BachacoMusic / (@kirakuneos)am i better off gone? (Prod. KenKen KillT iT) FREE no copyright
Channel: BachacoMusic
Date: 2021-02-18

the mask is genuinely strewn across the scattered floor
back in the darkest of cities where only shadows bore
bloody fangs, suicide, and gangs
the only rep that this city has is pain

tried to escape it with dreams half-brained but
the homies were never hungry just living off change
man these homies was straight up starving
complacent with self-harming
i thought i could carry them on my back
cause i felt sorry

yet the only sorry one was really only me
my delusions are the reason i am sitting on this tree
of misgivings and assumptions and the scar across my eye
we all called it the marvel city where dreams go to die

can't deny anymore
can't deny anymore
when it comes to broken dreams
man my mind did adore
that horizon in the future
didn't know what it'd mean
when it comes to my head i just write up every scene

the latest bloomer i'm drowning inside the deeper sea
all of my dreams unraveling right in front of me
am i doing life right or is it wrong?
am i better off gone?

i claimed i'm happier since they walked out door
but the dreams turned to nightmares they be keeping me up
all the lifes, loops, and lessons got me stuck in a cup
pouring on sorrow and sadness and darkness and madness and i,

see people out here winning and stuff
knowing that it took time in their life and the grind
and i know in the back of my mind
the azure's turning green and the haze turn me blind

i feel a step away from giving me up
cause every chance i get to step away i'm making it tough
and every opportunity that i think is unique
i second guess it then regret it when i see others eat

man i miss every chance when i can't push myself
man i miss every chance when i've yet to see wealth
man i miss every chance cause i fear myself
man i miss every chance i don't love myself

the latest bloomer i'm drowning inside the deeper sea
all of my dreams unraveling right in front of me
am i doing life right or is it wrong?
am i better off gone?



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