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Thread: naive angels and trickster demons [ stefy x skeltragor ]

It was absolutely horrible to be the guardian angel of a teenager. The music throbbing around her and the teens moving to the beat, these were the sorts of parties that you definitely did not bring your mother to. Then again, who brought their mother to a party any- Rolling her eyes to the ceiling, the fire haired angel leaned forward just slightly, her horizontal bangs dusting just lightly over her lightly freckled cheeks, the angel leaned against the couch, looking as human as any of the ones around her. However, what wasn't seen to most people were the large wings that sprouted from her back, thick in their fresh snow white color, only a few near the bottom were black, not some dye though simply because she had screwed up a couple of times. Now she was doing guardian work. Letting out a sigh and blowing a strand of hair up slightly, her honey gold eyes flickering across the masses of people through her rectangular black glasses totally unnecessary and more just for show, she shooed off one of numerous guys that had tried to invade her personal space that night. Black leather pants holding onto her curvacious lower half, a white tank top set on her frame while a black leather jacket matched her jeans Evidently, she was no ordinary angel. Stupid guardian duty. listu
Thread: naive angels and trickster demons [ stefy x skeltragor ]

In the mass crowd of people at the club across from her on the other side of the room she would see a young looking male about in his twenty's or so sitting on the couch all by himself apparently looking at the many women that walked passed him although this was no, ordinary looking male as to the angels appearence Zakusa would had blood red glowing skin, demon horns coming out from his demon pointy ears, and a demons tail wrapped around his hips. Although toward the humans Zakusa had a light tanned toned body standing 5'9ft tall weighting 150lbs with black short hair and contrasting blue eyes as he wore a pair of black leather steel toed laced boots, forest camo pants with a black fishnet top and a black leather vest covering up the fishnet top and a pair of black leather fingerless gloves covering his hands. As usual Zakusa was looking to take home a young teenage virgin to break and make them his personal sex slave and play thing.
Thread: naive angels and trickster demons [ stefy x skeltragor ]

Biting her bottom lip softly, her human had been dancing with a male for at least ten minutes, and in taking a soft drink of the mortal liquid that would have no issue in not getting her drunk, she licked her lips before looking to a male who had sat down beside her again. The angel was attractive, the glow about her toned down to the human eye, though still glowing, she raised a brow just slightly as he tried to mumble something in her ear. She was not listening, although glancing up just slightly toward the ceiling, she decided she may as well have a little bit of fun while on Earth. Sure, she was supposed to be watching out for her human, and she was. . She would just simply be dancing while doing so. A little fun didn't hurt anyone. Snatching him by the hand and pulling him out to the dancefloor, her hidden wings were not in the way at all, their bodies moving together with the music, maybe being a guardian wasn't so bad. What's your name? The male asked as they continued to dance together, the angel looked over her shoulder at the male holding her hips, Torrence. She stated, now catching the aura of a demon among the humans.listu
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

So I've said a lot of big things lately, and I plan a lot of even bigger things. I've got so much I plan on doing to and for myself. My life isn't going to be easy, and I thought that having a journal might help. Just write out whatever I want, whenever I want. Make my feelings come out a bit more, and make myself feel a little more affirmed in my beliefs of myself. I've been having a bad day today, fighting the depression is a major bitch. I have things I want, and need, to get done. This isn't helping at all. Haven't eaten anything yet today either. I'm the kinda person that if I force myself to eat, when I am not in the mood, I'll end up vomiting. Not a pretty thought. But I am worried cause I have been awake since about 11 in the morning, and I haven't eaten anything. Actually, you know what... I'll worry when it's 6 in the afternoon, about not having eaten. I'm in a really big 'FUCK THE WORLD' sorta mood. Dunno why, just the way I am right now. May be because I am sick and tired of putting on that bright and fake smile, and watching everyone around me be happy. I sacrifice what I want, so that those I care for will be happy. It's a nice thing to do, but I am sick and tired of doing it. I mostly do it with my family, and some of my friends. Sacrifice my happiness, for their greater good. Like today, I haven't even been awake for two hours. Haven't been overly active online, but I've managed to get not only all my chores done... But I'm already contemplating on going and just doing everyones shit as well. Though seriously, how will they learn to do it... if I do it for them? That's my dilemma. I am so angry, but not in the mood to vent on anyone. Once again, self-sacrificing is kicking me in the ass. Don't wanna make anyone have any hurt feelings, cause almost EVERYONE is on my 'Fuck the World' list, right now. Gods... Trying to destroy Depression, is such a bitch.
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

