Mistr Rice - Souliloquy
Channel: Mistr Rice
Date: 2020-08-07

#catharsis #lifecrisis #hope #comfort #youth
Happy Friday, everyone! Your weekend is going to be your time. Seize this opportunity to engage in self love and keep pushing. Make yourself proud and don't forget to forgive yourself as well. I’m happy that you are here and I know there are other people thankful for you.  Let this track be a reminder of that :D

Peace!

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Credits
Beat by: Neutrino
Email: Neutrinomusicbusiness@gmail.com

Mixed and Mastered by: 
Vuk Tomic
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Neutrino
Email: Neutrinomusicbusiness@gmail.com

XenX 
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Jordan Patrick (Venus in Virgo)
Email: Jordanpatrickbeats@gmail.com

[Sample]
Someday we’ll be someone 
It’s what my father said
But I realize that I
Just want to be myself 
I can’t find a reason
Why I have to change
I am not a prison
I’m who I am
Don’t criticize
I I am 
Don’t Criticize
I I am 
Don’t Criticize
I I am 
Don’t Criticize

[Verse 1]
I know that you can’t hear me but my Youth I miss you
I’m living my worst life and all I can do is write you
Wanna be awake for my life with a sip of Caribou
But it’s easier to dream that I made it in Malibu

Apologize for never being what you imagined
Wishing I moved more but I’m stuck like a mannequin
Back then you dreamed big never wanting to live a lie
It’s hard to hide that I’m living your truths antonyms

How can I climb outta my hole when you were my ladder
I can’t seem to find my home that’s why you were my batter
Don’t feel chemistry at all my back’s against the wall
Even though I take up space does it really matter

I’m full of myself but soul starving an nothing else
An undeserving ego my mental state needs some of your help
I know that I’m nothing but it’s better to believe I’m something
Cause it’s easier to be someone else than to be myself


It’s a reality of my world that I live with
I don’t feel you anymore and I don’t get it
I don’t have your porridge to give me your giddy grit
I took a look at my life and stood still
My life is medusa’s myth

I miss you and my childhood crew growing up 
All of the fun you had is why it gets so tough
I know I’ll never get you back
I don’t think I’ll ever be more than what you had
And that hurts so bad

[Verse 2]
I never thought I’d see my future just in my dreams
I knew how I wanted you to be but I can’t believe
You are who you are you’re different than me
We’re like hot and cold it’s a contrast of what I thought you would be

I know we’re the same we only have different sweats
Though I wanted to be the POTUS you’re my delegate
You better bet I leave myself in your care 
Cause if you didn’t care you wouldn't be here

Why do you feel outta place it’s okay where you are
I’m no golfer to say the way you’re living is something subpar
It’s okay if you making the race last place life ain’t a chase
You’re taking the pace to run far so 

when you’re feeling anxious I’ll be your snickers bar
I’ll be the stride that helps you do more cause you’re the star
Have your bad days but they don’t define who you are
You’re product of me and you that’s the best part

Remember me and my energy 
When time is an enemy
And realize nothing betters me
Making your melody
Rapping a remedy 
Got the sugar when it’s looking lemony
Stuck in the sand feeling small won’t be killin me

So if you’re lost without me feeling stuck in the rain
Let me cover like a canopy and soak all the pain
I know the reality has a mean mentality
But if you feel a little lost let me be your rally

You wish you still had me but the thing is I never left
I’ll always be inside you until your dying breath
I love you for becoming the person that you are
Take your time to breathe and keep pushing 
And don’t forget
That I love you

[Sample]
Someday we’ll be someone
But I realize that I
Just want to be myself
I can’t find a reason
Why I have to change
I am not a prison