Question: Can you describe situations where you felt a strong need to prevent someone from leaving you, either physically or emotionally? Have you felt this need often?
Answer: Yes. I became so dependent on a person in every single situation of my life. That person became my support system and emotional attachment from my side was at it's peak. I felt like I needed to keep that person happy so that they would stay. But situation became so bad that that person removed me.

Question: Do you feel that your interpersonal relationships with those you are close to are unstable? Have you experienced patterns where you alternate between seeing someone as wonderful and then seeing them as terrible?
Answer: My close relationships are so genuine. If I feel someone become my close person, I genuinely care for them and respect them. I apologize from them to save the bond, to avoid misunderstanding. I have faced such situation seeing that person as wonderful and then seeing the same person as terrible . But I believe that it's because of some misunderstanding and there were some reasons they didn't tell me, also from my side there were a lot I couldn't clarify them.

Question: Can you talk about how you see yourself? Does your perception of yourself (how you view yourself) change frequently?
Answer: I think I am a straight forward person. How others see me changes time to time also from people to people. I'm a rude and bold person for family and humble and low-confident person for the professional needs. But I see myself as the same kind-hearted individual I always was and always will be

Question: Can you describe any impulsive and potentially self-damaging behaviors you engage in, such as spending money irresponsibly, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, or binge eating?
Answer: Impulsive behaviors like being angry and wasting time on crying, and leaving the most beloved foods and habits. Leaving going to places I like to go, leaving foods I love the most, spending times aimlessly without doing anything. Leaving prayer is the worst among them and the impact of this is realizing that it is not only self-harming this is even more. This regret is much more painful. The impact is mainly I can't concentrate on my works and get distracted for a long time.

Question: Can you describe any incidents of self-harm or repeated suicide attempts?
Answer: Losing my support system made me think about suicide and harming myself. To live a life I didn't want to live is even more than suicide I guess. Leaving the most loving things, places, person, foods are more than self-harming. This is to die in every single moment you live. But I didn't act on harming myself physically.

Question: Does your mood change frequently throughout the day? Are there times when you feel intensely happy, sad, anxious or irritated for no apparent reason?
Answer: My mood changes throughout the day even a small word from random people affect me so intensely. I feel intensely happy to be appreciated from my closest people, become sad by the hurtful words from my close people, become anxious seeing my close people in bad situations and become irritated and sad simultaneously being failed  after a lot of hard works. But for no apparent reason it also happens mostly I become sad. Again I don't think that is reasonless , this is because of continuous stress, pain and sadness on losing one of the most important assets of my life.

Question: Have you experienced chronic or constant feelings of emptiness?
Answer: After losing my support system,I feel the most important thing of my life is missing right now. I am still feeling such way. My living organs are alive in a dead soul, I feel like that. haha. I can't cope up with these feelings yet. Even I don't want to do so. So just trying to let it happen as it is happening.

Question: Can you share any experiences where you felt extremely angry or found it hard to control your temper? Have you experienced frequent displays of temper, constant anger, verbal outbursts, or recurrent physical fights?
Answer: I felt extreme anger to get insulted from my close people. I try to be silent on such situations but it becomes so scary and I become rude, most of the times it costs my tears and I cry. Situations of misunderstanding, mismatching opinions, hurtful words trigger me. I get silent and cry on those times. Mostly I drink water , try to take deep breath also try to hide myself from the cruel world.

Question: Can you describe experiences where you felt intensely suspicious of others (for example, believing people wanted to harm you) or disconnected from reality, especially during stressful times?
Answer: Yes I feel like that when I see my close people becoming closer to others. Maybe it sounds like childish jealousy but I got hurt deeply for my close people's behavior. Especially during my stressful times. For such behavior and feelings, I lost a lot.