Satsang 20 Feb 2021
Channel: Anandashram Kanhangad
Date: 2021-02-20

Mataji---Just as the feeling of ‘I- ness’ in me pervades all parts of the body , yet this ‘I’ is distinct from the body, so also I came to know that I am the  universal consciousness and transcendent truth

Like Mataji, if we bring into mind that it is God behind each event and individual, things will be totally different. 

Mataji----In the world you reside in entirety in all beings..Likewise you dwell in me...

----infinite expansion----

1. Mataji on the act of Pranam----when I was born You{Papa or God} caused me to touch the mother earth ,,which is your holy feet...then you made me touch the feet of parents and relatives and gurus and elders...temples and deities...after marriage to elders and husband....you prompted me to lay my head at the feet of pandurangashram swami, anandashram swami, tamanna shastri, siddharudha swami and chandekhar maharaj...WITH THE SAME REVERENCE I BOWED BEFORE THE DEVOTEES .......at last when i placed my head at your feet, how ever much i did , i was not satisfied. You instructed that wherever i laid my head was the feet of ram.., it was only then i was satisfied

2. Darshan---when i was born , i did not recognize you in anybody...my love vision started from parents and relatives and temple and the gurus and the members of the community..to expand my love vision you caused my marriage and made me love my husband and his relatives...you created in me  love for all the gurus, pandurangashram swami, anandashram swami, tamanna shastri, siddharudha swami and chandekhar maharaj and their devotees...at last you brought me to your presence...the very sight of you caused me rare joy and ecstasy...since i was never satisfied, you admonished me that it was ram who had taken all forms ..only then i was satisfied...IN the end you gave me the universal vision

3. Hearing---omnipresent Papa, i listened with respect the discourses of pandurangashram swami, anandashram swami, tamanna shastri, siddharudha swami and chandekhar maharaj, ...you at last brought me to your feet..i heard your ramnam and your words...i was not satisfied however much i heard your words...Advising me to take all the words and voices as the praises of Ram you granted me satisfaction....

4.smelling----As a baby i did not know the difference between different smells..slowly l learnt it..i smelt the sandal wood fragrances emanating from the feet of pandurangashram swami, anandashram swami, tamanna shastri, siddharudha swami and chandekhar maharaj, at last i came to you..i was not satisfied how ever much i smelt the fragrance of the sandles of your feet, you advised me that  all the smells were of the feet of ram..only then i was satisfied

5.Drinking---as a baby i took my mother’s milk...later i took thritha from pandurangashram swami, anandashram swami, tamanna shastri, siddharudha swami and chandekhar maharaj, ...at last i came to you ...i was not satisfied how much ever i drank thirtha..you told me that whatever i drank was thirtha..only then i was satisfied

6.Eating---As i child i ate Prasad...later from pandurangashram swami, anandashram swami, tamanna shastri, siddharudha swami and chandekhar maharaj ....at last i came to you ...and howmuch ever Prasad i ate, i was not satisfied, ..i was satisfied only when you told that whatever i ate was Prasad

7.Seva---as i child , i served parents, plucked flowers etc...also i used hands to serve my husband and his relatives...then i used my hands to serve and salute pandurangashram swami, anandashram swami, tamanna shastri, siddharudha swami and chandekhar maharaj, ...at last i came to you...i was not satisfied however much i saluted you and served you....i was satisfied only when you told that i must consider whatever my hands did as service and salutation to Ram...


8.sitting----as a child i sat on the lap of my mother...later i sat with respect in front of pandurangashram swami, anandashram swami, tamanna shastri, siddharudha swami and chandekhar maharaj at last i came and sat in front of you...However long i sat, i was not satisfied, only then you advised me that wherever i sat i must consider it as your lap...

9.Chalana---in my girlhood, i enjoyed running and walking while serving...i moved to pick flowers, did pradakshina, i wended my way where swami pandurangashram sat, i walked while serving my husband and his family...i walked in serving pandurangashram swami, anandashram swami, tamanna shastri, siddharudha swami and chandekhar maharaj....at last i came to you...i was not satisfied howmuch ever i did pradakshina of you....Only when you told that i must consider all movements as pradakshina , i was satisfied...

All these dimensions have come out only after meeting the spiritual preceptor...Spiritual Preceptor was instrumental in universalising the vision of Mataji......