Thread: Incendonocturne’s (Oft times) Incoherent Inscriptions

So....its been a bumpy ride since the end of November. Terminated from a field Ive been in for ten years. All because the bitch that ran the company didnt like me and was just looking for a reason to fire me. So they chose to go with a physical violence rap....in the field I work in, its labeled as like a Class 2 Abuse. I was certain my career in working with Mentally Disabled people was done. Found out that technically, it just means I cant work for that company anymore. Because it wasnt a criminal case, never went to court or anything like that.....it doesnt show up when other companies do background checks. And technically I dont have to tell any other company what it was all about, nor can anyone from the shit company that fired me. In the midst of all of this, I was super excited and saving up for Astronomicon 2. Had almost everything I needed for my StarLord cosplay outfit except the blasters and the tickets to the Con......being terminated killed that hope and excitement, real hard and real fast. Bless my family! They knew it tore me up. My daughter bought me the blasters I needed to complete the costume and my sister bought me the tickets for the entire weekend of the Con. I was lucky enough to get hired at another company, a little bit different work, it wasnt mentally disabled adults, just physically disabled, a little less than a month later and I liked the company. The job started out strong, as it was the holiday season. So I was getting good hours! Things were looking up! Had a job again. Was going to be able to go to Astro 2. All was right with my world..... Then it all started to slow down. And as of last month came to a screeching halt because they had no sites in my area to send me to. So....I had a job BUT I was out of work. Its been rough. I hate having to rely on others to pay my bills and feed me. Im a fucking adult. I hate that helpless and hopeless feeling. Hate. It. With. A. Passion! My parents, as always, come through in a clutch. But at what cost? I found out....bless their hearts....they have been helping me by using funds that were put aside for my sisters wedding later this year. That....fucking almost broke me. I really could have done without that information because not only was that having to ask and rely on them crushing me but....man thats my sisters big day..... So Ive been a little bit left of center and things have just been steadily building inside of me. Some days were far better than others. I always had someone to talk to though and he knows who he is and he knows I adore him endlessly for it and countless other things. But still....some days were better than others. To top it off, this entire last week or two has just been a clusterfuck of activity. All of it throwing my sleep schedule into a tail spin. Being worried about a friend. Worried about where my next meal is gonna come from because ya know I hate asking! But I did eventually. Then my car broke down on me and we werent sure it would be able to be fixed. By the grace of some higher power.....the mechanic and his new technique....fixed my car. I was able to get my physical and TB test and various other shit I needed to do before I start work again. Yeah....I really wanted off this roller coaster ride of fuckery. At any rate....long story short....too late, I know! The company that terminated me did so out of pure spite because.....they were getting rid of the group home I worked at just a few months after they terminated me and they knew that months before they terminated me....so....yeah....out of pure spite, right before the holidays. Nice, eh? This new company though....theyve gone through the process of looking into my termination and they have graciously hired me back on. Back in the group home I was at before. So....as of tomorrow, I am back where I belong! I am gainfully employed once again. My car is fixed! No more worrying about anything.....except getting my sleep schedule and life in general! back on track. That being said, if any of my playing partners are reading this.....work and getting back into the swing of it is going to be busting my chops but I will strive to get replies to you in a timely manner. Except you, my King. You know you will always be top of the list, always.