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Thread: The Looking Glass

Current Mood Compunctious Today's journal covers 1. Last night. 2. Inner turmoil of my mind. 3. Roleplay partner. So, I don't think it is a secret that I got drunk last night from my posts in the Drunk Thread. I said good night at 1117 but I didn't actually go to bed until after 2am in the morning which sucked because I had to get up at 7 today. I remember most of my actions, but apparently I had never shut up and even fell asleep talking. What I was talking about is beyond me. Who knows what the hell I was talking about. Maybe it was the roleplay, maybe it was about my drunkenness, or perhaps I decided to talk about penises by myself. It's hard telling. I remember talking about my lips. I think I always mention my lips when I get drunk in some shape or form. There is something so amazing to me when they start to go numb and I begin touching them. I don't know. Weird habit. But that night is the last night I do that in a while. I generally keep this part to myself, but I feel like talking about it... I have this terrible way of thinking inside my mind. I don't know what leads me to think how I do, but it creeps up on me ever so often. I will find myself in a relationship and I suddenly just don't want to be in it anymore. I have always enjoyed being single and the freedom of not having to answer to someone else. Even when I am in a great relationship with someone and I truly love them, I attempt to break it off so I can be free. I know the whole goal in life is to find someone and not die alone, but I feel like even with another person by your side, you still die alone. Only you feel death taking you... So last night during my drunkenness I terrorized my roleplay partner a bit and convinced him to play a game that I'm amazing at. I meant to go easy on him, but my evil and drunk side kicked in and I showed little mercy. I said some things I probably shouldn't have said, some things I would most likely take back if I had the chance, and I certainly would like to take away that 'cackle' I don't even recall making... If I'm not careful, I feel like I am going to push them away. Perhaps I should take a break, give them some space and time.
Thread: The Looking Glass

Current Mood Downhearted Today's journal covers 1. Caged. 2. Marriage. 3. Getting the facts. A long time ago, I had an online relationship. It lasted four long fun years, but during those years, this boy said something to me over and over again that I didn't understand then, but I do now. He told me I was like a bird, and I shouldn't be caged. I knew I was 'wild' back then but I don't believe that was what he was talking about. Because when we broke up, he said it to me again and explained it. I wasn't meant to be in a relationship. It didn't mean I didn't know how to love someone. He said I have the biggest heart he had ever known... but more so because I love so much and so openly. No, polygamy isn't the topic here either. I tried that, and it failed miserably. Either way, the words stuck with me and as time goes on, I understand more and more just what he saw in me that I didn't see. Marriage... That damned word I can't seem to escape from pops up all the time, all around me. Yes, I was married in the past. I was only 17 and no I don't regret it. I learned a lot from it and I wouldn't be the person I am today without going through those times. It was a hard lesson to learn, but I don't think I would have changed without it. However, just because I have been married and divorce, doesn't make me think less of marriage. I have just decided I don't think it's for me. And I find myself going back to those words... I'm like a bird, I shouldn't be caged. I have a desire to be single, and I can't break free from it. And the longer I find myself in a relationship the more and more it eats at me. I don't know what I can do, but I feel like I'm hurting the people that get close to me and start to love me. I love them, but I can't give them what they want... I'm not wired that way. Now, I'm not really sure how to approach this. I feel very taken back by this. I was told something today from a friend of mine that I have become very close to in the past couple weeks. I'm not claiming so close that I'm in love with the person or anything, but I can't deny that I like them. I've learned a lot about this person and I have found that we have a lot of fun talking and playing games. I especially enjoy kicking his ass at Tetris Attack. But I found out some news from him today that made me realize I need to take a step back. I was heading down a path I don't think would be good for me, nor him. I think it might be a good thing he will have less time to talk to me when school starts. Perhaps it's what is needed...
Thread: The Looking Glass

