Review: Disturbing on so many levels.
Rating: 5 out of 5
Date: 03 8, 2014
This book is outstanding. For those of you who are considering reading this book, pay close attention to the warnings!Ryan's story is absolutely heart wrenching. I found myself crying and wiping my eyes on more than one occasion. I also felt myself getting heated up too, (in a good way).Ryan, is a Master Sergeant in the Army. He has grown up without a father. His Mother, (who I'd like to slap, you'll find out why), has raised Ryan by herself, but has had Ryan around his other family members. Ryan's turmoil starts out when he is very young. His Uncle, takes Ryan on a fishing trip and the rest is history! Ryan is having trouble with things that have happened in his life as a young man, and they're continuing to haunt him into his mid-thirties. He is now divorced with an 8 yr old daughter who he adores. Living alone and putting everything into his job is getting old and tiring.Mason, is Ryan's best friend and has been around since Ryan was 12. He knows that Ryan has emotional issues, but he loves him anyways. Mason has his own issues as well. He has struggled with drug addiction, and then he meets Stella when he is put in confinement. She helps Ryan through his recovery. They have a relationship that is sexual, but non committed. Mason has gotten his act together now and has a starring role in a movie. Mason has told Ryan about Stella and he's happy for him, but then he feels lonely because he's battling his own feelings for Mason, which Mason has no clue about. Ryan is confused about his feelings as well, but just holds them inside like he's done his whole life.Stella, is a Pediatrician and also a Domme. She keeps her professional life Professional, and her personal life Personal! Stella comes into Mason's life when he is brought in the clinic where she see's him at his worst. Her professional side helps him with the physical problems, but her personal qualities are far more helpful in his recovery. Mason suggests that she talk to Ryan, and see if she can figure out a way to heal him too. Their hearts, souls, and minds begin to heal each other in ways that you can't possibly imagine.I will be honest with you!  The things that you will read about in this story will leave you livid, crying, shaking, and it will definitely have you hot and bothered! Be prepared to read all day and night. I couldn't put this book down. IF, you are a parent like I am, this story will horrify you!!!!Outstanding writing Margaret McHeyzer. I will definitely be reading more of your material.