Question: Can you describe situations where you felt a strong need to prevent someone from leaving you, either physically or emotionally? Have you felt this need often?
Answer: It was 2021. I had a great bond with my cousin brother. I always treated him as my own elder brother. Though I was always available for him for no matter what but he was never emotionally available for me and in the very first of that year he did something very wrong with me behaved really rude . previously I forgave him and prevent him to go away emotionally.but he did that again. And from Then I never prevented anybody to be available for me. be it emotional or anything and I really don't expect anybody to be there for me . You know only expectations hurt you most

Question: Do you feel that your interpersonal relationships with those you are close to are unstable? Have you experienced patterns where you alternate between seeing someone as wonderful and then seeing them as terrible?
Answer: Yes. I had a crush on someone. Initially like everybody butterflies in the stomach but when I get to know him more and more , and now I find him a complete jerk. I mean a man should have personality. Not my type actually!!

Question: Can you talk about how you see yourself? Does your perception of yourself (how you view yourself) change frequently?
Answer: My perception about me has never changed. But as of now I find myself like an innocent kid stuck in a mess where she knows nothing still trying hard to keep pace but fails . And like all the time I won't give up on myself.

Question: Can you describe any impulsive and potentially self-damaging behaviors you engage in, such as spending money irresponsibly, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, or binge eating?
Answer: Frankly speaking the very first time I really felt like killing myself was because of my first semester result. In my whole life I never did this bad in exam. That is the most broken part of me seeing shattering your dreams with your own eyes . Yeah then I did a lot of things to myself but now I'm okay and maybe learnt to adapt

Question: Can you describe any incidents of self-harm or repeated suicide attempts?
Answer: I firmly believe no matter what life throws at me I will not commit suicide. Life has still much more things to offer. May Allah Always love me and keep me like this

Question: Does your mood change frequently throughout the day? Are there times when you feel intensely happy, sad, anxious or irritated for no apparent reason?
Answer: Well this is my bread and butter. It's hardly a fraction of second in  a week where I feel happy completely. And almost all day all week long I am sad for no reason.

Question: Have you experienced chronic or constant feelings of emptiness?
Answer: I always feel this . Everytime I see anyone in my varsity I feel like everybody has special talent everyone is so rigorous and capable of doing so many things and I find myself as a complete waste of everything.

Question: Can you share any experiences where you felt extremely angry or found it hard to control your temper? Have you experienced frequent displays of temper, constant anger, verbal outbursts, or recurrent physical fights?
Answer: The only thing that trigger me is disrespect. If anybody harms my self respect only I know how tough it's for me not to open up and say what's on my mind. I pacify myself by tapping my shoulder and tell myself "Nothing happened dear, nothing happened.Everything is all right". And I must not say something that I would regret later.

Question: Can you describe experiences where you felt intensely suspicious of others (for example, believing people wanted to harm you) or disconnected from reality, especially during stressful times?
Answer: I don't know why I always feel like nobody likes me . In stress I actually feel suffocated and want to get a lonely place and cry as hard as I can, but that's not possible. Then just focus on breathing to not just freak out. I think so