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Thread: The Things We Do To Live

Daniel was half tempted to kiss her. He wanted this girl more than he ever wanted any girl in his life. He even didn't want the targets who tried to seduce him. They were all beautiful, and they were willing to have sex with him so he wouldn't take their life, but he killed them anyway. Why was this girl so different? Why did she have such a hold on him? Daniel realized he had one major question to ask before moving any further. What's your name? As he asked this, Daniel pulled the girl into him, hopefully stating his intentions without answering her question head on. He was a crafty bastard like that.
Thread: The Things We Do To Live

It took her a minute to answer. Obviously it wasn't a difficult question, but she seemed to be at a loss for words as he pulled her into him so that she was practically on his lap. She had never been so close to someone in this way. Acting a bit bold, at least for her, she gently placed her hands on his chest. She had meant to just rest them there, but as she felt his toned body beneath them, she couldn't help but run her hands down his chest and to his stomach, simply feeling his body. She suddenly snapped back to reality, remembering his question. After somewhat regaining her composure, she finally answered him. Jayde. she told him, looking up at him, their faces dangerously close. What's yours? she asked, trying not to show how much of an affect he was having on her. Still, he could probably tell. He seemed to know what he was doing, whereas she was completely clueless.
Thread: Looking for male

Interesting pairing, do you see this more as a romance based RP ?
Thread: Looking for male

Yes I do!
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, So it has been since the 29th and I've been stuck in the hospital. What me and my master feared to be a dislocated shoulder turned out to be pneumonia instead. It's worse and better at the same time somehow. I've been given so many antibiotics through IVs and my right arm is filled with multiple bruises from all the times they drew blood. It looks more like Master beat me ... but I know he didn't. We've both been getting annoyed the doctor didn't come in until about an hour ago when he was supposed to swing by during the afternoon. So for me, 2013 is going to begin with me stuck ... here. I hope everyone has a better 2013 than what I am going to start off with. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
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RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, Like a phoenix from the ashes, I am back. Cliche? Maybe but it's a damn good analogy as far as I'm concerned. However, I have returned .... with concerns, for lack of better wording. I need to speak with my lover and Master regarding .... well us in general. I feel like we're getting distant. But the worst part ... is a lot of it is my selfish desires. But I can't help it. It's who I am ... and I don't want to give them up. Alter maybe ... but just forget they exist? Never. For those whom read my last posts in here, I finally got out of the ER on the 3rd of January. Gods was that a relief for me, needless to say and thankfully I haven't been majorly ill since that ... episode. Glad that's over. With any luck, a few major but direly needed changes will come to me. Now more than ever, they're needed ... more than I wish to admit. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, Ugh ... been having the most screwed up sleep schedules as of lately. It's rather annoying. I'm sleeping from like 5 PM to 11 PM and then remaining conscious until ... 5 AM, some crazy crap like that. Vein's been falling into the same pattern as well. This place ... shelter ... is probably making us depressed as hell, I'd guess. Then again, I can't imagine any sane person would overly enjoy a place like here . It may as well be a prison even though it isn't with how similar it is. Same schedule, have to abide by so many stupid policies .... yeah we definitely need to get the hell outta here. I wound up missing my kid's birthday ... only to find out they ended up moving like a week after said day. I'm kinda pissed honestly. I could have been able to be there for her rather than missing another year. I feel so pathetic .... and with how long I've been out of her life, I almost fear all I'm working for will go to waste. I'm scared that even if I do end up moving to Oregon or somewhere close by, she'll never want to live with us again because she's too used to being with her grandparents. I .... don't know what I'm going to do if she even says that. I ..... sigh To make things more irritating, I've still been giving into my anxieties and not attempting to write any fanfics or short stories. Some days and nights, I don't understand why Vein loves me at all. I feel so useless .... unable to do much of anything. