Creck - My Mind Is An Unsolvable Conundrum (Official Audio)
Channel: Creck
Date: 2023-06-30

Official Audio for "My Mind Is An Unsolvable Conundrum" by Creck, from the upcoming album ‘All Aboard The Train Of Dissatisfaction’ coming Summer 2023.

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Lyrics:

[Intro]
I am so tired
I am so tired

[Verse 1] 
You
You were always in the back
You never wanted the spotlight
You feared the spotlight
And You wanted no attention
And no one paid that attention
To you

[Verse 2]
I am trapped 
like an inmate in shackles
My mind plagues me
Like a puppeteer 
I’ve got an IV of fraud hooked up to me
To cure the fraud within me (within me)

[Verse 3]
Why?
Why am I this way?
Why must I be the scapegoat?
I never did no harm (no harm)
Is it because I’m flawed?
I guess I drew the short straw (not the short straw)

[Verse 4]
I’ve walked this road of hopelessness for way too long
Long for I hoped to be free of torment
Am I meant to feel this way all the time? (all the time)
Can I be left alone for just one time? (just this once)

[Interlude]
I just need a hug
To prevent me pulling the plug

[Breakdown]
Look at what you’ve done
Look at the problems and the insecurities you’ve put upon this kid here
He’s just a kid
He’s got the same problem and the same insecurities as you
But now you’ve made it worse
This kid has hopes, dreams, and goals, just like you guys
Just tryin’ to pursue life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness
And yet you feel the need to bring this boy to unhappiness
Look at yourselves, do you feel happy with yourselves?
Hes the same as you, and you, and you, and he’s the same as me, alright?
We all got problems, we all got inner demons
You can’t be doing this to a kid
I’m going to give you this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity
To go fix this
You are gonna go to him
And you are gonna pick his brain
Figure out what’s going on in his brain
Because, before you know it
He’s gonna pull the plug 
Upon his grave which you dug, alright?
Fix this conundrum

[Outro]
I am so tired
I am so tired
I am incurable
I am a fraud
My mind is an unsolvable conundrum



Artist's Comments:
"My Mind Is An Unsolvable Conundrum” is about the post-effects of constant bullying, and the self-doubt and low self-esteem that results in it.

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Written by Creck
Produced by Creck
Mastered by Creck