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Thread: What's on Haru-sama's Mind (Absense/Apologies/Writing Journal)

Re Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind.... I must apologize to anyone whom thinks I've left them hanging. I haven't, as that's now how I do things. I just haven't had that muse to RP as of late. Life gets in the way like that sometimes, but it's not just life itself. A lot of what I crave is uncommon or just unpopular....I've come to realize this over the years. Frankly though, I don't much give a hoot. We all have different things of the kinky kind that push our buttons....be them actions, or words, or appearances styles of dress. I guess I've become like a lot of other RP'ers out there. It never used to be like this, but as we all get older, we settle into our ways, and as such, it starts to become a bit pointless to keep being told to expand on horizons. I did that long ago.....a lot of the things I now latch onto as far as likes in RPing...and on a much wider scale with other hobbies I have, were decided through the years, not instantaneously. It's like, you start with a wide scope of things and eventually as you dig in, you hone in on the things you like and dislike.
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Re Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind.... Whelp, tally another lost RP partner willing to do any and every thing I craved. That, plus another supposed long-term partner I met here not showing up anymore..... I hate Aprils! I'm supposed to be getting psyched for A'Cen next month and I've got my RP muse being beaten down with a sack of bricks. No, no too weak. A nuke! Yeah, more like it. I didn't meet the person here, it was a year ago at the Gaia site which I'm really fixing on leaving....too many damn kids on there. I guess life finally caught up from behind and bit them in the ass. I can't really talk them down or anything...she DID officially retire and let me know of it, so I can't get mad. That's a rare thing nowadays...having someone tell you I'm not into this RP' or I'm quitting because of life priorities. Nowadays it seems people just up and go 'poof', no forewarning. When and where will I catch a break? Or am I really asking for too much out of my request here and at other RP communities? I guess I am, since I've had dog shit luck for 5 years now to connect with and keep longstanding RP partners and, on the deeper level, friends.
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Re Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind.... I'll be out starting this Thursday afternoon and won't return home until Sunday afternoon evening roundabout. Anime convention time....nothing like the sights of big-city Chicago. Should be fun as always. Apologies to the few whom I do RP with. Hold out and be patient for my return.
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Re Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind.... Yipes! I never did put a note that I came back from Chicago. Damn, sure wouldn't mind having stayed down there though. Anywhoo I'll be taking a hiatus from RPing. It's just not bringing me much luck and more frustration as of late. My kinks are too odd and completely misunderstood, and my ideas I guess are too odd as well.
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RE Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind..... Woah! That was like Armageddon had just hit. Seems like the board owner has everything up and running again though. It'll be time getting used to the new setup....most boards do that whole phpBB the old way this place was set up and VBulletin the way many boards online are set up.. I suppose this would be a good chance for me to also do a little updating to RP requests. They're rather unorganized in their current form. To all those whom I was RPing with, get back in touch with me. I had to flush my inbox...seems all the saved messages I had caused it to bust open at the seams. I'll be doing quite a lot more RPing on threads and IM to even things out. I can't do everything through PMs.
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Laying low for a bit...... I suppose I could be considered taking a break from the RP realm. I'm trying to get new ideas by re-watching some anime I haven't taken in for a few years, and especially tackling my insane huge backlog of RPGs. All in hopes of finding some new ideas to play with here. I'm getting a clear message albeit, untyped and silent that my ideas are not what people want here. Admittedly they are rather self-serving, probably a bit sketchy, and not very fair to the other party interested in RPing with me. It seems too, with that idea, I wind up getting partners who have something bad going down in their life and eventually just quit RPing anyways. Not to say one has to be completely dedicated to this gig called RPing. It's a community that has its ebb and flow. People, be new or veteran like myself, quit due to life catching up to them and biting them in the ass, and new people come aboard the ship. It sure would be nice to nail down one or two folks who would like to escape with me for a time during the week to play out ideas or helping each other out in fantasy fulfillment. There's going to be no changing what I want to do in an RP, or the subject material I draw from. My kinks are mine, and rather niche, as is the subject matter anime canon, RPG canon, and so on...I get the point with all that, and accept that. I do not read books, watch much TV unless it's a DVDBluRay disc, nor is my imagination deep enough to pull characters at random out of my backside. I guess I just need new more different ideas for subject material and a new way to present it to you folks for consideration. Thus why I'm trying to push my long-term request more the last week or two, and I'll probably kill the short-term one for a little 'renovation' to it. For now, it's off to put a wrap on this RPG I've been tackling Arc the Lad Twilight of the Spirits . Quite an interesting little story to that one that may have some potential...actually it's split between two characters, seeing the same events unfold with two different points of view, but I'm not at all willing to take on the OBVIOUS taboo gig between its two main characters....which I won't spoil here, but it seems to be the popular 'pairing' type to do in RPing these days. Especially with younger RPers. It may be 'boring' to do hetero relationships that don't deal with incest in an RP, but that is how I roll. Take care - Matt
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So Now I Have an F-list..... ....and to say the least, it sure is nice to have all my kinks organized, thus making my requests a bit shorter. Plus I now have a new community to pose my cravings towards, though the only caveat there is that I can't put them in one big group like here at BM. I have to split them and put the appropriate cravings to the appropriate board....out of the I'd swear at least 100 or so they have. I don't even want to think of what the Rabbit Hole has. Hoo boy.....rejuvenated RP spirits FTW. I still have to reorganize my cravings I have on my requests here at BM into a better, more understandable fashion, but that won't happen till next week at the earliest. This weekend will be busy. Take care. - Haruki
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RE Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind..... Long Term rps are love. Just saying. Hope you find something. And that Japan doesn't eat you aliiiiiiiive.
