I’m not really struggling. It’s been two months since I quit drinking. Everything is going OK but it is on my mind a lot tomorrow morning. I’m headed to the airport for business. Airports are always scary. Lots of bars that’s where I always pounded drinks so it’s real weird being there now, it’s on my mind I know that I’ve got this and I know I’ve changed my ways but I think it’s good to talk about it and have positive reinforcement I know that’s not the life I want and I have to reinforce that