Nyhtian - nothing to do but go forward (wip)
Channel: Mylor
Date: 19/09/2020

been a while, eh?  as it is now, this track's kinda a work in progress, but i just felt like posting it.
i stream on twitch sometimes now ⇒  https://www.twitch.tv/mylortv
sample source ⇒ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AqLRMMPuCeI

alright you description goblins, you must very curious what on earth has been going on with me.  i'll be posting an update video in a couple months after i drop the album (🙊) where i'll go into full detail about what 2020 has been like for me, but for now i'll give you a "brief" synopsis.
  
after releasing Run Away as MYLOR, i was in a bit of a rut. somehow i had deluded myself into thinking that that song was magically going to launch me into stardom. with the months of effort i had put into the auxiliary brand image/presence, i had high hopes for the song and my future as MYLOR, and when none of that came to fruition, i felt like just an unemployed buffoon who had managed to through away a quarter of a year at a pipe dream.

kinda sick of music, at the start of April, i decided to go back to an older project of mine -- a YouTube series for that MYLOR channel i mentioned last video.  a series in which i make a mobile game, from start concept to final app.  i looked at the footage that i'd collected and was disheartened at how unusable it was, so i decided to start fresh.  and so ever since then, i've been working on that project.  i really wanted to put my absolute all into it, focus completely on it, which is why Nyhtian and MYLOR have lacked any new music.  but i really wasn't expecting it to take so long, and it's been kinda depressing as time goes on and on and it  s t i l l  isn't done.  it's why when i heard this audio, i related so much to it, and wanted to put it in a song, for others to hear.  but despite my horrendous time-management abilities, it is (finally) almost done, and i expect to have the first part up in the couple weeks on that channel (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKVJ_lyk6CzKShxmsVJX6JQ).  there is going to be 𝙢𝙪𝙡𝙩𝙞𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩 so get hype.

over time though, as it was taking longer and longer to finish that project, i slowly realised how much i already had going for me as Nyhtian.  people actually enjoyed my music, listened to it regularly, and i had just kind of thrown that away.  so i'd like to apologise, my friends, i'm sorry for disregarding your support, and i really want to post more in future.  i know i have kind of betrayed y'all's trust when it comes to consistency, so i will try and prove my renewed dedication with more actions then words.

oh and btw, my production ability has kinda leveled up, and my sound has evolved, so get ready for some fresh sounds.

take it easy
- Nyhtian