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Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

I love my husband, I really do. He -can- be one of the nicest people I have known. He pays attention to me, listens to what I like, what I dislike, and I am amazed that he can remember a short conversation we had months ago, just to surprise me. He can also be one of the most inconsiderate asses known to mankind. He has it in his head that he can't cook, and he has no interest in learning to. None at all. So every meal we eat, I cook, if I'm not home he sticks a pizza in the oven. If I am home and he wants a pizza, I'm supposed to stick it into the oven. I'm also expected to take care of the baby when home, so he can go to our room to relax while I deal with her. Every few hours he'll come out to yell at me and her when she starts to make a mess. Last week, this line of thinking got me so mad at him last week when I was sick. I was in horrible pain and asked him to take care of Rose while I slept. He acted like he was doing me a favor, and woke me up every few hours to do this or that, and fix him something to eat. Later that night I am in a tub of icy cold water trying to ease my stomachback pain, and he comes in. He tells me he has been feeling depressed lately, and I should be more sympathetic to him. I told him I was in horrible pain, and couldn't deal with it, and he goes on about me One upping him. IT'S NOT A CONTEST. More assholery the next few days, until we reach today. I went in, worked a very hard day since we were shorthanded in the bakery, and when I am getting off, he asks me to pick up drink mix, diapers, and collar and leash for the dog. I tell him to wait about ten minutes, because I'll be a bit. I go through the store, grab drink mix, diapers, and a few things we needed, shampoo, conditioner, bath milk for my skin, some make up, and a long sleeve shirt for me since it is getting cold. We get home, and he is mad at me because I ate his cheese . I was hungry!. We get back, he asks me to get the collar and leash and tie muggs outside since he keeps escaping, and I wince and say I forgot it. He freaks out, grabs up the bags. What the hell took you so long then? Shampoo?? Clothes?? And throws the bags back down. He reminded me of a child throwing a tantrum, so I spanked him, he spanked me, I spanked him, and we both walked off in a huff. He came back carrying on about how if I hated him so much I should just leave. Again. And I told him if he keeps bringing up that he must want to leave, and he snaps back that he doesn't need my permission to go. S What the hell. I love you honey, I really do, but this is crap. Stop blaming me for your bad attitude. Please!
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

...Yeah, that's a few red flags right there, Kiko.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

I mean, I'm not trying to pretend that he's solely to blame. I can't keep house, I'm the kind of person who could walk right over a mess, move to avoid it, but never really notice it's there. My house is a royal mess, and tomorrow I am cleaning. But, he could get off his tail too, instead of acting like it's a huge favor to just do a load of laundry or, heaven forbid, wash dishes. Especially if he has the day off. And I admit I let my temper get the best of me too, and I don't act right in fights. But I have never told David to leave me, I've never suggested he should, and I don't want him to go. I just want him to be himself again, instead of forcing all our troubles onto me...
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

I think he IS acting like 'himself'. Himself when he's lived with you for a while and you have a kid together. It honestly sounds like he's not mature enough to handle that caliber of relationship.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

Even just two years ago he seemed like a completely different person. When Rose was born and I was in the hospital he rarely left my side, he'd go home to shower and change, and would sleep on a fold out bed in the room to stay close. He took care of Rose mostly back then, held down the job, ect. while I recovered. It's just been really here recently that his attitude has been awful, and he's started treating me poorly. I don't know if it is work. I saw how they treat him there, it would piss me off too His parents continuing to twist his arm and demand the unreasonable, or maybe he has just hit his depression... I don't know, but it is getting stressful to be around him. S He always seems to be in a bad mood, it puts me on edge.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

Confront him about it. Like, corner him, and say 'If we're gonna have a relationship for much longer, we really need to have an understanding.' Tell him what's bothering you, calmly, and non-confrontationally.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

I have tried that, more or less, and he either cries and promises he will change, or pins the blame on me until I feel awful about myself. I don't know how to approach him and tell him we both have flaws, we both need to change, without one of us getting our feelings hurt, and making it worst. I can handle doing the cooking, if he helps more with the cleaning, and I'll try to be perkier if he would stop picking fights.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

