Auderox – aftermath (ideation)
Channel: Auderox
Date: 2022-12-22

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I awaken to a purgatory touched by your presence. You stand a distance away from me, and I try to avert my gaze.
Yet, you are omniprescent. Your grimace screams hatred; your throat, bitter and sore from glaring. I try to back away, only to feel your hand on my face.
It's hard to breathe. I can't run from you. Your whispers turn into a cacaphonious choir of blame as I choke. My vision blurs, and I lose consciousness.
I wake up in my room again. My mouth is dry; my eyes, red. It's hard to feel much feeling in my body, sans the hollow feeling in my lungs. I try to regain my focus, only to see the ghost of you standing in my doorway.
My body begins to shake as tightness grows in my chest. Tears keep falling down my face, like a downpour. A mound of hands crawl all over my legs.
I swaddle myself in my blanket, and try to go back to sleep.

– [x] MSH // TRACK 3 –

Find me elsewhere: https://linktr.ee/auderox

BPM: 155

Sample Credits:
SPURME: www.youtube.com/channel/UC8L8x-6eUg8k9lbLzat9YXg
The cover artwork was made by me. 

Video made with FL Studio ZGameEditor Visualizer plugin.
Effect author credits: Polar - K+OBV10U3_NINJA 

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