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RE Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind..... TakodaVega said Long Term rps are love. Just saying. Hope you find something. And that Japan doesn't eat you aliiiiiiiive. Click to expand... -Laughs- Eating me alive? Never! I don't let the silly fandom get to me anymore like I used to.
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Time For a Break.... Well, after two long explanations of my character cravings and other things, I'm quite drained. It is plain obvious to me, that my wants here just don't work or make sense to the majority. I admit, I'm not outright into the whole BDSM gig. I'm more into the foreplay, touching, feeling, and being close to or on others in an RP scenario. Most if not all Adult RP is based to me it seems solely around the uber-kinky, sometimes violent material. Not that I mind using force to get my character close to another in a scene, but don't expect clothes to be torn off. The last few months in the RP realm for me has been a maze....and I seem to keep coming to dead ends. Here, sister-site Elliquiy, and F-list where I've attempted to request things to no avail...doesn't seem to matter where I put forth my ideas, wants, not-wants and other things.... Are the things I want for characters and the kinks I want to act out that terribly unrealistic? I thought that was sort of the point of RPing...to allow one to do things that otherwise aren't doable in RL. Then again, considering all the stupid antics one sees online now with the likes of Youtube, there's so much that is doable, just that it's not socially acceptable or some shit, ...to some folks, I guess it extends to RPing as well. Screw all that....it's RPing...thus fantasy, the last real escape from our screwed up society that RL presents us. A couple of my kinks....specifically like that of being carried around, stems from childhood....or rather, the lack thereof because of life circumstances much of which health-related, the rest of it just not having many friends in person.. The other..sitting in a lap, is more to be unique...society tells us it must be the other way around, because I'm a straight guy. Also I see no difference in whom gets close to the other....so long as it allows the two characters to snuggle with each other, so what? Again, when I'm in an RP scene, I'm not thinking realistically. I am here to ESCAPE reality.a I haven't kept track, but only one person who no longer RPs here, or maybe at all...haven't seen them online in months and originally found me here via my short one-shot request, really understood my likings for characters, clothes styles, and kinks. Other than her, I've had no luck, and eventually you realize the time that's being wasted. Take care. - Haru Edit Well I was going to leave for good, but it seems someone happened upon my request. Maybe I'll hold out for them.
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RE Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind..... Yet another slow day for me. Usually that's how my weeks go. It seems, someone whom recently registered, used to see me and my odd little requests at Gaia a lot. Like here, it seemed I dug myself into a hole and was eventually getting no bites with my requests. Despite making a new account there some months back, I quit the place anyways. I just found it not worth kicking the dead horse. Guess I'm not the only one who is having trouble finding certain special RP topics around here, nor am the only one with unique fetishes. People should help one another out in sating their ideas. It's a tough gig, but it's what I recall happening in the old days. That or I may have just been dreaming back in the late 1990s of being online. Take care - Haruki
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What the......? I'm about to head out on an all-day thing that'll take me down to Miwaukee today. I pop in to check emails and stuff and after going through all the changes that are taking place here at BMR, I get another surprise...yet another PM showing concern over the characters fandoms I have down. I'm getting the hint already. Most of the things in anime and RPGs are not wanted doable anymore by adults. So be it. I came here with the goal to RP with adults. I'm obiviously too old to RP with children never mind the fact that many teens and such are not into any of the anime and RPG and otherwise fandoms I am into. I don't want to leave, but I'm being left with limited options for places to present my cravings even if I intend to bring up character ages and what not as I keep getting flagged, with vague leads as to what I may be offering up that's in offense of the new rules here. I think the best course of action for the mods is to just make a 'black list' of anime and other fictional works that one would suggest not to include, because it's not going to matter if I say I'll age up the characters. Same with OCs too. I guess I have to learn to draw, which will be never. Cut me a break, that's basically all I'm saying. I'm doing what I can, but it seems to not be good enough. I'm realizing as it is already that I'll have to drop some things for good if I want to RP in adult communities.
