Thread: Never Be The Same Again (Yoshie x Source Code)

She headed to the back of the lounge area, to her little spot . Everywhere else in the lounge area was red but this area, this area was Winrys favorite colorpurple. From the floor to the chairs, every inch a different shade of purple. She entered the code in the door and waited for him to get closer so that they could have their privacy. Once they were both in the room she went to her personal bar area of the lounge and pulled out the Johnnie Walker, and two crystal glasses. Heading to the freezer she gave three ice cubes a piece to the glasses and sat them down on the lilac colored table that was in the middle of the couch that snaked around it. She tried her eyes but for the life of her she could not stop crying. It should have been me She said to him, this time looking him in the eye. There is no reason why your wife should be dead and when she died, a piece of me died as well. She played with her fingers now and she noticed that she wore her wedding ring today, of all days to be reminded of him. She pulled it off her finger with strain and placed it on the table next to the Johnnie Walker. He was a piece of shit! He was an asshole She was losing her grip on herself. He was my piece of shit he was MY asshole Her voice kept breaking it was becoming harder for her to focus. That night I saved you, I was being selfish, damn this heart of mine. I wanted so badly to switch places with you. This world, this place is nothing but heartbreak after heartbreak. Tragedy after misfortune and well Im fucking tired of it! She sat down next to him and by all that was in her she wanted to be held, she wanted to be loved, at least to be told that everything would be alright and someone anyone, would at least sound sincere. I cant imagine what you are going through, I mean, your drinking Black Label It must be one of those nights for you I loved her too, I loved her and Clarence. I loved you I love you thats why I couldnt see another person walk out of my life again. I could not bear to stand at another funeral, or worse pay for the funeral and then have to carry the body with the help of my butler because he had no family and no friends would be associated with his cold hearted ass! She said referring to her late husband. I have everything they say, I have everything that a human could want, money, power and respect, but none of this none of any of it means anything if I dont have people to share it with. Look at me you of all people know me the real me. Not the Owner of Temptation, not as Winry Seduction, and damn sure not Boss Lady! She sneered thinking of Mikans funny little nick-name for her. You know that if I could go back, if I was there if I could take your pain away, if I could do anything for you, to replace that broken and scarred heart of yours I would, I will if only in return you help me mend mine or at least bandage it. I am tired of pain Alex. That seems to be all this world is about I want something more, God call me envious but what you and your wife had, I was always, always, She stopped and looked him in the eye to let him know that she was serious. I always wanted what you had, and if that meant trying to mold Clarence into the perfect man the perfect you , then I was willing to do it. She looked away and in a desperate attempt to change what she said she strayed off topic. Im glad to see you however, you look you look like hell but I am glad to see that I am not the only one about to lose my mind. Its better to say the truth than to tell a lie and say you look well anyway. She struggled to make a laugh. His arms were warm, they were welcoming, and more importantly they were not her arms. Too many nights had she tried to hold herself because no one could do it for her, she wanted a man not a one night stand and for someone that knew her the real her to hold her in this time of need, it was comforting in a sense. They were in the privacy of her lounge area and the walls were soundproof just like her office so no one would be able to tell what they were talking about. There were no windows that any normal person could see but there was a mirror. It was a one way mirror. She could look out of it and see what was going on outside but none could see what was beyond the red door that had a key code to the room that she and Alex were in. She didnt know what to say to him. How could she with the state that she was in. How could she even imagine that he would somehow show his handsome face in her club. So, there they were she laying on him in his arms and she waited there for him to say something, anything that would be so like Alex to say .