Realizing that I am probably addicted to porn. My demisexual wife doesn't understand that this is an addiction and I can't talk to her about it because she can't relate, and thinks I watch porn because I am not attracted to her, and do not like her. She even went as far as to say that she would not be able to handle it if I did it anymore, and she might even kill herself if I continued watching porn. I feel alone with my struggles, and like my wife is just making me issues worse.