Review: This book deserves more than 5 stars
Rating: 5 out of 5
Date: 10 8, 2013
There needs to be an option for 5+ stars.  If that rating existed then I would click it multiple times for This Is Me.I read the first book I Am Her and was gutted.  And now I need to take that back because now I’ve officially been gutted and torn down and gone through the ring of emotions.THIS IS WHY I READ.This book right here is why I pick up my kindle daily.  I want to feel something. Everything.  The good along with the bad.  Sometimes it’s all bad.  Hell Suzanne’s life was all freaking bad.The fact that we have a second book after the way the first ended, I didn’t care what this one was going to be about.  I was thrilled for a sequel.  Well, you get what you ask for.  But I’ll tell you this.I. Loved. Every. Minute. Of. It.The ups, the downs, the heavy breathing, the tears, the OMG, even the almost “I am going to be sick”! I would do it all over again.  And AGAIN!!I will repeat- This is why I read. Sure happy go lucky “oh I love you” you books are great.  But how often do you remember every detail of those start to finish a year later? Two years later?  There aren’t that many.  I am Her and This is Me I guarantee you I will remember for my lifetime.There is one quote in This Is Me that really sums it up.  Now don’t get me wrong I could post a ton of quotes but I don’t want to give anything away and although I was highlighting left and right; paragraphs and full pages.  I can not spoil it for anyone.  You need to go through the process when you read Suzanne’s story."I've lived a life so dark before him, that I don't know how to live in light with him."I felt for every character in this story.  Suzanne, Z, Mack the Kaylas.  I never ever felt for Marcus.  I thought I felt sorry for him in book one.  I thought he got the raw end of the deal.  Enough talking about him- This was very much Suzanne’s story as it was Z and Macks. Suzanne has multiple struggles during her life.  She makes me sad.  But the people she surrounds herself they are amazing.I felt for Mack bc he was being her friend time after time. He was hurting. And Z…Oh god…that poor man.  The crap storm of Suzanne’s life lead her to Z but I never ever in a million years thought what happened would happen.  It wrecked me. I was IN the story.  There. A part of it.  Living it.  Crying and hurting.But you know something.  I get it.  I get everything that was said and done.  I understand it.  I don’t hate anyone for the decision or loathe them.  But I understand the reasoning behind it.No the question is how many book will it take to break my book hangover from This Is Me.  Because I can promise you I have one.