JohnJRenns - Insomnia Analysis [Music Video]
Channel: Cecily Renns
Date: 2021-05-11

track from the May album of ALBUM A MONTH 2021, entitled "I Can't Afford Therapy So I Write Pop Songs Instead" https://johnjrenns.bandcamp.com/album/i-cant-afford-therapy-so-i-write-pop-songs-instead

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I wake up
Drenched in sweat
It's 3 o'clock in the morning and I have been paralayzed
I can’t stop
Talking to myself in the dark
It makes me feel like I am not alone

So it’s another night where I stay up until it’s too late
寝たいや
I’ve stayed up for 3 days in a row and I feel like I’m going insane

Am I crazy?
Don’t say I’m too lazy
Nothing ever phase me
I feel like I’m fading
Maybe there’s something wrong with me
Not like I didn’t know that already

But when I close my eyes, I see a broken face in the dark
Dark circles in my eyes
When I lay down, it feels like something is pressing down on me
I’m losing my mind

So it’s another night where I stay up until it’s too late
寝たいや
I’ve stayed up for 3 days in a row and I feel like I’m going in-

I don’t know where I am in life
Consequently, I don’t think I feel alive
The darkness is where I belong
Turn off the light because I’m gone

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