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Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

Ah, so I see Axel... Or better yet Razor as he is called now got to you first I can tell because usually after I go in to make things feel better there are one of two people waiting for me. One the angry pissed off person that my brother has already intimidated and threatened or the nice kind woman who knows I am unlike my brother in every way possible. You see I'm like you in a way. Your parents gave you up but I was there to see what they looked like after they did it. Your mother and father were in tears and felt horrible about their decision but my brother refused to allow them to retract their statement because he had them forcibly thrown from the building. I on the other hand come from a family who my parent's gave Razor and I up by throwing us out on the streets and leaving us in the cold and rain. Razor who was seven at the time carried me at five years old and my sister who was six months old to the nearest orphanage and from that moment on I saw my sweet loving older brother that I have known my entire life begin to die and that monster who has taken his place begin to flourish. My brother lost his heart at seven years old because once he brought us to the orphanage he found out our sister Alissah had gotten sick from the rain and two days after being at the orphanage she died and my brother was holding her when she died Lars explained softly he found throughout the years that people began to trust you more if you shared personal information with them because then you'd no longer be a stranger to them Now let me ask you again darling are you sure there isn't anything. Anything at all I can get you for supper. The guard at the door listened to Lars telling the new prisoner the story of what happened to Lars, Alissah and Razor when they were children and he knew Razor hated people telling that story and so he called for the man down the hall to go tell Razor. The large man down the hall knew what was happening and so he looked at his watch seeing is was three 'o' clock knowing that meant that Razor was getting a massage and so he walked through the very large mansion like clubhouse to Razors personal massage parlor and as he walked in he saw his boss laying on the massage table, his a head through the hole on the table and one of the female gang members massaging him with just a towel covering his naked body from the world Sir, I am..Truly sorry for bothering you especially since I know you need this massage with how much stress you're under it's just Lars. LARS WHAT Razor said sitting up covering himself up with the towel again. Well sir it seems that Lars is telling the new girl the story about him, you and Allisah the guard said bowing slightly he saw the vein in Razor's neck popping out and he knew that Razor was angry. Alright, alright well tell Alex to keep the door locked I'll be there personally to take care of Lars in a few minutes Razor said laying back down his large gold necklace that had a heart emblem that had both Alissah's image, name and birthdeath date engraved in it.
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

She listened to him nonetheless and while it didnt make much of an impact when he told her how her parents felt, his own personal story about him and his brother as well as their baby sister who didnt make it to even being a year old, her heart went out to them both, even Razor. It was enough to at least make her turn and sit up. She pulled her hair from the ponytail it was in and pulled it over one shoulder. Her legs were over the edge of the bed and her hands were in her lap. She stared down at her lap and then slowly looked up to see the man before her, the man who called himself Lars and then she looked away. There was sadness in her eyes. Her eyes which once held at least some genuine happiness seemed to fade away in an instant. She didnt look like the same happy and bubbly Lucy who had accepted she was lonely. She looked defeated. Could I have water? She asked so softly, as if fearful of just simply asking even if he did ask if she wanted anything. She wasnt hungry. She knew she should eat but she had no appetite. But her throat was dry from crying an she knew she should have that at least, if not anything else. Even if she was incredibly not into wanting water. He didnt seem like hed go anywhere if she didnt ask for something. Why did you turn out so nicely and he turned into a monster? Or did your sisters death do that? She asked quietly, still looking off to the side, not willing to look at him. Baby steps. She wasnt going to suddenly turn her mood around. Even if her parents were upset, they still made that decision. Nothing would change that. And thats what hurt the most. That they even dared to give her up like that whether they could change their mind or not. They still did it.
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

