Question: Can you describe situations where you felt a strong need to prevent someone from leaving you, either physically or emotionally? Have you felt this need often?
Answer: i did feel the need but not a strong need because people come and go anyways

Question: Do you feel that your interpersonal relationships with those you are close to are unstable? Have you experienced patterns where you alternate between seeing someone as wonderful and then seeing them as terrible?
Answer: i trust very few people and have few friends so no that doesnt happen unless or until they break my trust

Question: Can you talk about how you see yourself? Does your perception of yourself (how you view yourself) change frequently?
Answer: no i'd say its a constant but i would like to change myself and be in a constant self improvement mindset

Question: Can you describe any impulsive and potentially self-damaging behaviors you engage in, such as spending money irresponsibly, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, or binge eating?
Answer: no not really. but i did impulsively break my phone infront of the person i was mad at cause i couldn’t lash out on them

Question: Can you describe any incidents of self-harm or repeated suicide attempts?
Answer: when i was around my teens, yes. i dont wanna elaborate anymore on this

Question: Does your mood change frequently throughout the day? Are there times when you feel intensely happy, sad, anxious or irritated for no apparent reason?
Answer: People around me play a big factor on my mood.

Question: Have you experienced chronic or constant feelings of emptiness?
Answer: VERY OFTEN at night i would feel a physically numbness in my chest?? i dont know how to explain it properly its more of an empty feeling but i'm not that expressive so i just wait for it to go away

Question: Can you share any experiences where you felt extremely angry or found it hard to control your temper? Have you experienced frequent displays of temper, constant anger, verbal outbursts, or recurrent physical fights?
Answer: if i am pushed over the edge and someone triggers me i often lash out by saying hurtful things that I WHOLEHEARTEDLY MEAN but i would always refrain from being physical

Question: Can you describe experiences where you felt intensely suspicious of others (for example, believing people wanted to harm you) or disconnected from reality, especially during stressful times?
Answer: i have noticed around those times, everything is a blur. later on i dont even remember the month nor what i was doing around that time. its as if my mind intentionally didnt want me to go back to those times, like a defence mechanism.