Question: Can you describe situations where you felt a strong need to prevent someone from leaving you, either physically or emotionally? Have you felt this need often?
Answer: Yes I did, and it was that strong emotional attachment that made me approach to hold that person back. It was being unbearable for me to lose that person with whom I've dreamt of a future.

Question: Do you feel that your interpersonal relationships with those you are close to are unstable? Have you experienced patterns where you alternate between seeing someone as wonderful and then seeing them as terrible?
Answer: It depends how that person is being towards me. I'm such a person who'll give exactly the behavior to one, what I've got from them. For example, my studymate is quite nice to me and closest friend in afmc, but I don't actually like her behavior sometimes. Like, she nags and mocks any information I give during study, not knowing herself the right answer, and always shows a high nose attitude, that she knows way more than me. So naturally it's not possible for me to see her in a good way that specific time.

Question: Can you talk about how you see yourself? Does your perception of yourself (how you view yourself) change frequently?
Answer: I see myself as a total introvert, who'll make a conversation in mind more than 100 times before approaching, nearly gets panic attacks before talking to anyone new. I'm so quiet, that I can't even ask the teacher, I'm feeling sick and wanna got to MI room, where's I was crying of UTI pain in the corner. I'm not, never was in any limelight ever. I can't argue with people loudly, I just go quiet. And my perception about myself doesn't change. I am the same idiot since birth.

Question: Can you describe any impulsive and potentially self-damaging behaviors you engage in, such as spending money irresponsibly, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, or binge eating?
Answer: Well, sometimes when things gets on my nerves, not being able to express that feeling, I used to slap myself in the face and punch my own head, that went so far once, that I had started severe headache, that led to do CT scan as well. About spending money, now that I'm earning a little by myself, yes I'm spending recklessly and that's totally over food. Though I'm trying heart and soul, I can't resist the craving I get sometimes. Other behaviors are not me.

Question: Can you describe any incidents where you engaged in self-harm or made repeated suicide attempts?
Answer: About self harm, not anything serious, I used to slap myself in the face and punch my own head, that went so far once, that I had started severe headache, that led to do CT scan as well, when I get furious. But no suicidal attempts.

Question: Does your mood change frequently throughout the day? Are there times when you feel intensely happy, sad, anxious or irritated for no apparent reason?
Answer: I have severe mood swings. Most of the time I'm feeling down, mainly because of study pressure. But it gets worst during pms and the cycle. I'm in my rudest phase that time, I cry my eyes out everyday of those 5 days. And that's all because of no reason. About being irritated, specific people makes me irritated, a lot, and I can't stand their voice or presence even, though they're not even talking to me.

Question: Have you experienced chronic or constant feelings of emptiness?
Answer: The feeling of emptiness came to me when I was disconnected with the person I mentioned in the first question. I used to go blank during any conversation, cried everyday, couldn't focus on my anything. Got pendings after pendings. Though my friends were really supportive towards me, that was impossible for me to come out of it and live without that person. So I got that person back. There wasn't any other coping mechanism for me, other than fixing what's bothering me. And the feeling of emptiness went away

Question: Can you share any experiences where you felt extremely angry or found it hard to control your temper? Have you experienced frequent displays of temper, constant anger, verbal outbursts, or recurrent physical fights?
Answer: There are severe cases where I feld uncontrollably angry. As for a experience, my younger brother never behaves well with my mother and that triggers me a lot, that I won't even care if he dies, he hurt my mother and made her cry. There were times I lost my control and beat him up with badminton or whatever I got in front of me. That's just a single story. People whom I don't like, even if they don't know me or we've blood relationship, triggers me with their slightest presence. It's too hard to control and not to break their jaw, or smash their head with hammer, tear them apart. But what to do, I just avoid. My brother's case was possible to express but I quiet from there as well, cause I've got enough of responses from my mother, about me being the worse child, because I had raised a hand on her son

Question: Can you describe experiences where you felt intensely suspicious of others (for example, believing people wanted to harm you) or disconnected from reality, especially during stressful times?
Answer: During stressful times, I usually don't communicate with people, no matter how close they are. If their presence, suggestions or anything I'm not liking, I avoid them about that stressful topic.