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RE Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind..... I should perhaps retract my earlier grievances with the sudden sweep of changes occurring here. I wish to take a moment and thank those mods so far I shall not name, but you know who you are who've been kind enough in pointing me in the right direction and giving me ideas as far as what to do with some of the anime and other canon cravings I wish to enjoy throwing into an RP setup. If it wasn't for them, I'd probably still be keeping my requests as they are and wind up digging myself into an inescapable hole. Unlike most into fandoms and canonical style RPs, I often seem to just be able to picture the characters mainly the younger ones in an older format. Hopefully all I'll need to do is put special emphasis on those series with younger characters ie put them into a list of its own with a nice bold disclaimer beforehand. I've begun that process, but I'm going to take time out and re-do my requests to make things more organized in that manner....and to also re-instate character ages and the like. I used to have my lists formatted like this back in my GaiaOnline Darker RP tenure, and don't know where I got the nerve to remove all that relevant for adult RP sites information. So again, thanks to the mods for actually doing their job and actually starting to clean up the clutter here.and weeding out people whom may actually sneak in to cause real trouble. Not me, not the rest of the community or its mods and owners need any more trouble than what they already have to put up with because of weird creepy things that other cultures which are mostly forbidden ideas in Western cultures sneak into their entertainment. As someone like myself who has been into anime and jRPGs for years, it's my responsibility, and that Google makes it just as easy for myself if I don't want to go back and reference my DVDs and other materials to double-check, just as it is for the folks who run things here. Take care - Haruki
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RE Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind..... Just letting folks know, I'm a little busy with life, so my time here for a bit will be sporadic. Forgive me, those whom I am playing with. I shall get caught up soon and we'll resume.
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RE Haruki's Absences and Apologies What's On His Mind..... Geeze, this thing is dusty.....blows dust away. I'm still very much around, but I'm at wits' end in the RP realm. I'm getting the feeling something is wrong with my fantasies, fetishes and other such things, or I'd have my inbox flooded to the edges of my browser window with folks clamoring to play with me. Not that I want such a thing.....it would overwhelm me. But in seriousness, I'm not sure what to do or where to go about things anymore. I'm sure some folks know, I am also on the sister site the more 'serious' writing forum to BMRP, Elliquiy. Things have been null for me there also, but that's probably partly my own doing I don't log on as often as I should....shame on me. Sometimes though I wonder why I even bother. My efforts are seemingly for nothing. I guess in the end, I'm asking for a little help. Suggestions of what to do, what to change, and if I shouldn't need to change and I really don't want to, where I'm better suited to go for my ideas, and somewhat weird, particular quirks. Thank you for reading.
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turns to a blank page It's time I start anew here on BMR. I apologize for whatever I did that may have been annoying in the past. I decided before rejoining the ranks, I'd go about making an F-list specifically for this site after a quick re-read of the rules. Good thing most of it is really just common-sense stuff that most other forums have for rules anyways, with the additional bits related to RP content. I linked it in my sig, as well as this thread. From here, I'm not sure quite where to continue, but I guess I'll have to figure that out on my own.
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Blargh! I come back a few months ago, then BOOM!, there goes the Internet. More specifically my connection went to hell in a handbasket. It killed my drive to RP. 2 12 months and many phone calls and visits by tech support later, things are finally stable and working once again, so my presence will be more frequent.
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Still trying to get the muse back. I'm trying my first in ages, and hopefully this lasts a while e-mail based writing. Good thing I was prepared for this sort of thing. Understandably, email and also to an extent play over mobile devices isn't popular. There's just too much potential for real life identifying information in those means. I'm still stuck on what to do for a short-term RP thread....I've posed my ideas a few times over the years here and only had success early on. Nowadays I don't know. I'm still trying to gather my thoughts there, or even if it's worth the trouble putting a thread up. Seeing as the limit here is two 2 at a time on any given board, and my one is already used for long-term story play, I'm trying to make it easier and just put all my OCs and main kink setup to the F-list profile system, hopefully to make things far less cluttered and confusing for people here. I notice a lot of others do this I'm sure some are migrants from the now-closed FurcadiaRabbit Hole system, and it's quite convenient.....they really do have a great profile kink list setup. It's cleaned up my threads here for sure.