Lars walked over to the door, the other guard hadn't gotten back with Razor's message yet because of how large the house was. As he knocked the door opened Hey could you hand me a cold bottle of water from the mini-fridge behind you he asked curiously. The guard stepped back and grabbed a bottle of water out of the mini-fridge and handed the bottle to Lars before locking the door behind Lars once more when he got the message from the other guard who just got there. Slowly he only nodded understanding Razor's order's. Lars handed Lucy the water before sitting down when he heard her next question Well you see darling I am nice because I never had to see the things my brother did. I wasn't even allowed to see my dead baby sister until the funeral. And I believe that Razor is so evil because once mom and dad left us Razor felt as the older brother it was his job to protect Allisah and I. And when Allisah got sick and died before even her first birthday Razor beat himself over it and took it as he had failed us which made him angry and from that point on his anger has consumed his body until the monster you now know as Razor took Axel's place. That's why he got that large heart necklace that has Alissah's name, birthdaydeath day and image carved into it. Oh lord here he comes one guards whispered. He doesn't look to happy another guard said. Do you think Lars will be alright after Razor get's his hands on him one of the other guards asked. Razor walked down the hallway angrily his boots making loud thuds against the black marble floor and one he got to Lucy's room he opened the door with force and kicked the chair out from under Lars grabbing him up with ease before throwing him out of the door and walking after him. The guard guarding the door shut it rather quickly. What the fuck were you thinking you fucking babbling buffoon Razor yelled angrily loud enough Lucy would be able to hear him You know better than to talk about Allissah in front of people why don't you just go around fucking yelling out our weaknesses while you're at it you big fucking pussy. At least i'm not hiding my feelings under a false cover of anger. I grew up and let go of that it wasn't our fault Allissah died Lars said honestly. Razor backhanded Lars knocking him straight to the ground with ease as he heard his brother talk to him in a disrespectful way and then he went into the bedroom where Lucy was and he looked at her angrily What the hell are you trying to do? Are you trying to break my family apart he asked slapping her across the face hard Huh what are you trying to do?
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

But it wasnt even his fault, or yours. She told him but it seemed to be something Lars already knew and he had made peace with it. Razor hadnt and he hadnt been able to make peace with it. So that was Lucys understanding at least. But she was no psych major, just that she knew it wasnt his fault. With the bottle of water in her hands now, she opened it and took a small sip, as if tentatively before she took bigger gulps. She set it beside her on the bed and then looked up at Lars. She opened her mouth to say something before the door was suddenly kicked open and for the first time in her life, Lucy saw the most angry person and it was more terrifying than this entire situation. She gasped when Lars was kicked was from his chair before being dragged out. Instantly, she stood though but the door shut. She could hear him yelling and that made her shake a little bit. She got Lars into trouble. First her parents gave her away to qualm their troubles and now she was causing trouble to someone else who was just trying to be nice. Could she do no right? It was another damper to her failing security in already insecure self and she moved back to the bed. That was when the door burst open and the same very angry Razor came back in. He yelled at her and she felt her entire being clam up and shut down. A small yelp came from Lucy as he struck her and she fell slightly into the bed, her hand coming out to catch against it so she didnt fall and her other hand came to her cheek where he hit her. Anger bit at her and she looked at him daringly, her eyes wet with tears but fiery with anger and rage. How does it feel then? Hmm? She spat. You break up many families, terrorize them, punish them when they only seek some help in whatever their predicament and situation be. And you accuse me of breaking up your family? She bit out. How dare you?! She yelled. Hypocrite. She spat once more and looked away, rubbing her still stinging cheek. She could already feel the swelling. That wasnt going to away quietly and it would bruise. She bruised like a peach. It wasnt your fault. She said quietly, not looking at him and speaking as if suddenly terrified. Well she was, now understanding what one slap could do to her. Still, she went on. What happened to your sister, it wasnt your fault. You shouldnt blame yourself.
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

Razor got angry when she started talking shit about him telling him how he ruined peoples family and all the other stuff and with ease he lifted Lucy up so she was face to face with him and he got right in her face angrily. You little girl had best shut your fucking mouth and quickly if you don't I promise you that you wont be going home with your pathetic parent's the same way you came in. Do you understand me you spoiled rotten little bitch the vein in his neck was still quite noticeable it only happened when he was truly angry and at the moment he was. He continued keeping her held up suspended in air but the next words she said made him feel a twinge of pain for the first time in many years. The sadness was deep and noticeable in his eyes. As he felt the pain he dropped her making her fall to the bed and he stepped back placing his hand over his head. Years he had created this...This shell to hide in so where he'd never have to go through the pain of remembering his deceased baby sister. That was the one reason he had banned anyone telling the story of the Rayne brother's past. Slowly his hand reached up and touched the gold heart necklace he had on and tears filled his eyes as he thought about the day his sister died. All he remembered was holding her as she died and the orphage people actually having to put him to sleep via a shot just so they could get her away from him Don't speak to me like that you don't know me. You don't know what I am, what I have done or what I could do to you Razor said knocking on the door to be let out and he left rather quickly.
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

