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Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

Dec 5th DEATH TO THE SQUISHYS! Those that get the reference, get 5 points. I may or may not do something with them. Anyway, Today i had a lot of cleaning. Last night I was able to finally beat my game. Whee. Nothing better than firing a huge gun automatic while it plays music for the fireworks you make. And with that, I am in a good mood. Yay.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

Dec 12th Well, I can't complain about the day, really. I just need to let everything out. Do I put out that much of a sexual shell? Yes, I will admit, I am HIGHLY sexual with references and the like, and I cant say that my excuse for it is that good especially if one does not believe in incubi, since that's the next piece of that puzzle. It's just... it's been a long time, and my ego has been inflated by the amount of times that I have been called a sex god, whether by prodding or completely free willed. But to say that I would have a harem if I could? Well, while it may or may not be true, that's rather hurtful to hear that all i want in a day is sex once again, I could if i really wanted to, but it's not exactly the ONLY thing I want. Never mind the ethical things about that, but I don't think I could take care of every single woman that I would have in that situation. But I never entertained that idea more than a few moments at best. And so many women at arms length! I can give about 4 girls that I would like to meet up with, just to hang out with, that are within a state or two distance, but I have no way to get to them! It's frustrating!
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

Dec 16th There's a few things on my mind that I just want to throw out there. First, I was called a attention whore though in jest yesterday. I took it in stride, because yes, I suppose you can call me a attention whore. But, I just hate being ignored. I hate it when it's like i'm talking to a brick wall, saying rather good stuff, and getting ignored, or, worse, pushed to the side. I like decently fast responses, but getting a message every week or two is better than not at all. Coupled with that is the amount of attention that I've got in my life. I didn't get much growing up until high school. Then it's been waves, and I hate the low crests of those waves. Best I can put it. Second, there's Trygon. Oh, the great leader, the co-founder of our humble abode here. Yeah, I'm not here to suck up, but I'm not here to flame, either. I respect the guy. Hell, I look up to him at times. He's been a huge mass of entertainment here, from flaming others in PVP to the 'execution' of Thor back in the beginning of the site. Excuse me for saying that he can be a dick at times, but he's a good guy in general. I'm writing this because I know he finds me a slight annoyance. I say annoyance instead of hate because I noticed that he very rarely hates people. His spectrum, for the most part, seems to be interesting - boring - lolfag. I know that's off by a good deal, but that's the best way I can put it there. and no, that's not the spectrum of YOU, Trygon, that's the spectrum of how you see others. Gotta escape the flames with a disclaimer . Anyway, he doesn't like me. And I can understand, I've been a ass myself, doing stupid stuff. Some things he shouldn't have heard, but it's fine. Maybe some day I'll redeem myself in his eyes.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

Good Christmas, I'll tell you guys about it later. New song youtube
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

Anyway, It's been a while, and I should put some stuff up. Monday starts the new semester. May mean that I can post more, may mean I post less. Hopefully the former, so I can keep the e-crown. I slept terribly last night I woke up at 5, and I watched music videos for a while. And I realized something rather egotistical of me, more so than normal I want a woman to dance and sing I'm a slave 4 you to me. God, that would be amazing. And a ego-stroke that would probably kill me. Oh, and the incubi are telling me to say that they are getting restless, and they need more energy to feed off of.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

Jan 10 Technically, tomorrow starts school. Yay. For the last... 24 hours? 28 hours?... I've had zero self time and play time. And, by god, I want to rip these incubi out by their necks and toss them through the nearest portal to the hell they came from. I mean, god, I do nothing for one day and it feels like I can pierce steel with it. What the hell!? It's only been 2 and a half years? God, I'll have to start hurting some people if it gets much worse. And not in the nice sexual way. I mean the angry fist-through-skull way. Though that's a lot of anger management needed because of other things, too. I think I'll give a very small tidbit from my past now, too. When I was younger, about 2 years old, I got electrocuted. My own fault. There was a bad outlet that never worked, nothing could be plugged in because it didn't get the energy needed. So, me being soooo smart, took a staple and stuck it in there when my parents weren't looking. That's my oldest memory. Back to the present, me and Irena had a falling out a few days ago. Me and her broke up back in November, and we had a few more arguments before she said that she wasn't going to talk to me anymore. It's her decision, and I'm not going to mess with it. Probably deserve it. Anyway, it would probably be easier on me not to dawdle on it. Another thing I just want to throw out of my head into coherent words is that I know some people think I am creepy. Hell, I think I am creepy at times. From being rather persuant of friendship to overly nice remarks about a person's beauty, and maybe some other stuff, as well. I can be rather forward, mostly because I don't believe in being blunt with stuff. Fluff is just fluff, there's no need of it. Anyway, I don't mean to be creepy, and I always try to make up for it somehow. Sadly, can't be done always, and I hate failure like that. I think I'll end it there for today.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

