Happier Times - R.I.P. Grandma
Channel: Ms. Dodge's Daycare Corner
Date: 2011-11-27

I remember when times were peaceful and there was good things happened in our lives. I remember a time when we had a family and not this giant mess. So many loved ones I've cared for are now gone. These losses have left me hallow inside and it is harder and harder to relate to other people for fear of losing them as well. How long until I am all that is left? How will I ever survive without my dear ones? R.I.P Grandma. I wish you were here and you were still the same person, I knew when I was a child. We used to bake cookies together. You taught me how to sew. You taught me the necessary skills to be take care of myself and how to be a good wife and mother. We used to laugh and plant vegetables on the farm together. I miss your hugs and still hear your voice sometimes. I miss those simple times. Now this life is changing and I feel so lost. Every connection I've made to others is shattering and I don't know what to do. I'm falling into despair a little more each day. How I miss those simpler times.