GRVY-FATHER TIME FREESTYLE
Channel: GRVY
Date: 2022-05-25

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-LYRICS-
Living in house hold 
Where there was just one parent/
My mama play both roles
 this no Tyler perry/
She Made sure the only violence I seen 
Came from Tom and Jerry/ 
Put food on the table that was 
Necessary /
There was some cold night
Colder than Ben and jerry's/
But she made sure there was love in house
Like February/
As child I had my imagination 
spark up like fireworks/ 
But couldn’t imagine having a father 
If it wasn’t for paperwork/
Child support 
Support me financially/
Is just that 1%
I needed 99
What the hell that love went/ 
Now that love turnt to hatred
Now I’m sasuke looking for itachi
Nigga aggravated/
Fast forward
Now I’m grown/
My only fear is to not be a replica 
Of my sperm Dona/
Hard to get smell off ya 
That’s negative oda/ 
Hard to control my feelings 
Sometimes 
Man I guess I’m bipolar/
I tell the mother of child
Sometimes a nigga need closure/
Grew up in a place
Where you gotta be like a solider/
Gotta show that I’m tough
But right now I’m playing poker/
Life’s a bitch when she laughing 
Sometimes she’s a joker/
Sometimes I’m high off life 
But when I’m down I look sober/
It’s hard being grown man 
Sometimes I needed a shoulder/
Pray to God just the other day 
my messages still sending/ 
Maybe that T-mobile service still got me 
Got question still in pending/
Work a 9 to 5 to stay alive
Is just the half of it/
Eat sleep and shit and then repeat 
I can stand that shit/
Reality is just a narrator that I ain’t seen yet/
Controlling all the out comes I ain’t really cross yet/ 
daddy issues
Life right now is just bitter sweet/
Sweet on the outside 
But also sour like lemons/
Got them blues right now
Guess I’m feeling denims/
That pain still gonna be right there
If you release out the venom/
I’m just a subject matter that ended up being a victim
But ima make sure I break that cycle/
And beat out the system
Where my son and future kids can see me now as a symbol/
And just to show me
That a deadbeat as a  father is not a symptom/