classes, her work-study job, and a girlfriend to cram into her waking hours. It was exhausting but it was the good kind of exhausting...something that made her miss performing though it didn't make her miss it enough to want to change her major back to Performance with a focus in Vocal Studies. Those who had known Sarah before and after her nervous breakdown would say that working on this play had been very good for her. While still anxious by mental defect and shy by her nature, Sarah seemed a lot happier, more confident... And a heck of a lot more open to Amelia's advances. Usually the beta kept public displays of affection to a minimum - Amelia would be lucky if she could get the shy beta to hold her hand on a good day. But recently Sarah had been more willing to snuggle closer to her girlfriend while they waited in line for food at the student union, she even stole kisses from the other girl when they studied together in the library. At home they had progressed to some heavy petting but she still tensed up whenever Amelia tried to get her hands under her shirt. Sarah was still acutely aware of the angry looking scar above her heart and had no desire to dredge up the shame that would accompany an explanation how it had gotten there. Thankfully Amelia always sensed her discomfort and backed off without complaint, easing the two of them out of their intense makeout sessions and to the bedroom to sleep. Today's practice had been a little more intense. Sarah and Bridget had been practicing a particularly risque number that was going to substitute for the first sex scene. If Bridget had been uncomfortable, she had done an excellent job of showing no sign of it. Sarah on the other hand had been a bit of a mess because it was just weird having your best friend dance with you like that. She couldn't wait until Julia finally found someone who could do a good Anastasia! Both girls who had tried out for the part hadn't been able to carry a tune to save their lives, leaving Sarah to act out most of Anastasia's parts while they developed the play and looked for another girl. By the time practice was over she was eager to go home, hop in the shower, and wash the weirdness of the day off of her. As tired as she was when she got home, Sarah couldn't help but giggle and shake her head as she spotted Amelia on the couch with every single fan in the apartment gathered around and pointed at her. You'd feel better on the floor you know, The beta teased as she set down her duffle bag. She hadn't changed into her street clothes after practice, instead wanting to hurry home so that she could see her girlfriend. So Sarah was still clad in the loose white sleeveless tee she had worn in the dance studio, as well as a tight fitting pair of yoga shorts. Her hair was still a slight mess from doing twirl after twirl. But, mess as she was, that didn't stop her from moving over to Amelia to give the older girl a light peck on the lips before she headed off to the shower.