[FREE TRACK] Patricia Taxxon - Cold Water
Channel: RHA archives
Date: 2019-07-01

DOWNLOAD: https://patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/doraemon
Artist: Patricia Taxxon
Track: 06
Genre: electronic, art pop, noise, experimental, kawaii bass
Language: English
Country: America
License: CC - BY - SA https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/3.0/

Lyrics:
The freshness of the air feels foriegn to my aching heart 
The sunlight burns the layers I’ve built up within this paper cup 
Damn straight, I haven’t earned that much. There’s nothing I can take 
Police are roving in my veins, a venom coursing, yearning hatred

It’s second nature now to think myself a traitor 
To myself, to all I’ve ever burdened with my rotting visage 
I can’t breathe, the weight of all I’ve disappointed crushes me 
If I were happy it would feel as if I couldn’t trust me 

Don’t care. You could be smiling if you wanted to 
You could be driving, could be flying if you wanted to 
You hear that noise? You hear that screaming? That’s your voice
Trapped inside, you could take it out to cry if you wanted to 

Why fight? I’d like to think I’m on my side 
But nothing that I’ve thought today has let me think I’m right 
You hear that sound? Or is your coursing blood too loud? 
Will your better sense come out or will you be alone tonight 

Don’t microwave your milk too long, it browns and bubbles over 
Don’t let anyone see into you, don’t let them see your need 
I burned a forest down for this, I must have something to show for it 
But alas, the stars don’t feel like smiling upon me 

It’s second nature now to think myself a traitor 
To myself, to all I’ve ever burdened with my rotting visage 
I can’t breathe, the weight of all I’ve disappointed crushes me 
If I were happy it would feel as if I couldn’t trust me 

Don’t care. You could be smiling if you wanted to 
You could be driving, could be flying if you wanted to 
You hear that noise? You hear that screaming? That’s your voice
Trapped inside, you could take it out to cry if you wanted to 

Why fight? I’d like to think I’m on my side 
But nothing that I’ve thought today has let me think I’m right 
You hear that sound? Or is your coursing blood too loud? 
Will your better sense come out or will you stay alone tonight 

There’s a pin-light shining out in the mountains 
Can’t you see? 
It flutters in and out of vision 
In a hue I can’t quite place 

There’s a humming in the air here 
Listen close 
It’s like a warmth spreading through me 
Through the canyons of my mind 

The flowers seem so vivid way out there 
Beyond regret 
I see a gradient from greyscale 
Leading into rainbow’s end 

The land of milk and honey is in reach 
It seems so close 
I only need to touch the grass 
And I’ll be one of them 

Oh God I swear, don’t fail me now 
The light is here 
I can’t forget what it feels like 
Just to act as I belong 

Goddamnit I can’t take this anymore 
I’m stepping out 
I only hope that the sunlight hasn’t 
left while I was gone 

Oh God I swear, don’t let me down 
You’re all I have 
I can’t forget what it feels like 
To be loved and taken in 

I used to love the scent of rainfall in the dawn 
The touch of sun 
I only hope there’s something left here 
Something left for me to hold