Saving Opossum Babies and Cancer Cure
Channel: Pure Infinite Love - Natural Medicine
Date: 2018-06-16

I was on my way to the restaurant, a few days ago, last week, and I saw these little babies possums that were still in their mother's poche, but the mother possum was dead. I think she might have been hit by a car or something. But the babies were alive and I was thinking that I wanted to take care of them but I didn't do anything about it at first, and then when I came back that same night, I talked to Line, a friend, about it, and she wanted to take care of them too but she had a lot of things going on, and she helped me to find a box, so I decided to take them all home. At first, I thought they were only three, but it was 7 of them, cause there were all hidden in their mother's pouch. So I took them all from the cold body of their dead mother. I never thought I could do that!
But they were helpless, there were just babies! So I thought I could not not do it. I had too! Someone had to. I just wanted to give them the love that I could.
When I first took them, there were quite warm, but they became cold really fast.   
So I brought them home, tried to feed them with a seringue and a cat formula I found in a shop, and most importantly tried to warm them up because they were so cold.
Eventually, they did not make it. I think they really needed their mother. They need more warm and maybe better nutrious food from their mum. So after just a couple of days, one by one, they passed away unfortunately. 
My favorite one of the weakest one. I could tell when he was dying. He was quite strong at first but became weaker and weaker. He had difficulties to breathe and I could feel his breath slowing down in my hands as I was trying to warm him up. I could litteraly feel his heart stop bumping at some point, so I was trying to bump his heart with my middle finger, and then he was back to life again! But then he finally passed away that same night. 
If I had this opportunity again, I would do it again for sure, but I think I would do certain things differently. For instance, I would try to get them warmer, keep them in a warmer environment. I would also probably wake up more often at night to feed them more, they certainy needed to eat more during the night too.
Ultimately, I hope the spirit of these babies will forever be with me in some way, maybe there are very powerful spirits! 

I think my biggest insecurity right now is the feeling of not doing enough. The feeling of not being the person I want to be, or weather I will become someday the person I want to be. I want to do so much and my fear is thus that I won't be able to do it for some reason. So I always have to remind myself of what I want and try to keep those goals in mind. For exemple, I want to have my own company for sure, and I also want to work with children. I always wanted to adopt kids instead of having my own. I also want to have foster kids cause I really like to be with kids who need extra help, try to take care of them and to keep them on a good path, that is something big I really want to do. 
I already started a bit, in particular about my company, with my little sister. We started thinking about it a little. But for adopting a kid, I think I am too youg for now. First, I want to adopt a dog, big or small, does not matter. Maybe small as I also want to keep traveling. 
The idea of failing makes me be so scared. But on the other hand, I know that I don't have anyting to loose! I have no family, no children, no morgage, just some student loans.. so it's the right time to do all that! But I feel a bit nervous, a bit insecured. But I guess we all are in some way. I just need to remember to be confident!

The person who inspired me the most is my aunt, who also is my godmother. She is so strong, she has gone through so much, several times in her life, but she is so strong, she has done everything she wants to do in life. She never stops doing things! She always has a lot of projects going on, because she always wants to do a lot of new things, she is never settling or anything. She is never satisfied, she is always looking for to her thins. But she is still always so happy doing it! For me it is just amazing to see all the things she has been doing.. I love her with all my heart.   

In a few days, I am going to Lima, Peru, where I signed up to volunteer in a hospital with sick children for 6 weeks. The kids have cancer, so they need someone to entertain them, and maybe do some craft with them, read...

Visit   https://www.pureinfinitelove.com/video-stories.html   for more Real Life Stories on video, original articles and Live Cams.