Task: Question Answering
Input (English): Context: I felt my KTB will be more cheerfull as well with guitar to sing praises , and will be helpful in the field . Talking about future , always made me gloomy . I felt like black clouds surround me , and then a monster came out ( hahaha ... so anime , just like monster from sailor moon ) . 
Question: What is a likely reason that the speaker associates thoughts of the future with gloominess ?
Output (English): They have had previous negative experiences , and as a result they expect this pattern to continue as they go into the future.