Tape Deck Catastrophe - "Bipolar" REVIVAL Version
Channel: TapeDeckCatastrophe
Date: 2011-02-17

Artist: Tape Deck Catastrophe
Song: "Bipolar"
Album: REVIVAL
Info: This track was originally made for a Side E release sometime in 2010, i believe. But then became the main focus of the Revival effort, and unfortunately was the only fully completed vocal draft of that particular project!

Lyrics:
[JS] I want you...
[T] To feel my every need...
[JS] I need you...
[T] To listen when I speak
After every fuckin' thing that you did to me...
I find it hard to believe...
[JS] Baby, I want you...
[T] But you make me wanna bleed...
[JS] I need you...
[T] To take a piece of me...
[JS] I want to...
[T] Finally make you see...
After every fuckin' thing that you did to me...
(Baby I want you...)

[Justin Shane] 
Listen baby I don't wanna hear no excuses
Every word you spit at me leaves me confused
And I don't wanna hurt your feelings
But I will if I have to...
You remember how it was back when I had you
Yeah Sugar, we kept each other alive
And like AFI you were my fire inside
You were sleeping in my bed each and every night
And you would get up in my head with your little lies
I would just cave in and let our bodies collide
Confide and comply in the lust you'd provide
I shoulda never let your shady ass connive
I coulda evidently had a fuckin' blast but I...
Never had the chance, you took me up high
Another consequence that stays staining my pride
But I felt us divide, when you pushed me aside
I guess that it was time to kiss my ass goodbye

[ToXiC]
Don't say I can't be satisfied, I just want the best
Cuz I was still in love with you when you were giving me less
Since I'm already leavin'... I might as well just confess
That I was wrong when I said I thought you weren't like the rest
Had me obsessed, I was mess, yet still I have no regrets
But it was best that I left cuz I lost your interest...
Once upon a time... I thought you were my princess
But found the shoe didn't fit and the same result with the dress
See everything was just a dream, unconscious state of mind
Just tearin' at the seam... Of all space and time
And everything between, so know that I ain't lyin'
Cuz I only speak the truth when I'm spittin' on a rhyme
Everything was fallin' apart, but how'd it start?
There was nothing I could do except for try to depart
Try to get my life on track and then just never look back
Cuz all you ever did was complicate and back stab

[Justin Shane]
You had me feelin' crazy, baby from the minute we met
And we were into something I knew that I'd never forget
But I tried to play it cool and just pretend to be friends
We ended up in your bed alone in the end...

[JS & ToXiC]
So I feel alive, I'm not tryin' to hide
These feelings I've been blinded' by
My heart is closed, my eyes are wide
So be my star let's shine tonight...
(Baby I want you...)

[JS] I want you...
[T] To feel my every need...
[JS] I need you...
[T] To listen when I speak
After every fuckin' thing that you did to me...
I find it hard to believe...
[JS] Baby, I want you...
[T] But you make me wanna bleed...
[JS] I need you...
[T] To take a piece of me...
[JS] I want to...
[T] Finally make you see...
After every fuckin' thing that you did to me...
(Baby I want you...)

[Justin Shane] 
There's nothin' to discuss, I'm not gonna adjust
I see your look of disgust, but Ima keep lookin' up
It's abrubt when I erupt and say that I've had enough
But did you really even think that I was givin' a fuck
You watched my heart crack, I had no time to react
Now every time I lay flat, I feel your blades in my back
But I gotta get up, get all my pieces intact
I feel my anger increase and I'm about to attack

[ToXiC]
I'm all outta luck, just like a dead 4-leaf clover
You say it's over, say you want me back, then call me bipolar
I'll pull my heart out of my chest and then I'll give you my hand
Now understand, you are the cause of the destruction of man
Was that your plan? Listen maam, these fuckin' games have gotta stop
You say I'm pullin you down, but then just pull me on top
So no more fights, no more fight, but I'm still fuckin' shakin'
From memories, like endless dreams, so pills must be taken

[JS] I want you...
[T] To feel my every need...
[JS] I need you...
[T] To listen when I speak
After every fuckin' thing that you did to me...
I find it hard to believe...
[JS] Baby, I want you...
[T] But you make me wanna bleed...
[JS] I need you...
[T] To take a piece of me...
[JS] I want to...
[T] Finally make you see...
After every fuckin' thing that you did to me...
(Baby I want you...)
[JS] I want you...
[T] To feel my every need...
[JS] I need you...
[T] To listen when I speak
After every fuckin' thing that you did to me...
I find it hard to believe...
[JS] Baby, I want you...
[T] But you make me wanna bleed...
[JS] I need you...
[T] To take a piece of me...
[JS] I want to...
[T] Finally make you see...
After every fuckin' thing that you did to me...
(Baby I want you...)