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Thread: A New You [Reserved]

size-2 Kendall had been painfully oblivious to Natalia's feelings for this past year now. It just wasn't the same, they always thought moving in together would just make them closer, in reality though, it had driven them apart. Truthfully, there wasn't that much of a difference between high school and now. He had always been the popular guy, had always gone out and been with most girls that he wanted, but it was never made for Natalia to have to see every time. Or to cry whenever he wasn't home to spend time with her. Back then, they were either hanging out together, or they could at least text and such. Now it was just different. That was far from his mind now though, he'd make this her night, and do whatever she wanted to do. He missed his best friend, he knew that. And he knew she wasn't going to come back from Europe the same girl he had grown up with, hell, she had flat out told him that was half the reason she was going. He wondered how it would be when she got back, if she would even give him the time of day anymore. He sighed at the thought but turned to Natalia as she told him she already had everything planned. Which made him grin, she had always been good about that. Good, as I was about to say dibs on not doing that either.. He winked playfully, normally in a situation like this. His arm would be around the girl. It was almost awkward for him, trying his best to run different ideas through his head on how to go about this. Had it really been that long since he'd sat down with her and relaxed? The thought almost sickened him. He was driving her to Europe, he realized that. The Living Dead hm? He smiled, thinking back to so many years ago. Damn...it's been some time since that night we watched this huh? Scared the shit out of us...you couldn't sleep, so you asked to share my sleeping bag... He trailed off, laughing softly at the thought. A twinge in his heart as he thought it over. Flashes running through his mind as realization hit him. The past few years came rushing to him, every single thing Natalia had done to try and get his attention. To try to the be the girl he'd seduce, to try and be the girl he brought home with him. She had always done liitle things like that. And he had never noticed it. How stupid was he? The man who was known throughout the whole campus, one of the top scholars in the school, and he couldn't notice that the girl he had always been closest with...had feelings for him? After all of these years it just hit him. His eyes were probably wide with realizations as he mulled over everything, trying his best to act normal. He felt terrible now, how could he not have noticed that...and how the hell could he do that to the girl he cared for the most. She must hate him...she had to. He looked over to her, his ice blue eyes truly watching her for what seemed the first time. Softly whispering 'I'm sorry' he knew she wouldn't be able to tell that's what he said. But he had to say it. Giving her a playful nudge, he turned off the lights and sighed. size
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Natalia looked genuinely surprised, her eyes widening. You remember, she murmured, smiling even more. She remembered that night like it was yesterday and oh, did she wish that it had truly happened yesterday. They shared the same sleeping bag...and she had nestled her head against his chest. His warmth had enveloped her in a buzzing field of comfort, and that was, to this day, the best sleep she had ever gotten. There was something about the way his arms fit around her waist, that had her growing weak. She had been lucky that night, because she had spent a good hour staring at his mouth, wondering what it would be like to kiss his lips. They looked so soft...they still did... If she knew what he was thinking about, what he finally realized...she would have been embarrassed. Natalia would have run to her room, blushing the same hue of a strawberry and fumbling over a proper explanation. Kendall didn't see her as a love interest, and she understood that. She accepted it...but gods, why couldn't she just stop caring so much? Why did she have to continuously put herself out there, vulnerable to the rejection that came every single time? She was foolish...and she needed to be taught a lesson. Hopefully, these next few weeks would allow the young woman to get her head screwed on correctly. I won't get scared this time, though, she quipped with a smug grin. I just admire this movie for its artistic output now. I mean come on, this film changed zombie films as we know it, it was a revolution, Natalia exclaimed, arms shooting up dramatically. Before she could decipher what was whispered, or what his face looked like, the lights were shut off and she was immersed within the opening scene. She was a bit of a film nut, especially when it came to horrors. Sure, she got scared nearly every time, but that's what she loved. The exhilaration that shot through her body when something popped out in a cheap scare, or nothing happened, leaving her on the edge of her seat in anticipation. Tugging her slender legs up against her chest, she pressed them tightly to her, arms wrapped about herself and chin settled in between her knees. Her short black hair framed her face, the illumination of the television screen accentuating the sharp lines of her facial features. It seemed as though she was her most beautiful when she was naive, relaxed...and herself. Too bad not many could see that, because frankly, Natalia was quite the catch. She just needed a small nudge in the right direction, that was it.