Jan 12 I've been reading the journals of friends and acquaintances on here, and I'm starting to think that I shouldn't. I'll keep on doing it, of course, but I really shouldn't. I'm a rather... soft and emotional person at heart, and stuff can hit me hard when I read it. My mind turns into whatever I'm reading, and I feel the emotions deep inside. More than a few times while reading different journals my stomach as spun and twisted, my heart being pulled painfully. Pain and sorrow that I actually know intimately in other circumstances, the want and need to comfort, but unable to do it in person, were it matters so much more. I can be a asshole quite a bit of the time, but it tends to hide the softer side of me. Being a asshole, and the incubi I don't care if there really are incubi in me anymore, I'm referring to that as them. It's the main front, one of a few masks that never come off of me, but when I can bare to show my face, my true face... I have a soft underbelly, and when I'm helpless to care for those that are hurt emotionally or physically, whether it's friends or otherwise... I feel like the failure I am. What good am I if I can't help those in need? Leaving those that need comfort out there to rot and sulk on their own failures or insecurity? No good, that's what. I've never been good for anyone, I'm so high maintenance in the respect that I need - nay, crave - attention. Yet it would be so easy to do, since I can be content for the rest of my life just by sitting or laying next to someone, holding and cuddling against them for all time. No need for words when we have a soft touch that can mean all the more. But no, any interest I have lives too far away from me to be able to do that. Or when I do show the soft side though I can't say that this happens too often, and I usually hear this from my guy friends I'm told that I need to man up and be strong. I may not want a relationship right now, but I still need that attention, even for a little while. To know that others care. But I can't get to them, they can't get to me, and I'm left all alone to wallow in the shadows that I have lived in for so long, to be swallowed up once again in them.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

Go to a club, christ. There's plenty of women around you, go be social. The only reason the only women who like you are online is because you don't meet women offline.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

Trygon said Go to a club, christ. There's plenty of women around you, go be social. The only reason the only women who like you are online is because you don't meet women offline. Click to expand... I know, I know. As it is, I can't at the moment, though, because I have no mode for transportation, and little money. Not to mention my own thoughts on how I look. My own fault on all accounts, but I seem to have gotten more self-destructive in my mind.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

Wow, it's been a while since I've posted in here. For updates, School is going well. Math is sliding through, English is more entertaining than I thought it would be, and I'm just ticking down the moments for when it's all over. Other than that, I'm rather bored. My RP's have been drying up, coming back, drying up, in a vicious cycle. So I'm looking for people to start new ones with.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

February 15th Well, I've spent a decent amount of money on stuff i've needed, so i'm feeling... ok. I hate having to spend that much at one time, but whatever. youtube I've been feeling rather... down lately. Down and lonely. But that may just be because I've been somewhat forcing myself to stay in the state that I am in right now. I... I'm afraid of trying to get back in a relationship again. I'm liking that I'm living a mostly drama free life right now, but the fact that I don't have anyone to lean on has made it blatantly clear how easily it is for me to fall from my pedestal. Not that mine is that tall to fall from.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

March 25'th It's been a while since I've posted in here, and the very first thing I want to do is apologize to my roleplaying partners. the last month has been helletic, and I have had to pick and choose to what I post to. Right now I should be finishing a essay due tomorrow, but I'm good with the ones that have been assigned so far, so I don't have to worry too much. But, I will try to catch up with all my roleplays soon. Wish me luck on this front. Secondly, I have to say that some people here have gotten me angry, first hitting some friends with fierce words, then twisting words that I have said to use against me. Rather not go into detail, those that have done so I doubt will even come into here, i just need to shoot that out there to get it off my chest. No song for this post. I can't be bothered to search for a appropriate one at the moment.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

April 12th After having trouble with illness and school getting in the way, I have decided to drop most of the rp's that I have not responded to in at least two weeks. I am sorry for this, I loved them all, but I have troubles getting back to roleplays unless they were very dear and fun to me. That being said, I am looking for new ones, go to my request thread if you need to look, or pm me. Now, as for my life, there is 4 weeks left this semester for school. This is perfect, because then I can put my resources to getting my life in order, and of course, to this wonderful site. I found a girl, a rather stunning, beautiful woman that I know has feelings for me, as well. You know who you are, Sivamet.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

