Thread: A sweet demon's confession- Candy_demon's journal,thoughts, and randomness

It's been awhile, hasn't it? Whoops! I've gotten kind of caught up in real life and a lack of inspiration but I think Lady Muse has decided to french kiss me as I'm back...again Anywho, this next entry is pretty much me ranting, so if you don't want to read I can understand. So here goes! Let's start with some facts about me first to set the scene, shall we? I'm what I consider myself a music lover and I don't restrict myself by saying I'm a Metal head and that's all I listen to or I'm into classical because I'm intelligent and find other music distracting'...NO! I like a little bit of everything and I pride myself on having an odd variety of different music. Do I have my favorite songs? Of course I do, but what person doesn't? But my point is, I have a wide range of music ranging from classical because it does help me concentrate when lyrics usually send me off into a tizzy of daydreams all the way up to Cybergoth I don't know what Grendel is considered but I digress. Anyway! I have a Youtube channel that I use for a variety of different things, usually listening to music shocker and of course posting the occasional video. As Youtube usually has a lot of undiscovered artists, I often can retreat there and appreciate the lyricalmusical genius of these people as they aren't on Pandora, Spotify or even the radio. What better way to get my fix than to listen to it on Youtube. And shocker! When I find one of these artists and I listen to a song they've created, I will comment, saying something to the effect of I'll be listening to this on repeat for the next month or two. Which, admittedly, I do usually listen to a song that I love until I'm sick of it or I've memorized the lyrics because that's how I show I appreciate the sound. If none of you are familiar with this particular artist, that's alright but I actually found this person through Jamster. I'm sure everyone remembers when we had those annoying commercials on T.V where we could text some five digit number for a ringtone or something to that effect. Well, guess what! One of my favorite artists just so happened to be that kind of person. I believe I was about, mmm, fourteen, maybe younger and I was watching something on T.V., god only knows what. But I'm sitting on the couch and instantly I hear this song! I turn around and stop everything I'm doing! I freak out and immediately think OH. MY. SWEET BABY JESUS! I HAVE to have that song! I have to know who the artist is, I have to find more of their music! I HAVE TO KNOW! Well, come to find out there was 0 about this artist! I eventually forgot about until one day, as if by magic, ANOTHER song akin to the aforementioned plays on the T.V and what do I do? I freak out and try and find out everything I can about this. BUT this time, I at least have a name to the first artist. I find out she goes by the screen name Anna Blue. Now, this second song actually HAD Anna Blue in it, so I'm thinking Ok, these two obviously know each other and have feels for one another, I bet I can find this guys music from typing in some lyrics. Because let's be honest with one another here, we've all done it at one point or another! Anyway, I find out that this guy's name goes by the name of Damien Dawn. Awesome right? I think so! Well, I find this song that I'm obsessed with and it's called Your Heart'. In fact, at the time that I had found it, I had this INSANE obsession with vampires. So I watch the video and I fall IN LOVE! Like, I have to know everything about this person because his voice is sploosh worthy! Sadly, to my dismay, there is like NOTHING on this guy! All I keep finding is that single song and a ridiculous amount of fanfictions and that's it! I give up my search and forget about this guy because, life! So I forget about it for something like two years and about mmm, I wanna say three months ago, I'm listening to Your Heart because I'm still obsessed with this song, so I look it up on youtube and guess where I find it? Yep! On Anna Blue's page! I freak out and learn that this girl from Germany, who wrote and produces So Alone is actually dating Damien Dawn. I ask on a QA why he doesn't exist anywhere on social media and I think if there was such thing as god, he went Alright, I've tortured her enough, I'm going to give her something really nice. And what happens? Anna Blue actually responded to me! Yes it was a quick little blurb about how he actually had a Facebook and he was still making music! I. Immediately. Fangirled. HAAARRRDDD! So I learn what I can about him, stalk her Instagram, you know, the usual starstruck kinda stuff. ANYWAY! Recently he came out with this brand new song, or at least a reprise of it that Anna originally wrote. What do I do? I fucking listen to it! And what do I do after I hear it? If you guessed pay homage to the song by telling him I loved it and that I'd listen to it on repeat for the next month, you'd be correct. This is where I go into my rant... Some DICK SNEEZE has the fucking NERVE to say and I quote She's probably some 11 year old weeaboo. Uh-uh! Momma don't fuck around. YES, yes, I know that I'm feeding the trolls but I love watching them burn when I return facts! The comment is removed as spam by Mr. Damien Dawn daww, how could I love you anymore and respond in kind to the little fucktard that wrote the comment with, Wait...I'm an 11-year-old? That's a first I didn't know that I couldn't appreciate talent when I hear it...Lol, I actually happen to be 24, almost 25 but thanks anyway After my comment, some very nice people return with some heat of their own, kindly defending my 'honor', so to speak. Let me just say that it's SUPER sweet of them to do so, and I really appreciate it. But does this stop this little cum stain? NOPE! He returns back with Ok so then your just a weaboo. Tell me. What kind of music do you generally listen to? Game. Fucking. ON! Granted yes, I do like anime but really, a weaboo? Bitch! USE PROPER ENGLISH!! I hate this day and age's slang as it shows a blatant and disrespectful disregard to the English language. Again, I respond in kind to this wheeze bag of dick tips. Do I just stop at a few bands? NOPE! I type out a full on list of every artist I have IN my playlist. Was it stupid? Yeah probably. Will he leave me alone? Most likely not but to me I've proven my point. I've proven to this knuckl dragging moron that I have range. I don't know WHY this irritated me so much but really asshole! If I could get my hands around your neck, I'd string you up by your god damn toes, chop off your favorite appendage and shove it down your fucking throat so we all don't have to suffer IF you procreate because honestly, we don't need this gene pool any shallower than it already is. Now, let's see if this little whinny troll responds...-siiiiggghhh- I need to go have some rough sex or pick up smoking to calm the F down. Alright, rant done!