Both terrified and fearless - The Outsider
Channel: Thewishtofly-Music
Date: 2014-07-14

my second song on here! im working on a couple more so hopefully you will see those soon. im saving up for a good mic as we speak so i dont have to keep working with the internal mic on my laptop.

this song is very personal soo yeah

constructive criticism wanted!

Lyrics:

so late at night soaked in moonlight with my dim flashlight in the hills
and i feel fine but my chest is tight and my hands oh my heads aches
my body is ready to admit defeat
one day you've got it all figured out and the next day you stumble about you think you know someone why do you try to fight it
and i dont wish to leave no mater how it seems i just want to be alone for a while
this odd feeling of being both terrified and fearless
I can feel my mind loosing control and all i can do is prolong it
but ill just take it like i always do cause there's nothing i cant take even you
maybe i wont smile like i always do

im to far past comfort 
i am broken 
no more fooling myself
im beyond repair
wheres all the air
im laying bare 
in that old blue chair
and what happened there
left me in despair
is anyone there
please help me