[S] Lily of the Valley: The Valley
Channel: Cecily Renns
Date: 2021-10-28

Read Lily of the Valley: https://archiveofourown.org/works/33119203

Vocals by Ucklin https://soundcloud.com/ucklin

I could overdose on one med, and another, and another
And I'll never be myself
Depersonalization's not as bad as you think
Though it doesn't seem to help

I could never tell him what I dream about
He always thought that was cheap
I don't even wanna think about it now
So I never go to sleep 

And I never go to sleep
And I never go to sleep
And I never go to sleep
I never go to sleep 

When I close my eyes
I see you, only you
It's a bit askew
Everything's a blur
I can't tell if it's you anymore 

It's another scene that I have seen before
Nothing I do will make you stay
Is there any way that I can repay? 

There's a valley with wind and fresh air
You and I were there
You looked absolutely mortified
I was terrified
I stepped back as you pushed me to the edge
I was at the ledge
I can't wake up and I start to weep
I can't tell if I'm asleep 

I can't tell if I'm asleep
I can't tell if I'm asleep
I can't tell if I'm asleep
Can't tell if I'm asleep 

And you push me down
And I fall, and you cry
Oh thank god, you're fine
Won't see me around
I'll be gone when you catch the lie 

It's another day that I am staying inside
I'm alone with my thoughts to stay
I wanna blow this night away

I just want you to stay

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