Coenurus - Groundhog Day
Channel: Coenurus
Date: 2012-05-03

this cancerous demon, my own indiscretion,
sequestered inside like a poison to fester 
and weather my will, to stunt my progression.
this pestering, blasphemous, blackening shadow, 
replicating each day.  recycling rage.
endlessly bound to betraying my love,
and replaying the same. 
dragging the weight of the wages of sin 
and a debt that i can never repay.
so i must be alone.
to reflect, to atone.
i selfishly preyed on the one who adored me
and tethered her into my chain of decay,
and then sent her away.  building an altar of pain.
estranging the one who i cherished.
i unfairly ensnared her in rage,  
burning, throwing away all the trust that she gave me.
the love she exerted, gifts i subverted and severed.
begged her to stay until i'm covered in dirt.