May 4'th. I am glad that tomorrow is going to be the last day, then I have all of summer to do what I wish. Mostly try to get my license and to get some money saved up before the rush of school once more. Things have been a uphill battle for school, though I'm glad I hit the plateau and have time to rest for a while. I'll try to make the best of the time. As for my personal life... I found someone, a very beautiful and intelligent woman, but once again it's a distance relationship for the moment. But this time, it's... different. I feel that I can wait for her so I can see and hold her, that I would rip my heart out before I tried something that could break this apart. This is good, because usually my hormones control and break things apart for me. It may just be that I have better control over that aspect, though. Either way, I'm hoping - nay, praying - to see her soon.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

May 10th Ex's birthday. No, I haven't said anything to her yet for it, though I'm sure she'll be online and I will say something to her soon. I've been sitting here in my little bubble, doing some work of my own to keep myself occupied since school is over. Job searching, no luck yet. Besides what I do on here, I've been sizing up some of my decks for Magic, need to get a few things for them, otherwise, I'm ready for a tournament come thursday. As for my personal interest... I'm getting a little worried. I haven't heard any word today, though I've seen her online. I think I've done something wrong, though I'll see when she decides to respond once more. I'm trying to remain optimistic, but after the last few relationships, still trying to pick up courage and some other pieces that seemed to shatter to little pieces while I was pre-occupied.
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June 16. Wow, It's been a while since I have posted in here. Well, first off since about friday of last week, I haven't really posted to my roleplays. I want to apologize for taking so long, my writing muse had ran away. Little bugger isn't that easy to find, took a month at the end of last year to get it back. I will try to post today to everyone, but I doubt I can get everyone in, even if I can post. Me and mom tried to put up wallpaper today. Let's just say that it failed... badly. She found out why they were only 5 a roll. So she's to the store to get paste for it. It was a good effort on our part, but when putting up a piece makes another fall, it gets pulled down for other stuff. Anyway, just a short update for now. I'll try to get posts in today and tonight. If not, I'll get on them asap.
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

awww... no worries. 333 you take your time and find that muse! hugs sounds annoying... that wallpaper thing. it would've frustrated the hell out of me. XD
Thread: Entering the Dark Manor (Raziel's Journal)

July 21'st. I thought long and hard about whether I should make this post or not. I'll try to make this quick. It's been nearly a month since my last post here, and last I put something in here I said that I was having trouble with my muse. It was true, but I was thinking over another thing. And after a lot of deliberation, I have decided to leave BlueMoon. I don't know how long I will be gone, but it will probably be for a long while at the least. I've made some rather great strides in my life in the last month, steps that I am proud of, and I think it's time. Just for laughs, I decided to go through old threads to see how long it would take me to see me make an ass of myself in hindsight. It didn't take long, to be honest. I had a good chuckle at what some people said, but I cannot say that I am happy or proud with some of the things I have done or said on here. I wish to apologize to the people here, everyone I have ever angered or hurt, I am deeply sorry. As for my roleplays, I am getting back on track mentally, and I am happy to continue them off site if you wish. If you do want to continue them, send me a message on im, and we can talk about it. I really don't like goodbyes, but I don't see anything else to do at the moment. I might lurk a little for a while. So hopefully, I will see everyone another time. Raziel.
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September 30th To be completely honest, I thought I would never post here again. But there was a spot in me that needed another creative outlet, and I think it could be a good time to return. So, as anyone that actually read the last passage, I've been gone for about 3 months. I have been working on another site with friends, and a bunch of gaming with friends, and I've had more than enough time to mull things in my head. A lot has happened for me lately, and I'm glad of it. I'm a lot calmer, and happier. Even if I am still a little... off the wall... with my humor. It's part of the growing process. I've been working hard in school, I know what I want to do now. So while I want to come back with roleplaying, I can't take that many up. I don't want to be swamped up. But, I'm sure we'll have a good time. Raziel
Thread: The Teacher and the Rebel (Me and AngelicGrace)

Lawrence sighed as he sat at his desk at the front of the room while students read from their books. He had given them a day to read since he knew that the papers were going to be due next week so this gave students a little more time to read the book so they could finish and actually start the paper. However he knew he was going to have trouble with this one student of his. She was one of those punk, emo, goth whatever types. She always broke the dress code so he always had to repremand her and she never did any work in his class... though with all of those slutty outfits he swore he began to see things. He swore that once or twice she had winked at him or something... swore that she was coming onto him, true he had no proof but just small things made him think that. Like whenever he had to call her over to repremand her she always stood a little close with her chest practically popping out of her top. Now lawrence was a very good looking man. He was athletically built over just some muscle bound moron. He was actually the youngest teacher on campus being in his 20's and there were a few girls that did have a crush on him, but he now had a crush on one student... one that he would make his. Brushing some brown hair from his eyes away from his hazel eyes that were behind that pair of glasses. He called her over just as the bell rang. He knew that was her last class of the day, hell it was the last class of the school day so he figured he might try to get his plan into action.
Thread: The Teacher and the Rebel (Me and AngelicGrace)

