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Thread: Cutting the darkness

Told her exactly what I was feeling....and I'm doing something that I didn't think I'd do. I gave up, I told her straight out that she is bluntly avoiding me and that she is just looking for a way out. well, it went a bit further, with a few attacks here and there, but nothing too major. she got back to that one. amazing, she can get back when it benefits here. Guess what she told me. 'Was gonna say you could Skype me over the weekend, but whatever' well lass, your the one who deleted me, who cheated on me and won't face up to facts. it's not for me to do the legwork this time. your the one in the wrong and I don't give 2 craps anymore, so get your act together and, if you actually do want to do something, get to work. I'm done venting about her....and I'm done trying to avoid memories of her because of what they mean to me Heck had a conversation about a suit I was wearing, and wanted out because it reminded me too much of my ex's likes. you take the good with the bad, and it's how you recover from being knocked down that makes you who you are. I can sit here until the end of time going 'I don't want to do that because she was like that' but that's not going to help. I may as well remember the good and smile, and remember the bad as a lesson. After all, I've got, what....at least 60 years ahead of me? I'll find someone else. as for my dream of going to the US....I used to want to avoid Charleston due to her being there. but now it's another place on the map of oppotunity. .....ok, I'll admit it, if I saw her whilst being an accountant, I'd charge double.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

For some reason I keep coming back here to vent about my ex....maybe when this is all over I can finally get over her and actually fucking move on. so, I did exactly what I said I would. I told our friends what was going on, only in a PM not on XBL which kinda downheartened me. either way, it's done...and I'm surprised what I got in reply. I put in that I'm leaving the forum, explaining why with her cited as the main reason, telling them the blunt truth and adding a bit at the end I will come back when she can answer me. thing is, she won't. I know that, she knows that. don't know why I put that in. but still, the guys got behind me on that, saying they'd bother her until she got talking to me one of them reported that she said she was gonna deal with it, a sentiment she could've held a while ago I've given her the tools to finish building the bridge, all she has to do it the legwork...and I doubt she'll do that much. I can walk away with the moral high ground, but it seems that she still wins. although, saying that, I may have been able to turn two of her friends accidentally. if she doesn't get back to me I'm gonna let them know. maybe under a barrage of their persuasion she'll see sense and talk.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

there's a fine line between Neutrality and belligerency. I've been trying to tread the line and...well, due to how I handle things, might have hit the Belligerent side of things. The tales from my ex have involved her pet turtle dying. my way of dealing with a pet dying is...kinda cold. you can think 'oh, it could have been different if I did this' and chances are you'd be right, but there's no point in hating yourself due to what you didn't do. its safe to say it didn't go down well, people thinking I'm being an evil blighter but I can't help the demons I picked up during my life. only thing is, I won't apologise for how I've grown. people can think I'm a cold bastard for the lines I've used, but still, their choice. I'm not going to say 'oh, I'm wrong blah blah' if it's how I've grown. when it comes to death, I am a cold bastard, when it comes to life, I'm happy go lucky.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

Someone help me I'm about to strangle someone. So, without letting us know, My Brother changes the night of wargaming to TWICE over the Weekend despite me saying I will not do so. Because? Bank holiday monday. well joy, another night of doing stuff. and you know what, remind me to NEVER offer to help. got the yelling of a lifetime for not telling Mum the person she wanted on the phone was back when I had only just turned around to tell her that wen he only just returned. O lord, please have mercy on me for this weekend is getting off to a flying start.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

well, the weekend from hell is over. seems James isn't coming back for a week. THANK GOD! on the bright side, someone asked me what was keeping me from coming back to another forum, so I basically told em...shame both were in public. I can live without them, but for once...I feel good for saying it bluntly out loud. I walked away...doesn't mean I can't tell people the tale of the blade and the angel.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

You know when you see something familiar in a game or film that has something rally bad done to it.? I use the example of New york in loads of films for Yanks. well, now I'm on Mass Effect 3's endgame and it's in London...well, I've been there before....god it looked both amazing and upsetting to see how it ended up. Heck, thats just London, think of how quikly my county got abandoned.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

