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Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

KosmikKhaos said I haven't had a cigarette this year. I am rather happy with myself about that but right now I really, REALLY want one. I don't know if I should fight off the craving which is probably the best idea or give in a have one. I mean quitting cold turkey sucks all kinds of balls and today has been the first day that I have even wanted one. I mean yeah I've thought about having one while on break, or driving to workhome but I haven't WANTED to smoke, just thought about it. I'm kinda hoping that venting my current craving will help me get through it.... so far it's not working like I would like it to. Click to expand... My friend who quit cold turkey told me - the nicotine is like a demon you will feel the pull of the demon for up to 30 days after your last smoke. you wont die without it. Dont let it be in control. Dominante the nicodemon. Dont let it dominate you. i have my own little addiction im looking for help with but i think you already know that whistles innocently
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

Nice little vent journal you have going on here hugs I know what it's like to be depressed for no reason, that shit just creeps up on you and eats at your soul! And don't even get me started on pills, they don't do crap. Anyway, good luck on the quitting of the cigarettes, its tough to break. My thing will be trying to cut out alcohol not happening so far!, but I guess those are two vices that are so hard to break. But good luck, and remember the cigarettes don't rule you, you rule the cigarettes!
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

Oh I had quite for over two years. Quitting again will not be an issue at all. It's just with the stress I have been dealing with over the last few months I chose to take up a bad habit I can control instead of letting my inner demons take control again and do something I will regret. It's been about a year and a half since my last incident where I blacked out and cut myself. So between waking up to a puddle of blood and a lost chunk of time, or lighting up a square I'll take the square every time. But things are beginning to level out and I have only had a few this year, and probably finished only three or four of the ones I started smoking. I thank you all for you well wishes and support. It will be a great help in me keeping myself on kilter and away from my bad coping skills in the future.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

So I have been snowed in at my friends house for the last two and a half days. It's been pretty chill no pun intended. I consider these people family and have for years. I've lived with all of them before, in fact the four of us used to share and apartment at one time, and I have lived with them on separate occasions. So it's really been like being snowed in at home. I hope that everyone who has gotten snow and ice are being safe and having a lovely time with the weather.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

That inexplicable feeling of the world falling away from under your feet with the gnawing, nagging sensation of impending ruin looming over your head.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

I've given up pretty much all my vices. I don't drink anymore and haven't for a couple years, I don't smoke anymore, haven't smoked ham since sometime last year and I've been days since last half a cigarette. The first two I did on my own, the last one was brought about by someone special. I've been offered bit cigs and ganj in the last couple of days and I've managed to say no to all offers. I would like say thank-you to that airfield person for helping me resist. Though i now have a new addiction and this one isn't bad at all. Other than I start late to indulge and it makes washing up dumb ass early a slightly bigger pain than it already is. But my addiction is so worth it. I'm feeling happy again because of it. It has given me a new purpose and focus in life, a new goal to achieve and something wonderful look forward to. Put plainly, it's nice. Very very nice indeed.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

Sometimes I feel incomplete. Like a piece of me is missing. On those occasions I find myself sitting around trying to put my finger on just what it is that I am missing. I have a sneaking suspicion that it is my mind, but I'm not entirely sure.... . yeah, it's probably my mind.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

In pain. Mood bottomed out. Tired as fuck. Feeling lost. Welcome to the Melancholy Maze. Might just call it an early night if I can manage to sleep. Love, peace and happiness everyone.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

So I currently work as a temp at American Tire Distributors. I help load the AM routes first thing in the morning, it's not a normal part of a temps job but I learned to do it anyways because I wanted to get hired on. My normal duties are to stack tires that are lumped off a truck. Either between our trucks or after depending on timing I sweep the warehouse. Most days I leave after that, sometimes i get to stay and help load the PM delivery routes. On Friday the plant manager was fixing my timecard and he commented on my hours and generally how few I had for hire much extra work I offer to do. So he told me to plan on staying late Monday for an interview. I'm really excited about getting this job. I've gotten tired of having to work temp jobs and having a full time job will be great.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

And the award for being the biggest fuck up in the cosmos goes to super dramatic drum roll Surprise surprise, me! Thank you, thank you one and all. It's an honour to be receiving this illustrious award again and so early into the new year at that. I think I'm going to go find my life so I can beat it's fucking head in with a rock.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

I just found a nearly two inch long cut on my left knee and that bothers me. It doesn't hurt, in fact I don't feel it at all, When I found it the blood wasn't dried none of that bothers me. What bothers me is for over an hour I've been laying in my bed watching a movie and There is absolutely nothing around me that is sharp.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