...Erm, well, good luck with that. It's a bit late now, but you REALLY should have waited to get married.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

I didn't really have a choice Try. My parents screwed me over by Losing my birth certificate so I wouldn't be able to transfer schools. They never let me get any form of public identification, so with no way to prove my identity when I moved I had to leave school, I couldn't get on any form of birth control, and condoms apparently are not the most effective prevention. When I got pregnant my parents form of insurance that I was still on would not cover out of state expenses, so they tried to force me to move back. It was a mad scramble to try to get my birth certificate and social security card back, because my health was getting very bad. it was at the point that at three months along I was throwing up ten times a day, couldn't hold down water, and would faint when I tried to walk any distance. We couldn't afford actual health coverage, and because we were living with his parents while looking for a home, in order for me to qualify for Medicaid I would have to be married to David. I had to see a doctor, or we were afraid we'd lose the baby. So we got married, a lot sooner than I had hoped.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

Abortion, yo. I know you love your kid, but you were not ready for this.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

I'm not pro-choice, Try. And I know myself well enough to know I am not emotionally stable enough to have ever had an abortion, I get guilt ridden, it would destroy me. I know a lot of people disagree, and I really don't want to get into a whole pro life vs pro choice debate, so lets just leave it at, for me, it wasn't an option. I know myself too well to think that it was.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

shrugs There's a lot of difference between can't and won't, and it's worth remembering the distinction.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

Yes, I suppose. Everyone has different morals and views, mine didn't make abortion an option for me, not with how I view life. No more than killing David now is an option for me. Agree or disagree. You're right, I wish David and I could have taken things slow, and spent years getting to know each other before getting married. I wish I could have known other guys so I could understand how to be in a relationship, and I wish he had known women so he understands now too. -Shrugs- I am thinking of suggesting we try an open relationship for a bit, so we can try to learn more about others, and see if that helps our interactions. But to be honest, it's a scary prospect. I've tried just MasterXSlave relationships online, and find that guys who tend to be interested in anything with me are asses. XD That or I can't tell who the nice people are, I do try to find sweet guys.
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

For the record!! This is not a fair and unbias look at my marriage, it's a place for me to vent and blow smoke to my friends. My husband and I have different ways of handling stress, mine is to rave, but this journal isn't exactly full of my flaws, only his, and it isn't a fair way to judge him as a person. My husband can be the sweetest guy I've ever met, he loves to snuggle with me, and is always the first to step up and make me feel better when I start to get depressed. He enjoys doing sweet things for me, and sometimes it amazes me how I can mention something in passing, and he'll remember it for months just to surprise me later. Sure we have disagreements, but he's for the most part willing to go out of his way to accommodate me, and is very understanding to my needs. And my flaws? I have a ton! I'm needy and clingy on him, and I know it. I dislike doing chores... Actually strike that... I hate chores, I hate cleaning in general. Yeah I still think it's unfair that when I had a job I worked as many hours as my husband, took care of Rose a little more, did all the cooking, but he wanted me to do as much cleaning... But I did very little. I'd rather donate an organ than do the dishes. And it frustrates him how I avoid it, and I know it does!
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

