Herbert Memory - jealousy (bonus track)
Channel: Herbert Memory
Date: 2022-11-30

That is for sure one of the best songs i've ever written. It was after a big (for me) birthday party with sleepover at my friend's. I enjoyed it, and was inspired by jealousy by Olivia Rodrigo. But yeah, i love it...

lyrics {3

slowly going cold, going numb
turning into stone
cought up in comparising
with other kids around
cannot see a thing in here
losing ability to think
getting so much easier 
prettier but uglier

you turned yourself into sponge
sucking up the atmosphere of love
i keep me deep into my heart hidden from lightening and all suprises
but i keep listening, absorbing, falling down
but i keep falling down
they said its all in my mind
but i wanna escape my mind

co-comparison is killing me slowly
getting so much jealous of the ones that don't know me
 
i've been trynna move around when you're not close to
arguing about damn love like who we used to
be, me
jealousy
be me, free
with jealousy

ive been trying to move on, but im still stuck
same old place on the oak tree near my house
listening to "happier then ever" all alone
me screaming silently till somebody lives for me