Laughing Dead (Enoch266 by ~GOD~)
Channel: Rev Jonathan Barlow Gee
Date: 2023-08-06

the 266th music video by ~GOD~
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lyrics:

Into my own inner darkness
I must now roam and
I do not care if I ever
Find my way back home again
All I can hear now are
Their voices arguing
Lost in a seething storm-cloud of
Sullen angry depression
I can’t solve their problems for them
So I become to blame for all of them instead
For decades I bear with me this weight
Asking how did I deserve this fate
Nobody loves me no one understands
Nobody cares nobody even can
They tell me to grin and bear it
They tell me their hands are tied
He told me no one will ever believe me
And I believed his evil lie
This gad-fly curse placed upon me
Overshadowed me most of my life
And all the people who’ve experimented on me
Never even once asked me why
Nobody cares Nobody understands
It doesn’t matter to anybody anyway
You are alone and You always have been alone
You always will be alone Same as me
Same as everyone No one will come to
Save you from yourself when you
Are lonely no one will ever know you
Nobody will ever care for you
no one believes you anyway
So why do you even dare to
Bother suffocating in this tarpit
Of disappointment and frustration everyday
Futile to try to rise above it
trying to improve what anyway
The whole world hates your guts
And no one wants to talk to you but
People you don’t want to talk to
Now you’re trapped in this shallow cube
And nobody’s coming to rescue you from being you
Cry out to god but he’s not there
Beat your breast bare beat your skull
With the stones there upon the ground
God doesn’t answer, no one cares at all
There is no heaven for the scapegoat’s soul
There is no justifying the hell it’s put through
No comfort comes to the aid of the victim
Blamed for causing their own pain
You can’t escape the traps you set to catch yourself in
Lies, games with changing rules and always arguing
The fight never ends, the struggle between
Man and woman, husband and wife, father and mother
Over the infant’s plaintive cries
And you can cry, and cry, and cry
And god laughs and laughs and laughs...