Question: Can you describe situations where you felt a strong need to prevent someone from leaving you, either physically or emotionally? Have you felt this need often?
Answer: I used to get attached to people very easily. In recent years I worked very hard to make a person not leave me because I honestly thought I would break down if they left

Question: Do you feel that your interpersonal relationships with those you are close to are unstable? Have you experienced patterns where you alternate between seeing someone as wonderful and then seeing them as terrible?
Answer: With the people closest to me, I naturally don't feel anything you see. Not love nor hate. They are at that level where if somebody asks how you feel about them, my answer would be "they are family".
Once, I see someone as wonderful, if they betray me. I would be immensely disappointed in them. But it would be hard for me to think them as a terrible person.

Question: Can you talk about how you see yourself? Does your perception of yourself (how you view yourself) change frequently?
Answer: I don't see myself as a bad person. But i don't think I'm great either. It fluctuates based on the behavior of the people I love.

Question: Can you describe any impulsive and potentially self-damaging behaviors you engage in, such as spending money irresponsibly, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, or binge eating?
Answer: When I feel too much pain, i sometimes punch walls till my hands bleed.

Question: Can you describe any incidents of self-harm or repeated suicide attempts?
Answer: I strongly believe that people will be held accountable for their actions and our lives are not for ourselves to ruin. It's a gift. It may be hard but it not worth throwing away

Question: Does your mood change frequently throughout the day? Are there times when you feel intensely happy, sad, anxious or irritated for no apparent reason?
Answer: I sometimes get overwhelmed by the amount of work and feel sleepy from mental exhaustion. But still I try to get up

Question: Have you experienced chronic or constant feelings of emptiness?
Answer: I used to get all these confessions back in the day. But I couldn't feel anything for them. So, at some point I thought i am incapable of caring for someone to a point which you may call love. Frankly, i feel something is missing from my heart, which you might call a certain kind of emptiness

Question: Can you share any experiences where you felt extremely angry or found it hard to control your temper? Have you experienced frequent displays of temper, constant anger, verbal outbursts, or recurrent physical fights?
Answer: I usually get violent when somebody harms my family. Happened a couple of times where I broke someones hand, jaw, leg because they hurt a person i love

Question: Can you describe experiences where you felt intensely suspicious of others (for example, believing people wanted to harm you) or disconnected from reality, especially during stressful times?
Answer: I once felt a huge surge of betrayal from a person I loved. They were openly doing the same thing for which they have tortured me for a long time.