I'm lonely, since 2020 I have been living alone my husband deprived me of living together with him , I worked in university  for  two years after much problem of his refusal he told me to resign wish I did thereafter he left me , as a child of God uptil this moment  four years now I never had any sexual intercourse with any man, never committed adultery since 2008 we have been together as husband and wife. Though the marriage has been so rough because of my husband's  attitudes, I kept on managing my home but all proved avail, I never wish to be a single mother but I am one now, recently he proclaimed that he has found a wife that he's done with me .I have a son 13 years old for him. My husband lives with an older woman as his  new wife now. He used to complain those days that I can't wash clothes very well if I washed his clothes ,. now  he said his new wife doesn't know how to wash clothes I heard that while discussing with his son on phone. I am born different I have two tiny vigina, I experienced a lot during  pregnancy .I had my baby through Cesaria .I think and cry everyday, I started loosing weight, I am weak now. He made me a full house wife which I used to kick against that I wanted to work ,he never allowed me, and never pay me salary . I hardly love but I loved him. Now, I don't know where to start my life. I need to be loved. I think I never have luck to be loved because I'm born different. I pray to God to give me a true love, I believe. The last time we talked I told him not to treat me badly he should remember how we started,he should help me because of our son , so that I can engage in a business uptil now no response. I'm  lonely.