Current Mood ...... Today's journal covers 1. Ragnarok Online. 2. My Other Job. 3. Hmmmm. I used to be completely drawn in and obsessed over a game called Ragnarok Online. I played it for a very very long time and I even get a job as a GM for a couple years and even started scripting quests for new hats. I bring this up because a friend of mine that I used to play with knew I worked on the technical side of things behind my 'public relations' title. They asked me to help him start a RO server but I seriously wouldn't know where to start anymore. It has been so many years. Plus my time is limited. I feel like I'm juggling a million things at once. But hey, it does bring back memories of group chats on Skype, playing truth or dare and terrorizing the other GMs. I miss those old days sometimes. But overall I'm glad I moved on and got to the place I am today. So, my other job is something I do in my 'free time'. I do it because I have always wanted to since I was a teenager. It isn't really something people smile at me and say congrats for doing. Most people probably look down on me. And some people have the wrong reason on why I do it. I don't do it because I NEED money. Yes the money is nice, but I do it for the fun of it. Anyhow, it is sexual in nature, but no worries, I don't actually physically touch anyone and they can't touch me. We aren't even in the same room, or state for that matter. I won't say what I do, but you can probably make some good guesses. Anyhow, I sell my SnapChat out, but I have regular friends on there that only get PG-13 pictures, but today I accidentally sent something X-rated to one of my friends and let's just say I panicked, and got extremely embarrassed. They haven't seen it yet, but my nerves are on end. I might have to just make two separate accounts. I had something planned to write here, but I have decided against it. Maybe I will go into it at another point and time, but for now I think I'd better just keep my mouth shut. . .
Thread: The Looking Glass

Current Mood Listless Today's journal covers My Last Journal Entry and Why These past few days I have been rather hard for me. I have been struggling with a decision and I finally decided that I dont feel comfortable posting my feelings on here. However if you have something in mind that you want to ask me directly through PM, I am more than open to the idea of sharing privately. I just had a situation arise where I felt my freedom to express myself on here was hindered. So with that also in mind, I may be posting less as well. But Ill still be around I am deeply sorry if you are one of the few people who will miss my journals You can always request updates and thoughts from me if you want. Ill gladly write to you privately. . .
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Thread: The Majestic Tale of a Box and a Uniform (Starring Froggy and Nexs)

Once there was a war. A war to determine the sake of all creation. It had one name fitting for where it took place. The Time War. Between the two mightiest races to have existed. The Daleks of Skaro, a race of twisted organisms in robotic shells with no emotions save for one, hatred. Their opponents were the overseers of history across all of the stars in the universe, The Time Lords of Galifrey. Their war of suffering, hatred, and surivival caused the greatest casualties. Whole civilizations lost, planets, even species. All lost before the fires of battle. Including one small planet, one that held the oddest parasitic of species wiped out in the destruction of its planet....or so it was assumed. -Ten thousand years later......Tokyo Bay...Honno City- Honno City...some would consider this artificial city island a float in Tokyo Bay an architectural marvel of how far humanity has come. Others however have a different opinion why would your placement in the city be determined by a school's ranking system? More less when it seemed the students had more power over the school then the actual staff! However those thoughts were not occupying many of said students who were currently en route to said school. However what did concern some was the Blue Police Box from the 1960's standing right in the middle of a street in the slums.
Thread: The Majestic Tale of a Box and a Uniform (Starring Froggy and Nexs)

Aah! The scream echoed about the house, rousing everyone within its walls and then some. Nevada jerked into an upright position, strands of hair flying about her shoulders while she tried to figure out whats going on. Nevada! Were going to be late! Noriko, the girl whose family had taken her in when she needed a place to stay, threw off the comforter and placed both hands on her hips. You cant be late on your first day, now, can you? Nevada sent the black-haired beauty a blank stare, obviously not too fazed by the idea. Why not? she finally asked, a yawn interrupting her question in the middle. Chestnut brown curls cascaded forward when she tilted her head back under its influence, mouth stretching very wide. The first day is nothing special Norikos brown eyes narrowed. Dont be that way, Nevada! Come on, get dressed! I know you dont have an uniform yet...but at least look somewhat presentable. Hurry up! Grumbling under her breath about the injustice about it all, Nevada made her way onto her feet, arms stretching high above her head in order to work out the aches and sore spots sleeping brought. I swear, that girl is so weird at times...she thought, yawning again before changing. Ten minutes later, both girls were rushing down the road, one most enthusiastically than the other. Slow down, Noriko! We have plenty of time to get there! Nevada called out. While Noriko wore a prim white uniform with blue trimming, Nevada wore a black skirt that went down to the middle of her thighs, and a neat white blouse. It was the best she had, under such circumstances. Her black bag hit against her hip with every step. All those brown curls were not restrained, but rather, left alone to be played with by the wind. Her chocolate brown eyes noticed the 1960s Police Box standing in the middle of the street, and curiously tilted her head. What in the world? she thought, before being rushed to move faster. It wasnt long until Honnouji Academy came into view, the walls looming over the city below.
Thread: The Majestic Tale of a Box and a Uniform (Starring Froggy and Nexs)

