My name is Rebecca, I am new here and I have been struggling with multiple losses and a really toxic relationship that thank God after 16 years I finally got him out of my house I feel very good about that but also guilty 😔 on the other hand I lost my parents 30 days apart from each other, first my dad then my world, my mom and 4 months later my only daughter was murdered 😢 💔 🙏 I don't know how to live with out them I currently live in Tijuana Baja California but I was born and raised in San Diego California and I miss it so much but I have no one left I've thought of just packing up my stuff and my furrbabies and leaving because here is a different culture and I'm all alone 😔 I feel I should be doing something but what ? Idle time is not good the devil is a liar and never stops trying to take me out ! But I serve a mighty God and I trust Him but I need like minded people in my life maybe a new start 🤔 I just don't know how to start ?