Question: Can you describe situations where you felt a strong need to prevent someone from leaving you, either physically or emotionally? Have you felt this need often?
Answer: I have felt immense sadness and heartaches as I was about to lose my bonding with my best friend but i never thought of asking/begging her to not leave me or mend things by apologising when I was hurt and wasn't at fault, clearly.

Question: Do you feel that your interpersonal relationships with those you are close to are unstable? Have you experienced patterns where you alternate between seeing someone as wonderful and then seeing them as terrible?
Answer: Perhaps, but this is with very few of them. I believe we all have good and bad qualities. Whenever somebody's bad side showed up, or I was hurt by them I started to become cautious. But I didn't completely change my perspective on them. I still believe their heart is better than their heads.

Question: Can you talk about how you see yourself? Does your perception of yourself (how you view yourself) change frequently?
Answer: no it doesn't. Keeping it short, I think of myself as a helpful, confident, loving person. But i am also someone who has a little less sympathy towards certain emotions. Sounds a little contradictory but i find it practical. I am an ESTP so I lean more towards practical thinking. I am stiff when required, strong opinionated. I like to speak up for myself and for the truth at all times. I give out my everything for people I love, I don't usually like the quality of gatekeeping.

Question: Can you describe any impulsive and potentially self-damaging behaviors you engage in, such as spending money irresponsibly, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, or binge eating?
Answer: I do spend uncontrollably, maybe because I'm being given more than I need. So i lose count of responsibility. I also do binge eat during stressful conditions but I've seen a change in that ever since I started medschool because here, everyday is stressful so I honestly can't just binge eat everyday lol

Question: Can you describe any incidents where you engaged in self-harm or made repeated suicide attempts?
Answer: no, never. I have never done anything like that.

Question: Does your mood change frequently throughout the day? Are there times when you feel intensely happy, sad, anxious or irritated for no apparent reason?
Answer: I have obsessive compulsive disorder. This used to bother me when it was untreated and I would have sets of mental breakdowns each day. Recently I suffered from constant anxiety for a month or two and i started taking meds which helped me get rid of it. Otherwise i don't find myself remaining sad or intensely happy for any reason. I do get irritated, i think it's part of the genes and also my OCD xD but I've become much more tolerant than before, like i said, my ocd was treated.

Question: Have you experienced chronic or constant feelings of emptiness?
Answer: yes I have, again, during my hellish days of ocd. I would write poems. this is one thing I've been doing since 2016, I write poetries. This is one way I can feel better about the situation I am in.

Question: Can you share any experiences where you felt extremely angry or found it hard to control your temper? Have you experienced frequent displays of temper, constant anger, verbal outbursts, or recurrent physical fights?
Answer: yes I have. I can't tell what triggers it because clearly it's nothing constant. but if I were angry at someone, I'd probably yell at them and then end up crying lol. But I haven't found myself in such a situation for a long time.

Question: Can you describe experiences where you felt intensely suspicious of others (for example, believing people wanted to harm you) or disconnected from reality, especially during stressful times?
Answer: Once. And I was influenced so i think it was more than right for me to be cautious. Specially because I was getting to know that person and certain behaviors had already disturbed me. but no i wasn't disconnected from reality whatsoever and yet it was during a stressful time in life.