Task: Question Answering
Input (English): I am not always going to understand everything immediately new and old things will have different meaning with time , it's OK . I refuse to call or contact her but one day I think it will be necessary for the sake of something I don't know . But one night I almost emailed her and told her that that I wish things would have turned out differently between us and blah blah blah .
Output (English): Why do I refuse to call or contact her ?