Original Acoustic Piano
Channel: Bipolar Person
Date: 19/01/2020

Hey guys! I did this last night after I panicked, sorry I'm not ready to talk about what it was that set me off but basically I have a really sick family member.  I sat down and banged on the keys until the words came out. This is typically how I write a song. Sometimes I fight it, it’s a major process writing music and it usually comes from a place of great pain, for me anyway. Right now, I know I will feel 1 million times better if I just bang this song out that I’ve been working on but it’s just so hard to bring myself to do it because it brings such a strong emotion in me it’s hard to deal with. The first song I wrote took me an hour I mean in truth it took me my whole life to write it but when the song came out I was in a pretty dark place and I wrote the lyrics down and pretty much had the bones of the song down by the next day. The second song I wrote took much much longer I felt it was really personal and I didn’t know if anyone was gonna like it or not I’m still not sure as I haven’t gotten many thumbs up on it. This is probably going to be the third song that’s completely original but the beginning is pretty much just jamming. The singing is not great because I couldn't breath that well last night. Thank you so much for watching please consider subscribing. If you or someone you love is affected with mental illness I’m sorry.  For me personally I’ve always found artistic expression to be very healing. Also if you expect me to look a certain way in these videos you're in the wrong place. My body is just a shell for my soul, I can dress it up with make up and shiny clothes but the only thing that will be different is your perception. Thank you for watching and have a wonderful night!