GOOD NEWS whoever's paying attention to this most likely a case of 'Hi Mum' lol To those who've seen me in the chat, I keep on saying about wanting to go to the US and such, with one of my Uni choices offering a place. well, had a bit of a fiasco yesterday where, the hour before an Exam, Derby who offer a course in Accounting and American Studies said 'no, you only have 160 points, and we want 280' British UCAS thing, kinda hard to explain well, I went over it many times who wouldn't? it's literally one of my major choices and wants and they apparently weren't counting my IT diploma which covered the other 120. So began a panicky run to the office to find the woman in charge and finding out what in the high hell was going on. AND!!!! DRAMATIC PAUSE!!!! she was at the Optictions someone spell check that for me, Eye tester and such and I found my main tutor instead. She asked me what was going on and I explained, so she sat me down, calmed me down and we got to work fixing the issue. Turns out they somehow hadn't seen it, so I had to send them a new copy of my National Diploma It's different to the Doctors stuff, so you don't have to call me Doctor Blade yet and they can amend m offer after doing so. well, just seen the new offer. conditional, so long as I pass this year. Same with Lincoln. Everything comes down to passing, but still, gotta sort out my finance, but should be able to be in the US soon.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

so...I had an idea a few days back and was trying to figure it out and such. basically, when I write, I listen to music, and find that it affects my writing in various ways, from writing things to fit the mood listening to some of my more active pieces made good combat scenes to just adding a tinge to the scene itself. I somehow managed to make a scene with a stealth operation have a hint of fear when they nearly got caught, and people commented on how well it was done now, I was basically thinking of how to use this and develop my writing...well, somewhat turning this into a place for that could help. if you see a massive piece of text on here with a link to a youtube video, chances are it's a story piece.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

So for what it's worth, things seem to be going mentally but better if that makes sense. at college I've got three exams after passing one who held me back so fucking long. I shouted loudly in celebration so might look like an ass lol with one taking place on...Friday or something like that. I'll get the details tonmmorow, but from the look of things....I'm going to make it. getting ready for Uni is mental as well, got my student finance sorted and I'm ready to go, mostly. just worried that when I get there I'll look like a twat and be unable to keep up, but damn will I try.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

so now a hitch in my scheme to go to university need to book accomodation... how come I wasn't told? I was expecting to be given a room. set me back a good 230, yet to be paid. but in the end, it'll be worth it. oh, and when I get to the US, I'm going to be working my ass off...paying off old debts.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

Ever had one of those times when who you thought you were is generally pulled down beneath you through no sign of what you've done...Kinda just had one of them. now, this is going to seem REALLY convieniant considering recent events, but trust me, this isn't on here. I was on a big forum a while back, before I really even considered coming here at all. got talking to a bunch of folks and just about eve- ok, shortcut, aside from the adult side of things, it was practically BMR. just....well, no big chat room. the ways things went we hijacked a chatroom from another site and used that, and we had a blast, talking and such. Now, one of the Mods left, and we had to decide on who to replace them. it wasn't really a contest, just the higher ups went 'yeah, we want this guy' now, someone who had been on a shorter time then me who....suffice to say was more active got the role...which had a bunch of us confused. we still were happy for him but we had to ask why. well, he got back to me recently, told me that the job wasn't worth it's salt. I asked him why he got chosen and...well, he told me the idea was he was likeable, kind and helped out all over. well, I fitted two out of three....and I helped in the chatroom. He didn't tell me why I wasn't considered at the time, only saying I didn't try enough. wel....here I was thinking I was likeable, helped a lot and kind....guess I need to do a lot more of the same...
Thread: Cutting the darkness

Being a mod isn't about wanting the position. It's about being able to do the job required of it without thinking you should get it just because you have certain traits. Chin up, kid. You're a good person.
Thread: Cutting the darkness

