A Sad Song About Unrequited Love: "Candleburn" by TraVisT
Channel: REALGroupStation
Date: 02/03/2021

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"Candleburn" by TraVisT

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Back in 2015 I fell in love with a kad.  She won my heart over but she declined to be with me because she believed that her illness will only complicate things.  I just got over 3 hospitalizations in a year, a 90 day group home and 6 months dbt.  I was working at the time but I quit county support, dbt, and my job.  Though I was on new medication at the time, the unrequited love hurted so much that it stopped working and I became severely depressed.  Foe the longest time I desired to get better so I can be in a stable relationship but after that I ditched everything and stopped getting better after I realized this would never work iut.  In the end this influenced this song.  It is about a promise made, a promise broken, and unrequited love.

As I look back I realized I was just letting emotions get the best of me.  In fact she probably was a relationship I rarely regret even if she chose someone else.  I don't even care or think about it.  So strange cause this has impacted my emotions more then a girl that was much less difficult and one that I regret leaving.  I guess in the end I was never suppose to be with this girl.  There was so much expectations to make this a success that the one after was so much easier to let go even though I think about her all the time because I had no expectations.  Anyways that is the story behind this song.  Enjoy.

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Intro:

Ever had your heart broken
Close to where you were choken
Ever wish to be free
Though you're apart from you and me

Ever hoped that love will last
instead your looking at a looking glass
Writing something great
or is just missing love and all of that lonely fate

Verse 1:

Feeling down, lost abound
Where is heaven when hell's around
Can't seem to motivate myself to rap
So instead I'm here writing in laps

Just lonely that is all
Can't connect and
That is where I fall

How can you keep your head up
When you used others to keep yourself free
Sorta of like an ecstasy

Poetic lines stupid rhymes
That's all that seems to be driving my behind
I loved you so much
It hurts to see you with someone else
So I drove those feelings away
Took you at bay and did what you hated most and that was a broken promise

Tis the season to be jolly
I forgot where is the holly
Oh dolly oh dear, that is what I fear
I can't seem to give up on you
Do you listen, Do you hear?

Chorus:

A diamond past
The candle shrine
That burns on every night
For someone
She lets herself go
Like an angel in the snow
She lays down on her back
Down on her back - she goes

Take me over when I'm gone
Take me over make me strong
Take me over when I'm gone
Will they burn for me

Verse 2:

You're in my mind so that I sear
Admire the feelings and throw them away
Someday these feelings will just go anyway
Just drive away the pain, feeling insane,
Take aim point blank and stare I forgot there's just tears I bare

I swear to you I will be okay
Instead I fall anyway
This is all I got to say

"This is where I lay
Wondering when I will find that ray of light in flight of thoughts they sway
Sorry I forgot you cannot be with me anyway"

So these are the words that curse me the most
It seems like in the end I am the host
Of a parasetic device
caught up in a heist
A chase that's gone on to long
And in the end I end up wronged
For long my love, you could never love me they say, so bare with me I know you can't stay

Chorus [x1]:

Repeat

Verse 3:

I wish somehow we could have worked
But you say your problems could only hurt
Why blame it on it so, cause in the end
I am still hurting just below

My heart aches for you
It thinks it knows you best
Instead there is only pain
that I breathe upon my chest
I swear to God it's more than less
It's why you're the very best

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Singer, Songwriter, Producer, Video Editor: TraVisT

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