Motivation in a Nutshell
Channel: mrbenio
Date: 2022-10-31

The title doesn't speak for itself; there's so much more to it than that regarding my 2+ years absent from making worthless content on this channel.

• Horrid sleeping habits, even with the assistance of medications
• Mindlessly scrolling through YouTube, Steam, Twitter and Deviantart

On YouTube
• Giving 👍 and ❤ to various users on my YouTube channel (not as much though, since comments have virtually come to a halt
• Watching videos on the daily

On Steam
• Putting a multitude of Steam games on my Ignored list
• Scrolling through the gmod Steam Workshop without the intention of using any of the hundreds of addons (to which the majority lately are Nextboxs)
• Trying to sell, trade or grind down items into Gems, in my Inventory

On Twitter 
• Retweeting and Sharing various Tweets all over the site

• Constantly on Twitter, Deviantart, YouTube, etc; usually going all over the internet and/or gifs just to make replies to random Tweets/Messages
• Playing useless/worthless games
• Wait for another (Jackbox games or whatever else) stream to participate on Twitch (not as much now)
• Watch as all my YouTube analytics drop to 0

And let's not forget my actual part-time job hours now at 3 to 10; it feels as if the first half of the day doesn't even happen.

Yes, I know I should be grateful with what I have; a caring family, grateful store managers, online friends who still tolerate me, a house to live in, three lovable dogs, etc;

And yet it doesn't feel enough, at least to appease that wretched diploma of mine.

At least you get to know I'm still alive.


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