-Honnoji Academy Classroom- Soon the morning bell rang and the students scrambled to their seats in an attempt to avoid the wrath of the school's disciplinary club leader. Whom everyone claimed his official size was in fact 'bigger than everyone else' something no one wanted to put to the test. As the students filled the seats within the medium sized classroom and began to chat with one another did the latest rumors begin to run amok. Did you hear about our homeroom teacher? One girl within earshot of Nevada said to another student. No what is it? a boy asked Heard he was fired something about secretly being a nudist or whatever. The Student Council didn't want that kind of man around children he could have been a predator. She said as another girl giggled. Awww I wouldn't have minded I thought he was kind of cute the girl said as her friends sweat dropped looking at her in disbelief. Then who is going to be our teacher then? the boy asked as the door to the room was suddenly opened gaining everyone's attention. Stepping through the threshold was a woman who appeared to be in her early thirties entered the room with the air of elegance surrounding her a strange thing with warm and kind look her eyes radiated. Good morning class She said fluently in Japanese despite the still audible British accent present as the words left her mouth. Allow me to introduce myself. I am your new homeroom and history teacher. She said settting down her bag along with her duster coat on her desk before turning to the board snatching a piece of chalk up in the process before she began writing her name on the board. I am Professor H.G. Wells. You can call me Ms. If you would prefer. She said kindly with a smile gracing her lips. Any questions? the new teacher asked watching the students
Thread: The Majestic Tale of a Box and a Uniform (Starring Froggy and Nexs)

A Nudist? What's wrong with him being a Nudist, as long as he didn't expose himself at school? Nevada and Noriko exchanged looks, the former curious, the latter more sympathetic. Rumors spreading like wildfire, Nevada was relieved when the new teacher walked into the classroom, for the simple reason that all the exaggeration could stop. All the speculation was starting to drive her nuts. Resting her chin in the palm of her hand, she studied the thirty-something year old woman, noting the warm look in those dark eyes. It was rather well, unexpected, seeing as how most teachers at Honnouji Academy didnt bother caring once they realized that they didnt have any power. Good morning, class, she said fluently in Japanese. Allow me to introduce myself. I am your new homeroom and history teacher. I am Professor H.G. Wells. You can call me Ms. if you prefer. Any questions? the woman asked this time, having written her name on the black board. No one raised their hand, but Nevada did find her interest piqued. Not bothering to raise her hand, she leaned back in her seat and spoke out loud. What sort of sane person would want to work here? A few students gasped, looking around quickly for the larger-than-life disciplinary club president. Tension rose in the air, almost thick and plausible. Nevada didnt much care, and instead kept her eyes locked on the new teacher. Nevada! Thats not very nice! Noriko scolded, she herself looking around for the man who enforces discipline through whatever means necessary. Dont you think youre being a little rude? No, not really. Its a simple question, isnt it? Besides its not against school rules to be asking questions. Nevada lifted both arms, fingers running through the long curly brown locks tumbling down over her shoulders. While the other students had hair as black as a ravens wing, hers was a rich chestnut brown, from her fathers side of the family. Sharp brown eyes closed for a moment, before focusing on the matter at hand. The whispering died down, only to be replaced with curiosity and an expectant air. Nevada leaned her head back this time, exposing the curve of her throat, not to mention a blue sapphire teardrop glittering right between her collarbones. For a moment, she was tempted to lift her feet onto the desktop, to get into a more comfortable position...but she decided not to. After all, she didnt know how strict this teacher was yet...and it was better not to push boundaries until you know where they lay. A smile tugged at the girls lips, mischief glistening within her brown eyes. Well? Are you gonna answer my question?
Thread: The Majestic Tale of a Box and a Uniform (Starring Froggy and Nexs)

