Kahditzy - You
Channel: Kahditzy
Date: 2020-06-19

Hook:
Why do I feel so uncomfortable and peculiar around you?
You make me mazed, you make me mazed
Why do I feel the need, to hug you, love you, til I fade away?
I fade away, I fade away

This ain't an explanation bout how I feel
It's a promise, a vow, something you can rely on
Love has a high price and you can bet that I'm payin' this bills
I will do everything for you, that's something you can put your life on
This Beat my confession, god gave me blessin's
dad told me lessons, work is the essence
Psyche and understanding is absent
only love and music passes
god gave me this body for beatin' a challenge
I'm not handsome, but I'm blessed with several talents
because of my disinterest, people think of me, I'm malice
But if you know me better, you'll know that I'm not more than average
Life is when you quit jokin' around, pokin' em out
Talkin' about, the happenings of yesterday
Tomorrow is a new day, and you'll say
that in a few days, tomorrow is yesterday
Rare Flowers, decaying while playin' hide and seek
Damn sinners, they sayin' they prayin' bible needs
future's comin' the time is passin' by indeed
y'all keep it stumblin' hesitation's the liers need
I'm so sorry that I miss what this has meant to be
You pay him so much attention, green
he pays attention t'green, I kill myself if he rents for free
eventually, he knew what you meant to me
I can't prohibit you to be attracted to him
My fad is ruined. Why can't it be easy? huh?
I put my head into it, I can't see anything.
It's like a blackened room. I think I took the wrong step into it.
The wielder of the Crown can only go one step forward
The Queen is able to flee in every direction
Imma need the connection like the four swords 
It's kinda oppressive here, according to my perspective
they put you into so much risks and threats
and they know, they don't have any sin to 'fess [confess]
ya think it is, but it's not the meaning of give and get
I wish I could change it, but this shit is set
hypocrites are talkin about my music, that they've been impressed
the revolution's objective is put the king to rest
The Spring is ceasin', runnin' dry, no liquid left
But I won't stop because I ain't finished yet

Hook:
Why do I feel so uncomfortable and peculiar around you?
You make me mazed, you make me mazed
Why do I feel the need, to hug you, love you, til I fade away?
I fade away, I fade away

Why do I drag myself down into the ocean?
Why do I swim under a lake that is frozen?
Why do I still stand still inside the motion?
Why do I let myself trap inside the moment?
was tryin' to evolve but I am still tadpole
battle, regular versus the red nose
spectral, these spirits catch my back, no
my whole mind is devoured by a giant black hole
I can't be close to anyone, I'm gonna mess it up
I could've had significant others but I don't have the guts
I pray to god everyday if he could make it stop
writin' so much text, my fingers'  laced with papercuts
All about the same person, like I'm rehearsin'
all these verses, about my damn urges
I am cursin', I always act happy on the surface
But when you're around my heart's racin' and burstin'
you say you like me as a friend but I want something more
I'm so afraid of you fuckin' around becomin' a whore
my friend always told me I get hoes galore
why do I fall in love with my best friend, oh lord.
I can't help it, she so perfect in my eyes
everytime you say Im just a friend something dies
inside of me, you say you want to see me happy?
Oh, oh, sweet irony..
It won't be the last time that you play with someone's heart
you want to build yourself a soul with the other people's shards
you dealin' damage, you wreaking havoc, you got yourself and other people actin' manic
depressive, you light your blunt but your problems ain't dissapearing with the ashes, damn