Not being rude when I say this Hahv, but like I said, this was a while ago on a different site. honestly, I'd rather not have the world and their parents coming to me wanting a job done and such. saying that I want to be an accountant lol besides, back on the site of question...let's just say it was a world away from who I am now. in more ways then one. But, with modern times...I'd hope I am a good person end of the day. either that or I'm going to be up till....midday trying to improve myself in that respect lol. by the way, someone actually reads this? here I thought I was talking to...well, the void
Thread: Cutting the darkness

Just felt like leaving a note. And some people read this. Lol.
Thread: A Cap on the Number of Accounts Per User

Up until now BMR has been pretty lax about how many accounts a single person can have. On average, most seem to follow the idea of either having just one or only a couple for whatever reason. However, to avoid abuse of this privilege in being allowed multiple accounts, it's been decided that a reasonable cap is to be put into place. Now, before anyone goes crazy, the cap IS reasonable. The cap is NO MORE THAN FIVE ACCOUNTS PER A SINGLE PERSON. This will more or less have little to no affect on a very high majority of members. However, those of you who do indeed exceed this five, staff asks that you please contact them about what you'd like to do with your extraneous accounts. They can either be merged into a single accounts or deleted outright. Staff also asks that those of you with extraneous accounts step forward and contact them before the end of the month--more than enough time to figure out what you'd like to do with them. If you choose not to contact staff, it will be assumed that you don't care what happens to your accounts and staff will delete your extraneous accounts using their judgment as to which ones should go. You will then receive notification to your most currentactive account as to which accounts have been deleted. Again, this shouldn't affect very many members at all. One final thing. For the future, if you will be needing more than five accounts staff does understand that there can be extenuating circumstances, please have a good reason for doing so AND please notify staff FIRST. If you don't, it'll be assumed you are breaking the 'account cap' rule and thus the account will automatically be deleted without warning. If disregarding this rule occurs too many times, you risk your site membership for ALL your accounts. Thank you. EDIT I should also add that if you are banned from the site via one account, ALL alt accounts will be banned as well and for the same duration of time.
Thread: Looking for a roleplayer

bump for you, PM sent
Thread: Looking for a roleplayer

hello dear i would like to roleplay with you .. you can msg me if want to play with me. i like ur taboo ideas
Thread: Looking for a roleplayer

i would like to roleplay
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

One of our members, namely Hero, is being deployed tomorrow. So, it's had me thinking a bit.... as such, felt the need to say 'thanks' to anyone and everyone who has either served or is serving in the military. Whether it's for the US or another country, doesn't matter. What you do is appreciated by so many and is something that not everyone could even remotely do. So, for that.... felt the need to make it known just how appreciated you all really are and how much respect and admiration people truly feel towards you. So... THANK YOU! We also miss you much when you have to go away. Be it for training, a tour, whatever. We know living an active military life is super busy and time consuming and just OH MY, we know it can be dangerous! Just know that whenever you're able to drop on by here... be it for bits at a time or for more... you'll ALWAYS be welcomed back with open arms and know just how much we've missed you while away. 3
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

Seconded. Thank you Hero for what you do. Come back to us from time to time, when time allows.
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

Don't talk to you too often, but agree with the statements above what you and any military men and women do is appreciated, and I want to smack the living daylights out of anyone who downplays our service men and women.
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

Hugs to Hero and all of our Service members I will miss you. And I thank you, all of you, for everything that you have done and will do in keeping us safe.
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

We'll miss all of you. I know I will.
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

I've known you for three days and I'm Canadian, but hope you come back home in good shape Hero!
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

Best of luck to you Hero! We gingers should stick together!
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

I forgot all about this, which makes me a fuckass. And I know that we probably haven't gotten along very well. Or perhaps we have, with my mood swings it's hard to tell. But with Dom being in the Army, I know what kind of stress you go through on a day to day basis, and I know this is a big change for you, but I want you to know that I support you, and I know that all of the members above are voting for you too. I know you're scared, that's perfectly normal, but I am almost positive that everything is going to be okay, and we're all going to be sitting here with flags and love, waiting on you to come home! Be safe, and don't forget us!!
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

