Thread: Personal Journal

Seems my posture is getting a bit warped. I must be hunching more than Quasimodo for my spine to feel as it does. That and I like to lean into it in the chair when I go down hills. LOL! Got a call last night that has me curious as all get up. Let it go to voicemail though it was Hippie Chick herself. Always called her that since the day I met her inside the old folks home. Wasn't the best 1st impression for either of us to be sure. I snuck out the front door for a quick smoke, hiding on the porch so staff would not chew me out for being in a non smoking area.. Already in a foul mood due to Nessie.. That was one of the first nights she and I argued over me going out so much to smoke, but hell it was only a quick drag or three on a cig then back in I normally came. Twas one time though I was particulary glad she didn't joiin me. Cyn came out and though high as a kite on skunk weed decided to tell me her life story. Got hit by a moving vehicle or some such and busted up her hip and legs. Had to learn how to walk again so tried to emote to me that she knew how I felt being in that chair. Twas all I could do not to tell this long haired, Greatful Dead shirt wearing, thin as hell person that she had no clue as to how it felt to be me. She at that time hung around with Woody. Another druggie that used men like a tissue. Liked to play multiple guys at the same time for their cash or goods. Think the rumor was she gave 10 blow jobs. When she found I had money thanks to my cig sales she tried to cozy up to me. Offered me a quickie or two when word got out that I was as they liked to call me an 'Irish tea pot'.Twas my own fault really. Should have threw a towel over my lap when in the shower room. Perv staff just loved to walk in there regardless of state of dress and all. That plus Nessie bragged about size when out there smoking and me not present I bet. So who could blame me for being wary of this youngish lady out there trying to chat me up? Bluntly ignored her for the most point that night, and also as often as possible from that day on. Of course when forced to live in such a tight community setting that didn't last. She dated Danny, then Nikki, and a couple of others, all the time asking both Nessie and myself little things such as the best places to make out or screw like bunnies while avoiding the watchful eye of the staff. Maybe that was why Nessie became jealous of her. That and being nuts! By that time I had been with her what, 5 months? Not once had I done more than joking flirt with some of the staff. To me it was just humor. That and show that I did think highly of them when they helped me out with this or that. Bah! Enough of that. I did nothing wrong. Even during the last months when Cyn had gotten together with Randy, I did nothing more than be friendly to a customer. Stars and stones did she buy quite a few packs from me, not to mention when she got high I could sell her munchies galore! In a place where you only received 60 bucks a month? Meant going out to eat at Little Ceasers more often! But that leads me to wonder why she called. Listened to the voicemail and I think she said she finally got her own place. If so that leads me to question did she get Randy to move out with her? Also what does she want with me? To tell me of her good fortune, buy something off me, get some sort of house warming gift, or just see if she can mooch off me now that she is free? Guess I can text her and find out... Doubt it will be anything other than the first.. Though between you and me, she is a welcome diversion.