Saddest Of Freeform Poetry
Channel: David Rabideau
Date: 2012-04-16

stagnation
bitterness
failure
elation

lucky losers and the inevitable nights
said i wouldn't do it again
oh now, aren't i always wrong and right

sit down for ten hours
stand up for another ten
go to sleep for the other 4
wake up and do it again

head held like a ruler
shepard for your abusing
fail to mention your sins
sent to hell once again

went to war with one arm
came back as slightly less than a god
deathly insane with my friend
he was there before i was dead

bent spoon, poets pen
shooting up to forget
i'm moderation, you're excess
with our drugs and our sex

black and browns, filters and flares 
for our bleeding hearts and fanatical cares
i made you interesting
you  made me this depressed thing

i could write down all the words
that you ever said to me
and it would be the saddest of
freeform poetry

you gotta let me down

inside your head
feelings instead
you gotta let me down

i knew it'd be cheap
or easy lucky free
you gotta let me down

didn't want to leave
cause you know me
you gotta let me down