Good luck Hero, May Fair Winds fill your sails, keep your powder dry and your chin up...from a retired US Air Force Veteran, 1975-95..
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

Holy crap! A soldier! Go get em Hero!
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

We'll miss you Hero D sorry I didn't get to say goodbye, and sorry we didn't get to play DC Universe before you left. We can do it when you get back!
Thread: We Appreciate You & Miss You While Away

salutes Sorry if this is late, but Hero..........know that I appreciate what you do. Having come from a family where military service is very much prevalent, I'm familiar with the call to duty and the changes that brings. So be safe, and go kick some ass.
Thread: D100 Interest Check

Messenger Handle AIM Zindiyasa Time LineFrame I guess this is for themes? Fantasy is always fun, though if the d100 system really is versatile we could do most anything I'm game for it. Availability M-Th 6-12 EST FSa Any time Su 12-8 Possible Character ConceptIdea What you may want to play as Fantasy Wild Elf Barbarian I have a whole backstory for her but that's only for the Forgotten Realms setting. Would you want partialdown time role playing via threads when not dungeon running in the main chat? What systems besides d100 do you like? Should the idea of using d100 be scrapped? I'm familiar with 3.5 and 4e but d100 might make it a bit more lighthearted and a more social affair like it should be if we're emphasizing roleplay. Size Limit I'm good with any size party, from just me to roughly 5 people? Excluding the DM Questions, Comments, Concerns Remember to tell me anything else you want to addsuggest
Thread: D100 Interest Check

Awesome...one reply! Well thats awesome, your times are good, something probably fri-sun will probably happen as I see most people having a weekend availibility, but who knows. It's good to see you're interested in the D100, we just need to find more peeps.
Thread: D100 Interest Check

You'd think people would be jumping on this.
Thread: D100 Interest Check

I don't know a thing about d100...
Thread: M seeking F for Fandom Play - Mature & Limitless - God of War, Resident Evil, FF

bump. weskerjill sounds mighty tempting.
Thread: M seeking F for Fandom Play - Mature & Limitless - God of War, Resident Evil, FF

Thanks for the bump. And I hope so! I'd really like to find someone to play that one with. If you find it tempts you enough, please keep in mind the following As Day Fades said My ideal partner is someone who comes at me with thoughts in her PM, with opinions and ideas and something that breaks the ice better than the typical one-line 'ya i like your one idea lets go with that lemme know when u get the thread up' Click to expand...
Thread: M seeking F for Fandom Play - Mature & Limitless - God of War, Resident Evil, FF

A bump for you! I am so glad that someone finally sees a pairing with Snow and Lightning. I absolutely love them. Of course, I did roleplay Lightning and had a massive crush on Snow, heh. Again, bump for you!
Thread: M seeking F for Fandom Play - Mature & Limitless - God of War, Resident Evil, FF

Why thank you Maybe I'm just late to the party, but there doesn't seem to be anyone interested in a FF XIII-based plot. I finished XIII for the first time about five or six weeks ago, and I just got to the point in XIII-2 yesterday where you meet up with Snow, so my interest in him right now is definitely high. I can't decide whose new duds I like more, his or Lightning's! Did you want to discuss a story together?
Thread: M seeking F for Fandom Play - Mature & Limitless - God of War, Resident Evil, FF

Free bump since you are fan of Resident Evil 5
Thread: M seeking F for Fandom Play - Mature & Limitless - God of War, Resident Evil, FF