Finished the movie I was watching, Rupture. It was weird as shit but I liked it. I'm going to attempt to find solace in sleep, if I can convince my headmeat to chill the fuck out long enough to go to sleep that is. Goodnight friends, may you all have the most pleasant of dreams. I myself am hoping for a dreamless night.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

I'm ready for tomorrow to over already. I want to know if I get this job or not already. Why can't I get spoilers for real life events it would take away the stress of wondering what's going to happen. In other news my mood has been good today and only for better as the day progressed. I wanna drop a huge thank-you to the wonderful person that helped facilitate that.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

I am merely the product Of the life that I've lived An amalgam of sorrows And the wisdom they give But the weight has grown heavy And it's dragging me down It's so hard not to sink now But I don't want to drown I'm damaged But somehow I've managed this far But I don't know if I can find my way back home I'm damaged But somehow I've managed for now But I don't think I can face this on my own There is beauty in hardship There are poems in grief There are trials we must go through Though they may shake our beliefs But I don't know how I got here Lost in the cynical dusk Set adrift in the worry That I've no one to trust I'm damaged But somehow I've managed this far But I don't know if I can find my way back home I'm damaged But somehow I've managed for now But I don't think I can face this on my own If to suffer is holy I'll take my share of the pain I can swim through this sadness If there's something to gain I can reach for the surface And try to pull myself free But the last thing I want is To drag you down here with me I'm damaged But somehow I've managed this far But I don't know if I can find my way back home I'm damaged But somehow I've managed for now But I don't think I can face this on my own
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

The song to the lyrics I posted above. I couldn't get youtube to work while at work so I just posted the lyrics instead. I love this song, and band for that. videoyoutube
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

So I didn't have my interview yesterday or today. We are currently short on people, with 3 openings and a supervisor out on medical leave we are pressed for time, the warehouse manager has been out on a lift with the rest of us regular employees to help pick up the slack. He did tell me today that he will be interviewing me this week though.
Thread: The Khaos of Kosmik (comments and questions welcomed)

Made chicken marsala with broccoli and garlic bread for dinner. My only regret is the there wasn't more mushrooms.
Thread: Character Storage

Do not post in this thread. Just a place to keep any Original Characters I have. Name Age Race Looks Clothing Personality Likes Dislikes Kinks Backstory
Thread: Character Storage

Name Alexander Rossi Age 19 Race Human-Avien Hybrid Looks 6'2 180lbs Alexander has shoulder length brown hair. His eyes are a warm orange hued brown. He is toned with some muscle mass. Due to his bird DNA he has developed wings that span 9 feet. The feathers are brown with white on the under wing. His back has two large slits that house his wings when he isnt flying. Clothing Alexander wears a hoodie with cuts in the back of the fabric for his wings to open. He also wears jeans and combat boots. Personality Due to his background he has been in solitude for most of his life. Which developed into being distant towards any new faces. Once he's had time to adjust he is very kind. Willing to go out of his way to help his friends. Likes Flying at night, cool weather, smooth jazz, sitcoms from the 90s. Dislikes Hospitals, tight spaces, cages, needles. Backstory From the time he was a child Alexander had been in captivity. A secret government facility, specialising in DNA studies, had spliced his human DNA with hawk DNA. He lived every day in a cage and forced to preform tests. On his 15th birthday Alexander escaped from the facility. For 4 years he was on the run trying to survive with what little he was able to understand about himself. They had done something to his mind. He can think, react, and learn faster than a normal human being. His hawk DNA had given him raptor vision. He can see up to 70 feet away in high definition.
Thread: Deep in the Dark Setup/Rules

The game uses the second edition Conan RPG, with a few supplements and house rules.
Thread: Cold as Ice (Broomhandle and Lady Athene)

