Thread: The Ward... A Victorian RP  (SHARPii & ThomasWaller)

Estella woke a little bit later to the intruder in her room. Her eyes blinked open, blurry vision at first before focusing on the nightmare that entered in. She sat up slowly and bit her lower lip. She just woke up and she was already in trouble? Although with him she had a feeling she would always be in trouble. She wasnt worried over what almost happened with Goren. It didnt happen. She stopped him. Shed rather suffer through this and he still be here than to have her virginity taken properly the way she thought she deserved and he not be here and she in a bigger hell because of that transgression. She wouldnt risk him that. She didnt want anything to happen to him. She actually cared, which was saying something considering a couple of days ago, she wouldnt have cared if she got him or Mrs. B in trouble. But quickly because of Williams harsh treatment towards her, she saw a new light and saw where she made huge errors in her life. He didnt have to tell her twice. She got up from the bed and stripped down of her robe and nightgown before she walked to where he sat. She sat down on her knees in front of him, her hands on her thighs and opening her thighs as he instructed. Her chin lowered and her eyes were planted on his feet. Then he began to speak and she listened. So far, it seemed it wouldnt be difficult. But then it got worse than she thought it could. She had to openly embrace and be kind to her aunt. She swallowed hard, her palms curling into fists on her thighs for a second or two before she relaxed them again, her anger somewhat placated. She didnt want to be nice to her aunt. She hated that bitch. But she knew better than to defy William. He continued on, explaining about some club. Oh, his club, sex club. She stayed quiet, looking up when he presented her with her outfit to wear for the club. A choke and garter, nothing more. She gulped before slowly casting her eyes from him to Goren and then down to the floor. She simply nodded her head and kept mum as she should, as she was getting very good at. Her body still had welts and bruises and was sore from his treatment. She wasnt about to ask for more. She might later tonight unintentionally but not right now. Her eyes widened as he spoke of a certain sadistic Duke and she worried her lower lip, fearful that she may do one wrong thing completely on accident and be punished with that silent threat. She swallowed the lump that rose up in her throat, her eyes watering. How had this become her life. Her head bowed as he finished his speech for the day, including his mention of her and Goren almost having sex. She didnt comment but she peeked up to see Gorens face. He looked shameful almost, though whether it was because he almost slept with her or hadnt, she couldnt determine. He finished and he soon left. Her eyes closed when he kissed her forehead. Even if it was William, she found a small comfort in it. At this point since she was meant to be broken down to complete shattered shambles and ruin, she would cling onto any kindness that now seemed to become a rarity, a rarity she abused and took for granted constantly. Somewhere in her, Estella believed she was completely deserving of everything happening to her. At the same time, she hoped itd end and shed be set free to go. Yet she had major doubts of ever being free again. She was practically sold. After he left, Estella stayed on the ground, her head down and her face guarded by her hair to hide her emotions. All she saw next was a pair of knees dropping down slowly in front of her and a large hand coming to lift her chin. She started crying again. She did that a lot. She sniffled and her emerald green eyes met with Gorens sad ones. She bit her lower lip and then looked to the side, no longer at his eyes. Im sorry. I got you in trouble. His arms wrapped around her and he kissed her forehead and just comforted her. He knew shed need it. She had two friends in him and Mrs. B. Unfortunately, they couldnt do much of anything else but this. Hopefully itd be enough. They didnt exchange any words. He just rocked her in his arms and let her cry until she was cried out for now. He stood and picked her up in his arms. Estella rest her head on his shoulder and let him carry her to Mrs. B where she was properly bathed, primped, pampered and looked almost like her former glory when she was dressed and made up. She was once more sitting in the chair while Mrs. B brushed her hair. You look lovely in this dress Estella. I am sorry I called it what I did earlier. Its okay Mrs. B. It is a beautiful dress. All the more better to wine and dine his guests. Ive no doubt in you my dear. She said softly, looking at her through the mirror. If he wants me to do that, then Ill do that. You sound like a woman on a mission. I am. Oh? Oh yes, Mrs. B. Im going to show him he cant break me. Mrs. B stayed silent, as if she knew that wouldnt be possible either. I can do it. Ive no doubt in you my dear. Yet it didnt sound as confident as it did when she said it before. Estella stood after her hair was brushed and she was led out of the room, escorted by Goren to the engagement, of late tea. Once there, she instantly met eyes with her aunt and walked to her. She was all bright smiles as her hand touched the bare shoulder of her aunt, the sleeves of her dress designed to be off shoulder. Estella! Estella saw the fakeness mirroring her own. Both ladies leaned in, Estella kissing her aunts cheek and her aunt doing the same. You look stunning. I see youre adjusting well here? There was a glimmer in her eyes that suggested otherwise and Estella fought the urge to glare or basically take her aunt down right then and there. I am. I cant wait for tonight. She lowered her voice. I hear wonderful things about you from William. She spoke softly. Im excited to watch. Her aunts lips twisted in a smirk and she sipped her tea daintily. Likewise my dear. Likewise. This made Estellas face nearly drop as her aunt waved to her and walked away. She wanted to have the upper hand but she couldnt. Because itd be absolute and pure agony for when her time came, which she wasnt looking forward to. For the rest of the tea, Estella was a charming young woman as she was brought up to be and showcased it for all the world to see, well all of the guests that were there that is. She saw genuine stunned faces after shed make her rounds. Dinner came quicker than she thought. She didnt meet Williams eyes if he was there or Gorens. She did her duty as Williams ward. Even at dinner, Estella was sat beside her aunt and both women played their parts, gabbing and gossiping but the resentment was there in both of their eyes. Only someone like William might notice. No one else would. No, they were all too wrapped up in themselves. Without a doubt, Estella had been the impeccable lady she was meant to be and raised to be. She chatted, charmed, entertained even during the time in the reception area where all simply lounged. She played the piano and sang. She did ballads and even more upbeat songs and many sang with her. It was joyful and jolly until the time came to get ready for the club. That was when her nerves started to get the better of her. Goren saw. He had been there all night, probably just to keep an eye on her. When people left, he came by her side at the piano and brushed his fingers along her arm. My lady. He whispered. Goren, its going to happen. Theres no avoiding it is there? By now, it was once more just them two in the room alone. He sat down next to her on the piano bench and shook his head, a sigh coming from his mouth. Unfortunately. He said softly and the back of his hand came to rub soothingly along her cheek before it molded around the back of her neck, half of his hand on her skin, the other in her hair. You look beautiful tonight. Estella had leaned her cheek into his hand and closed her eyes, tilting her head lightly. She opened her eyes and green eyes were on him. Kiss me. She whispered. My lady. He hesitated. Please. Neither of them were aware that someone was watching them, and of all people, it had to be her aunt. The other Lady Ballantrae. Goren submitted and his hand around her neck moved to cup around her cheek before he pulled her towards him and kissed her. Estella kissed him back. She knew he was much older than her but she couldnt help herself. Her aunt grinned and she left the room, very quietly shutting the door before she went up and straight to Williams door. She knocked on his door hastily, waiting and when the door opened, she smiled to him, a sly smile but for him, it was meant to be innocent. Like you said, shes with him. The Duke has been watching her all night. Hed be very delighted if you see fit to punish her in any way. Her eyes were twinkling with the mischief behind her stupid nieces demise. She clearly orchestrated, sending her first to William and not trying to push the extreme punishment on her.