Timothytrespas:Externally directed thought vs internally directed thought
Channel: Timothytrespas
Date: 2012-11-16

Timothytrespas:Externally directed thought verses internally directed thought. The inner dialog, and its' replacement with an imposter that bypasses all the senses and seems to come from "inside" the mind (Just like your original inner dialog/sub-vocalized speech)smoking? rights? Violated. A targeted individual speaks. 

[Note to self: "When you put you life online for the entire world to view, you HAVE to expect that some of the less open-minded people, who have not yet experienced any traumatic events similar to the ones you describe, and who view your videos, may have strong reactions to the ides that you are expressing, and, subsequently, feel the need to express their feelings as well, not only about you, but (hopefully) about the ideas you have expressed. And some of those comments expressed simply may not make you feel so happy. That is the dynamic of the system.]
So should we simply accept the good with the bad? Sometimes we must, 
However, there are times where one feels as if they have accepted already entirely too much BAD.
  
 Many people have not yet been able to break down the firewall off their lifetime programming to see what is really going on. 
  If any of these 'insane' targeting events are happening in their lives, and they have not fully consciously become aware that a long-term operation has begun with them as the target, the subconscious knowledge of things being wrong will seep into the conscious thought as stress.  
Any information that connects the subconscious knowledge of things being "wrong" to a conscious understanding that you have become the target of various types and levels of inter-personal violence, will certainly threaten the stability of their existence.
Anger is a first-line defensive, pre-programmed response to any true information that has the ability to threaten the integrity of the "lie" the programmers convince us is reality.
The reality is that each individuals programming is not the "FULL" set of what is contained in reality! 
   Only once you accept this fact, crash your mental system and reboot to a new and inclusive paradigm then you will begin to notice that much of your life has been copying things and situations you saw on television as a small child and liked and you reenacted with yourself as the star. 
    Once you notice the limits of your thinking, once you accept your limits and begin to explore your hidden places, you will begin to notice reality more as it is and less as we wish it were. 
I have seen the sleeper dreaming deeply. 
And awoken to the light. 
Thank everyone for watching.

After undergoing life threatening torture, Morgellons nano-bio-insect-machine infestation of my body and my life, the HUGE DAILY DOSES of LSD and OTHER HYPNOTIC and MIND CONTROL DRUGS, GANG-STALKING, MICROWAVE and other RADIATION, ELECTROCUTION, POISONING, 24/7/365 REMOTE NEURAL CONNECTIVITY to an A.I. BRAIN MAPPING TECHNOLOGY, SUBLIMINAL, CONSCIOUS & UNCONSCIOUS SUICIDE/HOMICIDE PROGRAMMING, GAS LIGHTING, DESTRUCTION of LIVELY-HOOD, HOUSING, RELATIONSHIPS, ETC... I have developed P.T.S.D (enhanced by R.N.M)
I am rambling without clear direction. This is common with targeted individuals as they are remotely attacked electromagnetically.  I was exhausted and hurt by a mean spirited comment by a fervent anti-smoker that claimed that because I choose to murder myself slowly with the worlds most addictive drug tobacco, That all my claims of mind control, morgelons, everything i have thought and said was now invalidated. and I was hurt by that. I am trying to quit smoking but find it most difficult, especially since it seems they are able to cause HUGE cravings, even after I have JUST smoked one. And considering all we have been through, it is a psychological crutch that is almost required. I just do not see how anyone who has suffer to the degree we have could be so hurtful, unless they have simply become bitter and unforgiving. This is EXACTLY what you MUST GUARD AGAINST! if you allow yourself to follow deeply ingrained patters of behavior without consistent analysis (as long as you are able to)  HOW WILL YOU KNOW IF YOUR THOUGHTS (and subsequently, you behavior) is YOUR OWN? you will not, you will be a robot listen to the outside thought and thinking it is your own and actin on it. THAT IS one of the ways THAT MIND CONTROL becomes EFFECTIVE!
My thoughts and my prayers are that we will somehow see the truth and stop the suffering for everyone
Blessings and peace.
Timothy