Thread: Break the Cycle: REJECT STYLE [BAB+Soubi]

Jinki didnt protest when he was pushed back onto his forearms, the surprise of it all rather overwhelming to him, though the stealing of his towel to leave him completely nude left him feeling slightly embarrassed. He knew he had no reason to be, and he honestly shouldnt have been, but suddenly being the only one naked had him feeling hesitant, though he was a bit too preoccupied to think much on it. The other man had snaked his way back onto him, pressing in close to litter his lips with closed mouth kisses, to run hands up his neck and through his hair, and it was all Jinki could do to stay completely still and not to ruin the moment by spontaneously combusting. It was just, he honestly hadnt thought beyond the initial kiss. Hed just kind of wanted to try it out, taste the forbidden fruit or so to speak, as it had become rather clear that Jinki wouldnt get anything more. Hed thought that maybe the other was just letting him have one pitying freebee or something when he didnt push Jinki away. Hed admittedly sort of carried on longer than hed meant to, though he wasnt exactly sure why the pink haired male drew him in like a hummingbird to sweet nectar. It had all been much less conflicting when hed been the one doing the kissing, because typically, when one was being kissed , it meant that they were desired. At least, thats the way it had always been for Jinki and his endless one sided wants. Someone mirroring his enthusiasm, let alone raising it up, that was rather foreign to Jinki. Having not expected anything to be reciprocated, Jinki was now trying to somehow wrap his mind around the current situation. That was fairly impossible when he suddenly realized that he was becoming tangled in the warm limbs of a beautiful pet, who by the feel of his now equally naked body rolling against him, didnt at all seem disinterested by Jinki. The real shock though was the words that were spoken out of moist, bow shaped lips, mere inches from his own. If not for the warm breath that fell over his skin as the pet spoke, Jinki might have been able to convince himself that it was imagined. I've. . . I've never done this. . . before. Jinkis eyes widened as his heart threatened to stop beating. I'm not sure. . .but I think my body likes you. You smell like sex to me. You smell like sex again, not bad like beforeand I think I should probably know your name before I lose control of my lust for you any further. Jinkis mouth dropped open. What? Jinki blinked at the face above his, as the other waited for him to speak. He tore his eyes away from the unusual features to look on either side of himself, expecting the male to be talking to someone else entirely. Who? When he found no one in the room but themselves still, Jinki still couldnt really believe it. He slowly raised a hand and pointed at his own face, trying to confirm that he was indeed the one that this gorgeous creatures body had taken a liking to. When he received affirmation from the other that yes, it obviously was him, Jinkis hand dropped back to support himself as he swallowed, trying to suppress the nerves in his throat. For some reason it seemed to be attempting sabotage on his own vocal chords by constricting his airway to death. It was like his own body was trying to protect Jinki against another rejection - or perhaps making a fool of himself. Still, hed never been asked for his name before by a potential pet. Everything was all so backwards, that sort of bonding came after the physical hed been taught, as an extra to make their sexual compatibility more harmonious by being trusting of each other. Still, he wasnt going to complain about getting things reversed here, not when someone had just told him that he smelled like sex . It was one of the biggest compliments you could EVER give someone, and Jinki hardly knew how to respond. He started by attempting his name. Jin- his voice nearly cracked as it for some awful reason suddenly rose in pitch, though that might have had something to do with the impatiently shifting body above him, briefly bringing their cocks into teasing contact. He cleared his throat as his face reddened, thanks to the way the other was fixedly staring at him with something like mild interest mixed with predatory hunger. He tried again. Jinki. Jinki gulped as he remained perfectly still, watching how the other man silently rolled Jinkis somewhat unusual name over his tongue. Even though it was just a name something told him that if this pet didnt like it then there would be issues. He didnt stop to think how odd it was to consider the likes and dislikes of a pet, and one you werent even bonded to yet at that. Could he honestly help it though when everything was on the line with getting this man into his bed? Brown eyes ducked away from the scrutinizing gaze of the other male, something about those eyes made Jinki actually feel his nakedness. His skin was getting hotter just knowing he was being looked at by this individual, a weird sensation for the hopeful porn idol when he was used to being naked in front of many observing gazes. It must have been how he was being looked at that made it feel so strange, like, like he was being seen or something. Jinki mentally chided himself at his own thoughts, as even in his own head they didnt make any sense. Jinkis head snapped back up to refocus on the others face when he spoke. The masters eyes were held wide in surprise, because by the sounds of it the other male had just introduced himself, and very politely sophisticated at that of course with an undertone of lust that unconsciously did things to Jinkis insides. Once again, Jinki found the other male looking at him with a somewhat expectant expression, like was was waiting for something, waiting for Jinki to say the right words in response. What were those exactly again? And how the hell was he the one who couldnt seem to grasp a hold of a single well processed thought when he was the master? Jinkis brows furrowed slightly, and luckily he was still damp from his shower or else his nervous sweat would have been noticeable. He wore an almost fearful sort of confused and worrisome expression as he tried to find the words that the other would want to hear. Its nice to meet