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size-2 Of course I remember. He nodded, he remembered it quite well. In fact, now that he thought of it. He had wanted to kiss her that night as well. But that had been a long past thought that he had forgotten. He figured back then, if he had done something like that, he would've lost his best friend. Besides, they were still young, and girls still had cooties. He smirked at the thought, watching Natalia as the movie started up. He always admired her passion for certain things. She was literally like an anchor for him, which he needed badly. Natlia was so good at keeping her head about herself, and truly putting herself towards something. She loved movies, and films, which Kendall loved. He didn't know many people that could take something like that and truly appreciate it in every aspect like she did. Kendall didn't realize it, but he was staring at her. Watching her as she watched the movie. She was cute..no, not just cute. Natalia was pretty. She may not have layered herself with make up, or bought expensive push up bras, and done everything in her power to get guys to notice her. Maybe that's why now that he had realized so much, he could truly see just how pretty she was. As he snapped back to reality though, he had noticed that his fingers were neared to hers, his sub conscious reaching out to take her hand in his. Blushing at this, he pulled it away and turned to the movie. Watching quietly fo awhile as he let all the memories run through his mind. Sick to his stomach, he felt a twinge in his heart once again. He was a terrible friend, and being a rather chivalrous guy, this was hard on him. He had treated the girl he cared for the most, like she was nothing. Even if they remained friends, he had never actually listened or noticed to what Natalia really wanted. She must've thought he was horrible. Realizing now what he had done wrong, he wondered if there was still a chance that he could make it up to her. That's too bad then...my bed is much bigger than my sleeping bag was. And much more comfortable.. He laughed with a playful wink, watching her face, wanting badly to see how she'd react. He wasn't going to miss it this time. size
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What, she blurted out, her head quickly snapping to the side. Her eyes were wide, and her cheeks were growing flushed. He couldn't have meant what it sounded like...right? No, he was just teasing her, because that's what he always did. At least, when making a comment having to do with his bed. Especially towards her, Natalia couldn't muster the thought of him actually wanting to...well...sleep with her. Girls that were light-years ahead of her when it came to general beauty and knowing what the fuck they were doing, had occupied Kendall's bed and it was going to stay that way. Her hopes were suppressed for the sake of not wanting to look like a complete twit, and she simply laughed before punching him playfully in the upper arm. Yeah, I bet it is, she countered before shaking her head, her smile somewhat wavering. She would probably melt in his hands like a ball of snow, if he dared touch her like he touched those special picks of his. She had only slept with one person...and well...she didn't like talking about him. Biting into her bottom lip, Natalia was trying very hard to keep her eyes on the movie. This was difficult, she could swear that he was staring at her, practically burning holes within her flesh in the process. What was wrong with him? Wanting to avoid conflict, she leaned back, her body still scrunched up. Maybe he was bored...and wanted to go out with his friends. Having never been the selfish type, she looked towards him. Are you sure you want to be here, she asked, throwing caution to the wind. Oh well, if this ended with her being alone for the night, she didn't mind. She just wanted him to be comfortable, and do what he wanted to do. It would bother her a lot, to know that she was practically forcing him to spend time with her out of pity. I mean...aren't you...well you usually don't do this, she continued, Watch a movie, I mean. You probably had plans, huh? Please, Kendall...if you want to go out, go ahead. I don't mind. She would have to have her father drive her to the airport then...but he had work, so did her mother. Fuck. She would have to take the bus if Kendall bailed on her.
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size-2 Kendall noticed every sign when she reacted to what he had said. The sudden blurting of a word she hadn't meant to let out, quite the giveaway. But her cheeks flushed, and he watched her big green eyes widen at the sound. He knew quite well at that moment that she would kill to have that happen. Though she tried to play it off, punching him playfully in the arm. He smiled a half smile, shaking the thought off for now. What was he supposed to do? Come out and flat out just say. 'Listen Natalia, I've been a dick all these years and stuff and just realized that you love me, wanna go have sex'. Who the fuck did stuff like that? He shook his head to himself. Gritting his teeth slightly now. After a few moment, he heard her small voice speak again. She leaned back, and his heart sank when she spoke. She didn't even believe he wanted to be here. He felt like such an asshole at that moment. Shaking his head a bit, his hand instinctively went to hers now. His fingers brushing over hers lightly as he took her hand into his own. He knew it would grab her attention, he looked into her eyes and shook his head. I don't want to be anywhere else Natalia, I promise...I've forgotten how much I enjoyed nights like this with you. I've missed them quite a lot.. He nodded, sighing softly. To be honest with you, this isn't the only thing I've taken for granted with you.. He shrugged as he sighed softly. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow, or the rest of the month for that matter. I know you need to go, to get things done and such Natalia, but I'm going to miss you. I really am. I'm sorry I haven't been the best of friends lately. And I wish i could take it back. But I just hope you know that it's not going to be easy on me while you're gone... He shrugged, squeezing her hand lightly. Knowing full well what he was doing to the girl. But she had to know that he wasn't a complete idiot, and all around terrible person. size
