Thread: The Darker Side of Life (LadyYunaFFX2 & littlerooster's 1x1)

Ethan sipped his red wine and thought about women and dating again, he really didn't do well at it, actual dating that was, even when he had chatted with a girl for a while online and all seemed well, when they would meet he would often find that the chemistry they had online had died and now they would just be sitting there struggling for something to say, he really didn't talk much, he wasn't much for the small talk and all that kind of thing and he certainly didn't like talking about himself. He often found that women were scared of him in some kind of way, the last date he had before Laura, this woman didn't even let him walk her to her car afterwards, she felt threatened by him in some way, he didn't get it, he wouldn't hurt a fly. That hurt him though, these things always hurt Ethan deeply, he was once told that he didn't let people in and that is why he didn't connect, but he did let them in, he did try and it still didn't work. Which is exactly why he resorted to less then honorable means to find company, he felt guilty about it at one point, lying to women online and then letting them down when he couldn't or wouldn't meet. But after he had come clean to a few of them and after he had tried being himself and still being rejected he started to see women as shallow beings, beings who were only interested in the looks of a man and sex, yes sex, sex didn't mean much to Ethan, he was used to jacking off and he actually never came with real sex anyway, he would even fake it at times. Sex is also what made his darling Laura break up with him, she was horny and just because they couldn't touch each other she ended it, that still blew him away, he always saw women as being less sexually inclined than men but really they were worse, he had learned that the hard way. So, if this was the only way he would have contact then so be it and he wouldn't feel bad for these women at all, they didn't want honesty, they didn't want the real him, they wanted some idea fantasy, and that he could provide. He checked his Private Messages again and Shania had written back. He studied her message and responded. Hi Shania, Thanks for the link, I will check it out, I do suck at this stuff though! I don't really know what to do here either, I guess we build a story and play it out, as it is only you and I playing I don't think we can really get it wrong. I hope not anyway! I don't mind you ranting and I didn't think you were anyway. Psych is fascinating, I would love to write something where we really get into the characters heads as much as possible. Yeah, as far as I know kinks are like what aspects of BDSM do you want to explore, like spanking or whipping or what not, I mean I imagine if both our characters are naive to the theme they would just be talking about fantasies and ideas first you know? Like tell me a fantasy or idea you have and we will go from there if you like? -Ethan. He liked this role play caper, he was getting to know this Shania whether she intended him to get to know her or not, by way of creating a role play she had to divulge information about herself, about her inner psyche, pretend or not, she wanted to play this stuff because it meant something to her after all. He sipped his wine and sat back and waited.