VIN JAY - ANXIOUS LYRICS VIDEO
Channel: Seiminlen ZG
Date: 2020-09-08

I do not owned this song neither do I support taking drugs/alcohol/etc.
This song is for the ones who feel it. 
Simple.
No Cap.


I don't know how much more I can take? 
My thought controlling me, 
My fears controlling me. 
I'm anxious, 
feeling like a slave to my mind. 
I just wanna be free. 
Hoping that I make it through the pain, got me
begging, "GOD". Please!!! 
I've been feeling anxious, 
feeling like a slave to my mind, 
I just wanna be free. 

1st verse, 

I'm waking up in a panic ripping my chest tight. 
I can't wait to see the end of all these stress nights. 
But I'm a soldier, So, I'mma put my best fight 
and pray to God that I won't have to suffer in my next life. 
When ever I'm out in public, 
I start to panic. 
I'm always on the edge like something is gonna happen. 
The worst case possible is what my mind imagines. 
And this shit could get triggered by the slightest interaction. 
It's like it always makes you focus on your biggest fears. 
And it reminds you that you'll never make them dissappear. 
And when your mind is crystal clear, 
this shit will interfere like dont you ever try to be driven or even switching gears. 
I'm going ballistic, 
I'm broken. 
No one can fix it and I don't want 
Physicians just tryna feed me prescriptions. 
The pills I've been given gon beat me into submission cause the chemical imbalance controlling my whole existence. 
I've been feeling anxious. 
Feeling like anxious. 
feeling like a slave to my mind. 
I just wanna be free. 
Hoping that I make it through the pain, got me
begging, "GOD". Please!!! 
I've been feeling anxious, 
feeling like a slave to my mind, 
I just wanna be free. 

2nd Verse
Sometimes I leave a room in the middle of conversation, all because I'm anxious and feels like my heart's racing, 
it feels like, I've lost all controls of this situation. 
Guess it's time to hit the doctor for some stronger medication. 
But now, I'm just sedated. 
I'm walking around like a zombie. 
A motherfucking shell of myself for carbon copy. 
All my days begin to blend and my memories getting spotty. 
So, I'm just hoping that one day I'll live in peace. 
I Was a dreamer but I swear this shit
is Bittersweet. 
I'm nice at rapping but it's time to pick a different dream
Can't get up on the stage, 
I swear that thought alone just cripples me. 
And I'm not looking for sympathy or no love. 
I just hate that I'm anxious and feel like I'm giving up when the only cure is self isolation and taking drugs. 
If you knew what it was like,
I bet you prolly wouldn't judge. 
I've been feeling anxious. 
feeling like a slave to my mind. 
I just wanna be free. 
Ive been feeling anxious and when I look around there ain't nobody feeling like me. 
I've been feeling anxious
Hoping that I make it through the pain, got me
begging, "GOD". Please!!! 
I've been feeling anxious, 
feeling like a slave to my mind, 
I just wanna be free. 


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