Thread: Discuss fetishes and why they interest you?

WARNING Imminent TLDR and very personal information that I give not a single fux about telling. Read with discretion. - Seems like a lot of curiosity into pedophilia and such. Guess I'd be about the best person to describe why it's one of my fetishes. Note I NEVER have thought of doing this IRL and will NEVER even consider it but... See more The reason I feel I enjoy pedophilia and incest is because, well, when I was about 5-7 years old, somewhere around the range and this occurred more than once, I was molested and raped by an older cousin. I haven't had a technical virginity for something like 15 years. He was raised by my grandmother and occasionally my mom would drop me off there to be babysat. Well he was kind of the douche cousin. The one who always picked on me and shit. I remember one instance that he did the hand bigger than face you have cancer thing and as I covered up my face, he drew and prepped his fist before smashing it down on my face. I digress. When he wasn't picking on me, we would play what he called sex. Exactly as it sounds. It often involved playing with him and only once or twice he penetrated me for like a second. Now, this is the part that's probably going to scare some of you, make you look at me all weird and shit, blah blah blah... I liked it. Now the penetration didn't bother me but I did enjoy playing with him and when I play those kind of role plays, I get reminded of that emotion. Not in the I want to relive it type, but the fact that it gave both of us pleasure. Creepy as fuck right? It's also the corruption of innocence thing to. Not forcing myself, not that I could never do that... No. I don't force myself on people, but it's the fact that either the child is already a raging sex freak or the fact that they can be. But this extends to anything that is supposed to be innocent or aloof to sexual endeavors. Could be a mentally retarded person which I will never do, RL or IC, maybe say an alien life form that doesn't know anything of another species anatomy like say, accidentally fingering a girl to orgasm, blah blah blah. This same exact thought and feeling could possibly be for beastiality. It's wrong to force yourself on anything, I will never do it for a rape fantasy or any other style. I have boundaries, but they are flexible. Of course, there's also the taboo and perverted aspects of it. Yeah, so hopefully that enlightens people? I like... exploration. I like to try things new to me that I may have not considered before. I will hopefully never consider toilet play, dat shi cray, but I'd probably consider some light blood, light vore, piercing maybe depending on if I'm dating a piercer, blah blah blah. I feel I'm getting close to being as kinky as I can be without going way overboard. I realize we have parents in the forums who would never consider incest and such, but it's just so... Different. I'd never consider fucking my own family because they're ugly as fuck, but I feel if I had an incredibly gorgeous second cousin or something, maybe. Little bondage to control the flow of sex, furries because well... Fuck if I know, pretty giant fascination with oral, hentai, and then you have... Futanari. I do not rightly know what it is, but a woman with a dick just makes me go bonkers. Probably the appreciation for a dick that I have. I'm not really straight but not really bi... I just like dick lolol. A woman with a dick is the epitome of this. NOT a trap. As long as you have a Y chromosome, I feel you're a man but that's just me. I'm talking hermaphrodites, the best of both worlds. And might I say, outside of hentai it is SO hard to find good herm porn. DX But futa, drives me insane. I think I would die if I met a cute hermaphrodite. Yeah I may be a perv, but I have my moral limitations. Pedophilia, incest, beastiality... All really thin lines to tread. But so long as I keep it fantasy and still morally correct, then I feel inclined to enjoy these fantasies. It's fantasy. I doubt I'm going to find a 13 year old with a curvy body that knows how to please a dick IRL. Or find a tiger that's just going to magically happen along a lone woman that's so hot he just kinda starts taking her... Heh, pussy on pussy. XD I find fetishes so fascinating because, well humans are just fascinating. To even know that we HAVE fetishes astounds me beyond belief. Sex is fascinating. -