Okay... HOW do I respond to this... Seriously? Note This all happened on Gaia. This is what I said in the thread that everyone was spamming. Cal is -not- my character, I am posting him as a favor. I am posting Cal today or tomorrow, relax I just lost my job after struggling for a while to keep it, so I have not been up to posting. But there will be one soon. The time skip will come after this post, but the RP cannot stay on day one forever. Also... We have an OOC for a reason!!! This is the PM I recieved. I know we have an OOC forum but there isn't too much activity there either. I'm sorry to here about your job. I understand how that is and I just lost my job too. I don't know your home situation either but so you can believe me when I say I understand how hard life is right now I'll show you what's going on in mine. I trust you enough so here we go. Since my freshman year 3 years now I have lost 16 best friends to suicide, 4 to cancer, my grand parents to a car accident, and the one I thought who's be my soulmate forever to a gun accident. I broke up with my boyfriend two days ago, have been sexually harrassed and assualted by my neighbor. Who in doing so got me pregnant and 4 months into my pregnancy I had a miscarriage. That is why my boyfriend and I broke up. As well as 60 million other issues that life goes through. That is why I roleplay. To get away from all my problems. So I'm sorry if I seem a little antsy. But most of my rp's have gone down the toilet these past few weeks, my life seems to be able to go past rock bottom, and I'm really in need of an escape. So I'm sorry but I most definately understand what you could possibly be going through. Thank you for saying you'll post soon and I appreciate it. There is some what of an antsy wait but I hopelife gets better. Okay... Now, one side of me wants to call BULL. 16 friends died of suicide in three years? 4 friends a year? A friend every three months? Something is wrong there. And four frinds died of cancer? Does she go to school in a nuclear facility? Secondly... I AM NOT A THERAPIST. RPing helps me cope with stress too, but there is a point when people have to say This isn't working and see a doctor. But... With my past... I don't want to not believe her. So... What the hell do I do... And why is this angst dropped in my lap from someone I don't even know just because I said I've been to stressed to post for someone else??
Thread: Kiko's journal, enter at your own risk

Complete lies, all of them. Occam's Razor ftw.
Thread: Whoops... (bit & TheCount)

Now remember I have to get going early tomorrow so don't whine if I leave you here on your own and I wake you up at three A.M. Yeah sure... He said not paying attention at all to his girlfriend. He was eying a football magazine as he was already set inside her bed like almost every other night. They had quite the active night life, if you catch my drift, but tonight she had to get rest because she was going back home for the long weekend. Alex was fine with just smuggling tonight, he knew they would go back to their usual night activities once she was back. His girlfriend set the alarm clock and then slid under the covers next to him, giving him a kiss on the cheek. She said one thing, and placed her body right next to his, before turning off the light. He smiled and placed the magazine on the floor while he then got into sleeping position like every night. Good night honey... There was a sudden noise as his girlfriend got up you can choose her name, but Alex did not react at all. His girlfriend did everything possible to not bother him too, so she was soon out of there by early morning. Alexander's current state of mind was dreaming. What a beloved dream it was too. All of a sudden he pictured himself getting up going to the kitchen. At the kitchen was his girlfriend's apartment mate, and they got to talking, and then flirting, and then kissing, and so on... He was in heaven. But it was just a dream. A ray of sunlight hit his eyes, as he slept that made it's way to wake his conscious. He found it odd, as the sun did not rise in his girlfriend's room. He smelled a familiar scent, but didn't know from where. He opened his eyes in a pink room, nothing like the one he had fell asleep in. Everything was different, even the sheets, were all fussy and messy. There was also a funny feeling as he... was not wearing anything at all either. His heart raised and he looked ot his side seeing, what he recognized as his girlfriend's apartment mate's hair and bare back. He did not know what to do... his heart raced as he had come top the realization of the obvious. Oh shit... He whispered as he looked around the room once more to make sure.
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Thread: Picture for misha!

So, I got a tablet in the mail today. As a result, I decided to fuck around... and I ended up drawing misha?
Thread: Attempt Two and Livestream

Anyone want to watch? Attempt two at this cause my computer was being super lame last night. I'll be working on line art and if I finish, I will start coloring and shading. !-- m --a classpostlink relnofollow href m --
Thread: Attempt Two and Livestream

Stoping for now, Will record when I start to color, then put it on youtubes.
Thread: Proof that our brains are broken

I don't get it, a Gif with a bunch of spriles and res thing sticking out the side...
Thread: Proof that our brains are broken

Just look at the damn thing.
Thread: Proof that our brains are broken

It's not a GIF, it's just an optical illusion and messes with your brain something fierce.
Thread: Proof that our brains are broken

Actually it is a Gif I checked the proprieties, now weather or not it is a moving one I can't say for certion.
Thread: Proof that our brains are broken

