Question: Can you describe situations where you felt a strong need to prevent someone from leaving you, either physically or emotionally? Have you felt this need often?
Answer: I used to be strongly emotionally attached to a friend. Whenever we had a fight, I would desperately cling to her so she wouldn't leave my side as she always made sure I knew I was replaceable but she wasn't. I let go of the friendship after 3 years and had a major mental breakdown like my mind couldn't let go at all for over 2 years

Question: Do you feel that your interpersonal relationships with those you are close to are unstable? Have you experienced patterns where you alternate between seeing someone as wonderful and then seeing them as terrible?
Answer: I tend to not be too emotionally attached to others so as I see them as a casual person who I have no expectations from, I find them both wonderful and sometimes incredibly hateful. But the sides I hate, I tend to ignore as I cannot expect everyone to cater to my needs.

Question: Can you talk about how you see yourself? Does your perception of yourself (how you view yourself) change frequently?
Answer: I find it hard to understand other people's emotions, I have rigid views, I have strong opinions and morals but I am always open to listen and do not judge, I loathe backstabbing, I am the ugliest member of my family, I may be a good student but I know I'm incredibly stupid even if I strongly refute that fact, I'm a hater

Question: Can you describe any impulsive and potentially self-damaging behaviors you engage in, such as spending money irresponsibly, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, or binge eating?
Answer: I used to eat a lot and then vomit everything out but I don't do that anymore. I tend to procrastinate a lot. I used to self harm but I also stopped doing that though the temptation remains

Question: Can you describe any incidents where you engaged in self-harm or made repeated suicide attempts?
Answer: I have always been a depressed kid. As I could never emotionally understand people and as I was shy, it was hard for me to make friends so I would cling to the people who would be willing to hang out with me. That made me feel pathetic so I used to self harm but I never attempted suicide. After I changed my whole entire personality after a full mental breakdown, I've never self harmed again

Question: Does your mood change frequently throughout the day? Are there times when you feel intensely happy, sad, anxious or irritated for no apparent reason?
Answer: Just during my period

Question: Have you experienced chronic or constant feelings of emptiness?
Answer: When I think of how worthless I am (which is quite a lot I get ignored quite often), I experience it. I just ignore the feeling by reading fantasy books or gaming. It occurs once or twice a month

Question: Can you share any experiences where you felt extremely angry or found it hard to control your temper? Have you experienced frequent displays of temper, constant anger, verbal outbursts, or recurrent physical fights?
Answer: I have severe anger issues so it's hard to control my temper most of the time but I've gotten the hang of it. But if someone triggers my OCD I get so angry I stop thinking and say the most hurtful stuff or start a fist fight( I've only ever done that with my sibling)

Question: Can you describe experiences where you felt intensely suspicious of others (for example, believing people wanted to harm you) or disconnected from reality, especially during stressful times?
Answer: I like to stay disconnected from reality as it makes me feel like I'm part of something bigger, as if I'm someone more important than I actually am. I am overly suspicious of people that are jealous of me because their evil eye might actually harm my life