Rock Bottom Lowest to Absolute Highest in a Flash
Channel: Bhaktiratna Sadhu Maharaja
Date: 14/06/2020

The Miracle of All Miracles!

emana nirghṛṇa more kebā kṛpā kare
eka nityānanda vinu jagat bhitare
(CC 1.5.207)

Let me analyse this verse that Krishnadasa Kaviraja spoke while analysing the mercy of Nitai on him. Emana, emana means, who is more degraded than me in this world. Amāra jīvana,  sadā pāpe rata, nāhiko punyera leṣa.  Emana, nirghrna, nirghrna means rejected by everyone, you know, outcast, abominable, one will stay in the crematoriums,  nirghrna, nobody even wants to look at me. 

Keba, krpa, kare. Who who who? Which Lord, keba means which Lord, tell me which Lord will be merciful to me in the way Nitai has been merciful to me. I was rotting in that house, and no one would have cared for me, I was not a very advanced sadhaka and he just appeared to me in a dream and showed me everything, he showed me his divine lotus hand directing me to Radha Kunda. He gave me the most unqualified, such mercy to write such books like Chaitanya Charitamrta, and Govinda Lilamrta, Astakalya lila, so, Keba krpa kare. Who who who will be, tell me which Lord, give me the name of one other lord who will, be you know, merciful on me, like Nitai Chanda. 

Eka, eka, only one, Ekachakra, only dhama, the most, the most merciful dhama. Eka nityananda vinu, vinu, vinu  means without him no one no one, you know, he showed me his Krishnamaya form, imagine, which is so rare, it’s not even shown in his prakata lila. He showed me that, Krishna Dasa Kaviraja, he’s become Kasturi Manjari, Radharani’s most intimate Manjari who carried her bhoga to Krishna in the evening from Javat to Nandagan, imagine. Eka Nityananda vinu, what can Nityananda give you, imagine that, he can give you, imagine that, adham jivera chadhaila urdhva sima, he can give the lowest the highest, the absolute highest. 

Dandavat Pranams.