Thread: Mind and Soul(Avengers) FoxWriter/TamaRose

Loki watched,tensing a little when the hand came too close. frightened still but trying to hide it because he really did trust the two. he wanted to feel safe and know they weren't going to hurt him but he was still so scared of everything. when the hands undid the straps he calmed down a little, realizing they where letting him go. he hadn't even realized the straps where bothering him until they where off. it wasn't being held down, held in place, he rather liked that. it was being helpless around so many people that scared him. as much as he trusted the two brothers, he was still afraid of them. they could be up t anything, maybe they would take him back to evil laughing and the pain? they had wings too after all. though Loki didn't actually believe that, there was still a chance. he watched stunned when the hands on his wrist made the pain there stop. the scars fading into nothing. strangely there where much older scars laid underneath that even Ciel's amazing power could not touch. scars that looked very identical to the ones Ciel had just healed. the man had tried to kill himself before. there where other scars as well under all the bruising, scratches and broken bone. they where small, nearly unnoticeable now but still there. along his back, now barely able to be seen, was evidence of repeated whippings. this man had been tortured most of his life if the layers of scars all over his body, most to light to be noticed unless you where really looking, or knew they where already there. Loki didn't seam to be aware of the faint scars covering his body, criss-crossing like a map. whoever he was, he had been abused long before the 'she' had ever gotten her hands on him. God? Loki asked, blinking at them, looking truly baffled before shaking his head. no. i'm a monster. they all said. he admitted, hesitating a little. i... i don't know who... but they said so. he admitted, not looking too bothered by that. he wasn't entirely sure what a monster was after all, he did know that whoever 'they' where he didn't care much about their opinion anyway. then he realized what Ciel had mentioned about Ravishing and he felt himself going warm in the face. a blush, he was blushing, oh that was terrible! still, he wasn't sure if he'd ever had sex before, well, since he could remember what sex was he probobly had. the idea of getting to crawl into bed with these two beautiful, winged beings made him wish he had the strength to get aroused. he'd lost too much blood and was pumped too full of drugs to get a 'stiffy' at the moment. Aren't there others with wings? Loki asked, his head tilted. i think there are lots of things with wings, like birds, and... uhm... birds...? well, that attempt to make Cai feel better had failed. he clearly was upset about what Loki had said and that made him feel terrible. he didn't like the idea of being a burden either, he was going to have to find a way to repay the brothers. he held as still as he could while Ciel healed him and set a hand on the others wrist because he was warm and soft and wonderful. I'm healed enough, i don't hurt anymore. the rest is just superficial. it was a lie, and he knew they probobly knew he was lying, but all that was left was bruises and tender places and scratches and small injuries that didn't matter. his broken bones where fixed, the stitches where gone and that was what mattered. the internal bleeding was gone and anything that might have caused him any real pain was healed. Ciel didn't need to do anymore and Loki didn't want the other to exhaust himself. he helped them wrap the blankets around himself, being naked and so very thin, even on a hot summer day he'd be likely to get cold. he had no body fat to protect him, though he wasn't as bad off as some people could get. Loki shuddered as Cai picked him up effortlessly. that was really awesome. he settled himself, snuggling into Cai and tucked his face into the others chest so his face would be protected from the wind and squeaked in fright when they launched into the air clutching at Cai's shirt for reassurance that he wasn't about to be dropped. he followed up by making the mistake of looking down and discovered he wasn't the biggest fan of flying when he wasn't the one doing the flying and tucked his face into Cai's chest again, this time to hide from the vertigo. once he calmed down though, the sensation of almost floating was very soothing, and he was soon falling asleep feeling so safe and comfortable in Cai's strong arms and commanding presence. Thank you. he whispered before letting himself go to sleep. he'd trust the brothers not to take him back to the pain. they wouldn't let him be hurt, they would keep him safe. he had no idea the panic in the hospital that they had created. unaware of the bald man with an eye-patch and a sour disposition showing up there to find out what the hell had happened and why Loki was A. on earth in the first place and B. how he had escaped.