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Even though this made me sad, I still 3 it.
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I hear you. Your words have breeched the divide And found me in my hiding place. Plunging into the watery depths you cradle me in your foamy waves, Depositing me safely on the shore As selfish and narcissistc as i feel I've been, thoughtlessly dragging you down with me In the dark place i let myself go, I cannot help feeling bolstered up and vailidated by the fear and magnetism being returned. I fled from you, in my mind growing frther and further away if only I had turned around the To find that you followed me And never released my hand or let me fall.
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Goddess of Chaos Adrenaline sears through my veins Like white hot lightning, Crackling through my core And sending my heart galloping. The internal battle has begun. I cannot get enough of you And the day ends on a greedy, surly note When I am left without your words To quiet the torments of the day. Aching to connect. Chaos rules my temperament, Turning those around me Into frightful children, Walking on eggshells Relieved to get a smile and good word. I am eased by our recent exchanges And word caresses and like a brother Or father, I express pride and Laid back joviality towards My employees. Then the tyrant in me awakens, Feeling stressed by the silence Time pressing in one me, stretching me thin And keeping me involuntarily distant. Like an addict, I fruitlessly rattle my cage. Better run, hide and despair, All ye who dare enter my presence When my daily Hahvoc dose Is low.
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An Ode to Hope As much as I try to convince myself My motives have been about hope Or love I have come to realize I am defined by my greed and lust. My desire for you and what you offer, The chance to forget, to pretend, To love someone normally, To be loved as a human being And not pitied for being a sick man It is an all-consuming drain, Ravenous and destructive in my need to have, And to hold something as sweet and delicate As you. I cannot have you. And I mean that in the way that I shouldn't Take you, despite the offered willingness to risk. This is the leader in me speaking to you, The responsible one, who denies the more Primal features of my internal landscape. It would be abhorrent for me to allow Myself to partake When the chances of hurting you and the likelyhood of it Are so high. I've already let myself fall deep enough as it is To the effect, that by the end of this You would have been better off Had I just heeded your advice To think of you less In the first place. I am shamed by how I've brought you along To this terrible place with me. There were so many things I'd wished For US. For anyone who would dare feel something for me. Spontaneous visits to brighten your day Flowers for no fucking reason cheap ones, but I know you'd neither care Nor be insistent upon gifts at all Public kisses that no one would see Kisses to make others blush and hide their children's eyes Sitting across from you at dinner, Watching your face aglow in candlelight, Seeing your blue eyes spark with passion as you Pour out your thoughts and opinions Shared moments of almost caresses Jokes no one else would have but us two Being looked at like we're crazy for said jokes Touching you, exploring you, getting to know you Inside and out Kissing you in a way that would floor you completely... I've been cruel enough to you By entertaining these fantasies. I don't want to say goodbye... So, I won't...
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... No words. Just.... none. TT
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I'm not deluding myself As if I'm safe and smart now. As if I passed some sort of test And came out with a decent score. I dare not think for a second That I'm above making mistakes Or I'm passed all of that learning stuff now. It is an ongoing effort. Ever watchful, I keep myself in check, Treasuring every moment of this Second chance I've been blessed with, Knowing how close I came to not being worthy of it. All I can promise you isd that I will try. Holding your hand Means we're holding onto each other. I will do my best to remember that Before I ever think to just Let go.
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Good. 3
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I am the captain of this vessel, Strong and proud, My sense of adventure Knows no bounds. Looking about me, To find I'm also it's only crew member. Awareness clicks in As I take in The endless expanse around me. An island to myself, So small. Storms hit, Throwing me about, Till finally my little boat and I Are parted, Leaving me floundering, treading at the surface. Neck deep in it, Perspective vanishes even further, As my limbs grow weary, Intoxicated by the lull of the waves, Tempted by the promise Of oblivion. There is a voice echoing from the depths. Musical, Lyrical, Hauntingly beautiful. As the music draws near I can hear your song, Something that touches my heart And sings of tragedy That I too feel. There is movement to my right. Something else has breeched the surface. To my left, there it is again, Ever more, your song Pounds in my head, Aching to draw the voice in Draw it towards me. A fin above the water Sets my heart racing, The Grim Reaper of the water depths Come to destroy the one last comfort I have. Come to steal me From the cradling embrace of the sea. I panic and swim away, flailing in panic. Then I stop. Your song has changed. Grown fainter now, singing of loneliness I share. Except now the song hurts, Like ragged scales dragging Across my flesh, Or a hook being torn from my lips, Being torn from you. Turning, I face my certain demise, If only to let your voice fill me again, With that passionate melody, Willing to face Death down In order to be close to you. The fin appears, Surging closer, bearing down upon me. Closing my eyes, Bracing myself for the teeth, The touch of smooth, Gentle hands on my abdomen underwater. Opening them I see, My shark was not a mindless beast Hunting for blood, But a maiden, Her lower half embodied by the menacing fish. I feel fear and awe, but see the same emotions Reflected in your wild, untamed gaze. An understanding and humility Blossoms between us. Holding me close to your womanly figure You pull me under, The panic exhilarating as we descend together. But there is no real fear, For I know I will not drown In your arms.
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This...I loved this. I love the story that's within it and the message just...yeah. I really love this, Rory. 3
Thread: A New Life of Pleasure (Tellmi Moore@Mr Incognito)