No matter what his retainers thought, life went on without his father. Perhaps it was his strength, or perhaps it was his apathy that made him so focused during the trying time of his father's loss. But as it stood, there was so much work to do that he wondered how anyone could wallow in their misery. Luoyang would be the start of something far greater than even his father could ever achieve, and yet...he understood. Even as the rain pattered down, even as he made the steps possible to begin reconstruction and kickstart the economy again with the influx of people weary from the trip and eager to settle and relax from the continuing rain. Even as people blessed Cao Pi and said he was as gracious as his father...he couldn't stop thinking about ahead, and not behind. The men that his father had summoned around him were the most courageous and loyal people, that was his strength. Cao Pi didn't know if he had that strength, but he knew he had his own. Guo Jia had watched this young lord move about the ruins of Luoyang with all the dedication that his father was known for, while everyone else was grieving...he simply walked his road. It was commendable, but his Lord didn't seem to understand or care about how the others saw him...a tricky proposition. But still, there was work to be done and Guo Jia would loyally carry out the orders of his lord in the hopes that something to do would rouse the spirits of the men, so far...it seemed to be working. But there was one woman who was always a pleasant challenge at times, a rose with many thorns. Her beauty one of the most appealing in all of China -if he could say so himself, which he routinely did...to many women.- Always easy to find, due to the proximity of the people around her avoiding her as if she had a dark shroud on her, which wasn't entirely inaccurate. A perimeter had been established, and it was unsurprising to find the dour woman far and away from the others. Indeed, she had taken it as hard as everyone else. Ah, Lady Yi, Guo Jia said cheerfully, the frigid rain seemingly ignorant on his bright disposition. Master Pi has a task for you if you are able? A lie, but one that had merit.
Thread: Cold as Ice (Broomhandle and Lady Athene)

Wang Yi The soft but still audible cries from all the other supporters, soldiers, and surviving family members of Cao Cao began to fly up towards the Heavens, all joining and mingling in with those Wang Yi was daring to utter. I'm so sorry .... It wasn't usually her train of thought. If anything, Yi would scoff or scold anyone who tried to drown in their own sorrow or sense of pity, particularly should it be directed at themselves. However, this was the funeral of her fallen general. A man she had come to respect and admire. Anyone who knew her well enough would know these were emotions that Wang Yi did not simply hand out. In order to even start getting on her decent side, one had to earn that spot. As such, it was actually quite the impressive feat - when one stopped to think about it - that she actually ended up being as sincere and loyal to Cao Cao as Yi had done. It would have been more than easy enough for Yi to simply turn her back and pursue her own goals. But she didn't. Instead, she stayed beside the man, following every order and set of instructions without ever questioning him. That was how much of an impact Cao Cao had made on Wang Yi, and it was why she was sobbing at all despite the habit not usually being something she would allow herself to resort to. Ah, Lady Yi, The jovial words quickly caused WAng to lift her head, narrowing her eyes slightly as she looked to see who the voice belonged to. When she identified it to be from none other than Guo Jia, she inwardly scolded herself. It really shouldn't have taken her aback as much as it had. As odd as the man was, he was just as devoted to Cao Cao as she was. Or ... had been, now that Cao Cao was deceased. I do hope this is important. It's rather rude to just barge in and interrupt people whist they're in the midst of doing things. Thankfully, it did seem to be very vital, as hinted when the strategist spoke up. Master Pi has a task for you if you are able? That made Yi raise an eyebrow. He definitely got her attention. Even before the warrior spoke, Guo Jia would know his lie had already began to work. Whether it was in the exact form or fashion he hoped for? Only time would reveal that much. Oh? Really, now? What does he want me to do? Her arms crossed, tucking just underneath her chest as she waited curiously to hear the new 'mission'. Although her loyalty to Cao Pi wasn't nearly as strong as it had been for his father, it still remained, very likely because he was Cao Cao's son. Otherwise, she would have quickly rejected the assignment, with little to no hesitation.
Thread: Cold as Ice (Broomhandle and Lady Athene)

He didn't say, Guo Jia said with his usual smile, shoulders settled in a shrug. Our lord has been rather busy with the restoration of Luoyang, he didn't seem willing to share the details. Busy was one word for it, grieving was another. It was still a few months until the proper burial, as was custom for someone so wealthy and while many seemed slow on getting their spirits raised, Master Cao Pi was already working to set up proper infrastructure and security perimeters. And yet, it was not Guo Jia's place to say anything...the son was far different from the father. Perhaps some involvement into the plans Cao Pi had already laid would do well to boost spirits around here, starting with the ever beautiful Lady Yi. Xiahou Dun and Yuan had not taken Cao Pi's flippant attitude well, Dian Wei and Xu Zhu would be inconsolable for the time being. It was truly up to him to maintain the threads of this new era of Wei. Thankfully, he was perhaps best suited for the task. However, Cao Pi was not as likable as his father in certain aspects...hopefully that would change. He doubted it, but hopefully!
Thread: Cold as Ice (Broomhandle and Lady Athene)

