#AIYAADHD ALLERGIC TO PROZAC [Starting SSRI]
Channel: [ IKIGAIJIN ] | Bougie Urchin
Date: 2021-01-13

Absolute donkey shit I am allergic to ANOTHER SSRI R U KIDDING ME. 

It is the first time I've had such severe hives and it's been a wild ride. I managed to get a new medication on the same day and my doctor called me when I email him with photo updates. 

2021 starting strong on an SSRI while grappling with the exorbitant cost and socioeconomic divide to quality mental healthcare in Singapore. I hope my work brings about visibility and change. 

Adjusting to Zoloft 25mg and feel horrendous. Maybe I'll just make daily super short vlogs in the evening for more real-time adjustment visibility?  IDK. ADHD.

On the side, I’m trying to shoot my daily human-girl adventures at www.instagram.com/ikigaijin where I post a photo every day of myself with the hashtag #daily1 and usually look and feel like Oscar from Sesame Street but as I get older I relate more to him proving that once again, Trash Can and not Trash Cannot.

🎞 TL;DR BLOODY ALLERGIC TO HAPPINESS INNIT. (jk. just the meds.)

Through this process I still hope to embrace the neurodiversity I’ve been born with but mostly manage my emotions better so I can maximise and be a Chaotic Good MF but with enough admin abilities to help the world better.

➕ Here was me when I was hopeful and about to start my Prozac course LMAO.
https://youtu.be/jzarDjqEQXI

I hope I don't hive out more/again.

💕 I hope if you have ADHD/ Anxiety/ Depression/ Autism/ Eating Disorders/ CPTSD/ Survived Trauma/ Survived Bullying etc you feel less alone and here is also a community for Asians with ADHD and you are welcome to join it even if you’re not sure you have it. I hope it supports you and we all help each other figure life out. 
https://www.facebook.com/groups/aiya.adhd if you need chats/ support.

Also:
and www.instagram.com/ikigaijin.studio for art
+++ LIKE, SUBSCRIBE, TURN NOTIFICATIONS ON ETC here is to CHANGE and GROWTH and VISIBILITY and VULNERABILITY for the NEURODIVERSE! 

💣 ADHD Symptom Checklist HERE: https://youtu.be/fvxMoAh610c 

✨ Happy New Year again and it's mid-January on hard-mode for the world apparently. The news has been pretty bleak on my feeds so being gutted by nausea and unable to do much scrolling helps some.