Richard Blackwood had all any normal man could possibly hope to have. As a young boy, he had always been bright and clever, more so then most boys his age. He absorbed knowledge like a sponge, reading books well beyond his reading level in grade school. His parents were proud, but often too busy fighting with one another to really acknowledge his accomplishments. Only his younger twins really seemed to pay any attention to him, and though he appreciated the effort on their part, it wasn't enough to make him feel at home. When he finished High School, Richard took the opportunity to move out of his house and make a home for his own. It was a humble start to what would become a larger empire, all starting in a simple apartment. As soon as he was situated, Richard starting doing business in trading. He didn't specialize in one particular good or item, but rather, a large selection of things. Many thought it risky of him to try this at such a young age, but the young lad was smart enough to make it work. He was full of energy as he directed his small company, starting from nothing to create something. First, it was just him....then a handful of employees. Then more needed to be hired, he had to expand. Before he knew it, the company had grown very large, and he had a LOT of money. He was content just working, seeing his success take off....as well as his profits. After a few years, Richard decided to retire with his fortune, a part of his company earnings still deposited into his bank accounts. He started to enjoy life more he went to parties, sports events, had the finest mansion built, and obtained a taste for the finer things. Yet, as time went by, he felt he was missing something. A part of him felt unfulfilled, empty inside. He didn't quite know what it was, couldn't place his finger on it. What was more, he couldn't seem to find the one woman that he could settle down with, disappointed in all of them. It was at this time he received a call from his mother, to whom he had been sending money to every now and then, hearing that she had divorced his father, and the twins were asking to move in with him instead of staying with either one of them. While he didn't really feel too sorry over the divorce, he remembered his younger sisters, and agreed to let them stay with him. He had no idea just how impacting this would be on his life..... Richard stepped out of his bedroom, dressed and ready to receive his sisters at any moment. Despite the fact that he was rich and had a rather nice house, Richard was more about comfort then flair with his clothing. A simple white T-Shirt, a pair of jeans, and sneakers were all he needed to relax in the comfort of his own home when he felt like clothes. That luxury, he thought, might vanish soon. He had long, raven black hair tied into a pony tail, and was clean shaven. His green emerald eyes looked ahead with a piercing, steely gaze, and he was well fit. He walked to the family room, where no doubt he would soon welcome his sisters to his home.
Thread: A New Life of Pleasure (Tellmi Moore@Mr Incognito)

Richard was sitting on his couch watching some television program when he heard the gate open outside, the metal hinges creaking, in bad need of oiling. With a sigh, he rose from his spot, switching off the TV with a remote before he tossed it aside. It would seem his runaway guests had arrived, and were already heading for the door he had been expecting them to arrive after he'd heard they ran away from home from his mother. The logical decision, he thought pragmatically, would be for the to seek out a friend or relative, and it appeared they had done so. He wondered how they were in truth, he had hardly known them at all. Most of his life, he had been expected to be the mature adult, and while he was, he had resented his parents for it, never really shown affection by them. He wondered if his sisters were the same. He got the feeling he was about to find out. When Richard opened the door, he was nearly bowled over by the two twins, who embraced him eagerly and without warning, pressing their faces against his chest. After recovering from the initial surprise of almost getting tackled, he placed his arms around both of them in an embrace. It seemed they were nothing like him, though they must have had some issues to run away. Richard put on a smile for them, though in reality, he wasn't quite sure HOW to react yet...especially to their choice in clothing. He wasn't quite sure how what they were wearing under those coats, but he could imagine it wasn't something warm. Beth wasn't even wearing shoes, which puzzled him slightly...but he chose not to ask questions. Beth! Leslie! What a pleasant surprise! You must have come a long way to see me! Richard ushered the two of them inside, closing the door behind them. It was certainly much warmer inside his house then it was outdoors at night, and he wouldn't have his guests standing in his doorway all day hugging him when they could be warm. He beckoned for them to sit on the couch, while he sat in a chair opposite to them. So, I heard you two ran away from home. I can only imagine the drama. What brings you two here?
Thread: Divided Loyalties (Tatcon and Familia)