I feel like I'm in such a violent mood today. It's so odd. I went out of my way to find the delinquents in the neighborhood, which I usually avoid doing, just so I could see if I could get some fun. No dice, not a single one to be had around. Either they where all downtown, or they where all out with significant others. So I walked home, and found a little first person shooter online. Played for about fifteen minutes, and got fucking bored of it. I wanna see blood, so badly right now. I don't know why I'm so violent, so angry. But I've managed to keep it in firm control. Asides for the going out and looking for trouble bit. Some little part of me is just waiting for someone to start a fight with me. Just to start something so I have something to do. I need to find a better way to channel my violent energies. Don't have anything else asides for going out and beating the fuck outta a tree, or something. Probably a post would be better, but last time I did that almost broke my ankle. Busted a pillow already, and pulled a muscle while hauling my brother Krystoff around. Apparently he doesn't have to listen to me. Gods, I am so glad that I have such a firm grasp of control over myself right now. Otherwise I'd probably plummet over the edge and go on a rampage. Thank you self-control. Gods, I really am a master of my own mind.
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

After a rather long nap, actually passing out basically, I come to find my mood has changed. I'm much more mellow, and evened out. My mood easier on my mind. I'm not depressed anymore, that's a bonus. Still I wish I had someone that I could actually talk to. Everyone seems so busy, and I hate being left on the wayside. Makes me feel forgotten and alone. Makes me feel that people just don't care about me anymore. That ALMOST kicks in the depression and fear, but for some reason my mind is just so mellow right now. So just utterly empty and uncaring about situations. I hear screaming coming from outside, I peak my head out for a precursory look. I don't see any damage that could need my immediate attention, so I return to what I am doing. It seems in the process of breaking something that I have been in for awhile, it also makes a lot of odd effects result. Old habits die hard, I wonder how hard old depression is to change. But I have the power to master my own mind, and I will do so.
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

So I walk this fine line of control, and it drives me steadily mad. I have come to find that controlling my sexual appetites and my depression at the same time is dangerous. I haven't felt any heavy sexual moods in the last few days.Since about Sunday Yes I have a wet dream or two, but I don't let them effect my waking moods. I took control of my depression today. With it gone I realized that my main emotion that was hidden beneath the depression, was rage. It took awhile to take ahold of that. When I had managed it, I realized I was waking up. I felt really dull, and empty. Kind of achy and wondering what was wrong with me. I've come to the assumption, that too much control is a bad thing. But having the depression under control is my first major step to the road of recovery. Since I woke up, I've had not a single depressing thought. The only thing I've wanted was intelligent conversation. Something to stimulate my mind, not my sex drive. Sex is insignificant at this moment. I won't be having any of it for months, so what's the point dwelling on it. I may slowly work some masturbation into my control set up, and see how well I can still keep control of my urges... and have a little fun. Though it's lost most of it's appeal, I can't seem to find anymore places new that I can get to, to do it in. Adrenaline rushes are so much fun, the thrill of getting caught...
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

Apathy melts away, and suddenly I'm pining. I miss you terribly, even though it's been days since we saw each other. I feel like a stupid child that needs it's safety net. I don't like this feeling, such complete and utter misery and missing you. I think about you too much, and I lose control of what I have been mastering. I'm not back in my depression, but I want you. I miss you, and I wish I could be held in your arms one last time... Before we both part ways for so long. I'll keep my memories as fresh as possible, remember how you held me. Till next we meet.
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

Going to be talking to a professional dominant, tomorrow night. About my rising penchant for pain. Seems as of late I've been craving it. I find the thoughts of getting struck with implements, that previously scared me, to be quite appealing. Hmmm dunno how long the talk will go. Will have to see what results from it.
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

Good morning, to any and all reading this. Since I know SOMEONE is reading this journal. I can see the viewings go up just a smidgen. I've had a decent morning, had a hellish night. Hot as hell, and I crave the sweet solitude of a chilly basement. Nothing like sleeping in... nothing, and still feeling like your wrapped in thick cotton. Geesh, fucking hell. The morning hasn't been too bad. Supposed to head over to Vancouver, to pick up some food for the animals at the feed mill... As well as hit up Celestial Awakenings to snag myself a few crystals I've been missing. A Quartz Crystal, a Snowflake Obsidian, and an Onyx. Need to get all of those, probably a hematite too. I've been doing a lot of things, and mentally preparing myself for the time to come. It's going to be difficult as fucking hell, I'm gonna be doing a lot I'm not used to. More then likely, the first week I'm in Texas, I'll be a royal bitch online. I'm not used to consistent HEAVY labor, nor am I used to lots of sun. I'll be burned, and I'll be hurting, and I'll just want someone that will understand that and just deal with the fact that it's the pain talking not me. Something I'll be working on, not taking out my problems on others. So it'll be a good opportunity for me to learn that form of control. My whole life has been about nothing but control. Now it's my time to take control of myself, and see where things will go. I have a few offers of places to live, when I get back from Texas. All a matter of making shit, and selling it. So that I have money for the move. Cause once I move, and I have a place to live definitely for a month or two, I can work on getting a job... I can't have a job where I live now. Mmmm kinda distracted, missing my friends and my love...
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