Hearing one of her student suddenly speak up did H.G. raise a brow curiously at the question. However before the new professor could reply it seemed the girl's desk neighbor tried to talk her out of it. What's more it seemed that her fellow students acted as if they committed a sin with the question. Once the whispers died down and the girl now identified as Nevada by her friend wanted an answer did H.G. speak. Now whoever said I was sane Ms. Nevada? I never did. H.G. said with a similar mischievous smile gracing her lips. Pulling a book out of her bag and setting it down on the desk. No young man I am not a nudist H.G. spoke not looking up from her book. The young man the same from earlier who was talking about the former teacher gaped. I'm crazy not deaf I have pretty good hearing she said looking up before grinning. Since this is the first day I'll let it slide. Sorry your fantasy of seeing your pretty new teacher naked isn't happening she teased as the boy suddenly blushed beet red while several of the other students began to laugh. A lot of you were thinking the same thing weren't you though H.G. said crossing her arms under her bust with the smile still present as she watched the laughter die and more red faces appear. Now then any more questions before I take Roll and bore you with class? She asked specifically looking at Nevada.
Thread: The Majestic Tale of a Box and a Uniform (Starring Froggy and Nexs)

Figures. Another crazy teacher. Nevada let her chin fall back into her hand, brown curls tumbling down about her features. Why does that not surprise me? Only question is why would she be here voluntarily...if she has brains behind that pretty face? Its obvious that she isnt as crazy as she claims to be. With a yawn, she closed her eyes for a moment, her mind going in a hundred different directions. At the question thrown at her, Nevada opened one eye, focusing on the teacher. No more questions on my end. Besides, I wasnt the only one thinking it. Nevada didnt much care for authority, obviously...especially when such respect hasnt been earned. Never have, never will. The light reflected off the girls face, bringing out little details one wouldnt normally notice under different circumstances. There was a little freckle in the corner of her right eye, and her lips were full...pure temptation. Those lips pulled into a light frown, their owner glancing out the window to the outside world. Id much rather be somewhere else, than inside Noriko brought out her lunch, chowing down with vigor, seeing as how she had to miss breakfast. Luckily Nevada wasnt all that hungry, or else shed probably be doing the same thing. Her eyes tore away from the window, flicking from one student to the next, though not up front where they should be. After a moment or so, she did focus on the blackboard, reading the name written there. H.G. Wells I wonder what the H.G. part means? Norikos head fell forward, drool creeping out of the corner of her mouth. Nevada bit back a laugh, and instead just shook her head instead. Her arms crossed over her chest.
Thread: The Majestic Tale of a Box and a Uniform (Starring Froggy and Nexs)

H.G. smiled as she called out the role listing off each name to the best of her ability. Several occasions a student corrected on a preferred name they are regularly known by. On other instances some had to tell her how the name was properly prounced despite her efficeny in speaking Japanese her British accent did hamper her slightly. With the role out of the way H.G. sat down atop of her desk and pulled out her history book to begin the lesson. However while she went over the lesson something out of the corner of the Professor's eye caught her attention. It was a young man with large messy brown hair sitting near Nevada. The poor lad was shaking as if he had been out in below freezing weather. Despite her concern for the student H.G. did not focus on the boy knowing she was probably about to find out. Sure enough not even five minutes later did H.G. receive her answer as the door was sent flying off of its hinges and smashed into the other side of the room. Now that was overdramatic and H.G. definitely knew what dramatic was. Leaning forward on her desk H.G looked out into the hallway. Oi any reasons you feel its neccassary to damage my classroom on my first day here? She asked casually before a sparkle was seen followed by a man...a very big man with blonde hair clad in a student uniform with three stars imprinted on the torso. What was strange was the way it seemed grew bigger after entering the room. Closing her eyes H.G. closed her book shut and set it down before looking back at the student. Is there something I can help you with Mr? She asked not a hint of fear in her voice from the larger male.