Everything was falling apart, or maybe it always had been. God knows it hasn't been the same in years. He knew he was reaching the end of his rope, or had he long let go of the last string. A ten year marriage that maybe should never have been. Neither of them were smart enough to have blown the whistle on this one, too proud, too comfortable, too safe...regardless, they were on the verge of collapse and he had seen it coming from miles away. His marriage to Joceyln was held together to lies and concious ignorance of their reality, refusing to do something about it or just let it go for one reason or another that he couldn't even figure out. Other than that, Jensen's life was fine. He had amassed a small fortune selling, and eventually designing unique sports cars, and they had a nice house in a nice suburb with a nice lawn, fence and cars in the driveway. All of that seemed so senseless now as he sat in the bathroom of his parents-in-law, so painfully aware of the denial his wife and him clung too to make their relationship somehow work. There was no spark in the bedroom, hadn't been for years and though they could hide the strain behind fake smiles and stories, the constant question as to why the two of them haven't had children yet was one that was hard to avoid with a masked face. Christ, he and Jocelyn were in their late thrities and never made a plan for offspring, let alone going through the act. This made his just run his tired hands over his face, the silver and gold wedding band catching the sun streaming in the frosted window. Passing back through his dirty blond hair he sighed as he stared at the floor. Fuck he mumbled to himself as he thought about the pain of being at this family reunion..the questions, the lies...and that strange little cousin of Jocelyn's. She had grown into herself quite well since her younger teens..but.. Bah..don't give it a thought... Jensen mumbled to himself as he slowly stood up, straightening his black dress slacks as he walked over to the sink, running the water into his hands before splashing his face, turning off the stream before staring at the glass. Just have to wear it for three more days. He told himself as he did up the first few buttons on his shirt. Drawing in a deep breath, he opened the door and with a fake smile plastered on his face, he rejoined the wild circus, make sure to stay clear of that cousin...
Thread: A Gift and a Curse (Tenshi and Jaqueline)

Character info since I can't make a sig yet.. Tenshi sat in the cafe, just off campus, clearly spacing out. She stirred her coffee idly, clearly lost in thought. She felt another shiver of lust pass through her. These were getting more and more intense, revealing that the Goddess was right. And it had only been maybe a week or so. What this really as little time as she got? Tenshi had always wanted a more attractive body. She had been a pudgy girl with glasses until recently, when a Goddess yes, a goddess. She couldn't believe it either. had offered her a more attractive look. She was now taller with a stunningly attractive build. Slim and curvy. She was even glasses free. It was everything that Tenshi had ever wanted. Sure, she had given up her ability to have children, but she also had faster healing and slower aging now. And people were naturally attracted to her. Both boys and girls. However, it came with a price that Tenshi had found out about later. This body needed to be sustained. The urges? They were her body's way of calling out for sex. She needed to have another person boy or girl send in into a orgasm so that her body could feed off of the energy. And mastrubating had proved not to work. The urges where coming more often and more intensely. As if that wasn't bad enough, she noticed that people where looking at her even more often now, like she was sending signals out to them to come screw her. An unnerving thought. But the most unnerving thing, was that if she didn't give her body what it needed, she would eventually die. That was what she now pondered. What was she supposed to do? She was nineteen and living on the local college grounds. But she had never even had a boyfriendgirlfriend she was still unsure of her sexuality, much less had sex. Now it was a mandatory act. She felt the urge begin to fade. She was getting them ever few hours now. It was really a shame someone would probably call her crazy if she said have sex with me or I'm going to die. But her options were definitely growing less and less.
Thread: A Gift and a Curse (Tenshi and Jaqueline)

