SCHADENFREUDE HOTEL
Channel: Doug Meet
Date: 25/07/2022

on the first day of my current enlodgement in a downtown hotel, having resettled my keep, having   unfortunate business  which  recently came to an end, only to receive more bad  news, which this day would see me preparing to accept and battle--in the first visit to  my oncologist--which was of considerably more concern and apprehension, having had cancer once before--but having been in remission for a long period of time.  
 I received a call while at lunch from Hilton sales agent whom I had enlisted to assist my check-in  the previous afternoon.

Upon answering, he began to inform me that his superior, the gm of the hotel, whom I had not met, nor seen on my arrival, nor since then, had asked him to call me to inform me, he was sad to say, that i was to pack-up and leave the Hilton, which I had booked for an extended stay, and which i would be using my accumulated Hilton Rewards points to do so straightaway.

When I had expressed shock and disbelief at the flaky directive, and in response to my queries as to what this was concerning, he began to relate a narrative which I had been entirely unaware had taken place, in a chain of events which had only occurred between 9 AM of that day and the present time of 12:30. 

The one GM inciting the other to pile-on in an assured mutual preemptive strike surprise, with extra probability of future  nonoccurence by removing "the problem" within the  critical 12-hour first occupancy advantage,  having never met  GM, currently on   offensive and only just regrouping from  old Embassy GM surprise encroachment--Hilton and others  completely composed of those with the poltroon posture who both saw the   policy go unchallenged, as well as, through ignorance,   unable to apprehend that which is most   patently absurd, but which  in   gratuitous power moves of no rational logic and varlet silence, as   intentionally disregarded hopes,  every one of the worst offenders of these this is surely inherited.

Find him in his secret position of anonymous power, that the person to whom he has removed all rights, both civil and  moral, given by  recent hospitality aware  that exist for those in  professions whose  compliance is determined  by associations  and executive boards, overseeing  professions who provide  service to the public, and which requires that they be held to  that which even they are not free from benefiting-- both providing protected   compliance,  ability to work in the industry requires they adhere--under penalties or  censure--even criminal penalty.   

Fully brooding, self-soothing, state of non-violent, hella aloof from me to where I am. 

My father's death and my current diagnosis would finally prevent any further deference as to its open ended silent response.

 


But, come to find out:  
  cut of our personality disorder, heal ourselves momentarily  that old-fashioned  wunderbar of psychiatric inventions, coming in at number one on the bizarre list of things we hate, to make ourselves feel superior, thus better, which dependubf on the first part,  means:  no hate, no superior juice for you.  

SCHADENFREUDE greatest reason which it is without doubt that all humans are incapable of being  less f*** up than they prove themselves to be every time.