Timothytrespas:Suicide notes:Disillusionment:Helping/Giving-ZAPPED....
Channel: Timothytrespas
Date: 2014-02-14

Timothytrespas:Suicide notes:Disillusionment:Helping/Giving-ZAPPED....
Targeted individual timothytrespas discusses suicide notes. Disillusionment over discovering people and life may not have been what we were led to believe.
Talking about helping and giving and the argument over how to help. God and humanity together. helping in bad situations.
THEN I WAS BRAIN ZAPPED AND LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. an example of disruptive microwave technologies used to remote neural monitor and interfere with healthy functioning. Timothy discusses briefly the benefits of torturing highly intelligent people as opposed to people who are lower functioning.

Watching this video it is clear to me that I am loosing my higher functioning and intelligence is being disrupted and I am being run on emotional stimulus and that can be remotely controlled. the torture and morgelons and microwaves and whatever they have done to me is taking a toll on me physically and mentally and it is frightening and sad to watch myself deteriorate as a result of time, age, sickness, toxins,morgellons, continued exposure to microwaves, genetic manipulation , hypnotic programing, drugs, food chemistry, social controls, justice system 'special treatment' threats, poverty, and the rest. 
It is hard to watch myself be driven into the depths of madness and depression and sickness by people who I know little about and remain in the shadows.
This is no fair fight 
and most of us have already lost it.
we just have not realized it yet.
sometimes I wonder if I should even post this stuff but I made a commitment to post the most painful, most real aspects of my life for the world to see if the had any interest. I am the result of mind control and society enslavement, a result of the new world order. an aspect that someone desires to destroy after creating much pain and suffering. I pray that I may be granted freedom from this suffering, find some way to share it with the world, and by doing so, that the LORD GOD Almighty's GLORY and WONDER will be made plain for all to see, if that be the will of the Lord.
I have had so much of the "me/I" that was programmed in SHATTERED by this mk-ultra like treatment and torture until I felt so helpless and hopeless that there was no other direction to turn BUT back to the LORD GOD my creator.
I pray that GOD may help me work to reprogram myself with positive input to attempt to counteract the negative.
sorry if this is depressing.
Thank you for watching!
May GOD bless everyone who suffers and may we find relief and justice in this lifetime and peace in the next.

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