5. Addicted (prod. norestformonkey)
Channel: EMBVR
Date: 2021-11-18

Produced by norestformonkey
Lyrics & vocals by eternalmusic

Lyrics:

rain falls down and i give up
cause i never gave a fuck
bout my future fuck the past
yeah my life ain't supposed to last
these years be rollin way too fast
these years be rollin way too fast

in my bedroom bleeding on the bathroom floor
wasted memories i've never been here before
in a daze wondering why
do i do this every time
not eating for three days
overmedicating but it never stays
taking drugs to take the pain away
now i'm stuck in a cycle i can't break
thinking how did i get into this state
addicted but it takes my pain away

waking up i'm on the floor
am i dead or is there something more
i open up my eyes
look out the window to the sky
is there more reason to this life
is there more reason to this life 

walk out the door and i'm okay
is this how people feel everyday
being alright it never lasts
this shit it fades so fucking fast

eating sleeping look for feeling
in this life i have no meaning
work and get home scroll through my phone
in the mirror nothing's clearer
walking driving this shit's tiring
empty feelings didn't mean it
open up the cutlery drawer
make sure i can't feel it anymore


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