Anything else sir? The man smiled and shook his head, No, thank you. Alright, I'll have your order out as soon as it's ready. turning around Valerie flipped through her notepad. It was a slow work day, so she had been sketching little portraits of the patrons as she waited for their orders. This man had long black hair. It twisted a bit, making little curls down his shoulders. She was leaning on the counter, one elbow resting on it, propping up her head. The other held her pencil and carefully added, tapping the erasure on the counter on occasion. She sighed and huffed. Sooo boooorreeeed. She rolled her eyes, jumping a bit at the sound of the bell. Turning on her heel she picked up the plate of food and dropped off his meal. He thanked her with a polite smile, which she returned. He was pretty nice looking, actually. She played with the idea of just asking him out, but he was too old for her. The ring of the door opening drew her eyes and she froze. Entering the cafe was the most beautiful woman she had ever seen. She felt a shiver in her shoulders and down her back just looking at her. It's like some divine magical aura of hotness was holding Valerie captive. Before she could move, the other waitress Sarah took her order, and then delivered this angel her coffee. Valerie's eyes snapped to the clock, then back to her. Two minutes till the end of her shift. Two minutes. Long and painful was the wait, she worried and sweated at the thought that she would leave before she got of her shift. During the single second her round was done she signed out of the registry, hung up her apron and slid into the booth opposite of her, facing her, Hi! I'm Valerie. What's your name? She asked, her words a little rushed.
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Tenshi blinked a few times in surprise as the girl slid into the booth in front of her, giving her a rather rush greeting. It wasn't the first time that someone had done that to her since her encounter with the Goddess, but it was the first time a girl had ever done it. The signals that Tenshi was must have been getting stronger. She chose to play it cool. Oh. Hi there. she said trying to act like this was no big deal. The name's Tenshi. Tenshi looked back at the bar, remembering seeing this girl working the counter when she came in. Well, it was a conversation starter, if anything. You work here, huh?
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Distracted and staring for a moment, she snapped back, eyes wide, Hm? Oh! Yeah, I work here..... Trailing off she shook her head, I'm Valerie, by the way! She said, remember to return the introduction, So, what are you doing here? She asked, making a more conscious effort to keep the conversation from stalling.
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Well, this was interesting. She had introduced herself twice now. Tenshi decided not to read into it too much. But now it was evident this girl was attracted to her because of her new abilities. It made Tenshi uncertain as to what to do. What this girl felt for her was artificial.... well, maybe it was. Tenshi was still unclear as to the details of how the full details of her new body worked. I come in here from time to time to get away from the college. It's always so loud up there.... Tenshi supplied. I guess it's more peaceful down here. It lets me think. 'And get away from all the boys...' Tenshi thought. But Valerie seemed to be a nice girl. There was no need to throw in stinging comments. Valerie could also be her way to save herself too. The idea made Tenshi guilty, but she had to face facts. Eventually, she was going to have to find someone. Again, she chose to continue playing it cool and see how things played out. You look about my age. Do you go to the college too? Tenshi asked, trying to help the conversation along.
Thread: A Gift and a Curse (Tenshi and Jaqueline)

She nodded, Yeah, just doing an art major, She replied sheepishly, Between some art commissions and working here is how I pay for college. Pausing with a furrow of her brow and a half lick at her lips she asked, Would you, uh...model, for me? She asked, sort of cringing as she said it. As the words came out of her mouth she felt sillier, It's just that, I think you're umm...really pretty and would like to... the words died off and she blinked, feeling foolish.
Thread: A Gift and a Curse (Tenshi and Jaqueline)

Okay... conversation going slightly toward the awkward, but still it was progress. Tenshi internally shivered as another urge echoed through her. This one was smaller, and less intense. More likely it was provoked by this girl's prescence than anything else. 'Steady Tenshi. Steady...' the girl thought to herself. 'You can do this.' Um... thanks, Tenshi said, blushing a little bit herself. I recently have been working a bit harder to keep my appearance up. As if that wasn't the understatement of the year.... I've never done any modeling before, but if you need someone... Tenshi struggled for the right words. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I wouldn't mind modeling for you, but I should warn you now you'll need to be patient with me.
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YES Valerie beamed like the sun, Okay! She pulled out her notepad and ripped a piece of paper from the back of it. She tore it in half and slid it across the table to Tenshi, Your address and phone number. She put a pen next to the paper and used her pencil to write down her own address and phone number. She then pushed that paper to her, When can I call you? She asked, eager to see her again.
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Tenshi couldn't really resist her own desire to smile. Valerie's enthusiasm was actually contagious. Tenshi took the pieces of paper and wrote down her full name and her cell number. I live on campus, but I don't have a roommate. Anyway, I have morning classes, but anytime after one in the afternoon is fine. I'm not usually busy. She finished by adding her dorm building and number to bottom of the sheet. That should have been everything. She handed the slip back to barista. So what kind of art do you do? Abtract, fantasy, realism, you know... she motioned in an et cetera-like expression. It was probably better than she knew what she had just signed up to model for.
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Valerie was glad to see her smile. She had an alluring, glowing smile. Watching her write it took plenty of concentration not to bounce in her seat like some little girl. glancing over the information she nodded, Okay, we can do it at your place, since it wouldn't disturb anyone else. She put the paper in her back pocket, not wanting to stare at it and memorize the numbers now. That would make her look like an obsessed nut job. Considering the question Valerie tapped her chin in thought, I guess it would fall under realism...I like to draw people, sometimes trees. Usually with whatever I'm drawing in front of me. I'm not too good at holding the mental image of something in my head and keeping it clear. She shrugged, So. I'll call you later then, if you're free, then I could come over? Yeah? She asked, wanting to confirm.