being messy / touching base
Channel: Yaya Vasquez-Lopez
Date: 2021-09-21

Hey friends :)

Ayan here today with another short, unedited video for ya nerve. Today, I'm touching base with y'all and letting y'all into some of what's been my life for the past couple of months that I've been away from YouTube. A lot of what I've been going through is the fact that I have this constant need to seem polished, poised, presentable... and just perfect. That usually doesn't leave much room for me and my very real emotions to exist and be free and be messy. So, today, I give myself permission to be messy and to just talk about my life with y'all. I'm also usually trying to be secretive about everything, which doesn't give y'all much to look forward to. So, I'm letting go of these expectations today and giving y'all the tea. I hope you enjoy :)