Review: Read and formulate your own opinions because you will have many.  Love is power. I felt broken from reading it.
Rating: 5 out of 5
Date: 07 1, 2014
This story will bring out every judgement and opinion you have about these characters and the decisions that they choose in life. I can go on and on about how I feel towards these characters and what they did, but that's just it, it's a story written in a way that is meant to bring forth those feelings in you. It will consume your mind and fill it with your own opinions. You won't want to put it down.People must lives there lives and make the choices for themselves that will cause the least amount of regret. We must live with no regrets. So read this story with that in mind. They made the choices they thought were best for them to heal with no regret.The story is about Ben and Cathy. It begins with Cathy having gone through three miscarriages and she is now going thru the motions of her marriage feeling empty without a baby.The story goes back to the past briefly to introduce the reader into how they met. Also, to show how much they wanted and needed each other physically.The story is told in the past and present.Arsen is a studdly young wealthy man who is shocked that Cathy turned him down. Arsen is grateful to finally meet someone who won't put up with his shit or want to screw him for his good looks. Arsen wants people to want him for himself and not what he can do for them.Arsen wants to be viewed differently and is looking to Cathy for help in changing his image. People perceive him as the guy with no girlfriend and the only good quality about him is his ability to shag well.Arsen and Cathy work together. They spend lunch time together. Cathy feels like she can tell Arsen anything, even things she is afraid to share with Ben. Arsen gets Cathy to lie to her husband so they can spend time together for lunch.I'm getting annoyed with Cathy. First her depression over the miscarriages. Second her not talking to Ben about her fears. Thirdly the way Cathy keeps the friendship with Arsen.Cathy is blind. Cathy is hurting Ben. Cathy has no idea how good she has it with Ben and her ignorance for this so called friendship with Arsen. I'm disappointed in her. Cathy is going to ruin her marriage and any chance at having a baby if she continues to try and save Arsen.Cathy keeps saying the correct words that Ben is right and he is caring and he wants to stay together and be strong for each other no matter what, but she still has doubt. Cathy is stupid and blind.  Finally, reality sets in place of your selfish ways. Cathy wanted out of her emptiness and found her soul awaken upon the meeting of Arsen.Ben also suffered the loss of four potential children and yet he held it together and supported and comforted Cathy. Yet she continues to act like she is the only one in pain and it is okay for her to behave irrationally. No, it's inexcusable.  Ben should not forgive her infidelity, especially while it happens under his nose and never confronts it.CHOICES:We have choices to make in life. For Ben he chose to marry Cathy. For Cathy she chose to marry Ben. Then life happened and she changed. Cathy began to have an affair and fall in love with two men. Cathy allowed Arsen to fix her and comfort her and chose to shut out Ben. For Arsen he chose to sleep with a married women and fall in love with her. He wants her to chose him over Ben.I'm telling you I can go on for days for how I feel about this story, but I won't because it's just a story. It is what it is. Love is a wondrous gift.