RMR explores 3d Viewer on Windows 10 (uncut)
Channel: rm rivera
Date: 08/01/2023

Recorded on Sunday afternoon, May 2nd, 2021.

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My microphone is pretty wonky in these videos. You’ll hear clicking noises and typing sounds. I know that can be annoying for some. But it’s hard to edit out especially when I’m talking at the same time.

I was a little hyper in this video. Anything that I was thinking of, I said out loud.

Looking back on this, I believe that I was trying to distract myself in any way possible. Notice how near the end of the video I say “imma start a stream soon.” I was never planning on streaming. I said that to my “imaginary audience” because I never thought I would upload this video to the public.

3d Viewer is a random app I went to. But like I said before, I would do ANYTHING in order to distract myself from my life. While my mental health was deteriorating, and I couldn’t function, I felt neglected, so I stopped taking care of myself.

I recorded this on a desktop computer, a low quality webcam microphone, and used the software “Xbox Game Bar.” 

I was in the corner of my bedroom, underneath my loft bed. String lights lit up around the perimeter of my bed. Two of my bedroom walls were painted black, and other two were cranberry red.

Despite my upbeat persona, it was only created to distract myself. Sometimes I spoke so quickly my words became jumbled up. So I apologize for that. Maybe I’ll create some captions later on.

-RMR

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