I'm surviving in this life is not easy for me, sometimes I even want death to come and take me from this earth. Our mother is a single mom with four children's I'm the second child, our father died and we don't know him. I'm the bread wine for the family, I will rise to a higher level then something strange will happen, all of suddenly I come to nothing. I will become 0% financially. My senior brother is sick for the past 14 years now, my junior brother has completed university, he is in the house no job for him to do