I used to be a prostitute but I didn't used to show up.i used to sleep with different men out of desperacy.one day I realized I was pregnant and decided to keep the pregnancy.it reached a place I used to vomit and have vaginal bleeding when I went for treatment in hospital I heard one of the doctors telling the nurse in mother tongue the baby in her womb won't survive for long due to her condition.this really discouraged me alot.the condition continued I started to search for a gynaecologist who I would through without my pregnancy.the vomiting and vaginal bleeding still continued and the condition made me got admitted and being dehydrated.i was diagnosed with hyperemesis gravidarum and placenta abruption.i saw I cldnt handle the treatment again and it was hazardous for me .no treatment worked out.i  lost hope when  since I bekam so weak n began not appreciating myself.the condition was getting worst instead of better.i decided to do abortion since even the gynaecologist had told me e disease is very hazardous to me .I went to hospital and requested them to terminate the baby after I explained to them my condition.since then I have always hated myself  for choosing my health first.at times I feel very guilty.