Reality changing- Am I loosing hope & faith?
Channel: Timothytrespas
Date: 2016-07-25

Reality appears to be changing
Scripture is changing before the eyes of many faithful
CERN quantum computing or other reasons reality as we knew it is changing
Called the Mandela effect
Look into it

We have to move again
I'm really getting tired sick and just so frustrated afraid angry sad hopeless loosing faith in God and asking for his help strength guidance hope faith
I only want peace and calm
I keep getting attacked 
Petra as well
Petra is being used as a weapon against me
Her constant screaming yelling cleaning banging has driven the neighbors crazy and they want us out
This is the 13 th move required in  approx 7 years
It is wrong to be angry at her for not 'dealing with the torture' well enough but sometimes I get so angry I start to hate her for it for my fears my frustrations my sufferings because I believe if she would simply learn to act with in socially acceptable boundaries we wouldn't be forced to move again and again
She is causing everyone around her to hate her
Which is just what the torturers say to her again and again and it becomes real because she acts in ways that make folks around her not wNt to know her or help her
To gain sympathy one should not beat people mercilessly with their problems, as though they are their fault. But apparently she has not learned this
I sympathize and understand but i am being pushed beyond reason by her inability to manage her anger
And I hate being around explosive anger as I am empathic and receive others emotions and thoughts and feelings they effect me and I become enraged
I have not been able to learnt I stop this reaction 
Dire situation getting worse we are supposed to be out by the 1st but do not have enough for 2 months rent and pay a mover let alone found a place to go yet! 
Please consider donating any amount to help us move and survive if you are able
Thank you for your thoughts prayers comments support
God bless us all
Whatever happens

 Dear god, my creator and father in heaven, I ask you in the name of your son, Yeshua, to please grant me strength faith hope and courage I so dearly require so that I may continue
Help me to know you and love you
Help me Seymour plan
Please help us
Why are we made to suffer so?
Thank you