Thread: Keep telling yourself, "It's for the money"... (PsionicCuttlefish & Zero_Kyrael)

RE Keep telling yourself, It's for the money... PsionicCuttlefish ... I felt the residual heat start to dissipate as my heart beat kept up at a slightly elevated pace from the sudden outburst of excitement. I lightly clicked my tongue as my under garments were easily caught and his look was plain and stern. I couldn't even get a reaction when I was almost off the walls. I flinched as he walked towards me and started to move his hand up. I was sure he wouldn't hit more or anything not like this or in this situation, but that didn't mean punishment of some sort wouldn't be used for her outburst. His fingers went around my neck and thumb slowly across my face as he looked down at me once again leaving me confused. I couldn't understand his reactions as he looked down at me with a serious face. I felt slightly more calm for only a brief moment as he starts again with Tabby. This time my ears just twitched before falling flat the name not becoming easier to bear even with him saying it several times already. I listened quietly about being free and the change of life and am not sure of what to make of it. I feel like every time I get a grip or a feel for this new life I will be living he makes sure I am confused again as new rules are added or changed. I look back to him his face almost sympathetic for a brief moment before...Yeouch!! I jumped out grabbing my bum as I feel a sting and see a small outline upon my ass the whole thing taking me for surprise as I had thought for a moment I saw sympathy. I turn back and see him staring before complimenting my breasts. I blush realizing my jump probably made them bounce and that he had managed to some how completely change the mood and tone back to his level of comfort. My emotions had mostly calmed down as I only felt the embarrassment of his eyes crossing my bare exposed body. I didn't get much time to think as he kept up his fast pace only forcing me to feel a brighter blush on my face as he continues to talk about my body. I wondered just for a moment if it would ever get easier. I had no idea how long I had been here already. 40 mins maybe an hour? It felt like a great deal more. Would I still be me if It got easier and I didn't blush as hard. I found myself nodding and slowly responding as he tells me this is how things will be. Where to eat when to sleep what he wants. Yes Master. I say as he continues the list, my mind still slightly stuck on if I would leave here at all or would a different person in my skin leave this place. I knew I had to stay I needed the money, but I couldn't get past the nagging feeling that I would never be the same. I stopped as a glass of water and a single pill was put into my hand and froze up. I had been back and forth fought myself since coming here if I should stay, but it was all just thoughts. This single pill preventing me from getting pregnant represented so much more. Once I took it he would probably take my virginity and take me over and over. Once I take that pill there would be no more safety net on the sex or his needs. My body would be fully committed to this and his deprived tastes. It was a point of no return. I had said I needed the money and thought it over and over, but it felt like that conviction behind those words had faded. I took a deep breath knowing my choice no matter how hard as I take the pill and swallow it down a bit of tearing up in my eyes as I feel something inside of me die and knowing this was my life for a month. He walked back with a collar and Tabytha felt it was now the perfect way to start My month as a toy for him. For the first time I didn't flinch at hearing him call me Tabby as the slut pet went over my neck, a simple name seemed so much less important knowing I was now his Slut pet. I took a shuddering breath my face burning hard as I stood in his kitchen in the complete nude blushing with such a collar on. This seemed to be the real start and I felt a chill as he mentions the real training starts here. Y...Yes, Master.