THE HARDEST DECISION OF MY LIFE | Gastric Bypass WLS
Channel: MrsMelissaM
Date: 27/05/2019

I realize that bariatric surgery is a drastic measure, and there is no guarantee that it will work.  But my decision to have weight loss surgery has been a long time in the making.  I want to take you along my journey as I have gastric bypass, in the hopes that it might help someone. And while I realize that WLS isn't for everyone, I'm hoping it helps me with my lifelong struggle of losing weight. 

Here are some of the things that have been running through my mind as I made this decision. I can lose weight, I've done it before right? Will I be able to keep the weight off permanently? Why am I so out of control with my eating? Why am I binge eating more now than ever? If I can just exercise more this weight will come off.  I need to be a stronger person and I can get control of my eating habits.  What is wrong with me?  Why can't I just accept the person that I am now?  If I want to lose weight bad enough I will.  How much longer do I have to live? How much longer can I live like this?  My chest hurts, oh my god, am I having a heart attack? This medication isn't helping with the pain, am I going to hurt this bad forever?   I think this bed will be my coffin.  If this room and this bed are the sum total of what I have to live with for the next 20 years, I'm not sure I'm strong enough to do it.  I want to have energy.  I want to feel better.  I want to live again instead of just simply exist.

If you or someone you know lives with any of these dark thoughts, please seek professional help.  A licensed Therapist or Psychiatrist are equipped to help in these kinds of situation.  Don't suffer with this, there is help for all of us. 

Thank you for so understanding, and please keep the comments respectful, even if you don't agree with what I'm saying.  Thank you, and I love you all.  Mrs. M

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