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After 3 years away, I have returned. It's been so long. I'm still getting used to the new system this forum works from, but it seems pretty slick and modern which I like. I've also watch a lot of newer anime things....hopefully some things that people will recognize. Time to make shiny new request posts.
Thread: A New New BlueMoon Webcomic!

here i will add all comicsdrawings i have made, plus i will be adding a link in other posts hope your all will enjoy it, and if ya have requests or anything, will i be pleased if you just posted it on here, then i will look at it and do it as good as i can Joining BM Catbraham Lincoln Chocolate Dip People on BlueMoon The Lion and the Lamb 1 and The Lion and the Lamb 2 Vallios Coffee Time! Its Our Bunny Hahvy and Misha The Couple Burn Burn Burn Battle Bah sketch Randomnesssssss Murder Bunny 1 And Murder Bunny 2 Kitty Tiger Skinning Elf Kont, The Chibi! Bluemoon Bondage Duck! Muffin Time Dirty Dancing Laser Ferret Fight! Banning Time Head Nomming Harriet Marionette DA Nihil Chtulhu Halloween Sam Narwhal Power! Time Traveling Cyborg Raptor
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We are awesome, aren't we .
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vampire seduction said We are awesome, aren't we . Click to expand... hell yeah, totally awesome
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Your experience is not uncommon, actually, but you've adapted quite well and quicker than most.
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Mr Master said Your experience is not uncommon, actually, but you've adapted quite well and quicker than most. Click to expand... hehe yeah i can guess, but i really think your guys on here are awesome, its the first place i ever have been on, where people are all open minded and dont hold back anything, i think thats great
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lol. I like the last Whoo!listulistulistu
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Oh we get closed-minded folks, too. They don't hang around very long when they come to the chat, though. Might be all the rape...
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well, thats just a shame for them 3
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Omg, that's super cute! 3 I love it!
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Woooo! My chainsaw made the comic! I heart you now, reduction.
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The Broken Lunatic said Woooo! My chainsaw made the comic! I heart you now, reduction. Click to expand... just wait to the one where i actually draw it
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090850 Ilovegoatse 83 090854 Ilovegoatse it's cat abraham lincoln 090902 Ilovegoatse look how cute he is 090910 reduction how cute 3 090922 MishaHiroki Catbraham Lincoln Catbraham Lincoln i know i have posted this one in a other thread once before, but i just have to, have it in this one as well x3
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I already have a sketch of my trusty chainsaw, I just need to scan it in. But I'd like to see your version of it! And Catbraham Lincoln is adorable. Made me giggle seeing you running away with 'not'. 8D
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The Broken Lunatic said I already have a sketch of my trusty chainsaw, I just need to scan it in. But I'd like to see your version of it! And Catbraham Lincoln is adorable. Made me giggle seeing you running away with 'not'. 8D Click to expand... i will do a drawing of yoru avi holding the dildo chainsaw
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Ahahaha YEAH
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Oie, i know i havn't really been on here much here lately, and the drawing have not been on either, cause of missing inspiration but i can tell, than right at this moment! am i started to draw again, i hopefully be uploading more weird drawings on here, but in mean while can ya watch this one, just cause im tired of elves youtube
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I love your drawings they are so cute!
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Here is finally the next of my drawing i have done, i made it cause i felt like i wanted to draw those people i have seen most on here this far, sooooo i hope ya will enjoy it 3
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and here is a other little comic i made, or well, the idea behind is not mine, but i saw it on the net and i just wanted to try out to do it on my own, but still with a bit help for the right text, did it most because i dont like Twilight that much and cause i can 3
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I love how you draw cats and such, very very cute. Lultwilight
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I loled. X3
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today did one of my favorite webcomics post a new comic, and i just had to post it on here, even its a bit to late to say merry christmas and stuff, did i still think i would like to post this anyways, cause it is very sweet !-- m --a classpostlink relnofollow href m --
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this is a drawing of our friend ChesireSmirk's avatar, the original avatar is not made by me, but of a other person, i just did draw my own version of it and is not trying to use it for stuff just to make that clear but else, i hope ya like it 3
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reduction said Here is finally the next of my drawing i have done, i made it cause i felt like i wanted to draw those people i have seen most on here this far, sooooo i hope ya will enjoy it 3 Click to expand... OMG i love how you drew everyone almost differently. o3o