I feel like I don't exist (signs of dissociation)
Channel: Diary of Lydia
Date: 2018-11-03

I don't feel real (signs of dissociation)

this video is about dissociation, I talk about the signs and symptoms of dissociative disorders, I talk about my personal experience with depersonalisation and derealisation (also about hallucinations and disconnecting from reality) I vlog in uxbridge a area of London I've never been to. I also broke my tripod and hung my camera upside down out of a tree... 

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Song: RL Grime - I Wanna Know (ft. Daya) (FȺL Remix) (Vlog No Copyright Music)
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