Ok when i get to my point,i always get into some struggles in my life,for example 1.i want to pray as i can but i couldn't do it 2.i wanna read and understand the concepts of holy bible but even if i can understand at that moment I'll forget about it few days ago 3.i wanna be filled by holy spirit as other people and my eyes of spirit be opened,                 there are many things  i have but this enough for today.