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Gulping down the lump that formed in her throat, her eyes were glued to their hands, his fingers wound around her own securely. It felt...nice. They had always held hands when younger, and when they grew out of the cootie stage, they had snuck a few of those times in as well. Natalia couldn't be upset with him, because he hadn't hurt her intentionally. It was all just a horrible misconception and the girl wasn't about to put her own problems on his shoulders. Who was she to tell him how to live his life, just because it often than not hurt her feelings? It wasn't his fault, at all. He was...he wasn't hers to keep all to herself. I'm...I'm glad you won't leave, she admitted, smiling. Her entire arm was tingling now, and she couldn't meet his eyes, because if she did...she might as well fumble over everything coming out of her mouth. I already knew you were going to miss me, Kendall. I know you care about me...yeah, we haven't spent much time with each other but that's okay. It happens...I mean, we're in college and we're trying to become adults. You're having fun, I can tell and that's all that matters. It's your life, and I know I'm not going to be apart of everything, she reasoned, her thumb lightly stroking the top of his. You're a great friend to me, really, Natalia insisted, finally lifting her gaze up to him. I just have to learn how to grow up myself, and not be so dependent on you... She wanted to cut these ties, because they were only dragging her down and would continue to do so. It was hurting them both, and she wasn't about to fuck this all up, just because her heart wanted to explore uncharted lands. Before she could stop herself, she leaned over and pressed a kiss to his forehead, smiling. Stop worrying so much, we'll be fine.
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size-2 Maybe this whole thing wasn't so cut and dry. He could feel her body tremble a little as he held her hand, but she still spoke strongly. It was a good thing, glad to see she had control of herself in the matter. He blushed as she spoke again, had she really been that dependent on him? Something almost escaped his lips. But he held it back, for whatever reason. He didn't find it fair to tell her that in truth, he wanted nothing more than for her to be a part of everything with him. Everything he had been doing in college, would have been just that much better if Natalia was there with him. The parties, the drinking, the awards...everything. And he wouldn't have to bring home these girls he had been so desperately trying to place in her shoes. Someone that was like her, but...not? He didn't know how to explain it. He was so scared of losing her. So afraid that if he fucked things up he wouldn't have Natlia in his life. And that's why he'd been so blind to it all of these years. None of those girls matched up to her though, none of them could be the girl that sat next to him on the couch now. And he was tired of holding that back, just because he was afraid of losing the girl that had every right to his heart. As she finished her sentence to him, he felt her lips press to his forehead. It caused his cheeks to heat up almost immediately, he knew she needed to go. But he was being selfish, he didn't want her to. It's hard for me not to worry dear...you'll be in Europe, I can't tell if you're okay. I can't come home to tuck you in on the couch. Or...know that youre sleeping soundly in your room cause I can hear late night reruns of bad sci fi movies coming from behind your door... He sighed, taking her hand and lifting it to kiss her knuckles lightly. I've been lying to you for so many years now, for stupid selfish reasons. And it's just all going to hell now. He sighed, shrugging a bit. You mean the world to me Natalia...and I can't lie to myself, or you anymore. He trailed off as he squeezed her hand a bit, deciding it may be better to say with actions. Leaning forward, he pressed his lips to hers. For the first time in their lives, he kissed her. Time slowed down, holding himself there. He was nervous, not sure how she was going to react. Half of him expecting her to smack him and run to her room. size
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She was...confused. Who could really blame her, though? It was rare for someone to have such an inspiring epiphany at the last minute. Natalia wasn't expecting him to feel the same at all, and never dared to settle on that thought. Because if she did, she'd only set herself up for disappointment. Kendall was sweet, and he cared about her...she knew that, he was genuine and though he wasn't always there, she knew he would never try to hurt her. In any way. Sure, they weren't as close as they were before by a long shot, but to be sitting here now, able to talk about it? It showed that they were both pretty strong, and not oblivious to the problem. They wanted to fix it...but Natalia... All she could do was listen, and watch. Her face was heating up with the realization that he was going to practically go crazy without her. The way he knew her so well, inside and out...it was overwhelming and she had half a mind to try and stop this. It was escalating into something that she had dreamed about, something that...she always wanted. Nonetheless, she was leaving tomorrow morning...she'd be gone for practically a month, and then what? They'd have their night of pure ecstasy, only to repeat this process? Biting her lip, she could only grip his hand while her nerves were on fire, a soft exhale resounding. Was that the doorbell? Oh, the pizza was here. Natalia ignored it however, due to the fact that her mouth was now covered with Kendall's. He was kissing her and her world was spinning off of its axel. What the fuck? Why was he kissing her? She nearly flipped, yet she remained grounded, her chest rising and falling with the increase of air needed. Before the rationality of her thoughts got the best of her, everything became clouded and she began kissing back, out of pure instinct. It felt marvelous, and to see her now...gods, what a site. She was leaning over the middle cushion of the couch, hands bracing herself up while her legs remained curled to her side, that sweet face of hers lost in an expression of happiness. Eyes closed and lips gently opening to invite him to deepen it, Natalia was tempted to pinch herself awake. She had to be dreaming right now...
