[Solaria] Shatter (SynthV Original Song)
Channel: noroikikku
Date: 2023-06-18

this song got directly sent to the mixing hell for multiple occasions so i just hope the final result is at least bearable SORRY
huge thanks to sugarflow for the absolutely wonderful pv art and my friends who listened to like 17 slightly different versions of this song and gave me a feedback!!!

“im so honored to draw for kikku!!! i hope you enjoy the song as much as i enjoyed drawing for it :)”
- sugarflow
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music - noroikikku
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lyrics:
long lost mind's pieces scatter
cracks on the mirror
wish i could see it clearer
but again, i'm afraid of facing it
facing what's left within 
 
your eyes aligning with mine
intentions from your sight
distorted in my mind
what should i do?
when i can't find myself
i whisper cry for help 
 
if i could be a better someone
than all the things i've done
all the lies i told
if i could just reset my life again
all the moments that i'll never live again 
 
all the fragments shattered
try to gather in my hands
no matter how my fingertips turn redder
missing pieces scatter
yet i don't know better
lost and gone and withered
but i still remain tethered 
 
regrets defining my life
spite in my heart
turns and stab my back life knife
nothing feels right
when i can't just tell that it's right
something's wrong deep inside
 
it hurts but if it makes you feel better
it's okay to hate me
but i am sorry
for what i've done
what i've become 
 
life, that's lasted for too long
unlike how it's supposed to be
caught up in fractured timeline
got lost in translation
 
if i could be a better someone
than all the things i've done
all the lies i told
if i could just reset my life again
all the moments that i'll never live again
life's fragments slip through my hands again
all the happiness
was it even there from start?
i just wish life with everyone
all the people i left behind and ran away 
 
oh, but it's shattered
and now nothing matters
it's too late to dream the life that could've been better
flashbacks leave me quiver
in an endless terror
psychosis unknown and lost my mind
with no answer 
 
all the fragments shattered
try to gather in my hands
no matter how my fingertips turn redder
missing pieces scatter
yet i don't know better
lost and gone and withered
but i still remain tethered 
 
ah, ah, ah 
 
break me apart
leave nothing in behind