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, Still the same annoying ass sleep schedule going on. Heh, go figure. Ah well. And still haven't been able to get to writing anything ... so annoying! I want to so bad .... but I just can't seem to muster up the abilitycouragesomething. I know what I want to do it of too but ... I just can't seem to. It's frustrating. Now ... if anyone who reads this likes incest RPs could you answer me something? Honestly? Maybe if I get it from another person's point of view who likes it ... it'll make more sense to me. But ... I don't honestly see the fascination with the idea of falling for a family member. The most of an incest RP I can do is if it involves Drow ... because it's more typical, part of their daily lifestyle in fact. But when it comes to a more real lifemodern setting ... nope. Almost never can go through with it. So .... if you wanna answer me seriously, send me a PM on why it appeals so much to you and how you can make it work in an RP. It's just one of those topics for me, at least, that my character would never voluntarily get themselves into situations like that. Why? Because it's considered too wrong. I don't know, it may very well just involve the fact I was raised strictly to not look at anyone in my family as more than that .... and admittedly, I don't intend on encouraging any children future and current to look at me or Vein as more than mere parents. If others feel that way about one another ... and both want it consensual, fine. But myself? I don't know. I just can't find inspiration to do incest RPs ... not modern ones. I'm sorry if that sounds overly picky, especially seeing as how many here seem to like the subject .... but unless I get an abrupt change of heart and inspiration, I doubt I'll ever be able to do it. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, Finally back now. We had originally looked at one car only to end up having to do so to another. But we weren't more officially informed until earlier today-- the mechanic had tried to screw me, Vein and the dealer over. So we said the hell with him and looked for another car that wouldn't need anything added the transmission was supposed to have been switched for a new one but the chore continued to get 'delayed'. Because we expected things to get done sooner though, we didn't bother considering taking our laptops nor expecting to end up staying at a hotel. Lesson learned I'd say P In the end though, it was all very worth it. The car we did get was 10 years younger and is a 2005 Kia ... Sorenta I believe. Mini-van at any rate. It runs beautifully and everything that needs to work does so I'm content. I'm simultaneously tired and hungry --- though about to work on the latter. I'll get to posts ASAP though apologies on the seemingly abrupt departure. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, I've been feeling like I'm merely existing, waking up every day to merely breathe and live. It honestly depresses and terrifies me. I don't feel like much of anything ... a woman, a wife, certainly not a mother. The last I haven't since I had to give my angel to my parents for power of attorney. Day after day, year after year has passed and I've been out of her life for so long, me and Vein both. I don't know what I'm going to do if I make the effort to move and she doesn't want to live with us again. She's been with her grandparents so long .... the thought of change and her outright rejecting it is making my heart ache and want to break. If that ends up happening, all I've worked so hard to accomplish, to be able to be closer to her .... it'll have been a waste. And I'd give my soul just to ensure that doesn't happen. But I'm so fucking scared it'll happen anyways .... Why is it the good people who have the worst shit happen to them? I've never understood that. I don't regret getting my child to a safer environment and in one where I can eventually see her again. But why the fuck me?! The house tried to accuse me and Vein of neglect - which, for the record - was actually amusing a 2 12 year old with video games, music, and TV to keep her from running around and breaking shit - but yet I see true abuse and neglect on a daily basis. Two other mothers live nearby us, one with two children, one with only one. And neither even begin to act like a parent should. In fact, their behavior infuriated me so much that I wrote to CPS to report them. But apparently verbal abuse - including calling your own child 'fucking stupid' - isn't something they'll act upon. How not?! Why?! And yet they were ready to take my child away ... without any proof?! What warped sense of justice is that?! I want to be with my child again. I'm sick of missing her birthdays and holidays ..... Being away from her ... is like a good portion of my heart being gone. And damnit, I want it back .... continues sobbing Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, IDay after day, all I hear from beside and across me are more and more screams. I still can't comprehend why two fiends can have the ability to keep their kids but not me? All they do is give so much verbal abuse. True, there have definitely been times the kids have acted out. But I have little to no doubt a good portion of that is caused by the way they go about raising them. I also admit that I wasn't always the perfect mom. Yeah, I lost my cool sometimes and got irritated with my child. But never did I resort to low tactics like calling her fucking stupid. I don't care what age your child is --- you shouldn't be able to say such things and