Thread: déjà-vu of a nightmare - Alan23 and Sandy)

fighting my tears i follow him towards the public square. i really don't understand him. one minute he is attentive and almost nice, like when he noticed that i was really thirsty on this hot day, wearing a suit that is much to warm, then he humiliates me by forcing me to adjust my hose and blouse in front of all those people. maybe he got angry at himself for sharing his water bottle with me for sharing his water bottle with me, and that his angered was directed against himself. he walks fast and i have to hurry to keep up with him. the square is crowded, and i envy most of the people here, wearing casual, light clothes, while i begin to sweat in my black business suit now. weird, i usually don't sweat at all, not even in a sauna. i stop dead when my bladder suddenly starts acting up. this is impossible, i went to the bathroom before i left, not even an hour ago. but there is no doubt about this, i really need to pee, and soon. embarrassed i stop him and whisper blushing deeply please, could i just go into one of those restaurants for a few minutes, i really have to go when he looks at me i see an amused twinkle in his eyes, but it is gone in a fraction of a second, replaced by a somewhat annoyed and puzzled look. we are not here on a date, and i am not taking you out for dinner you stupid bitch. we will not go to a restaurant, so just follow me, will you. i know he knows, maybe it was the water he gave me, although i did saw him drink it too, but i also know that he will not let me go if i don't give him more than a visit to a restaurant. i blush even more and try again ... please, i ... i need to go to the washroom if you want to wash up, you should have doen that at home. but if your hands are all sweaty, i can let you have the water bottle to clean them. but again, NO restaurant i am getting desperate, pressing my thighs together i dance from one foot to the other. no, i don't want to wash my hands, i ... i need to go ... go where? we are walking, aren't we, just not to a restaurant. you are really annoying me here. what is it you want from me you stupid cow? hardly able to hold back any more i whisper i need to pee, i really, really need to pee he looks at me and shakes his head mocking me what do you need? stop whispering silly bitch. i can't understand a word you are saying. by now quite a few people around us look over. even for the dumbest of them it must be apparent why i am dancing around with my thighs pressed together. i finally understand what he is doing to me. it is another game of humiliation he is playing. he wants me to announce in front of all those people that i need to pee. but i don't care anymore, if i have to shout it out, so be it, as long as i can finally go to a washroom. i need to pee i scream and people around us start laughing, while others come closer to see what is going on. you don't need to shout, you know he says with a bright grin don't you have any shame woman? i mean really, in front of all these people here. and anyways, why are you telling me? am i now responsible for your bodily functions? you really are a weird one. if i need to go, i surely wont tell you, or all those good people here. in the corner of my eye i see some people nodding their approval to his little speech. yes, if that crazy woman needs to go, why does she bother to tell the young man, or scream it out to everyone. but it is too late now, the pressure has been too much. a damm breaks lose inside me and warm, wet urin gushes out, my pantyhose is wet in seconds, even my skirt shows a big wet spot that quickly gets bigger. i stand there on a crowded plaza, people staring at me and pee myself like a 2 year old girl, except that i am 32, and nobody shows mercy on a grown woman who pees herself in public. some people start to aim their cell phones at me, and i realize that they are taking pictures. by tonight i will probably be a you-tube star. this is all too much, my face crimson, tears running down my cheeks, i run, run as fast as i can in my uncomfortable shoes. all i want is reach my car and get as far as i possibly can.