Thread: St. Marriott's (ClearSight & SomethingEsoteric)

Seras life had been one with bouts of companionship but ultimately one of loneliness. She had started off in a family, something that was supposed to provide warmth and affection and part of her remembered something like that, a brief period where she was given the support and love said to be the norm. Yet something had changed, something right around the time her memories began to be more than vague guesses as towards what she had experienced. Her real memories, the ones she could relive in her head, the memories that she knew with certainty were true were nothing so sweet. She had a family, one that was always busy with work and seemingly endless responsibilities, one that lumped their daughter in as yet another hassle and job. They hadnt wanted her and while there were shining moments, most of which were mere acknowledgements when their daughter succeeded to a level they found acceptable. In fact the day she was tested and found to be a genius was the only day she remembered feeling loved, though at the time she hadnt known that, she hadnt learned what love was until much later. So when Seras life turned upside down due to the ignorance of others she wasnt surprised when she was seen as at fault and not given the support and love one would expect from family. At the time it hadnt been something she got over easily, as up until that moment she had believed that somewhere deep down she had been loved, that the two people who ushered her into the world would protect her and soothe her troubled mind. It was a foolish belief. It had all ended after that horrific incident, Sera had stopped believing in her parents and become depressed, she had started to believe people were incapable of loving her. She had nothing to tell her otherwise, Sera had never had close friends, not friendships that lasted, people had bullied her for her entire life for no reason other than she was an easy target, and then even her parents ended up being unable to love her. She believed it was her fault and decided to simply give up and focus on having a decent life, getting a good education and using the talents she had without relying on others. She made it into St. Marriotts and for some time attended with the same problems of her previous world, bullying and hatred, a lack of love or affection, and she sank deeper into depression. Then came Heidi, someone who got her to believe love existed, a woman who she believed loved her. It was a miracle to a girl who had all but given up on any form of affection and for some time she forgot about her worries. Her life was never to be easy however and while she could take as much bullying and hatred as people could throw at her she found herself unable to take the further abandonment. So while she had been corrupted by the magic, while she had become something she couldnt recognize and obviously Heidi couldnt either, while she believed she hadnt changed at all, she had. It wasnt simply because of the magic though, Heidis perceived betrayal had changed Sera, pushed the last bit of light she had on the surface back, dropping her into depression once again as the all too familiar thought of being forever alone crept up on her. That had translated into further evil from her, anger about being abandoned again not making anything better and thus she turned to anything to distract herself, doing unspeakable things and finding herself so lost that she didnt give a damn. That was what made everything that had happened with Tamera so important, because for a second, right before her mind drifted off she was happy, a feeling of affection washing over her for the first time in a long time. It wasnt love, certainly not because part of her still had problems with Tamera even if the night had been magnificent, but there was something more than mere lust and passion in the back of her mind, some part of her grasping for even a semblance of what she had been without since Heidi left her, what she had always been denied more than most other people. Seras eyes shot open, her heart beating quickly for some reason she wasnt sure of, like she had been struggling with something moments before she regained consciousness. It took a moment for her to come out of that state and she took a long deep breath before rolling over onto her back, a small wince as she felt the discomfort from the long nail scratches on her back. Yet a smile appeared on her face, something about having a physical mark from Tamera made her happy for a reason she didnt quite understand. That was when she realized something however, that Tamera was no longer by her side. Seras face went from smiling to pouty, a sinking feeling and a tough realization, at least to admit to herself, that she would really have liked to wake next to someone, specifically Tamera at that moment. She took a deep breath and slowly slid out of the bed, feeling a bit sticky and in need of a shower. So she went over and grabbed her phone, which had been stored away previously as it had no place in her seductive attire from the night before. It was early still, barely six in the morning, but that was usual for Sera as far as waking up went, she was an early riser, always had been. It gave her plenty of time and she moved towards the shower to clean herself up, to the magnificent bathroom her apartment like dorm room had, hot water greeting her. By the time Sera stepped out she had gone from wild back to her stunning sexy appearance, the elegant look she had grown in to, not to mention she smelt wonderful as opposed to the smell of sex that had stained her prior to. It was at that point that she remembered her plan from the day before, to give Tamera a little surprise, and while she had been disappointed to wake up alone that desire to send Tamera a gift hadnt changed, not when it was only the beginning of their contracted relationship as it were. So she went and grabbed her phone before even getting dressed and making a few calls. When she finished making calls it had been near a half hour and she had something entertaining set up, by nine Tamera would be receiving an entire collection of clothing, several complete sets of school clothing, the outfits she had already purchased would be picked up and delivered as well as the jewels and shoes, as well as a bouquet of roses with a small little note. The note had been the hardest part, she had toyed with what to put on it and finally settled with something simple and elegant but a message that had her grinning. Tamera, last night was incredible, lets get together again soon. -Yours, S- It was amusing for Sera but she had done it in her own way to be sincere and a tad romantic, though it came off much sexier and troublesome than romantic given the situation. Hell she had made it clear she wouldnt rat out Tamera if she kept up her end but she couldnt help but risk making Tameras life difficult, though it was early on a Saturday, it would probably go unnoticed or people would think she had a boyfriend close by who she had gone and visited, Tamera seemed like the type to have a guy hanging on to her. Still, it would be interesting to see her reaction, which she would go find out a bit after it was all delivered, if Tamera didnt come find her first. For the moment she needed to get dressed and she had just the idea on what to wear to be comfortable and sexy, a more casual look she doubted Tamera had ever seen her in. It wasnt special, a pair of skinny