Sharing #17:  What do you want to be when you grow up? Getting to my goals. Aspects of the journey.
Channel: Rachel Richmond
Date: 2022-03-21

***Got disjointed at 10:42 but it works cause it's part of the story that got me here. *Dan Pena is the motivational speaker. 

*Disclaimer* I literally just posted to my FB timeline about narcissism, two videos. The importance of trusting yourself, ALL of yourself. All have the right to be. If it doesn't work for you, it's okay!  (Yeah, this is a brief admission that I had a fire lit under my ass.  I asked the question, "why?" and got an answer.  Onward!! 

Growing up and being indifferent towards my life has been a challenge seeing/witnessing this.  The only thing that stood out at the early age was writing. I have picked up so many nuggets, the jewels, in my basket that shaped me.  All of it has served it's purpose. I can let go of that which no longer serves me.  I discovered though some entitlement, hints of my empathic abilities, hints of narcissisms, and more, I can GET OUT OF MY OWN WAY. When I do not get out of my own way and really think any goal is worth it my intuition, guides, the universe, will literally put up a road block and say, "NO."  I can see now that I was missing what was right in front of me the whole time. This does bring out the bitch in me. I have allowed unpaid rent in my brain to dictate actions or hunting with words.  I can allow this to soften and grow up... like really grow up. I admit that forgiveness and mercy and witnessing the release of self-judgment is HUGE!  

In witnessing my boundaries, I have seen how I can make them healthier.  *Thank you so much for a greater level of consciousness.  And rapidly move through it as we see it and just let it go. I love the path of Self-Ascension. It is amazing.  Where will I go now?  I am championing my JOY...TRUE JOY. True joy is not based on the outside world...how many times do we hear that but don't get it?  *Shout out to mom for the assistance with my writing. 

Moving on with the sharing... I have had situations in life where anyone who has been disempowered, has sought out permission from me, consciously/unconsciously, to take the action they need. They don't want to feel like the bad guy. Okay. Whatever. I know I can and will stand. I have gotten stuck in my emotions. Share it! Then move on! No more indifference. It's time for the real me to be here now.  *Explanation of my discipline and include chill day. 

Shared how one of my joy's is work. I actually function better at work and can see why now. GOALS.  There is the over arching objective and daily way to get there.  How I love to train people and remind them they will make this task their own.  All of them have brought their own brilliance to the team, but they don't even see their own brilliance.  *So yay for Rachel claim goals, accountability, spiritual growth, etc. I let go of making it harder than it needs to be. Go figure, right? 

These videos are helping me to focus. And my relationships are helping me to refocus. I am loving every minute of it ... though sometimes I scratch my head going, "what happened?" Remember don't beat yourself up.  Know yourself. Champion. Finally. The curtain is being seen through. Getting, Lifting out of my own bull. And so it is.