Zachx - Acting (Depressive) [Audio]
Channel: Zachx
Date: 11/11/2022

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LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
I am an actor, self proclaimed
Many factors, my brain’s inflamed
Here I am, vulnerable
Pretending I’m honorable
I’ve got vices in my mind
Give advice I leave behind
Acknowledging things people ignore
I’m attempting to heal my core
Then they expect more
Dysphoria starts a war
It takes aim
To defame

[Pre-chorus]
I'm just trying to keep my sanity 
By lying to myself and humanity

[Chorus]
Acting like I am okay
Hiding behind a masquerade 
Keeping the conversation vague 
Compensating for the dismay
Acting, I’m acting
In these depressive episodes
Acting, I’m acting
So you’ll never know

[Verse 2]
An actor with no awards ‘cause 
Nobody knows my mind’s like a cinema
I have a method to my actions
Questioning ethics with distractions
Faking to everybody around
I deceive myself
Is my mental state sound?
I need help
I’m playing the role
Becoming the part
I feel the woe
Will it depart?

[Pre-chorus]
I'm just trying to keep my sanity 
By lying to myself and humanity

[Chorus]
Acting like I am okay
Hiding behind a masquerade 
Keeping the conversation vague 
Compensating for the dismay
Acting, I’m acting
In these depressive episodes
Acting, I’m acting
So you’ll never know

[Bridge]
I apologize for when I'm hyperactive
I apologize for when I seem manic
I apologize for when I'm depressive 
I do realize through my reenactments
I apologize for all my phases
I apologize, I'm comprehending mazes
I am continuously fixing
It’s difficult to keep acting

[Chorus]
Acting like I am okay
Hiding behind a masquerade 
Keeping the conversation vague 
Compensating for the dismay
Acting, I’m acting
In these depressive episodes
Acting, I’m acting
So you’ll never know


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