Question: Can you describe situations where you felt a strong need to prevent someone from leaving you, either physically or emotionally? Have you felt this need often?
Answer: A very recent incident....after coming to university I was looking for a study partner and friend ... found one....got along well then suddenly stopped studying with me (I don't know the reason why) just before term exam . At that time I really wanted and needed to stop her from leaving but couldn't. But this was the first time I felt like this

Question: Do you feel that your interpersonal relationships with those you are close to are unstable? Have you experienced patterns where you alternate between seeing someone as wonderful and then seeing them as terrible?
Answer: I don't alternate between seeing someone wonderful and then seeing them as terrible because I choose carefully between who I want to be close with and who I don't. If I find things that I don't like about someone usually I don't get close with them. But sometimes if I have to be close with them for the situation, I keep my distance.

Question: Can you talk about how you see yourself? Does your perception of yourself (how you view yourself) change frequently?
Answer: I see myself as an ambivert person who is patient,strong , confident, independent who can control emotions and situations well, on outside when I need to be .But actually inside I think I'm a bit weak mentally I need company ,I need to share my thoughts with someone for me to fully understand them . I can't control my emotions well . I can't express my anger ,I usually cry when I'm angry . I am a huge introvert inside....I need to cry or stay completely alone for a while to recharge my social battery

Question: Can you describe any impulsive and potentially self-damaging behaviors you engage in, such as spending money irresponsibly, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, or binge eating?
Answer: I think I do binge eating. Or just be lazy and rot in the bed for hours for no reason. Or watch reels for hours or play mobile game. Last night I was stressed about my pending tasks but instead of studying I played games for like 3/3.5 hours and slept for 7 hours

Question: Can you describe any incidents where you engaged in self-harm or made repeated suicide attempts?
Answer: No. My self harming behaviours are - being lazy watching reels and  playing games  instead of studying or doing the things I need to do on time. Mobile addiction is the biggest self harming thing for me

Question: Does your mood change frequently throughout the day? Are there times when you feel intensely happy, sad, anxious or irritated for no apparent reason?
Answer: My mood changes frequently throughout the week. Sometimes I suddenly feel intensely happy . I can't find anything to be sad about.positive about everything even if I have many items or I'm stressed, I just sing them off But suddenly for no reason I feel immensely sad even if I don't have that many exams , or I'm doing well on my exam it appears to me as if I'm recharging my social battery at this time or it was triggered because someone told me something unpleasant about me or I'm feeling extremely lonely.

Question: Have you experienced chronic or constant feelings of emptiness?
Answer: Yes,I have . Staying in the dormitory away from my close ones ...not being able to tell anyone about the small incidents of my life or how I'm feeling right now makes me soooo lonely. Usually I cope with this situation by comforting myself that I have my creator with me and I only need him. I like to go on a walk , or give myself flower, or I eat something I like or I just try to focus on my study.

Question: Can you share any experiences where you felt extremely angry or found it hard to control your temper? Have you experienced frequent displays of temper, constant anger, verbal outbursts, or recurrent physical fights?
Answer: When my brother annoys me or scolds me I become extremely angry and find it hard to control my temper ,I also became angry when there is a change in the situation around me but it happened because of someone else's fault.For example - I am obsessed about being 100% present in college. And I have prize and certificate for being 100% present in school and college . But in AFMC even if I struggled everyday to be 100 % present ( even when everyone boycotted exams because they didn't feel like studying for a tough exam , I studied and appeared in the Exam with what I had learnt ,I could have just been absent like others but I didn't,partly because of not to be absent. Even after I tried so hard, teachers gave me absent in 2 classes even when I was present . I had paid fine for one absent and became more cautious about giving attendance so that no mistake happens. But the incident repeated once again when I told the faculty that I was present that day he implied that I was lying Infront of my male classmate my social anxiety and anger kicked together and I  couldn't control them anymore and cried Infront of them and ran away. I take 100% attendance as a challenge for which I have a prize and I promised myself that I won't make my parents pay 1 tk for my carelessness and laziness. Even though I have the flexibility from my parents to be lazy sometimes or I have a choice.

Question: Can you describe experiences where you felt intensely suspicious of others (for example, believing people wanted to harm you) or disconnected from reality, especially during stressful times?
Answer: I often feel over suspicious about people to keep my belongings protected , when I go out I always keep my lockers closed,I hide my lock screen passwords. I don't like giving people my phone or sharing my information with them . If I get exposed to any unknown or unprepared situation I become suspicious or anxious it specifically happens during stressful time and other time also  . In normal situations I can handle it more calmly