Lucy gasped suddenly as he grabbed her and her eyes squeezed shut as he yelled at her. Every part of her was shaking tremendously and she was breathing hard through her nose, trying to still breathe given the circumstances. She shut down even more as he yelled, only to be suddenly dropped. It seemed her soft words got to him. She fell against the bed, her hands coming out to brace her so she didnt fall to the ground. Her eyes opened slowly and tears leaked from them. She sniffled and a shaky hand came up to wipe her nose. She looked at him and swallowed hard, her body still shaking but she somehow having some sort of courage, some sort of strength to maybe stop it. That was when she stood suddenly, walking as he made to leave. Dont act like you know me either! She screamed. You dont know me! You dont know me! She screamed, her fist hitting the door. Pain racketed through her hand and she turned moving back to the bed. There, she swatted the bottle of water away and sat down on the bed, one leg bent and tucked under her, the other hanging over the edge of the bed. She showed a lot of leg but she didnt care. Her hands came up to her face and she sobbed, not even trying keep herself quiet. He called her a spoiled bitch and threatened to do many worse things to her. How could she keep quiet at all?
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

After walking out of Lucy's room Razor went on a path of destruction having been made to feel weak sent him over the edge. He had prided himself for many years for his accomplishments. All the fight's, killings, all the money and fame his group had, had. Proud that he was no longer a small pathetic weakling who couldn't defend his family and here this young woman who was smaller than he had made him cry which really pissed him off. Razor walked through the house throwing chairs, flipping full sized couches with ease, pushing people out of the way when all of a sudden he saw a large picture of Alissah that he had blown up to a very large size and his destructive path stopped immediately because all he could do was fall to his knee's in front of the picture and cry hitting the ground and cursing himself as he remembed everything that happened and just let go and began sobbing. Lars got up watching Razor and pushed the guard out of the door and went inside the room where Lucy was and grabbed her hand lightly Come with me. I want you to see the man instead of the monster I know you wont escape there are too many guards stationed for you to get out but this is something you need to see.
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

She could hear the path of destruction he lay in his wake. She didnt stop though. She hadnt cried this much probably since she was a baby and a toddler when all they did was cry. And now here Lucy was, crying her eyes out. She sniffled when she suddenly heard the door open and for a moment, she thought it was Razor. He and his brother Lars looked so alike, it was only natural for her to suddenly feel fear. But instantly, she relaxed. She had no strength to try and refute him. She wanted to question him, tell him there was no point in making her see the true human that his brother was because it wouldnt make a difference. Do you want me to pity him? She asked, her hand leaving the grasp of his as she stepped away from him and back to the bed. I wont pity him. I dont care Lars. Because if I were to see him as the man he is as he is right now and feel his pain, Ill only be justifying everything hes done and his maltreatment of me. She looked at him. What do you expect from me?
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

I know that you'll be here for a little while. Possible longer if everything doesn't pan out the way they were supposed to but I want you to see that all evil stems from the breaking of a person's humanity. Yes you are feeling a lot of pain right now because of everything but tell me honestly that deep within your heart beneath all of this pain and sadness there isn't a hatred growing for the way your parent's treated you, the way your parents sold you to my brother for money. Tell me that them allowing this all to happen isn't pissing you off Lars said as he looked into Lucy's eyes Tell me truthfully if they weren't here right now you wouldn't want to yell at them and tell them that they hurt you deeply. Because take all of that and imagine if your parent's weren't in debt and had done the same thing and you as a child were left to be an adult and take care of two younger children and then having to wath a baby die in your arms. Would you have any humanity left? No and that's what we all thought was that Razor had no humanity. I haven't seen him cry in a very long time. It's been fourteen years since I saw my brother cry and the last time it was over Allissah. You have something special about you because in less than twenty four hours you have made him tear up and cry Lars whispered softly as he got on his knee's and got face to face with Lucy There is something special, truly special about you Lucy I just...Haven't placed my thumb on what it is yet.
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