As Day Fades said Why thank you Maybe I'm just late to the party, but there doesn't seem to be anyone interested in a FF XIII-based plot. I finished XIII for the first time about five or six weeks ago, and I just got to the point in XIII-2 yesterday where you meet up with Snow, so my interest in him right now is definitely high. I can't decide whose new duds I like more, his or Lightning's! Did you want to discuss a story together? Click to expand... Why, sure! I'd love to. To be honest, I miss playing Lightning. I think she's a great character, no matter how emotional she may seem. People get annoyed by Snow, too, but I think he's just a typical 'I'll do whatever it takes to protect the people I love' character. He's a good guy and I love his voice actor. -Swoons And I agree! I think they both have great new costumes Serah, I'm not so sure about. One of my friends said Lightning's new clothing made her slut. -Snort Whatever. And Snow just looks freaking awesome. So, yes. Let's discuss a story!
Thread: M seeking F for Fandom Play - Mature & Limitless - God of War, Resident Evil, FF

Thanks for the free bump Blue. I never really thought of Lightning as 'emotional.' I think she's just the right balance of emotions. She's definitely much more appealing than previous tough girls in the series. Funny story, I had a bad habit of accidentally calling her Ashe for awhile when I played because of her facehairattitude I'd catch it every time, and remind myself that Lightning would probably knee Ashe in the taint and call her a wuss. I wasn't sure what to think about Snow at first, but when he made his return about halfway through I was excited, and it just built from there. I suppose he does fit the typical hero mold, but he just does it so goddamn well that I don't mind it a bit. Anyway. Taking this to PM!
Thread: M seeking F for Fandom Play - Mature & Limitless - God of War, Resident Evil, FF

I am marking certain story ideas as being taken or in discussion. Still keeping my hopes up for a good writing partner for a RE story! Others that are not crossed out are still available as well.
Thread: New! Let's give it a shot ^^

Just another bump
Thread: New! Let's give it a shot ^^

C'mon, loves. Bring me your plots, kinks, and characters.
Thread: New! Let's give it a shot ^^

A bump for Valentine's Day!
Thread: UPDATED AGAIN~ :D NEW PLOT M/F

RE Cravings MxF Sent you a PM
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RE CRAVINGS! MxF Plots inside! 3 COME'ER! I got it. 3
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RE CRAVINGS! MxF Plots inside! 3 COME'ER! Did you want to continue the story, I can't send you a PM.
Thread: UPDATED AGAIN~ :D NEW PLOT M/F

RE CRAVINGS! MxF Plots inside! 3 COME'ER! Warikamen said Did you want to continue the story, I can't send you a PM. Click to expand... You can't? I thought you didn't want to reply.. o.o
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RE CRAVINGS! MxF Plots inside! 3 COME'ER! 33333333
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RE CRAVINGS! MxF Plots inside! 3 COME'ER! No replying?
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RE UPDATED - Plots Pictures and more! MF Phew phew
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RE UPDATED - Plots Pictures and more! MF are you getting PMs?
Thread: UPDATED AGAIN~ :D NEW PLOT M/F

bump for new plot!
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Would you be up for Futa?
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Bumppp
Thread: Blackmail (Cerberus and FrostyLicker)

Saturday, now there was a day that could never be ignored. A day where you didn't have people bickering at you and no work to do. Just laze about and enjoy the day as it slowly went by. Plus the fact that it had now become summer only made this Saturday even better. In the Leto's darkened room the soft sounds of dog's feet were softly heard plotting on the floor before jumping into his master's bed and licking Leto on the face. All right all right im up, gah! He sighed and yawned and stretched before sitting up and throwing the blankets off of him and onto the bed. All right Shadow lets get you some food. He smiled and ran his hands over the husky's muzzle and pulled on his p.j pants and a white tee-shirt. Leto knew he had to get up and at least start the days chores, feed the animals and then he could relax. Leto then thought about it for a second and looked at Shadow. Oh sorry boy come on lets let you go out back for morning bathroom. Sorry boy. He laughed and grabbed his shoes and slipped them on and headed to the back yard and let Shadow go and head out Once shadow was done with his morning bathroom break he trotted back over to Leto and barked. Leto laughed and just patted him on the head. Well time for breakfast so go lay down. He walked back through the sliding glass door and to the living room and sat down watching the news as he always did.