Will I Remain? (Official Audio)
Channel: John H Maloney
Date: 2023-03-26

The second song from my latest EP, What You Don't Know

Equipment:
Ukulele - Magic Fluke Flea concert scale
Mic - Blue Yeti
Software - Audacity 

Overload
Takes its toll on me
Starte to erode 
My functionality 
I'm not sure
What's going on
Anymore
I'm too far gone

I'm bound to break
It's far too much for my
Head to take
I'm losing touch 
With what I feel
It's all going numb
Can't tell what's real
Or what I've become
                                     
I know I'll get through this  eventually 
But until then just what will it do to me

Will I remain
Someone I recognize 
When this addled brain
Stabilizes 
Will I come back
Or have I been pushed
Too far off track
And begun to crack 

All I need 
All I'm asking for
Is a chance to breathe 
And rest my mind before
I collapse 
And burn away
Though perhaps
It'd be better that way

I simply don’t see where I can go from here 
And nothing is helping to make it clear 

It’s all just a blur that I can’t quite recall 
If only I could comprehend it all