[DELETED] AJINN - Pessimist (Prod. Snooze & Siahprice)
Channel: Prod.Ibitsu
Date: 2023-07-07

Lyrics:
not much motivation left for living
you're just taking and taking and never once did the giving

making progress, guess he heard that I was winning
grabbed a shovel, dug a deeper hole, I'm back at the beginning

people ask if I'm okay, thanks for asking
I say yes like I ain't one step closer to fucking quitting

If I wasn't too pussy to follow thru, I would be better off, but I guess you niggas think I'm fucking kidding

19, no license, no job, no drive to even live my life
I fucking hate myself like all the time
I refuse to rely on drugs to live a normal life

I'm over thinking, getting choked up, don't wanna cry because I'll feel like a bitch

I guess it is what it is

this a side that I didn't wanna show
but I'm tired of all the pain, my serotonin's always low

I don't want you to worry, now please just let me go

and it's okay, cuz if I actually did it, then you would never know