Review: is this review ok amazon ??
Rating: 5 out of 5
Date: 05 9, 2014
HOLY WOW if I could give more than 5 stars I wouldI am torn apart , absolutely gutted after reading this story. Talk about gritty , raw and real writing. There is no other way to describe Kimber's writing. I have read many books with screwed up characters , horrible pasts and childhoods. Billionaires that love to F*** and want that added BDSM and kink. But I HAVE NEVER read anything quite like this book. The depths of emotions and real life trauma will have you running for the hills to hide , but believe me you will not put it down , it may disgust you or make me ugly cry but I can bet you will read the whole thing.THERE IS A WARNING SO PLEASE BE ADVISED , IF YOU CAN NOT HANDLE THE SITUATIONS DESCRIBED IN THE WARNING DO NOT READ , ESPECIALLY DO NOT READ AND THEN LEAVE A CRAP REVIEW BECAUSE OF ALL THE THINGS YOU HATED BUT WERE WARNED ABOUT.The storyStella is the most damaged individual I have ever met , beaten,raped, abused by her father and every single foster father/brother she dealt with from 7 years old until she was a teenager. The flashbacks and bits and pieces of memory that she shares with us will gut you , the raw emotion the heartbreak is all very real. Plagued with nightmares about the the one fateful night from her childhood. BUT here she is in her 20's strong , beautiful and brilliant. Heading for an intern position at the best publishing house in New York to intern for Wesley Jacobs.Wesley Jacobs happens to be one rich SOB and on top of that he is HOT AS SIN. The opening chapter of the book has you wanting to be the one gagging on his....He is a DOM and though attempting to lay low for a bit he is in need of a SUB badly , as he states , he is starving and so sick of vanilla. Of course in walks Stella , a new challenge to him or the girl who will finally break him ??Stella already knows all about Wesley , ironically there is a past connection that she has never forgotten about. Determined to be strong and independent she attempts to stand her ground with Wesley but soon finds that his dominance is exactly what she is craving. Can she really let go and submit , will he break her , will she come out on top.Honestly they have the hottest sex ever and I love every minute of it , it scares the crap out of me , but it is FREAKIN HOT.This is NOT the real meat of the story though. As Wesley finds out more and more about Stella he starts realizing she is more to him than anyone has ever been. Stella is trying her best to submit but she has built herself up to be this strong independent woman despite the horrors of her past so their struggle together is heartbreaking but also exciting. Someone from her past is lurking around and when you see into their mind you will be horrified , this was a twist I did not expect and for me this became the story , as much as I wanted all the sex , this was what grabbed me and held me tight. Who is this person , what is their plan , will they accomplish their goals , and what the hell is wrong with them to make them act this way. Their actions will leave you speechless.In the end you will be blown awayIf you think her childhood is hard to read about then brace yourselves because what happens in the here and now is unbelievable , no words to express how I felt. I love an HEA but this book does not deliver that at all. I am shocked beyond belief. At the same time I give Kimber credit , she took this story to a place not many would dare to go , she did not give in and give us what we always get or want. This story lead her to this horrible place and she went with it !! It may not be a beautiful happy story but it is beautiful in its own way.Go read this story , read the warning , choose wisely but also know that if you want REAL , RAW writing , writing that you can be sure is filled with honest emotion this is your book.