Review: Throw me for a loop
Rating: 4 out of 5
Date: 07 21, 2013
Third and final book in the Existence series!So, at the end of book two, we find that Wyatt's soul is back and in an unconventional way.  In my last review, I didn't want to mention that Pagan has literally seen Dank take Wyatt's soul.  That was more than heartbreaking for her and yes, she got upset and stopped talking to Dank.  How could he have known Wyatt was on the books to die and keep it from her?  Not only did she have to witness it, she had to nurse her best friends mentality back to normal after experiencing the loss.In the last book Dank doesn't give up on Pagan, even though she sacrificed her soul to save those around her she loves.  Wyatt wasn't supposed to die, he was a restitution because Pagan refused to join Leif.In this final book, Pagan has been swiped of her memories of Dank.  Every.  Single.  One.  It's sad to read in all honesty.  Dank knows her but he has to stand back and see who her soul chooses.  In the last book we learn that Jay (Pagan's ex boyfriend) is Pagan's soulmate in the real world.  So, in an effort to see if Pagan and Dank are truly meant to be together, Dank must fight for her all over again.  He must do it fairly though.  He HAS to stay away and see if Jay and Pagan go forward with their destiny.This is where I was slightly confused.  The way Pagan was upset over Jay, I would think he wouldn't have this whole new side of him that we had no idea about.  He's, to put it bluntly, a pig.  He flirts with girls in front of Pagan, on their first date no less.It's not even clear that Jay wants Pagan, the way he acts with the other girls and we can see crystal clear that Pagan wants nothing to do with him, except for friendship.At this moment, Dank steps in and breaks the rules in an effort to get her to remember.This is a whole new side of Dank, I mean we always knew he was swoon worthy, but now we are seeing just how intense his love for Pagan is.  We see that his passion for her isn't some fluke and what girl wouldn't want a guy doing everything he can for her, even if she has no idea who he is.I loved seeing this installment of this series.  It was nothing I expected, but so awesome.  Granted, there was some useless drama in the mix--the deal with Miranda and Nathan was borderline ridiculous, but I could look past that because I wanted to know how it ended.The ending was not what I expected.  I mean, deep down I knew what might happen, but Pagan gets it all.Abbi, I think you are a fantastic writer and I hope you try your hand at paranormal again.  This is the fourth book I've read of yours and it is a no brainer that you are a natural.  I have enjoyed this series and stayed up later than I should have trying to get through it as quick as I could.  Thank you for sharing this story with me and everyone else.  :)  Dank, even though he is Death, is the kind of guy every girl wants and dreams for.