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size-2The sound of the doorbell did not cause him to falter, it was a distant sound, hardly audible over the beating of his heart in anticipation. The fear that she would slap him, that she would run to her room without a word, stilling his mind as the world spun around him. What if his 'realization' had been a complete sham made up in collaboration between his heart and mind to convince himself that he needed to claim her as his own before she left him for her trip? He'd be devastated. But it wasn't long before he realized that he wasn't feeling a smack to his cheeks, better yet, he felt her lips part. He blushed, and without thinking about the future, his tongue pushed out to tease hers. What would happen later, they could figure out. He didn't care anymore. He had spent years convincing himself, in a completely naive way, that he couldn't love her. Because doing so would make him lose her. What a fucked up thought process his heart had caused him. For now, he wanted this, he wanted to be with her. And he knew this was his last chance before she left. He knew she wouldn't come back the same, he didn't even know if she would come back, and still have these feelings for him. But for now, they were no longer hiding from each other, and it had all been laid out for the other. His hand moved to her waist, tracing her skin softly as he deepened the kiss. Moving their bodies closer, his free hand moving along the slope of her shoulders as he began to gently lay her back on the couch, to get more comfortable while they kissed. His heart was racing, and his mind was cloudy. But this had been years coming, and it was time he gave her the attention she deserved. Resting her head lightly down, his body hung over hers, one hand propping himself up while the other traced her skin sensually. After a few, long, and heated moments, he pulled back from the kiss slightly. His breath heavy, almost as if he was exhausted after their first kiss together. Though truly, it was just passion running through him. I-I'm sorry... he felt sort of silly saying such words, he had taken it further than just the kiss, he was laying over her now, his hands on her body. How could he apologize for something that clearly wasn't an accident? He didn't know. But it seemed he wasn't thinking straight. But he had to know this is what she wanted to. He couldn't force this on her and live with himself. size
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Natalia could only wonder why he was doing this. Did he mean it? Had he truly developed feelings for her, ones he had obviously suppressed until faced with the fact that the opportunity of her leaving him could and had arose? The young woman was left speechless, as her mouth was nurtured with his own, those teasing fingertips driving her up a wall. He certainly knew how to touch a female's body, and to know she wasn't the first...actually, she was far from it, but in general...it didn't make her feel good. At all. In fact, it forced her to wonder if her best friend was insinuating this physical adventure purely out of pity. Maybe he felt bad for her? Maybe he finally took notice of all those pitiful, lame attempts at trying to get his attention. Trying boundlessly to be something to him that was never in her reach. Not before long, she was laying down and he was looming over her. Creating a prominent shadow that dared to swallow her whole, the theoretical action mirroring how suffocated she felt. She didn't want to go through with this, only to return from Europe and have him act as if nothing had ever occurred. Would he do that to her? Natalia never thought Kendall to be so heartless...but then again, he was absolutely oblivious of the usual. Maybe he would get the impression that this was all in good fun, a goodbye present, so to say. Either way, she was enjoying this immensely, her body tingling from head to toe. She didn't want this to stop, as her hips rose in silent plead of needing friction. That familiar pulse in between her thighs began, making her flush over. Natalia knew she would already be wet, the sensitivity she had for the man above her almost mind blowing. Even when he would bring other women home, having to listen to their sexual escapades, she often pictured herself being in there with him. Whispering those horribly naughty confessions, telling her how bad he wanted her...how good she felt...how wonderful she tasted...it sent her into a spiraling loop of self loathing and arousal. She could have easily turned her television up, but she never did. Then he had to go and say it. He apologized. For kissing her. Natalia's heart sank a little and she finally opened her eyes, gazing up towards him before awkwardly shuffling against their couch. Immediately doubting her talents in satisfying him, she wanted to curl up into a small ball and hide. She couldn't help it, confidence was nonexistent and when compared to what he was used to? Oh, heavens no...she was nothing like them. She was an ugly duckling and they were elegant swans. Um, she murmured, tipping her head to the side, unsure of how to voice her tangled thoughts. You...you don't have to apologize...I...I liked it, Natalia mused, her lips beautifully swollen.