Review: Enjoyable Read - 3.5 stars
Rating: 3 out of 5
Date: 04 7, 2014
I was given a copy of this book in return for an honest review (Goodreads DBML program).I wish we could give half-stars because this was really a 3.5-star book for me.Derrick Chance is content with the structured days that fill his quiet life. Years ago he suffered a series of tragic losses and since then he's avoided forming any new relationships. His first and only romantic relationship ended years ago. Into his life comes Gavin Hayes, a man who makes Derrick wish for more. Gavin is dealing with some serious issues of own, having just gotten out of an emotionally abusive relationship that may have put his health at risk.I liked that this wasn't an Insta-Love story. Both Derrick and Gavin have to work to overcome their fears. While they may struggle with trusting each other, the real difficulty is in learning to trust themselves. This is a book about building a relationship, the courage it takes to start one and the determination it takes to maintain one.Of the two main characters, it was Derrick that I enjoyed most, whose insecurities masked a quiet strength and such a good heart. I found myself pleased for Derrick when he would do something outside his comfort zone, happy for his small (and not-so-small) achievements. He and Gavin are supported by several well-drawn secondary characters that add dimension to the story (and some great BFF moments). While this book centered on Derrick and Gavin's growing relationship, the author was able to raise several serious subjects in a respectful and thoughtful way. The storyline was enhanced by the information the author was able to seamlessly weave into it.And now for the sex... it was hot but clearly slanted towards BDSM. Some of the scenes went beyond my comfort zone and one went so far that I had to skip to the happy ending (but at least there always was a happy ending!). I did find myself blushing more than once. While a few seemed like scenes just to spice things up, most fit into the story and showcased the increasing levels of trust and honesty between Derrick and Gavin.I hope it is obvious that I liked this trilogy. So why 3/3.5 stars? I had trouble connecting to Gavin even though I enjoyed his witty, urbane and sometimes vulnerable character. Maybe because most of the story is in Derrick's POV? Derrick's inexperience made me feel protective of him and I didn't fully trust Gavin not to hurt him emotionally. For most of the book, I was always just a little cautious of him. In the last volume, I also got frustrated with the Gavin/ex-boyfriend storyline. Some of Gavin's thoughts and choices puzzled me. Lastly, this is really a single story arc told in three volumes. I recommend the trilogy over the single books. Had I read the books expecting standalone stories, I would have felt dissatisfied.This story was engaging from start to finish. I'm glad I had a chance to read/review it.