Question: Can you describe situations where you felt a strong need to prevent someone from leaving you, either physically or emotionally? Have you felt this need often?
Answer: Not really. I am not that close with anyone so if someone felt the need to leave then it was already too late and there was no use convincing them to stay and a lot of my friendships or relationships just weakened or disappeared due to less contact as I move between cities frequently.

Question: Do you feel that your interpersonal relationships with those you are close to are unstable? Have you experienced patterns where you alternate between seeing someone as wonderful and then seeing them as terrible?
Answer: I feel like I don't have any close relationship with anyone. My best friend lives far away and doesn't know everything about me and I don't know everything about her. I am not honest with all my thoughts and worldviews with my best friend and our distance grew over the years but we both try to keep in touch. Nobody considers me their priority. I feel like I'm not a very important part in anyone's life. Nobody knows me from inside out and sometimes I crave a close relationship with someone, anyone who understands me deeply. But there's no one that comes to mind. Even my parents don't know much about me as I feel like I can't share much with them nor do they care to ask. I have experienced patterns where I alternate between seeing someone as Wonderful and then as terrible. Maybe my parents? Sometimes they are very caring and listen to my problems very well. But they were so strict on me and frequently stopped me from going out and came in the way of my friendships, so I think it hampered my social development. Sometimes my parents become physically abusive and bring up divorce, and I fear them. Maybe others consider that this isn't a big deal but it affected me a lot growing up.

Question: Can you talk about how you see yourself? Does your perception of yourself (how you view yourself) change frequently?
Answer: I see myself as a waste of time, lazy undisciplined person. Everyday I disappoint myself as I feel like I couldn't complete my goals. I feel like there's a lot on my plate that I need to do, but yet i waste a lot of time on my phone and then regret it. I get unmotivated very quickly and compare myself with others. During recent years the comparing habit of mine has become worse as I am living in hostel where other students seem better than me.  Very rarely does my perception of myself change. As there are few time where I could complete my goals and feel proud. But I am always a procrastinator and complete tasks at the last minute. So only pressure seems to get me to work. So my temporary feelings of accomplishments get knocked down because I can't feel proud of myself as I only worked under pressure and not by my own volition or autonomy.

Question: Can you describe any impulsive and potentially self-damaging behaviors you engage in, such as spending money irresponsibly, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, or binge eating?
Answer: I frequently have urges to buy myself treats or something and spend hours looking through the internet to buy stuff. But I never had the money so I didn't impulse buy. I recently started getting significant amount of money to spend as I'm living in hostel. So, I impulsively buy food or other things whenever I have a bad day or stressful exams. But on some instances I never spend any money and save a lot. So either I overspend and impulse buy or hoard money. There's no moderation/in between. 
When I have a difficult exam or stressful task ahead I keep on avoiding that task or studying until I break under the overwhelming presume of my incomplete syllablus or task. Or I never start studying and try to calm myself by distracting myself by binge eating or excessive phone scrolling. I'll even not sleep and spend the whole night on my phone to avoid my thoughts and the task. There's so much fear for me and I seem to get task paralysis so I want to distract myself by any means when I have exams.

Question: Can you describe any incidents where you engaged in self-harm or made repeated suicide attempts?
Answer: I never tried to physically hurt myself or attempt suicide but I do sabotage my own exams or my future by avoiding studying for the exam because there's too much to study.

Question: Does your mood change frequently throughout the day? Are there times when you feel intensely happy, sad, anxious or irritated for no apparent reason?
Answer: I usually feel empty most of the time. Usually emotionless. But I feel a little relaxed during weekends as there's free time and no immediate stressful task. But before my weekend ends, I feel terrible because usually I waste all my weekends on my phone and feel unproductive, lazy and stressed for the coming week.

Question: Have you experienced chronic or constant feelings of emptiness?
Answer: I can't tell the difference between normal mood or feeling empty but I think I feel empty and emotionless most of the time. Feeling Happy is rare. I feel angry or sad sometimes but usually nothing. And to cope with this emptiness I ignore my feelings and don't think about it as I'm always on this damn phone. I hate it.

Question: Can you share any experiences where you felt extremely angry or found it hard to control your temper? Have you experienced frequent displays of temper, constant anger, verbal outbursts, or recurrent physical fights?
Answer: Usually when people dismiss me or cross my boundaries I get angry. I am never taken seriously by people and usually I don't get mad . But when I do I never found it hard to control my anger, usually I shut myself out and don't talk to others and ignore them . But When my parents shout at me or get abusive I usually get sad and cry, But sometimes I get angry and shout at them . This would be an instance where i find it hard to control my anger and eventually I also end up arguing with them and shouting at them. Then I regret losing my temper

Question: Can you describe experiences where you felt intensely suspicious of others (for example, believing people wanted to harm you) or disconnected from reality, especially during stressful times?
Answer: Sometimes I feel suspicious if my friends actually do like me or not. Because none of them are that eager to always sit beside me and they have their own close friends. Closer than me at least. I felt suspicious that do my parents even love each other? My father behaves so terribly with my mother and my mother just seems to accept the disrespect as she grew tired of defending herself and with that I wonder if my father even loves his family or not or if he's just pretending to do his duty as a Father. I always try to disconnect during stressful times with my phone. I keep trying to convince myself that I'll just scroll through my phone for just a bit longer, " I'll finish it later" or "I have the whole night to study and finish the syllabus" so I keep wasting time to distract myself because deep down I know that I'll fail so I just try to ignore reality.