Thread: descent into madness || bear & cosmos

RE descent into madness Bear cosmos descent into madness size-2Joker shook his head a little, she was challenging him but he was confident that he knew what went down at her house last night. He let his eyes look at her hands once again and he looked back up to her eyes. Well you and I both know a man didn't do anything for you last night and you certainly didn't meet one. He tapped the table lightly, playing a melody very gently with his fingers before stopping. I'm insane Harley, not stupid. There are some things if I asked right now about last night, you wouldn't be able to answer. So lets not catch you continuing to lie to me. Why lie and hide the fact that you were most likely doing something very......intimate. Now if you want to tell me that was with a man then so be it but you and I both know that your thoughts were elsewhere. Joker was surprisingly calm, sitting back he sighed and soon smiled. Silence crept over the room for a few minutes as he watched her and then glanced at her hands again. He was busy thinking about her actions on challenging him, it was bold but he wasn't going to loose her with such a twist. She was pretty good at keeping it together, he would give her that but if you looked hard enough you could always see. Joker was very still as she touched his arm, looking to see if there was a scar to prove it and there was but again, even if you asked he wouldn't say if his stories were real or not. He wouldn't even say it to himself. Her next question made him lean forward so he was a bit closer. Well I don't really have breaks of reality now. He stated firmly with a more of a mocking tone and a grin on his lips. And no I was a sane child, I liked to play outside, I liked my dog, I loved summer months. Normal kid. His fingers ran over the shirt he wore as he stretched with a groan and soon cracked his knuckles. I didn't have many friends, but I had the piano in my father office, the dog to play with, and the telly. I think that's what made him so angry, me being a loner, an outcast. That and my mother leaving us was a rather big piss off for him. I have no idea, it's hard to tell somedays. I think they purposely do it I don't really care since the bread isn't all that bad but I'm loosing more weight then actually gaining it. Which sucks because I had a great body. he laughed a little as he said the last part with a playful little tone hidden in his voice. When he got out of here he was going to lock the bloody cook in a cell wit zero fingers on his hands and leave him their to rot with the rats. It made him angry just thinking about it. Joker was curious why she cared so much about what he ate, he guessed his health but she wasn't the cook so meals didn't concern her. Why? You know, I also touched a rather dusty topic in my brain last night. He made himself have this troubled concerned look on his face. Frowning ever so slightly as he made himself look deep in thought for a quick second. I have always had the urge to Kill and wreak havoc you know, He looked at her for a moment and then glanced at her cardigan that she took off only moments ago. that has been on my mind for....well I don't know. For quite sometime now. Joker soon let himself meet her eyes and he let his face stay totally emotionless. And in all these years of enjoying that I haven't actually had the time to sit back and look at my own needs. SEX! I Totally forgot about a basic human need. SEX! He hit the table with his hand and brought it up to rub his chin for a brief moment as he thought. Oh god....when was....yeah, anyway it's been awhile. I just can't believe someone could forget about that you know, but then I remember that I am homicidal, psychopathic, ruthless, sadistic, maniacal, manipulative, intelligent and diabolical killer and criminal. It makes sense, to have all those things in one person and forget basic things like love, happiness, and even sex. He tapped his fingers on the table for awhile. It doesn't bother me but it is surprising and probably interesting for someone like yourself who studies a crazies. size