Hirap lost mom last aug20.we are only two in the house everytime I go fir work she is there will tell her Ali's na ko every night I come from work she is there waiting for me. Yes there are so many arguments so many demands I asked from her not knowing what she is struggling inside her body.She says I don't know why I'm so lazy why I want to do this that but I can't.For 4 years since pandemic I am the one doing the chores fully packed Saturday and Sunday without help from her esp this year previously even a little can help me.I was down with my work, everything is being downgraded noticed all criticism as if this team lead wants me out she wants to throw me with these documentation so always my head is hit plus all the works in the house.very tired in work office commuting going home 6 hours wasted to and from.thevreason why I shout why i angry no rest at all.we shouted each other she will say bad words to me she will throw things to me I will tell and almost cry ako na nagpapakain sa Inyo ako na gumagawa sa bahay minumura mo pa till I am saying pinagsisihan naging nanay kita.she would say sumisikip ang dibdib ko but I ignore saying umaarte ka na naman.I am feeling guilty sa pagtatalo namin lately parang grumagrabe lately.Madalas di iniinom gamot inaayos ko na before I go including sa high blood.complete sya sa vitamins supplements nanay di ka mamatay sa di mo Pag inom Nyan kasi lagi NY sasabihin gusto na nya mamatay wala na sya silbi.minsan lagay ko ksmay ko sa bibig nya to stop her sa sinasabi nya .