Review: Maybe 3.5
Rating: 3 out of 5
Date: 05 16, 2014
This is the first book I have read from this author. I chose to read this story for two reasons: first, thirteen is my lucky number. Second: the synopsis pulled me in. I like dark reads and this seemed right up my alley. I have heard people talking about how much they loved the story and many of them like the same books I do, so I knew going in there was a chance I might love this book.I honestly can say this book has me confused as to whether I love it or not. The concept of the story was very good. The pages gripped me as I tried to figure out what was actually happening to these women. I was filled with anticipation page after page. With each turn, I scrunched my brow trying to grasp what was the really going on. The story moved rather quickly and I would have liked a little more detail.As the story started off, my heart hurt for William but as it continued I began to despise him for what he was doing. I thought he was a monster and thought how could he possibly be doing these things to these women and why? Later, I found myself falling a little for William when I saw a softer side to him. By the end of the story, I really understood the message the author was say about who William really is. Yes, I do have a BUT coming. No matter William’s reasoning, right or wrong, I could not agree with the tactics he used. I know this is fiction and certain liberties are taken by the author but I could not get it out of my head what would make William think the ideas he has for these thirteen women are right. What authority and what education does he have? There is also a part that I ultimately can’t get past because I do in fact blame him, so you can see the conundrum I have here.  William is good and bad, right and wrong and for these reasons I feel a lack of connection to him when compared to other gorgeous leading men I have read about in other books.Number Thirteen’s lead female character was very intriguing. She does have a real name but I will not say it here because it is interesting to hear it for the first time when reading the book. I liked her because she had a natural instinct for survival.  She fought for herself and the other girls. Even with her not knowing who she is, where she came from and why she was there with the other girls, she continued to question everything regardless of the consequences.  As Number Thirteen’s past began to unravel, I found my perception of her as a nurturer was right on. She is full of character, strength, and could see beyond the outside.The message I take from this story is that it is ultimately about healing, acceptance of who you are and who you can become with the right tools and support. I just did not like how it got there. There is also a message of bullying but the author tows a fine line.If you are looking for a book that offers something different and really make you question yourself, then this is a story you. It is a love story and a stand alone.