Thread: RP: The 100: May We Meet Again: One-on-One with Horror_Show

Bellamy decided to consume another bottle of the beverage. After all, he helped initiate idea. How wrong would it have been of him to not even get drunk? There were so many problems they were forced to face tomorrow and the days following. Problems that would haunt them for the entirety of their lives on the ground. But as of now, Bellamy thought they were the only humans on Earth. There was nothing for them to worry about. Not only did himself and Clarke share a couple kisses, but they were having a good time together, laughing, and smiling. Above all, Bellamy felt these emotions that were new. Throughout his entire live, the only love he felt was for his sister and mother. This sure felt like that strong of emotion. He knew that it was not lust. Did he find her attractive? Of course, but there was more than just physical attraction. The thought of Clarke holding hands or kissing anyone else made Bellamy sick. The thought of Clarkes heart belonging to a man not named Bellamy Blake made him sad. Tonight was a giant step forward and it was not even finished. After all, didnt everyone need someone along their side as they faced new adventures? They could both be leaders of this place. It might take time for people to look at Clarke differently but it was possible. They talked, laughed, and cuddled longer. Clarke had eventually thrown her legs over his lap and continued to rest her head on his chest. If she was drinking too fast, Bellamy slowed her down, not wanting to wear herself out or make her not remember tonight. That was the last thing he wanted to happen. Soon, their conversation turned into something deep and rather intimate. He knew how insecure she acted already but she finally posed a question. What is it about me? Why did you not head back to camp with the other girls? Bellamy thought about how to respond and the first thing he did was offer a smile. When you bumped into me today was the first time I saw you and noticed you were here. Our eyes locked and I couldnt think, I couldnt breathe, and I couldnt move. All my life, I have only worried about surviving and keeping my sister safe. I never took a moment to think about what I want. I want to be happy. I dont want to have any flings or something superficial. When I was a child before my sister was born, I remembered my mother and father being in love and having each other. That imprinted in my mind. That fell apart after Octavia was born because my father was too much of a coward to face this. I resent him but I know that I want to experience what they had experienced. I dont want to be alone in this world. I want to feel vulnerable around someone else and know that they will accept me. Those girls didnt want that. Im not worried about one-night fun. I want to build my life down here on the ground. You caught my eye because I was immobilized. It was like magic even though that probably sounds silly. I cant explain it very well. The only thing I know for certain is that I want to explore whats possible here with you, for us. Weve only gotten to know each other for a few hours but I feel like Ive known you for my entire life. You make me happy. Bellamy paused after giving his speech and flashed another smile. Yet again, he was not simply telling Clarke something she wanted to hear. He did not make up superficial, mundane responses. He did not just want to have Clarke for one night and dispose of her. He thought about his future, he was chasing after a love that he used to think did not exist. After his mother and father fell apart, he thought love was a farce and there was no such thing. But Clarke Griffin bumped into him on the ground. Those two things were changing his mind. There was more to life than just surviving. Clarke might not even realize it yet, but she saved him. She made him believe in happiness again all through a few hours of talking. That was something special. Bellamy was not normally an impressionable person and he never did well with feelings or words. The only constant was that he kept coming back, knowing that Clarke made him feel different in a good way. He would have to be idiotic to ignore that. Considering youre still here and you havent slapped me for kissing you, Ill take that as a sign youre having a fun time. Bellamy teased, continuing to down that bottle of alcohol until it was done so he moved onto the next bottle.