Going to cut short my conversation with the professional Dominant, tonight. Just going to put it to an hour or two. Anyone that knows me personally in real life, and wants to talk... PM me because tonight is my last really open night. Since tomorrow night my friend Ducky SirenMarina will be over the whole time. I have 23 minutes on my phone, and if you don't care about me calling you, I have a home phone with free long distance. Fuck, hard to think I only have two more nights at where I live. Then I'll be gone till the end of August. It's a fucking AMAZING feeling!
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

As much as the weather is bothering me, it's invigorating.
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

I hope that tomorrow is better then today. Sure I got what I needed, but a lot of other stuff happened that propelled me towards nearly losing control on my lack of depression. Almost, almost lost that control. If I lose all others, that is the one that I still need to control. I do not need to be depressed, I do not have to be in that state. I will fight it, and no matter how much I want to just break down. I am stronger then that, and I will not like anyone bring me down. Not any longer. I hang out with Ducky tomorrow. As well as Toni, and Yuki. Inu's coming too, so this should prove interesting. Let's see if I can keep my mood up. Something that I am desperately needing to do. I shall have fun tomorrow, it's my last day in Portland. For Saturday morning I get on a plane and head so far away. sighs This'll be tough, but I have a path to walk... and I will walk it. And though my heart breaks, and I feel that I have failed a few people in a small way... I'm not going to let myself be dragged by it. It's all my mind playing against me, I am not a failure... Not in any way. I am a Goddess, of my own mind. I am a Goddess, of my own body. Gods be damned! I will not allow myself to be brought down by things that I do not need to be brought down by.
Thread: TheDarkerMe's Place of Thoughts

The fear creeps in on me. I have one night left in the place of which I reside. Then I am gone for almost three. The fear creeps up because of the unknown. Usually I adore the unknown, revel in it, but today... not so much. I have so many plans for today, but more then anything there was something I wanted to do. Something I cannot do, so if a certain someone is reading my journal I want him to know that I don't care anymore. I don't care if I don't get to talk to him at all before I leave, because I have my memories. Be happy, is all I ask. Be happy, kick some ass, and have some fucking fun. Please.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

The streets were dark, with only a few people traversing them. Alexander was one of those people. Slowly moving towards the outskirts of the city, his clothes were white A cloak with shirt and pants, looking rather formal but looking good doing so. His eyes were blue, a stunning blue that shone out through the rest of him. His hair was silver and long, to his shoulders, and tied back. His face was angular, sharp but soft and smooth at the same time. He was looking around, trying to find a good looking girl that he could have a nice time with.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

And, perhaps unfortunately for her, as was Karin. She was a slender redhead who was perhaps on the short side, with crimson hair that framed a pale, angular face, upon which a set of black glasses lay. She had just left the library, having been doing a project for the local community college, and was only now heading home, a leather pack weighing heavy on her thin shoulders. She had gentle curves that rested under a green sweatshirt and a pair of brown pants that cut off at her knees, showing off slender, shapely legs all in all, petite but buxom could perhaps describe her. She turned on the corner of a street, heading toward her apartment building.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

It didn't take him very long until he found a very beautiful woman, coming out of a library and taking a side street to her home. He followed, taking quick steps to catch up to her. Hello? He called out, to stall her enough that she would slow for him to catch up. Hey, I am new to this area, and I was wondering if there was someplace I could stay? He put up a fake pretense of being scared, looking around after his words.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

Karin did not turn when she heard someone call out for her instead, she reached down into her purse for a small can of pepper spray, before looking over her shoulder. Well, thought the ever cautious Karin, he doesn't -look- like a rapist... She finally turned fully and stopped, waiting for him to speak again whilst she looked him over... he was kinda cute. Erm... I don't really know any places, myself, at least for short-term... My apartment building's just down the road, though, she said with a small smile, before she realized she had not introduced herself. My name's Karin, she said.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

He flinched slightly as he saw the can of pepper spray halfway out of her purse he was a good actor at this, having perfected it to give women a sense of strength over the years. Y-your apartment? He thought for a moment before nodding slowly. Yes, yes, thank you! He hugged her quickly before taking a step back, blushing the best he could. Sorry about that... Could you lead the way? I don't know the city well. At least the last part of it was true this was the first time in the city. And my name is Alexander. Nice to meet you, Karin.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

