Hii, I am struggling with my relationship issues, our relationship is of 3 and a half years and it's a long distance relationship, actually I went to another city for studies and we met at the college and from there our relationship started and after I graduated I came back to my hometown, and from that onwards our long distance relationship started at first it was going okay and then suddenly he started to talk less with me like not texting or calling much and then I told him about this that I am not liking the fact that you are not giving me very much time which you used to give me earlier and then he told me that give me time and I also said that okay let's take a break and after someday he again started to talk with me nicely like he used to do earlier, few months back like in aug I went to his city to meet him after 1 year and he was very excited also about this and after when I came back he started to ignore me like not texting me nor calling me nothing, my heart got broke at that time still now because I love him very much and this is my first love, I started to overthink, got depressed, I couldn't share this to anyone this is my first time I am talking about this so openly   and I am crying while writing this I am very much in pain and I don't know why I am so weak I cry very easily. I loved him very much still love him gave so much efforts to this relationship always understood him always pampered him and still he broke my heart why me why always I only get hurt, am I really not good enough?