Thread: â¾ Pretty's JOURNAL â½

? ABOUTTHE PRETTY I've come to realize that not many people actually know me or understand me. This is for my older friends as well as for anyone knew to the site who's interested in learning about their admin. First things first. Yes, I am onto BDSM. No, I am not a slave. I am not collared, nor have ever been. I am a switch. To me, a switch is a person who bi-directionally exchanges power, pain, or both. And no, those sassy among you, I am not referring to the kind you cut from a plant, use to control a device, or any other synonym, only the word as it is used in reference to SM preferences. For me, I am clearly a switch. Strong leaders I follow, strong followers I lead. I am more masochist than a sadist by a long margin, so I refer to myself as a masochistic switch just to make the distinction both more honest and more clear. I'm quite active in the BDSM communities around here in Florida. You can find my fetlife under the same name. I tend to dislike those people who are only into BDSM here on the internet. It irks me. You can't possibly know what you're into if you've only ever experienced it through cyberspace. To me, that's not even an experience! That's just reading. I'm not all about the BDSM either. I have a more normal side to me, though I don't bother trying to separate the two. My friends and family all know and accept both sides to me. I don't like keeping secrets, so I came out to my family and friends and told them about my darker urges and desires. My family accepted me, thinking I'm just eccentric. Some of my friends did the same. Those that couldn't understand and stopped talking to me, well, they weren't very good friends in the first place. On the more 'normal' side of me, I like reading sci-fi and fantasy, writing short stories,ect I go surfing every now and then, but less since I moved back inland. I'm a very physical kind of girl. My longest lasting jobs have been in construction. I've done roofing for three years and fencing installation for one. I've done the normal waitressing jobs and whatnot, but I honestly preferred the construction work. Keeps me in shape. I love cheesy B movies. Re-Animator, Evil Dead 1 and 2, Army of Darkness and many many more. Those are my top faves though. I'm a big HP Lovecraft fan. My brother, Laudanum, got me into it about a year ago and now I can't get enough. I also love Disney movies. My inner child loved sitting back and reliving all those childhood memories. Plus, I love singing along with the songs. It's just fun.listulistu ? PRETTY'S KINKS Since I don't like using RH, here's a list of what I like. Yes, it's just copied from my fetlife. lol Into back against the wall hand on my throat being told what a slut I am, bare bottom spanking, bare handed spanking, bdsm, beating mimes until they scream, beating you over the head with your own idiocy giving, being a massive geek but hiding it so well that nobody knows it until I have them in my dastardly clutches and it's too late muwahahaha, being bratty until I get fucked into submission, being cummed on, being forced to the floor for a blowjob, being fucked hard while pinned against a wall, being hugged so tightly it feels like I'm trapped, being pinned down, being pushed up against a wall, being told to shut the fuck up and bend over, being treated like a beautiful princess but fucked like a dirty little whore, belt whippings, biting, blow jobs, blow job while having pigtailsbraids pulled, bruises, business suits, candle wax, caning, chaps, chocolate, choking, clawing and biting the the hide of the person that's lucky enough to be fucking me I leave scars bitches, collars, comments and looks that make me blush, consensual nonconsent, corsets, crops, cuddles, doggy style rough and hard, dominants who know how to get what they want, fingering, fishnets, getting fucked hard with hands around my throat while someone whispers threats in my ear, glasses, guys that can cook, hair pulling, handcuffs, having brains fucked out with violent exuberance, healing quickly so you can do it all again, hearing that voice in my ear - soothing - threatening - teasing - coaxing, Herbert West and his perverse experiments, hot oil massages, ice cubes, intelligence, lace, leaving marks, long hair, long slow soft tongue teasing kisses that leave you breathless, male authority, men who can make me laugh, military uniforms, muscles, my way, and you getting the fuck out of it!, no tolerance for predators, not fucking with me until I get my caffine, not getting messages from random people wanting to show me parts of their anatomy I would normally only see after at least having dinner with them, and definitely after some conversation, pain, play punishment, rough sex, sadomasochism, scratching, sending dirty text messages to boys when they're at work, sensual domination, setting Furries on fire, sex in the shower, sex so good that you can't walk after you are done, shiny things that... uhm... yeah..., slapping morons upside the head, sleepy sex, snuggling, suspension bondage, tearing off clothing, teasing, that sexy little glimmer in a sadist's eye when he knows he's hurt me..., tit fucking, tying skinny bitches to a chair naked, and force-feeding them cheeseburgers, vibrators, violet wand, voyeurism, watching cheesy b horror movies, watching horror movies, writhing in his arms and struggling as he whispers everything he's going to do in my ear.listulistu listulistulistu