Diez Pesoz
Channel: Grimmess The Menace
Date: 2017-07-22

Music Samples:
Cherry Glazerr - Had Ten Dollaz from Saint Laurent AW14
Earl Sweatshirt - Mantra - I Don't Like Shit, I Don't Go Outside
Earl Sweatshirt - Faucet - I Don't Like Shit, I Don't Go Outside
Eminem - Puke - Encore
Earl Sweatshirt - Faucet - I Don't Like Shit, I Don't Go Outside

Video Credits:
1960's Heroin Propaganda Film
Skin Microstructure Deformation with Displacement Map Convolution

Lyrics:
Had ten dollaz that got pissed away on drugs
cuz I'd rather have a buzz 
than something in my stomach plus the growling keeping me up 
at night with conversations
and it's nice to know that someone else 
is wallowing in patience

laying there we shoot the shit
'member past meals 
reminisce 
and lick our lips
salivating behind the loneliness 
misery's a bitching menace
ushers both of us with grimace
ear to ear think to myself 
'at least for once he's fucking winning'

feel my frown begin to smirk 
then my stomach jerk and wince
I try my best to comfort them 
unresponsive to my whims
the things you want they make no sense 
to someone with a sincere habit
Strangle rabbits out my hat 
abracadabra stops the chatting

now we're sitting here straight staring
each our, pokerfaces scary
with how hard we're fucking trying 
to fake like we're neither caring
or dying slowly inside
but the hunger pain's apparent
So clear yet under disguise 
It's my wish to make you bear it

I know you wish that I’d die selfishness so close to killing you
I occupy my time with everything except me feeding you
Don't include me in your feud you're begging me so feverishly
You're the one that wants to hide, I'm the one that needs to eat
you feel these tremors breaking me
your Casper's slipping, breaking free
you feel me at my wits' dead end 
and still you're staring vacantly?
so have a ball forsaking me
Martyr my love and fuck yourself
While you're busy shooting up I'll be busy chewing shells.

Choosing life is becoming Unfucking-reasonable for me suffering's lesser evil while selfishness suits all the rest of you?
That's fine just rub it in
fucking obvious I'll never follow suit 
Know other words exist, vulgarity remains my ONLY fucking truth That's why I spit obscenities to infinities 
and beyond the youths
so they can look up to me when they're martyrdom runs out of juice 

Keeping all my tracks mint intact like I'm heroin 
addicted to this smack keeps me racked in this fear of spinning 
forever out of sync, out of whack, out of fear of living
Forever on the brink