A Wonderful Message
Channel: Consciousness Research Centre
Date: 2021-05-22

This video is classified *Vivartha-vâda | Ājñā-cakra | Freestyle Talks | Meditation*
I'm about to go on summer retreat. I've been DOING a lot, and I want to take some time to relish BEING. But before I go, I want to share a wonderful message from a viewer:

“I'd like to get initiated in mahashodashi by you if possible. What's the procedure? 

I feel very ready and well qualified, I consumed peyote as a sacrament, which lead to a whole inner drama, at the end of it a goddess revealed herself who was the most loving, protective presence ever. She had many forms, one of them had to do with "playing peek a boo", I learned that she was me and the whole universe was the tiniest sliver of what she can do. 

She comes from this place of emptiness that's like the sound between notes, and shes like a space that can never be filled. (there's mathematical equations expressing this) She told me I'm just borrowing the whole thing from her, my body and "Jacob", that i'd return to the earth and be with her. That there was absolutely nothing to fear, she has everything's back, and as a form she protects everything. Shes all wealth, all the good and the bad, god and the devil would be a small part of her, a joke. 

Before this there was a tempting by "the prince of darkness", who had a lesser light, a light that was like darkness. In the garden of eden as it were, and this goddess taught me that the fruit of the tree brings separation from her, that "separation is the sin of adam". That there was no such thing as the original sin, that I "sin" every time I think myself separate from her, separate from other people, etc. 
That by looking at my own awareness "awareness of awareness" I'm looking at her.
I felt like I broke through to something, although I will admit it was from a dualistic perspective 95% of the time, she assured me it all comes from her, I was afraid and would try to get away from her, she was an incredible light. I mostly often tried to stay separate, she wouldn't let me delude myself too much (she told me not to take the fruit) It was the most comforting experience possible. 

I like sri vidya, so this was a very happy time for me to see her. I think it's so simple, I'm a bit ashamed for not "letting her have me" more. She told me that there's no reason to be ashamed, afraid, hurt myself or anybody.”

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