This is what she looks like. I am better at playing at Gothic than I am Punk. . Alexia sighed and fell a little more in her seat as she heard the teacher call her up to his desk again. How many times was he going to do this before he learned that she neither cared nor listened? She heard the bell ring and she almost moaned at the very fact that she was going to miss her friends because of this clown. Alexia got up from her seat with her shoulder bag and walked over to his desk. She crossed her arms underneath her corset, which only pushed her cleavage up and out more, and she tapped her heavy combat boots onto the floor softly. Yeah, what is it? she asked impatiently. She wasn't like most of the other students in her classes because she actually had a mind of her own where she could think for herself and get good grades without trying very hard. Sure, she didn't really do the homework, but every teacher she had she almost had A's because of the fact that she was just plain smart. That was why she never really exerted herself in her school work that much. After all, what is the point if she can pass without trying? Alexia was also upset that the boy she had been winking at was going to leave without her and she was desperately in need of some sex right now. Her and her last boyfriend had broken up when he had cheated on her, but heh, he was a loser anyways, so it didn't really matter. But that meant that she was going without sex and that was never very good for Alexia since she was a very sexual and sensual creature. Unfortunately, she had no idea what exactly her teacher had in store for her right now.
Thread: The Teacher and the Rebel (Me and AngelicGrace)

Lawrence stood and he began to walk toward the door locking it as she headed over to his desk. Now he had called her over a few times before to try and make her obay... but never before had he ever locked them inside of the room. He walked over to her and he said I am sorry but this time it is very important, we really need to talk about how you act in my class he said as she was now pinned between him and his desk. He was rather imposing now that he stood because he towered over the girl. looking down at her he could see right down her corset... something that he was enjoying.
Thread: The Teacher and the Rebel (Me and AngelicGrace)

Alexia felt somewhat annoyed at the fact that he was trapping her between the desk and himself, and she moved away from him. She didn't like how he could look down at her chest like the way he was and watching her with his eyes. Yeah, what else is new? she said defiantly. She walked a little ways away from him, feeling very trapped all of a sudden because she had heard the lock on the door and she wondered what he was doing. Ummm, why did you lock the door? she asked curiously. It is not like it is that private that we can't have another person come walking in. she said. She really was uncomfortable with the fact that he had locked her in this room with him and they were alone. Besides that, he was much taller than he looked and she was obviously the shorter and it made her a little uneasy with him towering over her like that.
Thread: The Teacher and the Rebel (Me and AngelicGrace)

He grabbed her and forced her onto her back on the desk You are always dressed like a slut... and always teasing every male you see... he grinned as he looked down at her squirming body as his powerful arms were just keeping her punned there. her legs were around him as he placed a hand over her mouth to keep her from screaming as one hand grabbed at the tie of her corset pulling hard as it loosened and began to fall off of her.
Thread: The Teacher and the Rebel (Me and AngelicGrace)

Alexia gasped as he forced her back onto his desk and she felt her legs spread around him. When he put his hand over her mouth, that was when she knew she was in trouble. She wasn't stupid though. She opened her mouth and bit down with her teeth as absolutely hard as she possibly could. She almost gagged when she tasted blood in her mouth and on her lips, and then she let go. She felt her corset loosening and she lifted her hand up and slapped him across the face hard, her eyes full of fire and not fear.
Thread: The Teacher and the Rebel (Me and AngelicGrace)

His injured hand then grabbed her throught making sure to keep her down there. if she struggled he began to squeeze harder but the less she did the more his grip loosened. though he was not stupid, he knew to not go to hard or too long otherwise he would kill her 'bitch he said as he pulled the corset off of her body as he struck her hard across the face with that hand that had been taking off her corset. Stop struggling and give in you slut
Thread: The Teacher and the Rebel (Me and AngelicGrace)

The second she felt his hand on her throat, she felt fear run through her body and she stopped struggling for the most part, but instead she just lifted her leg up and hit her the edge of her knee into his groin. She knew that it would get him to double over and she would have a chance to get the hell away from this bastard. Not that Alexia didn't like rough treatment, and Masters, but this was a little too much. He didn't even start off as most Masters would and Alexia had a feeling that was were this was going. Hun, I don't like Rape scenes, so can we try to not make this a Rape scene. I mean your character hitting her hard across the face is a little abusive and like he is trying to Rape her. I don't participate in those kinds of scenes, so do you mind not being so abusive? I like rough treatment and all, but choking and stuff, I am not into.