I am ready to give up on ever getting MD help
Channel: Timothytrespas
Date: 02/10/2014

Doctors are not helping me much at all
I am suffering horribly 
In pain constantly 
Anxiety
Teeth rotting out
Sleep problems 
Stress
Migraine
Brain damage 
Lyme like symptoms
Bugs crawling all over me and killing me by living in and on me
Dew and electromagnetic attacks
Morgellons
And I can't get any reasonable pain relieve because I am on a methadone program 
Why does a person self medicate?
Or seek drugs from doctors?
Because they are in pain, suffering and they are not getting treated for proper relief
People on methadone feel pain
Methadone does not stop pain in normal maintenance dose
It also blocks other opiate pain meds
Requiring larger more frequent dosing
Methadone maintenance patients also have a lowered threshold for pain
It hurts us more
And doctors are afraid to help or refuse to help
They believe that it our fault 
That we don't deserve relief 
That we can't be trusted
That we are just junkies trying to get high

we are considered non people
Who do not deserve the same consideration as other people

Because I am honest about my treatment I get less help

I am hurting and to be told Again that am not worth helping is just a bit too much
After years if torture, sickness, misdiagnosis, inadequate and ineffective health care
Hope being crushed again and again.
Suffering and pain and sickness  
But what did I expect?
To be treated like a human being?
I have to go throw up now because of the sickness.
Thank you for watching.