She started crying more. Because what he saidLucy couldnt even imagine. If she had been abandoned the way they had, with a baby sister to care for at the age of seven and to watch her die, hold her as she died and not be able to do anything about it, she couldnt imagine how shed be. But something told her that she wouldnt ever be the same, even more, shed probably be broken, lose her humanity and then what would she have left. Lucy lowered herself to sit down at the edge of the bed, her hands falling to her lap. She sniffled and often and hastily wiped her eyes and her nose. The light bit of make up she always wore was long gone by now and her eyes were red rimmed and puffy. Her nose was red, raw feeling from how many times she wiped it and when she saw Lars move down before her, she looked at him. A couple of hiccups came from her but then she shook her head. She didnt understand what he was saying. She thought so little of herself already now after everything and now he was insinuating she was worth something more than just to settle her parents meager debt? Im not special. She whispered. But I will go with you and see your brother. She said softly. Lars, I am not special. Please dont say it again, okay? For her sake, she was pleading with him now, her hands moving to his. Dont call me special again. She whispered. Maybe it wasnt exactly the same way what their parents did to Lars and Razor, even Allissah. Not even near the same. But she felt the pain, the coldness, the brokenness. Everyones pain was their own and different, based on what their tolerance and what they could withstand. Lars and Razor went through a great deal. And Lucy too now, all in their own way. She understood what he was saying but what hope was there for his brother if she too now was broken?
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

Lars looked at her Listen this entire club is made up of people who have been left alone in this world. People who don't think that they're important or that no one cares. Originally this gang was started to make people feel like when everyone else turned their backs on them there was one place they could go to feel like they were wanted. Razor's goal in creating this gang wasn't to hurt people and normally he would never hurt someone who didn't need it. Yes he has killed people. Hell he's even destroyed families but only for the betterment of those people. He's killed rapists, child molester's and even crooks, he's made his fortune hurting those people who have more money than anyone else but over the years he's just got worse and hateful. But what I'm saying is why don't you join our gang maybe you can help me turn Razor back to the man he was not the man he is now Lars said walking with her to where Razor as still on the ground crying.
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

Lucy said nothing, simply nodding her head. She didnt know if she wanted to join this gang. Maybe part of her was hoping her parents would be able to bring her back home if they paid back their debt. Maybe part of her was holding out for that. Still, she stood up and let Lars lead her to where his brother was, on the ground, weeping. She looked up and saw the beautiful portrait of their deceased baby sister, Allissah. She was an adorable little baby, as all babies but this one had a halo around her from the very start. It was a true and tragic loss, this she already knew, just from seeing the portrait. By now, her tears and crying had thankfully subsided yet it had been very clear she cried quite recently and quite a lot. Leaving Lars side, Lucy stepped forward, carefully and slowly to the weeping man on the ground. When she stood before him, she slowly descended to the floor on her knees, sweeping the hem of her skirt over her knees before she looked at him. Her hands remained in her lap and she bit her lower lip. You know, its not bad to cry. She spoke so softly, so kindly even, to a man who probably didnt deserve any kindness from her. But then again itd go against everything Lucy wasnt, against her true self if she were to ever allow herself a moment of pettiness just for the ever more petty revenge. She leaned in closely to his ear. It doesnt make you look weak to cry. She whispered, so no one but him and herself would hear. It doesnt make you any less strong of a man, of a leader, of the co-owner of this gang. Her hand lifted to tentatively, hesitantly even, touch his shoulder. It just makes you human. And after all, at the end of the day, if all this were to disappear, isnt that what you are? What we all are?
Thread: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart (bigbadvoodoodaddy&Malicious Lullaby)

Lars had only wanted her to see that Razor had some humanity left if even only a small smudge but when she started walking closer to Razor even Lars was impressed even himself the co-owner of this gang wouldn't dare to walk toward Razor in a moment like this because no one was safe when he was like this. One week prior Razor had killed one of their best gang member's for just looking at him while he had a tear in his eye yet here was this young small woman walking up to Razor trying to soothe him. Razor immediately turned his head hearing a voice seeing it was Lucy his first thought was how could she have gotten out and so he turned to look only to see his brother standing in the background which he knew he would. Lars was a pussy and always had been the only reason Razor kept him around was because of them being brothers. Slowly though his attention turned back toward the young woman and his hand came to lightly caress her cheek My dear girl his voice came out soft but you could feel the pain he was suffering through his words. I don't know you well but thank you for these kind words. But you're wrong if all of this was gone all the legacy that I've worked for I would still be nothing more than a monster. Most of my humanity died that day alongside my sister slowly Razor stood up and took a breath lifting Lucy up to her feet with ease but he gently placed her down I have business to attend to though so Lars give her a more comfortable room upstairs. I have two people who I need to speak with being brought in. Who is coming in Razor Lars asked now completely shocked this woman had gotten away with everything with her life. Our birth parents Razor said with an icy tone to his voice as he started walking to his office slowly.