Aura Abnormal - 5AM
Channel: Aura Abnormal
Date: 2022-08-16

[lyrics below]

prod nd cover by me
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lyrics:

Walking outside
5 am and it's cold
Devour that cigarette smoke
I do not live, I do not eat
Get to the bag I feel like I'm free
Can't tell me shit, I don't hear when you speak
I don't need all these words in my ears
Already suffer from bpd
All I ever wanted was peace

Time for me to lay in the seed
Spread like a virus
I'm taking what's mine
No time to be late, I'm already live
Give me the dash, I'm taking all mine
Bottle of gin quench my thirst
Everlasting sadness from my birth
Coping hard but tryna stay alive
Fuck these anti depressants I cannot wake up
From 7 am, 3 hours in my bed
Tryna get out of it, but I can't
Gotta leave the house in 5 minutes
I think I'm gonna stay in it
Cause today I do not feel like living
Waiting for the attack to be over
Panicking till I cry then it's over
Feel so drained I cannot even speak
Fighting all these demons in me
And my health declining steadily
Sometimes I wonder if I will live to see
The light of the day after this night

Walking outside
5 am and it's cold
Devour that cigarette smoke
I do not live, I do not eat
Get to the bag I feel like I'm free
Can't tell me shit, I don't hear when you speak
I don't need all these words in my ears
Already suffer from bpd
All I ever wanted was peace

All I ever wanted was peace
I can't trust anybody but me
Till end of time I will be
My own light to the dark surrounding me
I'm my best friend that's always there for me
Fuck these humans I don't even care
They can burn, for they betrayed me
We will never see eye to eye
Hell has frozen over, so you can die
I protect myself from your lies
I was stripped from my innocence
Taken off and just playen with
Left me naked, now I bite my skin
Rip it off of me, this my rebirth
No more of all this suffering
Only way to complete the mission