Paranoia. It's Good For You and Me.
Channel: nednednerB the Schizophrenic
Date: 10/11/2017

Paranoia From Every Angle ---- This video begins with interesting audio design and infinite camera mirror reflections. 
Later I muse over and discuss my experience and thoughts regarding the concept/symptom of paranoia. Enjoy and share.

I'm paranoid. I know you're paranoid. I know also that “they” are paranoid, just as much as we are....

Okay, well! Actually, there is a reason to be paranoid, or at least as many reasons as I can count heads!

You never know what the connection is between you, me, them, and our government, the lawyers, the scientists, the terrorists, the supremacists, the businessmen, your neighbour, and your spouse or partner and children.

Actually, paranoia can often be viewed as rational. However, in the individuals affected by schizophrenia or other psychotic disorder, paranoia gets blown sky high out of proportion. It can be full of excitement, anger, fear, fervour, anxiety, shame, and urgency. It can oscillate between those things rapidly in a foment. It IS observable in the street (while it can be confused with other behaviours that are typically violent, the “psychotic rage” is very typically more stunted, mute, and afraid in nature), and it can be frightening and very loud at times.

I once walked through oncoming traffic on a very busy road. I scared others and was getting scared at the same time. It was the state of my paranoid delusions about “saving” or “instructing” the world, which amplified my thoughts then behaviour to such fever.

Paranoia without delusion may be fear and anxiety and worry about something encountered in one's day or thoughts, without particular belief or thought about what is happening.

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