It's not a moving pic. However, our brains are tricking us into believing it is. If you stare into it, you'll see one or more of the circles moving, but when you direct your gaze directly on said circle, it stops moving and the other ones start.
Thread: Proof that our brains are broken

for me if I focus on it all of it stops. Just focus on the middle row and you will see that if you focus on one of them it will stop moving. If you move your eyes one way they will move that way and vice versa.
Thread: Proof that our brains are broken

I love seeing this at the music store and its a weed poster. Haha!
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Lily had been at the castle now for two months. Each day more hellish the one before it. She beaten and starved on a regular basis buy the other servants and the head of the servants. It was because she was different, kind and gentle even in her dark moments. And beautiful, her beauty could not be compared to another. The other servants were jealous and hated her for her behavior hoping one day the drive her to snap. One of her favorite tasks was cleaning the king's chambers and to day was one of the days she had been able to. She was humming softly as she worked around the room while he was away from it.
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

King Maximus took his usual morning walk around the grounds, his quarters had been left for the servants to clean as was their task. His blue eyes highlighted by longish black hair sat atop a large well built body that had several scars on it, standing about 6 foot tall he had killed many a chagrin who had tried to steal from him before. Both men and women had been punished as he returned to the castle proper. Entering his own quarters he noticed the servant working, taking in her beauty he coughed a little as he made his way across to his desk.
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Lily was lost in her humming and cleaning she didn't even noticed someone coming in. So she jumped when the king coughed. She spun around her purple eyes locked his a moment, then she bowed to him my Lord i am sorry i had hope to be finished when you returned. I will get my things and come back later, I am sorry my lord Lily quickly moved. She was very slender with long raven colored hair that went down to the small of her back. Lily began to gather up her things.
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Maximus took in her startled form as he stopped to pick up the large tome from near the bed, his blue eyes meeting her purple ones. Watching her start to pack up he spoke. No there is no need to leave, stay and clean here. I will be in the library if you need me.
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Are you sure my lord. It would be no trouble at all to let you read here and come back later Lily's eyes locked on his. SHe couldn't believe how handsome he was
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Maximus noticed how her eyes had locked on his, feet guiding his body closer to hers as he softly reached out and touched one of her shoulders briefly before flicking a loose strand of hair back from her face. Yes I am quite sure. Continue with the cleaning. With that he turned and left the room, heading to the library and his comfortable chair to read for awhile.
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Lily's heart jumped when she felt him touch her. He seemed so kind. All Lily could do is watch him leave the room. Lily sighed as she went back to work. She couldn't help but dream that one day she would be able to speak to him again. It took another hour but she cleaned his chambers and then went to the library to let him know she was finished. She knocked on the door
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Maximus was half attentive to the book and other half on her. Knowing that a few new servants had been hired in the last week he had not met her until today. Barely hearing the soft knock he did though and spoke. Yes you may enter.
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Lily bowed as he entered the room my lord i just came to tell you that i have completed cleaning your bed room if you wish to return. Lily looked at him, and glanced at the many books she loved reading. It was very uncommon a servant to know how to read.
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Maximus smiled and watched her enter, listening to her words he nodded his head and put his book down on the coffee table near him. Indicating the chair near him he spoke. Come sit down and tell me a little about yourself?
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Lily was shocked at his request and it couldn't help but show on her face. Oh sir you don't want to here about one of your servants
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Maximus moved a little in his chair and spoke again. Yes I do now come share your story. I make the rules around here remember.
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Lily paused a moment thinking she was going to get a beating for this when she returned to the other servants but she didn't care. She walked over to him sitting on the floor in front of him. what is that you wish to know my lord
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Maximus watched her move across and sit down on the floor in front of him, having noticed not just her beauty but the scars he spoke softly. How you came about those scars and bruises.
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Lily swallowed hard for a moment she didn't know what to say how could tell him other memember of his staff have given them to her oh ummm, some were from when my village was attack sir, and i was taken
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Maximus heard her words and moved in his seat to stand up slowly, his fingers traced across her cheek as he spoke. No they are more recent. No pressure though. Go take care of some other light chores for the rest of the week.
Thread: NightStalker73au and Nightsorceress

Lily slowly rose from her seat thank you sir. Is there anything i can get for you. Would like your dinner to brought to your chambers this evening