jeans and a tight black shirt that gave her curves a little boost, something normal that she pulled off with remarkable appeal. With that were simple white running shoes. She also had a sexy little black chocker and a nice leather watch on, just the kind of outfit one would expect for a normal person and yet with her it attracted the eye, even on St. Marriotts campus. The reason had another purpose than to show off however, Sera was going to go running, she had some time before her gift got delivered and if she wanted to stay in shape, well that required some effort, effort she was more than willing to put in when she had the time, and at the moment that was just what she had. ----- Kat had always appreciated beauty in any form and like most people she had her unique tastes and preferences. For her those were wide ranging, a personal like was that of tattoos and piercings, a form a beauty that allowed her to express herself, and she cared less about clothing and accessories, though even there she had some personal likes and dislikes. For instance her closet had a large amount of jeans in it for personal days, she didnt just liked their look but the practicality of the particular piece of clothing appealed to her. The same with t-shirts, she enjoyed t-shirts as well as sneakers more than anything else. However she had a few other girly items, aside from her uniform, a single cocktail dress she had been given years ago by a neighbor, an older woman who had grown attached to her. There were also several skirts and blouses but those were tucked far back and seldom seen on her figure. The most stylish things she really had were her underwear, having some lacey pieces and a couple for the bedroom lingerie pieces she had always liked to pull out when she was trying to excite one of her friends who came over for some fun. Of course there were also her swimsuits, they were quite attractive on her but still, Kats definition of beauty when it came to her was simple. That didnt mean she didnt enjoy various things, proof of that was Heidi as she was ridiculously cute, no cute didnt cover it all, yes she was cute but she was also fucking sexy. She showed off just enough to be sexy but not enough to look slutty or like she was trying too hard, it was unique and very appealing. It deserved compliments and it took all of Kats willpower not to speak out about how much she would like to undress Heidi as they walked through the halls towards the dorms. In fact she had to actively distract herself, keep her mind on the date Heidi was attempting to describe to her and doing her best to pay attention to that and not to the desire swelling up for the cutie beside her, and that was no easy task because Heidi seemed to be trying to catch her attention and if not she was just naturally that way, which wouldnt surprise Kat at all. Kat kept telling herself to calm down, stop thinking about how Heidi looked and move on to something else while they talked, though her mind simply refused to give up. Even as she began thinking about making Heidi swim with her one day she thought less about swimming and more about seeing that lovely creature in a bathing suit, she was quickly becoming ashamed of herself. She needed to focus which was easier said than done even with increased effort, which was really just her paying really close attention as Heidi spoke, trying to keep herself focused on information pertaining to the date and away from triggers for the many images floating through her mind. Which was hard when something as little as Cant it be both? had triggered a grin and flirtatious thought just minutes ago and was barely held back. Heidis cute little ramblings didnt help either and in an effort to stifle her desires she finally just spoke up, forcing the desires to settle down by taking some bit of control of herself by speaking. That all sounds lovely Heidi, we can just go for the hike and picnic and plan the rest out as it goes, though some coffee and a movie do both sound nice as well. She smiled, nodding to Heidi before reaching up and brushing a few strands of wet hair from her face, strands that hadnt been kept in her ponytail properly. All of it really did sound nice but something was going on with Kat, she felt a bit hotter than usual and the thoughts that were crossing her mind contradicted those she had been feeling earlier. Instead of being worried about hurting Heidi, who she didnt believe would be interested in a casual relationship, she was thinking about how she wouldnt mind watching a movie and making some fresh coffee in one of their rooms mainly so she could make a move and try to have her way with the little cutie. It was making her feel like crap and as she took a deep breath to try and steady herself she knew she needed to hurry up and part from Heidi before she let one of the many thoughts of sex and passion slip from her mouth, something Freud had proved happened more often than one realized. So she moved a bit quicker down the hall, going fast enough to reach the dorm area in a matter of minutes, and turned to Heidi. Well this is me. Thanks for bringing me the water cutie, Im glad you came. She didnt end it there however, as much as she needed to get away as not to ruin the perfectly good mood they had going she didnt wish to be rude either as it would have a similar effect on a girl she was looking to befriend at the very least. So she lingered, staying next to Heidi for a moment and making sure she made it clear she was interested and ready for their date, as she was excited, so excited in fact that it was threatening to slip out. So I will see you tomorrow, before it gets too late, and we will go on the hike and picnic and just see where it goes from there. Regardless Im excited and I know its going to be great. She gave a bright smile before stepping forward and leaning in, kissing Heidis cheek before giving her one last smile and turning around, waving backwards and spinning around for one last comment before she kept walking for good to go back to her room, Oh and make sure to wear something as cute as you are now, I want to be able to enjoy your next outfit a bit longer. She had to compliment the outfit, it was not something one just threw on, it was an assembled look and a nice one at that. With that Kat finally went back to her room, closing the door and immediately leaning up against it. She had no idea what had come over her but it was not easy to drag her mind away from the many images and ideas going around in her head at that moment. She had wanted Heidi and that was not how she normally was. She would just have to be careful not to let that same thing happen the next day lest she ruin the date, as there was no way she could have resisted such urges for an extended period of time, it would have been impossible with how adorable Heidi had looked and always seemed to act. It seemed like she was a natural flirt. With that in mind Kat knew she needed as much rest as she could get and as such went to take her shower the moment she got herself back under control, right after she would be going to bed. Yet things still hadnt completely settled down, Kat finished her shower and got herself dressed, but before she could fall asleep she had to do something to help, not take a sleep aid or anything like that, no, she had to take care of those desires left unsatisfied. Kat had pleasured herself, all the while thinking of Heidi, and only then had she been able to really get to sleep.