edvsthewrld - 20/20
Channel: edvsthewrld
Date: 2023-05-12

My Brain Isn't Working Properly

[Lyrics]
So much to say that I'll never finish
Feeling twisted, but I know that I'm gifted
Superstition never changed how I'm living
Don't care if I'm never uplifted

But I can't lie
On the day I was baptized
You made me feel mortified

In hindsight, know it wasn't right
cause in your heart, I can't confide

Saying bye bye to your fake shit
It's my right to say I hate it
False advertised, I'll never get it
Never pacified, never submit

I acquit myself, tryna find my peace
Find in my own heart, everything I need
Working every day, tryna get that cheese
Never find me bowed down on my knees

Do I need to slow it down for you?
I'm conceited. You're blocking my view
Never follow a lead. Go anywhere that I choose
Been tryna find me some peace.

 No longer care what you do

Think I'm in love, but I'm better off
Destined to blow, and I set it off
Gotta be honest, you're throwing me off
Pick up the pieces you're throwing around

I like the sound of eternal love
We ended up with a bitter lust
Knew from the start that I couldn't trust
You kept a secret; you kept it hush

Maintain position while keeping a distance
Constant sinning with decent intention
I'm not stressing, in better condition
Heart on my sleeve, and it's guiding my vision

Think all you want that I'm seeking vengeance
Think for myself, tryna learn a lesson
Put too much pressure, I must confess
Taking advantage until the end

Shaking the hand of the one you betrayed
Demanding your time that you could never save
Addicted the first time you gave me a taste
Cognition was saying let it go to waste

Covering bases, not staying complacent
Containing the rage even when colors fade
Your trust, I betrayed
Now your feelings decayed
Leaving me out, feeling like I'm a stray

"You see, this life; it ain't always what it's cut out to be
You see; one second, you could be up
And the next second, you could fall
But its always good to have someone to talk to than talking to the wall
But don't get it twisted
When you lose that one person you be missing
All you're gonna be doing is reminiscing"