Good Day I had problem regarding financial and emotional I had this in me everytime Im depressed how to end everything 😭 know its wrong but I think this is the only way how to end my problems, it started when my husband was Diagnosed with Retina Detached start 2017 our life back then was verygood we dont have any much big problem with finances but when he was diagnosed it was a big impact in our lives, after series of operation to save both of his eyes we also have debts in banks so we can sustain the needs for operation unfortunately the process is not ok he was blind now, and it affects our living since he was the one who work for us and our 3children, now its hard in my part to find a job since in philippines had criticism I am 40 and difficult in finding a job to sustain the needs in my family😭 From everydays so very hard for me to find money 😭 know that god is always there to guide me but for how long I will endure this pain in me🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