Review: Disturbing but good...will not be for everyone!
Rating: 4 out of 5
Date: 06 7, 2014
This was an interesting book for me. I am not into getting hurt or needing to get hurt during sex and it is hard for me to understand why someone would want that...but to each his own. So even thought there was interesting sex in this book it did not do much for me. Don't get me wrong, I like a dominate man in my stories...but this went way beyond domination into someone who is a Sadist (Zander) who enjoys inflicting pain as a release as well as it being sexual for him. However, even through inflicting pain gets him revved up he does not do anything sexual with the male subs....he seeks females after he is done and continues with some interesting scenarios . So to me these scenes were not steamy at all, I was just trying to understand what was happening...it got complicated trying to keep track of what was being done to Lindsay...being tied, contorted, toys, spanking, suspended, blindfolded, all at the same time! I would get anxious every time he brought his bag of toys out:-)With that being said, there were some really good things about this book. It was well written, there is a good amount of suspense going on in Lindsay's story. Zander and Lindsay together are good. Lindsay helps Zander find some peace even though the need to inflict pain on consenting male subs never goes away (he loves her enough to try and give it up for her, but Lindsay knows he will never be  happy with that...and for some reason Lindsay likes to watch) She is not a sadist so they try to figure out how to make this work so they both get what they need. They do have some normalcy in their relationship and that is a nice break from the darker side of this book. There is some back story to Zander that kind if helps you understand why he is a sadist. Lindsay just likes the lifestyle of a sub, she had a normal upbringing, very sweet and big hearted.If you are not into whips, electric wands that shocks, nipple clamps, some knife play and much more...this may be a bit much for you. If that does not bother you, give this book a chance, you will enjoy it.