GlassesG33k - Undiagnosed - Introduction
Channel: Glasses G33k
Date: 2017-08-18

I gave up on the editing on this one. 
This is sort of a mess and disjointed and I know it's out of the total blue but I NEEDED to say this. My very soul has been needing to get this out. And my Geekishness/Fangirlishness is totally coming out all over the place (another mortification according to my family members) but this is who and what I am. And thinking and talking about things that I LOVE helps me cope and even speak, as seen in this video. 
I'm sick and tired of being the shameful one, the one hidden away, the one my family denies exists. The one who's stuffed in the closet, attic or basement. I'm tired of having to hide my face and voice because my family says I'm to mortifying to exist. 
I thought everyone else can make crappy home videos and put them out there, why can't I? Why can't I make home videos and put them out too. 
So I am. 
I finally am. 
It took the death of an extremely close soul mate/friend but I am now, putting my countenance out  there. 
I'm proud. 
I hope this can help others and be a voice for others who are suffering. 
I hope that others will respond kindly and let me know I am not as alone as I feel. 
Thank You,
G.G. =-)


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I'm studying all things Spiritual and doing what I can to stay alive. =*******-)!!!!!!! 

I've been financially struggling for years (because of illness that no one seems to care enough to look into, except myself). Because of this my life is constantly in upheaval, physically and financially, I never know what's going to happen next. So every penny you can spare is an immense help and salvation to me. =***-)!!!!!!! 

Also, GlassesG33k is turning out to be my Hybrid between the Extremely Sanitized world of my Hobby Hermit Channel & my Very ME/Intimate AstrologicalG33k Channel. 
Because of this the links I have for helping me out are all involved with other channels. (Currently mostly for my Astrological G33k Accounts, since that’s what I have been caring about & working on as of the past 4 years or so now.) 

But to help me out Please donate to (Or buy one of my paintings from Art Pal) from one of the links below. 

 **Buy Me A Coffee** – https://www.buymeacoffee.com/astrog33k

**Patreon** – https://www.patreon.com/AstrologicalG33k 

**Art Pal** –  www.ArtPal.com/77MissMarie77 

**VENMO** – https://account.venmo.com/u/AstrologicalG33k  
Right now I am using Venmo, and I have set up an “App Account”? =-? With this service. And it is more generic and I hope to use this across all my Online Profiles. 

PayPal is not only giving me problems but it is also giving my name out, which I do NOT like. 
BUT I KNOW how Biased some people are, so! paypal.me/HobbyHermit  and please if you happen across my ACTUAL Name/Address/Age/ Etc. PLEASE BE COURTEOUS and do NOT share it or even acknowledge it. 
Thank You!