you. . .Kibum? His voice unintentionally rose at the end of the sentence, making it into an uncertain question instead of the warm response that seemed to have been desired. He inwardly panicked that he might have messed things up, again why he still panicked over screwing things up was beyond him. He was just lost, and over something so simple as a name, but, perhaps the simplicity of it was what made it all the more confounding. Having simply learned the other males name, having been greeted so politely by a pet that had just been rolling their naked bodies together, it was all now breeding mixed signals from inside. Jinki really really really would like to loose his virginity with this male, but, something was making him hesitate. He couldnt reason it himself, but it was simply because he wasnt really able to see the other male as a pet. Jinki had only been taught how to perform sexual intercourse with a pet, thus making it a huge problem for his methodical self when the collared man before him acted nothing like a pet. Twice now, he, Jinki, the master had been the one pressed to the floor. He had been asked the questions. He had been the one rejected and now taken back. In a word, Jinki was intimidated, which was an issue when he was so severely turned on as well. Jinki's mind seemed to be trying to hinder him as well because it was suddenly filled with doubt. He for the life of him couldn't figure out how something so simply as sex had become so complicated. For starters, how was he going to get the other man into his bed? Something distinctly told him to NOT just stand up and tug the other male along behind. Then there was the dilemma of the sex position. Customarily, a master took their pet from behind the first time, but, once again, Jinki's gut said that he'd be in big trouble with the other male if that wasn't what was wanted. And then, of greatest importance, was the pet pledge. Somehow, Jinki didn't exactly think he'd be getting one. Suddenly, all the thoughts were too much for him in his bodily aroused state, leaving Jinki to cover his face with his hands. His head fell to the floor a little harder than was probably good, but he figured it would just help him clear up a little. And really, the sting at the back of his scalp did actually help, because it hurt enough for him to momentarily forget about his doubts, enough to decide on his course of action - a potentially stupid one. Throwing all caution to the wind and jumping to an extreme, Jinki pulled his hands away from his face, which was somehow serenely calm and smiling lightly though there was an ever so slight watering of his eyes from hitting his head. He'd just go for it, because honestly, what did he have to loose? Excuse me. Right after the kindly spoken apology, Jinki swiftly lifted his head upwards and his hands behind the other's head, pulling down the other male's face assertively to squish their mouths together. He used the moment of surprise to switch their positioning, and rougher than intended flipped the other male onto his back, though he made sure to cradle the pet's head with his hands. Jinki registered the shocked resistance that followed shortly after, but tried to ignore it as he pushed his tongue into the mouth that had parted in surprise, muffling any words. His tongue and lips pressed on, trying, probably hopelessly, to get the other to bend to his will. He didn't know if the other could taste the silent pleading for compliance on his tongue, because this was honestly the only pathetic attempt he could muster. As his mouth tried to convey his desires without appearing too desperate, his hands were still too gentle to be domineering, almost as if he was afraid of harming the other male. Which, he was, but more than that he was hesitant to simply touch the beautiful body. Luckily, he was able to control the tremor of nerves in his hand as he dusted it down the almost too soft skin. The pet was clearly devoid of extraneous fat, but somehow the skin was still wickedly silken and smooth, even for a porn idol. Jinki's finger's moved from back of the head, down to the shoulder and torso, spreading out as they passed over abs. He could feel the sudden tightening of those muscles as his hand gently passed over them, making him wonder if the reaction was out of repulsion. Trying not to fixate on it too much, he pulled his mouth from lips to suck on the pet's neck with wet, full lipped open mouth kisses. Somehow plucking up the courage, Jinki lowered his hand further, hesitatingly pulling his fingers back with they touched a hot and hard erection. He shifted his body nervously as he tried again. Once his fingers wrapped around the pet's cock he didn't dare take them off again, not when the shaft fit so perfectly in his palm, making him groan in pleasure. His fingers explored the other male's penis. Like a blind man would use his touch to create a mental image, Jinki's fingertips found every crease, every vein, traced over the head, the slit, down to the balls. His hand felt the weight of the erection in his palm, the heat of it, the way the skin ran like smooth satin under his touch. Rather like a socially inept being, this was how Jinki approached getting to know the pet, with touch. In the back of his mind he faintly registered a warmth from his left shoulder blade, though that small tingle had little distraction for his current attempt at seduction. Seduction which he hoped was working on the pet in his favor, and not just getting himself riled up, as it seemed to be doing. With every stroke of fingers on the pet's hard shaft, his tongue grew sloppier as his breathing grew more ragged against the other's mouth which his sought out again. Jinki didn't care to pull away even if he suffocated himself, because honestly dying while tasting something so wild with spicy sweetness didn't seem so bad. He tried desperately to keep his doubts and fears from resurfacing, from replaying on loop the way he'd been pushed away in disgust just half an hour ago, though it was impossible to think that it might happen again any second. He prayed that whatever had happened to him in the shower to make him smell like sex would persist long enough for them to officially bond, after that. . .well, after that Jinki didn't really know.