[CoL] 05. Diabarha - Scattered Remains
Channel: Diabarha
Date: 2021-05-22

=== Nostalgia ===
There's one smell that I both love and hate at once. The smell of fresh air in the evening outside during the spring.
I love it because it reminds me of the past; going out with friends, living in old place with my parents, going to school and talking with people in my own way. Not always in a good way tho - but it was just life without any major fear. Looking for girlfriend, that has never succeeded anyway, and lots of free time during the summer break. Sun and my town, where I have grown, and any pleasure from doing things. Careless early life.
I hate it for the same things. And for because it's the past now, and I can't live it again.
Back then I couldn't say I love that time, but now I do - when it's the past. Right now, I can't tell I love this time, but one day I will - when it will be the past.
Is it because it's always getting worse over time? Or because I can't see how beautiful today it can be?

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Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/05
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Rejection
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore/450
Used scales: B Minor H
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