Karin's cheeks blazed red when he hugged her, a nervous little smile on her face when he finally pulled away from her. Um... D-don't mention it, she said. She hadn't even meant to give him a place to stay, but she'd feel bad for days if she refused him now. And.. um, it's nice to meet you, too, Alexander, she said, her smile becoming a bit wider, before she motioned for him to follow her. And, on the way to her apartment, just down the street, she spoke What brings you to the city, Alex it is alright if I call you Alex, right? she asked, feeling a bit odd to keep calling him by his full name.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

I was just going to pass through during the day, but I got caught up with the convention that they were holding around here. His voice was soft, quickly getting calmer that he was finding a place that he would be able to stay. Time passed, and I never found a place to stay. Thank you, so much for this.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

Karin nodded, knowing how she would often forget whatever it is she needed to do when caught up in something that interested her... like today, she'd neglected to do everything else on her list, absorbed in her project as she was. She was of a rare sort the kind that genuinely enjoyed school. Without receiving an answer as to her question about whether or not she could call him Alex, she took his silence as a no. So, Alexander... what was the convention about? she asked, as they reached the apartment building. She led him in and down the entrance hallway to a faded green door with the number 3 in bronze it. She unlocked it with an ancient steel key, and unlocked the door, before kicking in the corner of it so that the warped wood would actually permit her entry to her home. She flashed him a sheepish smile before pushing in the door. It was an apartment that overflowed with her personality. Everything was neat and precise, and held things she collected namely animes and books, and much to her embarrassment, stuffed animals. Her bed, seen through a door at the other end of the apartment, had an over-stuffed bear on the bed. Everything ultimately spoke of her nature as a shy bookworm who had only a few friends otherwise her interests wouldn't be so blatant.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

Please, call me Alex. He smiled as they walked into the apartment, closing the door behind the two of them. It was a anime convention. He then jumped forward and hugged her, holding tight. Thank you for this, really, thank you! His mind registered everything that was nearby, sharp and otherwise, but didn't say anything about it.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

Alright, Alex, she said with a small smile, her interest piqued when he mentioned an anime convention she hadn't been aware of any in town, though she had various cosplay costumes for any she went to, her favorite a homemade outfit of Tear's from Tales of the Abyss... though she'd likely never admit to as much. When he leapt toward her and hugged her, she blushed once more, before her hands came up to his shoulders. Um, it's nothing, really... you don't have to keep hugging me, she said, embarrassed.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

He smiled, still holding her, but turning her around now, his arms around her waist. But I should hug you, it's a thing to show appreciation... And then he was kissing her, one hand coming behind her head to hold her in it. It was a light, seducing, tantalizing kiss, something that hypnotized the one being targeted. As he did this, his one arm still around her hips, There was a few bumps on his back, before the coat he was wearing just disappeared, and seven long tentacles came out from behind his back. One went to her arm or leg, wrapping around it and holding her spread eagle, now slightly in the air. Two dove under her shirt, going up and moving her bra aside to wrap around and play with her breasts. The last slid into her pants and panties, rubbing its length back and forth against her womanly core.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

Um, it's fine, though, you don't need to thank m- she started to say, before he moved forward and kissed her. She didn't pull back-- she was far too shocked for that. She'd been kissed before, yes... but never by a stranger, and it caught her off guard. Her hands came to his upper arms, accepting the kiss until his coat disappeared. Alex, what's going on? she asked in a trembling voice, before thick tendrils hoisted her into the air. S-stop it! she said, her voice becoming more terrified, and more hysterical when tentacles slid up the front of her sweater and removed her bra, before playing with her soft white breasts. And when one slid into her panties, white and cotton, she let out a squeal, becoming quite uncomfortable and hot as the tentacle slid against her womanhood.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

just relax... he whispered softly, a soothing and seducing tone of velvet as he looked into her eyes. They aren't going to hurt you. They just want to make you feel good... he smiled and kissed her again, a loving, passionate kiss. i'm going to take care of you, don't worry. his voice wasn't the teasing malice of rapists, but the cool, impassioned, velveteen voice of a true lover and seducer. he kissed her again, the tentacles moving faster, but not the least bit rougher.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

Karin's heart was beating wildly in her chest. She didn't know how to respond to any of this. She was as obvious a virgin as it was possible to be, with all of two boyfriends who had never even touched her breasts. Tonight was going to be 'fun' for her. A-Alex, why are you doing this? she asked after he spoke and she'd calmed down a bit. Meanwhile, her cunt had become wet, the tentacles doing much to arouse her unwilling body, from the length rubbing against her pussy, to the tentacles playing with her soft, sensitive tits.
Thread: Dark Night (me and Jamie_the_Brown)

He had a soft smile when she asked him. Why? There is a million answers in the universe why for any one question. What matters is I am here now. now please, relax... he nipped her lip lightly, the tentacle sliding faster, easily now because of how wet she was. Don't you want it? To feel yourself in the height of excasy, writhing with pleasure that someone can give you? I'm offering you that...