Thread: Shining Life(Marvel) Lady/Fox

i don't know. it depends on a whole shit ton of things actually. Grant admitted. how long has he been away from the chair is the biggest thing. once his memories start reasserting themselves the intense need to have someone there to tell him how and what to do should start to dissipate. there's a reason why we are assigned a handler immediately after the procedure. mine was Garret. always. he admitted. James has had several over his lifetime so the dependency levels have dropped significantly. this time around his dependency was focused on Alexander Pierce i think. He admitted. with Peirce dead, there's no telling where his dependency might have shifted to, if it shifted at all..... he paused and then gulped. if his dependency didn't shift then he's probably hunting down whoever killed Pierce. which was Phil. shit. still, he was pretty sure that wasn't about to happen. James was always the fastest of us three to shake off the effects. he admitted. i was always the slowest. this is the first time i've been able to think for myself since i was six. he admitted. No, i'm not a super soldier, but i did something to my mind when i took on human form so that certain people, mainly Hydra, wouldn't get information from me that... i can't remember yet. he admitted with a sigh. unfortunately, as may times as i've been zapped, i might never regain all of my memories, though, i should regain most of them. James on the other hand, has developed a tolerance of sorts to the procedure and should regain everything fairly quickly, which can cause it's own problems. he admitted with a shake of his head. as for why i'm different, my biological functions are fully human that's true, but my mind is only half human. Half human? yes. so your a Demi-God. no. just not human. unlike some peoples, mine have never gone so far as to pretend to be Gods or think we where anyway superior... well, no. we've had one or two, but we put them down fairly quickly. he admitted. we are much older than most humans, but that doesn't mean we're better. he admitted. ...well... she is, actually. Clint admitted softly. i can't remember everything yet, but she was an ancient Goddess, Earth's only true God to be exact. at the time anyway. it was only after she fell that Jesus started strolling through. he admitted. she was put to sleep for some reason. i think to wait for when humanity needed her the most, but when Howard Stark found, what he called the Tesseract, well... and before you get all bent out of shape, yes, the Tesseract was in the hands of Schmidt. what people fail to realize is that the glowing blue box of doom was never, ever Norse or Asgardian. it was Atlantian. Grant admitted. and yes, Atlantis was real. they had the unfortunate fate of pissing off my people by denying their, and our, Goddess. not to mention turning into racist, bigoted pigs. when m people attacked, the Atlantians turned Hypocrite and turned back to the goddess, begging her to forgive them and save them, but they didn't mean it, so she didn't. it might have helped that we always worshiped her with the greatest devotion. Including you. Natasha said, staring at him. it's in your files. the ones i dumped into the public. your a known Wiccan and spend every full and new moon, without fail, doing something called 'paying homage'. yes. at the moment, another Pseudo Deity is acting as a place holder for her until she wakes up and retakes her position but.... he frowned a little, struggling to remember and sighed. don't have that bit yet. he admitted. i do know Whorehouses. Grant admitted. Hydra loves the places. he admitted before paling in horror at the idea of James being back on ice. Jesus i hope not. he whispered. they did it to me once. just to see if they could put a human in there. he shuddered violently. i have no doubt that if he's back on ice, it's because they nearly killed him to get him back in there. he admitted, getting to his feet once Tony told him to 'come on then'. ...what did i say!? he demanded, looking horrified. i don't remember saying that! oh my god i'm going to die! Natasha just smiled viciously. i swear! i don't remember saying that! oh. i believe you. i'm still going to remove your testicles Grant Ward. she hissed, making him whimper and try to hide behind Clint and Tony, letting them handcuff him. he knew they wouldn't let Natasha kill him, not yet, but they certainly wouldn't be upset if she maimed him a little, so long as he could still hand over the information they wanted.