Rambling Ramble
Channel: gphhawkins
Date: 2012-10-04

Made and edited this when I didn't sleep for nearly 24 hours :/ anyway.....
I am not a mean person. I am a kind, considerate and caring person who is considerate of other peoples thoughts and feelings. If I have something to say to someone, I will consider the feelings of the other person and take them to account. I never harm anyone, I never try to argue with someone over stupid reasons. I am someone who is friendly, probably too friendly since some people take my friendliness as being "creepy" or "weird".
In a way I am weird, but at the same time I'm not. I'm human, no human is truly normal. I am someone who can be stubborn at times but will admit to it, if there is a problem I can't solve I probably wont seek help unless I need to, due to my fear of being embarrassed over the littlest of things. I research things either for my own pleasure or just to inform myself and others. I'm always nice to everyone, whether online or in real life, even if they harmed me physically and or emotionally. I can be spiteful at times, but I tend to stay away from that side of me as much as possible. I am someone who can be a pushover since I don't stick up for myself as much as I should. But when something needs to be said, whether I'm hated by the people or not, I will say it. Even if no one believes me. I should be more assertive, but I can't because of several things that I just cannot do, at least not at this moment in time, maybe in the future. 
For those of you who hate me because I'm "weird" or "creepy" or I'm "too nice." It's fine and ok to think that, just don't be an immature child about it, don't make rumors about me just for your pleasure, because truth be told that's what it really counts to, you wanting to make yourself feel good and better about yourself and to do that you create and spread a rumor about someone who can't do anything about it and who many people already think of as strange thanks to many lies and absurdities already around, don't be a dick to me or people like me simply because we seem slightly different then you, because we read or write or research certain subjects or believe in something different or even know more than you do. It doesn't show how tough you are it doesn't show how mature and an adult you are. Because in reality you're just a crying whiny child who is seeking attention and using someone you aren't fond of to get yourself that attention.
This isn't directed to a single person, but too many people. This was something I had on my mind for years. This isn't from one person making me say this stuff, because no one really did anything to me recently in the past few months, because if they did I would have said so. Sure there are people who have annoyed, angered and harmed me emotionally recently, but I have a forgiving nature, which unfortunately people do take for granted.
Meh, Morning ramble is over. 

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