Wang Yi When Guo Jia gave her the simple answer of I don't know, Yi gave him a very irked glare. Really? she muttered, You came all this way to say I'm needed but are ignorant as to everything else? To be fair, not everyone gave messengers knowledge for their own reasons. Sometimes, it was related to their professional mindset, or lack of some could argue. Others, it was done as an effort to keep the information concealed from any sets of unwanted ears and eyes, as only certain people were meant to know about these assignments. It was remembering the latter which caused her to avoid doing anything more than scowling irritably at Guo Jia. .... Fine then. I'll go receive the assignment from our lord then. Giving the horse a gentle tug of its reigns, she began riding away, though not before offering Guo Jia the most subtle way of her thanking him without uttering the words. A polite nod of her head. Perhaps the best thing about having an intimidating aura constantly around her was the simple reason of Wang never needed to tell anyone to move. People just did so, albeit usually out of instinct or habit. Either way, it really helped out, particularly at times like now when seh wanted to speak with one person and only that single individual. Once she was beside said man whilst still on her horse, Yi spke up. Guo Jia said you needed me, Cao Pi? Down to business, not bothering to bet around the bushes. That was the kind of woman Wang Yi had always been and, quite honestly, would probably remain for the rest of her days. She knew it made a fair share of her 'comrades' - as much as they could be, anyway - annoyed at her. A few had dared to tell her she needed to 'loosen up', and most of those comments were quipped with a glare or worse. While it was true that Cao Pi was not his father, he did have a few traits. One was a similar enough mindset as herself, as he also preferred to focus on priorities. At least, that had been the feeling she got from being around him over the years. Hopefully, she hadn't misread. Because if she found out she had been simply approached for a petty reason? .... Well, the day would only get uglier.
Thread: Cold as Ice (Broomhandle and Lady Athene)

With the patter of rain over his head from his tent, it was something of a soothing sound to quell the ache he had felt in his heart. The more that he started on the plans that he had drafted, considered and knew that his father had talked about at great length, the more the reality had set in harder and harder. His father wouldn't be here to see Luoyang revitalized, to see it be the cornerstone of an empire he wished to start. It was too soon, it felt as if the heavens were crying at the sudden loss if Cao Pi was a man who believed in such things. And yet, it didn't truly matter what he thought in the end. His father was dead and he was still here, and all he could do was move on. The husky tone of Wang Yi pierced through his thoughts as his cloudy blue eyes glanced up to see her, ever the focused and calculating woman. He was not immune to the fact that even she seemed to feel the loss of his father. He wasn't sure what to feel about that, someone who had worn hatred and loss like a cloak was still capable of shedding tears? Wonders never ceased in this new era, did they? Zhen Ji tilted her head curiously at Wang Yi, but said nothing. She did not recall her lord requesting her... Nor did Cao Pi, but he wasn't surprised...Guo Jia seemingly functioned on his own level and simply let others assume. In any case, he did have work for her all the same. While everyone is weeping, we need to secure the perimeter properly, Cao Pi said, fingers dragging over a map that had been freshly made. Luo Yang was in shambles, the walls needed buildings needed to be restored...they would need lumber, stone. These things would take time. Bandits and wild animals have been roaming this city for far too long, and I need someone to remove the vermin from my city, he said. Scout the outer walls, report back what you find and deal with any pests you see. Not glamorous work, but needed work. Maybe seeing some men and a proper officer doing something of merit would rouse the spirits of everyone else.
Thread: Cold as Ice (Broomhandle and Lady Athene)

Cao Pi considered himself a fairly decent read of people when you were with a man like his father who would often say one thing and mean another, it was something of a requirement to have. His eyes trailed up to her, as impassive as he always was as he regarded her posture and her voice. He settled back at that with a faint sigh, looking out toward the rainy mud and dirt. Zhenji's morose song playing in the distance seemed to both lift people's spirits and ground them in the uncomfortable reality that Cao Cao was gone, taken from everyone far too young to achieve his dreams. So, with that in mind, he looked back at her with a faint cock of his head. Good, he murmured after a moment. Guo Jia set you up to this, didn't he? Wang Yi was a talented woman without a doubt in his mind. Capable in many ways, but prone to violent mood swings due to her desire to murder Ma Chao. Perhaps at one time, he would find the statement foolish...now? Now, he didn't know. All he felt was the inhuman desire to rip Lu Bu's heart out of his chest and freeze it to nothing. Something like patrolling the walls was beneath her at the moment, but then Guo Jia was a far better judge of character than he could ever be. Something must have been happening with Wang Yi that inspired him to have her do such a mindless task and interact with someone.