avoid being arrested. But these two ... have been doing that ever since we moved to this new location 3 years ago in mid March. But more than I hate them or the justice system in this city and state, I purely loathe this shelter. I can't forgive or forget how ready they were to take my own away ... and all without any goddamn proof of anything, let alone the supposed 'neglect' we'd been shoving. Tch, please. Get your fucking facts straight before going and making such wild ass accusations. With my birthday coming up soon, I've tried to think on what I might even want. One ... I doubt will ever happen. But I really do miss Vein here. Don't get me wrong, I've thoroughly enjoyed meeting people here and all. But I'd be lying if I didn't admit there were sometimes I wish he'd just ... but I don't know. We already had that talk a while ago and it's part of the reason he doesn't log. And if he genuinely doesn't want to, I don't wanna try to make him get onto a place he's not even beginning to have fun. It'd be unfair to him. But it still won't make my selfish side go away either not fully. Somewhat, yeah. But not 100. The screaming and crying from outside, anyways has finally stopped .. but dear gods I've never wanted to go out and punch people as badly as I do these two bitches, one admittedly a bit more than the other. I hate how they treat their kids, hate that I have to fucking hear them every damn day ... I wish I could nod my head and leave. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, Thank gods! Finally one of my favorite times has re-arrived. For the past three years, I've been going to here and doing classes. Yes, I know it's Harry Potter based. Some of the plot and characters I was rather iffy on. But the overall concept of learning magical-related subjects... I definitely became fond of easily. So I registered after a friend recommended it .. and am incredibly glad I did. I have 13 classes this year due to pulling a Hermione and taking all the classes that I can. It's easy enough with the two weeks they give in between lessons, thankfully. The first classes are always introductions .. but certain ones I've especially been looking forward to and am incredibly excited about it all. I'm also glad they put Necromancy back even if worded differently .. . I was rather annoyed they took it away last year but let me have it in the 1st Year. Hopefully between this and my fanfic, I can have more things to occupy myself with --- for the better. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, Earlier today, I had a lovely dream. I was holding my angel in my arms again ... snuggling with her and making up for lost time. Now I realize it was only a dream ... and dear gods, I'd give anything for that to be real. I miss her so much, it all but physically kills me. I hate being able to do practically nothing but count down the days until the visions can become reality once again ... but I know I need to resort to that for now. My beloved ... my miracle child. sob Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, I officially gave caffeine completely upon the 5th of September. Amazingly, I seem to have taken to the changes insanely well. I thought it'd be more of a chore and struggle. I'm sleeping easier, albeit not always at the right times. But it's still no doubt a good change in pace all the same. I've been slightly exhausted despite all the sleep I've been getting and intend to see if it's merely depression or something else. It's easy to fall into such states with this ... shelter. But with almost nowhere to go, it feels like a slightly redundant point to ever attempt to get out. The fact me and Vein are still paying off the new car and using money for essentials -- food and gas, namely -- make it all the more difficult to try to leave, even if only for a bit. Aside from feeling weary, I've otherwise been well and trying out new MMOs with Vein. The most recent one we have begun is Star Wars The Old Republic. I have one Rebel aligned person and one Sith, with both more or less going into the assassin -esque prestige classes. Our Siths have found and joined an RP guild there and it's actually more organized than any others we've been on together. Granted, we haven't overly tried to RP on many other MMOs so there are likely others that are also good. I'm also trying to change what I eat, though that's much more difficult than having given up caffeine for several reasons. For one, we don't have even a stove in our room, making it impossible to make a lot of foods. But the other - and main, I'd have to think - is my food palette. It's always been incredibly sensitive. I did used to try to eat vegetables in the past. But if it felt or tasted too ... strong in my mouth, I flat out refused to eat any of them. It's been part of the reason I've considered liposuction .. and yet know all the same I'd have to stick to a more strict diet if I did. Sigh Overall, I've been mostly well save from a few other annoying ... issues. To those I'm doing 1x1s with, if I don't reply sooner than usual it isn't because I've forgotten. But whatever has been making me tired is slowing my pace, to say the least. I do promise to get back to you all ASAP though. I still hope and wish Vein would resume posting here once again. I really do miss him, silly as that may sound given we live together and all. