Make an Attempt to Think of God in His Name
Channel: Bhaktiratna Sadhu Maharaja
Date: 2020-07-09

Make an Attempt to think of God in His Name. 

Vayulekhan is my, life of my remembrance, my existence, if i don't do Vayulekhan i cannot speak a word, I am, no sphurti's, so continuing the verse yad-yad dhiyā ta. Sādhūnām hṛdayaṁ another verse  

sādhavo hṛdayaṁ mahyaṁ
sādhūnāṁ hṛdayaṁ tv aham
mad-anyat te na jānanti
nāhaṁ tebhyo manāg api
(Srimad Bhagavatam: 9.4.68) 

sādhavo hṛdayaṁ mahyaṁ, sādhūnāṁ hṛdayaṁ tv aham, because I am in the hearts of the Sadhu's, that is why they are in my heart, so if you don't remember, if you don't conceive, it's known as conceiving, if you don't conceive of the form of the Lord, while remembering the Name, then what is the use of the Name, because the Nām, 'Harinām Chintāmani' refute all these illogical, neophyte arguments, that just hear the sound, Haridās Thakur says

nama laite laite rupa aise sange sange, 
nama rupa bhinna naye nache nana range
(Harinam Chintamani) 

This is the symptom of chanting the Name, or visualizing the syllables of the Name, so blessful, so blissful, I can do do it for my whole life without stopping, so "yad-yad-dhiyā ta urugāya vibhāvayanti" beautiful verse, beautiful, Brahma, Brahma is using the using the word vibhā, vibhāvayanti, now what is vibhāvayanti? what does it mean? vibhāvayanti, vibhāvayanti means bhāva, bhāva means your attitude, your consciousness, your, the mood in which you think about Him, vibhāva, vibhāva means whatever that bhāva, due to that Bhāva whatever form, 'urugāya vibhāvayanti' whatever form you think with respect to that, according to your bhāva, so according to your bhāva, according to your desire to remember the form, that form manifests, I mean you should think of it, yad-yad-dhiyā ta urugāya vibhāvayanti", now vibhāvayanti means there is an attempt involved here, it's not that sphurti, it's not sphurti, "swayameva sampadah" is the highest, that's what we want, but before it is "swayameva sampadah" automatically the Nām, Rūpa, Gūna, Līlā manifest from the Nāmakshara's and from the sound of the Name, 

what we want is actually 'urugāya vibhāvayanti' what we want is actually, to make an attempt, to visualize, vibhāvayanti, you know, you know in satya yuga "kṛte yad dhyāyato viṣṇuṁ" the sages, like Kardam Muni also we see in Bhagavatam he meditated on the form, like Dhurva Maharaj, so it was an attempt, there is an,you know, there is an effort from the side of an Sadhaka, to actually I think of the, even if the form is not clear, even if the form is not spontaneously arising, and that effort, urugāya means always increasing, the lord always, the beauty always increasing, so don't be disheartened, you know, don't say that let it come, I will not try, so no. urugāya beautiful Name of Lord it's used, vibhāvayanti try to visualize.