I wrote this song about alcoholism
Channel: Louis Knight
Date: 2021-05-12

v1
i tried to write about this
too many times to count
it's all too complicated
what if the wrong words start coming out
i probably don't help much
at times i don't make it easier
i'm so fucked off
stuck in a vicious cycle of
your alcohol delirium

pre
but no i won't hold you up
when you refuse to help yourself
you're not you, it's not love
when you're pulling me down as well

chorus
so i'm leaving
i'm ready to leave
and take the missing parts of me that i never want to break
see my heart doesn't want to stay
and watch the best parts of you slowly slip away
i'm not ready

v2
you call me selfish
cus i withdraw to somewhere else
i sit downstairs and pray
that my silence might just bring you back to your old self
i love you 
i love you more than anything
i break my back watching you fall
and i pray you won't fall in between the cracks
you're all i have

pre
but no i won't hold you up
when you refuse to help yourself
you're not you, it's not love
when you're pulling me down as well

chorus
so i'm ready
i'm ready to leave
and take missing parts of me that i never want to break
see my heart 
it dosn't want to stay
and watch the best parts of you slowly fade away
i'm not ready

bridge
i always take your word
but nothing seems to change
if i open up these doors
i can't help you anymore
you're not my soul to save

pre
but no i won't hold you up
when you refuse to help yourself
you're not you, it's not love
when you're pulling me down as well

chorus
so i'm ready
i'm ready to leave
and take the best parts of me that i never want to break
see my heart
it doesn't want to stay
and watch the best parts of you slowly slip away
i'm not ready

love you all so much x

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