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, I'm glad to have returned especially from my rather abrupt hiatus. My monthly snuck up on me so I've been slightly more tired than usual. Aside from that, I can't otherwise complain much. Vein is doing his seasonal job as he did last year. I'm proud for him and all ... but I'm genuinely terrified that when this ends, he won't be able to find something more permanent. That's one of the most key things we need to even be able to consider moving in half a year. I've been in the midst of improving my RPing skills as a male with Minako2012. It seems to be going rather well on my end though I do hope the feelings are mutual. I still wish Veinexes would come back here. Obviously, he has work and I won't try to make his obligations change. But he does have days off ... or even for when the job ends. Still, I feel so inadequate doing offline and more verbal-based RPs with him. It's harder to be descriptive with words ... though that may be tied into my Asperger's. I don't know .... I just know I miss him being here. I'm still off caffeine, yes. In fact, it's been three official months as of today it seems. Proud smile I don't have much more to type on my end, I suppose. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, I started taking up bloggingmaking Top BestWorst Lists lately. It's actually been really amusing, fun even. However, that wasn't what the main focus on this entry was going to be. I'm going to take a lazy day - if not weekend - so will be back Sunday night or Monday, somewhere around there. I need to give my mind a slight break but I haven't by any means forgotten any of the RPs I'm in. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, With the holidays soon approaching, I'm going to take the time - as most here probably will also - to have an on and off break. But more than anything, I intend to spoil Vein, especially since his temporary job is coming to an end soon and we're unsure if he will be able to get a full-time occupation anytime soon. So while he has more free time and I have the chances - both during and before Christmas - I'm going to give him more of my attention than here. So posting will be slow but still done. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
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RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, With the appearance of the new year arriving, I'm hoping to make some changes. All - at least hopefully - will be for the better. And while most apply to my life behind the screen, I do have a few for here though not nearly as many. I've been off caffeine for nearly four months now. I'm going to expand that to all sodas. And after some thought ... I'll put that into effect on my dad's birthday as an odd present for him. He gave up chewing tobacco years ago when I begged him to ... this is a way to sorta return the favor. I say 'sorta' just because he didn't ask me to do this I'm doing it for myself. Still, I haven't forgotten that day despite me having been in 4th grade when he quit. .... I likely sound old. Ah well, I'm pushing 30. Sue me. For here, I suppose I'm going to better work on my wording, especially on my request thread. I have had a few people admit it seems .. intimidating. And to many degrees and aspects, I definitely understand. In fact, I almost wonder if there's a point to making yet another main search thread ... to try to balance out things and avoid coming off as too demanding. With any luck, we'll me and Vein finally be able to leave this damn shelter and get to our child. It's been far too long and frankly, I'm sick of having been out of her life for so long. I'm definitely grabbing a bottle if not two of sake when we do leave and celebrating like there's no tomorrow. I don't usually drink ... but when that day comes, I will very likely break that rule, just to indulge on the long-ass journey I've had to endure. Granted, I realize that even when I do leave here, I still have more to my life. And that's more than fine with me I'm just so very eager and ready to get rid of what has no doubt been the worst years of my life. Just like how 2014 is a new beginning, I'm so ready to start anew myself. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2
Thread: Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave (Feel free to comment, post, PM, etc.)

RE Memoirs of a Real Life Lover, Wife and Slave Dear Blue Moon Diary, With the new term on HEX officially beginning now, it's going to be busier than usual. I got accepted on Christmas Eve to teach History of Magic, years 5-7 as my signature hints. So I'm logging on there as both a student and teacher. And with the latter, I need to grade 3 separate years worth of homework assignments. At worst, I'll be slowed slightly but not so much I can't get back to people. However, I probably will be wanting breaks more often than usual. It's a hell of a tiring task when all is said and done. Hopefully, it'll go smoother with each lesson. I'll be done .. sometime in March. But the point is, please bear with me for those I am still RPing with. Thanks. Until next time, LadyYunaFFX2