Codependent's Latent Fear = 👥Two people that are 😱terrified😨POSTURING🗣️B.S.🐂💩
Channel: Visceral Gravitas
Date: 2022-09-12

excerpt from Afterparty of 9/8/22 Not Enough Personal Space vs. Enmeshed Shaming 1h32m https://youtu.be/0e7G2JY8V84

Spiritual Crack Baby metaphor - empty black hole VOID & path to NonDual Spiritual Awakening 10m28s https://youtu.be/JHv-Spz11nE

transcript: 
so i wonder how many codependents are dealing with a lot of just latent fear? 
How would you know?
of the frustration, how would i know? yeah. 

I can sniff it out, sense it out. 
That's where you guys don't sense it out so then you take things personal 
You can't see things are coming out of pure terror 
Just two people there terrified posturing BS

Why else would you create a codependent mask? why else would you create a performance? unless it's out of some sort of fear of social shame, judgment, not belonging, all the different pointers ... But then the more you're successful at doing the performance to keep you safe, you get further from your raw fear and that long differential means that, you end up having fear of the fear of the fear

so that amplifies the fear, the terror, then you even become good at fooling yourself you don't have the fear. 
But with all the layers you just have more points to triggered 
i guess or i don't know what that all does. 

Well i guess it's sort of the same pointer or we haven't used crack baby in a while authentic self, shrunken invisible hidden, authentic self shrunken invisible hidden, authentic self shrunken invisible hidden, i am safe back here, i am safe back here, i am safe back here, then you lose yourself with the decoy, haha the joke is on you because you didn't eat me you ate the decoy i am safe back here, haha the joke is on you because you didn't eat me, you ate the decoy, you didn't eat me you ate the decoy, so the decoy is so exciting, you put all your power into the decoy, so when you shame someone else or someone shames you and you get offended and get into that loop back and forth it's decoy versus deep decoy and you're spending all your energy trying to kill their decoy which is wasted energy because it's a decoy or you spend all your time trying to defend your decoy which is also a decoy wasted energy then you lose yourself into the decoy you think that's who you are so you forgot yourself back in the cave that's a tiny crack whatever i'm just worried about the maturity level of yourself in the back of the cave, maturity level of the crack baby yeah yeah do you want to parent it like trying to parent his kids yeah no i don't think that'll turn out whoof i've already done that don't need to do it twice, whoof, whoof

two people that are terrified posturing bullsh*t, two people that are terrified posturing bullsh*t, 
whoof whoof
posturing bullsh*t