Feen's PT | Beyond: Two Souls | Part 9
Channel: Karnibal Feen
Date: 2016-11-02

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Wow. This one was recorded more than three weeks ago. I planned to put it - and the next ones - during those last two weeks, but with the BTS8 issues, I couldn't and had to improvise ('cause I wasn't able to record as usual during this time). And now, I want to write a biiig block just here, in the description, I dunno why. Some things happen, sometimes, without reasons. No, that's wrong; all in this world is a continuity of what happened before, and what happened before was a continuity of what happened before, etc. I mean, even what I am doing now - writting shitty things in a description - is here because of what happened before. Like, I am what I am now, because of what happened in my life, because of my story, of my familial story (even before my birth), because the people around me, because of what I saw, heard, felt, lived, and all this, is the fucking same... 'cause of what happened before. A link in the chain. Man, this is only a mini-bit of what crosses my mind every day. And yeah, about this vid, so I don't know why I thought that, er... what was his name? Cory? Yes, so I dunno why I thought his name was Ryan. Hey, I know that there is a ''real'' Ryan in this game, uh. Like, Agent Carter. No, Clayton. Argh, we don't give a shit! I always had problems with names. Haha. And when I am alone, playing video games, I always give little names to the characters. Every time. EVERY TIME. This is like a memorisation guardian. You know? Yeah. A little thing to remember the characters. But man, here, you will see me in a not really talkative mood. ''Okay'', ''can I do that?'' and other stuff are like a mantra in this episode. 'Cause, yeah, I wasn't in a jovial mood, a bit sad or tired, a bit of all, a mix of different feelings. But I sure hope you will like it. Hun, hun. So, I have nothing left to say. This is a roller coaster in my mind these times. I feel as if I was in that fucked up Destination Final 4 part, with the said roller coaster, when all is happy, then the flash about the death, the moment when you try to escape, then the one when it starts and all is finished and you know it, then the fucked up death happening, but when I am on the edge of dying, it begins all again in the fucking starts, like an old VHS in the end. So, mh... 

Have a lovely daynight, dear people. I will work a bit on my things.

Proud love, xx.