Coco - Happy Socks
Channel: Coco
Date: 2020-01-25

track vi. Happy Socks
to my family

The soul comes across one of the most hellish stages of this thing called life and unwillingness to proceed is shown. If everything is taken away, why not take away life itself.

Happy socks is like a mask people wear when they cover something up, but the difference is, they're socks. It gives warmth and comfort to what feels cold quick.
Other than that, happy socks means more to me. Kind of like an inside joke with one of my families. I love you all and i am happy to share my passion with yours.
this one hits homerun to me. i cried once while recording this and it feels so good to release so much emotion. i hope this song reaches you.

Lyrics:
Good Lord,
I feel a tribulation coming,
I can hear my mama crying, 
Give me something for the calming or the numbing.

I’ve been feeling anxious,
I can hear a storm brewing, it been forming for a while,
Make it stop, I can’t take it.

How do you expect me to be smiling, 
It’s been cold, someone please, give me warmth,
Hands been getting cold and blue.
I’ve been needing you, 
And I hate myself for calling you only when I am drowning.

Man, I don’t know what to do
I can see the pain falling down from her eyes
I can hear the broken truth hidden in the lies
Yeah, I said I heard her crying
She be hurting but no, she still giving her love
No, no, no, she won’t give in, she’s tougher than her pride
She’s holding on tight, but this shit just ain’t right
Yeah my dad, I’ve been mad at him but the Lord knows,
That this family, I love so dearly,
Is what fucking matters to me.

I can’t wear my happy socks, I can’t smile no more
It’s been getting hard for me to look out the door
I can’t wear my happy socks, it don’t fit no more
But my feet’s been so cold, I don’t feel home at home.

Shoutout to my day ones, that are still here with me
To the guys I look up to, made me who I should be
To my family, my sister, who’s been singing with me
And to the people that I hate, I hope I find love in me

Shoutout to people who’ve been hearing me out and singing my words,
I appreciate that you know my songs better than I do
To the one holding my heart, I fucking love you so much
Y’all be keeping me together and y’all giving me purpose,
And though at times, y’all be the reason I be falling apart
But in my heart, I long for love I only find in my home
Yeah, I’m okay with getting hurt as long as hurt is with you
But don’t love me cause you feel like it’s just a fucking obligation
If it’s that, the love I’m craving for becomes so painful too
It’s gonna be hard for me to stop the fucking rain,
No, I can’t take it, it’s too much for me, I’m tired, 
Someone end it for me, Lord, please help me,
Take me please, please I’m begging you

I can’t wear my happy socks, I can’t smile no more
It’s been getting hard for me to look out the door
I can’t wear my happy socks, it don’t fit no more
But my feet’s been so cold, Lord please, return my home.


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