Review: Still in love...but the affair is starting to drag me into despair...
Rating: 4 out of 5
Date: 05 31, 2013
First off let me say I have been a fan of Heller and Matilda from the start. I read all 4 books in less then 5 days, and am waiting (not so) patiently for the 5th.***SPOLIER ALERT***I was seriously disappointed in Heller and Matilda when she was suspended for 12 months. I mean come on, it wasn't her fault, was she supposed to let Byerer go all crazy, and hurt more people? She did her best to make them wait for the police, but none of the men wanted to listen to her.This book in the series made me want to cry. I know that somewhere deep inside Heller loves Tilly, but he doesn't know how to show it. He says he is devoted to her, and her safety but he still always sends her off on dangerous assignments to be abused by clients. Then reprimands her for her treatment of clients, because it will affect his Precious business. He eventually comes to her rescue, but it makes me question his motives. He always ends up regretting it, which is nice BUT he should think more of her in the first place.This book has the moment we have all been holding our breath for....Wait for it...Tilly finally gives in to Heller, and it's an experience they both won't ever forget. I guess as women were all glutton for punishment, we all have the fix it nature, and think we can nurse people's emotional dis-function into something normal with our love. Tilly is no different.My heart also broke for Daniel in this book. I know that this world is full of hate, condemnation and cruel people. However, the WHOLE world is not that way, as portrayed here. I know plenty of people who would see past Daniels disfigured face and see the real him. I also know that I for one find scars sexy....I hate that Daniel never gets a break, and that just adds to his misery and suicidal tendencies. (I have said it before and I will say it again...I have a hard time when I watch a movie or read a book, where the good person is always getting the crap end of the deal.) Daniel and Matilda are the good people getting spoon fed crap, and I HATE IT!!!!With that said, I will end this review. I love the series though, and I can't wait for the next book. What shall I read in the meantime? Your guess is as good as mine! Happy Reading.