P1LOT - All Black (produced by Pendo46)
Channel: P1LOT
Date: 2021-11-17

All Black. This may be the rawest & most transparent track I've released.
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Lyrics
It's all black, all black, all day
This room is filling up with smoke
I need to ventilate
All black, more smoke, more flames
I'm crawling on the floor
My heart rate starts to elevate
It's all black, I'm replaying all the memories
I fall back and it's feeling like the end for me
Then, her voice is speaking something into me
All Black, all black

Some little boys, they getting ballsy through text
Behind their keyboards and they put on a flex
Slide in my DMs and they put out a threat
They're getting violent when I post on a thread
I got a babygirl, I love her to death
And I protect her like an S on my chest, my chest

Inside I'm screaming cannot see it on my face
Black Lamborghini, I been dreaming in my days
Black boots and beanies
Can you see I will not change
Abuse and cheating
Bitch, I'm bleeding out my veins
You paint a picture, then I'm breaking out the frame
Don't try to box me in, I'm breaking out the chains
Batman and Bruce Wayne
I been locked inside my cave
I'm not a hero, just a man inside the cape

God, I need some medicine
I probably need my therapy
But, I cannot be poppin pills
The thought of it is scaring me
A daughter with no baby mom
Who likes the pills and loves the drama
Loves to mix it up, just like tequila with some grenadine
I wish she missed her baby, like she missed her methamphetamine
She's living in a fiction
Like she live in Little Italy
These bullies swing and miss
Just keep on sitting in the little league
I will not be quitting
Music stops the thought of killing me

It's all black, all black, all day
This room is filling up with smoke
I need to ventilate
All black, more smoke, more flames
I'm crawling on the floor
My heart rate starts to elevate
It's all black, I'm replaying all the memories
I fall back and it's feeling like the end for me
Then, her voice is speaking something into me
All Black, all black

I'm gonna live like I am dying tonight
I'm gonna swing like I was thrown in a fight
They gotta gun and I was given the knife
The underdog since I was given my life
I got a babygirl, I love her to death
And I protect her like an S on my chest, my chest

In deep depression, no expression on my face
I'm in the studio, I'm pulling down the drapes
Invest and bet on myself, and I cannot wait
To see the returns and Lord just show me the way
Just like my energy, been running out of faith
And when I'm running, I been running in one place
Before my daddy died, he said I could be great
I'm not a hero, but I'm throwing on the cape

God, I'm in my head again
When demons knock, I let 'em in
I need to get 'em off
They see me pump up my adrenaline
They often take a seat
But they won't sit with proper etiquette
And when we go to eat
They bleed me dry and I see red again
I try to speak with kindness
But, they play me like a violin
I try to push for peace
But, they keep pushing me for violence
Now I push myself
I need some pushups and some vitamins
Cuz I'm not feeling well
I need some me, I need some silence
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